#nodistobreakingbaditsactuallyreallygoodimjusttryingtohidemygaynessfromthestraights

[reinerphatasshole]

Look Lahey, its a ShitHawk

hey cows, im turnin g 18 in about a month and after watching a strange aeons vid about tumblr i decided to hop back on here.

this is wild

i feel scared, like is this what bad nostalgia is?

anyways, I’ve remained on other social medias fairly consistantly, specifically instagram (quan_michale) so i havent really had a time capsule of myself on the internet when i was like 13, 14, 15 years old like i do here.

Like i have photos of myself, but here I can really see what I was thinking back then, which is wild.

The funny thing is that this site looks exactly the same, and seems to operate the same. Is the culture still the same? Like i understand that shit like superwholock is long dead by now, but are people still the weird little screeching goblins like i remember? I hope so...

Its also funny seeing what I was into. After I left tumblr, i abandoned my anime/fandom phase pretty heavily, although i still watched things like Steven Universe up until its end (which was disappointing and i was barely hanging on), I left my annoying?? phase behind..

Idk how to feel about it. I feel it was necessary for my growth as a person, we all kinda grew out of it somewhat kind of. But at the same time I did it to fit in.

Anyways, at this point in Quarantine I’ve started reconnecting with my past loves like anime. (NOT sherlock or su tho lol). I literally binge-read Tokyo Ghoul last week and kind of rediscovered my love for it (my taste was great for a middle schooler). Its sort of odd seeing all the edits i made of it though, and I want to apologize to any artist who’s art I might have stole when I was 13 and turned into god-awful edits and quotes because I had no concept of copyright.

I’m not sure how to close this off, Im not even sure Ill revisit this site again. In the end I only really used it for the p0rn, but they’ve had that shit defunded for a long time now so idk what my use is for this place.

But if you got any ideas lemme know.

I might come back every once and a while to dump my brain out, but that shit’s for moi and my need to actually write down what im going thru in this pandemic.

also bonjour my remaining 106 followers, u still here?