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I was bad and looked at husky puppies on kijiji today and it's a good thing I have self control because WOW many tempting little babies
#barkin up some trees#holding out for a well bred sibe#HOLDING OUT FOR A WELL BRED SIBE#no kijiji puppies#no matter how tempting#no matter how cute and fluffy#no matter how affordable
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"Reigen was extorting free labor from Mob", "Mob working at spirits and such is child labor"
I mean yes kinda but also that is so not the point.
Reigen and Mob first met when Mob was ten. Mob asked if he could come back. Mob needed companionship and life advice and a safe space to hang out, all of which Reigen provided. Mob gets paid in pocket change and food and snacks at the office. In return, Reigen gets to not die a horrible and gruesome death once a week.
It's a mentoring relationship. They're friends.
Mob doesn't need money. Mob isn't at the office to get money. If Mob genuinely needed and wanted a part time job, then yeah, 300 yen an hour is bullshit and he should book it out of there. But the two just needed an excuse for Mob to hang out and Mob meeting spirits and going to excorcisms was probably helping a lot with feeling in control of his powers in the first place.
Is it always the healthiest friendship? Absolutely not. It's explicitly adressed that Reigen has come to rely on Mob a little too much sometimes and increasingly doesn't respect his boundaries. That's also what made Mob bail in five seconds flat and he only came back when Reigen apologized. Not because Mob wanted the 300 yen give or take a bowl of ramen and some plant seeds back. But because these were friends having a conflict and they talked it out and wanted to hang out again.
Do you think Mob has a work contract? Set work hours? Do you think either of them care?
They are friends, your honour, who cares about the pocket change.
#also reigen is too poor to pay him more lmao#i have no idea how reigen can afford serizawa#by all accounts#it doesn't make sense#anyway#mob psycho 100#mp100#it annoys me sometimes when people make reigen out to be a terrible person for underpaying mob#i'd bring up all the free therapy reigen is giving out but the crux of the matter is that these are two loners who became unlikely friends#they are just chilling#reigen arataka#shigeo kageyama
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anyways, speaking of cannibalism, wrt frey pies in particular, it just hit me that the rat cook song is not just a way for wyman to slyly telegraph what he did w/o any of his in-world foes noticing, it could also be his justification just as much as inspiration. let's look back at how we learned of the legend through bran:
"It was not for murder that the gods cursed him," Old Nan said, "nor for serving the Andal king his son in a pie. A man has a right to vengeance. But he slew a guest beneath his roof, and that the gods cannot forgive." -Bran IV, aSoS
so, in other words: 1) violating guest right is the most heinous of crimes and 2) if guest right is not violated then murder and even cannibalizing the murdered to feed to their own kin is a-ok so long as the motive is personal revenge. by giving guest gifts to the 3 frey envoys to end any guest rite bond asap and get to the killings, wyman not only gets just a feeling of moral superiority by at least not committing the same type of crime as the enemies he killed, he also ensured that his vengeance could be divinely sanctioned as a natural right correctly exercised, unlike how the rat cook did his. he learned his lessons from this northern legend and improved upon the actions of this nightfort cook accordingly. thing is, the justified right to vengeance has to be just an old gods thing, not fitting in with the seven (which house manderly had converted to 1000s of years ago back in the reach) as the christainity stand-in, which is just evidence of the depth of manderly northern assimilation and/or that old dark ways never entirely disappear, no matter the religion. wyman manderly can still worship the "new" gods with just as much urge toward old-fashioned bloody revenge as any old gods worshipping northman, not so different from his vassal ser bartimus in the wolf's den who bragged to davos that his ancestors were likely among those who once hung slavers' entrails in a heart tree as a bloody offering to the old gods.
#valyrianscrolls#asoiaf#asoiaf meta#wyman manderly#this is why i think takes of asoiaf being purely pacifist and anti-revenge as even a wish/feeling are a tad overblown#eating your enemies and feeding them to their own kin in pies is obvsly a twisted fucked-up ott thing to do#but i think its hard to argue everyone having a hell yeah reaction to wyman's frey hatred are misreading the text#and that grrm meant for all those quotes to be in the same spirit as tyrion feeling pity for joff's death agony or theon being tortured#like c'mon it's not a matter of unquestioning admiration or fullhearted disapproval only#big walder frey is even younger than joffrey but grrm does not afford this child death-likely by another child-w the same pathos#and it just illustrates how dorne gets the shaft as a northern counterpart bc their revenge efforts are purely doomed#and the rw does get somewhat avenged while elia's rape and murder (and the death of rhaenys if you believed her aegon is yg) can never#be avenged or have any true justice either since unlike the freys & roose all the ppl responsible for crimes against elia are already dead#(with gregor being undead after brutally killing oberyn too so no satisfaction of justice or revenge there)#(c)lsb
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Actually if I were to describe the differences in the characterization of Bruce and Dick's relationship between Titans comics and Batman comics very generally I would say in Titans comics their relationship is "there's something wrong with these guys (negative)" versus how in Batman comics it's "there's something wrong with these guys (positive)".
#this is mostly a joke#imo batman comics often read more nuanced and that's probably because they can afford to spend more time on Just These Two Guys#since they're you know. the main guys#whereas titans has to try to split the spotlight a lot more#and bruce is just a background supporting character sometimes#from the perspective of a titans writer bruce doesn't really matter much as his own character and that makes sense for that story#but that's also why i really don't like using titans comics as a main source for how he should be characterized#wrt bruce's characterization if a titans comic is contradicted by a batman comic i'm going with the batman version#vintagerobin.txt
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A–Aventio TGCF idea?? Wherein Civil God Veritas Ratio meets the infamous Ghost King Aventurine during his first mission cuz cuz like— The "live for me" paralels?!? The one who has all the luck partner as well?!? The villain who was actually not the Villain this whole time!?!? The loving humanity a little too much it causes their downfall !?!?!?
Rant AU in the tags proceed with caution
#Okay to put it into better words:#Veritas having once being a prince wanted to give everyone the prosperity of knowledge and became a civil god in the pursuit of it.#Sadly this backfires in people using that knowledge for their own greed and creating civil wars within it as well as unleashing far more#Destruction upon the land. And the other gods didn't help Veritas in stopping that bc see that's what happens when people overshare info!!#So the aftermath is just pure chaos plus banishment from being a civil god and thrown as this god of war and plague.#800 years passes and he is seen to just still be doing the same things but I a simple term. Teaching people to read and count.#Often times taking up mission and doing research on new pathogens to help cure the sick that can't afford and somehow during a reading#Lecture he gets ascended back to godhood and everyone is like ??? And even he is like ???#Well he doesn't care much about it and just continues to do what he's always done. Except that once in a while he has to take a detour#Mission to deal with ghosts and other malignant spirits. And upon one of those recurrences he finds himself aquaintanced with#The infamous Ghost King Aventurine. Who is mostly feared in heaven due to having beaten the strongest and wisest at their own games. Even#When the odds where fully against him.#As for Aventurine.#His life was harsh but as the prince had given a lot to the people#Not just education but also free them of diseases and sickness. One of which had struck his sister. He liked the prince and wanted to#Follow in giving and protecting the prosperity of the former kingdom. But the good things did not last and his family was struck in between#The many wars that took place. No matter how much refuge Kakavasha and his sister sought no place was ever#Safe enough for them.#He watched the entire world go up in flames yet somehow he could hate the prince-god for it. But rather the people who had started to#Create weapons in his name. The rest of his years he spent it as a warrior slave and then when death reached him he couldn't even go to#The afterlife since he still held so much vigor and wanted revenge to all the people who had turned his land into ashes and his family#Into bones. That is why he became a mourning ghost.#(I didn't want the kakavasha story to be so centered on ratio like it is in tgcf. Because I think it will be fun for the two of them to#Not recognize each other at first after 800 years and then when they do. Rather when aven does he's full on: oh shit it's the cute prince—#As for who was the cause of the upheaval in the kingdom and the maker of the weapons. Idk I was debating there being more than just one#Antagonist to have pulled their strings in verita's kingdom as well as be the reason Aven's sister died. So he's more revenge seeking for t#And the genius society as civil gods just spoke to me it for so perfectly. Ling wen as Ruan mei? Yeah exactly.#ratiorine#Aventio#Dr ratio
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day 11: rewired my brain | #ffrmc2024
"Gentlemen," I said, "I've studied the maps" by lagardère (laurore)
Little/Jopson, Little/Tozer | 23k | m
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Edward Little has a history of bad break-ups set against dramatic Arctic backdrops. The best way to avoid this happening with Jopson is, perhaps, to go to the Arctic without him - even if it means that he'll have to spend the next six months alone.
Academia AU. There's a whole series and it's fantastic, but this is my favourite entry and it can stand alone. This is the fic that made me buy Little/Jopson and Little/Tozer, but that doesn't matter. What matters is you make decisions and you try and you fail and life is long and it's short and there's no going back but also, sometimes, there is.
We go back and forth in time between Little as a 30-something Artic researcher and 14ish years ago when the cold boys were in university together, and slowly fill in what happened in between: how everyone changed or didn't change. Or maybe wanted to change but couldn't do it. Features possibly my favourite ever take on the character of Edward Little. (And though his appearances here are very brief: I think my favourite take on Irving, too.)
#ffrmc2024#the terror#edward little#thomas jopson#solomon tozer#fic rec#look I read this and was like#oh shit should I call my ex from 4 years ago??? should I message the friend I haven't spoken to in 10 years????#and I DIDN'T but good grief#also something something the inherent ghost-ship-you-couldn't-take tragedy of getting to see these characters grow and change and learn#across the kind of timeframe they can never be afforded in the show no matter how many times we restart the loop#anyway I feel insane about this story and SO CAN YOU!!! :D
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last thing i’ll say; people aren’t owed free content but creatives aren’t owed financial compensation either
#i say all this as a cretive btw lets head that off#their bottom line was ‘we want more money to make bigger things and we cant afford to so we want more money in order to do them’#and that is a valid desire#but you cant just expect everyone to go along with that just bc you want it#watcher got where they are due to a loyal viewer base#to reject money from corporations in favour of money from that viewer base? thats skeevy#to default to a complete and absolute paywall removing all your content then pretend that you weren't going to? thats skeevy#to make a countdown to an announcement then make the announcement a somber trip down memory lane#and an ‘if only we can make more stuff like this wink wink’? thats skeevy#and its skeevy bc theyre a company and no matter how personable they are companies are not your friend#are they the rich we should be eating? no#but when your ceo drives a tesla and eats expensive food that is written off as a buisness expense#AND you have a patreon that you dont capitalise on but still brings you on average 100k a month#you cant act like youre a hard done by creative#endevouring to make more elaborate creations is a good idea#monetisation is a good idea#absolute monetisation with no thought to an alternative isnt#name one indie artist that relies entirely on paid content ill wait#coming out of my cage and ive been doing just fine.txt#watcher#shane madej#ryan bergara#steven lim#hey there demons it’s me ya boy#ghost files
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Friendly reminder that Dream repeatedly made sexual jokes about actual teenagers, including a thirteen year old, sometimes after being asked to stop (keep in mind he was 21/22, five years older than Tommy and eight years older than Lani) up to and including coercing Tommy into saying he loved him in private DMs or he’d destroy Tubbo's villagers (then getting shocked that Tommy could find it weird) there’s been evidence of him pushing extremely important boundaries on safeguarding as some sort of fucked up joke for YEARS. Even in the most charitable possible interpretation he thought acting like a creep in private to a teenager was something extremely funny to tell an audience that skews very young (if you’ve been to any events for these guys, they’re primarily children too young to use social media, I’m not talking about teenagers I'm talking single digit age children) and that’s something I think makes me extremely fucking skeptical he was some angel when he WASN'T in front of the cameras. If he thought that was an acceptable boundary to push while being watched, I have zero doubts he'd act like people owed him their success in private.
#like. he's done way more fucked up shit than most people realise it’s just so mixed in with lies it’s hard to find what’s true#But I’ve seen these fucking streams they’re awful#Tommy deserved none of that no matter how he acted it was the responsibility of ADULTS to shut down inappropriate behaviour#like the pitiful defences back then look like they could be straight out of humbert humberts playbook if you replaced TommyInnit with lolit#that alone is enough of a negative impact on an audience I will never not hate that fucking man#I have family who work in similar industries and it could have been them. I can’t afford to play nice here on a very personal level
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I feel like a fool for finalizing realizing this but,
I was never quite satisfied with the explanation given in DGS 2-3 on why Barok took on the prosecution of his close friend.
I don’t think it was ever EXPLICITLY stated and the most we really got is it upheld Albert’s reputation. That Barok did it bc any other prosecutor would paint Albert as a sham right away. Which is a fate worse than death for Albert.
But that never stood right with me bc Barok values finding the truth and justice above all else. He would not do something for the sake of “prolonging” cause he knows it’s pointless. The truth MUST be found so there’s no need to tiptoe around it.
It makes no sense to do it for the sake of Albert’s reputation if finding the absolute truth inevitably leads to Albert’s reputation being ruined. The machine, experiment, and theory, it HAD to all be proven faulty if Albert was to be free. There’s no way it could not. Barok knows this.
What he did in 2-3 seemed like tiptoeing but he was working harder than ever to get to the truth.
The reason why he pushed so hard, the way he continued to give point after point, bring up every inconsistency, bring up even the smallest of possibilities that Albert was guilty, (which honestly sounds like his usual thing. But this time there’s an personal motivation to it)
was entirely so that Ryunosuke could disprove him.
We already knew that Barok trusted Ryuno to handle the defense. That Ryuno also strives for absolute truth. So he threw every little thing at him so that there would be NOTHING left that’d indicate Albert as involved in the murder.
That’s why he took the case. That’s why he was adamant on painting Albert as a murderer.
The way Barok trusted the life of his closest friend to Ryunosuke HE TRUSTED HIM THAT MUCH GOD I LOVE HIS CHARACTER GROWTH SO MUCH-
#barok van zieks#the great ace attorney#ace attorney#this feels like…the most surface level and obvious analysis fjskakak#like…basic critical thinking#I’ve just had my Benbaro shaped rose tinted glasses on like I needed them to survive#that sounds like I’m being really rude to shipping but I’m not i promise!!! I swear!!!#but this genuinely feels like what the writers would want us to think since Barok never actually explains himself#and all we get is Albert’s (kinda biased) hypothesis on the matter#speaking of Barok’s character arc. I’m finally FULLY revisiting the games and I didn’t realize how actually little hints there are to 2-4/5#it’s only like…1 little thing in only a couple of the cases. for some reason I expected more.#I still wish the did Barok’s redemption better. hinted to it more. cause he’s very much an unlikable guy in 2-2. like STILL REALLY UNLIKABLE#it feels like they rushed his redemption and not at the still time bc he’s still pretty rude to Ryuno during 2-4#he spends all of DGS being mean. most of DGS 2. but then suddenly his old friend is on trial and he’s like ‘so actually you’re pretty cool’#but I guess that’s what they’re going for. they wanted the start of his redemption to be a surprise. which is way of doing it.#I’m not gonna be mean about it tho bc they probably had restrictions. I’m a writer but I’m not gonna pretend I know how to write a GAME#I would hope they’d spread out his redemption a little more if they could afford too#long post
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this is my entire stance on the "american food is bad" discourse summed up
#there are two distinct times when american food is bad#when it's people who are well off or rich enough that all they care about is appearances and how expensive the ingredients are#bcs they don't care about taste anymore it's a status thing#and also when it's stupid gentrified gimmick restaurants basically following the Cesare from Big Top Burger formula#where it doesn't matter how it tastes#it's just about it looking cool or having a gimmick so influences will come take pictures and give you tons of free advertising#that's when american food is bad#bcs rip to y'all but I grew up dirt fucking poor around other dirt fucking poor people of all races and backgrounds#and we COULD cook y'all under the table with these things#when all you have for food is hamburger helper and canned soup well damn you learn how to make it taste good#also those two bad times are NOT unique to america AT ALL#remember the Australian fish and chips that had activated charcoal and looked like actual shit?#this ain't an american problem this is a fucking rich people problem send tweet#this is also why I can't watch chopped anymore#the way they talk about ingredients like those like they're worthless and they can't believe people would eat them#like cool glad you grew up well off enough to afford real people food#the rest of us had to learn to make velveeta taste good and you know what#I could cook your ass under the table with velveeta and all those other 'cheap' ingredients you're mocking
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techno and his relationship to dehumanization is SOOO important to me .
#All of my fics are about this. Yes even the superhero ones.#“All of my fics” as if I have more than 3 .#I’m including wips in that. .#Okk. .#So like 4 fics actually.#Like secunit!technoblade is OBVIOUS. He was created to be a weapon and finds it deeply uncomfortable being HUMANIZED.#Because the trappings of human life are foreign and novel to him .#Secunit!techno is to historians what palaeontologists are to anthropologists.#I don’t know if thst makes sense.#but the hunger games one is ALSO about dehumanization. OBVIOUSLY. but jts a different flavour . Technoblade is a person.#Hes so completely human that its almost painful.#But his mental illness and the things his society has made him do have made the people around him think him a monster.#No matter who he used to be when he could hide his hallucinations and paranoia. No matter how many people he helped. It wasn’t enough.#Something important to me about techno is that hes always seen himself as an outsider to humanity.#Whether it be Hybrid-whatever technoblade or piglin technoblade or completely human streetrat technoblade.#What often is defined as What Makes Us Human is neither afforded to him nor expected from him.#I’m actually always thinking about the hungergames au. Actually. I want to write it so bad.#(Guy who hasn’t even decided what the theme or the pov or the tense or the plot will be)#rat.op.tag#rat.fic.tag
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Look. All I'm saying is that a $20 bill may have the same innate value no matter how you stomp on it...
But you try shitting on a $20 bill and then directly trying to give it to a cashier and see if they take it, you know?
Sometimes it doesn't matter what you know the innate value you have is, at some point other people's perception and treatment of you...kind of matters a lot too.
#Brought to you by Pom being so fucking tired and unsure how to actually get the money to move out of this isolated hell hole#Because i can't get a fucking job and i have tried and failed a number of times to make friends here#And it is a conservative anti vaxx bastion and i hate it here#And i need an employer to actually not see me like i have shit all over myself to get the money to both move and somehow afford rent#Back where i do have a social network#But it just... isn't going to fucking happen at this point#It doesnt matter my innate value at a certain point becayse i have to deal with the reality that i am not#Being judged worthy of hiring based on my innate value or even my perceived inner value
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how much can i lie before somebody accidentally hires me and cant take it back
#cozy texts#lol im never gonna get into any relevant art field#not a student anymore so thats gone#not doing graduate stuff cuz i cant afford it so thats out#live somewhere too out of the way so thats dead#(and none are where i live that arent crypto scams)#internships are also out cuz apparently im too old 👍👍#still in my 20s but thats too old ig#and i have no friends 🫶#Entry level WHOMST? meh.#but ig it doesnt matter my art isnt all that great anyway and i been out of school too long (3 years) for me to know how to function or#present myself anymore.#LEAST OF ALL A.I BEING INVESTED IN AND FREAKINGGG THE CURRENT GOV’T BEING THE WAY IT IS ALREADYYY
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#monster high#monster high g3#clawdeen wolf#clawdeen wolf g3#polls#id in alt#been wondering for a while what people think#its on my mind cuz i just got her g3 doll with plans to reroot it#her hairstyle isn't great either which certainly doesn't help#i gave her a new style until i can afford to get the hair for the reroot and it made me dislike it a little less#tbh idk what color to call it#its kinda mauve...? but its also not that pink#it looks pink because of the magenta in her hair#it looks like she bleached her hair then dyed it pink and this is how it looks after the pink washed out#i would really like to know the designers thought process with her hair color because it doesn't even make sense in canon#her mom's hair was legit purple and clawdeen's looks like a washed out dye job but its somehow natural...?#i kinda don't want to include the indifferent option#but its a perfectly valid opinion to have on the matter
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I just want it to be tomorrow after work so I can get unfathomably high on edibles and turn off my brain for at least a few days
#i want to be 'can barely form a sentence' high#i want to be so high that I can't think or feel for a while#don't want to think about being alone for another fucking holiday#don't want to think about being alone for the rest of my life#don't want to think about how scared i am of what the next 4 years will bring#don't want to think about all of the people hurting now#don't want to think about how I'm a weak baby for whining about my own problems#don't want to think about no matter how much dumb shit and art supplies i buy I'm still alone#don't want to think about the only person who loved me unconditionally being dead#don't want to think about how scared i am of velma getting sick or hurt because then i won't have anyone#don't want to think about all the things I've done that could bite me in the ass#don't want to think about the horrific inequality here and everywhere and I'm here just one person like an ant on a sand dune#don't want to think about how my desperation to be loved also makes me feel like a greedy asshole when so many have less#don't want to think about how much i want to punch some of my coworkers#don't want to think about the friendly obvious idiot who sent me a tape full of love songs but clearly has no romantic love for me#don't want to think about how hard it is to even find a game to distract myself with#don't want to think about how many of my plants are dead/dying and what a useless gardener i am#don't want to think about my car and how i worry about when it's eventually going to break down#don't want to think about the cysts on my scalp that i need to cut out myself because I can't afford to have it done professionally#don't want to think about how it's probably just a stupid kids daydream that I'm trying to save up for a house#don't want to THINK or FEEL or NEED or WANT i just want to be semi-comatose stoned because it feels like nobody would notice if i were dead#depression#vent
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currently at That Point which occurs once every few months where one briefly begins pacing around the house teary eyed contemplating selling their own organs or becoming an online scammer or getting on anxiety meds so you can bear the risk taking required to be a hitman or so on and so forth.... why must everything so Expensive... Surely all would be healed in life if only I had one big plate of lasagna and a simple loan of $40,000 ... auoughhh....
#And then you just eventually shrug and go 'welp. nothing i can do i guess' and sad cartoon music plays as you shuffle back to your room#It's just hard with my specific physical and mental issues since it's like.. I couldn't really handle most jobs. I can't handle school. I'm#100% aromantic and asexual so I'll never get married so I can't get money that way. I have too much issues with social cues#+ too nervous temperament + too low energy to put effort into lying and having a fake relationship just for money. so on and so forth etc.#Really I should have just been born into a middle class family. Which I guess everyone says. but ESPECIALLY considering my#chronic conditions kind of hampering my ability to function 'normally' or be Independent in a regular way. I'm always going to be#in some way sort of beholden to the whims of people around me who I must depend on. so... well of course they might as well have been rich#lol like that would have been better for me of course.#AAANyway... Just thinking about another stupid fucking climate change summer... months keep going by so fast.. soon it will be so again#And it's like such SMALL things would make drastic improvements for me. Literally if I just had a place with central AC#then like 75% of my issues with summer would vanish instantly. literally. But instead it's like.. having a cheap hot apartment + only#half functional dinky window ac + my illnesses that make me heat sensitive + living in a part of the country that keeps getting hotter +#inability to leave the house much meaning I can't just go spend time in a cooler place etc. all factors which combine together to make#it just utterly miserable for MONTHS and mentally draining. And literally ALL I would need to fix that is just...#have a place with central AC that works.. (or move to a colder country/area but that also takes money. Or just not have illnesses#that make me heat sensitive. but that I can't control). etc. etc. I guess it's just the nature of the constant background frustration of#being part of The Masses under our current manifestation of unmitigated capitalism. Such minor details would make such huge#quality of life improvements and yet will remain ever out of reach. ONE little thing could change your whole life but you can't even have#that. so many 'If only' scenarios. etc. And of course obviously I am incredibly thankful just to have anywhere to live at all. food to eat#. any sort of stability whatsoever no matter how fragile it feels/is. But that still doesn't make it not frustrating occasionally to look#around and see how relatively little would have to change in order for you to be a decent percentage more comfortable and yet#how still far away even those ''small'' seeming goals are. etc. etc.#Seriously think I've been traumatized by the summer or something somehow lol like thinking about it being warm weather eventually#makes me nauseous with panic. It's just SOOO much labor. micromanaging windows and fans and blocking every ounce of light#and not being able to cook (cant even afford a single degree of temp increase due to the stove) for months and barely being able#to sleep for months and the claustrophobia of days on end crawling out of your skin because it doesnt even get cool enough at#night to offer relief so you're just always feeling trapped.. hgrhh...#It starts getting hot here sometimes in May but mostly June then lasts through October now.. thats like half the year almost.. ARghhH#anyway... If any extremely rich person reading this would like to buy me an air conditioned house in exchange for multiple years worth#of art (I will paint murals on all of your grand dining halls and make all the custom sculptures you could ever want etc) then.. hewwo :'3c
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