#no scara ships really hit deep for me and now

[mythicmalasada]

so i made an entire longpost explaining why my scaraney brainrot is real and tender and why i’m insane . but i decided these shitposts would convey my emotions better

[qingxin-dream]

"Just One Good Thing" hits too close to home OMG 🥹🥹🥹

I apologize if I get too personal here, but in an interesting way, it made me think back to the times I cut myself to "punish" myself whenever I messed up something, or whenever an inconvenience happened. I'm way past that now, but when the story mentioned something about Wanderer and the Reader arguing a lot of times, for some reason, it made me think of my big sis who has a somewhat similar personality to Wanderer. She's kinda hard to talk to, and even with the little things, she raises her voice at me. I wanted to give her the benefit of the doubt and not dwell so much about it, but it just made me feel unsure whether someone is being sincere with their actions, whether they genuinely care for me or just trying to make me feel better/tolerate me. And that reflected in how I see the Wanderer now. With the way he's so roundabout/dishonest with his words, I oftentimes doubt if I should self-ship to him, if my F/O loves me at all, because I may be too thin-skinned for him.

Simply put: your fanfic touched me on deep levels, and I admire you for it! I hope you make a part two🙏🏻

aw, anon, thank you so much. i would’ve responded privately, but tumblr doesn’t allow it for anonymous asks.

i appreciate your candid reply because mental health is so important, and i’m glad that my little fic was something you could hopefully find a bit of comfort in. i am also happy that it sounds like you’ve been able to heal! <3

in my opinion, self-ship with who you want! that’s part of the fun, even if it isn’t 100% realistic.😊

as the wanderer, scara is still pretty blunt with his words (unless he’s trying to purposely tease you) and he would definitely let someone know if he didn’t like them. but he is also learning to accept himself and nahida is there to encourage him to be open-minded towards humans.

i really think he wouldn’t mind if you were thin-skinned.

wanderer would find you worthy of protecting and keeping safe, i have no doubt about it! he would just show that he cares about you more so through his actions, because verbalizing his emotions is too complicated sometimes.