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My vacation is over but my motivation to draw hasn't come back yet.
the fuck am I suppose to do if I'm not drawing my skellies for personal enjoyment...
#motivation to draw come back ples#the vacay is over#man im fucked#vacation was great tho#it was like#super fucking dope#and hot as hell bro#i wanted to draw too but#it just didn't happen#no matter how hard i tried#tf am i suppose to do without my skellies#ngl I'm still on a nightmare kick#beach stuff maybe?#Lil Man in floaties btw is adorable
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life is so funny sometimes
#just got fired because my vibes are off#like that's literally it my boss told me i did nothing wrong and my work is good ut the rest of the team just doesn't really like me#and doesn't feel like i fit in#i mean I've only been there for almost three months and I've noticed that I don't really vibe with the others#no matter how hard i tried#but I didn't know you could get fired for that#honestly i'm kind of relieved because i'm pretty sure my old job will take me back#but goddamn what a blow to my ego#it's like i'm back in highschool trying to not be the weird girl#but thankfully i have a strong support system and i know at the end of the day it has nothing to do with me#man#what a day#girlblogging
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Icons only: Your sisters ask you about your dating life.
@thebellatorus
#icons only meme#okay yeah i know the last one is a different format and it looks weird#but i love this icon to bits and I CANNOT MANGA-ISE IT#NO MATTER HOW HARD I TRIED#so i'm keeping it as is
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Hello I just read a post you made a while ago about all your fanfics ideas and there is this one reincarnation AU where Percy has dreams of a couple and him and Nico go to the bottom of it. Have you abandoned this idea? Seems promising
Wow, talk about a blast from the past. For now? Yeah, I'm sorry to say that fic is dead on the water. Whenever I tried to write it my brain came up with a new idea and refused to keep plotting that one. A few fics in that post were eventually repurposed into other fics (Destined became How to Defy Fate, to name one) but the reincarnation AU I never managed to finish plotting out.
The incomplete outline is still buried somewhere, maybe one day It'll become a real fic, but I don't think it'll be any time soon.
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me who as a child couldn’t pronounce “Tiana” for some god-forsaken reason and just called the girl “Titan”:
#no matter how hard I tried#I couldn’t#I just couldn’t#sorry#funny#humor#meme#random bullshit#sorry Tiana
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10 years later
#my art#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#jjk fanart#jujutsu kaisen fanart#yuji itadori#fushiguro megumi#nobara kugisaki#itafushi#itafushikugi#jjk spoilers#jjk manga spoilers#least heterosexual group photo ive ever drawn tbh#u have the kings of subtle pda and their judgy lesbian third wheel#this does remind me a lot of the kind of art i used to do jhgdjghdfj#specifically that one furuba main trio piece i did forever ago. same vibe better art#anyway......i tried my best........ i tried so hard#i do not know how old they look . the goal was 25/26 but atp i've gaslit myself into thinking they look the same#especially megumi im so . throws hands in the air in defeat#but idk what else i can do cries at least i like it??? i think???????#i don't know!!! if they look younger than 25 whatever!!!!!!!!#why is it so hard fr me to make chars look older im gna slam my head against the door#maybe its fine. idc <- (lie)#in other news itfs are married fight me abt it . yuuji rockin the right hand ring fr Lack Of Finger reasons#also i am Eating nobara's fit . she might also look a bit younger than intended the more i look at her gDI why cant i have nice things#new hairstyle carrying tbh. i think she would a. grow it out and b. switch the side she parts it on to make Seeing easier#god just take it all tht really matters 2 me is low pony nobara and Rings On Fingers itfs#i did my time in yoi i know how to make wedding bands Work
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i have neither a good imagination nor aphantasia, but a secret third thing
#adhd#doodles#show this to your therapist instead of failing to explain it like i did#me: its like i cant control my thoughts like i was trying to think of something earlier today but#all i could think of was this giraffe eating leaves and no matter how hard i tried to focus the thought would just. replay#my therapist: what happens if you try to let the thought just play out#me: ........ i dont know but i dont want it to be there at all when im trying to do simple addition in a maths exam#10k#100k
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I am worried about the foster cat: she threw up and she wouldn’t eat after that. It’s the diet change, the vet says, but it doesn’t sit right. Her brother’s eating fine. She’s supposed to gain weight because at seven months she is too small to get spayed. Not eating is a big problem. Already had a spat with my mom about keeping another cat. The foster cat’s scared of the dogs and the house-cat is scared of her. She is a kitten from Nia’s litter. One of three survivors. And she was the biggest, but now the house-cat, who is two months younger, is bigger. I am worried about this foster cat because I put her up at the stables thinking she’d get fat on mice with her brother, but they moved her to the warehouse, and they feed her only once a day so that she’ll hunt at night. Starving this cat isn’t helping her catch anything, didn't you know? Didn't I say? She's a kitten, all you've done is stunt her growth, make her slow. They brought her to the vet in a hamster cage, and she fit just fine. She’s the sweetest thing: purrs up a storm and hops to rub against your hand and made biscuits on my arm and follows you when you pstpstpst. But she stopped eating, so I’m worried.
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— Mystra would consider...forgiveness?
— She would consider what she considers to be forgiveness.
#baldur's gate 3#bg3 fanart#gale bg3#gale dekarios#gale of waterdeep#mystra#Idk if I managed to pass thru the art Mystra's coldness and indifference to Gale while he's just accepting the fate she doomed him for#I really wanted to show the difference between them as a god and human#He's standing in a goddesses shadow no matter how hard he loved her or tried to be better for her#And she's watching at him with a stern gaze she does not care he's a pawn like the others on her chessboard#my art
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My toxic European trait is thinking I can understand writing in any language if I just focus hard enough
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sooooo haha when will the feeling of being stupider than all my peers for not being better at school like..... go away lol
#i know im smart#but school stuff was always so hard for me#and it still makes me feel dumb as fuck lol#in early hs i was still stuck on like 4th grade math#no matter how hard i tried#i still need to count on my fingers to add any higher than like 10#ive made myself better at analysing/interpreting literature through my own effort. not school#same with writing#i cant write proper essays to save my life#so many books other people say they read during school just. didnt get to me#and it sucks. it sucks a lot#dove talks#didnt help that after hs started i didnt really get help from anyone. my teachers never answered calls/messages and my parents didnt have#the time to help me#add undiagnosed learning disabilities and parentification and stress and you have all the ingredients to make a person who thinks hes#stupid and has no confidence in his ability to learn things#literally i have a stupid hard time learning about anything new because im so scared ill just. not be able to do it#deep psychological damage lmao
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time to completely reteach myself latin by january 23rd for my latin course 😭😭😭
#i did it fall freshman year#professor was terrible#got a c and tanked my gpa#and i absolutely couldn't understand scansions#never could learn the difference between long and short syllables#no matter how hard i tried
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Classic Zelda games: "So Link doesn't talk because he's meant to resemble you the player 🥰"
Echoes of Wisdom: "Link doesn't talk because his ability to speak was physically taken from him by a dark force"
(edit: since I need people to understand Link can't talk at all. It was forced out of him. It's not a choice. That part of him was consumed)
#there's something genuinely so terrifying about suddenly not being able to talk anymore no matter how hard you tried#im still in the process of playing the game so no further spoilers#i just wanted to ramble about this#we're actually getting more lore on link and i think its so cool#legend of zelda echoes of wisdom#echoes of wisdom#spoilers#echoes of wisdom spoilers#eow spoilers#im going to try not rambling too much about the game until i complete it or in a month or so#legend of zelda#scamperin shroom spouts nonsense#the angst potential is so real. i also got some wholesome headcanons when i was playing already#i dont draw enough zelda content and im sorry for that. im one of the biggest zelda fans. please believe me 🙏#eow link is like ariel 💀
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How sad to watch him grow
#I did the thing I said I would!! for once!!!#so here’s the piece I mentioned doing about lloyds loss of childhood#look . if you look at older lloyd the sand is stuck to him#cause like#the sand metaphor is really intentional pls I love the sand metaphor#me when it’s slipping from his fingers but it’ll be stuck in his clothes and to his skin no matter how hard he tries to get it off#I’m normal#he’s ever aware of the itch in his skin that tells him what he’s lost#hey also btw idk if you noticed or care but Lloyd is so pretty#ninjago#lego ninjago#Lloyd Garmadon#ninjago fanart#ninjago Lloyd#Lloyd Garmadon fanart
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merlin’s secret being a visual thing. when he is around arthur or gwen or leon or morgana or [insert whatever character here] merlin seems pale and thin, almost like a ghost or an apparition. when the sun lands on him he reflects it like a corpse, he eyes seem dark and dull. he has this ethereal beauty to him, this otherworldly visage that leads many to believe he is of fae blood. he just doesn’t seem to be 100% human. but when he is ONLY with lancelot or gaius (cough or gwaine bc gwaine DEFINITELY knew) merlin is heartachingly human. merlin shines in the sunlight, colors are brighter and more vibrant around him, and his smiles are wide and his laughs are boisterous. he takes on color and leaves everyone wanting to know him. but when other join in or interact with the two, merlin shifts before their eyes so quickly and suddenly that they aren’t sure whether or not what they saw was a trick of the light. the idea still leaves them wanting more and wanting to see the merlin who is just so full of life but that merlin only appears for a small select group of people. merlin who has a guard so high that it has an effect of other’s perception of him.
#arthur is absolutely steaming about this btw#he so desparately wants to be in the golden bubble around merlin in those moments#but his mere presence seems to pop it#hes fuming#its not until after the magic ban is repealed that everyone gets to see the glowing golden merlin#and they finally realize what the trick of the light was#merlin who is magic incarnate who (no matter how hard he tries) cannot fully repress what makes him him#arthur who finally gets to be in the golden bubble and its so much better than he ever couldve imagined#merlins magic is finally able to roam free the way it only could with a few people#merlins magic who absolutely adores arthur and is constantly reaching out for him even if him and merlin arent in the same vicinity#lmao arthur bringing up how merlins magic likes to card thru his hair and ease any sore muscles he may have#and lancelot and gwaine going ‘wtf? what about my muscles and hair?? merlin hates me?? merlin is playing favorites???? jail.’#bbc merlin#merlin emrys#arthur pendragon#merthur#subtle magic my beloved#visibly Strange merlin my dear#idk i was thinking about pre-magic reveal!arthur watching merlin and lancelot talking and then pouting and going#‘why doesnt he smile and look at me like that? :(‘#and then post-magic reveal!arthur having a moment of realization and going#like ‘oh hes hiding a huge part of what makes him him. i only know half of my best friend.’#and then setting out to know ALL of him bc arthur and merlin are soulmates and in love and two sides of the same coin and best friends and-#im going thru my drafts and finding so many banger posts#idk why i never posted them LMAOO
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link to tweet
[ID: a screenshot of a tweet by Amanda Hu (@amandalhu) that reads “The progression from “we need to wear masks” ➡️ “only vulnerable people need to wear masks” ➡️ “vulnerable people can isolate” ➡️ “vulnerable people shouldn’t be in public as they’re vulnerable so anyone who wears a mask is a criminal” should be alarming to anyone against fascism”.” a timestamp in the bottom left corner reads “2:48 PM • 6/25/24]
As mask bans sweep the nation it is more important than ever to wear a mask (preferably a respirator) in public at all times. These mask bans rely on the manufactured consent of the public to permanently ice out immunocompromised and vulnerable people from daily social life. Aside from being clearly unethical to want to exclude all vulnerable people from society, it is impossible to do as immunocompromised people are everywhere and most need to work to survive. Further, mask bans will most heavily impact the most marginalized members of our communities like Black maskers and put them at even more risk of state violence. It may seem dramatic to claim that masking is ‘fighting fascism’ but it is one very small thing you can do to publicly signal dissent of the fascist state (and to help distract the agents of state violence away from people who are more vulnerable if you’re white like me).
If buying masks is out of your budget I would highly recommend looking up local mask blocs in your area. They are frequently giving away free respirators and other supplies to help you avoid infection and protect those around you.
#mask up please#covid#covid 19#mask bans#tumblr wouldn’t let me paste the link to the tweet no matter how hard i tried so i eventually just typed it out by hand rip 💀
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