#neverblooms

[gummytea]

*intense heartbeat*

Rockstar!Nicholas and Fan!Seiji inspired by @applesandbannas747 's fic ( ˶ˆ꒳ˆ˵ )

[ghost-town-story]

(Loosely inspired by this prompt, cause I wanna give Feral and Nats more feels XD)

“Hey Kess,” Falcon called as he heard the door open.

“Yeah?” Kestrel replied.

“Come here.”

Kestrel’s footsteps pattered up the stairs, and they raised an eyebrow at Falcon as they reached the top. “Mhm?” They took a moment to assess the scene, then they crossed the space to drape themself over the back of Falcon’s shoulders. “‘Sup?” they asked, twirling a lock of his hair around their fingers.

“You wouldn’t happen to know why Basil seems to think we’re a thing, would you?” Falcon asked lightly.

Kestrel laughed and pressed a kiss to his temple. “No idea,” they said in that too-innocent voice of theirs. “He’s your baby bird, after all.”

[darth-maya]

The song of the day is

Make Them Suffer - Widower

this is another song I'm amazed I haven't done yet because it's such a classic. the piano part will forever live rent-free in my head, as I find myself whistling it all the time.

[midwestisolation]

these words will last forever i'll dream our memories away just to make you hurt just to make you feel my pain

[lazarusdrawsthings]

Neverbloom

[spahhzy]

Neverbloom

.

Ruby water the beautfufil flowers with care as she rose up from her spot and dusted herself off as she surveyed the garden. A bountiful of lively flowers surrounded her. This was truly a great thing Jaune and her could have done together.

Her and Jaune's little garden.

It made her giddy just thinking about it.

Ruby sighed in content as she looked up at the sunny sky and enjoyed the sun rays hitting her face before a frown hit her face.

She looked at her scroll, the homescreen, a photo of her and Jaune on a date.

It's been about a week since Jaune went with his team on that mission.

"Hurry back soon, Jaune. I miss you"

-

"That's it. I'm going in there, " Yang said but was stopped by Blake.

"Yang, don't do that will just make it worse," Blake said, impeding Yang from going into the garden.

"That my sister Blake, look at her just fucking look!" Yang all but yelled with tears in her eyes as she pointed at Ruby.

"I know, babe, I know, but look at how she reacted the first time," Blake said as she recalled the meltdown that Ruby went through.

"The doctors say she'll keep on repressing and repressing it until she can come to terms with it on her own," Blake said as she hugged Yang, who sat down and sat down, defeated and sobbed as Blake looked on at Ruby watering dead decaying flowers with a smile on her face.

Caring for a garden that will never bloom.

"Oh Jaune, it's been so hard on Ruby since you died a year ago"

-

🎵 I'd wait here forever just to see, just to see these flowers bloom🎵

-

It's been a little minute since I did a sadcaster, ah good times.

[aquareegia]

music dump 🎶

all songs and more in my playlist:

[onifanss]

All the moments that I wish I could show you… I hope I made you proud even though you’ll never see my flowers bloom.

[sell-the-lie]

Tagged by @infinifi to post five songs I’ve been listening to recently, thank you! 🖤🖤

Tagging anyone who wants to!!

[ghost-town-story]

(And now that I've actually spent the whole day listening to Neverbloom on and off, have some "Everybody Lives AU" Falcon and Kestrel)

His apartment felt too empty.

It was stupid, it wasn't even something he should have noticed, considering Kess had their own place with all their stuff, and if anywhere should feel empty it was there, but--

Falcon walked into his apartment, and the fucking absence hit him like a goddamn truck, left him feeling like he'd taken a familiar leap and landed wrong. It made him want to turn around and track down the furthest bottle of whiskey just to fucking forget.

He gritted his teeth and closed the door behind him. He'd always known he was going to have to live with this. Running away would only bring temporary relief.

And it really was stupid that he was feeling their absence so keenly in his own damn space. Nothing was out of place, nothing was even theirs except for the single flower in its vase on the coffee table, a bird of paradise flower as a joke between two birds of prey--

Falcon froze. Except he'd thrown out every last flower the night Kestrel had gone nova.

Fabric rustled a few feet away, and before he could even think Falcon had his gun loaded and aimed at the intruder.

Kestrel raised an eyebrow, leaning against the door frame to his bedroom like they had every right to be there. “’Sup.”

Falcon's breath hissed through his teeth, his aim never wavering.

Kestrel blinked slowly at him, their dark eyes silvered but yet still so familiar. “You asked me what being a Nova was like, once,” they said. “I told you it felt like drowning and tasted like bitter almonds. You said that’s what cyanide tastes like, and you’ve never told me how the fuck you know that.”

“Fuck,” Falcon hissed, and he tossed his gun aside and crossed the room to pin Kestrel against the wall to kiss them. There were so many questions running through his head, but all that really seemed to matter was Kestrel's startled, breathless laugh against his mouth and that goddamned taste of their cyanide magic on his tongue again.

Finally though, he had to breathe, and reluctantly knew he needed some answers. “Anybody else know?”

Kestrel shook their head. “Came here first.”

“Good.” Falcon couldn’t help himself and kissed them again. “I--” His thoughts jumbled together, refusing to leave his mouth. Or just knowing there were better things he could be doing instead of parroting the inane questions that Boss and everybody else would inevitably ask.

“Falcon.” Kestrel caught one of his hands, steadying its trembling, making him aware of just how badly he was shaking.

“Good,” Falcon repeated. “Fuck ‘em. Leave that shit show for tomorrow. You’re not leaving.”

“No I’m not,” Kestrel agreed easily. “Not tonight. Never again.”

The words were nothing more than pretty, empty promises considering their line of work, but Falcon wasn't in any mood to nitpick. Not when Kestrel was here when they should be dead, and he could have died but didn't, and he would rather taste the cyanide on their tongue than anything else.

Everything else could come later, now that they had all the time in the world.

[mybittersweet]

Tre canzoni che da ieri sera tengono la mia salute mentale a non esplodersi

[sitkowski]

a quick sneaky peek into my next fic, neverbloom (jolly x reece )

[andrxmedaz]

Your fav songs at the moment.

One or more songs that you think fit ava/avm characters.

A song that hits you hard.

YAAAAYYYY i love talking about music ty anon

fav songs atm:

• big town banky blaine’s rockability bbq - bear ghost

• runs in the family - amanda palmer

• inkpot gods - the amazing devil

songs that fit ava/avm characters:

neverbloom by rain city drive fits purple perfectly,, if i had the motivation to make a full blown animatic i would

i always associate art is dead by bo burnham with green, its very him coded

a sadness runs through him by the hoosiers reminds me of mango (i started an animation a while ago but i never finished it </3)

oh also evelyn evelyn is so chodark to me. like i know the context of the song but still it fits them so well

a song that hits me hard:

battle cry by the family crest. iykyk

[th3b4dk1dzz]

Upon rewatching a Crown of Candy, I've realised we never get an official name for Liam's crossbow, so here's some I suggest:

Frostblight, The Coldheart Bow

Ice Feast, The Hungering Bow

Neverbloom, The War Bow

If anyone has other suggestions, I'd like to hear them