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2.0 Richtofen’s breakdown

Taking place with the 2.0 boys. Discriptions Of mental illness and mental breakdown ahead

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Poor Richtofen can feel himself starting to slip. Hes not slept in days, the room is moving, all he wants to do is sit down and just cry and cry. The constant moan of the zombies, the untrust within the group, his constant paranoia, the hallucinations and struggle to pick out whats real, the weight of the world resting on just one German’s shoulders. He feels haggered and frayed and his actions reflect his decline. Hes started pacing and muttering to himself, his eyes are blood shot and red, and his bags under his eyes have their own bags.

The others are starting to notice Richtofen becoming more and more unwell but its not the first time hes gotten tense in this way, for him it kinda comes in waves so they just mind their own and leave him be to formulate and figure it out. Sitting around the fire just outside a slightly crumbled castle room they shot up from their spots, readying guns and nerves after the sound of Richtofen screaching inside the crumbled castle. He didint sound hurt and he didint sound scared, his scream sounded primal but distressed.

The 3 of them quickly darted inside stumbling over broken bricks in the way to find Richtofen utterly destroying the inside of the crumbled castle. Hes making feral sounding grunts and scream while over turing tables, hurdling chairs, smashing beakers, and tossing books around. The 3 of them stopped in their tracks almost too scared to make a noise like Richtofen would see them and kill all three with his bare hands. He did however catch them out of the corner of his eye and stopped to face them torn book held by one side of the open book his left hand and a broken piece of a poor chair.

The other 2 quickly sort of get behind Dempsey as he looked around at the destruction this awkward skinny German created. Richtofen stood in the middle of it all breathing heavily blood shot eyes held wide open in a mix of shock, worry, fear, and sadness. Tears flowed from his eyes staring straight ahead at his 3 visibly scared team mates. “Edward? Take a minute bud. Just breathe your scaring us” Dempsey spoke holding up one hand open palmed towards Richtofen. Richtofen did not budge or say anything just kept heavily breathing and staring.

Dempsey had his finger on the trigger of his gun just in case Richtofen lost control and came at him, the jagged broken chair leg in his hand and the manic look in his eyes didint scream ‘dont worry’. “Tell me whats going on. Put the wood down and tell me whats wrong” Dempsey spoke again in an easy toned voice hoping he wouldent set Richtofen off. Richtofen didint rage or bust into a fit of crying, his spoke in a breaking wavery voice like he had been been crying for hours “I...i...i-....i want to-..to go home. I dont want to do this...anymore. I...i...i cant take it anymore Dempsey. Its-...its not ok”.

Richtofen dropped the book and the chair leg out of his shaky hands. He slowly brought his hands up to the sides of his head, balled them up and placed them finger side on the sides of his head and began hyperventalting. He started to cry even harder, tears so thick in his eyes that he could hardly see his team mates. “Oh ed…” Dempsey sighed to himself and started stepping over debree to get to Richtofen. Nickolai and Takeo stayed where they were, too scared to come close. Dempsey reluctantly holstered his gun coming closer to Richtofen and holding up his hands to show hes unarmed and means no harm “im gonna hug you ok? Is that ok?”

He gave no indication of a ‘no’ so Dempsey gently wrapped his arms around Richtofen so his hands reached the middle of Richtofen’s back. Richtofen made a whimper and wrapped his own arms around Dempsey shaking like a leaf and whimpering into Dempsey’s shoulder like a little baby. Dempsey rubbed Richtofen’s back with one hand while he reached down to Richtofen’s backside. There tucked in his belt line of his pants is a pistol. Dempsey slowly and carefully removed the pistol from Richtofen’s person and snuck it into the back of his own belt line.

“Why domt we go sit down by the fire and warm up?” Dempsey asked gently urging Richtofen to leave the spot. Richtofen nodded led by Dempsey out of the crumbling castle. Richtofen plopped himself down in front of the fire just staring into the fire saying nothing and just sniffling letting the tears run down from his eyes and drip off his chin. Takeo volunteered a blanket hed been holding onto and draped it over the German’s shoulders. Takeo is not a phycial man so throwing in his cense was the blanket and thats enough to show he cares.

Richtofen feel numb and tired, he feels like theres still more crying and screaming to be had but hes tired from such mental anguish that hed rather just curl up on the ground next to the fire and close his eyes listening to the cracks of the fire. Dempsey sat on the ground next to Richtofen’s head gently rubbing and soothing Richtofen’s shoulder to keep him relaxed and asleep. The touch helped keep Richtofen grounded so he slept calm.

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Every Goal Of The 2021 IIHF World Championship Day 8

Sweden vs. Great Britain

#14 Liam Kirk (5) D. Phillips (2) 7:20 1st (Sweden 0-1 Great Britain)

#19 Marcus Sörensen (1)(PP) Olofsson (1), Tömmernes (3) 15:18 1st (Sweden 1-1 Great Britain)

#64 Jonathan Pudas (1) Pilut; Jr. (2), Wingerli (2) 7:00 2nd (Sweden 2-1 Great Britain)

#29 Mario Kempe (1) Sörensen (1) 12:08 2nd (Sweden 3-1 Great Britain)

#29 Mario Kempe (2) Sörensen (2) 12:34 3rd (Sweden 4-1 Great Britain)

Denmark vs. Belarus

#15 Artem Demkov (1) Kodola (2), Korobov (1) 2:12 1st (Denmark 0-1 Belarus)

#72 Nicolai Meyer (1)(PP) M. Lauridsen (4) 5:29 1st (Denmark 1-1 Belarus)

#13 Mikhail Stefanovich (2)(PP) Falkovsky (1), Protas (2) 10:20 2nd (Denmark 1-2 Belarus)

#16 Matthias Martini-Asperup (1) From (1), Jensen-Aabo (1) 4:58 3rd (Denmark 2-2 Belarus)

#75 Mathias From (1) True (1) 7:48 3rd (Denmark 3-2 Belarus)

#22 Markus Lauridsen (2) Hardt (3), Lassen (2) 9:53 3rd (Denmark 4-2 Belarus)

#11 Alex True (1) Lassen (3), Hardt (4) 12:15 3rd (Denmark 5-2 Belarus)

Kazakhstan vs. Canada

#88 Andrew Mangiapane (2)(PP) Henrique (2), Brown (3) 6:03 1st (Kazakhstan 0-1 Canada)

#14 Adam Henrique (3) Power (3), Mangiapane (1) 1:01 2nd (Kazakhstan 0-2 Canada)

#10 Nikita Mikhailis (2) unassisted 4:30 2nd (Kazakhstan 1-2 Canada)

#10 Nikita Mikhailis (3) Valk (2), Savitski (1) 1:31 3rd (Kazakhstan 2-2 Canada)

#91 Cole Perfetti (1) Anderson-Dolan (1) 7:40 3rd (Kazakhstan 2-3 Canada)

#28 Connor Brown (2)(EN) Henrique (3) 19:57 3rd (Kazakhstan 2-4 Canada)

Latvia vs. Norway

#13 Sondre Olden (1) Kåsastul (1), Trettenes (2) 3:50 1st (Latvia 0-1 Norway)

#9 Renārs Krastenbergs (2) Rubīns (1), Ķēniņš (4) 11:55 1st (Latvia 1-1 Norway)

#91 Ronalds Ķēniņš (1) Ābols (2), Sotnieks (1) 17:44 1st (Latvia 2-1 Norway)

#40 Ken Olimb (1)(SH) Rosseli-Olsen (3) 1:08 2nd (Latvia 2-2 Norway)

#20 Mathias Pettersen (1) Rosseli-Olsen (4), K. Olimb (2) 1:56 3rd (Latvia 2-3 Norway)

#94 Kristiāns Rubīns (1) Balinskis (1) 9:42 3rd (Latvia 3-3 Norway)

#85 Michael Haga (1) (shootout) (Latvia 3-4 Norway)