#ive made myself better at analysing/interpreting literature through my own effort. not school
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sooooo haha when will the feeling of being stupider than all my peers for not being better at school like..... go away lol
#i know im smart#but school stuff was always so hard for me#and it still makes me feel dumb as fuck lol#in early hs i was still stuck on like 4th grade math#no matter how hard i tried#i still need to count on my fingers to add any higher than like 10#ive made myself better at analysing/interpreting literature through my own effort. not school#same with writing#i cant write proper essays to save my life#so many books other people say they read during school just. didnt get to me#and it sucks. it sucks a lot#dove talks#didnt help that after hs started i didnt really get help from anyone. my teachers never answered calls/messages and my parents didnt have#the time to help me#add undiagnosed learning disabilities and parentification and stress and you have all the ingredients to make a person who thinks hes#stupid and has no confidence in his ability to learn things#literally i have a stupid hard time learning about anything new because im so scared ill just. not be able to do it#deep psychological damage lmao
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