#no more sudoku for me ig

[blue-madd]

When you haven't daydreamed correctly in a while and you decide to put your headphones back on for a few hours :

[four-alligators-in-a-trenchcoat]

What do I do without a smartphone?

When I got a dumbphone/flipphone, I immediately started living a super cool super fulfilling life! I travelled a ton, ran a marathon, immediately got good at art, read 4 books in a day, and now have 22 close friends! Thats exactly how it works, i'm not lying AT ALL, trust me ;)

...ahhh okay you got me, thats not actually what happened.

Yes my life did change, and all for the better! I do have a cooler and more fulfilling life now, but not like that, I just started living a regular life? This little post is about what that looks like these days (for me)

First, a little bit of math. My screen time with a smartphone was 5.5 hours on a good day and almost 9 on a bad: about an average of 7.25 hours a day. Ive been smartphone-less for a little over about 5 months; just about 170 days.

Average 7.25/hrs a day x 170 days = 1232.5 hours total/24hrs

51 full 24-hour days I got back.

ALMOST TWO MONTHS OUT OF THE FIVE

- Alright, i've never done that math before, holy shiitake mushrooms thats insane. Back on topic, oh my god I would have spent 2 months out of the past 5 entirely on my phone

What do I do instead? What consumes the hours? Or the in-passing minutes?

I live normally, just without a phone honestly, it didn't make me suddenly want to run a marathon or just turn into Picasso day one. It just gave me back the opportunity to live.

I turned to my hobbies, like ceramics, reading, journalling to bring the simple joys back into my everyday!

I stopped being able to distract myself from how icky I felt when I didn't move my body, so I slowly started swimming again!

I started to blog a little! Thanks for reading :D

I got bored at home, so I started seeking out social spaces and hanging out in person with friends and prioritizing making them!

Those are huge things, really big, hour by hour things that take up my life now. I am still a student, in a demanding major, who tries to study 5 hours a day, and I work part-time. Is that the most prominent change? Absolutely, but in the minutes passing between tasks, before I leave somewhere, waiting for something there is also a little mojo added back into my day. I would have been spending those little snippets of time pacifying myself on a quick scroll, 20-30 reels on IG that I would never remember. Instead those morsels are spent...

Doing nothing! Sitting around is a forgotten joy, don't be afraid to be alone with yourself, its the only way you will get to know you.

Sudoku! If i've got 5-10 mins waiting somewhere and feel up for the task, a quick sudoku from the little book I carry around is great.

Tidying up/cleaning! I mentioned this in a past blog post, but it's easier to keep the space around you tidy when you reclaim those little minuets while your breakfast is cooking or your waiting for the water to boil. Bagel still in the toaster? Why not give the kitchen a quick sweep! Coffee is steeping? Wouldn't you know it, thats how long it takes for me to unload the dishwasher! (still a student living at home, that dishwasher is a FULL 4-person dishwasher man)

People watching, takin' a quick ol' gander at your surroundings. Make sure you haven't forgotten what life looks like, or what the general population is up to.

I still spend some time on Tumblr, Reddit, and Pinterest, its not like I went cold turkey or that I'll never see social media again. Its easier to live your life when you have the time, and its easier to have the time when you don't have a monster algorithm in your pocket built to addict you. You can do it! Do it at the pace that is good for you, but get those two months back!

☆ a photo of my cat for good luck ☆

[delewlew]

meet the team principal ༘⋆༄.°⋆

i'm getting back into writing on this acc + i've had this blog for a few months but never made a meet the admin post so here it is!

name: four (yes like the number, no 1-3 weren't taken)

age: 22

birthday: august 1 (i'm not into astrology so idk my birth chart)

pronouns: she/her

sexuality: queer

non-f1 hobbies/interests: kpop, reading books, crocheting, crosswords/sudoku, coloring, baking, cooking, travelling

yes i'm a fantasy book girlie- mostly poc written but not exclusive to it so lmk if any of yall be reading books cuz i'd love a book friend!

favorite shows/movies: avatar the last airbender, legend of korra, marvel, star wars, hunger games, harry potter, she-ra, the owl house (basically anything gay, nerdy/dorky, or slightly loser-esque 🤌)

favorite singers/groups: sabrina carpenter (i'm an OG veteran stan of 10+ years!), sza, tyla, twice, aespa, nct 127, many others

how'd i get here: i needed something to watch bc i just finished the live action ATLA series and got bored. i saw DTS sitting there in my suggested cuz season 6 had just come out so i tuned in. then i tuned into the actual races and realized just how great they are, 2024 season was actually a great time to come in cuz wow the drama!

when did i start writing: i had a few kpop fic accs where i wrote wlw content for about 5 years but i lost interest from lack of engagement and a lot of my friends left. so i turned to ao3 and posted a few things there for ATLA and my old sideblog where i wrote for marvel characters. but once i got into f1 i just made this blog and started writing for a few drivers because i didn't see too many black fem reader fics so i write to help add more.

when do i post: whenever i can really. i don't like to pressure myself too much because then i get overwhelmed and it's not fun to write. so when i get the ideas or energy to write i do, but there's no set schedule as of right now

favorite drivers: lewis, lando, and charles are what i call my podium or top 3. however oscar has wiggled his way up in the mix and mick has my entire heart plus ollie and kimi are my sons...i also love our honey badger. i could go on really.

favorite team: honestly i'm just going to say mclaren but i'm not too picky about teams i just don't like redbull at all (not the drivers the TEAM)

any other motorsports: i did watch Born Racers and thought it was neat so i may tune into MotoGP at some point. i didn't watch F2 or F3 much last season but i'll be tuning in this year cuz i want my money's worth ($10.99 a month ain't cheap). i watched F1 Academy though and kept up with it closely.

are messages open: i love a good internet friend. as long as you're not a minor or a big effing weirdo then feel free to message me to be friends, i need more f1 friends but if we share any other interests that's fine as well!

any last thoughts: one thing i will note is that i don't keep up with the drivers personal lives like it's my own life. i don't stalk their IGs, locations, etc. i don't know when max's private jet took off and when it landed, i don't know all of the drivers friends and family names and who knows who and who's what to who. i don't keep up with the tea between WAGs. and most importantly i don't bash drivers for nonsensical reasons like their team building a better car or not liking the way someone said three words to someone else. it's really just not that serious to me so just a heads up that if you're that kinda fan i won't match your energy in conversation 😅

[ostianshadow]

TOA Anniversary Munday!

Celebrating TOA and the people who contribute to make our group what it is.

Repost, don't reblog. Only fill in what you feel comfortable sharing!

Happy anniversary, TOA! Here's to many more years spent together.

Name: vicky (aka key or wkey)

Pronouns: she/her

Birthday (no year): jan 6

Where are you from? What is your time zone? french canadian. west coast best coast. pst.

Roleplay experience: idk since i was like 7? running around the neighbourhood w the boyz and gming our own little world of makebelieve… writing/online-wise, since around the age of 10-11 when we got a puter in the living room.

Got any pets? black kitty called cabbage i fostered and then adopted. she's no thoughts head empty and that's why she won over my other 16 foster cats. /hj

Favorite time of year: autumn-ish or spring. don't do well in the heat but sad makes winter bad.

Some interests and things you like: comics&webtoons, puzzle games (picross, sudoku, etc), ultimate frisbee, tennis, hiking, traveling

Some funfacts & trivia about you:

-prefer crepes to pancakes

-don't leave me alone with a box of ice cream sandwiches for the love of-

-past key has cumulatively drawn 500+ comic pages over the years (and misses it dearly)

-used to play ice hockey, played for bout 12 years. stopped due to injuries.

What non-Fire Emblem games do you play? ffxiv, zelda, tales of, undertale

Favorite Pokemon type & Pokemon: ghost, haunter

How did you get into Fire Emblem? smash bros /j i think my bro acquired a copy of fe7 and the rest is history

What Fire Emblem games have you played? 6 through current

First Fire Emblem game: 7

Favorite Fire Emblem game: hrkkk probably 7 but super fond of sacred stones n path of radiance too

Any Fire Emblem crushes? 😳

lmao

If you’ve played the following games, who was your first S support? Who would you S support nowadays?

- Awakening: mightve been chrom by accident n woulda been pissed about it. henry & gaius beloveds

- Fates: conquest- niles, birthright- azama, revelations- kaze

- Three Houses: was it claude or felix? idk but claude is def why i started w deer haha

- Engage: louis and lapis i married both that's my story and im sticking to it

Favorite Fire Emblem class: thief or mage

If you were a Fire Emblem character, what would be your class? probably an archer, or mage. miss me w close combat

If you were a Three Houses character, what would be your affiliation? hmm… i wanna say deer but probably beagles

If you were an Engage character, which Emblem would you Engage with? lyn. long distance pew pew goes brrrrr

How did you find TOA? kept seeing it on twitter from ol ferp mutuals and eventually caved

Current TOA muses: hector, matthew, azama

Who was your first TOA muse? If you don���t have them anymore, could you see yourself picking them up again? ewan. some days i think i could.

Have you had any other TOA muses? florina, henry

Do you think you have a type of character you gravitate towards? prickly, maybe. in general muses that allow me to explore… ewan is more outgoing than i will ever be, but lets himself feel petty or jealous. hector is brash, but struggling with an uncomfortable and unexpected weight on his shoulders. azama invites conflict like he needs it to breathe, while ive typically been averse to conflict. florina is timid but trying to grow stronger for her friends (and herself, she comes to realize). henry is… an oddball, idk how to describe what draws me to writing him. change of pace maybe? requires thinking outside the box with his unique worldview. i dont tend toward angst but matthew is a good output for it if im feelin it haha.

What do you believe you enjoy writing the most? i think i like. when threads start to come together. yknow in stories when you can start referring to things that have happened? and you're like "woah wait i know what that's referring to!!"

when you manage to reach a shared history ig? i know im p slow re. writing but i cherish the bonds and overarching/intertwined stories my muses wind up with. people you meet touch your life in ways you might not immediately fathom…

Favorite TOA-related memory: lots of lock & key justice shenanigans… bunker … enjoyed unscripted a whole heck of a lot as well

How do you pronounce TOA? 🤔 T-O-A. sounds fancier to spell it out haha

Got any delusions that didn’t see the light of day that you’d like to share? 😉 felix, ike, kaze, serra, sain, naesala, ingrid, eldigan, bramimond, lethe, shinon, kliff… not so much delusions as "might be fun to explore…" – and i wouldn't trade our current reps of the above for the world ✌️

[mirick-vn]

HI HI HI!!! oh wow, intro post

★ hello, my name is miles but you can also call me mj!!

★ he/they, but mostly he, ig??

★ 17yo STEM student lamenting being a STEM student

★ trans & aroace!! (lithromantic & aegosexual)

LIKES!!!

» you ;)

» cats (i am a firm believer that there is no such thing as an ugly cat)

» supernatural (2005)

» vanitas no carte

» got dropped into a ghost story, still gotta work

» writing & drawing (though i barely post, but i do like them)

» manhua/manhwas & webovels

please read me, heart of thorns, i'm not that kind of talent, trash of the count's family, omniscient reader's viewpoint, s-classes that i raised, +more probably

» games

cookie run kingdom, project sekai, stardew valley, minesweeper, tetris, sudoku, chess, scrabble

» music

yaelokre, the oh hellos, mitski, the front bottoms, jann, rio romeo +more probably

» musicals

epic: the musical, wicked, heathers +more probably

» movies

dnd movie, hachiko: a dog's tale, coda +more probably

DISLIKES!!!

» eggplants

❌ eggplants dni ┇ eggplant lovers dni ❌ /j

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I don't use tags often, the only consistent one i use being #my art so... this place is a mess, yeah. anyway, FEEL FREE TO SEND ME STUFF!! (jus... not donation asks, maybe? i don't even have a job yet..)

still cleaning up my blog but i'm gonna edit in some tags soon and other likes i forgot to add akbdkabfkanf

[lissss]

Notepad 2025

I miss my dog

I still haven’t tried the McFlurry, I’m just going to give up lol 2/1

I need someone to sing me the serenata huasteca

I’m going to try reading 52 books 104 this year, and have a 365 reading streak lost the streak on day 118

I would love to learn how to knit or crochet

Another resolution: start and finish the big book of sudoku

just remembered I was gifted a sudoku book, should add that that to the list lol

It’s been 17years and I still don’t know how to dance like a zombie

I’m missing MySpace right now

my top listened to songs of 2024 were all depressing, seems like I’m always dumped by the loml lol

Sometimes, I wish I had a sister

I need to come up with a better username and change the name to this page

I love thunderstorms

We’re boycotting Chan T. :(

I’m going to stop smoking so I can add 10 years to my life

I wish I was more open

I hate my new ID I look super red…I looked red in the previous one too :(

Sometimes I pretend you’re still here, we just don’t talk anymore

I deleted my first Spotify account just to get the username I wanted. Plus the previous account had my secret username so win-win lol

I need to find someone that likes TV on the Radio by October

We made sure the priest took out the “speak now” from my siblings wedding bc I kept having too many nightmares lol

I wonder what happened to my MySpace account, I never deleted it

I think I want another tattoo but idk what

If someone told me, “it’s easier to reach the sun, than to reach your heart” I’ll prob start crying

I truly admire those that keep a steady hand with pano shots

I can no longer say I haven’t smoked weed in 13 years :( I smoked last September

I’ve been craving deep dish pizza but there’s none near me

Something is seriously wrong with me, I’m thinking about making another ig, this one for the books I’m reading lol

I don’t really like playing Pokémon, but I miss playing it with my bro

[carcasstohounds]

wild that i’m just doing normal daily activities like i’m not moving out in less than a month

[thepocket221]

I have brought you Finn headcanons!

Finn is part French

He even speaks French!

Somtimes he calls you little names in French

Big Hozier fan

Also a Harry Styles fan

Terrible at combat video games but puzzle and indie games he's good at

Hes a mf old man

He crochetes little sweaters for you and him

Also to mention

He dances in the kitchen with you with the record player on <33

Soft snoring boy

Sleep talker also

Hes surprisingly strong Also

Its cuz He lifts flower pots for a living He says

This is canon but he is a very good cook

He knows all of the best small cafes that aren't very known in town

He is very good with kids!

Hes very awkward at first but then if the kid says, "You have very pretty hair, It's like a princesses hair!" He smiles and let's them play with his hair

One time you walked into him and his nieces doing his makeup

*Finn has bright red lipstick on and blue eyeshadow on with one girl doing his hair and the other doing his makeup*

"Oh hi love!"

The girl doing his makeup: "Quit moving and look at me uncle Finn!"

"Oh I'm sorry!

Ig that's one way to end it-

USER 0lliel0vesfr0gs YOU HAVE THE SAME NAME/NICKNAME AS MY LISTENER FOR FINN I SHIT YOU NOT /pos

ALSO THANK YOU FOR THESE😭🤲🤲 THEYRE ALL SO <333

(usually for hc posts i try to have art i’ve made to go along with it BUT I DONT DRAW FINN ENOUGH <//33 well, i do, but it the scribbles don’t look too well (to me at least) so i do not post them <//3 /lh /nm but until i have finn art i’m proud of:

in return, here are some of my finn hcs!!

on the topic of what type of phone games/games in general he would play: he’s a king at sudoku.

crosswords too!!

he’s so smart, i love him dearly <33

maybe he tried a dating sim once but it did not go well for him

other than that, he definitely would play RPGs (and before ANYONE SAYS IT, based on my personal experience, i’d say finn’s more of an animal crossing fan compared to stardew.) and is the type of guy to overthink the choices he’s given in game. he doesn’t look the answer up, but oh boy is it tempting,, “if i go with this option, it will ruin my relationship with this character :(“ babes they’re not real🫶/lhj

storyteller finn however, would love stardew valley. the mystical aspects would be his favorite.

deadass would forget you can date someone bc of the lore.

anywho, back to garden variety💪🫶‼️

BUFF FINN IS SO TRUE ACTUALLY

i would like to believe he has thick thighs

but may i raise you: muscle chub finn.

somehow is seymour AND audrey as far as personality. idk how he does it but oh sweet heart <//33

also imagine him saying the most cryptic stuff when he’s sleeping. like bro are you just saying words or are you plagued with the murder of someone,, /lhj

i’m also a finn hot freaks fan truther🫶🫶 /pos

maybe he can also play piano

“fuck you joint pain!! i do what i want!!” (his ass did NOT take his pain meds and regrets his decision)

in reference to bunny finn, garden variety finn would have a pretty big family. he’s second oldest

the type of fellow to to squint his eyes, move his glasses down slightly, and bend back a little bit to see something someone’s showing him on their phone

also the type of fellow to never wear shorts unless they’re cargo shorts.

also gives him chronic pain bc i have chronic pain😼

decked out his mobility aide with various stickers gifted to him by his little nieces and nephews

in public he uses a cane and a wheeled walker.

doesn’t use one at work (like a silly goose) and regrets it

definitely forgets his braces as well

has especially terrible wrist, knee, and hip pain

ALSO WHAT IF HE CROCHETED LITTLE SWEATERS AND SCARVES FOR HIS LITTLE NEICES AND NEPHEWS TOO

you can’t tell me he wouldn’t spoil them

also goes to all of their recitals, ball games, award ceremonies, plays, literally any and every after school event. he loves those little goobers and wants to support them!!

also embarrasses the shit out of them as well!!

“hey remember when-” “UNCLE FINN, PLEASE NOT NOW OH GOD IT’S MY GRADUATION”

people who crochet are so cool and epic like actually‼️‼️/g /srs

methinks this is canon but he probably doesn’t have a lot of friends; at max he has 2-3.

jack ofc being his bestie

they have sleepovers you can’t change my mind /lhj /nm

who says i can’t make every character autistic?? i’m the nd doing the coding here!! /pos /lhj

could just be me but he definitely has a male/masc preference

GUYUH I LOVE HIM SO MUCH I LOVE TALKING ABT HIM TOO ILL DEFINITELY DRAW HIM MORE🫶🫶

okay that’s it, goodbye and stay safe🫡‼️‼️

[n3uroplasticandr0id]

Okay so, I just spent ages writing a comment about actions you can take to counteract the habitforming slotmachine that is social media / devices and figured someone here might also be interested :)

I’m no specialist, but these are the most useful tools I have found as someone who’s interested in neuroscience and meditation.

1. Add timers to all apps that you feel you spend too much time on. Choose a time period that you would ideally not go over in a day. Always hit the ‘snooze’ function rather than ‘ignore’ when it comes up.

For example, I have instagram on 10 minutes. Some days I feel like spending more than that on the app, some days less. But I always tell the timer to remind me again in 10 minutes because it makes me aware how long I have been on it. It’s annoying at first, but eventually I learned to thank myself for setting up this reminder every time it pops up because it’s there to protect my brain.

2. Unfollow, unfollow, unfollow! Or at least mute what you can…

I ask myself: Do I really need to be following so many people? So many influencers? How does their content make me feel? If I saw this person on the street, would I stop to chat with them or even recognise them?

Again, on IG, I mute most people’s stories so I run out of content fairly quickly. I really do not need to know most of the stuff people post there, I just leave the ones I want to see.

3. Turn off notifications.

I say this as someone who worked as a team lead of 12 in a tech company: 99% of notifications are not urgent. See them as tools to grab your attention. Figure out what you actually need and leave those on. Turn everything else off. You will get to them when you get to them.

If you’re worried you’ll miss an emergency from a loved one, adjust your settings or find an alternative means of communication. I dusted off my anchient landline but you can also set up a different messaging app than the one you’re using and only share it with your closed circle.

4. Practice having time without having direct access to your phone.

I leave my phone at home when I walk my dog or go grocery shopping. It feels weird at first, but it helped me not have the habit of checking my device every 2 seconds.

5. Are there things you can do with other objects other than your phone?

For example, I didn’t want to see my phone the first thing my alarm goes off so I switched to a clock radio. I also leave my phone in the kitchen, so I have to physically walk to it in the morning. Gives me time to wake up and exist. Also, I found a used DVD player for 5 bucks and some DVDs that I use in the evenings instead of the internet. Makes it harder to get distracted than when I’m watching a movie or tv series online. Am I really willing to go to the other room to google something random I just thought of? Probably not.

And lastly the most important one:

6. Find alterntive activities for when you feel the itch to check your phone but you know you’ve already checked everything important.

Look out the window, drink water, go outside. Play with your pet. Get yourself a physical sudoku or crosswords book. Read a book. Draw. Knit. Shoot some hoops. Vaccuum your home or change your bed sheets. Literally anything you have easy access to and enjoy doing! You don’t have to be good at it. It doesn’t have to be productive. You just have to enjoy it.

If you have trouble thinking of stuff in the moment, make yourself a list (maybe even tape it to your phone or something for easy access) so you can just look at it and choose something. You have to find an alternative to fill the time you’re spending on your phone. Joyful hobbies are good for your brain!

This was long but hopefully useful to someone. I’ve been following these steps and nowadays instead of the need to look at apps, my brain gets uneasy when I realise it’s been 2 weeks since I finished my last book.

And remember: change takes time. Be patient with your brain and be joyful when you notice small changes in your habits. 🌱🤙🏼

[weedass]

ok got tagged by @yanderelenin thank you i dont think ive ever done one of these...

1. Do you make your own bed?

yes or i just dont make it

2. What’s your favorite number? 7 but 4 is a close second

3.  What’s your job? i work at a movie theater except it’s closed and i got placed in a grocery store job that starts tomorrow

4. Can you parallel park? cant drive (yet, almost there)

5. Job you’ve had that would surprise people? technically my grandpa had this company before he died that made electromagnetic devices that help with healing and inflammation (short explanation) and i had an under the table internship there and it sucked because i hate that side of my family

6. Do you think aliens are real? yeah man

7. Can you drive a manual car? i started learning to drive a while ago and i was technically taught manual but i couldnt really do it so sorta

8. What’s your guilty pleasure? it’s always sunny in philadelphia marathons and video game livestreams

9. Tattoos? getting a jellyfish on my forearm next month for my birthday assuming some places reopen

10. Favorite color? uhh like all of them but probably teal or cyan type colors

11. Things people do that drive you crazy? lying and being fake bitches xo

12. Any phobias? scared of dying i guess and heights....

13. Favorite childhood sport? i danced for ten years (very seriously at one point) but i liked soccer and volleyball more even though i didn’t get to play soccer. i also had a figure skating phase and that was fun too but now im crippled so lol

14. Do you talk to yourself? uhh only really in my head and even then only sometimes

15. What movies do you adore? what kind of wording is this.. “adore” wth. anyways i like ponyo and itsv and pacific rim and then also movies where i can laugh at people that objectively suck like the social network etc

16. Do you like doing puzzles?

yeah i stopped playing minesweeper very briefly to write this and also really love sudoku

17. Favorite kind of music? https://open.spotify.com/user/gov94do66imp87bhb5njr1lt6 it’s traesh

18. Tea or coffee?

neither but if i have to pick probably some kind of sweet tea

19. First thing you wanted to be when you grew up?

how the hell do you expect me to remember that

tagging uhhh @fkawigs1 @6o6 and pretty much anyone who wants to ig im shy and i dont wanna bother anyone

[maria-tangerina]

🖌 1. Yep, I want a floral hip tattoo, I think it's really pretty

💚 2. Probably black or blue

🍕 3. A chicken puff

🕰 4. 5:25 pm

🌟 5. Taurus

🌍 6. Arabic and French accent. It's just so attractive and sexy

⚡️7. I have a scar on my forearm

🌺 8. INFP/Mediator

🥀 9. Coco

📺 10. Healer, the first ever Kdrama I watched and so it's really close to my heart

😂 11. I honestly don't know. I haven't been tickled for a really long time now

💍 12. Yes. Once I find the right guy, I'm ready to get married no matter the age.

😳 13. It's fine ig.

💙 14. Plain white. Boring.

🤓 15. I think probably my parents thought it was nice.

🎓 16. I'll be graduating in 2024.

🍄 17. Yes. I have my ears pierced both sides (1st lobe)and I wanna have more piercings along my ear.

👀 18. Brown eyes.

👱🏻‍♀️ 19. Hair down, no accessories. I like my hair covering my shoulders and I think it looks better on me that way and I feel more confident and secure.

🥂 20. Nope.

🍾 21. Yep and it was the funniest thing ever. Everything seemed so funny and I was just giggling uncontrollably,(actually normally I find most things funny and giggle a lot and come up with witty remarks) and when I was drunk, that was just magnified a thousand times over.

😱 22. Plenty of things, getting kidnapped, getting cheated on, and being lied to or fooled.

🥵 23. Too hot. I can handle heat but not cold, as soon as it becomes a lil cold, I'll be huddled up like it's snowing.

🌦 24. Fine weather. Not too hot, not too cold, with a gentle breeze.

🍂 25. Ironically, I like winter, I love the boots, the coats, I love that you can mix and match, and sometimes, you can just zip up your coat and no one's gonna see what you're wearing underneath so there's a lot of freedom in dressing, and so I like winter.

🐷 26. A bunny🐰. It's just so so adorable.

🐶 27. Not yet. I'll get a bunny🐇 once I move out and have my own income.

😴 28. 2 days. I always do things last minute and I had to stay up to finish an assignment days before the deadline. (Also I'm deadline oriented, once the clock's ticking and time's running out, I work faster, and am so much more productive than normal.)

🎨 29. I pretty much do a bit of everything. I do calligraphy, drawing and painting, journaling, DIY, embroidering,and I like to do crosswords, sudoku and puzzles.

🛩 30. I'm not really fond of travelling, I prefer familiar environments but if I could, I would go to South Korea, I have my eye on some tattooists there, they do really fine, simple, discreet-as-possible tattoos and watercolor tattoos too, I would love to get one of those. Also I've heard the food there is quite good and cheap.

🎇 31. BTS related stuff. I love them.

📱 32. Tumblr and Pinterest. Oh and Reddit too, I love the shitpost subreddits.

🤠 33. Definitely a city person.

Get To Know Me !

Again, idk why I made this but enjoy I guess (some of these may be uncomfortable for y’all to answer, idk).

🖌 - Do you have/want any tattoos?

💚 - What’s your favourite colour?

🍕 - What’s the last thing you ate?

🕰 - What time is it where you are rn?

🌟 - What is your zodiac sign?

🌍 - What is your favourite accent?

⚡️ - Do you have any scars?

🌺 - What’s your MBTI type?

🥀 - Favourite animated movie?

📺 - Favourite show?

😂 - Are you ticklish?

💍 - Do you ever want to get married?

😳 - Do you like your name?

💙 - What colour is your bedroom?

🤓 - How did you get your name?

🎓 - When did/do you graduate?

🍄 - Do you have/want any piercings?

👀 - What colour are your eyes?

👱🏻‍♀️ - What is your go to hairstyle?

🥂 - Have you ever drank underage?

🍾 - Have you ever gotten drunk?

😱 - What’s your biggest fear?

🥵 - Would you rather be too hot or too cold?

🌦 - What’s your favourite weather?

🍂 - What’s your favourite season?

🐷 - What’s your favourite animal?

🐶 - Do you have any pets?

😴 - What’s the longest you’ve ever gone without sleep?

🎨 - Any hobbies?

🛩 - If travelling was free, where’s the first place you’d go?

🎇 - What’s your most searched thing on Google?

📱 - Favourite app on your phone?

🤠 - Are you more of a city person or a country person?

[whispies-iremade]

all multiples of 5 for the ask meme :p

5) glass soda bottles r the preference,, they make me feel classy

10) i was a dodgeball icon bc i have good aim and am strong and can run fast. no one fucked with me. also volleyball but only cuz i played for like 6 years

15) ive never been assigned a specific book to read for an assignment but i will tell you i used to do legitimate book reports on panic at the disco fanfiction

20) laptop google docs is my best friend

25) BUTTONS BY THE PUSSYCAT DOLLS its literally such a sexy song too im so g*y

30) places i find sacred ummm... pretty much any forest-y area that’s somewhat hidden.

35) 10-10:30 pm

putting the rest under a read more fsdhfks

40) uhhhh one time in fifth grade this girl flashed the whole class her lower half

45) omg... ew..... fantasy ig

50) one time me and my best friend did the chubby bunny challenge with mini marshmallows and we both died

55) ummmmm...... sleeping beauty probably.......

60) girls with special powers and homoerotic subtext. lesbians on tumblr would kin me

65) too many..... none are fun stories mostly sh/dad related

70) right

75) my two front teeth were punched out by my friend named roxy when i was five, those are the first ones i remember

80) earth 1000%

85) a healthy mix, but mostly fairy tales

90) omg one time in volleyball i got hit in the face w the ball but it made it over the net so we still got the point

95) fav app...... sudoku

holy shit that was so many asks

THANK U JUMPY

[mellow-worlds]

I'm meeting Snoopy tomorrow. I'm meeting Snoopy tomorrow. I'm meeting Snoopy tomorrow. I really don't want to. I'll have to tell them how I feel about whatever it is we're doing and that I'm not ready to form such a commitment with another person and that I really just want to die. I don't want tomorrow to happen. I've been miserable thinking about them and whenever I got a message from them. I don't deserve them.

Most of all, I don't want to hurt them. But in a way, I'd hurt them soonder or later, so I might as well tell them. In order to keep my anguish to the minimum, I'll plan ahead. I'll ask them what it is that we're actually doing. I'll tell them that we've never really talked about it. Then they'll have to respond? I'm guessing that they might try to lead the conversation into a direction that makes it difficult for me to share my feelings, so I'll have to be careful. I'll also tell them, because I should, in order to be fair and honest, that I do really like them, just maybe differently. AAHHHH this makes me realize that they might like me more than is justifiable, and more than I like them. I've never consciously thought about it that way. Anyway. Can't fixate on that or I'll never get anywhere.

I'll tell them that they know how replacable I am. It's the truth. I think that what they realistically value most about me is that there is potential for physical intimacy. Not just in a dirty way, though, even if maybe primarily. But they've made a really big point out of how they feel lonely when falling asleep. I think that's what makes up a big part of what they look for in a person. I don't think I can give them anything else. They have noticed that I'm not very... affectionate? Or devoted? I pull back a lot. And I did enjoy the few kisses we shared. It's just... There's something holding me back. I can't really open myself to them. I can't. We're too different. Our lifestyles are too different. Nothing fits with us two. Nothing is right.

Ok. So. Here's what I'll tell them:

"We've never really talked about it. What really is it, the thing that we're doing."

Then... Ig they'll respond? And I'll cry? I wish I could. Anyway. Then I'll continue.

"We both know that this could turn into something serious and I'm not sure that it's a good idea. I don't think that this is good for either of us. I think that I'm not the person you're looking for."

And I guess that's about all I can plan. After that, everything I talked about earlier will follow.

It's not like I'm breaking up with them. I do want to continue being friends with them and we never went steady in the first place. I do like them. I just hate myself? And they deserve better? And I'm a piece of shit? And they deserve better? And they deserve someone whom they see more frequently than once a week? And they deserve someone who is ready to provide intimacy? And they deserve someone who doesn't think about committing sudoku? And they deserve someone who can provide interesting conversation? And they deserve someone who has the same interests? Someone who doesn't talk about philosophy and literature and movies to them? Someone who wants to do all of the things they do? Someone who is not too insecure to live? Someone who can form cohesive sentences witout stuttering? Someone who is attractive? Someone who doesn't look like a homeless person? Someone lean? Someone who isn't a dick towards their own mother for absolutely no reason? Someone who isn't terrified of meeting their family? Someone who isn't scared of people a lot of the time? Someone who can actually support them? Someone who can idk... give them the things that they look for in a person? Someone who isn't me? Someone better? Someone better? Someone better?

[9cdmp]

gemini mars + mercury and idk if this is related but usually when i try something for the first time, im pretty decent at it, but the more i practice, the worse i get 😀 think this inadvertently leads me to quit almost everything i start to do something else, thereby extending my list of hobbies lmfao

aquarius in eighth + ninth,,? i suppose so? not quite sure how to go about the eigth but for the ninth i can say i definitely hate school but theres a good chance ill keep going to get my masters or sum </3

gemini mars ahah i was never fast nor flexible but my single brain cell is doing enough flips to get into the olympics i suppose 🏃🏻‍♀️ gemini venus; im scared of heights and therefore airplanes and birds creep me out but i can appreciate both if i dont think too hard 🤝

im gem dom + my closest friend is a scorpio dom and hell yeah!! im joking around 95% of the time tbh but somehow she always gets me to actually talk about what im feeling like shit thats so embarrassing‼️ it got to the point where idk, i was never used to actually talking about how i felt so i ended up pushing her away and blocking her for a year or so bc idk i felt too exposed?? ig; im still not used to having someone care ig ahah but i did end up reaching back out to her (by sending her a game of sudoku through fb messenger 🙄 god idk how shes not fed up with me LMAO) and i appreciate her ❤️

bro my sister is a pisces aND neptune dominant, it's just not fair 😭 girlie does nothing but sleep and live on chicken tenders but is always still glowing

i appreciate this gemini centered post ahah ty

𝗔𝗦𝗧𝗥𝗢𝗟𝗢𝗚𝗬 𝗢𝗕𝗦𝗘𝗥𝗩𝗔𝗧𝗜𝗢𝗡𝗦

Disclaimer: I am not a professional astrologer, this post is based off my own observations, experiences and research. Please take this with a grain of salt, not all of these will resonate with you entirely.

DO NOT PLAGIARISE OR COPY MY WORK 💤🥛

👩‍❤️‍👨 It's true, LIBRA PLACEMENTS are matchmakers. want to know why? Virgo is associated with Persephone and Scorpio is associated with Hades, Libra is the sign in-between both of those signs and is associated with Hera, the Goddess of marriage, so Libra 'connected' those two signs. Persephone and Hades were also lovers. (well it's more of a theory but it's cool methinks). It's also interesting that a lot of SCORPIOS I know are very attracted to VIRGOS, just like how Hades was attracted to Persephone.

♾️ I think it's funny how SCORPIO is the 8th sign of the wheel and the number 8 looks like the infinity sign. this probably represents their intense and deep loyalty that lasts lifetimes and their ability to hold grudges for infinity.

🃏 GEMINI MARS/MERCURY or GEMINI in 2ND/3RD/5TH HOUSE actually have many hobbies, they are very talented. they juggle their hobbies just like how jesters juggle balls (Gemini's archetype is the jester).

🌀 because AQUARIUS is a contradictory sign and an oxymoron itself (because of the name aqua rius and how it's a fixed air sign), I've found that wherever Aquarius is in your chart, it is where things may be the opposite. didn't quite get that? well let me give you an example, people with AQUARIUS in 11TH HOUSE may not want many friends but they have many friends. something like that.

💨 MERCURY is associated with Hermes, the fastest god who flew and travelled to the underworld and back to deliver messages. he was the messenger of the gods. this explains why mercury is the fastest planet, goes in retrograde the most often and why mercury is associated with communication and travel.

👟 similarly to the observation above, I've noticed that GEMINI RISING or MARS are very fast runners, they could also be flexible. If not flexible physically then they're flexible mentally. Gemini's archetype is the acrobat after all. also, GEMINI VENUS really like planes and birds. It makes sense because Gemini is an air sign and Hermes wore winged sandals that allowed him to fly.

☠️ also this is so cool, I found this while I searched about Hermes. GEMINI is associated with the psychopomp, or as you know it, the grim reaper (because of Hermes). this really makes sense for many reasons but I will only name one. a lot of GEMINI MOONS I know are actually very deep individuals, perhaps on the same level as Scorpio moons. it's also interesting that a lot of gemini moons and SCORPIO MOONS get along very well (Scorpio is associated with Hades, the god of the underworld).

🏠 continuing my previous observation, SCORPIO-GEMINI friendships/relationships/connections are very underrated. I've found that the Scorpio person feels like home to the Gemini person, the Gemini person feels comfortable and can show the dark parts of themselves and stop acting as the 'entertainer' when they're with the Scorpio person. the Gemini person helps the Scorpio person lighten up a bit and verbalise their feelings.

🌹 It's true that NEPTUNE-ASCENDANT aspects, PISCES RISING, NEPTUNE in 1ST, NEPTUNE DOMINANTS have beauty that is unreal, almost like CGI and they tend to look different all the time. people are attracted to them even if they aren't usually their type. that is because Neptune is associated with Aphrodite, who was a 'chameleon' due to her ability to change her appearance to be other people's (as individuals) personal epitome of beauty. Source🔗 examples: Mila Kunis, Scarlett Johansson, Marilyn Monroe, Björk, Anne Hathaway, Ariana Grande, River Phoenix.

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[spilledthoughtsaf]

we spent the weekend doing whatever I wanted. and I feel like saying that, thats what we always do cause she can never choose what to do, but she especially wanted to do anything I wanted for my birthday weekend. so we played mystery games and watched all the pitch perfect movies together. she even got me a gift card so I could finally buy the first one to complete the collection, so we watched them alllll all.

the rest of her presents were delivered on Saturday morning, and of course I cried at just how sweet everything was. sudoku books and a bear, what more do I really need. I guess just to be able to smush all my dang love into her as much as I can when she's here in two weeks I guess.

I ordered these mystery egg things that she likes and I may have gotten too many but honestly anything is worth it for her, I cant wait to open it with her when she's here. and we have plans to get these parm garlic fries from this food truck that I always get them from and show her when I eat them, like the food truck follows me on ig and I messaged them already asking if they would be anywhere while she's here and luckily they'll be in Denver on one of the days, so she'll finally get the fries.

I'm excited, I dont know if these two weeks will go by fast or dragggg. we'll see

[zimmermanns]

uuuuuuuh hi I'm not really sure what I'm doing my kitten died today and I keep going from numb to shaking and sobbing and I don't know I've been following you for a while now and you seem very nice do you have anything positive you can share with me? funny pictures or videos (that hopefully don't involve cats)? I'm sorry if this is weird I'm just not sure what to do or who to talk to

hey sure thing !!! i would direct u towards a tag i have for that but there might be stuff in there you don’t want to see so: some posts and videos that make me happy or laugh and might make you feel better too (honestly just the entire show for the last one lmao)

vine complications ??? the absolute MOVE to get yourself laughing please look some up on youtube!!!!!

some other things that make me feel better when im trying to Deal with something:

john mulaney comedy specials, on loop

if you just want to get your mind off it for a while, what i do is i put on a comedy i’ve seen before in the background and then start doing sudoku (or like a crossword puzzle or like a puzzle app on your phone). it’s just a whole lot going on at once without it being Too much so it’s …. good for not letting yourself think about anything you need to ignore

escapism really is just The Move sometimes. some very good healing, cathartic shows: ATLA, leverage, psych

talk !! you are super free to talk to me about it if you want. sometimes you really just need to get your grief out. like it’s not going to solve it or make it go away but typing it out or saying it out loud and just letting yourself cry are really cathartic …… we do these things as humans for a reason, because it makes everything more bearable. 

this is going to sound … so strange, i know, but i like to slow dance with myself. it’s very good. you put on some slow indie music (i like any death cab album, like transatlanticism is classic) and you close your eyes and lock your door and sway with yourself. it’s truly the most peace i have ever felt in my entire life i am absolutely not kidding. it’s kind of like ? meditation ? in a different way. just find some way to tune into yourself ig it makes all your emotions just much more manageable