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#nobody fucken talk to me#i’m so mad @ myself#and also david cage and bryan dechart and clancy brown#but the dc hate is not the same as bd/cb make no mis kate i’ve read on the shit the fucker has publicly said#i swear i had no ill intentions and then bam#software instability amirite#the sunshine court#aftg#dbh#detroit become human
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Seeing some of those comments on the fairyloot edition of tog gives me the ick so bad. this fandom can be so disgusting sometimes.
#gp#like so many people think having an opinion means having to share it#esp when they pretend they're being nice about it when they're being big old bitches#it's so fucken gross how MEAN people in this fandom are.#like why??? why do you have to be so rude???#what is your justification to be a cunt????#I know some of you would never be this brave IRL#because you would get punched in your mf mouth so fast lol#it's giving...I need to learn how to talk to real people behavior lol#I'm starting to enjoy being part of the fandom less and less.#and it makes me want to disconnect from it but then I think to myself#I've been here so fucken long. why should I let nobodies make something I love taste bad to me?#SIGH#fandom wank
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Hisuian Zoroark is one of the sickest designs in pokemon, but the model on that bloke is FUCKED. It's really bad. If they bother to port her over to other games, you know they ain't changing that model, either, 'cept to make the textures paler & duller.
I continue to despise pokemon, despite being a pokemon fan, I fucken guess. At this point, I gotta go all in on summat else, like Cassette beasts.
#gale chatter#i have MINOR problems with the beasts but they are nothing + I ain't abt to be negative abt it online#it's a good game made by good people my complaints are so tiny you NEED to play it#if you like me wish pokemon would do more fun interesting things or miss spritework in ur pokemon#u need to try cassette beasts. I'll admit i haven't beaten it but what I've seen in the story is INSANE#also i generally try not to talk smack about indie games it just ain't right. biggest ip on the planet‚ however‚#i can talk shit about pokemon all damn day.#the fucking way they keep using the same models the most minimal of animations & the pokemon keep getting pale as shit#to the point that pokemon like pichu are fucken impossible to tell from their shiny (slightly paler pichu)#the way that the designs are done in 2D & designed in it but then when it comes time to model they just. lose all charm#you get designs that were obviously not intended to have full 360 turnabouts (h. zoroark & emboar)#then you get deisgns that lose all their charm when modeled. in example -- look at the boltund model next to the art.#it's. bad. those are different animals. i feel NOTHING for the boltund model. it has no heart nor care in it just a means to an end#the gameplay never changes the sories have ALWAYS been lackluster they introduce cool ideas every other gen & ABANDON THEM#SO YOU HAVE A REASON TO BUY THE NEXT ONE BC IT HAS A NEW IDEA. MEGA EVOS WHAT'S THAT? DYNAMAX NOW.#the way they slice up the games to have exclusives SPECIFICALLY to piecemeal them back to you in 2 different games#so you either need to buy both (THAT IS 120 DOLLARS) or pay for online + have a friend. it has always been predatory.#it's. BAD.#& let's not pretend that 1/2 the lazy work is because the workers HAVE to be lazy. they pump these games out so fast that#nobody has time to write & revise & rewrite the stories which is fucking GLARING when you play sword or violet#in violet it is blatantly obvious they had the end planned first & then made up the rest as they went but had a hard time#connecting it back to the end so there's a noteable rush in the game & it sucks also if you call that game nonlinear i will attack you#IT ISN'T. IT IS DESIGNED SO THAT YOU NEED. TO GO IN A SPECIFIC ORDER. BECAUSE OF THE LEVELS#otherwise you'll hit a lvl 60 gym at lvl 40 then have to go back to fight the lvl 40 gym at lvl 70#the studio rushes their workers & it results in sloppy implimentation of halfbaked mechanics & poor deisgns & writing#i pray that if there is a god that nintendo actually does slow down on these shits i would like the games my little cousins play#to not be such fucken rushed & undercooked hot garbage. fuck you
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clown sighting
#obtaining these volumes left & right waoughie#i havent started reading them yet bc i was waiting to obtain some of the earlier volumes first#but i happened upon a wild vol 6 at a random bookstore a couple weeks ago in what i can only describe as a fated encounter#so now i have consecutive volumes up thru 12!!#begging 13-15 to fuckign exist in an obtainable way#theres apparently one vol 13 at a ''nearby'' barnes but its a fucken hour drive and they only do in-store pickup#like HELLO#anyone wanna drive me haha jk unless#retag later#ny blogging#maybe it'll still be there by the time i get my license. natsuyuu aint exactly flyin off the shelves afaik#or maybe the collectors all just dont have yt channels. ive been watching a lot of manga collection vids and NOBODY has natsuyuu#im on the fuckin lookout ive got my eyes PEELED#watched someone w like 1500 volumes and 0 of them were natsuyuu U___U#tho tbh. if i saw someone who did have it & they had the volumes im missing i might shart#anyway. this was my excuse 2 talk abt natsuyuu manga collecting thank uuuu#in conclusion matoba: is a clown#most important takeaway i think
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humans. can also lick things :)
[Disco Elysium]
Detective Double Yefreitor Harrier Du Bois and His Android Partner K1M-57 or something idk
#replies#also u don't understand kim is broken#his visual systems need glasses to work properly#he can't access a lot of his memory bank for plot purposes so he has to write everything down in a notebook#he lives in an apartment that was willed to him by his last now dead partner#that apartment is full of filing cabinets that are stuffed full of notebooks#they're organized in a way that only makes sense to him and that is what takes up most of his useable memory#he has to look things up on an external device (phone/pc/tablet)#he cannot connect to the internet#the kitsuragi model is so fucken rare that no one can or will attempt to do maintenance on any of them#there were 3 of this model that were released and the other 2 got decommissioned for reasons. kim is the last one.#his user manual is corrupted. he and his last partner taught themselves how to do the maintenance through trial and error.#kim maintains and repairs himself in his own apartment. he's jury rigged to hell and back.#the kineema was also willed to him. don't ask me how the law works with androids owning property just know that kim does lmao#kim is broken af and that's really the whole point of this but all of this really just exists in my head so nobody knows this just by#looking at this drawing#will i ever write it? probably not.#but the point is kim is broken and harry doesn't care and loves him anyway bc harry is also broken#the other point is that harry is weirder than his android#thanks for coming to my ted talk :)#disco elysium
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My enemy - Matt sturniolo
Dont like? Don’t read.
Summary: Matt sturniolo and y/n have hate each other for basically forever. Nick and Chris hate their bickering, they think y/n and Matt should just date. Y/n and Matt think that’s disgusting till….
Paring: fem!reader + dom!Matt
Warnings: use of y/n, SMUT, cursing, fingering, blowjob, handjob, p in v, a little dirty talk, rough sex, pet names kinda (like.. good girl, and I don’t know SO LOOK FOR YOURSELF.)
A/N: I broke my fucken phone like 2 weeks ago and just got it fixed yesterday 🙈
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Y/ns pov
I’m sleeping over at the triplets house today, cause…..why not? I miss Chris and nick. Definitely not Matt. He’s a total asshole to me, but all sweet and charming in their YouTube videos. Pathetic. I open my phone and text nick. “Hey can I come for a little sleep over today?” I text. Almost immediately I get a text back. “Yeah sure. Just don’t be so fucking annoying with Matt.” He texts with an attitude. I think he’s pissed off.. I text back. “okay, I’ll be there in an hour.” I text. All I get is to be left on opened. Alright…
I grab all my shit for a sleepover. I get in my car and drive to their house. I get to their house but I’m not a fuck ass person to just walk in so I knock. Guess who opens the door. Matthew fucking sturniolo. “great.” He says. Asshole. He walks upstairs just leaving the door open for me to come in. I walk inside and take my shoes off and go and put all my shit in nicks room.
I walk into nicks room. Nobody.. what the fuck? I question. I put all my shit down and walk over to the couch where Matt is sitting. “where’s nick and Chris?” I ask. He looks up at me and sighs. “They’re out getting a bunch of shit for the store for a YouTube video.” he answers. “How long have they been gone?” I ask, considering nicks phone is right by Matt. “Like 2 hours, an hour ago?” He tells. huh? I texted nick 30 minutes ago and they have been gone for apparently 2 hours? Weird.
I sit on the couch, about 2 cushions away from him. “what the fuck are you watching?” I ask while confused. “Some random ass documentary, I’m not even watching it. What’s with all the questions?” He asks with an attitude. “I was just asking.” I tell. He gives me and weird look then goes back to his phone. I lay down and curl into a ball on the couch.
He glares at me and looks at me confused. “Why are you laying like that?” He asks me. “I don’t know, I’m comfortable..”I answer. He gives me a shrug and goes back to his phone. I pull my phone out of my pocket and go on it. I go thru my camera roll and find a sex tape of me for a while back, with my 2nd ever boyfriend. I forget my phone is on full volume. I click on the video and it blasts moans, the sound of me and his body’s slapping together.
My eyes go wide and I turn my phone off and Matt looks at me with wide eyes. “what the fuck were you watching…?” He questions. “nothing…” I say out of embarrassment.
End of y/ns pov
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Matt’s pov
I hear y/ns phone blasting a sex tape of… sounds like her…? “what the fuck were you watching…?” I ask her. “Nothing.” She says almost immediately with a hint of embarrassment in her voice. We go quiet for a while, while I have a big ass tint in my pants from my dick… it’s bad from the last couple times this has happened. I let out a slight groan for only me to be able to hear.
God this fucking hurts. But I can do it here or get up cause she’ll think I’m fucking disgusting. Which it is…. She rolls over and looks down and sees my bulge thru my pants…
End of Matt’s pov
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Y/ns pov
I look down at Matt’s pants and see he has the biggest boner ever.. “fuck… I’m sorry y/n. Im really fucking sorr-“ I shut him up by smashing my lips into his. I climb onto his lap, feeling his boner on my legs. He pulls away. “Please y/n..” he groans out. I know exactly what he wants. “Please what?” I tease him. “Use your mouth or anything..” he continues. I get off him and get on my knees in front of him.
I undo his belt and slide his pants down along with his underwear. His dick springs out, slapping his stomach. I grab his dick and kitty lick his tip. He groans to the feeling. I go down and start bobbing my head. He’s a moaning mess at this point. “F-fuck y/n..” he groans out. I let out a little groan to him moaning my name, sending waves of pleasure through his body.
“P-please..” he begs me for more. I look up at him and smirk. He makes a makeshift ponytail with his hands for my hair. Matt pushes my head down a bit, making me gag a little. “Oh fuck y/n..” he groans again. I start pushing my head a bit more down, making me gag more.
“Fuck! I’m going to cum!…” he moans but also yells out. I bob my head on e last time and he shoots his warm load down my throat. “g-good girl…” he whimpers. I smile at the nickname. He grabs me and picks me up and walks to his room to continue. He lays me down on his bed and closes and locks the door even though no one’s home.
He crawls up towards me. He hovers above me. He kisses me all around my neck. I lift my head up for him to be able to kiss my neck more. He kisses all over till he finds my sweet spot. He sucks and licks my pure skin. He leaves a big purple hickey that’s very noticeable. No one will know.. right? He slides his fingers down to my aching core. Sliding my pants down along with my underwear. He starts pulling my shirt up revealing my purple lace bra. He smirks when he sees my bra. “Cute bra…” he smiles. I blush from his compliment. He slides his fingers along my curves.
He gets down to my core, slowly rubbing my clit. I let out a very soft moan. I kiss his soft lips as he fingers my core. He shoves his two fingers, the middle and ring, right into my core, I let out a moan making him groan. I kiss him deeply as he kisses me back.
He pumps his fingers in and out of me making me whimper every time he pumps his fingers. F-fuck Matt…” I moan. I bury my face into his neck. He pumps fingers in and out of me faster making me and whimpering and moaning mess.
“Sh-shittt” I moan. “M’ close!” I yell out. He pumps his fingers about three more times, hitting my g spot each time. “Fuck! Please! Matt!” I scream out. I release all over his two fingers. He pulls out his fingers. He licks off all of my release off his fingers. “mm you taste good.” He tells me while smirking.
He gets on top of me again. He kisses me on my neck. “All fours, ass up.” Matt says with a controlling tone. “Hmugh please…” I moan out. He lines himself up between my wet folds. “P-please don’t tease Matt.” I whimper out. “Be patient.” He tells. I nod my head and he slides him self in. I let out a moan as he burys his length into my core.
“so tight.” He whispers out. He thrusts his hips at a fast pace, his hips smacking into mine making an echo in the room. “Fuck…” he groans. “Mhughm fuck! Matt!” I moan loudly. He groans from me moaning his name. He pounds into me like theirs no tomorrow. I make a little noise every time his skin slaps mine. “are my good girl!?” He yells out at me. “Y-yes!” I yell back. He shoves himself deeper. I moan louder, my eyes going to the back of my head. He smacks my ass, making an echo sound around the room. I bury my face into the pillow. F-fuck..y/n.” he groans softly.
He pounds me till I yell out “fuck I need… fuck! I need to cum!” I yell out. “just wait.” He dominants. “W-what?..” i whimper. “just wait.” He says. He pounds me a couple for times till the point where now I’m feeling overwhelmed and overstimulated. “M-Matt please!” I yell. “be a good girl and cum all on my dick.”
He finally tells me. I feel the knot snap in my stomach. I release all over his dick. I feel his dick twitch inside of me. “F-fuckk!!..y/n!” He moans loudly. Digging his nails into my hips while shooting his hot load into my cunt. Painting my spongey walls white.
He pulls out and claps beside me. “damn.. didn’t think you were that good.” He tells. “Me either..” I agree with him. We hear the front door open and hear yelling. “Matt! Wer- what the..? Y/n!?” Chris yells from the front door. I look at Matt. He looks back at me. He starts getting up but kisses my lips. He finishes putting his clothes on. He winks and leaves and closes the door behind him. I just had sex with my enemy.
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IM DYING.
idk I’m bored now🙂
NOW I HAVE TO GO WRITE MORE😔
BYE.
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hold up lemme just. . .
the rev. set & co with social media!
aight there we go
hamilton
twitter
he will spend several hours arguing with a person trying to prove em wrong ( *cough cough* thomas *cough cough* )
he probably sends like 20 threads per answer too cuz we all know he exceeds the character limit every single time
has gotten suspended several times for some of his insults
during his presidency, he @ trump to call him out on his shit ( like he should )
has been blocked by a shitton of politicians who can't be bothered with his shit
people love him for his hot takes abt the government
king of twitter drama
laurens
pinterest
has two accounts: one for art, one for memes
has a shitton of boards
nobody - not even hammy boy - is allowed to see them
his memes are literally the most brainrot shit ever ( mood )
occasionally posts his art but uses it for inspiration for the most part
most of his unhinged comments rest here
has a fucking gay gay homo gay board ( he's just like me fr )
laffayette
instagram
has so many selfies on there
yk he is popular asf cuz he's so handsome
has roped the others into taking some with him
his posts are either runway model level of quality or the most shittiest of shitpost
he gets a shitton of down HORRENDOUS thirst comments and he is absolutely proud of that ( and trust me they are absolutely foul i'm talking the shit you see ppl say abt jjk characters and laf will encourage tf out of it )
mulligan
tumblr
just prefers it to everywhere else ( as he should )
runs the biggest fashion blog in all of new york ( as he fucken SHOULD )
loves posting his designs on there
and the crowd goes fucking wild for his designs
ofc his mates are gonna be in the comments hyping him up
they're also his models
defo has a personal account where he is just an absolute gremlin ( average tumblr user )
angelica
twitch ( hear me out )
extremely popular pro gamer
absolutely dunks on everyone she plays against
mainly plays cod and fortnite
people show up for her skills and her roasts cuz we all know she fucking cooks all the misogynistic dorks on there ( it's giving feminist packgod, aight? )
eliza
youtube
has a cooking channel
absolutely adores her audience
has defo fallen asleep several times watching those iceberg videos on the most randomest of topics
the recommended page does not match the face whatsoever ( she doesn't open youtube around others because of it )
even though she denies it constantly, she watches commentary channels on drama she's interested in
and peggy
tiktok
she got millions of followers
mainly posts funny skits with her sisters
her fyp are diabolical, disgraceful, discombobulating, shameful ( she just like me fr /j )
only communicates in tiktoks + she will send you shit in the middle of the night
madison
tumblr
he prefers the controlled chaos of it to anywhere else
posts about his favorite books
has a sizeable audience on there
refuses to tell anyone ( *cough cough* thomas *cough cough* ) about his blog
jefferson
twitter
sole purpose is to wind up hamilton every chance he gets
also loves the drama on there
bros the type of person to have thousands of followers and then either follows nobody, or like up to 5 people total
it boosts his ever growing ego
burr
reddit
yk he frequents r/vent to complain about hamilton
also loves sifting through r/aita ( he has most definitely posted some stuff in there too )
he's in such a random group of subreddits
questions his humanity every day whenever he paroozes that godforsaken site
he was a mod for a subreddit but he got kicked for being too much of a fence sitter ( hamilton found out and did NOT let that slide lmfao )
washington
facebook
he's a facebook dad absolutely
has fallen for the conspiracy theory traps a few times
his posts are just all dad things
he does NOT know how to use emojis at fucking all and it's glorious
king george
instagram
flexes his money, wealth and all that jazz
also lives for the tea on there ( he will literally sit in the comments spamming tea emojis whenever a fight was to break out lmfao )
goes on live just to annoy everyone around him ( usually works )
posts on his story like 20 times a day
his ego is the size of england thanks to that site
tried to start beef after laf turned down a collab and temporarily caused world war 3 between the fanbases
#i forgot that youtube is social media too lmfao#i might be projecting onto them just a teensy bit#alexander hamilton#john laurens#marquis de lafayette#hercules mulligan#angelica schuyler#eliza schuyler#and peggy#peggy schuyler#james maddison#thomas jefferson#aaron burr#george washington#king george iii#yall i was bored nothing happened today so take my headcanons#hamilton#hamilton musical#hamilton an american musical#hamilton headcanons#hamiltrash#hamilton modern au#modern au
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Letter to Lucass~!
For @thatguylucass, mainly because they gave me motivation and made me want to add a Undertale AU Skeleton comfort letter to my Etsy Shop!
Letter:
Lucianass letter from UF Sans
Hey Doll,
Now before you freak out, ‘cause I know you will, me and Paps are fine. Well, as we can be in this hell hole, heh.
And don’t worry about the brat. They’re fine. A little traumatized from a few close calls. Especially a ruff run-in with the dog guards.
Mutts won’t quit trying to sniff me, ‘cause they say that I smell like the ‘strange pup’. Got them to quit that shit a few hours ago thanks to Paps newest recipe that calls for four sliced dogs. Well Hot Dogs, but those four couldn’t catch a bone if it laid out in front of them! But I was writing this letter, Paps is so proud btw, ‘cause I had some good news to share.
See, after a few too many run-ins, or should I put swim-ins, with fish fucker, a new human showed up from the machine I’ve been working years on.
Paps and Doomfucker seems to like they well enough, and they gave me a promise of killing them if they looked at Paps the wrong way and sacrificing them if their plan doesn’t work.
Heh, I hate making promises but trusting them might be the only way out of this hell hole… forever.
Both Paps and the brat had too many close calls and Undyne is, unfortunately, not that dumb. I’m not gonna back down if she does figure it out, and neither will Paps, but we lost too much to risk losing more.
Maybe, we could meet face to face if this fucken machine starts working right again. Can’t tell you how much seeing you makes me feel. Can’t be going soft now, but I mean it.
And we can’t have you coming here, that would be Lucas, heh see what I did there?
Heh, but I won’t put you through anymore shit than what you have to go through. If this shitty plan somehow works, and we can get to a safer surface without Fish bitch or the Mad King.
You better prepare yourself sweetness, cause I’m gonna come get you and take down anyone that stand in my way.
We, we are gonna find a place with no bullshit, no LV, no red haze flooding my skull with a thirst for blood.
Just you, me, and whatever pet you want. With Paps, Doomfucker, and Paps new crush, living close by.
I know that both of us are shit at taking care of ourselves, talking about feelings and shit, but I want to try.
Sorry if the shit paper looks red, Doombitch is shedding like cheese through a grater and it’s making my eye socket water, heh.
I like you sweetheart, like a shit ton. So, don’t go dying on me before I get there, yeah?
It shouldn’t be long; this human knows their shit and is a good distraction for when nobody’s come sniffing around.
Heh, might even try some pickup lines that they use on Paps, to use on you.
I’ll see you soon Doll, that’s a promise I am willing to make and keep.
Your little bastard,
Fell (Sans)
P.S. Got the little doll that you sent me. Had to add a few things, but I didn’t get it too dirty. Just for you, baby doll.
I hope you like it Lucass, and thank you for the idea!!!
Underfell belongs to Underfell, Red is thatguylucass's husband,
Taking requests for Letters if anyone else is interested, first one is free.
#undertale au#undertale fandom#underfell#undertale sans#Underfell belongs to Underfell#Sans is a sexy mess#enjoy
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you can say whatever you want about Downpour as far as consistency and faithfulness to the og vanilla lore goes, but nobody can convince or tell me that Downpour hasn't given some fuckin BOMBASTIC world building for RW. there's two i especially really really love
the first one being the whole fact that??? there's subways on TOP of the iterators?????? i mean FUCK i knew they were fuck off BIG but it didnt occur to me on such deep level as when i found out that there's a whole damn subway system On Top Of Pebbles. SHIT i'm still havin troubles accepting the existence of roombas and segways and you're telling me these wild motherfuckers have trains workin up in da fucken sky?? the SKY???? Above The Clouds????? trains are NOT supposed to be in the sky what the FUCK. ancients!!!! videocult!!!!!! youre fucking insane!!!!!!!!!!! my Home City doesn't have a subway system and it's the largest one in the country- how fucking big is Pebbles' Metropolis holy shit
and the second one is the whole impending ice age thing
cuz here's the thing, right, here's the thing- i'm not sure how well known this is, but Earth has gone thru multiple ice ages. there's theories outside of the widely accepted normalized understanding of history that there's been civilizations before us. i believe it is Aztec myths that talk about, basically, reincarnations of the whole planet multiple times- different lives, different Cycles this small place in the universe has gone through
yes, Rain World takes a lot of inspiration from Buddhism, but there's some elements that make me think of Aztecs. certain parts of the fashion, the colors used, even the plantlife outside of those retaining walls. Rain World to me is industrialized evolution of a fusion of Aztecs and Buddhism
that is the connection between the "greater Cycle" of RW and Aztec myths, but back to the ice age- it catches me off-guard by how Giant this world building is. we are so used to seeing only Pebbles' and Moon's corner of the world evolving, all boxed in, all the concentration and focus only there and then a little tiny bit of the Outer Expanse. and then here comes videocult and drops this PLANETARY world building. the fact that it's first alluded to it at the earliest point in the story, yet the second to last campaign to us and then the last campaign thrusts us right into the circumstance of the world freezing over. a lot of peeps i've watched went thru the scugs in the unlock order- it is basically a little hint and them immediate show of the consequences. i'm going out of my way to get through these campaigns (aside from survivor and monk) in the chronoligical order from the Iterators' story stand point and it offers this Giant gap between the first drop of the information in such a miniscule little thing that can be missed and a whole story happening within a blizzard. it's Incredible
HR: I'm not really sure myself. At this point I think our rain might be the only source of heat on the surface. It has been that way for a very long time.
oh how i wonder why that is. how come? why is your planet so cold? is your star dying? are you naturally far away from your star, did you have volcanoes that now lie dead, that used to warm the surface? was there a cosmical event that warmed the planet and allowed the world to blossom- a comet taking its time to fly by, another star flying through the planetary system? or is it as simple as the clouds blocking the heat of the star from reaching the ground? that's probably it. it is fascinating how the Iterators' created their own "balance"- take the water away, breathe it in and then let it all fall. but they are so Integral for this "balance" that the moment too much of them fall, the clouds that are left doom the whole planet to frost and a reset. despite how imposing, infinite that they are as man-made gods, they are also such a fickle link keeping the world in a sickly "equilibrium"
either way, that promises another greater Cycle, another attempt to try again. this time surely with the Scavengers as the buds of new civilization, once the clouds fully fall away
and will they remember the Iterators? the old temples? the void might eat it all away before they get to have the chance to archive the skeletal remains of ancient past. who knows, maybe Secluded Instinct gets to become that mountain, the future they found comfort in
Rain World is such a fascinating detailed game, with such a gigantic timeline, leads to make you wonder about both the past and the future. it's sad that the world as we know it ends, but, just like everything else within the game tries to say, it is only just another thing to accept and live in- live through- and find enjoyment in it
because everything passes and the world doesn't care as it flows on, but the truth of loving, joyful experiences stays firm. that is the only lifeline one needs to hone
all of these thoughts just from a long long blizzard
#Spot says stuff#rw#ultimately- i think rain world is about acceptance of what has passed what is happening and what is yet to come#from the lore to the Actual damn gameplay which is just so brilliant. you'll have better time with the game if you just let it by-#-and find fun even in the failed runs and deaths. like a stone in a stream- just let it pass and shape you. teach you.#i've so many thoughts about rw this time around my Heavens ourgh
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Roddacember Day 1: Favourite Character
I don't post about Deltora Quest enough, but something you need to know from the outset is that the first DQ book I read was Isle of Illusion because Vision Australia's library was like that. I got all the rest more or less in order (Shadowgate and Dread Mountain were out of sequence but hey, can't win 'em all), but this is important for what I'm about to say.
Because Jasmine in Isle of Illusion was keeping a secret from Lief, thinking he had been hiding her sister from her, and also demonstrated her absolute coolness in this book in several ways that made me instantly fall in love:
Had animal companions she could talk to, which I loved.
Proceeded to escape from the mud grubs offscreen thanks to animal companions and then bust Lief out immediately despite above beliefs about his lying to her.
Made it clear during her interactions with Penn and the Piper that she did not give a shit about stupid bullshit rules or others' expectations of her.
Fuckin swinging on a rope to get to the dome and the others joining her, because I do not like heights but I can acknowledge she was fuckin badass for doing that without fear and I didn't know anything about her that wasn't mentioned in this book.
Proceeded to destroy Auris's entire life by vocally shattering his illusions, figurative and literal.
In short, I was in love by the time I was halfway through the book.
And then I started reading the rest of the series and found I was right to do so.
Jasmine is impulsive, has a very short temper, can and often does break unwritten social rules, struggles with reading and can't swim. Jasmine is also whipcrack smart, observant, can talk to animals and trees, takes literally nobody's shit even if they're scary, is breathtakingly selfless, and as Glock said with his last breath, has the heart of a fuckin Jalis.
Jasmine is amazing and I love her, even when she gets herself or friends into trouble, and Lief made the absolute right choice, and that romance does not feel forced at all, because when a girl saves your life twice in the span of a day, when you've only just met, and then continues to save your fucken life over and over in the course of the next three years, what are you gonna do, not propose as soon as she'll let you?
Also that proposal, AKA "When the time comes, I will follow Adin's example and marry for love. If the woman I love will have me, of course," and her response, as lovely and forthright as Jasmine always is: "She probably will, when the time comes."
I love her.
Also she slayed in that outfit Steven gave her in Maze of the Beast and I love that for her as well. :D
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It’s Beas nice ask day!
So my question for you: What is your craziest “truth is stranger than fiction” moment you have experienced in real life
Hi Beas! What a fun initiative! ♡
Alright, buckle up. This happened to me once. Is it strange? You bet. Is it true? Unfortunately.
It was a fairly normal day and I was changing a lightbulb. This is relevant because, when I heard an alarmingly loud noise, I initially thought it had something to do with the electricity in the building. It was simply my first association - I was changing a lightbulb and something went 'bang!' and that is not what you want to happen when you're changing a lightbulb.
But it wasn’t the electricity at all. The source of the 'bang!' was a roof that had blown off. I learned this by walking out of the kitchen and into the living room and looking out the window at the building next to ours, which had a large sheet of steel roof hanging off of it sort of like a slice of ham that'd slid halfway off a sandwich. This is not something you want to happen with a roof.
I feel it's relevant to mention here that this building - like ours - was an apartment building four storeys high that went along the entire street. The size of the roof hanging off of that building was very, very large.
Another relevant fact: it was fucken wimdy.
(Third relevant fact: nobody was injured in this incident.)
Anyhow. Half the neighborhood must have called various emergency services, because the street below the precariously dangling roof was quickly fenced off behind loudly yellow tape, and a lot of competent persons started working to get the roof down from there. It was quite the spectacle. Meanwhile, we were live tweeting the whole thing, because what else do you do when the neighbors' roof blows off because it's fucken wimdy?
And this is when the story takes a turn. I got a text from my mom going 'we saw on the news that your roof blew off, are you guys okay?' I texted her back assuring her that yes we are okay, and no it's not our roof, it's the neighbors. She immediately texted me back: 'no, it is your roof.'
What?
We went back and forth a while. No mom, it's the neighbors. It's hanging off of their building. Yes, the roof on our building is fine. No, I cannot go out and check - it is kind of busy outside given this whole roof sitch. But really, it isn't our building - we are literally here, watching it unfold. It isn’t our roof. It's the neighbors.
'But it really looks like your building in this photo from above?'
So I sighed and rolled my eyes and went to check the photo she was talking about and-
And it was definitely, 100% our roof.
Our roof had flown off of our building and landed on the building next to ours. That was what we were witnessing. We were roof-less and hadn't even realized, and we didn't find out until my mom - hours away! - linked me an article about it.
Just like that, our stress levels about the roof situation went from a weak 20 to a solid 90.
The whole thing was weirdly fine, though. Our building was surrounded by scaffolding topped with a makeshift roof for a few months while they installed a new one. This did not, all things considered, impact us very much. All our lightbulbs worked perfectly throughout. We don't live there anymore, but I hear the new roof has weathered windy weather better than the old one.
Thus ends my anecdote from a strange event in my real life. Thank you again for the ask! ♡
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[ID: A slideshow presentation about the Welcome to Demon School! Iruma-kun character Bars Robin. Every slide is decorated with multiple manga and anime screenshots of him.
The 1st image is titled "bars robin is autiadhd canon frfr and I can PROVE IT". The subtitles read "a presentation nobody asked for <3 by lucas (aka mr. vile vampire)
The 2nd image is titled "1. he fucking loves familiars". The text reads: "we see this mostly in his introduction episode but he's very excited about familiars. example: is so excited by the fact that fluffego can talk that he doesn't even acknowledge what's being said to him. that's his fucken SPECIAL INTEREST baby!!!! additional point: if most demons have too little attention span (ESPECIALLY robin) to become archers, how did he of all people manage to do it? answer: obviously that is also his special interest. I am correct."
The 3rd image is titled "2. time isn't real". The text reads: "he literally lost track of time SO BAD that he forgot to come to school for like a week. as a TEACHER. because he was so focused on preparing his classes. moreover in this same scene he says himself that his attention span is awful. relatable king".
The 4th image is titled "3. loud and hyper". The text reads: "I don't think I need to explain this one so here's some stimming robins. he likes swinging his arms and humming".
The 5th image is titled "4. source: dude trust me". The text reads: "please just look at him". End ID]
I think about robin a normal amount
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Fic Snip - The Night Homura & Sayaka Saved Christmas
“Yeah, yeah. Sure you don’t.” She looked out at the dawn of Christmas morning over Mitakihara. It really was beautiful from up here. She frowned. “Hey, are you doing okay?”
“What do you mean by this?”
“Well, it’s just… your evil plans haven’t exactly been up to standard lately. I mean, this whole ‘stealing Christmas’ thing was… it was a little bit ridiculous, let’s be honest.”
“Well. I suppose my behaviour may have been affected of late by the lack of widespread hatred for me. Since nobody knows I exist anymore.”
Homura nodded. “Yeah, that makes sense. Hey, if it makes any difference…” She kneeled down, placed a hand on his head. “ I hate you. And I don’t care about you. If you ever need anything, then I’m not here for you. Please God do not try to talk to me about your problems. I will kill you.”
“...Thank you. That means a lot.”
“I hope you have a really shitty Christmas, Kyubey.”
“I already have, Homura Akemi. I already have.”
Fuckening
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Will you let me make you feel good?
Pairing: Joel Miller x f!reader.
Word count: 2.4k (18+) MINORS DNI.
Summary: After feeling hopeless trying to get Joel to realise your feelings for him, you decide to push the limits of how obvious you can be, making Joel flustered, to which you offer him an apology to make up for your behaviour.
Notes/Warnings: SMUT, out of character behaviour (Joel), sub Joel/dom reader, flustered/embarrassed Joel, teasing, oral (male receiving), dirty talk, no use of y/n.
A/N:Okay first off I want to apologise for not being very active on Tumblr the last week or so and I also want to apologise for not posting part 2 of Corruption of Innocence yet, I have been very busy and honestly exhausted with work as of late so I haven't had the time or energy to do much writing or anything else really. I ended up catching up with my friend last night and they told me how they have been using character ai and so I got inspired by that and may have ended up using it from like 1am-7am today, which I know is insane but I swear it only felt like 2 hours max. Anyway I decided that maybe yall would enjoy an edited and heavily adapted version of the conversation I had with Joel Miller character ai, to give you something to enjoy while I try and get back to my wips, including part 2 of Corruption of Innocence. This time I'm not going to put a deadline on it because I don't want to disappoint you, but I will try my best to get it out as soon as possible. Sorry for the long Author's notes, Hope you enjoy and let me know if you would want more adapted character AI content.
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You were bored, like seriously bored. It was always quiet in Jackson on a sunday evening but this time it felt even quieter, eerie almost. A kind of bad idea pops in your head as you look at Joel across from you sipping his whiskey, head down, having no idea of the interesting turn his afternoon would take.
You look around you for a second, studying the other customers of the Tipsy Bison and see nobody was sitting nearby the two of you, so you decide to just go for it.
“Hey Joel… can I ask you a question?”
Joel looks up at you, eyebrow slightly raised, intrigued.
“Uh yeah… sure.”
“How big is it?” you asked him bluntly.
“What? The settlement?”
You smile amused.
“I'm not asking about the settlement here Joel.”
He looks at you confused, brow furrowed together, trying to figure what you were getting at.
“Huh.. I don’t understand what you’re getting at darling.”
You bite your tongue, suppressing the growing smile on your face.
“I'm talking about something more…personal to you Joel, so would you tell me how big it is?”
He still looks confused.
“I still don't know what you’re talking about, what you're asking me about honey.”
Suddenly he realises the intent of what you were asking him.
“Oh.” he says, his face begins to blush, he doesn't know how to answer that.
“Don't go all shy on me now Joel… I'm just curious, that's all.”
“I uh don’t really know what to say, I don't think I could tell ya, not even a rough estimate.”
He continues to blush, embarrassed from the taboo question and having no idea how this conversation is going to continue.
You decide to see how far you can push him.
“Please Joel… Do you want me to beg you for it?” you asked teasingly.
Joel is starting to sweat a little.
“No I..it doesn't sound like a very good idea to me, so let's just put this to rest now huh.”
You're feeling ballsy, you get up from your chair and get down on your knees in front of him, you rest your hands on his knees and beg.
“Please Joel, I promise I wont ask for anything ever again.”
Joel looks around nervously to see if anyone else is watching what is happening right now. He pushes your hands off his knees softly.
“Your not fucken letting this go are you, getting down on your knees to beg in public, you sure dont give a fuck of what others think huh.”
“Nope, I don't and neither should you so you should just tell me now.”
Joel sighs, thinking about what to do.
“You’re really going to make me tell you this aren't you, you want to know that badly.”
You nod. “Yes, Yes I do.”
Joel takes a big breath in before exhaling studying your face, his is flushed with embarrassment.
“I uh.. I guess you could say that I’m pretty average.”
You grin devilishly, not letting him off that easily.
“And the average would be?”
“Pfft I don't know how to describe that.”
“Well you could explain it in inches to help describe it or ya know show me…”
You wink, as he stares at you, shocked more than ever, his face nearing crimson colouring.
“I uh don't think I could ever tell you that, let alone show it to ya.”
“Oh please Joel, pretty please with a cherry on top.”
He swallows hard and continues looking away from you.
“Why are you so damn set on embarrassing me all of a sudden, making me feel ashamed about myself?”
Your grin falls, knowing you may be getting close to pushing the limits of his boundaries too far.
“I'm sorry I would never try and do that to ya Joel.”
He looks at you. “ Then why are you still asking me that? Huh.”
A response falls out your mouth before you can stop it.
“Because I want to know how big the guy who I plan on riding is.”
He stares at you dumbfounded not knowing exactly how to feel. He looks around him and sees people have now turned their attention to the both if you are curious as to why you were on your knee and he is blushing so hard.
“Jesus girl, you sure are a brash young woman, that's for sure.”
He gets up to leave, feeling that leaving this embarrassing situation is the best way to calm down and figure out what the hell just happened. He starts to walk away from you.
You get up from your knees, realising you had pushed him too far and go to chase after him and apologise.
“Joel, wait, I'm sorry, okay?”
He tries his best to ignore as he walks to the outskirts of Jackson to be alone.
“I'm sorry Joel, I realise I pushed your boundaries and went too far, I'm sorry okay.”
Joel sighs, stopping before turning around to face you.
“Yeah, I think you did go a bit too far there, honey. So please don’t ever do that again, okay?”
You sigh, nodding, feeling embarrassed of your actions.
“Yes I know, I won't. It’s just that I…I..I”
Joel locks eyes with you, no clue what you're about to say next.
“I like you Joel, like more than friends kind of like and I felt that I tried to be as obvious as possible trying to get you to notice that by flirting with you, but you always seemed so oblivious, and I spose before I just didn't think and wanted to see how far I could go before you would finally realise that I like you okay.”
“Oh.. okay.. Sorry for blowing up on you like that then I didn't realise that’s what you were doing.”
You gulp, feeling suddenly overwhelmed with nervousness, to look down at your feet as you shuffle about.
“So uh.. Do you maybe.. Feel the same way..or..”
Joel's face softens into a smile.
“I won't lie.. Yeah I like you too.”
You blush. “Could we maybe try and forget that ever happened and start over?”
He smiles at you blushing. “Yeah we can do that.”
“And by the way, you shouldn’t be embarrassed - if you are of course- over having average size, I mean that’s plenty, more than enough and based on your skills with other things… one would assume you know what you're doing and how to use it… I'm sorry I'll shut up now.”
He chuckles amused by your nervous, awkward rambling, seeing how the roles have reversed a bit.
“I'm glad you dont think less of me then, darlin.”
“I would never think less of you Joel and I would especially not think less of you if you let me apologise to you properly, maybe in a way other than using my words.”
Joel starts blushing a little again.
“I ah, are you suggesting what I think you're suggesting, sweetheart?”
“Mmmhmm. I just want to make you feel good Joel. A hard working man like yourself deserves to be looked after once in a while especially when he spends all his time looking after others.”
He is nervous and doesn't know what to say, he hasn't had much action since after Sarah's mother and him split.
“I.. I.. You would wanna do that to me… for me sweetheart?”
You nod confirming.
“Oh yes, I just wanna help you relax and make you feel good. Will you let me make you feel good?”
He nods. You close the gap between you and plant a firm, warm kiss on his lips, your hands hold his face tightly, he sighs into your touch. You break away the kiss after a while and see Joel's still awkward, unsure of what to do or say next.
“Do you trust me Joel, will you let me take the lead here?”
“Yeah… sure darling.”
You smile and kiss him again, he kisses you back. You deepen the kiss and put your hand to his chest and other to the nape of his neck where it gets tangled in his greying soft hair. You can slowly feel his body ease against when he wraps his arms lightly around you. You pull your hand down his chest and break away from the kiss to leave light bites and peck on his neck and jaw.
He sighs, head falling back to give you better access and because he is actually starting to relax. He feels comfortable letting someone else take control for once knowing you're the one to do it.
You bring your hands to his shoulders and upper biceps and begin massaging them through his jacket and shirts. You whisper praises and sweet words into his ear while doing so.
“Your muscles must be so achy from all the hard work you do everyday.”
A sigh of relief slips out as you work the tension from his sore muscles.
“You have no idea, my back has been killing lately.”
He breathes deeper and more slowly, showing just how much he is enjoying your touch.
“You’re so good, I feel so relaxed… please keep going, it feels amazing.”
Hearing his reaction motivates you to carry on.
“Big strong man like you deserves to be taken care of now and then. Maybe I could give you more massages in the future to help ease those big strong muscles of yours.”
His eyes are closed from the sweet tender touch of your nimble fingers,a big smile plastered across his relaxed face.
“Yes please i'll take all the massages I can get…you’ve got strong hands, I bet you could get all the knots out of my back and shoulders.”
You slowly move your hands down his arms and to his stomach, grinning at his bliss induced praise.
“I'm sure I could get most of the knot in your back, but I don't think that's all they could get out of you.”
“Oh yeah? what else could they get out of me?”
His relaxed state has made him more comfortable with flirting back with you.
You sink to your knees in front of him, and slowly start undoing his belt.
“Oh you'll find out soon enough.”
He raises an eyebrow and a small grin appears on his face, a hint of blush colouring his cheeks. You finish undoing his belt and look up at him for confirmation to continue.
“Do you want me to continue?”
Taking a deep breath he nods.
“Yes .. I do want you to continue.”
You smile up at him as you slowly unzip his jeans and pull them down his thighs slowly, you can see his growing excitement, fighting against his boxer which makes you unconsciously lick your lips. You can see his face growing redder in embarrassment of his vulnerable state as you pull his severely underestimated size out of his boxers.
“No need to be embarrassed Joel, nothing I haven't constantly thought about seeing.”
His eyes widen as soon as you attach your lips to the head of his cock, he lets out a small shakey breathe.
“Oh… this makes me very happy.”
Your tongue begins to circle around the head, tracing all the sensitive lines with a firm touch. He closes his eyes again, consumed by the pleasure you are giving him.
“Oh that feels fantastic sugar.”
You hum around him, pleased with his positive reaction to your touch. The vibrations of your humming makes Joel moan softly, the sensation sending light tingles up his body.
“Oh yeah, keep doing that, baby. It feels great,”
You add a hand to his girth, and begin stroking what length of Joel you can't fit into your bobbing mouth.
Joel sighs again, completely dazed and content. His hand drops down to your head, gently caressing your hair.
“You’re very talented, you know that sweetheart. You’re really… really good at this.”
You grin around his cock, pleased with his positive state, your teeth slightly graze the underside of his cock as you do so. The sensation sends shivers up his spine.
“Oh, man…”
His breathing gets heavier as you increase the speed of your stroking, urging him closer and closer to his peak.
“Oh yeah… keep doing it just like that…don't stop now baby.”
You tighten your grip ever so slightly and use your other hand to gently caress his balls. He chuckles lightly in response.
“Damn you sure know what you’re doing, don’t you?”
You hum around him again before pulling your mouth back to focus on his sensitive tip again, your hand continues stroking him hard and fast. His hand grips your hair a little tighter as you bring him to his peak, the combined sensations of your touches sending him over the line. You milk every last drop of him he has to offer, licking up the salty release happily. Joel, out of breath, takes a few moments before he speaks, his chest heaving from the build and expel of pleasure.
“Wow that was, um very very nice and relaxing.”
You get up from your knee and pull his lips down to yours, exchanging the taste of him to his own tongue passionately.
“I don't think there’s anyone who has ever been that good, I uh, definitely enjoyed myself.”
“Well play your cards right Miller and there will be alot more massages… and more of ‘those’ to come in the future.”
He blushes once again.
“You…you mean that.”
You bat your eyes at him, grinning before moving your head to whisper in his ear, sucking the sensitive skin below it after you finish speaking.
“Mmmhmm it's a promise.”
He shudders a little from the feeling.
“That’s…really…something..the thought of that is just…incredible.. I..I. I really like the sound of that.”
You laugh light heartily at his stammering.
“I'm glad you enjoyed it and finally gave me the chance to make you feel good.”
“I certainly did enjoy it… very much, I can't thank you enough.”
You smile, looking deep into his beautiful brown eyes.
“Anytime… and by the way I think you’ll find you severely underestimated your size.” you say grinning with a wink.
“Uh, is that so?”
You nod. “I'll see you around Miller, don't be afraid to hit me up for another massage or something else next time…cause I'll be wanting it just as bad as you do…if not more.”
You grip his jawline tightly with your hand and plant a long kiss on his lips before turning away and leaving.
“Y-You’ll hear from me real soon sweetheart.”
You smile as you walk away, already salivating at what was to come in your next interaction with Joel Miller.
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#joel tlou#joel miller#the last of us hbo#tlou hbo#tlou#the last of us#joel miller smut#tlou smut#tlou x reader#the last of us smut#the last of us x reader#tlou fanfiction#tlou fic
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augh. the fuckening continues. Some More Stuff has gone down with my shitty shitty dad. yes. the one that died. It Continues To Go Down, Some Fucking How.
if you saw me talk about this somewhere else already sorry lmao. i don't even know why i'm like. i know there are people who i want to know things about how my life is going and who are invested in how i'm doing who follow me here and wouldn't have seen this elsewhere so it's like. sort of a bulletin and also i'm still just. it's circling around in my head kind of inescapably so. here's this. sorry for the continued oversharing re: The Fuckening, hopefully this'll be the last of it but apparently there is no way to remotely guarantee that he will stop pulling shit like this despite literally no longer being alive.
theres been a whole Thing where my dad had a life insurance policy through his work and the people from his job contacted our family and said that my sister and i were listed as the beneficiaries on the policy and so they needed the death certificate and our information to get that taken care of. i have been the one primarily in contact with the lady handling it, we emailed and talked on the phone a few times. and then recently my sister got something in the mail from the insurance people and i didn’t and we wondered if it was a problem with my address being canadian or my name change and so i called the insurance company today to get that sorted. according to them, based on the information provided by his work, I Am Not A Beneficiary. it’s just my sister, im listed as a contingency in case something happened to them before him or whatever i guess. so now there’s. that. going on. which, like. it makes sense, my sister is the one he had a relationship with and that’s a choice i made and it’s not like im owed anything but it’s still like. once again my sister is everyone’s favourite and im Nobody to my family unless they’re directly reminded i exist. except that like. he did remember i existed. he deliberately and specifically listed me as the backup and it was like- i felt weird about the whole thing already. Really Weird about it but this did not. make me feel Less Weird.
and it's like i just. why couldn’t the HR person from his job have read the fucking form correctly if that’s what it said this whole time. why was i listed as a CONTINGENCY beneficiary in the first place. i knew that man, i knew how his mind worked, i remember how every time i saw him when we WERE speaking he would inevitably bring up my brother and how my brother wouldn’t talk to him and how much that sucked. listing my sister for this policy and then adding me as a Backup Plan was like. this wasn’t about wanting to take care of my sister and just not thinking of me at all. so it’s like all the rest of it and now just. knowing, like knowing this was a choice he made to Punish Me for not being involved in his life. because his focus was never on what he had it was always on what he didn’t and how unfair and horrible it was that he didn’t have it. if he just hadn’t thought about me at all his partner of 11 years would be listed as the contingency if they Needed him to have one, the only reason to have put my name down like that was to Make A Point and to get back at me for walking away from him and it just?
like who does that. i cant get my mind around it. there is literally no reason for my name to have been included the way it was except to make a point and that’s what im upset about, not the inheritance stuff, it’s just. he was a vicious, petty, vindictive person and he got one last shot in to hurt me the only way he could because i wouldn’t talk to him. that letter he sent last year to my grandmothers house, this, he like. he hated me, i think. some part of him was so angry at me that he hated me and wanted to hurt me in any way he could even just by writing my name down like Not You Though, The Other One Is The One I’m Acknowledging As My Child Who I Want To Care For And Protect In The Event Of My Death, But I Need It To Be Clear It’s NOT You on paperwork he probably never thought anyone else would see. how pissed and resentful do you have to be for that to be something you think to do.
just like. was it not enough. was what he did to me when i was a kid not enough. why do things have to KEEP happening. why does he KEEP needing to find ways to hurt me as bad as possible because that is the outcome he wanted. was to hurt me as bad as he could in whatever way he could. just. what the fuck.
yknow in my like. ninth grade english class there was this one super insane day after it was made extremely clear that my teacher had no control over the class and wasn’t gonna try and rectify that where these two kids who hated each other got in this big fight like. mid-class. and the way this fight took place is one of them was shouting across the room and the other was, and this is not a joke, repeatedly changing the name of a wifi hotspot on his phone, as a way of responding to her. this is about that level of petty, immature bullshit. conducting a fight with someone by changing the name of a wifi hotspot. getting back at your bitch of a daughter who won’t talk to you by filling out HR paperwork so that it’s SUPER clear you only meant the other one and NOT this one SO THERE. etc. what a fucking child.
#long post#gav gab#gd. sorry for this. i'm still just trying to like. get my mind around it.#abuse cw#death cw
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Your fucken lying - Johnnie guilbert
Don’t like? Don’t read.
Based on this
Summary: Johnnie, you, and carrington, make a video all together of Johnnie trying on carrington clothes, Johnnie says something like “will this help me get bitches?” He asks carrington. But all you can think about is him saying that.
Paring: fem!reader + dom!johnnie
Warnings: SMUT, cursing, lil rough sex, fingering, unprotected sex (is the reader on the pill?🤭) (no she’s not😧) pet names (slut, good girl. Can’t think of more) , P in v, recording, dirty talk, etc.
A/N: my “friend” posted this whole thing and I have to redo it now. Also not edited.
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Y/ns pov
“Hey y/n!” Johnnie yells from his room. “Yeah?” You yell back. He doesn’t answer and you sigh. “from fuck sakes.” You mumble under your breath. You walk in to the recording room and see him in a yellow outfit with a hat, looking like a skater boy. “You likeeee?” Carrington asks you. “U-uh y-yeah…” you stutter as you admire him.
Johnnie starts to jokingly flirt with you. “hey baby girl, come to my crib?” Johnnie jokes. “Never call me that again.” You say. Johnnie laughs with carrington. “Will this help me get bitches?” Johnnie asks carrington. “Definitely Johnnie.” He laughs as he talks.
that outfit will definitely help him get bitches. “How about you? Will this help me get bitches?” He asks you. “de- definitely.” You say. “Nah your fucken lying.”. He says. You squeeze your thighs together but not enough for them to notice.
“Okay Johnnie” carrington says. “We’re going to try this one on now.” He finishes his sentence. “Alright.” Johnnie says as carrington hands him the outfit.
alright… fuck admit it. He’s hot as fuck, but this man is your best friend. You crave him knowingly he might hear your whimpering at night of you fingering yourself to his Instagram photos. You want him to ram into like your just a little toy.
You want this man to think your pussy is the best. You want him to get pussy drunk off your exact pussy, nobody else’s. You want him to be dominant to the point where you half to use a safe word. You could fuck this man for da- “y/nnnn?” Johnnie speaks “huh? Oh sorry..” you say. Johnnie chuckles “it’s fine. How about this one?”
You look at him. He has some sort of Cookie Monster hat on and everything. “I think I like the minion one better.” You say. “Really?” He asks. You nod. “I’m going to go back to my room now. I have to go somewhere soon.” You say as you exit. “Bye y/n!” Carrington and Johnnie yell in sync.
You head back to your room. You squeeze your thighs together as you grab all your stuff for a shower. You start the shower putting it on a warm temperature. You put your clothes down and sit on the covered toilet seat. You get undressed and your pussy aches for a release. Fuck it… you pull a photo of Johnnie up on Instagram and slowly rub your slits and clit to the picture.
You bite your lip trying to cover your whimpers and moans hoping nobody hears you. Definitely nobody can hear you over the shower running. The water hitting the bath tub making a splash sound. Fuck… you pump your fingers in and out atleast 3 more times before releasing your cum on the toilet seat along with your fingers.
It’s so questionable on how you make yourself cum so fast to a picture of the Johnnie guilbert. His name rolling on your tongue feels so good for some reason. You clean up the mess you made and hop in the shower.
The warm water hits your body, making your body wet. You play with your hair in the water, making sure the water gets everywhere evenly. As you wash your face the water tinkles on your face making you close your eyes for the water or the soap get into your eyes.
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You get out of the water and shut the tap off. You grab your towel and wrap it around your wet body. Making sure to try your body off. You grab your other clothes and walk over to your closet to pick out some clothes.
You and Johnnie are practically the same person. You guys have so much in common it’s actually pretty amazing. You dry out your hair put on some clothes and boots. You go to your bathroom and grab your eyeliner, primer, foundation, concealer, etc.
You step infront of your mirror as you apply the makeup to your soft skin. You finish your makeup and start to do your hair. You brush it out and begin to tease it. You apply a lot of hairspray to your hair. You step out of your room grabbing your keys and get into your car and start it.
End of y/ns pov
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Johnnie’s pov
I sit on the couch with carrington since we have absolutely nothing to do. We scroll on our phones for a bit as I like and comment on people videos, mostly of me and Jake. I sigh to myself and carrington looks at me with a confused look then goes back to his phone.
I wish y/n was here. We could be joking around, watching movies, fake flirting, talk about her little boyfriends in her life but no, I’m stuck with carrington until Jake or y/n come back. Fuck it I’ll just go stream for a while. I get up off the couch as I walk over to the stairs and head up to my room.
I get to my room and get ready for a stream. I start the stream and say hi to everyone and react to some video with the viewers.
End of Johnnie’s pov
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Y/ns pov
You walk back into the house and see carrington passed out on the couch. Typical day… Jake walks into the house right after you as you walk up the stairs to your bedroom. You put your stuff down and walk to Johnnie’s room. “hello.” You say as you look at Johnnie on his computer. “Hey y/n” he says without looking up at you.
“Whatchu doing?” You ask as you walk up to him. He looks up at you into your eyes. “Streaming.” He says as you guys lock eye contact. “Cool…” you say dryly back. “What have you reacted to now?” You ask him. “A bunch of stuff.” He says. You look at the chat and see your name going by fast till you see one comment. “Y/n and Johnnie would look hot together.”
You get flustered at the comment as you choose to not react to it. You wave at the camera. You bend your knees to be more in frame since your platform boots are making you taller. “What you going to do y/n?” Johnnie ask. “I was literally thinking about streaming as I walked through the door.” You admit.
“Oh.. how was your meeting?” He asks. “It was pretty good.. better than the last one.” You say as you keep reading chat. “Alright I’m going to go stream now.” You say as you take your jacket off and place it in your arms. “Okay. I’ll probably raid you later.” He says. You smile at him. “Okay.” You say and walk out of his door.
You walk to your bedroom and open your door and put your jacket down. You go and get ready for your stream. You start the stream and wait for everyone to join in. Someone in the chat spams “Johnnie is coming to your room to stream with you”
Soon enough Johnnie walks through your door. “Y/nnnnn!” Johnnie yells. “Johnnieeeeeee!” You yell back. He walks over to you and your computer. “I raided you” he says. The viewers instantly start going up as everyone spams “Raided”. Johnnie grabs a chair and sits beside you. “We should play a game” he says. “Okay…. Like what…?”You chuckle.
“Like this.” He shows you a game.
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“Okay bye guys!” You say as you end the stream. You turn to Johnnie. “Fun 2 hour stream?” You ask. “Very fun.” Johnnie says as he smiles. You guys lock eyes. “You wanna watch a movie…?” Johnnie asks. You don’t reply and just stare at him. You smash your lips into his. His sits in shock for a second and then kisses back.
He pulls you into his lap as you guys have an intense make out sesh. He holds your ass and carries you over to your bed.
You lays you down on your bed and gets on top of you, kissing down your neck, leaving dark purple hickeys you’ll know will stay there for a while. “mind if we take this off?” He says softly as he plays with the rim of your shirt. “go ahead” you say, giving him the permission to take your shirt off. “Arms up.” He says as you put your arms up like your mom helping you get ready for school.
He pulls the shirt off of you and smashes his lips into yours. He traces circles on your stomach as he kisses you. He pulls away and takes his shirt off. He tugs at your pants while looking up at you for permission. You nod and he takes your sweat pants off. He immediately pulls his skinny jeans off. Leaving you in bra and underwear while he’s in his boxers.
He kisses your neck as he reaches behind your back and easily unclips your bra with one hand. He slides the bra off you and his eyes widen. “you’re so beautiful y/n…” he says as you feel him grow more hard on your thigh. He hold your breast and takes it into his mouth. He swirls his tongue around your hard nipple making a wave of pleasure.
You let a soft moan as he switches to the other nipple. You hold the back of his head as you grunt. Johnnie releases his mouth with a pop. He kisses up to your neck as he slowly pulls your underwear down. He rubs your clit slowly as he kisses your jawline. “J-Johnnie…” you moan. He groans to the sound of you moaning his name.
“S-such a good girl huh? Can’t wait for me to fuck you crazy?” He says with pure domination. “Y-yes..” you whimper as he moves his fingers faster. He makes his fingers go lower as he shoves his finger inside of you. “Another?” He asks. You nod and he adds another finger inside of you making you whimper out loud. He sucks and bites on your neck, making marks.
All you can think about is him fingering you and him with that fucking minion outfit, the outfit that originally turned you on. You moan quite loud this time as you release your cum onto his fingers. You pant as you calm down from your high.
Johnnie takes his boxers off and throws them somewhere in the room. He hovers above you and jerks himself off in front of you. He stands up and you follow him. you get on your knees in front of him at look up at him as he jerks himself off in front of you. You grab the base of his penis and start to jerk him off.
You kitty lick his tip. “P-please don’t tease me y/n…” Johnnie whispers. You put your hand down and take him whole in your mouth. He groans at the sight of you giving him a blowjob. You move your head faster around his cock. He grabs a hand full of your hair as he throws his head back while whimpering. “Oh fuck y/n…” he groans.
He pushes your head more down, making you gag on him. “s-such a good girl…” he whispers. You shake your head on his dick while bobbing your head. “oh fuck…” he grunts as he shoots his warm load down the back of your throat. You swallow his cum and stick your tongue out and look up at him to prove you swallowed it. “swallower huh?” He says as he chuckles.
“mhmm.” You hum as you get up on the bed. “Ass up.” He says and you do as he says. He grips your hips as he slides himself into your core. Your core swallowing his dick whole. He groans at the sight of this happening. He starts moving his hips faster as his hips slap against your ass. “Fuck… Johnnie.” You moan and he grunts as he goes faster. “F-fuck your tight… I don’t think I can l-last long..” he groans.
He pulls his phone out and starts to record him fucking you. He grabs your arms and puts them behind your back making you moan his name a bunch as he fucks you completely dumb. “Fucking slut…. Begging for my cock.” He says as he starts to completely pound into to you as fast as he can. “O-oh F-fuck…” you moan. “T-taking me s-so well.” He groans. “Fuck!” He moans as he releases inside of you.
You follow up behind him and cum on his dick. “Such a slut… cumming on my cock like that.” He says. He flips you over on your back and slides himself in again. You start to feel yourself get overstimulated. He pounds into as your hands are behind your back. “Look at this slut. Taking my cock so well.” He says as he shows the camera.
He grabs his hand around your neck as he pounds into you like crazy. “Yesyesyes!” You scream as you also moan. “S-such a good girl, huh?” He says as he pounds into you. “Whose pussy is this!?” He yells. “Y-you-yours!” You scream. “Fuck yeah it is.” He groans as pounds into you. He shows the camera his view of him pounding into you.
“Fuck! Johnnie!” You scream. “yeah! Scream my name you slut!” He yells. “Fuckk!” He yells as he cums into your pussy once again. His cum painting your spongey walls completely white. You follow up behind him and release on his dick once again. He stops the recording and he keeps himself inside of you.
“holy fuck…” he pants as you chuckle. He slowly pulls himself out of you, being careful not to overstimulate you. He falls beside you. “Wait… you’re on the pill right…” he says as he looks at you. You look at him. “no…” you say. “Aw fuck…” Johnnie says as he thinks about he might have a kid.
“well if your pregnant… I’ll be there for you..” he looks at you as he smiles. “Would you be ready to have a kid..?” He asks you. “I don’t know…” you say as you begin to have anxiety at the thought of having a kid. “Here let’s just go shower and think nothing of it… okay?” He says as he stands up.
You go to stand up with him as you fall to your knees. “Johnnie!” You say as he chuckles at you and helps you up. He starts the shower for you, making the temperature warm. “I never thought I would have sex with you.” You say as you look up at him. “Me neither..” he says. “I wanted to do that for so long.” You say as he looks at you with a shocked look. “Really?” He asks and you nod.
He helps you into the shower and helps you shower. You guys get out and he wraps a towel around you before he wraps one around himself. He helps you walk to the bed and you just lay on the bed and you guys just stare at each other. “You’re so beautiful.” He smiles at you. “if we do have a kid, it’ll be the most beautiful kid.” He says as he smiles.
“I think that outfit maybe did help you get bitches.” You say. He chuckles. “Sure helped me get a bad bitch.” He says as you chuckle. “I wasn’t fucken lying.” You say as you smile at him. “Im sure weren’t.” He says.
I’m sure I wasn’t fucken lying.
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A/N
TELL ME WHY THIS SHIT ALMOST TOOK TWO DAYS? WHAT THE FUCK.
okay but this was definitely better than sauna… what do you think?
Also this was the longest smut I have ever wrote. (I think)
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