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Currently Watching: • First time: Schitt's Creek • Rewatching: Naoki Urasawa's Monster (it's been over a decade I forgot how much I adore my ace king Tenma 🖤🤍💜)
Currently Reading: • Nonfiction - How Europe Underdeveloped Africa by Walter Rodney • Fiction - The Murder of Roger Ackroyd by Agatha Christie • Fanfiction (rereading) - As the Crow Flies by Goldfish_Writes
Me: idk i'm not super big on AUs placing characters in an entirely different genre Author: Okay but what if,,,REN Soulmates AU with Royal Knight Emma, Prince Norman, and Witch's Son Ray with adorable preestablished NE,,,also Ray & Gilda moments,,, Me: 🤯🤯🤯💖
Currently Listening: • Music: Silent Hill and TPN soundtracks, Bastille, Juice WRLD, Lorde, Meg & Dia, and friend's demo (not really a phase of anything but that's what popped up on shuffle while driving to work and running errands yesterday) • Podcast: Citations Needed (last one I had on while making dinner)
Current Obsession: Feel like if you look around this blog you'll have a good guess lol (over two years strong bby ✌️😎)
tagging @darklight-owl @lonely-cereal @marmarparadoxa @najuwu @pawphin @questiontocertaintyofreality @screwered @sepiamestus @trainerbea
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And what if I were to fist fight the entire NFL what about that
#getting real tired of the super bowl constantly ruining my birthday#like I don't want to be a football hater but when every single year of my whole life people don't come to my birthday plans#“because it's football night” 🙃#okay if you'd rather watch a game (that you can pre record ) instead of seeing me (your friend) who only asks for your presence once a year#we're just not friends ig#don't worry about next year I won't fucking bother inviting you#fuck all the way off fr#25th year in a row dealing with this bullshit#you'd think I'd be used to it by now#but no#I'm just angry and lonely with low self worth#because apparently I'm not worth working around one fucking football game#sorry#vent post#I hate it here
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felix: [takes limerick aside early in the campaign and confides, with difficulty because he's ashamed about it, that he sometimes has trouble speaking at all, because he wants at least someone to have fair warning ahead of it possibly coming up if he's gonna be traveling in a group for any amount of time]
limerick the first time felix mostly loses speech: you've been really quiet, everything okay? do you have any thoughts to add [to this discussion]? :)
limerick last session when simon lowkey assigned felix to go do a social encounter: I'll go with you, to help with the talking :)
limerick as soon as we're in the social encounter: [looks directly at felix, expectantly]
#felix: [dissociating] no yeah that's fine#the thing about the latter bit is that felix could have handled it better if he hadn't been DROPPED on a TRUSTFALL fgkjhdfg#he's not... shy per se or inherently uncomfortable about talking to people he just worries he's going to screw it up#so that was more 'oh perfect I can figure out where that npc is and limerick will talk to her. teamwork!' and relaxing into an expectation#and then getting rugpulled lol#[sigh] anyway none of this effects felix's FEELINGS about limerick really but like. it IS going to effect their relationship#ah boy he is not gonna remember if I tell him important and sensitive things about myself#and he's gonna try to be proactively kind and supportive in ways that are actively worse than if he hadn't#I guess I'd better just not confide in him or let my guard down enough to lean on him for support then :\#WHICH LIKE-- it is what it is but ah beans :')#reminding myself that pulling away from relationships rather than advocate for himself is A Character Flaw I gave the lad on purpose.....#can't set up uncomfortable situations if I'm not prepared to then play in the uncomfortable space.....#you have one(1) friend and he's so so so bad at listening to you or understanding you and you just gotta deal with that#he's gonna actively stress you out A Lot but you'd better not say anything to him about it or you'll end up with No Friends (again)#AH ALSO to be clear: this seems like a lot of projecting based on a couple minor things early in the campaign BUT#I should clarify that a lot of the 'oh god yep here we go' is coming from ME who's played dnd with this friend for many years lmao#no yeah this was Going To Happen and I'm not surprised but AH MAN. AH BEANS......
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part of me still wonders how much the "trans men/mascs are bad" shit is bc of people believing my abusers version of me and then acting like thats all trans men/mascs and instead of ever actually confront me about any of the shit they accuse me of to see my side first of all which I think is important in these situations personally but also they dont want to know my side because I might prove them wrong and they might have to actually back off and then they wouldn't be able to have a scapegoat group of people of the week to hate anymore
#like instead of come up to me and address your concerns to me specifically you'd rather paint all transmascs as bad.#thats how much of a coward you are. and im gonna keep calling you a coward lil bitch till you say something. earn my fucking respect.#and dont worry “coward lil bitch” applies to all genders when i say it.#like really and truly i think this is a problem because people dont have an outlet for their anger of being oppressed by actually oppressiv#forces. so they do what they did in school when they needed an outlet for their anger and found the most vulnerable kid they could#to pick on and project shit on to so other people would join them in bullying that kid and feel self righteous about it 😒
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also does,,, anyone except miss rhi want to see a continuation of mirror/indelible. personally, i would be willing to write it more for completionism' sake, but bc it was started so long ago i'm finding it super hard to get back into that mindset??
however! however, if there's still people who've been around since indelible, and have been waiting and waiting in the hopes i will finish it, if there's still people who really wanna see it in place of something new - i will consider it
#either way i'm ok w it? bc i already indulge myself a lot#so you don't gotta like worry about me getting annoyed#if i dont wanna write it i wont (hence the almost 2 year gap)#but i'm genuinely curious#if you'd rather have me complete that; or write a new fic instead#just a little questione <333#ring ring
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"U-umm..."
God, Komaru thinks, why do her nerves always have to kick in at times like these? Steeling her courage, she takes a deep breath and tries to stand confidently, though it wouldn't surprise her if she just ends up looking ridiculous instead.
In her defense... the person standing before her is rather intimidating. With eyes that seem almost empty, but a gaze that's full of something incomprehensible - he stands tall above her, making her feel strangely small in a way that's hard to explain. Still, though. She can't back out now!
"Can I talk to you for a moment? I know I'm a stranger and all, but - I swear it's important!"
@91cmspoilers ( starter! )
#ic#91cmspoilers#v. mainverse.#c. komaru.#THIS IS SO RIDICULOUSLY LATE I AM SO SORRY..............#but!! it's finally komaru hours!! i hope this works alright <33#i still haven't finished udg (thanks executive dysfunction) but i'm working through it & i couldn't help but want to throw her at you anywa#so! lmk if you want any changes haha#i kind of figured this could be set sometime before the tragedy maybe but if that doesn't work; any time is fine tbh#no worries if it's been too long and you'd rather not turn continue into a thread; but either way; thank you for your patience! <3
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"I finally found you, Mikey."
Draken has spent many hours wondering how he'd feel in this moment. Upon setting eyes on Mikey again, for the first time in so long... finally, he's met him once more.
When Mikey abandoned his friends, beating them up and spitting on their friendship in the process, Draken couldn't understand it. He'd been angry, so angry that he thought he'd lose his mind. He's been broken- devastated, crushed by the weight of despair that Mikey's actions brought upon him, wanting to know too many things - why would you do this? how did I miss this? -that he'd never get the answers for.
He'd tried. But Draken... couldn't abandon Mikey. In fact, even trying to let him go is one of the things Draken feels most ashamed of now. He knows how much Mikey suffered, and he knows Mikey - that that bond they shared, their friendship, the moments they had with each other... they couldn't have been a lie.
So Mikey must have some reason for all this. Draken has no clue what could be, but... how could he live with himself, if he didn't try to figure it out?
"You've been busy. But you can't avoid me forever, you know."
@kyukicho ( starter for mikey! )
#ic#kyukicho#c. draken.#v. mainverse.#ahhhhhh i'm super excited to write with you; ty so much for liking my starter call! >ww<#i've been craving draken and mikey interactions for so long; too...#choosing a verse was hard but i eventually settled on the kanto!manji gang era; since i feel like there's so much potential there#but if you wanted something else as well like set at a different point in time i would be totally down...... ftr.............#( no pressure / no worries if you'd rather stick to just one thread with them; though! <3 )#esp considering i may do a starter for kakucho too. >:)
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that so many people would rather eat a baby than have a baby is deeply, deeply disconcerting to me
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skipped today's classes to spend ages moving all my furniture around to smear the skirting boards with anti cockroach goo. because i never have the energy to do this otherwise and i'm so tired of sharing my living space with these fuckers
#it's probably a worrying sign that i'm not even that grossed out by them anymore#that's what happens when you'd rather get used to nasty insects than stop leaving dirty dishes around#but still it is unpleasant. i hope the beasts all crawl away and die
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what of those painted songs of heroes?
Their history may not repeat, but Smalls and Sniper will not let themselves forget, even as they learn to live again.
read on ao3!
gift for @willowistic22, who told me the prequel "still counts as a tragedy"— here's the fluffy epilogue they deserve. hope you love it, rai!
#this is literally 5k words of domestic fluff#do not let the summary deceive you#newsies#smallsper#also you can read this without having read there is no courage!#there's minor spoilers but nothing to worry about if you'd rather avoid the violence of the other fic lol#newsies fanfiction#smalls newsies#sniper newsies#finch writes#smallsper crime au
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'this isnt minors dni im not a cop' agsldlshgd i love u and HARD agree
kill the cop in your head!!!!! stop tryna police ppl!!!!!
yeah i mean i understand why some people say that - it's usually more for their own comfort than it is for the protection of minors. obviously teenagers with unfettered internet access are gonna find whatever content they look for, but i totally get wanting to post explicit shit without feeling like the audience is full of kids.
personally - the only nsfw stuff i even post is like, jokes about sex and/or drugs, commentary about sexual politics, plus occasionally suggestive art and artsy nude photography. i'm also a horror fan and a gothic literature enjoyer, so i might post somewhat gorey imagery and talk about things like abuse and other heavy topics in fiction.
if you're a young person on tumblr, i trust you to know yourself and what sort of thing you're comfortable seeing and can engage with in a mature way. if anything i post bothers you, please unfollow me. otherwise - do what you want, i'm not your mom, your principal, your boss, or your priest, and i'm sure as shit not a cop.
#sorry for such an unnecessarily long and formal response to this ask but i felt like i needed to clarify#as a teen i had some creepy interactions with adults online#but i also had some older online friends where that connection was really important to me#shutting off all interaction between age groups is not the answer#so if there's any young people out there who need someone to talk to feel free to message me#or send an ask if you'd rather it be anonymous or public or whatever#i know who i am and that my intentions are pure but you don't. so like always be conscious of internet safety stuff etc#sorry i'm trying to be a good influence. see this is why some people just say minors dni so they don't have to worry about that#jk
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#i feel like a baby for whining about this but like im so disoriented rn#like my dad left me in way too many fucking things to worry about right as i was waking up from a nap#and then fucked off to bed. like what the hell did white shirt in kitchen mean. what the fuck am i meant to do#from the bottom of my heart. i want to fucking kill myself.#i feel like no one is fucking communicating with me. like can you fucking work with me. my fucking god.#how hard is it to just respond to me in a clear way. why did it take *** six hours today to fucking respond to me#is a fucking 'yes i will' so hard. did you have to give me anxiety for all 6 of those hours. you literally admit you read it and you'd#rather leave me in the dark and tell me later than just fucking!! communicate with me!!!!! just fucking take 5 seconds and tell me!!!!!!!#and then my dad had to get on my case yesterday about ****** ********* right after i said i was in the middle of taking care of it#like did you even fucking listen to me!!! i literally just answered what you asked!! leave me alone!!!!!!!!!!!#im actually so sick of everything right now. i gekhdbdjjdbdbbfbjsgvehbdbndnfb#FUCK. FUCK. FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!#oh great and i just remembered *** wanted something else from me tomorrow so i will have to do it again tomorrow 🙃🙃🙃🙃🙃🙃🙃#ignore this
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@danhang || starter call.
FLOATING IN THE SEA OF STARTS... ai didn't think she'd ever get used to the feeling. how many nights had she spent looking up at them from the world below, only to be among them now. before her death she hadn't even left japan, but with this new life she has the chance to travel to new worlds.
even if it does mean that she'll never have the chance to see those that were once close to her again.
a purple gaze shifts from the stars around her, to one of the many members of the astral express. ❝ could i pick your brain for a moment ?? ❞ speaks with a tone as positive as ever, giving a half twirl as she places her hands behind her back. ❝ have you ever longed for something that you know you can't have --- ?? something that feels so close but its always out of your reach ?? ❞ a serious question comes from the ever positive girl.
#【♥】 𝒗𝒆𝒓𝒔𝒆 𝟎𝟕 ; starward idol (honkai star rail)#danhang#{ for dan heng !! i hope it works }#{ but if you'd rather i make a starter for someone else i can - no worries at all !! :> }
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Okay but... would anyone be interested in an 18+, SFW Gachiakuta discord server? If you would be, like this post and if I get around to making one, I’ll send you an invite!
#gachiakuta#i tend to get too intimidated to take part in big servers but#i ran a tokyo revengers server before while the manga was ongoing and that was really fun#so!#rules would be pretty basic be respectful; no bigotry/homophobia/racism/transphobia etc.#you'd be welcome to lurk as well if you'd rather not talk; no worries!#idk if there's enough people in the gachiakuta fandom even for this but. small servers are cozy anyway c:
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I’m so excited to finally share this Jasper picture with you! I drew this in 2015 for a zine that never happened. This picture was later picked up by the @tigerzine. Now that the zine is published I can finally show it to the world! 💪 💪 💪 Instagram
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i think ppl gotta get acquainted with the difference between systemic privilege and social privilege, which can overlap, but not always.
#a lot of the time when i feel like someone is 'privileged' even though ik they actually aren't its bc socially they are-#they have a social safety net. they dont gotta worry about their friends and/or family abandoning them. people generally like them. yknow?#and i think ppl take it for granted or act like its super easy to 'climb the social pyramid' even left leaning ppl act this way about it#(though its more of a subconscious thing rather than something directly acknowledged and thought about)#when in reality theres a lot of things other people can do to you to make it harder to have that same level of social privilege.#id say climbing the social pyramid specifically in left leaning spaces is nearly impossible. people designate a spot for you and you#p much stay there forever unless they can get some use out of you.#like im glad we're having these convos about systemic privilege but i think they're incomplete w/o considering this.#and dont come in here acting like 'its not as big of a deal' because clearly you dont understand how important companionship is for humans#social privilege also changes based on the setting. like... you could generally be liked by people outside of a certain group#but within that group you're seen as horrible irredeemable garbage and ignored and stomped on and spat on.#so then you have 0 social privilege within that group.#you have no sway. your voice doesnt count or matter. etc. etc.#and lets try a different more specific situation... lets say you're generally disliked by people around you and you go to this other group#of people that you heard was accepting of people like you... and you find you're hated there as well#kinda seems like you have 0 social privilege. so no safety net. no friends or family. no one likes you. you have no sway.#everyone ignores you. your voice doesnt count or matter......#and if you dont have a whole lot of systemic privilege either? life is gonna be pretty rough. who do you turn to for help?#if you have no systemic privilege but a lot of social privilege things are at least a bit better. you have friends to rely on. couches to#crash on. people who will bring you things you need. people who will help you when you need it most.#but what do you do if you have essentially neither? do you rot in the street bc someone thought you were just too cringe or w/e?#bc you didnt fit their Vibe or Aesthetic enough? because you didnt agree with every little thing they believe about something?#do you deserve to rot for the 'social crime' of being generally disliked?#even worse- what if theres not even a real reason people have to dislike you either. maybe if you were a bad person you'd feel it's#at least justified....... being left to rot and freeze to death..... for just being different..........#a lot of systemic privilege can come from social privilege too. like knowing the right person at the right time & becoming rich.
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