#no one understands my pain
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you do not know the epic highs and lows of being a huge fan of my chemical romance
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#i just want them to interact....#troy baker x2#no one understands my pain#if you read my fanfic#just know that these are the two im thinking about#sloppy af gifs but idc#mostly for my own ref#my gifs#i will make you guys see my vision it's my main mission#i don't want to tag this as brujay because i feel like i will get yelled at#telltale bruce wayne#ak jason todd#troy baker#fave boys
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the captive prince series got new illustrated (!!!) covers and while they are beautiful and laurent looks wonderful, i am devastated they made my beefcake damen into a twink
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why can't "cozy games" have an interesting premise like why do all of them have to just be story of seasons. A cozy game can be dragons and maiming and biting surely
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I’ve never been tortured but I imagine it must feel like finding a really good fic for a fandom that none of your mutuals are in and having to have an emotional meltdown all alone over it
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life is hard being the one Elf Power fan
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"this is regrettably the best kiss of your life, you understand?"
#that “you understand?” kills me everytime...#i love how high condis voice got during this bit its so fkn funny DHASHGFSFGHASFhg#hi yes have the inevitable ep21 crit kiss piece except i watched ep53 today and am so 😀 im so 😀 damn i m so 😀#i love eps where they just go through so many different gimmick rooms its so fun its so fun when its not so painful 😀#happy valentines too ig#just roll with it#jrwi riptide#gillion tidestrider#jrwi chip#jay ferin#jrwi fish and chips#my art#i had a bit of a meltdown over gill through uhm... 1-3am today and i just hm#sorry to everyone in the mayors QAC uhm im not really sorry but like sorry if you could hear every msg ping uhm yeah#it was like hours of me sobbing to myself in the interests channel and it was really good for my mental health ngl like its really therapeu#-tic to just scream abt a blorbo all night#and i ended up dreaming abt infodumping to one of my brothers friends of all ppl n i got so intense abt how much i love marshall john n my#brother came into the room and dragged his friend out 😭😭😭 i just wanted to ramble abt the himbo pls.....#my walls of tags are so consistent... only consistent thing abt this fkn blog smh.
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sigh fiiiiiiiine ill draw him (throws bricks
#art#digital art#slay the princess#stp#the long quiet#stp the long quiet#stp long quiet#him and his stupid big ass wet creepy sad eyes. technically voice of the hero but i dont care. we love The Dragon#he looks like that one dog begging for boiling water on the stove#narrator: my construct doesn't understand he's begging for the eternal painful cycle of life and death
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two sides of the same coin
#itadori yuuji#ryomen sukuna#jjk#jujutsu kaisen#my art#jujutsu kaisen fanart#brainrot incoming (pls don’t mind me)#one thing sukuna and yuuji have in common is that they’re both absolutely miserable#sukuna is utterly selfish and yet it only made him hollow inside and now he’s just killing time waiting for death to come#yuuji is completely selfless and yet it’s only made him suffer and bc of that he’s been constantly trying to check out of life#and I think the funniest but also the most painful thing about these two is that…#despite that they’re vastly opposite they might be the only people that can understand each other the most#imagine them having a heart to heart lol maybe then they would realise some things about themselves
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Shen Yuan getting transported into pidw isn't "the system punishing him for being a lazy internet hater," but instead representative of "step 1 of the creative process: getting so mad at something you decide to go write your own fucking book" in this essay I will
#svsss#scum villian self saving system#shen qingqiu#shen yuan#the fact that people think scum villain#-a series that examines and criticizes common tropes in fiction-#is somehow against criticism or being a little hater is wild to me#especially since shen qingqiu never gets punished for being a hater#heck- he's still a little hater by the end of the series#he mostly gets punished for treating life like a play and like he and the people around him are characters#(or in other words- he suffers for denying his own wants and emotions and his own sense of empathy)#I think some of y'all underestimate how much writing/art is inspired by creaters being little haters#like example off the top of my head-#the author of Iron Widow has been pretty vocal about the book being inspired by their hatred of Darling in the Franxx#I think my interpretation of Shen Yuan's transmigration is also supported by the fact that this series is an examines writing processes#side note- though i understand why people say Shen Yuan is lazy and think its a valid take it still doesnt sit right with me#i am probably biased because my own experiences with chronic pain and depression and isolation#but ya- i dont think Shen Yuan is lazy so much as he is deeply lonely and feels purposeless after denying parts of himself for 20ish years#like yall remember the online fandom boom from covid right?#being stuck completely alone in bed while feeling like shit for 20 days straight does shit to your brain#the fact that no one came to check on him + he wasn't exactly upset about leaving anyone behind supports the isolation interpretation too#+in the skinner demon arc he describes his life of being a faker/inability to stop being a faker now that he's Shen Qingqiu#as “so bland he's tempted to throw salt on himself” and “all he could do is lay around and wait for death” (<-paraphrasing)#bro wants to be doing stuff but is stuck in paralysis from repeatedly following scrips made by other people#another point on “Shen Yuan isn’t lazy” is just the sheer amount of studying that man does#also he did graduate college- how lazy can he really be#he doesnt know what hes doing but he at least tries to actively train his students#and he actually works on improving his own cultivation + spends quite a bit of time preping the mushroom body thing#+he's experiencing bouts of debilitating chronic pain throughout all this#but ya tldr: Shen Yuan's transmigration is an encouragement to write and not a punishment and also i dont think its fair to call him lazy
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#Insomnia is kicking my ass atm#taking this as an opportunity to post a meme I made a few years ago#thank you evil robot skeleton for understanding my pain#I don't make my own posts enough to know how I should or shouldn't be tagging this#sorry 40k tumblr fandom but I'm afraid you must put up with this being faction tagged#necron#necrons#idk which one is the right tag
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Twst and epic fans, is this anything
Me when it's just an infant, it's just a boy
(og vid)
#Real ones understand the meaning behind the controller#Also Azul's sprite looks like 😔 because he can't believe this is what he's in love with#This vid is so me core#This is something I'd do#twisted wonderland#twst#twst art#twst fanart#azul ashengrotto#twst azul#He's barely in it but 👍#Alternatively Azul is the one singing#Bc I stand by my hc of him liking musicals#twst oc x canon#epic the musical#epic: the musical#No I did not forget my most belovedests#Just got caught up in hsr for a bit hsjfkd#Still am#But also I just look at my bday art for azul and the thought of shading and rendering brings me pain#☆ taruchi's drawings 🖌️#taruchi#azulchi
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Translation notes for Miseinen: Mijukuna Oretachi wa Bukiyo ni Shinkochu / Our Youth ep 2
At first, I tried dipping my feet in just a little. But then the waves swept away the sand beneath my feet and at some point, I was swept away into the open sea.
You... Menthol cigarettes are lame, huh… Maybe I should change to the same stuff you smoke.
By the time I'd realised this, I was already floating close to you.
He's been poisoned/influenced by Hirukawa.
Majima has his own will; it's not all just Hirukawa's fault.
Ahh, that was quite a lot (of homework).
Seriously though, it's better if you don't get close to Hirukawa.
It's better not to get close to anyone.
All he plans to do is (to continue making unprofitable art films).
Don't purposely go and live your life in such an inefficient manner.
I told you not to have anything to do with me, did I not?
After the bookstore, come to my place (for a bit).
What reference book did you buy? Modern literature. That's impressive. Note: The modern literature book that Jin picks up is probably the one that he asked Kento to recommend him while they were studying together.
Ah, but if you put it this way... I can see (that you're his son).
This film affirms all of them.
So in order to prevent the waves of suffering from surging forward towards the person/people who is/are important to him, the protaganist stayed in the sea to stand watch. Note: Haruki uses the same verb (mihatte - to stand watch) when describing his choice in staying with his father instead of leaving with his mother.
I don't want to be like that sorta guy.
Do I look pitiful?
My mum and I are close, but she remarried pretty quickly after leaving my dad.
Your mother is pretty cruel too, huh...
Isn't that too quick (for me to like you)?
Because you said (I wouldn't be able to kiss you), so (I'm doing it).
Even if I try to distance myself, I find myself attracted to him.
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#i don't understand how i hit 30 images multiple times even after combining several lines 🤡🤡🤡#i was already picking certain lines to translate and not some of the other ones but hahaha gaga hahahah#some of the subs were actually completely incorrect#when will i get to ep 5? asking for a friend#miseinen#miseinen: mijukuna oretachi wa bukiyo ni shinkochu#our youth#language my love my pain
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codtwt is going off on brainwashed!soap bc of his new warzone skin and it’s making me think of ghost deliberately getting himself captured by makarov bc he knows he’ll be given to his dog to try and break him; knows he won’t be able to resist the irony, the cruelty of being tortured by the teammate he lost
he doesn’t fight; welcomes the chains around his wrists and ankles, welcomes the hands stripping him of his weapons and gear until he's defenceless
he wouldn't use them anyway
when he stalks into the room, the muzzle, the scars, not even the blank hatred or lack of recognition could make him mistake his eyes
that's his johnny
he doesn't flinch as he digs knives into his skin; would never shy away from his kiss even if it's tinged with rusted steel. doesn't swallow his screams; not when he always loved hearing him, when he spent so long coaxing his voice from the grave
frustration joins the anger in johnny's eyes the longer he goes without giving up information
just jokes; dark and puns alike
just advice when he can't get the jumper cables to spark right
ghost's not trying to escape; not trying to barter his return to the 141
he's right where he wants to be
#ghost letting him be tortured indefinitely if it means being with johnny i am going to eat glass#he doesnt even care if he never gets him back. if the brainwashing is permanent#he still treats him the same. gives him openings to meet a punchline or rib him for something#no matter how long he goes without responding. without giving him any hope of becoming the man he knew#if pain is all he’ll ever get from johnny again he’ll welcome it gratefully with open arms#he got his share of kindness. more than he ever thought he deserved. if pain has to balance it out then so be it#so long as johnny is the one giving it to him#meanwhile soap gets more and more frustrated that he cant break this soldier#that when he becomes more inventive he just meets him with a story about people he doest know but acts like he should#that every day when his master calls him away he leaves with a soft - /loving/ - see you tomorrow johnny echoing in his ears#he doesnt understand#and it just makes him more vicious#but the soldier doesnt care#he still smiles in the face of pain#still calls him johnny#coming out of my cage and ive been doing just fine.txt#we’re a team. ghost team#soapghost#ghostsoap#ghoap#ghost cod#simon ghost riley#soap cod#john soap mactavish#ghost x soap#save post
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For some low-effort doodles, I'm dead curious about how the kids interact with their parents as they age. Just mundane stuff they do together. Does amayas or amara have a "favorite" dad? And like, if you wanna get wild with it, do either of them act Too Much Like Their Dad sometimes?
dropping some cute doodles before going into The Lore
#their relationship with their parents goes from. superficial to strong#older amyas is a bit self centered and while they want the best for their family a lot of times he doesnt do right by them#they follow their heart wherever it takes them and sometimes it brings jmart great Pain#martin is their preferred daddo but they do enjoy doing activities with the jon#hilariously enough they share more 'bad' traits with jon (self centered stubborn etc)#amara is. hm#how to say without spoiling much. she is so developed in my brain#amara is very close to jon because they share many struggles#while martin frets endlessly jon can comfort her in a way that resonates with her#she also. resents martin a bit. but understands he is doing his best. which frustrates her a lot#she shares lots of bad traits with martin but she sees them as advantages#they can have a perfectly fine conversation until one of them says the wrong thing and its go time#that being said martin taught her how to crochet and gave her a lifetime passion for fashion#the parents are flawed and the kids are uniquely flawed too#the blackwood simblings#jonmartin#amyas blackwood sims#amara blackwood sims#tma au#tessart
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i'm sorry i dont think we're talking enough about the bkdk music video. they wrote a whole song full of yearning lyrics and holding hands and longing to be at each other's sides and miscommunicating but still wanting to be together, and then they put child actors in bkdk colors and hand them playing super heroes and holding hands. like bkdks were just given that. an official bkdk song and music video. hello????
#bakudeku#bkdk#i can't stop watching it they wrote a whole yearning bkdk song#EVERY LYRIC IS SO DEVESTATING#WE WILL NEVER BE ONE BUT CAN I STILL STAND BY YOUR SIDE#THESE FLOWERS CANT BLOOM WITHOUT YOU#we misunderstood each other but my wish cries out STILL#the little color coded bakudeku playing as children#WITH A TREMBLING VOICE#I"M REACHING OUT TO YOU WILL YOU HOLD MY HAND#cool#your face is the source of my energy#COOL COOL COOL#normal rival things hashtag so my heart is crying with your pain#can i at least be by your side even if we cannot understand each other#THE CAPITAL Y YEARNING IS FUCKING INSANE#LIKE SO MUCH YEARNING I AM LIKE GONNA BE SHAKING FOR DAYS
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