#nevertheone

[newheartoldsoul]

we were perfect

and impossible

the invisible strings

golden and red

cut in half

lost at sea

I almost drowned

along with them

some days I think

what if…

most days it’s fine

I’m fine

if only you could stop

the haunting

make it so

I don’t hear your 

laughter

or see my life

in your eyes

I know all too well

it’s no longer there

[brokenhearted-2021]

I did not stop loving you

But i gave up

-he says he just wants to be friend

[myheartisfrozenover]

[darnedestattraction-blog]

COLD SHOULDER

Messages got fewer,

Calls almost don’t exist.

It was a sudden move,

Good night cease to exist.

I was left wondering,

What I did wrong.

And then I realize,

I was never the right fit.

[myblogohh-blog]

Why Am I Never the One?

I'm was never the teachers pet at primary school, the teacher never used to ask me to do there ‘special jobs’. I'm never the one to keep friend’s. I'm never the pretty one. I'm never the skinny one. I’m never the intelligent one. I'm never the one!

Anyone else feel like this?

[xxpoetic-justice]

[littleredtrainwreck-blog]

California Dreams

I probably should tell you I remember our dreams, even though in the end you did not choose me. 

The plans of us together living in California that never came true, I never got to see that ocean view.

Every time I go to sleep, I still listen to Lana Del Ray songs, pretending in your arms is where I still dream.

The lives we created in our minds i thought we would end up lasting together even through the toughest of times.

I remember late night calls about your time there and I believed I would actually get to visit, I even calculated plane ticket fare. 

The flashbacks of our time together are starting to fade because all I am is a friend and you feel it is okay to start to mention her name.

We even picked a place for me to go to school, it was right near where you were and i would have gone too.

You choose her though so I never even applied, and if I did i would still be living a lie, that one day you would be mine.

The memories are still there, starting from the day we meet for me it is not fair, when i am the one in tears and you barely even care. 

Why am I remembering all these great times but the love I had was never good enough to ever truly call you mine.

Screaming and Fighting enjoying the time but I thought you knew it was because it was love, i thought everything was going to be fine. 

I guess you did not see the love that was there especially when we would make up from those fights, or does your soul not dare?

Do you love this girl like I wish you had loved me? Does she make you so in love you can barely see?

That is how i never saw her taking my place, and i was so blinded i could not see you distancing further and further away. 

Dreams I wish that would have come true, are just so empty promises that have left my heart bruised. 

Tell me are you planning some dreams too? Or are you just going to use mine, you really want to give her the memories that are haunting my mind?

At least if you do, i will know I am still there but is that your greatest fear?

That the dreams we had did not happen because I was replaced. She never can complete them because when you are there you will remember my face.

Have you forget the real victim in this case and did you forget the looks i had when I was dressed up in lace.

Has she started to full fill some very big shoes, did she change a lot of your point of views.

Are you happy with the life you set up with her as your team or do you still desire a life with me and our California Dreams?

-The Little Red Train Wreck

[whentheinkmeetsthepaper-blog]

Second Best

I am always the background noise, happy to add beauty to your perfect tune. I am always the sidekick, The one who helps you create your legacy. I am always the underling, Happy to assist you in completing your tasks. I am always the helper, The follower. I can never create my own name. Nor have my own legacy. It is not by choice. Just my destiny. I am just destined to be one.

[scarlettsassy]

Think for once...

Do you ever think that maybe, just maybe, you hurt my feelings more than you think, when you use me then throw me to the side like I never mattered. And then think its okay to flaunt your happiness in front of me everyday when your with someone new. I know I try to act tough but fuck…. this hurts!

[kaysie821-blog-blog]

Love sucks

It really does suck seeing someone you like fall for someone else