#neveragian

[winterbluvixen]

Tied wings.

you don’t eat so much?

Don’t starve yourself!

Eats-

You eat too much , you are getting so fat, You finished ALL the food ! 

you don’t Sleep enough?

-Sleeps

you are SO lazy! what do you even do in life!? you do nothing all you DO IS SLEEP! 

Why don’t you do something you are good at doing !? 

Does that something- 

WHAT kind of a job is that !? you don’t even earn that much money!? 

why are you always on your laptop! all you do is sit on your ass in your room doing nothing ! and go out with your friends and waste the MONEY you do have on bullshit.

Did you know that while im in my room? 

i am sleepless due to the nights i am up networking , studying, getting a business running? crafting the next idea? with no help or support setting up an interface ? , my body shutting down eyes peaking to close? my head swirls in thought constantly of stress that i can’t handle but am trying to ? 

didn’t you know i don’t eat because sometimes i can’t physically handle it and my stomach is in somuch pain and when i do eat that little bit of something i liked i tried to enjoy it as much as i can !? before having to feel that pain like some one kicked me in the stomach, the brutal agony of digestion? 

did you know that when i worked i felt dizzy, and that i broke a sweat every time i blacked out, and i stood on my feet for hours serving a purpose? did you know that the hours i took extra at night were for extra money to pay for my actual dream? 

Did you know now why i never gave you a penny?

why i never ask for a penny?

why i don’t connect with you? 

why i feel so alone?

Because you never once told me a word and stuck to it , just like the world that sense of support was never there , therefore, don’t look for good in me when you just focus on my downfalls and not the pain that made me a successful human being , did you ever think of effecting my confidence when you called me names? after years of being bullied and attacked for no reason? no later than that having important person torn away from me ? then face the sublime pains of depression through depression and PTSD? because of all i have kept inside me and endured over the years? did you ever stop to think i AM not your punching bag that ever time i bend over to help you , you stepped on me .. 

and you want me to understand you?

.. Now you know. and its to late.

[whitespawnz]

Just broke up with my girl this time forever yall. She hurt me way to much. To many red flags. I know yall love me and will get threw it together. #neveragian #hiphop #trap #love #done #over #notrust #nuggets https://www.instagram.com/p/B2GNJo6nalh/?igshid=1dlfir7cjutgr

[krahjackson-blog]

Like Bob Marley said in the 60s “The people who were trying to make this world worse are not taking the day off. Why should I?” We are the daughters and sons of those who made sacrifices to better humanity. We can selfishly turn down our voice and sit in silence while ignoring the issues in front. Until one day it comes knocking on your door until one day you are faced with what others are trying to recover from. It’s not until we are directly affected that we become someone willing to fight for others. When all along the cure was a concern. We are the #brightertomorrow and together we can pave the way for a greater #today, because they didn’t take a day off so neither will we. #marchforourlives #mygeneration #ourgeneration #future #neveragian #notsilence #metoo #wethajacksons #freegeneration #cancersurvivors #momsmatters #familylivesmatter #wecare #ustoo

[agent-r3d-snow]

You know I'm really digging this hair cut I think I finally found a hairstyle I like I'm to sick of the long hair #neveragian

[elhaiby]

Ready to race ! #whatwasithinking #neveragian #harleydavidson #bmw #s1000rr #revit #alpinestars #arai

[chaoticalex127]

Emails

NEVER neglect your email. It will overflow. I just logged on and had to delete three years worth of unopened emails...there were over seven thousand. NEVER AGAIN!

[johnnoscholte]

Knee dislocation

So........A couple of days ago I thought it was a good idea to start our first morning of the roadtrip with a nice morning surf at vic bay near Wilderness together with my bro in crime @tommein.

Yeah...that....didn't turn out as I hoped it would...I just settled in the line up and was waiting for a wave. I had a conversation with one of the surfers next to me, I look up and I'm in the Perfect position for taking the wave. I start paddling and put my board diagonally on the wave so that when I stand up I can make a turn quicker.. Anyway as I am standing up I'm losing my balance and I'm thinking "shit, I really don't want to lose this wave" so I start pressing on the outside of my right foot trying to desperately save myself from falling. My board is slowly turning down the wave and as I am hitting the water my board turns to the opposite way to which I am falling my ankle snaps left with the board and so does the bottom of my leg, my upper leg on the otherhand decided to press forward together with my whole body and i fall to the right...next thing I feel is a large "pop". I hit the water and straight away feel something is wrong with my knee. I'm thinking in shock "shit, it's dislocated" after a couple of seconds which felt like minutes I re-surface above the water. So does my knee!.

I shout out because of what I see and I realize that it is dislocated! I scream and I start waving around to other surfers who come over and see what's wrong but the only reactions I get are "fuck,dude" "how do we get him to the shore " "get him on the board" "dude, get on your board " I look over and see a wave coming (and a rather big one).

There is a guy surfing the wave, he sees me just in time to bail and paddle back. The wave hits me, I let go and brace myself for the pain that's going to hit me again. I get thrown around underwater and pop up to see my knee is still out of its socket. As I'm trying to get back on my board to paddle in another huge wave hits me!!!.

I embrace myself again for the pain and as I'm getting thrown around I get a possible hit by my board on my dislocated knee and can feel a "pop" or "click" again.

I'm too scared to look so instead I scramble for my board, settle on my stomach and start paddling for the shore which is still about 50 to 80 meters away from me! I try to catch some white wash but fail and get tumbler again, right over my board. My knee is fine but I'm in total panic and shock. I struggle again to get back on my board but this time I managed to get close to the beach where other surfers were waiting for me.

I get to the shallow part of the beach and slowly scramble to my feet I look down to my knee and I can see that my knee popped back into its original position. "Awesome, I can put it down and walk back to the car"..... Yeah not so much!! As I try to stand up on it, I experience excruciating pain up and down my leg and I fall forward right in time for 2 surfers to catch me and help me hop towards the car

This was were it hit me... I realize that I've done something to my knee and it's BAD...

The 2 surfers help me hop to the car and I find my buddy Tom just getting changed at the car and he had no idea what was going on?! I get into the car and thank the 2 surfers for their help. Tom gets in the car and starts the 15 min drive back to the hostel.

We get to the hostel, its 8:30 am and I ask Tom to wake up mygirlfriend @amymcdowell. She tells me to get changed in the bathroom and rushes me to the nearest hospital in George (25 kilometers away).

After driving for 15 to 30 minutes we finally arrive at the hospital. We go in and about 4 to 5 hours later we walk out of the hospital with a 3 layer bandage around my leg and pain pills.

We get into the car and drive towards the closest Medi-clinic (private hospital) so that we could get some crutches because the public hospital didn’t have any available. After seeing a specialist we discovered that the swelling is due to a large amount of blood built up inside my knee. We also find out that i have rupturred all of the ligaments on the inside of my knee as well as possibly tearing my mcl and meniscus :( 

[hernah]

Had the most interesting memorial day ever. Probably won't forget this at all.