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Currently Watching: β’ First time: Schitt's Creek β’ Rewatching: Naoki Urasawa's Monster (it's been over a decade I forgot how much I adore my ace king Tenma π€π€π)
Currently Reading: β’ Nonfiction - How Europe Underdeveloped Africa by Walter Rodney β’ Fiction - The Murder of Roger Ackroyd by Agatha Christie β’ Fanfiction (rereading) - As the Crow Flies by Goldfish_Writes
Me: idk i'm not super big on AUs placing characters in an entirely different genre Author: Okay but what if,,,REN Soulmates AU with Royal Knight Emma, Prince Norman, and Witch's Son Ray with adorable preestablished NE,,,also Ray & Gilda moments,,, Me: π€―π€―π€―π
Currently Listening: β’ Music: Silent Hill and TPN soundtracks, Bastille, Juice WRLD, Lorde, Meg & Dia, and friend's demo (not really a phase of anything but that's what popped up on shuffle while driving to work and running errands yesterday) β’ Podcast: Citations Needed (last one I had on while making dinner)
Current Obsession: Feel like if you look around this blog you'll have a good guess lol (over two years strong bby βοΈπ)
tagging @darklight-owl @lonely-cereal @marmarparadoxa @najuwu @pawphin @questiontocertaintyofreality @screwered @sepiamestus @trainerbea
#no worries if you'd rather not#Tag Game#Not TPN#FSS Chatter#π΄π π‘βπ πΆπππ€ πΉππππ
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felix: [takes limerick aside early in the campaign and confides, with difficulty because he's ashamed about it, that he sometimes has trouble speaking at all, because he wants at least someone to have fair warning ahead of it possibly coming up if he's gonna be traveling in a group for any amount of time]
limerick the first time felix mostly loses speech: you've been really quiet, everything okay? do you have any thoughts to add [to this discussion]? :)
limerick last session when simon lowkey assigned felix to go do a social encounter: I'll go with you, to help with the talking :)
limerick as soon as we're in the social encounter: [looks directly at felix, expectantly]
#felix: [dissociating] no yeah that's fine#the thing about the latter bit is that felix could have handled it better if he hadn't been DROPPED on a TRUSTFALL fgkjhdfg#he's not... shy per se or inherently uncomfortable about talking to people he just worries he's going to screw it up#so that was more 'oh perfect I can figure out where that npc is and limerick will talk to her. teamwork!' and relaxing into an expectation#and then getting rugpulled lol#[sigh] anyway none of this effects felix's FEELINGS about limerick really but like. it IS going to effect their relationship#ah boy he is not gonna remember if I tell him important and sensitive things about myself#and he's gonna try to be proactively kind and supportive in ways that are actively worse than if he hadn't#I guess I'd better just not confide in him or let my guard down enough to lean on him for support then :\#WHICH LIKE-- it is what it is but ah beans :')#reminding myself that pulling away from relationships rather than advocate for himself is A Character Flaw I gave the lad on purpose.....#can't set up uncomfortable situations if I'm not prepared to then play in the uncomfortable space.....#you have one(1) friend and he's so so so bad at listening to you or understanding you and you just gotta deal with that#he's gonna actively stress you out A Lot but you'd better not say anything to him about it or you'll end up with No Friends (again)#AH ALSO to be clear: this seems like a lot of projecting based on a couple minor things early in the campaign BUT#I should clarify that a lot of the 'oh god yep here we go' is coming from ME who's played dnd with this friend for many years lmao#no yeah this was Going To Happen and I'm not surprised but AH MAN. AH BEANS......
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also does,,, anyone except miss rhi want to see a continuation of mirror/indelible. personally, i would be willing to write it more for completionism' sake, but bc it was started so long ago i'm finding it super hard to get back into that mindset??
however! however, if there's still people who've been around since indelible, and have been waiting and waiting in the hopes i will finish it, if there's still people who really wanna see it in place of something new - i will consider it
#either way i'm ok w it? bc i already indulge myself a lot#so you don't gotta like worry about me getting annoyed#if i dont wanna write it i wont (hence the almost 2 year gap)#but i'm genuinely curious#if you'd rather have me complete that; or write a new fic instead#just a little questione <333#ring ring
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"U-umm..."
God, Komaru thinks, why do her nerves always have to kick in at times like these? Steeling her courage, she takes a deep breath and tries to stand confidently, though it wouldn't surprise her if she just ends up looking ridiculous instead.
In her defense... the person standing before her is rather intimidating. With eyes that seem almost empty, but a gaze that's full of something incomprehensible - he stands tall above her, making her feel strangely small in a way that's hard to explain. Still, though. She can't back out now!
"Can I talk to you for a moment? I know I'm a stranger and all, but - I swear it's important!"
@91cmspoilers ( starter! )
#ic#91cmspoilers#v. mainverse.#c. komaru.#THIS IS SO RIDICULOUSLY LATE I AM SO SORRY..............#but!! it's finally komaru hours!! i hope this works alright <33#i still haven't finished udg (thanks executive dysfunction) but i'm working through it & i couldn't help but want to throw her at you anywa#so! lmk if you want any changes haha#i kind of figured this could be set sometime before the tragedy maybe but if that doesn't work; any time is fine tbh#no worries if it's been too long and you'd rather not turn continue into a thread; but either way; thank you for your patience! <3
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"I finally found you, Mikey."
Draken has spent many hours wondering how he'd feel in this moment. Upon setting eyes on Mikey again, for the first time in so long... finally, he's met him once more.
When Mikey abandoned his friends, beating them up and spitting on their friendship in the process, Draken couldn't understand it. He'd been angry, so angry that he thought he'd lose his mind. He's been broken- devastated, crushed by the weight of despair that Mikey's actions brought upon him, wanting to know too many things - why would you do this? how did I miss this? -that he'd never get the answers for.
He'd tried. But Draken... couldn't abandon Mikey. In fact, even trying to let him go is one of the things Draken feels most ashamed of now. He knows how much Mikey suffered, and he knows Mikey - that that bond they shared, their friendship, the moments they had with each other... they couldn't have been a lie.
So Mikey must have some reason for all this. Draken has no clue what could be, but... how could he live with himself, if he didn't try to figure it out?
"You've been busy. But you can't avoid me forever, you know."
@kyukicho ( starter for mikey! )
#ic#kyukicho#c. draken.#v. mainverse.#ahhhhhh i'm super excited to write with you; ty so much for liking my starter call! >ww<#i've been craving draken and mikey interactions for so long; too...#choosing a verse was hard but i eventually settled on the kanto!manji gang era; since i feel like there's so much potential there#but if you wanted something else as well like set at a different point in time i would be totally down...... ftr.............#( no pressure / no worries if you'd rather stick to just one thread with them; though! <3 )#esp considering i may do a starter for kakucho too. >:)
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that so many people would rather eat a baby than have a baby is deeply, deeply disconcerting to me
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skipped today's classes to spend ages moving all my furniture around to smear the skirting boards with anti cockroach goo. because i never have the energy to do this otherwise and i'm so tired of sharing my living space with these fuckers
#it's probably a worrying sign that i'm not even that grossed out by them anymore#that's what happens when you'd rather get used to nasty insects than stop leaving dirty dishes around#but still it is unpleasant. i hope the beasts all crawl away and die
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what of those painted songs of heroes?
Their history may not repeat, but Smalls and Sniper will not let themselves forget, even as they learn to live again.
read on ao3!
gift for @willowistic22, who told me the prequel "still counts as a tragedy"β here's the fluffy epilogue they deserve. hope you love it, rai!
#this is literally 5k words of domestic fluff#do not let the summary deceive you#newsies#smallsper#also you can read this without having read there is no courage!#there's minor spoilers but nothing to worry about if you'd rather avoid the violence of the other fic lol#newsies fanfiction#smalls newsies#sniper newsies#finch writes#smallsper crime au
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'this isnt minors dni im not a cop' agsldlshgd i love u and HARD agree
kill the cop in your head!!!!! stop tryna police ppl!!!!!
yeah i mean i understand why some people say that - it's usually more for their own comfort than it is for the protection of minors. obviously teenagers with unfettered internet access are gonna find whatever content they look for, but i totally get wanting to post explicit shit without feeling like the audience is full of kids.
personally - the only nsfw stuff i even post is like, jokes about sex and/or drugs, commentary about sexual politics, plus occasionally suggestive art and artsy nude photography. i'm also a horror fan and a gothic literature enjoyer, so i might post somewhat gorey imagery and talk about things like abuse and other heavy topics in fiction.
if you're a young person on tumblr, i trust you to know yourself and what sort of thing you're comfortable seeing and can engage with in a mature way. if anything i post bothers you, please unfollow me. otherwise - do what you want, i'm not your mom, your principal, your boss, or your priest, and i'm sure as shit not a cop.
#sorry for such an unnecessarily long and formal response to this ask but i felt like i needed to clarify#as a teen i had some creepy interactions with adults online#but i also had some older online friends where that connection was really important to me#shutting off all interaction between age groups is not the answer#so if there's any young people out there who need someone to talk to feel free to message me#or send an ask if you'd rather it be anonymous or public or whatever#i know who i am and that my intentions are pure but you don't. so like always be conscious of internet safety stuff etc#sorry i'm trying to be a good influence. see this is why some people just say minors dni so they don't have to worry about that#jk
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#i feel like a baby for whining about this but like im so disoriented rn#like my dad left me in way too many fucking things to worry about right as i was waking up from a nap#and then fucked off to bed. like what the hell did white shirt in kitchen mean. what the fuck am i meant to do#from the bottom of my heart. i want to fucking kill myself.#i feel like no one is fucking communicating with me. like can you fucking work with me. my fucking god.#how hard is it to just respond to me in a clear way. why did it take *** six hours today to fucking respond to me#is a fucking 'yes i will' so hard. did you have to give me anxiety for all 6 of those hours. you literally admit you read it and you'd#rather leave me in the dark and tell me later than just fucking!! communicate with me!!!!! just fucking take 5 seconds and tell me!!!!!!!#and then my dad had to get on my case yesterday about ****** ********* right after i said i was in the middle of taking care of it#like did you even fucking listen to me!!! i literally just answered what you asked!! leave me alone!!!!!!!!!!!#im actually so sick of everything right now. i gekhdbdjjdbdbbfbjsgvehbdbndnfb#FUCK. FUCK. FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!#oh great and i just remembered *** wanted something else from me tomorrow so i will have to do it again tomorrow πππππππ#ignore this
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@danhang || starter call.
FLOATING IN THE SEA OF STARTS... ai didn't think she'd ever get used to the feeling. how many nights had she spent looking up at them from the world below, only to be among them now. before her death she hadn't even left japan, but with this new life she has the chance to travel to new worlds.
even if it does mean that she'll never have the chance to see those that were once close to her again.
a purple gaze shifts from the stars around her, to one of the many members of the astral express. β could i pick your brain for a moment ?? β speaks with a tone as positive as ever, giving a half twirl as she places her hands behind her back. β have you ever longed for something that you know you can't have --- ?? something that feels so close but its always out of your reach ?? β a serious question comes from the ever positive girl.
#γβ₯γ πππππ ππ ; starward idol (honkai star rail)#danhang#{ for dan heng !! i hope it works }#{ but if you'd rather i make a starter for someone else i can - no worries at all !! :> }
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Okay but... would anyone be interested in an 18+, SFW Gachiakuta discord server? If you would be, like this post and if I get around to making one, Iβll send you an invite!
#gachiakuta#i tend to get too intimidated to take part in big servers but#i ran a tokyo revengers server before while the manga was ongoing and that was really fun#so!#rules would be pretty basic be respectful; no bigotry/homophobia/racism/transphobia etc.#you'd be welcome to lurk as well if you'd rather not talk; no worries!#idk if there's enough people in the gachiakuta fandom even for this but. small servers are cozy anyway c:
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Do you delete the asks or do you read all of them? At least tell new larries so they'll know whether to send asks about the larry fandom or not. Its obvious on other blogs that they don't want to get asks so they turn off the ask box option. And you wrote that you don't care about larry and larries anymore.
i read all of them even if I don't always reply. my inbox is open for a reason, if i ever feel like stopping answering asks completely I'll close it, but I don't mind doing it atm. and i never said I don't care about larry/larries anymore, i said i don't care about bg. and I don't. not in the same way I used to. i don't have the energy to be theorising and talking in length about what ifs publicly right now, but anyone that wants to send asks about it to vent feel free to do it, I might reply in tags tho because as I said, don't really care to make a whole topic out of it anymore. same for E, we talk about it here and there and that's ok with me. if I ever get tired of talking about any of those things I'll say it, I've always been transparent with my opinions and that hasn't changed I'm just more focused on my other fandom right now 'cause anything hl related have been exhausting to me ngl. I still love both of them, I listen to their music and appreciate their art but atm? that's all the energy I can spare towards them
#plus I'd rather talk about those things privately with my friends on discord#where we can discuss whatever we want without hate on our inbox and people shading you for having any opinion that#isn't up to their perfect fan standards π€·π»ββοΈ#that said anyone that'd like to talk privately can add me on discord! i won't be adding anyone to our server but you can always talk to me#if you don't want to discuss things publicly either#who knows i might start a new server for new larries who'd like a not so public space to talk and older larries who don't feel like talking#here anymore#it's really fun to have that type of space not having to worry some deranged person will come nip at you lol#also we don't need to talk solemnly about hl/stunts if anyone just wants to chat that's cool too#lmk if you'd be interested in that or adding me on discord : )
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@shifuto
Iβm so excited to finally share this Jasper picture with you! I drew this in 2015 for a zine that never happened. This picture was later picked up by the @tigerzine. Now that the zine is published I can finally show it to the world! πͺ πͺ πͺ Instagram
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why are you and @/shanesbeloved bullying people on this app? BULLYING MINORS especially, why arent you embarassed, people can do whatever they want with their blogs, you and that chronically online weirdo Rhiannon should mind your own business and find something better to do than bullying MINORS and reblogging call out posts that mean absolutely nothing. I reported both blogs for bullying and harassment btw also got my mutuals to do it. Good riddance
oh and tell Rhiannon to get a life instead of blocking and bullying MINORS. One day she will be the one bullied and we wont stop until her depressive ass leaves this space. We dont want her toxic behaviour here
What the fuck are you talking about lmao
#asks#I normally don't answer hate but GOD this is so funny#me and the person you mentioned. we don't even know each other#when the fuck did J bully a minor????#and I'm pretty sure the person mentioned didn't either#literally just making shit up. it's too early for this lol#also that. wasn't a call out post???? I can't remember but I'm pretty sure they mentioned that it wasn't#I just rbed it because it was okay ro tb#and because I recognized the blog it was talking about and wanted to let my followers know to block them too since they interact#with someone who makes me extremely uncomfortable#if ther person this anon is talking about sees this pls let me know if you'd rather me delete my rb#I'm really worried I might've caused this because if I got an anon like this I know you probably did too :[
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*Sigh*
It's time for my bi-annual post asking where these new TPS fans are coming from.
There's a lot more of them than usual popping up from this year and late last year. Has that show hit the "nostalgia zone" or are younger people actually getting into it? If it's the latter, how and why are people learning about it now?
Tbh, the answers to those questions don't matter to me. I just wanna give my personal stance on it for the time being:
Iβm not interested in the show at all right now. I'm probably not gonna draw it, or talk about it again except in reference to stuff like this happening. If you're following me with the hope that I'll somehow get into it again, then you're gonna be disappointed. (But, thank you if you decide to stay for my other nonsense. I don't mind if that was how you found me, and you're staying for other things, but don't feel obligated to stay for content I'm not making anymore).
I'm never gonna update the wiki no matter how many of you like that post now, and I'm gonna delete it now so I stop seeing the notes on it. Y'all seem to be strong enough to do that on your own anyway. Even if I wanted to, I can't remember the trivia that I used to know except in broad strokes, and I certainly can't source them anymore, which is a bad look for any wiki.
Look, I will never be able to fully separate myself from that fandom because I was in it for so long. Being a part of it was an essential part of my growth as an artist, so it's always gonna be a part of me. I'll probably still reference it from time to time, but it's not something I have an interest in going back to. My tastes have changed significantly, and it just doesn't have anything to offer the "me" of today. As such, I don't have anything to offer it either.
#if you don't know what i'm talking about#then don't worry about it. this post isn't for you#it's not that i'm embarrassed or shameful about it#(well there's some old art that doesn't sit well with me anymore. but it is what it is)#it's just not something i'm a part of anymore#and the more people remind me of it#the more i recall things that actually make me *dislike* it#so i'd rather not be bothered about it and let it remain the somewhat pleasant memory that it was#rather than drive myself into ripping all of its faults apart#because it has MANY#some of which are only becoming apparent now that i think back on it#what i'm saying is#if y'all try to drag me back into this#i'm going to become an enemy. not an ally. so please allow me to remain neutral by not bringing it up#i'm halfway thinking about locking up the old ask blog so i won't be bothered by its notifications#(i won't delete it but i will password protect it)#so if there's a post from it you like#you'd better save it now before i do
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