#no. 15 emotional damage
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forgive me father for I have COOKED (intermezzo spoilers)
#this came to me in a vision#I apologize for any emotional damage#not really#super proud to have whipped this up in 15 minutes#feel free to use#just like tag or credit me or something pookies#malevolent#malevolent podcast#malevolent john#malevolent arthur#malevolent intermezzo
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Just finished the second act of s2 of arcane
WHAT THE FUCK WHAT THE FUCK WHAT THE FUCK WHAT THE FUCK WHAT THE FUCK WHAT THE FUCK WHAT THE FUCK WHAT THE FUCK WHAT THE FUCK WHAT THE FUCK WHAT THE FUCK WHAT THE FUCK WHAT THE FUCK WHAT THE FUCKKKK
why.
#hilo rambles#fucking hell#how could they give me so much#emotional damage#in just the last fucking#15 minutes#howww#whyy#and i also just found out that#there's not gonna be a season 3#how are you gonna solve all this shit in 3 episodes#im excited#hoooly shit#arcane#arcane s2#arcane s2 act 2
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Me trying to carry on with daily life after the final 15
#anna lundberg#michael sheen#mabli sheen#good omens#ineffable divorce#final 15#i’m fine#no emotional damage to be seen here
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IF I HAD A NICKEL FOR EVERY TIME MARVEL MADE ME WATCH A GROUP OF BELOVED CHARACTERS CRUMBLE AWAY I'D HAVE TWO FUCKING NICKELS
#SUING FOR EMOTIONAL DAMAGES#loki spoilers#loki disney+#loki season 2#HOW FUCKING DARE THEY#granted it isnt permanent but it wasnt in IW either AND YET#loki laufeyson#sylvie laufeydottir#hunter b 15#casey loki#ob loki#mobius
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Hahah this game utterly destroyed me emotionally and I was never the same after hahah…lets play it again
#this is specifically about final fantasy 10 but may as well be about 15#final fantasy 15#FFXv#final fantasy x#FFX#ff10#ff7#final fantasy#video games#text post#emotional damage
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"Which grimlock could make you cry the most"
Now this is a great question... this is a great question. Theres a lot of great ways i could take to find an answer and i think theyd all be true
#some shit#its not called cisformers#if there are 100million dino.bot lovers etcetc#in a [imagine im making a sandwich purist chart] watsonian purist sense. cv. cv does. that plotline. ough#butttttt. in a radical 'its never the same river' sense g1 grimmy.#you cant beat out the now extremely sad connection i made to that movie scene#in a holistic crowning achievement and over all love for the franchise and the art form. es. es.#how could you not get emotional thinking about the profound density of readings they put into that guy. and mr. david..... ♥#wild card: rid.15. crying at how i like him so much and how he exemplives the. narrative analogus vectors being used. and how the show#stepped in it in every possible way there is to step in it#or sorry. he doesnt have traumatic brain damage from evil science experiments. thats one way they could have stepped in it. but that is the#sole propriety of the viddy game lol
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listening to the arc 3 finale at work (i waitress) was like when i watched eeaao on a plane (aer lingus). you know the vibes
#worlds beyond number#the wizard the witch and the wild one#aer lingus#why do i do this to myself#emotional damage#started sobbing like 15 minutes into my shift#are tumblr tags also like ao3 tags#my parents wouldn’t let me have a tumblr in middle or high school
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tivaevae chapter 13 without context
#this is the emotional damage chapter#tivaevae#also we got bumped up to 15 chapters to accommodate the epilogue 🥸#dngg#my writing#im gonna work on a tumblr master post after im done with this#the fic not the chapter
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honestly? i am personally so over the trend of cringing at your old fics. my writing when i was 13 wasn't great but it WAS passionate and it FUCKED. and most importantly if it didn't exist then i wouldn't be a writer now.
#sorry sometimes i see bad takes and like#please maul the idiot in your head that tells you to cringe at your old fics#especially if you haven't reread them recently#like#i actively encourage going back to reread your old writing#my friend found smth she wrote like 15 years ago and she was screaming about it and about how she didn't even know what it was#but she didn't even want to open the document bc it would be 'so terrible and cringy'#i convinced her to take the emotive damage that may occur and that i would ALSO read one of my old fics from when i was#at the same age as she had been when she wrote hers#(jokes on her i wouldn't really have taken damage from it but it worked lmao)#and she actually LIKED it. she thought her writing was FUNNY and she was ENJOYING READING IT.#PLEASE reread your old writing#shh ac
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7 out of 10 best pictures watched 😮💨 flop after flop we need more movies directed by women fr
#but NOT greta bro fuck her#i’m counting poor things as a watch even though i tapped out at 1 hr 15. bc i’m owed emotional damages
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now i'm thinking about how MC's grandfather gives J a key to his cabin just in case MC comes back and needs it, like.......kick 'em while they're down, gramps
#grandpa: here J why don't you take this physical reminder that MC could come back someday#hang onto that as long as you've held onto hope that they'd write you back#i'm sure that won't do any further emotional damage#thinking about how grandpa mentions certain things to S but never J#plus J's reaction to learning how MC was not allowed to come back to Fernweh/handed off to a stranger at 15#can you imagine their reaction if they had figured out that grandpa was hiding things from them/MC
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Day 15 of posting a meme for every chapter of Into the Phantasm book 1
Welp, here we are, the moment the emotional damage really starts
Good luck with this one, readers :)
#into the phantasm#lgbt fiction#lgbtqia+#writerscommunity#itp#writers of tumblr#writers of wattpad#wattpad#queer writers#ebooks#ebookpromotion#cat in the hat#the cat in the hat#itp Lillian#emotional damage#emotional pain#meme#memes#itp memes#day 15#chapter 15
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#tag talk#vent#I don't wanna do the whole “I'm so good at psychology cause I've fixed myself. I should go into counseling” thing that overly empathetic#empathetic people do. but like. nothing like deconstructing a tense social conflict to make you feel good#the smol autistic minecraft enby who adopted me had a moment and I helped break down the situation and resolve shit with them. it was cool#but also I immediately went out to the living room and napped for three hours. thinning that hard was exhausting.#do you ever do the depression nap thing? when I'm doing well I never sleep during the day. but when I'm sad I take naps a lot#because I don't want to be awake and I sleep poorly at I night and am just generally lethargic so I nap on the floor or couch a lot#ugh knowing the stress will go away doesn't help the fact that it's super awful right now.#it's times like this that I wish I'd really committed to it in Feb. like. in two weeks I'll be better and joy de vivre and all that.#but right now? ugh. big fuckin ugh#the minecraft emotional labor thing is just a natural responsibility of being a 25 year old playing online video games with 15 year olds.#if I see a situation blowing up I can't hear sit by and watch someone destroy their friendships on the server. I have to help#but also bro I am struggling to help myself. maybe I say I'm packing up my pc early so that I have a good excuse to stay off the server#I literally did the thing again where I make new friends. make everyone love me. and then get burnt out at the speed of light and disappear#making friends is so easy. leaving friends is so easy. nothing is forever and we all die someday. blah blah blah you know it already#meaningless meaningless. all is meaningless. maybe king Solomon was just fuckin depressed when he wrote that. sure sounds like it to me.#I just can't do anything when I'm like this. we're subsistence living now bois.#I wonder if part of my neurological damage is from the lead I used to eat in high school.#the windex shots can't have been good for me. but I don't think that stays in your body the same way#though it did fuck up my urinary tract for a few months. that was wild.#anyway. I wonder how much of my chronic periodic funk is just effects from bad choices and how much is normal natural inevitable.#everything is an ocean. nothing is a lake. the waves are always thirty feet high and the troughs scrape you on the bottom of the reef#nothing is midline except when you're rushing through to one extreme or another.#you're either overstimulated or absent from your body entirely#both of which cause wild and oft unbearable dissociation.#everything gets better and everything gets worse. I'm only like this when I'm stressed. but that's my secret cap (avengers reference)#anyway. I'll survive. I'll make it. I'll live because I need to become even more gay to make my family mad.#I need to keep living so my dad realizes just how much he's lost touch.#so my mom cries about how she should have done something differently so I wouldn't grow up gay. because that makes so much sense right?
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I keep being annoying I know but it is so so soooooo amazing to have 90% good or decent days instead of 70% bad and 30% manageable days
I can't stop talking about it bc ive never known anything else. Of course I struggle to even take care of myself when my mind has been telling me to off myself or hurt myself or just bad shit about me
Who has energy to do anything when someone you can't get rid of keeps screaming at you you're worthless?
And now... I still have bad self image ofc, I still have my asd/add and the difficulties tied to that... But. My mind is in a different place. I can focus of the things I appreciate. I see the world so... Differently. The world hasn't changed but my eyes and views on it has
#miranda talking shit#Im scared to ask people if ive changed bc it sounds scary but also im like.... I have#In the sense i can be more of my positive self. Ive always had this side... But havent had the mental energy to have it out#I cabt express this sentiment enough im sorry for spamming about it but like....#My world has been.... So bad since i was a child . Reading my diary back made me start seeing#Child me mentioning ... Wanting to die. Wishing i was dead by the age of 9-10....#And i had active bad bullying by my brothers at home til i was 6-7... The years between was me being#Constantly anxious and scared they'd go back to hurting me and then the damaged started to show?#So im not excatly exaggerating when i say i have been deppressed almost all my life. That has been my normal#I havent felt much other than fear despair self loathing etc etc so#And having been trying all sorts of antidepressants and anxiety meds since i was 15....?#Ive tried more than 10. Best effects ive had is i feel kinda numb or.... Indiffrent. Like stable but not GOOD#I had accepted that was the best i could get. There was no amazing medication for me that would work great#And then im here and it's like.... Im not numb i am still emotional as hell but its more good now#Im still me but mkre of the version of me thats good...?
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the more i find out about merlin the more i’m convinced i’ll be a shell of a human by the time i finish watching
#this show#truly#it’s like 15 seasons of spn type of emotional damage#but in 5 seasons instead#rei watches merlin#talking nonsense
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Things the Biden-Harris Administration Did This Week #39
October 18-25 2024.
President Biden issued the first presidential apology on behalf of the federal government to America's Native American population for the Indian boarding school policy. For 150 years the federal government operated a system of schools which aimed to destroy Native culture through the forced assimilation of native children. At these schools students faced physical, emotional, and sexual abuse, and close to 1,000 died. The Biden-Harris Administration has been historic for Native and Tribal rights. From the appointment of the first ever Native American cabinet member, Secretary of the Interior Deb Haaland, to the investment of $46 billion dollars on tribal land, to 200 new co-stewardship agreements. The last 4 years have seen a historic investment in and expansion of tribal rights.
The Biden-Harris Administration proposed a new rule which would make contraceptive medication (the pill) free over the counter with most Insurance. The new rule would ban cost sharing for contraception products, including the pill, condoms, and emergency contraception. On top of over the counter medications, the new rule will also strength protections for prescribed contraception without cost sharing as well.
The EPA announced its finalized rule strengthening standards for lead paint dust in pre-1978 housing and child care facilities. There is no safe level of exposure to lead particularly for children who can suffer long term developmental consequences from lead exposure. The new standards set the lowest level of lead particle that can be identified by a lab as the standard for lead abatement. It's estimated 31 million homes built before the ban on lead paint in 1978 have lead paint and 3.8 million of those have one or more children under the age of 6. The new rule will mean 1.2 million fewer people, including over 300,000 children will not be exposed to lead particles every year. This comes after the Biden-Harris Administration announced its goal to remove and replace all lead pipes in America by the end of the decade.
The Department of Transportation announced a $50 million dollar fine against American Airlines for its treatment of disabled passengers and their wheelchairs. The fine stems from a number of incidences of humiliating and unfair treatment of passages between 2019 and 2023, as well as video documented evidence of mishandling wheelchairs and damaging them. Half the fine will go to replacing such damaged wheelchairs. The Biden administration has leveled a historic number of fines against the airlines ($225 million) for their failures. It also published a Airline Passengers with Disabilities Bill of Rights, passed a new rule accessible lavatories on aircraft, and is working on a rule to require airlines to replace lost or damaged wheelchairs with equal equipment at once.
The Department of Energy announced $430 million dollars to help boost domestic clean energy manufacturing in former coal communities. This invests in projects in 15 different communities, in places like Texas, West Virginia, Pennsylvania, Tennessee, Kentucky, and Michigan. The plan will bring about 1,900 new jobs in communities struggling with the loss of coal. Projects include making insulation out of recycled cardboard, low carbon cement production, and industrial fiber hemp processing.
The Department of Transportation announced $4.2 billion in new infrastructure investment. The money will go to 44 projects across the country. For example the MBTA will get $400 million to replace the 92 year old Draw 1 bridge and renovate North Station.
The Department of Transportation announced nearly $200 million to replace aging natural gas pipes. Leaking gas lines represent a serious public health risk and also cost costumers. Planned replacements in Georgia and North Carolina for example will save the average costumer there over $900 on their gas bill a year. Replacing leaking lines will also remove 1,000 metric tons of methane pollution, annually.
The Department of the Interior announced $244 million to address legacy pollution in Pennsylvania coal country. This comes on top of $400 million invested earlier this year. This investment will help close dangerous mine shafts, reclaim unstable slopes, improve water quality by treating acid mine drainage, and restore water supplies damaged by mining.
Data shows that President Biden's Inflation Reduction Act (passed with Vice-President Harris' tie breaking vote) has saved seniors $1 billion dollars on out-of-pocket drug costs. Seniors with certain high priced drugs saw their yearly out of pocket costs capped at $3,500 for 2024. In 2024 all seniors using Medicare Part D will see their out of pocket costs capped at $2,000 for the year. It's estimated if the $2,000 cap had been in effect this year 4.6 million seniors would have hit it by June and not have had to pay any more for medication for the rest of the year.
The Department of Education announced a new proposed rule to bring student debt relief for 8 million struggling borrowers. The Biden-Harris Administration has managed despite road blocks from Republicans in Congress, the courts and law suits from Republican states to bring student loan forgiveness to 5 million Americans so far through different programs. This latest rule would take into account many financial hardships faced by people to determine if they qualify to have their student loans forgiven. The final rule cannot be finalized before 2025 meaning its fate will be decided at the election.
The Department of Agriculture announced $1.5 billion in 92 partner-driven conservation projects. These projects aim at making farming more susceptible and environmental friendly, 16 projects are about water conservation in the West, 6 support use of innovative technologies to reduce enteric methane emissions in livestock. $100 million has been earmarked for Tribal-led projects.
#Thanks Biden#Joe Biden#Kamala Harris#politics#US politics#American politics#Native Americans#indigenous rights#lead paint#reproductive rights#reproductive health#lead poisoning#disability#infastructure#climate change#drug prices
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