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[lesbian-roguefort]

moth btw

[svengalia]

Saavik's Dream Diary

presenting my little self indulgent project, re-imagining Saavik's story (as it appears in The Pandora Prinicple) as a Yume Nikki fangame

[skerplesc]

i present: the rpgmaker horror game alignment chart. aligned by vibes and plot.

[opiatesandspeed]

To my fellow addicts,

I know the cold/hot sweats are one of the worst things but my least favorite was the restless legs which today it’s your lucky day because I remember the cure. I knew this before my overdose (the in in 2016 that I was the actual closest to death), but when I needed to learn everything from scratch I completely forgot that Nikki always used to stock up on as much gabapentin/neutontin as possible before attempting to come off of H. I have recently come off of suboxone only about a month ago and have been having some opioid withdrawal symptoms that have been delayed. I already know and understand a lot of the science of this because I did so much research on it. Also now that I have finished school and I’m serious this time I would love to get the nodsquad page back up and running. It will be a lot of work but the amount of lives we saved I say fuck you directly to tumblr’s ToS. We never directly facilitate a deal but if someone is using and is asking for help because their supplier got locked up/they don’t trust this person anymore we at least did a little bit of screening beforehand to ensure the legitimacy of the individual pointing the person in at least the general direction. We had a network of people all over the world which we would need to reestablish but now that I have finally graduated from college I have a few weeks of free time before I get stuck with a job and won’t have as much is anyone is down to help out PLEASE DM ME. Also the motto that Nikki and I had was that we never tried to talk individuals out of using because we were addicts ourselves and that would’ve been highly hypocritical. Second, we always tried to get them resource help before just telling them yeah we know someone in (any city, USA/the world) this included ensuring they had narcan and for specific situations we sent out a lot of narcan to people(it was not just in the pharmacy back then). But still I would be interested in getting people clean needles/rigs/sharps… another thing is please because you use different wording do not attack others or make fun of the way things are said in their particular area. This created a lot of unnecessary chaos. If you’re serious about helping others and if you know your shit PLEASE DM ME DIRECTLY ASAP. I will be creating the new email for the new page at some point today. Lastly, all I ask is that if you are interested you at least have 1 hour a week minimum to answer messages or look on the page and that you do your research before answering questions from our fellow addicts. I will be adding on to this message because I have so much more else to say but I hate typing on my phone and I’m too lazy to get to my Mac which is a few feet away from me 🤣. However I want to end this with that no matter how bad things are things can get better. I’m not going to go into my entire story but I completely lost the ability to gain any short term memory and was able to graduate from a top 30 school in the US. You can do it and it is possible no matter how hard it seems to get clean but it is the hardest thing you will ever do but it is worth it. It is not sunshine and rainbows and you will have to fight harder than every other sober person 5 times as hard but after graduating I think my first field before going into cyber security will be addiction counseling. Which is where my true passion is. Just know that you are worth it even if you have no one. that’s what this community is for to support people who are bring constantly criticized by others or not getting the help they need. This may go nowhere but I think it’s worth giving one last shot for @sweet-despondency my fiance who passed away next to me back in 2016. Where if there was a way to see her for just a minute and be able to hug her I would go through hell. I know that is how most of you people feel for the people you lost as well. But the best thing we can do is keep their memory alive by helping others. Thank you so much if you got this far. I love you all and hope to talk to you all very soon.

UPDATE: 13:18 ET: So good news... We at least still have a page up that I am going to try to get the login info for but I'm not sure how hard this will be. Just wanted to let you all know A PAGE still exists... not the original page.

[laddersofsweetmisery]

Living in the dune field By Nikki Howard @laddersofsweetmisery

"Where do you go when your home is in someone else’s hands?/Resting on the milk palm of a man who only recently discovered

Dawn dish soap and sand can remove the grease he once told you/was a side effect of working so, so hard and

not a symptom of neglect. no worries darling./A stain he swears can no longer spread infection

when he touches where you wish he would never. I promise I am clean,/cleaner than you could ever deserve.

Where do you go when your home is at someone else’s feet?/Your honeybunch hair dangling above the tips of steel-toed boots

thrown up against the end of a bed. The discounted fusain duvet/a volcano smashed into your gumline. Eternal eruptions filling

your throat like the bulimic middle schooler you/once saw in the mirror. A return to that young girl pining

for something to end in a place you wish you were never./it would feel better if you loosened up, you’re just not trying hard enough.

Where do you go when your home is on someone else’s shoulders?/A position he promises he will raise you to

if you learn how to act right. An oasis he speaks about in pipe dreams/where other girls take it just fine. Your exposed chest heaving

next to a man finally turned away with the warning I can’t marry you/if you can’t do this. Good wives do it all. The engagement ring once thrown

from a second-story window because you forgot how to bow/properly. Back arched ever so slightly. Rainbow girl in a dustbowl.

Where do you go when your home is not a home?/Choking in a kennel when you were promised backyards.

A downward dog panting for water and his black blizzard affirmations:/I’m only trying to break you down, so I can build you up.

Saving face as the inexperienced soldier drafted before your prime/for a battlefield you were never trained to navigate. A limp cadet

with good bones crushed into sandcastles/by the hands you tried to call home."

[donutsalami]

wolf is curious on the topic of what games you play

I usually do love games that:

Have an interesting story.

Have a good soundtrack.

Prioritizes gameplay.

Allows room for growth and mastery. (easy to learn, hard to master)

Allows room for learning

Were made with passion and love

List of some games i like/played:

Outer Wilds (i wish i forgot everything about this game, so i could play it all again)

Rain world :>

Ultrakill :D

Brutal Orchestra

Hotline Miami (+ Hotline Miami 2)

Hollow Knight

Moonring

Star Fetchers <33

Crypt of the necrodancer

Stardew Valley

Undertale (+ deltarune & yellow)

Enter the Gungeon

OTXO

Celeste

The Void Rains upon her Heart

Off (by Mortis Ghost)

Spiritfarer

Titan Souls

purrgatory :33

Grimm hollow :))

Roblox (important but embarassing part of my life ;w;)

Rhythm doctor

Yume Nikki

Everhood

+ maybe there's more but i dont remember rn

BONUS:

Some other games i know a lot of, but never played it:

Oneshot

Fear and Hunger (+ Termina)

Lisa (the series)

Doki Doki Literature Club

Slay the Princess

Rhythm heaven

Spooky's jumpscare mansion

Town of Salem (+ ToS 2)

The return of Obra Dinn

[bratshaws]

through the hourglass 55. brb x oc

THIS FIC IS 18+ ONLY! MINORS PLS DNI!

a/n: HELLO MY LOVELIES IM BACK AND IM STILL LEARNING HOW TO DEAL WITH THIS HUGE ASS MONITOR LOL (also do let me know if the letters are white or black pls...AND NEXT CHAPTER IS SMUT)

pairing: plus size!oc x rooster

warnings: light smut uwu

goodness gracious (pls read this one to know more what this fic is about!!)

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Rooster walks in the house with his eyes immediately moving around to find Bea and Nikki somewhere in their house. The dogs greeted him first, obviously, and then he turned his head left and right, trying to catch a glimpse of his girls “Baby?” He calls, putting his sunglasses up to his scalp “Gorgeous?” 

 

Jolene wags her tail at him, barking quietly to call his attention, then gently nibbles his middle finger to take him away from the front door and back to the staircase. “Are they up there?” the dog obviously didn’t answer, but he knew that was the reason why she took him there. So he petted her head and slowly - and quietly - made his way up the stairs.   

He checked Nicole’s room first, seeing that his daughter was sleeping soundly inside her crib with the baby monitor directed towards her. He stood by the door watching her sleep with his eyes soft and smile enamored, until he heard the softest snore coming from the master bedroom.   

Rooster slowly turned around to where he could see the sliver from the inside of the room by the crack on the door. He saw Beatrice curled up on the bed, lying on his side with her body in fetal position, hair covering most of her face as she snoozed. If he had to choose which one of them looked cuter sleeping he had no answer.   

Beatrice’s hands were tucked under her chin, knees up to her chest, she looked so much smaller than she actually was, it was adorable. Rooster toed out his shoes by the door, wincing when it landed on the floor a bit too loud, shifting his eyes to Beatrice and sighing when he saw she was still asleep.   

He was even vagarous while climbing on the bed, flicking his eyes to Beatrice to check if she was aware of his presence and smiling when she just snuggled his pillow even more. As he lowered himself onto the bed, he noticed how she had her phone clutched tight in her hand, something she never did before.   

Bradley furrowed his brows but kept that information in the back of his mind, scooting closer to Beatrice until their chests were almost touching, his hand gently caressing the side of her face.    

The brunette inhaled sharply, her eyes still closed as she groaned quietly, rubbing her face in the pillow and curling onto herself even more. “Fuck,she’s so cute.” he whispered to himself, twirling a strand of hair on his index finger, rubbing it’s length with his thumb and watching it bounce back in it’s wavy shape.   

He noticed how her hair was getting more wavy, no longer sleek straight as it was before Nicole was born. It was really pretty, honestly it fit her really well and from what he remembered her hair when she was younger was pretty much like that. Beatrice hums again in her sleep, a mutter of his name breaking out of her lips as her nose buries itself into his pillow and a tiny smile could be seen from her profile.   

Rooster just bit his lower lip, almost in disbelief at how adorable she still was. Honestly, he’d let her sleep more, but when he looked down at his watch he noticed it was time for her to start her shower so she could go to the bar later.   

He kisses her forehead first, then under her eyes and then finally the tip of her nose, “Gorgeous.” he calls gently, “Baby.” Beatrice just moaned tiredly, more of her hair falling over her face as she moved, “Pretty girl…it’s time to wake up.”   

“Mmmmm….five m’re minutes….please…” but he could see she was slowly waking up, her eyes no longer shaking with dreams and her body moving a bit more than before.   

“Baby, you have to get ready.” he mutters, “And so do I.” he runs the back of his finger against the bare skin of her thigh, the one that those black runner shorts hid nothing of, “We have to take Nikki to your parents,remember?”   

Beatrice moans again, louder this time and her eyes move under the eyelids as if she’s trying to see in the dark. Once she figures out that makes no sense, she blinks them open, slowly, pupil enlarging and shrinking when she focuses on him and no one else but him. He’s a blob of colors at first, but once her vision sharpens she smiles tiredly, “Roos…”   

“Hey,gorgeous.” he grins, “Good nap?”   

“Mmmmmmhm…” she smiles even more, resting her chin on his arm, “Did you just get home?”   

“Just walked past the door, gorgeous. Have you been sleeping long?”   

Beatrice smacks her lips, then runs her hand through her hair to comb it back and away off her face, squinting as she looks down at her phone, “...about…thirty minutes I think.” she whispers, rubbing her eyes with her fingertips, “Nikki fell asleep and I was watching her…I think I passed out because of that too.”   

“It can be very contagious.” he adds with a small grin, still caressing her thigh, “You looked so peaceful but I had to wake you up, gorgeous.”   

“I know,I appreciate it Roos.” but she does snuggle closer to him, burying her face on his neck, “Hmmm, you are smelling really nice,Lieutenant.” he could feel the smile on his skin as he immediately stiffened, pupils blown wide and eyes darker than the night sky as soon as she said it.   

“Bea…” he warns with a soft laugh, “Don’t start.”   

“Start what?” she replies innocently, kissing right on his jugular, right where she found out was another weak spot for him, one she had to take advantage of more often. Rooster groans quietly, digging his fingers on the plush flesh of her thigh and immediately letting out a sound of disappointment when she backs away from him, “I have to shower,Rooster.”   

And she bit her lower lip, sleep gone, green eyes twinkling with mirth. Rooster just watched her stand up slowly, adjusting the fabric of her shorts against her ass - the movement also caught the elastic of her underwear, snapping it against her skin but he wasn’t sure if it was on purpose or not - and her head tilted back towards him, “...you are evil.”   

Beatrice smiles more, pulling the shorts up so it’d make the curve of her buttcheeks more defined, “I don’t know what you mean.”   

But he smirked back at her, watching as she walked away from the bed - those hips swaying and beckoning him like a snakecharmer does to a snake - holding his head up with an arm, “Maybe we should shower together?”   

“Mmmm,tempting.” comes her reply from the closet, the ruffling of clothes adding to the sound, “But we both know it’ll take longer than a normal shower for me…besides,” she peeks her head out, shrugging at him, “You can be a bit patient, can’t you?”   

“...why,do you have something planned?” 

“I didn’t say I had.”   

“You didn’t say you hadn’t.”   

She was driving him crazy, that cute little grin and her cheeks flushing were his actual weak point, hell,Beatrice herself was the weak point. She could be doing nothing and he’d still feel like a puddle next to her, “Baby.” he tries, crawling off the bed to follow her into the bathroom, “What are you planning?”   

“Nothing.” she says sweetly, “I’m just…saying you can be patient.”   

He is going to die because of her cheekiness.   

Beatrice squeaks out in surprise when his arms wrap around her from behind, his lips touching the curve of her jaw with the fuzz of his mustache tickling her skin. The clothes she planned to wear that night were held tightly against her chest as he devoured her neck, “Rooster!”   

“Tell me.” he whispers against her skin, “Let me in on your secrets, pretty girl.”   

“There’s no secret,Brad.” she giggles, trying to break free from him, “I have to shower! You gotta let me go.”   

“Tell me what your plan is and I will~”   

“No!” she laughs, “I can’t!”   

And then he lifts his head from her neck, “Ah…so there is a plan.” she just giggled again, wriggling in his grasp, “Tell me.” and he’s about to kiss her neck again when they both hear the doorbell ringing. Bradley sighs heavily, dropping his head on her shoulder with a little smile, “I think I better see who it is,huh?”   

“Well,yeah,I’m going to shower, Brad.” she says, turning her head to kiss the corner of his mouth,”And maybe if you hurry you can join me. And…shower quickly.”   

Rooster immediately let go of her waist, stepping away from her but then stopping and leaning closer just enough to slap her ass. The cracking sound was loud enough to echo around the bathroom, followed by Beatrice’s little scream of surprise, “Brad!”   

“I’m going! I’m going!” but he does sneak one last peek at her before he leaves the room. As he grabs his phone to check who it was in the camera app, he is surprised to see it was a well dressed young man, holding at least three large boxes in his hands with choppy blue hair and round glasses.   

Bradley stops at the top of the stairs, while Eleanor surrounds the front door with a low growling leaving her throat, “Can I help you?”   

The young man jumps in surprise when he hears the disembodied voice, until he sees the camera “Oh, I’m sorry,I uh- I’m Caleb,I’m one of Mr.Beverly’s assistants?” he sounds extremely hesitant, maybe Rooster’s tone and Eleanor growling were to blame, “He uh, he asked me to deliver these? For Ms.Beatrice and her family? Is this the right house?”   

Wait for her family?   

Bradley blinks out of surprise, speeding down the steps, “Yeah hold on, let me just-Ellie back, to the kitchen with your mom and brother, go.” The white pittie mix hesitates for a minute, then turns around and trots away to the kitchen…while still keeping her head on the threshold to watch whatever was about to happen.   

Rooster unlocks the door after a few seconds, only seeing the immense boxes and not the young man, that is until he craned his neck and saw the top of Caleb’s head, “Hey,” he begins, “I’m Beatrice’s husband,Bradley.”   

“O-Oh,hello,” he struggles a bit but managed to hold out a hand while keeping the boxes still in his grasp, “I’m so sorry,I just started working with Mr.Beverly,” he explains as Rooster cautiously shakes his hand, “And he isn’t here now, so he uh, he asked me to deliver these?”   

“Oh,okay, here. Let me help.” he knew the young man didn’t want to say yes but he did let out a very relieved sigh when Rooster slowly got the boxes out of his hand, holding them all with one of his own before putting them on the floor. “Any idea what’s in there?”   

Caleb wiped his forehead, adjusting his glasses soon after, “Not a clue, the other assistants were asked to make these,I’m just the errand boy,” and he laughed awkwardly, “Well,um,I’m going to go now so…see you,thanks again!’   

“No worries,kid.” Bradley waves him off, seeing a much relieved Caleb walking to a sleek black car and then driving away. Before he closes the door he feels a huge head pressing against his leg, looking down to see Eleanor looking to where Caleb drove off, “Ellie, come on, inside.” she just growls, “Don’t talk back to me,missy.”   

She does have the last quiet ‘boof’ after he closes the door.   

As he gathers everything in his arms, he hears the shower is still running, which meant Beatrice wasn’t done yet….and that meant he had to walk faster back to their room.   

He almost throws the boxes in his haste to go into the bathroom, but he chooses to place them all on the bed. As soon as he does though, he starts removing his top and undershirt, unbuckling his belt and tossing it unceremoniously on the floor, “Roos?” he hears her calling, just as he’s pulling down his briefs, “Who was it?”   

“One of Marcus’ assistants.” He has his eyes on her silhouette through the dark foggy glass, following the curves of her body, almost tripping over himself to get inside the shower as quickly as he could, “Brought some stuff over.”   

“Oh, really?” She sounded so calm, a complete opposite of the feverish speed her husband was undressing himself, “That’s so sweet of him,I’ll have to send him a message later.”   

“Yeah,later.” and he pulls the door open, barely giving Beatrice a chance to breathe before he slammed their lips together. She just laughed into his mouth, wrapping her arms around his neck as he pushed her backwards to the wall, where the cold tiles sent a shock all over her warm skin. “I think I was fast enough.”   

“I think so too.” she squeaks into his mouth as he picks her up by the back of the legs, pressing her against the wall with her thighs wrapped tightly around his waist. Beatrice sighs softly, trying to keep her voice as quiet as she could, “We can’t spend too long here.”   

“I know,gorgeous.” his hand is already moving between them, his middle finger brushing over her clit was enough to make a gentle cry break out of her, “I can make you cum twice in…maybe ten minutes?”   

“T-Ten? W-We can’t–”   

“Is that a nine I hear?”   

“God, Brad,W-We–!”   

“...hmmm…eight minutes and thirty seconds, got it.” and he has that annoyingly adorable smirk on his face when two of his fingers slide inside, making Beatrice dig her nails in his shoulders with her head thrown back in a gentle moan. He’s not going to waste too much time, like she said, they had things to do and if they spent too long people would get suspicious.   

But there was something so beautiful about seeing her flushed, wet - in all senses -and trying her best to keep her voice quiet all the while bruising the upper layer of skin on his shoulders with her short nails. She sounds out of breath, almost gulping for air, trying her best to keep her moans to a minimum as he angles his wrist to hit that special spot inside of her…which she should’ve expected, so she could prevent the loud sharp yelp that broke out of her mouth, immediately biting her lips after to keep any other sound inside.   

Bradley’s whisky colored eyes were on her mossy green ones, his smirk widening just as his hand moved faster. He flicked his gaze down to where her breast was just at mouth level with him, “Don’t mind if I do.” he was gentle as soon he took one in his mouth because she often complained of how sore it was,making sure to kiss the soft and heavy flesh with his fingers still moving in and out of her.   

“B-Brad..” she gasps out, moving her hips in hopes to match with his own velocity, but she could barely keep up, “A-Ah! Brad,please! I need to c-cum!!”   

“Oh I know.” and his hand speeds up even more, Beatrice’s soft shrieks of pleasure were his only response, her hips moving in hopes she could meet his thrusts, “I promised I would make you cum twice in less than eight minutes right?”   

“Y-Yes…God…Brad!!”   

“What is it,gorgeous? Hm?” his hand keeps its steady yet feverish movement, his lips on her ear, “I don’t even know what’s wetter, you or this shower.” Beatrice’s soft moan in response only ama cool made him chuckle almost darkly, he loved how vocal she was. Beatrice could barely see straight with how good he made her feel, with how much her body just ached and begged just for his fingers alone.   

Beatrice’s hands slipped on his shoulders because of the water, “Brad,” it comes out in gulps of air, her body nearing the point of combustion, voice shaky and eyes trying their hardest to be open, ‘Brad…God…I’m–” her body immediately stilled, it just took a firm swipe over her clit for her orgasm to hit with full force.   

The hands that slipped from his shoulders now dug into his muscles like he was a lifeline, her gentle satisfactory cry only made his grin wider, his nose buried into her wet hair as she shook with aftershocks, “Mmmm,baby?”   

“J-just a second.” her voice was jittery and her hands trembled, “Just a s-second Roos.”   

And he allows that, kissing her wet scalp and avoiding his own obvious predicament just so she could breathe. Beatrice hums against his skin, slowly lifting her head as if it weighed one hundred pounds, albeit she’s weakly smiling at him, “Good?”   

“...great…” she whispers, cupping his cheeks so they could kiss, sliding her hands up his scalp only to earn that delicious deep groan she loved so much. It was like they were discovering each other’s bodies again with the way they were groping and touching each other, which neither of them were complaining about.   

Rooster had his lips on her neck, licking and biting the skin when Beatrice suddenly stilled, “Did you hear that?”   

“Mmm…what?”   

“Shh,Roos.” she tilts her head up so her ear is directed to the sound, “I think it’s Nikki.”   

The mention of Nicole immediately makes him lift his head and stare at her, “What?” He turns quiet after hearing the faint sound of his daughter’s mumbling and cooing as she wakes up, “...oh.” While disappointed, he shouldn’t be too surprised, Nicole did wake up during this time after all.   

Beatrice smiles sweetly, “It’s okay,Roos.” she whispers, kissing his lips gently, “I can go check on her really quick and…take care of everything with you?”   

Honestly he’d be up to it, but he thought better about it and just chuckled,”No,gorgeous…I’ll just have a cold shower for right now.”   

“...but–”   

“Pretty girl,I’m fine.” he coos, kissing her temple, “Go check on Nikki and I’ll finish it here.”   

As much as she didn’t want to, ‘leave him hanging’ so to speak, she knew he had already decided and the only thing she could do was nod and walk out of the shower, grabbing her robe  before giving him an apologetic look, “I’ll make it up to you.”   

“Oh I know,” he smirks, swatting his hand on the buttcheeks before she could cover it, “I’m counting on it,gorgeous.”   

Beatrice yelped with a laugh, narrowing her eyes at him before she pulled her hair up in a towel, walking out of the bathroom tugging the robe’s knot tight around her middle. Nicole’s little sounds were constant now, which meant she was fully awake and demanded attention, and as soon as she stepped past the threshold, her daughter’s light eyes were on her.   

“Hi sweetie,” she coos down at Nicole as she leans over the crib’s gate, “Hi! You just woke up, yes I know!” Nicole was getting very talkative and for a child that just turned a month old it was quite amazing! During one of her doctor appointments,Beatrice was told that Nicole was just eager to talk to her parents, hence why she was so vocal at such an early stage of her life.   

It was adorable, really, seeing how much Nikki loved both of them, “C’mere, you.” Beatrice gently picks her up, placing her daughter’s cheek on her shoulder, Nicole’s soft brown hair tickling her lips as she kisses her head, “Are you excited about staying with Nonna and Nonno? They are both so excited to see you,Nikki.”   

Nicole made a little soft noise on her mother’s shoulder, nibbling the soft cloth of her robe, “Oh you are probably hungry.” she whispers, “Let’s get you ready really quick.” and since she had her robe it was a much easier access for her daughter to latch, “Ow, okay, you are hungry.”   

And she latched on so quickly that Beatrice let out a sigh of relief. She was usually so fussy, refusing to eat, it was a literal breath of fresh air once she did. But her daughter’s eyes were still on her mom, light green with speckles of gold almost, the more she grew, the more Beatrice could see her characteristics clearer, “You are just unreal, just like your dad.” Beatrice whispers, brushing her daughter’s cheek with the pad of her thumb, “Unreal and perfect.”   

“Unreal and perfect?” she turns her head when she hears his deep voice, like molasses, speak from the door. He’s only wearing his jeans, with his white tee balled in one of his hands as he folds his arms over his chest, “Elaborate on that.”   

Beatrice laughs softly, looking back down at Nikki, “I won’t.” she smiles, “Not yet.”   

“She’s eating fine?”   

“Yep,” Nicole’s eyes move from Beatrice to Rooster, “Latched as soon as possible, a record time to be honest with you.”   

Rooster smiled back, pushing himself from the doorframe to approach the two, “When you are done I can stay with her so you can change,” he tells Beatrice,leaning down to peck her head, “You don’t have to worry about it.”   

“I know.” she replies, brushing her thumb on Nicole’s soft hand, “I won’t take too long.”   

“By the way,” he says, crouching down to Nicole’s level, brushing his knuckle against her soft foot, “I placed Marcus’ gifts inside the closet, so you can check what they are later.”   

“Oh, so you didn’t huh?”   

“Me?” he smirks, “Of course not. You know I love surprises.” 

Her cheeks flushed over his words but she just laughed, gently swatting his arm after a few seconds. Considering that time was ticking by and they had to move, Beatrice handed Nicole over to Rooster as soon as she was finished and rushed to their bedroom to change. Honestly she still had the moments from minutes before still in her mind, something that sent jolts of pleasure all over her body and she feared that it’d be the only thing in her mind the whole night.   

And when she looked back at him before leaving, seeing those brown eyes twinkling with mirth and that smirk on his face…she was pretty sure it would. 

[aftgtandn]

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Outfits are inspired by clothes from Shining Nikki + CityDoll

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No, I will not accept art unless we are mutual follows.

If you adopt one of my designs and want a commission of them youll get a small discount for whatever you order

I   also accept video games on steam or giftcards that are equivalent to  the price occasionally so if thats easier for you just ask!

(will accept other currencies as long as it converts right)

Just send me your Paypal email and i will send an invoice for the money!

You can change the design as you see fit once bought

WILL send a higher quality, non-watermarked image with paypal invoice.

Do not resell for higher than bought price unless art has been made for the character

YOU MAY NOT TURN ANY OF MY ART INTO NFTS, EXCHANGE OR SELL IT FOR CRYPTO OF ANY KIND

[the-leech-lord]

STIMBOARD MASTERLIST PART 1

Horror

Freddy Krueger

The Fifth Floor

Slashers

Transfem Leatherface

Chop Top

Camp Counselor Jason Voorhees

Harry Warden

Scream

Buck from Eaten Alive

Dr Andover from Fear Clinic

Erik Destler (1989)

Catboy! Freddy Krueger

Kamen Rider Den-O

Momotaros

Urataros

Kintaros

Ryuutaros

Sieg

Deneb

Ryoutarou

Kamen Rider Build

Kamen Rider Build

Kamen Rider Build Hazard Form

Kamen Rider Grease

Evolt Black Hole Form

Bloodstalk

Kamen Rider Revice

Kamen Rider Revi

Kamen Rider Vice

Kamen Rider Evil / Kagero

Star Trek The Original Series

Jim Kirk

S’Chn T’Gai Spock

Leonard McCoy

Montgomery Scott

Nyota Uhura

Hikaru Sulu

Pavel Chekov

Genderbend Spock

Star Trek The Next Generation

Jean-Luc Picard

William Riker

Data Soong

Geordi La Forge

Deanna Troi

Beverly Crusher

Worf

Wesley Crusher

Q

Q (Anti Stims)

Robert Englund characters

Freddy Krueger from A Nightmare on Elm Street

Willie from V

Blackie from Nightmare Cafe

Buck from Eaten Alive

Dr Andover from Fear Clinic

Smiley from The Adventures of Ford Fairlane

Erik Destler from Phantom of the Opera (1989)

Catboy! Freddy Krueger

Huniepop

Aiko Yumi

Audrey Belrose

Beli Lapran

Jessie Maye

Kyanna Delrio

Lola Rembrite

Nikki Ann-Marie

Tiffany Maye

Celeste

Momo

Venus

Kyu Sugardust

Cringetember

Genderbend - Spock

Fursona - Vance

Goth - Tarn

Self Insert - Questionnaire

OC x Canon - Kaon X Cable

Yandere - Erik Destler

Neko - Freddy Krueger

Tumblr Sexyman - The Warden

Crossover Ship - Elsa X Thrax

Niche Interest - Comic Collecting

Hananaki Disease - Flowerfell Frisk

Maid dress - Tohru

Sailor Uniform - Konata Izumi

Scene - TFA Random Blitzwing

Crossover - Star Trek TOS x Green Lantern

Rainbow - Rainbow Dash

Emo - Mafuyu Asahina

Evil Version of a Good Character - Cupcakes Pinkamena

Edgelord - Underfell Papyrus

Gijinka - Parasect

Hetalia - America

Creepypasta - Laughing Jack

My Little Pony - Princess Cadence

Undertale - Sans & Papyrus

Undertale AU - Errortale Sans

Five Nights At Freddy’s - Withered Bonnie

Vocaloid - Big Al

Invader Zim - Gir

South Park - Tweek Tweak

Soul Eater - Death the Kid

Death Note - L

Masterlist Part 2

[baby-chirp]

Context for both of these:

First play was in Coven TT a few weeks ago and I named myself "Qin Yi" in game for that game after Qin Yi from Shining Nikki and I got Coven Leader and I wanted to try getting majority early on because we had TT Vigi so against the whole wishes of the rest of my team I witched the TT into the Tracker claim and while Dusa ragequit D2 and Necro got hung D2 and me, TT, and the Poisoner were ALL outted as evil, I managed to be loud enough to make sure town did not vote up either the Poisoner or TT Vigi and got my faction to win when it was probably not deserved (especially since I had no claim) and both Town and Coven hated my strategy that game for understandable reasons.

Second play I went with the name "baby chirp" (one of my regular in game names in ToS) for that game and I got TT Investigator in Classic TT back in 2021 and the GF 8athat game suggested I claim TP so I went with a Doctor claim and went on the Jailor to get "confirmed" by the Lookout. There were two other Investigators that game and I was checked by one of them on Night 1 and they asked me for my role and will, which I gave them, and as a result I got pushed but ultimately the Witch got hung that day even tho they left when they got put up the stand. The Jailor proceeded to not jail me but instead jail and execute the Investigator who called me out as fake and even though I was somewhat outted as fake, I still managed to sheep the Jailor and the Lookout for most of the game, though the Veteran wanted me hung. I mean, I was the only "confirmed" TP claim because the actual Doctors were not on Jailor (one was a racist spammer and thrower who did absolutely nothing but be racist and spam (that person obviously got reported and banned), the other was one of those non-meta players who does not go on the Jailor at all and both got hung before I did oddly enough). I only lost that game because I did not Veticide and the Vet was actively pushing me to get hung along with the Invest that checked me early on.

And oddly enough, I did not get reported for throwing in either one of these games even though it could arguably have been warranted.

So, if you had to choose which play was more of a Mad Man big brain play, which one would you choose and why?

[lesbian-roguefort]

kande/poisoner redesign

she means the world to me

[fictropes]

Hi, Louise! I just wanted to say that I always loved reading all of your fics and had several of them bookmarked as recs! You were always one of my go-tos for a good fic and seeing them pop up so regularly, especially during the heavy lockdown/ pandemic times, was such a huge treat. They will be terribly missed but I'm so glad that you're in a better place now.

~Nikki/husbants

Ahhhh ;_; thankyou so much! You’ve always been super kind whenever I’ve posted, like always see your username so thankyou for that too!💖

[nyrator]

hey nyrator! im aware you MAY be inactive, and i hope you really focus on ya mental health and stuff! i just have a small question about yume nikki how-tos ...... nasu. please explain the magic of nasu.

Hello, and thank you~

Yeah, I tend to basically be away from the YN scene for the most part, aha.. A good thing to note is that NASU is mostly Picture events instead of using Chipsets/Charsets, with Variables that determine the location of all the picture sprites depending on the animation or player input. I'm only really going to cover the menus to give a basic idea, but the game itself is essentially a big evolution of that.. more than I think I can explain, aha..

Lots and lots of Picture Events, Variables that determine button pressses/Picture's X and Y coordinates/etc~

From looking at the files, a basic idea of how it works:

Basically, they have an Action Event (the Famicom) which interacting causes the following: (note, the second page is only to prevent access when Mado has a Crick in her neck and instead play a buzzer sound)

Disable button inputs, movement, and menu access

Use Picture events for the graphics (such as the text, the cursor, the logo, and even the character, and move them around however they want to animate them)

The Control Variables (0071 and 0072) are set to determine screen position of the Cursor Picture. 0002 (Key Input A) is reset to zero.

End the event by turning on the Menu On Switch, which triggers the following Parallel Process event on the same map (in the top left corner of the bedroom for Yume Nikki):

So, what do we have going on here? This event is basically the first menu that says "NASU" or "Quit Game".

The Key Input A from earlier is determined like so, so that only the up, down, and select keys work for the cursor, and it waits for the player input:

Now we have a set of Conditional Branches for these Variables, depending on which of these three keys is pressed. If it equals 1 (down) or 4 (up), calls an [S] Event (aka sound effect common event). Then it does another branch: If the Y of the Cursor is at a certain position, it adds or subtracts to move it to the next option, basically. Since there's only two options, it just picks one or the other, and then moves the Cursor Picture.

If it equals 5 (select), it'll do a branch depending on which it's highlighting. The first option is "NASU", the second option is "Quit Game", for reference. If you pick NASU, it'll fade and activate a new Switch. If you pick Quit Game, it essentially removes the photos and gives you control again.

So, what does the Switch do when you hit NASU? It activates an Autorun event.

I think the transitions and such speak for themselves, but the important things:

The player is teleported to a new dedicated game map

The Score Variable (0099) is displayed in a certain position, and the number displayed is determined by a Variable (0087).

Now, this is all just the intro menu... there's so much more than tumblr will let me type (or that I can fully comprehend in one night), but I recommend checking out this map in the files: It should be the second to last one in the list, right above the Ending map. That's where all the NASU magic happens..

[ramrodd]

Donald Trump Preparing "Holy War" Against Taylor Swift | The Warning

COMMENTARY:

Cheeto Jesus like the way Tobey Keith tried to cancel the Dixie Chicks so much, he's toing to try to nuke Taylor Swift,

  I hope he has better luck with her than he is having with Nikki Haley.

[h-pelessly]

December 2, 2023.

Today was Nectar's M&G and party. The M&G was at Ralph's for a release of a new Nectar pack, and we arrived at around 1:20 ish. The cast of Under the Influence podcast were going to show up at 1:30, and the first 100 people would get something. I didn't have high hopes, honestly, but then again, I'm like how big is the podcast, honestly. And people over 21 are chill. Anyway, we got there and were chilling in line. We talked to some Nectar crew because they were forced to talk to us and keep us in shape, but one of the Nectar guys said that he really likes Nectar (like duh but ok) and he recommended us the new flavor that he really likes. I don't know why he singled us out but it is what it is. I was like HEHHEOHOH. But anyways, waiting in line made me nervi tbh. The cast came out and they kept making videos and I'm like I feel DEAD. Can we also talk about Viet being fake as fuck when meeting us outside? Mans was DEAD when he first ran past us. Then, the cast came out to high five us, and Wootak missed my hand completely, and Viet stopped like 2 people before us. Whatever, at least I shook Mr. Jeremy and babygirl Esther's. So the meetup was actually super chill like the cast came out and talked to people and so did the workers. We got stickers, which these guys came out and stared hard at. I was like wtf like mind yo business???? I thot they went to UCLA and I was like no this ain't it, chief. Turns out they were friends with the cast LMAO makes sense. Also, we got gifts. They had cups or banners, but they literally ran out of cups like 2 people in front of us so we had to get banners. And we were like one of the last ones. One girl behind us got the last one. I really had to pee, but I had the worst anxiety so I couldn't go alone. Then, I asked the girl in front of me. SUPER weird I know, but she agreed and we became friends. She came alone so it made it all better :)

Books I read this month;

Offside Hearts by Nikki Lawson (4/10) This honestly has to be one of my least rated books that I've read so far. I started this book out in May, and had to stop because of an unrealistic, weird ass situation that happened between two strangers in the very beginning. Well, I somehow got to around 75% before putting it away for good. I only picked this book up so I can finally mark it as finished for the year. I feel so bad for being such a hater for this sports romance, but both the characters were so unlikable it was insane. Noah's, the MMC, only personality traits are having money and being obsessed with his girl. He had no depth to him. And Margo, the FMC, was scared of Noah's playboy antics, but still let him hit like she also became obsessed with him quickly with no regards to her heart. This was written like a fanfic and I absolutely hated it-- it wasn't realistic at all.

The Fake Out by Stephanie Archer (100/10) I was lucky enough to receive an ARC copy. I expected it to be a physical copy, but I'm just glad I got to read it at all. I absolutely fell in love with both characters. Hazel was such a sassy yet fun character. She was actually the one who initiated it which I thought was shocking yet I loved it. We love bold, powerful women. And Rory? Do not get me STARTED on Rory, my new hockey bf. Blonde guys aren't usually my go-tos like Garrett Anderson from Play with Me, but oh my god, this man had me on an absolute chokehold. He's so flirty with only HER and he has eyes (literal heart eyes) only for her. She thinks it's fake bc of the fake dating trope, but it's so real for him. The nickname he has for her had me giggling and kicking my feet. Who am I kidding? This whole book, their interaction had me giggling and kicking my feet. Crying at some parts, but that's what good books do. Chef's kiss.

Love Redesigned by Lauren Asher (7.5/10) I feel like a 7.5 is actually very kind. I started this book in November and forgot about it because I didn't have time to read the physical copy, but I picked it up in December because I wanted to read all the books in my reading pile. I read it on Apple books bc it was that much easier to read and bring everywhere and honestly bc I am fucking blind. I was kind of disappointed ngl like it took place in Lake Wisteria, which is Cal and Lana's place so maybe I had very high expectations going in. Maybe it had the billionaire trope or it's written by THE Lauren Asher so I was like it can't miss. Sadly it did. The characters were childish, the problems were rushed, and I had no connection to the characters. The MMC, Julian, most of all, missed the mark. He's grumpy and rich, which is up my aisle, but the way he interacted with Dahlia (pre-hookup) gave me the annoying boy next door. Also, Julian was fucking MEAN to cal like cal's a baby-- my baby. Back the fuck AWF. I literally had to return my physical copy bc I wasn't in love with it.

That Summer by Jillian Dodd (6.5/10) It wasn't terrible compared to other audiobooks, but I put this off for so long. See all of the books I've been putting off and finishing for the year lol. But I get that Dani (Davaney) the FMC was a high-schooler, but miss maam couldn't make up her damn mind, leaving poor Chase, the MMC, wounded. Like she likes him enough when they're forced together for the summer, but not proud enough when back to reality? And there were SO many characters. I get it's a family trip and all, but I was like why are these names relevant. And not only were they mentioned at the beginning, they had a bigger part at the end. I'm like WHO TF IS THIS AGAIN. So yeah, maybe reading it would've been better. But also, where was Chase's POV??????

Reconsidering the Facts by Emily Tudor (7.6/10) I was so excited for Oliver and Paige's story. Oliver had me from the very beginning because he was such a complicated character, and no one really saw him for him. I loved Paige as we got to know her, and the only thing that set me off was the friend group. They seem very well behaved like they all go to therapy, but they don't give each other room, and the author KEEPS talking about them like honestly, I don't really care about their stories at all can we focus back on Ollie and Paige?! But there was a murder mystery tied into it which was very unexpected yet fun, and I liked it. Maybe I need to go to therapy because I absolutely DESPISED the friend group, but they make a lot more sense in this book than in the first one.

Better than the Movies by Lynn Painter (8/10) Lynn Painter doesn't miss. Tara recommended me this book and I saw that it was short so I was like why the f not. The beginning was like a movie, and I was like ehhhh, but then, when Liz started recognizing her feelings for Wes, I was screaming and pumping my fist in the air. Like I get that Liz is a rom-com fanatic so like she daydreams about the perfect everything, but like she tries planning out everything, and it was so cute when she came to the realization that she LIKES wes. I was sobbing and crying ugly the whole time. What threw me off was the end like what the actual fuck and the miscommunication trope like COME THE FUCK ONNNNNN. Anyways, it wasn't spicy at all. So I know if a story is good, spice is not needed.

Better than the Prom by Lynn Painter (9/10) This is a continuation or extra from Better than the Movies in Wes's POV, and I've been needing that shit from the very beginning. Too fucking bad we only get one little part, but it was ahmazing and much needed. Wes is such a sweetheart and like ugh, chef's kiss.

Personal Foul by Maggie Rawdon (7.95/10) I was looking to Wren and Easton's story since the very beginning, but the book was honestly not up to my expectations. I expected more banter between the two and the hate. However, Easton definitely topped my expectations-- how would anyone guess that this guy is an absolute marshmallow? Wren's worries about the friend group not accepting is valid, but also, I was like as a friend, they SHOULD be supportive and if it doesn't work, all they can do is help out. So I'm glad they do end up supporting the two. I want to give the author a standing ovation for the proposal at the end-- that made me tear up and I just want the best for these two.

The Mistake by Elle Kennedy (7/10) I mean it was a solid story, but it was so basic and simple. I probably should have binged the whole Off Campus series in the beginning, but I didn't and I put myself in a weird position. Because I bought the blue sprayed edges, I'm going to read all of them now. Honestly, the way (John) Logan looked at Hannah in The Deal was kind of giving me the ick. And that's exactly how the book starts out. It gives me Twisted Hate vibes because I liked the FMC, Grace, sm more than the MMC. Grace was so innocently charming and then became baddass when she realized her worth. I absolutely loved that for her, but I did like them together. I just think them coming together was rushed and random. Like their meet cute was super random and forced-- it wasn't even cute. But they are cute, I will say that.