#never figured out how this app works 💀

[sketchy-mf]

ENA jumpscare

[ddaz3d-and-cc0nfused]

༉‧₊˚. 𝐭𝐯 & 𝐜𝐨𝐥𝐥𝐚𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐚𝐥 || 𝐝𝐞𝐚𝐧 𝐰𝐢𝐧𝐜𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐫

― pairing: dean winchester x plus size!reader

― summary: of course, it was on the only day that dean had off that your body decided that it needed to be touched by him, and fast.

― warnings: making out, dry humping, clothed sex, teasing, pet names, praise, lazy sex, stress relief sex, cumming untouched, cumming in pants, porn without plot, cringy old writing.

― wc: 825

⋆ a/n: for some reason i hadn't posted some of my old supernatural content when i first joined the app, and since i'm working on a few things right now i figured i'd just release this never-before-seen content (it's been rotting away on my AO3 since 2022 💀). i know this is on the warnings, but i have to say it again, this is some of my super old writing, so i apologize if it's a little low brow.

masterlist | AO3

Being horny while laying on your boyfriend's chest wasn't your proudest moment, but feeling the muscles of his firm pecks flex on the side of your face as his deep raspy laugh sounded throughout the room was enough to have you pressing your thighs together. It was Dean's only time off, and you knew the man was tired, already acknowledging that you were pushing it when you asked him to cuddle with you and watch a show you couldn't even pay attention too.

This wasn't your ulterior motive; you truly did just want to lay on the couch and be skin-to-skin with Dean, seeing as though you hadn't been able to in god knows how long. You guessed that other parts of your body were affected by the distance besides your heart and your mind. It was obvious that it would be, and you had tried numerous times to get yourself off without him even though it would never compare to him — or any part of him — actually being inside you.

Just the thought caused you to squirm a bit, leaning up with a huff so that your head was lifted and brought to his attention.

"What's wrong, sweetheart?" He murmured, running his lips over the bridge of your nose and placing a kiss on the tip of it. You just looked at him silently before placing a tiny peck on his lips. He returned the favor sweetly. It warmed your heart to know that you were the only person besides his brother and Cas to see him like this, and even then, he was just as soft.

You tried to ignore the persistent ache between your legs as you seperated from him, as well as the pit of disappointment settling deep within your gut. You wanted more, oh god you did, but tonight wasn't about you.

"Nothin' just admiring your handsome face.” You teased, running a finger down the side of his jaw, feeling the stubble scratch the pad of your finger. “The money I would pay to feel that against my inner thighs” you thought to yourself, goosebumps raising up your arms.

"Mhm." He hummed, a smirk pulling at his lips as he was the one leaning towards you this time. You didn't fight it when he pressed his lips against yours, or when lust had began to fog your brain’s train of thought that your body began to lift up slightly, almost towering over the man below you.

His hands settled on your hips, his teeth sinking into your bottom lip to pull at it. You let out a quiet whimper, pulling away so that you were face-to-face.

"Dean..." You breathed. "You're supposed to be relaxing." He chuckled, the grip on your hips tightening as he helps to aid your crotches to grind together. "I am relaxin', dollface." The grinding didn't stop, your lips reconnecting once more. Dean shoved his tongue deep into your mouth, claiming it as his like he's done hundreds of times before. Your body went completely lax at his dominance, begging for more as your legs maneuvered to straddle his waist. You pulled off of him, settling your hands on his chest as you pressed down on him.

He guided you, watching as you rode his lower abdomen, your clit rubbing against the rough material of his shirt that began to soak with your wetness, the spot sticking onto his warm skin. A shudder ran up your back at the clear contrast between the temperatures of your bodies.

"I've wanted this all night," You moaned, your head thrown back and your hands keeping a death grip on his shirt. "I know, baby, I know." Truthfully, he didn't know, he just took your constant restlessness as you are unable to find a comfortable way to lay, not that you were holding yourself back in fear of ruining his night. If anything, it left him flattered, extremely turned on, and proud.

Your orgasm slowly began to sneak up on you; your lower spine tingling, your legs growing weak, and your desperate thrusts slowly down.

"Dean, I'm gonna cum, I—" you stuttered, almost yelled at you fell forward a bit. "Cum for me honey. I know you can, my beautiful girl." The praise was just enough to knock you down, a gut-wrenching orgasm overtook you, the noises coming out from your mouth choppy, completely high pitched.

As you came down from your high, you looked down to see Dean watching you in amazement, those big emerald, green eyes staring up at you. His lips were pulled into a tiny smile.

"How can smile when we both need to get changed?" You teased, but your face almost looked the same as his, dorky and admiration. "'Just thinking about how I'm the luckiest guy in the world. And when you feel the need to jump my bones, let me know, because 9 times out of 10, I'll be into it."

Definitely noted.

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[brawlstars-dragon-au]

Sketch dump time! A whole bunch of requests from the crazy ex-bird app

In Order: Maisie, Pam, Colette, Buster, Chester, Chuster ❤️🧡 (and a teeny Gus), Leon and Sandy (Leondy 💚💜), Bull, El Primo, and Mandy!

Extra notes about each sketch:

Maisie:

Her breath attack is a condensed foam material, similar to that of a fire extinguisher. Using a gas similar to a pressurized CO² (based on gas-based fire extinguishers!), she shoots it out at high speeds. These hits can potentially cause frostbite and even severe damage to the body if left unattended. She's quite powerful in this AU due to this ability 👀👀 being able to put out the fires and overpower another dragon's breath? Now THAT'S some queen moves right there! She can also simply spray out the foam substance at short range without that pressurized gas. This helps with more close range fire fighting work.

Her right wing and front leg were undeveloped, a disability she'd had since she hatched. However! With the help of mechanics, she uses these prosthetics to help her fly. Still gotta test out how to draw it to make sense, as well as sort out how it stays in place. I've been using inspiration from Toothless (HTTYD) and his tail that Hiccup made.

Pam:

Pam is a bulkier dragon, very much on the larger side of all of them. I'm at odds with myself to figure out whether ot not she'll have wings 🤔 so I had two copies there! Perhaps her wings may be a bit smaller if I do give her them.

Pam spits out molten magma that's stored up inside her as an attack. However, it can also be chunks of scrap metal that she stores up. Otherwise, it's just magma.

Though I didn't draw this, I want Pam to be very resilient to fire in general, as her species/family of dragon use their ability to spew this magma (technically Lava after ut leaves her body? I'll do more research on this...) in order to craft and shape metal. While other dragons need to spend some time to build up a fire hot enough, the Junker family line is able to do this much more easily. (Amber is a close second, though)

Her skin has the ability to crack and seep up lava out of it, potentially coating her body in this to give herself a temporary lava shield, something extremely hard to break through. (In the future, little Jessie may also be able to do this... however, Pam doesn't think she's ready at the moment and avoids the topic or any ideas of teaching her how.)

Colette:

Colette flies in a sort of funny way, twirling around and flapping her wings to maintain somewhat of a chaotic flight pattern. Think of a snake slithering through the sky, but with large wings and the grace of... a teenage dragon (not much, but it does work).

When she gets better at flying...pray and hope she isn't able to catch up to her favourite brawlers cause she isn't ever gonna let go of them 💀 It makes for a great attack, actually! Charging at enemies and coiling around them like a snake to prevent movement, like a big hug ❤️ she just loves everyone SO much 😍

Buster:

Finally kinda set on a design for this funky guy! He's a larger dragon (smaller than El Primo or Frank, but still definitely up there in size)

His wings never quite grew fully, so he wouldn't be able to fly 😔 however, that'll never stop him and his dreams of being a cool movie star 🧡🧡

Buster, at the heart of it, is an unstoppable force when he sets his mind to something. He'll charge in with the same ferocity as his favouite protagonists, rivalling the audacity and hard-headed nature of even Bull! All while doing so for his friends 💪 we love Buster in this AU frfr

Chester:

Chester always has theatrics when he flies. Flips, spins, and fun aerodynamic movements up in the sky! He's gotta compensate for his lack of speed compared to other wyverns after all, but he thinks he's pretty great 😎

Loved drawing this kinda unique pose tbh! That's what I loved with these drawings, I got to experiment without really thinking too much for em with how polished and clean that look. It was very fun! 🔥

Chuster ft. Gus❤️🧡:

We love some goofy gays here 🥹❤️🧡 I just wanted to let em have a little nuzzle + smooch! Dragons don't necessarily kiss, but little side boops like this are the equivalent of a cheek kiss.

Also, a little Gus on the side 🥹🥹 I love this sort of found family dynamic that have! Buster being the cool dad vibe/big bro to Gus, and then Buster being in a relationship with Chester so that he's also a cool dad too 😎 Gus loved these two guys from the very start, they're funny 🤭 never a boring day for these silly lads.

Leondy 💚💜:

My beloveds 🤲 I really do cherish the ship, as well as strong friendship Sandy and Leon have. (Btw in my HCs, Leon and Sandy are 13 & 14 respectively, just to clear that up!)

Sandy, I've mentioned a few times, is very inspired by Capybaras, so Leon finding one is just perfect 🤭 silly little deadpan face lads.

Bull:

BULLDOZERRRR- What a lad! Bull is inspired by- uh, Bulls! Great creatures, large bodies and thick necks to support those headstrong charges 🐂 I love making his posture all confident, strong steps to say, "Yeah. You TRY and stand up to me. I DARE you." Don't wanna mess with him on most days 🏃‍♀️💨💨

El Primo:

Still figuring out a full-body for El Primo, bit he's roughly the same size as Bull! (Maybe a bit bigger)

El Primo has got really small wings, similar to his El Dragón skin. Even his scales and horns are inspired by that mostly! Love when characters have preexisting dragon themed skins 🤭 makes it a lot easier to make ideas!

His "mask" is actually just body paint. He has similar paint on his body, really showing off the vibrant colours and persona he puts on for the crowds.

He WILL beat up his enemies into a pulp in matches. Thank goodness there's the gem powered regeneration and the respawn system in place 😭 I plan to give him a very strong body and tail, enough to support him when he needs to go on his hind legs and overpower his opponents. Buster is designed in a similar way as well!

Mandy:

Last but not least, the Queen of Candy herself. Not even the Dragon AU let's her escape fast food work 😔😔

Her super attack is purely a magical sugar-based rainbow blast, as shown in the sketch. Also, I'm now realizing that I forgot her red spots oml- No wonder she looks so empty 💀 uhh sorry about that, lads 😭 I'll redraw her one day to show off that glowing effect of her spots 🥹🥹

And that's all! Thank you for reading if you made it this far! Hopefully I can make more of these sketch dumps 🤭✨️ maybe take reqs from here too! We shall see. Take care y'all!

[cosmic-ghost-hermit]

Take what resonates and leave all that doesn't behind. Don’t forget to be open to new experiences and perspectives.

PILE 1

Crystal Combo: Jasper+Flower Agate

Astrology: Taurus, Virgo, Capricorn

Vibes: 🤎🤍🐻📺🍪⚰️🧺🦅⛸️🪰🥔💀🐌⏳🦗🧸☕️🦘👻🕰️🌰🪜🦫🚪🏈🏹🍺🪵☁️🎻🥥🌪️🧆🥚🧋🥜🕰️

Hey there! Welcome to your reading pile 1. Your soul family will enter your life when you begin to accept yourself as you are. Your true nature is hidden from the world out of a sense of fear of rejection and disappointment in yourself. Your soul family wouldn’t be able to recognise you if they met you right now. Be kind to your true form. Accept them with open arms and love them for who they are. It doesn’t matter if they are weird or abrasive. You need to stop watering yourself down for people who don’t love you for who you are. Why would you water down something so sweet? I understand where you are coming from by treating yourself the way you do and it is absolutely going to take hard work for you to change your mindset about yourself. You are capable. Hard things are worth doing but right now the hard stuff you are attempting is to seek acceptance from people who will never want you to be yourself. Do not let them control you. Do not let them quiet your voice. Talk as loud as you want and talk about the stuff you love! Your voice is fascinating and beautiful. If you don’t embrace yourself your soul family will take it’s sweet time getting to you. Aphrodite wants to practice self-love and is willing to help you figure it out. Good luck on your self acceptance, my friend!

PILE 2

Crystal Combo: Moss Agate+Yellow Calcite

Astrology: Gemini, Libra, Aquarius

Vibes: 🩵💛🥶😱🦋🐯❄️💫🌊🌙🫐🍋💦🍯🥏🥞🎭💎🔑💠⚜️✈️🚕🥣🎾🛋️🧽📘📒🖲️💡🪼🐠🐟🐱🐳🐤🌎⛈️

Hi, pile 2! You have your full attention on finding your soul family and it’s really all you think about. I see you frantically searching for love on dating apps and joining clubs for things you don’t really care about just for the sake of making those connections with soul family members that you crave so deeply. I love your ambition and the universe recognises your hard work. Spirit suggests a different approach to your goal. You have so much passion in your heart and spirit asks you to aim it at things that you truly care about. Spend your time getting to know your values and interests! Learn all you can about yourself and maybe pick up reading. If you don’t like to read then maybe try some audiobooks instead. The people you are spending so much energy and time on are not going to be able to spend the same amount of energy on you. I see that if you spend time on activism of any kind that you truly really care about you will find the soul family you desire so fervently. You will meet people who care about the same stuff you care for with just as much as you give. They will be able to match your intensely vibrant energy and they will be able to satisfy your voracious hunger for admiration and love. I believe in you, my friend. Go after what YOU care about. You will find what you want. Hermes will guide you on this journey.

PILE 3

Crystal Combo: Rose Quartz+Carnelian

Astrology: Aries, Leo, Sagittarius

Vibes: ❤️‍🔥🧡🍀🚨💚🔥🍏🍊🥢🧃🍓🌵🌶️🌹🐉🐡🐞🎒🥻💋👺🏓🪀⛳️🫕🍣🥗🥒🥑🪴🌿🐸����🦊🤬🧑🏼‍🎤🍄

Welcome pile 3! You have a very quick mind and a very energetic spirit, my friend. I see that you have been begging the universe to give you your soul family. I see how much you have cried over this. How much you have felt about this. I am so sorry you feel so lonely, pile 3. I know how lonely it feels to want people to understand you and they just don’t get it. Have no fear your soul family is on their way. However, spirit really asks you to be patient with your soul tribe. You have worked on yourself with such intensity you sped through most of your growth faster than the universe had anticipated. You should really give yourself the credit your deserve about that by the way. You really left your guides speechless with how you learned so quickly. However, you tribe isn’t ready yet. If you met them right now they would not be ready for you. They need time to grow into the person you need them to be. They are still amidst their lessons. Allow the universe to guide them at whatever pace they need. Not everyone is going to learn as quickly as you did. While you are waiting they ask you to spend time in the astral realm or the dream realm. I hear Hecate reaching out to you and wanting to help you in your desires. Put time into your passions and have some good wholesome fun. If you really are lonely just remember your guides are always with you and you can talk with them. I know it isn’t quite the same as human interaction and I really do understand how much it hurts to feel so lonely. Your soul family is coming your way I promise you. I see at least 2 people and at most 5 that will enter your life in the next few years. I see even more down the line. Perhaps you might find a lover in your soul family and have children with them! Allow yourself to dream, my dear. You are not alone.

PILE 4

Crystal Combo: Rhodonite+Kiwi Jasper

Astrology: Cancer, Scorpio, Pisces

Vibes: 🖤💣🎱🍙🦨🕷️🫖🐚🪽🏁🕸️🐼☠️🕶️♟️🎹🎼🤍✒️🛒🗝️🚽🩹⛸️🍽️🩼💻📞🎥🪮🩺��🎵👁️‍🗨️🔳♠️💬♣️🕐🏴‍☠️🩶

Hey there, pile 4. Your soul family is waiting for you. There are things you are learning right now that are very tough. I see you are working on becoming emotionally and financially stable. I see you looking inward to find your inner light. I am so proud of you for working so hard on this. The universe is teaching and guiding you along the way. Your guides are watching over you and taking such good care of you. I see how thankful to them you are but I also see how sad your past has been. You probably grew up in a very intense household. You only recently have left that situation. You could have left it behind physically but I think it’s more accurate to say your mind has been stuck in the past. Look at how far you have come. Look at where you are now! I know it isn’t perfect yet but wow you have done so good. Especially because of where you came from. Honestly, it is absolutely amazing to see someone with such a quality heart remain kind after what you have been through. You could have turned into the people who hurt you and you didn’t. That is worth celebrating. You are worth celebrating. Your soul family is ready to love you when you are ready to love yourself. You must do right by you, my dear friend. Do the right thing for you. So many people have wronged you and for a while, you followed close behind them to do exactly the same to yourself. You. Deserve. Better. And you know it. I am so proud of you for finally seeing that. What everyone in the past said about you and how they treated you was wrong. They are factually incorrect. They just got butt-hurt because you weren’t as easy to control as they thought you would be. You showed strength and they were jealous. Let yourself shine. Stop holding back. Love yourself the way you love others so deeply. The universe loves you. I love you. I wish you all the luck in the world. Remember you are protected. I see Apollo looking after you.

[ashwhowrites]

Hi! I love your writing you’re like one of my fav writers on this app. Can I request a fic where reader is in a really toxic/abusive relationship & Eddie sees reader getting yelled at & pushed around by their bf and eddie like stops it and reader & Eddie get close but they are still in the relationship bcus she’s afraid of the bf’s reaction & ends up cheating with Eddie and tries to break it off with the bf but it escalates and Eddie beats his ass💀sorry if this doesn’t make sense

Thank you 💕 hopefully this is what you wanted

⚠️smut (fingering)

Not proofread

Eddie Munson and Y/N barely knew each other. Just passing students in the hallways. She doesn't even think she's ever spoken to him. Which is why she doesn't understand why Eddie was standing between her and her boyfriend with anger in his eyes

Just seconds ago her boyfriend was screaming at her, for something she doesn't even know. His hand gripping her wrist in a tight grip and suddenly Eddie was throwing him off of her

"don't touch her like that" she was caught off guard by how mad he sounded.

"don't tell me what to do freak. Y/N let's go!" Her boyfriend snapped, she immediately went behind him. Eyes catching Eddie's as he sadly looked at her, giving him a small smile. Hopefully he took it as the thank you she was sending. Her boyfriend throwing an arm around her shoulder and dragging her down the hallway.

~~

Then it happened again

He stood between her and her boyfriend. Breathing into each other's faces

"baby let's go" she pleaded. She didn't know Eddie or why he showed up when she needed saving, but no one would be able to save him from Nick.

Nick listened, shrugged off Eddie and yanked her out of the bar

~~

Eddie wasn't dumb. It was obvious she was in an abusive relationship. She doesn't know him, he knows that from the looks she gives him. Almost like she's trying to figure out who he was. But he knew her. His eyes followed her everywhere she went. He's had a crush on the quiet girl for years. Watching her grow less and less confident. Her smiles getting weaker. Her eyes never lifted from the ground. His heart ached for her. Eddie knew the pain of being abused by someone who was supposed to love you. She needed a safety net, and he'd gladly lay it out

~~

"hey, Y/N right?"

She jumped when a voice came behind her, turning around to see Eddie

"um yes, Eddie right?" She asked

He smiled at her shyness. Trying his best to make her feel at ease

"wanna be partners for this thing?" He smiled, sitting down next to her

"uh sure" she smiled

~~

Slowly they began to hang out after school, sitting in the library. They worked on the project, but Eddie wanted to learn more about her. He wanted to be her friend.

It took a while but she began to open up. He was patient and did it at her pace. They finished the project a month ago, and began to meet up at his house. Something her boyfriend knows but doesn't like. He'll pick her up with an angry look in his eyes, Eddie glaring back.

~~

But then they stepped into dangerous territory. Her boyfriend was away at a football camp, her parents were away on business and she was alone. Eddie offered to stay and maybe she should have said no but she didn't want to.

Now she was laying on his chest, trying to fight off sleep as he flicked through the tv

"maybe we should get you to your bed" Eddie chuckled, looking down at her. She was seconds away from falling asleep on him.

"no, I'm fine" she yawned, sitting up.

"come on" he sighed, grabbing her hand and leading her to her bedroom.

She followed behind, half asleep.

~~

She's been lying in her bed....with him for three hours. Wide awake, staring at the wall as his chest was pressed into her back. He's been dead asleep since he hit the pillow. She couldn't shake off the feeling in her body with his skin on hers. His breath hitting her ear, his hips knocking into hers every once and awhile. Letting her feel exactly what was in his thin plaid pants. His hand rested on her stomach, his thumb would twitch and rub her skin every now and then.

Lying here with him was a mistake and she needed to leave. She took a deep breath, preparing to slip out under his arm when he suddenly gripped her harder. Pushing her further into his chest. She went still for a second. But his snores gave away that he was dead asleep.

Suddenly she felt something hard pressed into her ass. Eddie gripped her hips as he rubbed himself against her. She felt her body erupt in flames. She probably should wake him up, but she found herself pushing against him. Shivering at the loud moan he let out.

This was wrong. She had a boyfriend and she was taking advantage of him. He's probably having a wet dream about someone else. She can just believe that and ignore it

"fuck Y/N, that's good"

But she couldn't ignore that

Or the way her thighs clenched hearing her name in a moan

"that's it baby. Ride me"

She clenched her eyes tight, trying to fight the image out of her mind. But the way he kept rubbing himself against her was driving her insane. She needed to get herself together. With a moment of courage, she grabbed his arm, shaking it lightly as he stirred behind her

"hm?" He groaned, sitting up

"Eddie?" She whispered

"yeah what's up?" He yawned, switching on the lamp as she turned around to him

"you were.... dreaming" she didn't want him to be embarrassed but the way he blushed and covered himself with the blanket told her that she did

"shit. I'm so sorry. I'm so sorry for making you uncomfortable in your own bed. Here I'll take the couch" he rambled, beginning to move out of the bed

"I liked it"

He froze, head turning slowly to look at her over his shoulder

"you.. um.. What?" He stuttered out

"I liked the way you moaned my name and rubbed yourself on me" she admitted, sitting up as she gained more courage, moving herself closer to him. His back facing her as his head watched her from over his shoulder. Her hand slowly trailed up his spine, touching his bare skin. She felt herself grow wetter when he shivered and moaned

"touch me Eddie" she whispered in his ear, her hands working over his shoulders and down his chest, sitting behind him. Pressing her tits into his back.

~~

His mind wanted it, his heart wanted it, and his hard dick definitely wanted it. But he couldn't. She was fragile, broken and had a boyfriend. He was meant to be a friend, be a shoulder to cry on. Not a shoulder to kiss and suck on.

"I can't" he whispered, turning his head back straight but her fingers caught his jaw. Turning his attention right back to her

"you can. I know you want to. Please touch me" she purred, moving herself somehow closer. Her face just inches away from his

"I can't. Once I start I know I won't be able to stop" his whispers hit her lips, making her lean even closer

"then don't stop" she whispered, finally touching her lips with his. She kissed him slowly and shyly at first. Allowing him to kiss her deeper if he wanted, and he did.

Turning around fully and kissing her harder. Keeping his lips locked with hers as he pushed her down on the bed. Laying on top of her as her arms reached behind his head, tugging him even closer.

She moaned into his mouth when one of his hands moved down to her stomach, slipping his cold hand underneath her shirt, trailing up to her chest.

She opened her mouth, begging for him to slip inside. He moaned the second he felt her tongue on his. His body moved on its own, grinding his hips down against hers as his hands pinched her nipples. He swallowed her moans and whimpers, desperately keeping his mouth attached to her at all times.

Her hands were in his hair, gripping and yanking as she gasped underneath him. Pulling away with heavy eyes and red lips. She felt shy under his heated and lustful look, but also confident. Almost like she had the control of the room.

"are you sure you want to do this? Everything will be different" he warned. There was no way he could go back to being a "friend". Not when he tasted her and has her hands in his hair.

"yes please. I want it. I want you" she whined, moving her hands down his back, grabbing his hips and trying desperately to keep them moving against her

Eddie felt himself twitch in his pants as she whined. He tried to think rationally. She was vulnerable, and desperate for some type of love. He could easily be getting used to fulfilling things her boyfriend can't. If he wasn't her savior, would she be interested?

But at the end of the day, he's a boy in love with a girl. And she so happens to be taking her god damn top off under him. Moving her hips against his as she gasped. Touching her body as she begged and begged.

It could end with him getting hurt, but it was so worth it for just one night to love her.

Eddie nodded, sitting up as he grabbed her hips, yanking her closer to his body. Fingertips grazing her stomach as he softly touched the top of her shorts, slowly pulling them down her legs. He gulped hard as he saw the wet patch on her underwear, eyes instantly stuck on it.

"Jesus fuck, how wet are you?" He groaned, looking at her shy face. She hid herself with her hair, smiling lightly

"touch me and find out"

He growled at her words, leaning down to shove his tongue in her mouth again. His right hand slipped underneath her underwear, immediately finding her soaked. Two fingers rolling small circles on her clit

She moaned loudly, hand gripping his arm tight as she threw her head back. She figured she probably should admit she was a virgin, and a virgin who has never been touched. But now her brain is mush. Not a single thought was staying in her head. His lips were on her neck, nipping at it softly. He was cautious not to leave marks, no matter how bad he wanted to

He smirked as she moaned and shivered underneath him. Watching her face closely as he slipped a finger inside of her. She clenched around him immediately, very tightly

"hey relax pretty girl" he soothed, kissing up to her cheek. She nodded and took a deep breath. He felt her unclench around him. Allowing his finger to move at a slow pace. He watched her even closer, she seemed to be highly sensitive to his touch

He tested the waters, slipping a second finger into her soaked cunt. She moaned louder, her nails digging into his arm as she tried to control herself. He quirked his eyebrow, using his thumb to rub on her clit again

"EDDIE FUCK" she screamed, throwing her arms over his shoulders, whining underneath him uncontrollably.

That's when he had the idea

He kept fucking her with his fingers, going faster and harder. Moaning himself as he watched her body react to him. His thumb adding more pressure to her clit. Watching her fall apart

"has he touched you like this, pretty girl?" His tone was curious but his eyes were devious. He smirked down at her, he already knew the answer

"no" she whimpered. Rocking her hips against his fingers. Moaning louder as she felt him slip even deeper inside of her. She felt the need to blush as she could hear just how wet she was

"has anyone?" He asked again

"no. Just you" she answered honestly. Not an ounce of embarrassment by the way he looked at her. Almost like he wanted to devour her

He smirked and fucked her harder. Moving his fingers upwards to find that special spot. Making sure to keep his pace the same

"just for me to ruin huh? No one ever seen you like this but I do. So special for me" he teased. Kissing her chin as he worked up her face, growling near her ear

"I'm going to be the very first person to watch and make you cum. And I will be the ONLY one"

She nodded at his words, already feeling some type of feeling in her stomach. The way he growled, the way his voice sounded so possessive over her, it had her clenching without her knowing

"Eddie ..I feel something" she whined

"I know baby. Just let go. Don't think about it" he whispered, his tongue licking her neck as she whimpered

His mouth moving up over hers. Her hard breaths fanning against his own lips. Eyes staring at her as her eyes were shut and head thrown back

"Eddie, fuck fuck" she moaned, she wasn't sure what she was feeling or what was happening but it felt so fucking good, and he felt good.

"can you kiss me?" Eddie felt his heart race at her quiet voice. Looking up at him with watery eyes.

"beg for me baby" he teased, fingering her harder. He tried to keep his focus on her, but his cock was harder than he's ever felt it.

"Eddie please kiss me. Please. Please, I'll do anything. Just kiss me. I wanna taste you again" she cried, a small tear making its way down her cheek

"fucking gorgeous" he moaned, licking his lips and kissing her hard. Thumb rubbing her clit hard and fast. She tried to kiss him just as hard. Trying to move her lips just as fast but her body was going numb and couldn't function. Her lips just stopped moving and her hips went still.

Her mouth opened against his lips in a silent scream, body spazzing and toes curling. Her back arching as she gasped

"that's it. Baby, cum for me"

Eddie has seen girls orgasm before, but this was the most beautiful sight he's ever seen.

"it feels so good" she whined, nails clawing at his arms as she shook against her bed

"I know baby, I know" he slowed down his fingers, circling her clit very slowly and delicately. Removing his fingers from her, groaning as his fingers were drenched. He couldn't help himself, sucking his fingers clean, groaning at her taste

"Jesus fuck. You taste better than I thought"

"you think about that?" She giggled, looking down at him

"you don't want to know what I think about" Eddie smirked, kissing up her thighs all the way to her lips. Pecking her lips softly over and over.

"Eddie, can I say something?" He nodded, covering her bottom half with the blanket, wrapping his arm around her as he laid next to her

"I really like you" she confessed, eyes moving all around his face, from his eyes to lips to nose to eyes.

"I do too" he smiled, pushing her hair out of her face, keeping his hand gently on her cheek

"but...like the way I'm supposed to like my boyfriend" she admitted, biting her lip nervously

"I like you more than I should. Your boyfriend would kill me if he knew what I thought about you"

"I don't wanna be with him, I want you" she whispered, moving herself closer, digging her hands in his curls.

"I want to be with you too" her heart raced, she felt herself smiling. A smile she only ever had with him

"I'll break up with him, I'll do it tomorrow when he comes back. I've been too scared but knowing I have you, I know it'll be okay"

~~

Eddie was pacing in her bedroom

Nick and her were downstairs, she asked for privacy while she talked to him. She knew Nick would go straight for him and she didn't want him to have to deal with that.

But Eddie was terrified. He listened because she asked, but he knew Nick and he knew abusers like Nick. The second he lost his temper, she was in harms way. And he hated that he couldn't be there with her

~~

"is he here?" Nick growled

She accidentally looked at the stairs, his eyes catching it

He growled and began to march up the stairs

"NO. HE DIDN'T DO ANYTHING"

~~

Eddie heard her yell then her bedroom door slammed open

Nick came marching in, tackling Eddie straight to the floor

Eddie groaned as his head hit the floor but moved his head the second Nick's fist came flying down

"NICK!" she tried to scream but Eddie already landed a punch to Nick's jaw. Rolling on top of him, fist connection over and over with Nick's jaw

"EDDIE!" She tried to scream at him but he was too lost in his fury of anger.

Nick coughed as Eddie released him

"you fucked her didn't you?" Nick spit out

"doesn't matter. She's done with you" Eddie growled, grabbing Nick's shirt and yanking him closer to his face

"she'll cheat on you too. She's a fucking whore"

"you don't know shit about her. Fucked her or not, she's done with you. If I ever catch you near her again, I'll kill you with my bare hands" Eddie spat out, landing a kick to his stomach as he stood up

"now get the fuck out of her house"

She grabbed Eddie's hand once Nick stood up. His angry eyes landing on her

Eddie stood in front of her, keeping her away from Nick

She breathed a sigh of relief once he walked out, squeezing Eddie's hand harder

"thank you" she breathed out

"you don't have to thank me. I'll always be here for you" he comforted, kissing her lips softly

~~

Dating Eddie was the fairytale she thought dating Nick would be like.

Eddie never yelled at her

He never got mad over the smallest things

He shrugged everything off with a smile

He bought her flowers, opened the doors for her, and kissed her like she'd disappear

She'll never forget how good his body felt when they first made love. The way he held her and shivered against her

For once, she thinks she might be in love

And he knew, he knew he was in love

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[neerons]

Hii neerons, I hope you are well. All I wanna say is that I am still so pissed that seichi route ended so early by voltage. Like his ending wasn't catharic tbh I was recently rereading all his previous seasons and stories and really got sad at how much potential it had and their were so many things left to explore. Voltage did him wrong😭😭. His past family sister and everything else rushed over just like that. I hate it tbh but then again voltage prioritizes it's profitable routes🫠. So what I really wanna know that do u have any personal headcanons, ideas, plotpoints literally anything u thought we would get to explore with him or even tho the route has ended u still believe in these personalized ideas and opinions u have of the boss x mc, his past personal life etc.( I am so thirsty for more of him💀). Like anything u would have loved to see more of, random headcanons u know just wanted to know what u think cuz voltage left out a lot . Anyway take care and have a great day. Love all your MK content🫂❤️

Hi ❤

I'm doing okay thank you very much. I completely understand the feeling of loss and frustration over this as I feel it too, and will always feel it. I'm not sure the reason he was dropped was because he wasn't profitable enough. I have been trying to find out why he was dropped like this but sadly never received a satisfactory answer from Voltage

I'm a bit skeptical to think they have dropped him for financial reasons, since many other titles aren't profitable yet they keep writing for the characters from these titles? Seiichi/Boss is from one of their currently most popular titles, both in the Japanese and International app. MK has a great ranking overall, whether it's in the titles ranking, or character rankings during the elections in the two versions. They could have kept up with him given MK's theme that's full of possible plots, and stop writing the same office romance titles (that are bound to stop soon since there's not much to explore within these themes)

It's possible he was cut short because the author had lost inspiration for him and didn't know where to go with him anymore. I tried finding his author since Seiichi shares Kazuomi's writer. I think I found the correct person on X and tried contacting them but obviously they didn't respond. I might try again to contact more people linked to MK or even contact JP fans if I can find any haha but I'm not very confident that there's a definite answer as to why he was rushed. I think it was a poor decision to stop him when this title is one of their most profitable and longlasting as of now...

My Headcanons About Boss' Route from Masquerade Kiss 💋

Like you said, his story had a lot of potential! It's a shame his sister Reika wasn't reintroduced after her arrestation since she had mentioned she would come back to take revenge. It was pretty much foreshadowed that she'd be back, so the final chapter ruined this opportunity.

If we remove the final chapter from his story, or tried to change or implement it later, I think some events would have turned out this way:

We would see Reika figure out a way to come back once again as an antagonist to take revenge on Seiichi and MC. More details on their relationship would have been developed or explained. The reason they were at odds since childhood is not that well explored.

We would have learned about his past in more specific details. The marijuana plantations on the Japanase island where he grew up would have been mentioned. They probably are part of why he became an agent, or why he left his past behind

The PoV of how he became an agent. Like, how did Seiichi decide to join the EAC specifically?

More explanation of his other work with the police?! Because it was literally said he worked with them too behind the scenes and then it was never mentioned or used again?!

More parallels of him as Tom Cruise/Ethan Hunt from Mission Impossible. We have already seen him have similarities with him, and since MK is inspired by MI and the MC is a fan of the movies, she also refered to Boss as her "personal Tom Cruise". Boss' skills of taking a new identity doesn't only stop at changing his behavior and habits. He is very meticulous and also knows how to completely change his appearance and height, which is similar to Ethan Hunt's specialty. We might have gotten a moment that's similar to a scene from one of the movies.

More details about his grandparents and how he was raised. What his parents had become, more key moments with the family that welcomed him overseas etc...

That's only my wish but I wanted to see more in depth the moment he met MC, like his PoV of that moment. I also wanted to see the way he trained her when she was a new recruit. Can you imagine what kind of trainings recruits must go through to be able to do what MC does now? It would have been very interesting. That also could have been a parallel to MI because Ehan Hunt trained Lindsey in the third movie.

If the story lasted longer, and Seiichi was able to have MC become a senior agent without him having to fake his death and get rid of the EAC's bad apples, it would have been interesting to have him train her in knowing how to torture someone to obtain information, as it is required of senior agents. It would have brought more development to MC as well, and show a new side of Seiichi's set of skills and the cruelty of the job.

Seiichi and MC would have a private wedding ceremony (but I headcanon that the moment he proposed to her, they were already considered "spouses" emotionally since they can't have an actual ceremony nor be legally linked as Seiichi doesn't have the papers required for that)

An alliance with the 3S's and Kazuomi, Kei and Yuzuru would inevitably help Seiichi and MC with some missions in the future.

In his story, MC doesn't become independent as an agent but stays with the EAC, but imagine if instead, Seiichi and MC started their own agency? They would pick their own allies such as Luca (Hugo's cousin) and maybe the whole EAC bunch we already know. It would make it easier for them to be together too since they would manage the same agency

They would have a child, or two, or three?! I once made a fake daughter for him and MC you can see HERE and made a fake story with her. I'm thinking that since Seiichi's story ending left a lot of plot holes, I should start making the fake stories again to change the scenario 🤣 I know having even one child is hard enough for simple humans but for spies, it's even harder to manage. But I wanted to see that happen for them

I think that's pretty much what I imagined so far. Maybe some other things will pop up in my head another time!

Thank you for always fanning my love for him through these asks, it shall never die 🥰❤

[bittercideristaken]

I passed out fourteen times but here's my pointy objects fanart I've been working on for literally months and only now got a break from school and work to finish

(this is fanart from an ao3 fic called of gods, monsters, and pointy objects made for @gontagokuhara !!! I hope you're feeling better from covid!! I promise I won't feel bad about how long this took if YOU don't feel bad about the time this next chapter is taking, MASTERPIECES TAKE TIME!!!)

I had (have) more art planned but I didn't want to wait forever to post this, it's the reason as to why I haven't commented yet!! I was trying to finish this first and then I didn't have time LMFAOO I hope you like it!

Baby (giant) Gonta being raised (literally) by Nagito, distracted by a cool beetle!

2. Angie and her mom(s) off their island's shore....

3. Kaede in Chapter 10, after the RV explosion, in the bathroom of Mikan's cottage....

4. Ibuki and her daughter, Kanami, waking up in a panic after the attack

(Non)surprisingly, I think it'd be fun to also share some of my pointy objects headcanons in this same post! I wrote down a LOT of them in my notes app overtime, and they're mostly camp-based. But since this is long I'll just put it under the cut ;)

• Miu's hair used to be the exact shade of blonde as kaede, but she dyed it pink with manic panic and it's NEVER come out

• Nagito and Ibuki were already friends, but only started becoming close after the Tsumugi incident bc of their shared grief and self-doubts... she basically stayed at camp the whole time while the triplets healed up until Junko banned parents from seeing their kids

• Ryoma was a daily smoker before coming to camp, but Nagito encouraged him to switch to nicotine patches

• The counselors didn't realize Gonta needed glasses for a HOT minute until one day while Hajime was trying to set up a lesson plan for his schooling and couldn't figure out why Gonta's reading comprehension went way down when they used a chalkboard... and they're like "...can you NOT see it?😟" like "oh. well he needs glasses, thats it" *facepalm*

• Tenko goes to a lot of girl group concerts with Himiko and Peko! So when she comes to camp, Kiibo begs her to show them the videos 😭

• Sometimes someone gets sick and can't do dinner duty, and sometimes Nagito says "I'll cook" and everyone rejoices because they KNOW it's a pizza night 😭 they literally bet on how long he'll be struggling in the kitchen until they hear the car leaving camp

• Miu is a SERIAL clothing theif, even though she constantly hates on everyone's style/says their clothes are too big/small for her anyway. Kaede is a constant victim of this 😭 she'll tear up her closet looking for a specific top in the morning and then come out to breakfast to see Miu wearing it (it has caused physical fights)

• Angie and Tenko always show up with the cutest hair with all kinds of accessories. They're the best at braiding and most of the camp has had their hair braided at least three times in one summer.

• Kaede and Kirumi are pretty damn good at sewing! The long haulers bring Kaede things that need mending when Kirumi isn't there lol, and Kaede makes all her own Halloween costumes! (And trades her chore duties to help others with their own costumes)

• Rantaro is GENUINELY a tiktok star 💀 he did musical.lys to cringey music unironically when he was like 12 but ppl really started following him for his aesthetic travel videos, and "dying my hair/piercing myself at 3am bc I'm bored" videos (also some unfortunate thirst traps and dance videos💀) Shuichi shows up in the background sometimes and Rantaro teases him because ppl keep commenting "WHO THAT IN THE BAAAAACCKKKK" but yeah he doesn't take it crazy seriously or post very often

• Himiko has known Hajime/Nagito the longest of all the campers (they literally changed her diapers for Chiaki) but she used to hide behind her mom's legs as a toddler bc she was shy 🥺

• Miu works better with music on, it's like her only real psychological tie to her Godly parent (other than the attitude)💀 she dances around her room while working on projects and turns the music up REALLY loud in her cabin and makes everyone complain until she's gifted a pair of really good headphones for Christmas

• Angie also LOVES to surf, Sakura wasn't the best surfer before but she literally learned just so she could surf with her daughter 🥺 it makes her feel closer to Aoi

• Sometimes when the counselors are SUPER overwhelmed they literally say that they've been called to a meeting and just take the weekend off somewhere 💀💀💀 usually one stays behind but it's something they've NEVER admitted to even though the triplets have definitely figured it out after Hajime came back from a """""meeting"""""" with a trinket for his office 💀

• (KINDA NSFW) But Ibuki has had the most relationships with other gods out of everyone else followed by Makothoe 😭 This doesn't really say much it's just a record bc the gods have relationships with humans anyway 💀 if you account for humans it's probably Leon or Teru LMAOOOO (honorable mention to the imposter because LMFAOOOO but I headcanon he has like real relationships with humans and sticks with them for a while not necessarily uhhh yk)

• Most of the gods are used to acclimating themselves to their time, but like, sometimes they still don't catch up with EVERYTHING and they act like parents who struggle to get Siri to work or squint when they have to use a phone (The counselors got sick of a 12 y/o Kokichi asking if they had games on their phone and kokichi got sick of them saying "a telephone was made for calling people" so he got a phone slightly before the other campers 😭) (Byakuya and Makoto got a smartfridge that they STILL struggle to work 💀) (Taka's face turns red after the first 10 minutes he takes to connect a bluetooth device to his car)

• Vocal stims spread across camp like wildfire until Hajime nearly tears his hair out begging them to stop (vocal stims ALSO linger in MEETINGS LMFAOO I think the indubitably bit in sdr2 was so real and funny 😭)

• Baby rantaro was DRIPPED TF OUT💀 Makoto and Byakuya had him in designer clothes as a toddler, to the point where reporters/business partners were suggesting he go into junior modeling because he was such an adorable kid! Makoto likes to tease/brag to Rantaro about it lol. He still has the toddler clothes stored away and a bunch of photos of baby rantaro in formal wear😭

• Kaito has a scar on his stomach from when he tried to fight off the monsters that killed his grandparents

• Kaede is "talking smart", and so is her twin, Miu, but it SHOWS when she's talking trash about someone 😭 she has an Azealia Banks level of world-ending, life-changing reads at the tip of her tongue

OKAY THATS ALL FOR NOW BYEEEEEEE

[httyd-art-requests]

Oh my gosh, I was just thinking: do you do process videos? Like, time lapse or anything like that? I'd be so curious to see them!

I got another ask about this a bit ago and I'm still trying to figure out how I could record it 💀

I use a Huawei tablet to draw and I have to emulate like 90% of everything I need. My art program has a built in timelapse save feature but I still haven't found a way I could move that footage over. Tumblr doesn't work on my tablet because it doesn't show up in the app store at all and getting it through the google play emulator would absolutely mess it up. Otherwise I would just upload it from my tablet directly :(

If anyone has any tips, I'd be very grateful 😭 I've never done anything timelapse/speedpaint related before, but I do want to share my process now that I know you guys wanna see them

[vampstel]

I had a question and this is solely so I can practice my own terms

- what references do you use when you draw guys

- How long have you been drawing guys for? How hard was it to draw them? (I know it’s probably been a little while but I’d like to know when you really got the hang of drawing guys)

I love it when you draw guys because I can use that as inspiration and a perfect reference since you draw guys so well.

For your design with me videos. How many layers did you end up using?

I mainly have Henry. He’s got such a cool outfit and I wanna use your ocs as a guide to creating my own…? Idk if this makes sense I just absolutely love your work. Your style is so unique and amazing.

Gonna be 100% honest, my answers for these questions are not going to be satisfactory or good so uh… beware 🫣

1. I don’t use any special references for masculine characters

Finding references for men or just masculine characters in general isn’t hard or special. It’s just about as normal as finding references for feminine characters. All you really have to do is find good clothes, hairstyles, and real people/already existing characters to get inspiration from.

Can’t really tell you much when it’s such an ordinary process to me unfortunately 🤷 Even for poses it’s the same. I’ll just find pictures on Pinterest, recreate it in a 3D model app and boom… A man on my canvas. Scary…

If you’re struggling with men, I think it’s good to just practice drawing real men sometimes. From celebrities, models, to just ordinary people. It helps with anatomy and figuring out how to depict traditionally masculine features. If you’re struggling with masculine designs… Don’t be afraid to depict men more ‘flamboyant’ and less bland. Masculine clothing is not as boring as people say it is, trust me :P

2. Ever since I started drawing. So when I was a kid lol

I’ve never been one of those artists who only drew one kind of gender representation and struggled with the rest. I can draw women, I can draw men, I can draw just about anything [minus mecha] even at a young age. It’s never been difficult for me to draw masculine presenting characters. What was (and still is) difficult to me was anatomy; Which was an all around issue regardless of character design.

I’d say I’ve gotten better this year, though. Or around late 2023 when I drew Royale High art of Lawrence and Rei. That’s when I got more confident with showing art of diverse characters and got more confident drawing different body types in general. Since before that, I kind of just kept art like that to myself since it was ugly and unpleasant to me 😭

So uhhh yeah… Anatomy’s the issue. Not the gender or anything. Since if I drew bad men back then, I drew bad women too LOL

3. I have no idea 💀

Assuming you mean canvas layers and not like… editing layers:

Layers are one of those things that vary from canvas to canvas and can’t be replicated 1:1 ever. It just depends on the style and the process you do. For example, I often use lots of layers to section off different parts of a drawing. From different colors and pieces ofclothes, to lineart, to shading, and more. My layers can go anywhere from 20-100 with this process. But, if I’m painting or sketching. it’ll be at most 2 layers.

Just depends on what you find more comfortable!! If you’re wary of mistakes, it’s good to use lots of layers so you don’t get confused which part of a drawing is where. Plus, you can erase parts easier without erasing the whole drawing altogether. So if you don’t like… Say your hair shading, you can delete the layer for that and redo it. You can also recolor parts easier too.

And If you want something more carefree, do less layers. Sometimes drawing with less layers and limiting yourself to 1 or 2 helps build line confidence and I suggest trying it out. It’s a great way to practice ^_^

[thatonefreemanversefic]

what's the writing process for this fic? and how long does each step take?

“how long does each step take?” lol you make it sound so much more professional than it truly is.

I start with a general idea of how each chapter should start and where they should end (ex. Chap 1 I wanted to start with drawing a comparison to the train and the tram, and wanted it to end with the botched teleport. Chap 6 I wanted to start with them getting the boat and end with the beginning of this new arc)

For the in between, I’m mostly just working with a general idea for things I want to establish or develop, and have to wing it from there. The radio stuff for instance, as well as the mean green stuff OG is going through are both ideas I have that get implemented when it feels right rather than because I have in my notes that that’s supposed to happen then.

Most of this fic is just an amalgamation of different scenes in my head that I’m figuring out how to put together, which might be obvious at some parts honestly 💀

The dialogue actually is something I usually write in the moment, although I do have a folder where I keep anything I come up with that I wanna use, assuming I’m at a point where I can’t use it at the moment. Otherwise, I tend to write out the whole conversation first and then go through later to add in descriptions of who’s saying what, half so I don’t lose the thread of the conversation and half so I have a bigger picture for how each character means what they say.

I use 3 different writing apps for not just this fic but basically any fic, for better or worse. Google docs, which I think I’ve mentioned enough this isn’t a surprise, the notes app on my phone (you’ll never guess when I swap to this one), and OneNote. Google Docs and OneNote are both for when I’m on my computer, the former where I do most of my writing and the latter is just where I store all of my fanfic. All of it. Notes is for anytime I’m on my phone, mostly because I like using it better than Google docs on mobile.

Last is the beta read, where I fix grammar errors and make last minute changes, as well as add in the <em> and </em> so the italics get carried over because they are VERY important to me.

I’m assuming this is about the 7 and how I mentioned a change that’s happened twice now. This change is just one of those scenes I intended for later that’s getting added in early, which isn’t necessarily a bad thing. I’m trying not to spoil it (anymore than I already might’ve) but once you read it you’ll probably be able to tell what both were, though I am still happy to clarify in case I’m simply too confusing of a person (very likely).

[ikari-cat]

Miss your ikarishipping contents, lately I feel nostalgic about this ship. I miss your fankid Blake. I wonder how would be Paul and Dawn's daughter physically and personality according your point of view.

So I actually did doodle their daughter once, but WAY back in the day:

But decided to doodle the duo today, I probably named her something different back then but couldn’t remember 🫥 so I picked Liv to continue the one syllable name trend in the family lol (but also never really saw them having more than one kid 🫡)

Also, since I deleted my inbox to start fresh, this seems familiar to an old message that was in my inbox, so if I’m right and you’re wondering why I’m not really active with ikarishipping as much now THEN

Long story short, I pretty much have moved on from overall pokeani due to the characters never growing up. That, and after the whole fiasco with the creep I dealt with centering on Dawn + trademarking overall headcanons + vague shit talk - OVERALL I had to take a huge step back and realize being a highly sexual adult in a general kids fandom isn’t the best of ideas. OBVIOUSLY, I’m not saying it’s bad if you are an adult fan still engaged in the community, but for me the fandom just wasn’t ideal for me anymore.

ESPECIALLY when both of them returned in Journeys, and as expected, nothing really changed in their respective partings with Ash 🫤 at this point I feel much more engaged with sasu/saku | rey/lo | dimi/leth due to the characters mainly being adults + having more material to work with + their respective settings were more MATURE vs the pokeani setting. It probably doesn’t help that I’ve side eye the Pokémon franchise as a whole and well you can guess why 💀

Overall I’m not saying that I’m like DONE with this ship, I’m just WAY more cautious now due to characters being forever 10, and despite most of my content centered on them IS WHEN THEY’RE GROWN UP I also am not a writer 😅 I can doodle concepts but as mentioned it’s hard to do so when you feel more content in other fandoms + my life outside of apps being an absolute mess.

SO if you haven’t sent me an ask to draw them more prior, and this is just someone completely new, then f

I remember one message asked about the comparison of vege/bul and ikari which YEAH I STILL SAY THEY HAVE SIMILAR TRAITS but it was so old I didn’t want to indulge in it fjwiofjwfj besides I think I have prior so maybe I did answer them in another way and I will never know. ALSO,,,,I noticed that my fankid for dimi/leth is similar to Blake in most ways SO it’s really intriguing how I really jumped from ikarishipping to dimi/leth in terms of being highly fixated 🤔

I had fun looking back to the very beginning of this blog with my doodles as I was looking for my original drawing of these goobers, and no matter what, I’m glad ikarishipping was my first REAL otp that opened up my journey in fandoms. There’s still concepts I would love to finish with them, but overall, I’m just glad to hear you still like my ikari content!

[cody-helix02]

Hey Cody! I was just thinking about how much I love your art, I admire it a lot! I do decent with traditional illustration but whenever I try with a tablet it’s like trying to speak a foreign language. What software or techniques help you? Or really anything you’d like to share!

Thanks! 🙏 ❤️

Hey ho! Oh thank you I am happy to hear that ☺️🤍

So eh to be honest I tested out a few different apps for my tablet...the thing is I got a samsung so that limits me a bit 💀 So I haven't tested procreate and such...

The app that I use is just IbisPaint X and I gotta say it is completly fine for the sketches that I am doing 😌

The style of it is pretty simple and I got the hang of how to work with it relatively quickly ☺️ BUT I am not big on using any like effects and colour stuff for shading and such which the app can do...I just never really used it 💀

If you want to look into it the app also has a website with loads of tutorial vids on how to use it! Which is pretty nifty when trying to learn new things or remember how to do certain techniques 😌

Other then that...ah yeah when it comes to my own drawing techniques...ABSOLUTE CHAOS. 💀 I don't know what else to call it...I put down a rough undersketch...like just a stick figure or some swishy lines and then I start 🤣

What helps me when doing those silly doodles is just keeping the lines loose and flowy...don't concentrate too much on perfection and sometimes just capture the vibe of the picture...I also gradually build line weight/thickness for details and shading...BUT if I get too tangled up in the details I get frustrated 💀 You can't imagine how many GIANT sketches I deleted cause I straight up HATED them cause they turned stiff...and urgh...💀

ANYWAYS! I am fuckin shitty when it comes to advice but I hope I was able to help out a little bit 😅🤍

[mknerd]

“The Text” (Original) [II]

Note: This is a direct continuation of the events in “Seeking Attention”. Please read that first before reading this to not be confused! Enjoy! 🙏🏽💙

What to say, what to say, what to say…

Nearly an hour after meeting Maya, I was back in my apartment and resting on my couch.

Well, trying to, I should say.

In actuality, I couldn’t get my leg to stop shaking. I had the Messages app opened on my phone, but the only touching I was doing on it was anxiously tapping the side of it with my index finger. I could feel my phone nearly slipping out of my grip as a nervous sweat began forming on the surface of my hand.

Texting a girl shouldn’t be this hard…

The line in the message bubble continued to blink and blink, almost as if it were starting to get impatient with me and wanting me to figure out at least one word to type.

“Bathroom time,” I said to myself as I rolled off the couch and walked to the bathroom. After shutting the door behind me, I dropped my sweatpants and briefs to my ankles and sat on the cold surface of my porcelain throne. I held on to my phone, still focusing on the blinking text line.

I wonder if she’s waiting for me to say something. Damn it, Will, why didn’t you give her your number?!

I remained seated on the toilet for a few more minutes, even though admittedly, I didn’t actually have to go at all. Feeling foolish, I pulled my sweatpants and briefs back over my waist and left the bathroom.

I started scratching my head in frustration. Somehow, despite having more than an hour to formulate an idea, I still couldn’t think of what to text. It wasn’t that I was nervous to text Maya; instead, I wanted to be careful not to say anything that could get her to block me before she knew it was me.

Just say it’s you. Tell her it’s you and she’ll know. It’s that simple!

Without thinking, I quickly typed the text into the message bubble:

“Hey, Maya, this is Will from the café!”

Instant regret.

Cool, you texted her like she’s a colleague from work. Great stuff, Will.

Until then, I was not aware that it was possible to receive secondhand embarrassment from oneself. I walked into my bedroom and fell back onto my mattress, my phone bouncing out of my hand and landing next to it. Maya had work, so I wasn’t expecting a response for at least a few hours.

My eyelids shut, darkness taking over my vision.

A vibration reverberated through my mattress.

I quickly grabbed my phone and unlocked it to see a text from Maya:

“Haha, it took you awhile. I thought you died on the way home. 💀🚬”

Believe me, Maya, it felt like I did.

I texted her back:

“Sorry, had things to take care of. Got any plans after work?”

Almost a minute later, she sent a response:

“Well, if you’re not busy, I really wanna grab a bite at that new wing place that opened up a few days ago. 🍗 You down? 👀”

Oh, she’s talking about the Wise Moose Wing Bar near my place, I realized. I had plans to try out the place but never had a reason or a person to go with.

I messaged her back:

“Wise Moose, right? That’s near my place! We can meet there when you’re off.”

Maya responded back:

“Sounds like a plan. I get off at 6 tonight, so I’ll see you there at 7! Leave the cig at home. 🤣☺️”

She’s never gonna let me live that down…

I sent another text:

“I will. 😂 See you at 7!”

And just like that, date secured. Somehow, all my actions had actually led to positive outcomes.

But how long does dumb luck last?

[eldritchsurveys]

1229.

by joybucket

1. When was the last time you went to church? >> It's been years. 2. If you could trade hair with any one person, whose hair would you choose have, and why? >> I don't want to trade hair with anyone.

3. How many pairs of pajama pants do you own that have animals on them? >> None of my pajama/lounge pants have animals on them.

4. If you own any pajamas with animals on them, what animals are they? >> The closest to animal pjs I have are the multiple pants I have with a Stitch pattern on them. I still don't know how the fuck everyone in that movie was like "yeah, sure, this is totally just a weird dog", lmao.

5. If you wanted to get a dog that looked like you, which breed of dog would you get, and why? >> I... do not look like a dog.

6. Do you have a hard time letting go of things? >> Depends on the thing, don't it.

7. When was the last time you experienced a miracle, and what was it? .

8. When was the last time you colored in an adult coloring book? >> Years ago. I have a bunch of them, I just never use them anymore.

9. How many cellphones have you owned in your lifetime? >> Too many. 10. Name one celebrity who is the same age as you. >> Kendrick Lamar.

11. How old were you when you had your first crush? .

12. Was your first crush on a male or female? .

13. Do you think you look better with long hair or short hair? >> I prefer how I look with long hair, but I can't afford it.

14. Have you ever had to apply for disability? >> I've gone through that application process multiple times.

15. ....and if so, what happened? >> I was usually approved after a denial or two. The last time it took two years. I can't apply anymore because I'm married to a working person.

16. What is your favorite board game? .

17. Do you think you look better with curly or straight hair? .

18. What is one unpopular opinion you have? >> It makes no fucking sense to measure things like the usefulness of astrology and the existence of gods using scientific metrics and I'm sick of people doing that. 19. What is your favorite photo editing app on your phone? .

20. What is one video game you used to love to play but haven't played in years? 🎮 >> Guitar Hero. Our Xbox 360 RROD'd a couple of years ago, so I can't play anymore. Even if I could, it's likely the flimsy controllers would break after a while, and they're virtually impossible to replace now that that whole franchise and every one like it is out of production.

21. How many of your grandparents are alive currently? .

22. What is one medication you will never take again, and why? 💊 .

23. What is your favorite thing about your life right now? >> Video games.

24.....and what is your least favorite? >> Loneliness.

25. In your opinion, what are three of the most disgusting foods ever? >> Oh, I don't know. I'm not really disgusted by many foods. 26. Do you believe in God? >> The God you're talking about does not play a role in my life.

27. What are three emojis you use a lot? >> 💀😂🖤

28. Do you keep your clothes in a dresser or a closet? >> A wardrobe.

29. What is your least favorite household chore, and why? >> Cleaning a bathroom. It disgusts and repulses me beyond compare.

30. What is your favorite insect, and why? >> Oh, so many. Mantises, stick insects, fig wasps, moths, bees, I just really like bugs.

31. What is your LEAST favorite insect, and why? >> Probably the German cockroach or the bedbug. For reasons I'm sure you can figure out.

32. Do you follow any sort of special diet, and if so, what? >> I do not.

33. Have you ever had an eating disorder? >> Nothing so formal as that. I've had disordered eating habits, but not a full-blown disorder.

34. Do you consider yourself spiritual? >> I do not. That means nothing to me. I have my share of beliefs and practices and preferences, and I have a complex and multifaceted relationship with divinity.

35. Are you happy with your life right now? Why or why not? >> Eh. I mean, sometimes I am, despite The Horrors. But mostly I am intensely dissatisfied, for reasons that I feel like I hash out in surveys all the time already.

[lqfiles]

i’ve been okay! (lie, barely coping, spending my days bedrotting) HOW ARE YOU DOING!!?? i haven’t been on tumblr much aside from looking for some hurt/comfort to read bc im mentally regressing back to when i was like 15-16 and im damn near 20

my new job is already kinda flopping because the management is rly disorganized and everyone (parents.) around me is like… making it MY problem… when i don’t see how it’s my responsibility as a new hire to even have to deal w their forgetfulness… like… my specific manager wasn’t even there the day i did training or on my first day. then i was told that any apps they used for smoother communication and whatnot like scheduling and paychecks would be set up the next time i have a shift… and then they didn’t tell me when that would be. THEN…….. get this…. because this is the part where my parents r telling me it’s my fault…. they put me on the schedule. and did not tell me. and then called me about a no call no show 💀 and when i said i wasn’t informed they said oh! we’ll call you back! AND THEN THEY NEVER CALLED. and my parents r saying i should’ve done more to secure my job. HELLO!? AM I CRAZY? I CANT TELL ANYMORE

sorry for the yapping again had to get that out of my system because i’m sooooo angry like i believe working RETAIL shouldn’t be confusing or emotionally draining esp when it’s a part time position and the fact that they’re tryna make me feel like i wasn’t doing enough when management is equally part of the problem… okay capitalism bootlicker …

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LMFAOOOO THE HURT FICS PHASE AT 15-16 IS CRAZYYY COS THAT WAS ME TOO OMFGGG must be a universal experience, tho i used to be into horror fics too omggg there was this horror dream fic on wattpad and when i tell you i still think about it till this day.. phew

ooouu why are they unserious asf over there plss and your parents trying to make it YOUR problem like.. WHERE IS THE ENERGY TO YOUR MANAGER?? IJBOLLL WHY ARE THEY MAKIMG YOU FIGURE STUFF OUT ON YOUR OWN LIKE WDYM THEY NEVER TOLD YOU WHAT APP YO USE 😭😭 you’re parents are CRAZY (respectfully) because if YOU didn’t get informed by your job, and your JOB didn’t inform you themselves, why are we saying fuck jelly anon for?? the fact that they haven’t called you back plsss THIS IS SUCH AN UNSERIOUS ESTABLISHMENT…..

CAPITALISM BOOTLICKER 😭😭😭😭😭 no but seriously if it’s a retail job why are they treating it like you’re trying to qualify for the military, THIS IS A PART TIME JOB, CAN WE BE CALM… don’t worry i stand with you anon #JELLYANONISRIGHT

[eviesaurusrex]

Harry Styles x University!Reader

Faceclaim: Phoebe Tonkin

author’s note: Harry Styles having a “normal” girlfriend is living in my head rent-free. So, here it is. matt_james is the reader’s best friend! I’m apologizing for the lengthy thing, but I figured out to cheat around the 10 picture limit on the app, so deal with it :* This is not the first part of my small series revolving around the meet cute blurb I had written some time ago. This one here is much older *doesn't dare to look at the date written on the draft* Btw: I put a two-week break into his tour (between the European and the NA leg). Deal with that as well :* This is only barely proofread, I'm sorry!

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»ynoncloudnine changed handle to yninhell«

matt_james At least the weather is nice enough to study outside 🤷🏾‍♂️

[tagged yninhell]

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juneli my shift is almost over! Do you need a refreshment for your hard work? <3

↳ yninhell Uhm… yes please?! 😦

↳ matt_james You’d be my new favorite person of the year.

↳ yninhell HEY! ☹️

↳ juneli Your favorites are on the way! And don’t try to fool me, matty. We all know that YN will always be your favorite person ❤️

oscaratty How much longer will you stay? My last lecture got canceled, and I could use some study time with my friends.

↳ yninhell Did you check the calendar? If yes, you’ll know how long we’re gonna stay 💀

↳ oscaratty It’s this bad?

↳ yninhell Yeeeep. Please remind me again why I decided to study law?!

↳ matt_james Because you’re one of the smartest people on this planet?

↳ yninhell stop over exaggerating, thank you very fucking much.

↳ juneli Love, he is right. Look at all the scholarships you have. It’s okay to brag, especially when it’s earned 😚

↳ yninhell 🙄🙄🙄

↳ yninhell Still, it feels wrong.

↳ matt_james 😯😐

yninhell Can someone bring me my boyfriend back? I think he got wrongly delivered ☹️

I can’t even tag him because he never told me his gram name. Well, not the one for me, at least.

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gemmastyles Excuse me, he forgot what?! HAROLD!! hazmissesyn

↳ yninhell thank you, you are a total gem, G 🥹 You are forgiven, Harold. That name saved you

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↳ hazmissesyn I thought I’d never see the next day 🫣 I am so sorry, sunflower. I’m never thinking about IG, but I know how much you use it, so I should’ve thought about it. Will you forgive me entirely? ❤️

↳ yninhell Already forgiven, love ♥️

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↳ gemmastyles The world is back in order 🥰

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hazmissesyn Oh, my darling love 😢 Should I make a detour before heading to Bologna?

↳ yninhell No. NO! ‘s alright, really. I’m just not used to not having you around, that’s all. Btw I am really sorry for not being able to come with you 😔

↳ hazmissesyn Darling, please. We had this conversation a long time ago. You’re doing what you love, and I am so proud of your academic achievements, my angel ❤️

↳ yninhell Okay 🥺😔 I love you, you know that, right?

↳ hazmissesyn Of course I do, sunflower ❤️ I love you too ❤️

↳ juneli Hi, don’t mind me, I just wanted to let you know that you two are the sweetest, bye!

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matt_james You need some company, rainbow?

↳ yninhell 👉🏻👈🏻 Yes 👉🏻👈🏻

↳ matt_james On my way with some sugar reinforcements 👌🏻

yninhell I got flowers. He sent me flowers. I never got flowers before. I’m crying over a bunch of flowers and a simple little note.

I’m mentally at a very stable and steady place, yes.

I’m gonna leave now because I have a date with the screen of my mac to see my man sing while studying until my brain dies.

Bye.

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annetwist Sweetheart, do you want to come over? We could enjoy the weather in the garden, eat enough cake for a school class, destress from all these exams you handle like a champion, and just enjoy each other’s company? The cats miss you too.

↳ gemmastyles I could make a detour on my way home! I wanted to go anyway ❤️

↳ yninhell Really? You’d do that? 🫣

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↳ gemmastyles Of course, silly. You’re practically my sister at this point. I would do anything for you, sunny ❤️

↳ yninhell Okay, but only if it’s really not a hassle for you, G 🫣

↳ gemmastyles On my way!

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↳ annetwist Drive safe, Gem! See you soon, my gorgeous girls! ❤️

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hazmissesyn Damn, I knew I’d make it worse.

↳ jefezoff Told you those flowers weren’t the greatest idea.

↳ pillowpersonpp Urgh, men. Always have to explain everything to you. See, those flowers didn’t do anything. They’re only flowers. But it probably reminded her that she still has a week to push through. Give this woman some credit.

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↳ jefezoff Oh.

↳ hazmissesyn Thanks, S ☹️

oscaratty And still you manage to look stunning. Mind telling me your secret?

↳ yninhell Years of practice, Attenbourgh. And years of fake it till you make it attitude.

↳ oscaratty Welp, that explains some things.

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»hazmissesyn changed handle to hazlovesyn«

hazlovesyn Look at my gorgeous sunflower.

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mitchrowland Enjoy the break, man!

jefezoff We’ll see you in two weeks ❤️

juneli Hi thanks for allowing me to follow you and thanks for making her so happy byyyye

↳ hazlovesyn Thank you for watching after her while I was on tour ❤️

↳ juneli You don’t have to thank me (or us). That’s what best friends do 😊

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yninhell So many pictures with my face on them help.

↳ hazlovesyn I have even more 👀

↳ yninhell You are crazy, love 🫣

↳ hazlovesyn For you? Yes.

↳ yninhell You cheesy bastard 🥰

↳ hazlovesyn Your cheesy bastard 😚

↳ matt_james Awwww. Look at you two 🥰

pillowpersonpp We are really trying to give you some time alone, but I wanna see my friend again, soooo… we’re coming over in a couple of days. Just to give you a heads up x

↳ yninhell S!!!! I’m gonna bake you your favorites. Still up for chocolate fudge mitchrowland?

↳ mitchrowland Definitely! but you don’t have to bake. We can bring something from that patisserie around the corner. You have enough on your plate already.

↳ yninhell Oh, please. Why spend money if we all know that you love my stuff the most 🫣

↳ hazlovesyn I’m teaming up with my gorgeous girl. Plus, baking is her downtime

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↳ pillowpersonpp I’m not saying no to the promised goods 👀

»yninhell via stories«

matt_james Enjoy it to the fullest!

oscaratty A baby suits you.

↳ yninhell Yeah, but not my current life“style”

juneli You look stunning, he looks stunning, everyone looks stunning and is his sister single and interested in woman? Asking for a friend

↳ gemmastyles That is very sweet of you, but I’m in very good hands 😙

↳ juneli Well, at least no one can say I didn’t try ☺️

harrystylesfanpage Harry spotted today in Oxford, England!

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hsfan1 What is he dooooooooing there?

hsfan2 The most important question is: for who is that food in his hand? I saw some more pictures of him in that café, clearly choosing stuff he'd never eat O.O

↳ hsfan3 🤔😦

↳ hsfan4 I don't want to jinx anything, but he was seen there so often by now. Maybe he had a secret girlfriend 🥹🤭

↳ hsfan2 Would explain the weird food buys

hsfanpage Could we please talk about how at ease he looks??? Not a single care in the world 🥺

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»yninhell changed handle to ynoncloudnine«

hazlovesyn I love you with every fiber of my being, sunflower.

[tagged ynoncloudnine]

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juneli I missed that smile on her face.

↳ matt_james Same

ynoncloudnine I love you more, baby 🥺

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↳ hazlovesyn ☺️😘

oscaratty You two need to bring some sunshine back from Italy!

↳ ynoncloudnine I mean, I could try and ask miss sun very nicely?

↳ oscaratty Much appreciated 😎

↳ hazlovesyn She'd be at your feet, darling, because you're the prettiest sunflower

↳ ynoncloudnine 🥺🥺🥺

↳ oscaratty I really am happy for you both, but please THINK ABOUT ALL THESE SINGLES HERE 😭

annetwist Enjoy the downtime, my two loves 💕

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↳ hazlovesyn Yes, mom ❤️

pagesix Singer Harry Styles was spotted at various places along the Italian coast with a mysterious woman. According to their familiarity with one another, it is not far-fetched to say that the most eligible bachelor of the music industry is... off the market?!

Click the link in our bio to see more pictures of the supposedly happy couple!

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hsfan1 Not page six again. Damn.

hsfan4 This is such an intrusive behavior towards them both. I'm so sick of all these tabloids.

↳ hsfan2 No wonder he keeps his life as private as possible x.x

mymanharry KEEP YOUR HANDS OFF MY MAN BITCH

harry_fangirl But... I love him and want to be with him 🥺😭

↳ hsfan3 Not to be the bad news bearer, but he doesn't know that you even exist, sweetie. So, shut up 😙

harrystylesfan I hate these pictures SO much, but I'm happy to see him this happy.

↳ hsfan7 Same. The struggle is real tho because we all know how much his privacy means to him.

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hsfan8 Okay, but they look hella cute together.

harrystylesupdate More leaked pictures of Harry with the mysterious woman!

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harrystylespage Oh, c'mon! First page six, now you too??? This is disgusting

hsfan1 Take these pictures down, NOW.

hsfan3 This is clearly a massive violation of his privacy. You're better than this.

hsfan4 I feel so sorry for her. I'm glad the media didn't already find out her name, and she's still safe from those bloody scavengers.

↳ harrystylesfan totally agree. But I fear it might not be long until they find out 🥺😭

↳ hsfan4 We will protect her on social media because she probably makes him super happy and doesn't deserve an ounce of hate.

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dailymail The search has found its end! The mysterious woman who was seen with singer-songwriter and Grammy Award winner Harry Styles on various occasions in the past week now has a name to the pretty face: YN LN, a praised law student at the prestigious Oxford University. Sources close to her say that she and Harry grew up together but lost contact after the start of One Direction. Years later, they met coincidentally in London and revived their friendship—which obviously developed to more!

Check out the link in our bio for the full article about YN LN!

Liked by harrystylesfanpage, pagesix, harrymylove, and 12,446 others | 12,671 comments

harrystylesfan Ooooh, you poor bastards.

hsfan1 He will sue your sorry ass.

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ynandharry She turned her Instagram private the second this shitpost was released.

harrymylove that YN bitch has to keep her hands off my boyfriend.

hsfan2 I feel so sorry for these two

↳ hsfan3 Me too. They don't deserve this.

i_love_YN poor babies 🥺❤️

harryismyman How this could've been me, wow.

↳ hsfan4 No, you bloody idiot.

hsfan5 All these people now screaming "this could've been/is supposed to be me": You need a reality check, fucking hell.

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"No!"

The usually soft voice was filled with rage and hell-deep anger as it broke out of her almost shaking body. Her hands were formed into fists, and her heart ached at the thought of what Oscar had done.

How he had broken her trust.

How he had broken Harry's trust.

It made YN feel sick to her very core, almost unable to look into his crushed face, the same tears brimming his eyes she felt. They soon would break the barrier and escape her eyes, the woman was sure of it.

But not now. Not in front of him.

"You will shut your fucking mouth and listen to me, Attenbourgh," YN practically seethed, heart hammering in her chest, the sounds drowning everything around her. "You talked to these idiots! You spilled every single thing they wrote about me! You told them everything about our relationship! You are the reason why they won't leave me alone and why they keep on printing bullshit after bullshit!" The brunette took a shaky breath while one hand rubbed over her cheeks to eliminate every single trace of potential tear shedding. "I thought you were my friend, Oscar. I really, really thought you were my friend who I could trust with everything. But you broke every tiny piece of trust I have ever held for you."

YN felt so worn out. Exhausted. Ever since the first article had made its presence known on the internet, her phone didn't stop ringing. Everyone wanted to be her friend now. Everyone wanted to have a piece of the fame she never asked for. And then, June had called her and told her what Oscar had done. Now, the only thing she wanted to do was to bury herself in Harry's arms and disappear from this planet entirely.

Maybe they could move to the moon.

"YN, please, you have to listen to me!" A sad laugh escaped her at that, and she put the cup of soothing lavender tea a bit too hard down onto the kitchen counter between them. "Why? Hm? So you can lie right into my face? Is that giving you some sort of sick high? I could fucking sue your sorry little rich kid ass, but I just want you gone." She really didn't want him longer in her life than she could humanly endure.

But Oscar didn't grant her this wish, of course not. Instead, he rounded the small kitchen island YN had used as a distancing method, and suddenly, she felt herself cornered as he stepped closer and closer. "You have to understand me, YNN. My parents, they... they cut me off after I told them I would never break up with Jonathan, and... Fuck, I know I made a mess, but fucking hell, they said they wouldn't publish everything and only the parts about Harry and you, and they paid good, and I needed that money to-..."

YN wasn't sure when she had decided to raise her hand and slap his face. The only thing she knew was that she silenced him immediately, and the palm of her hand started to burn like hell. But she didn't even flinch at the pain.

"Fuck. Off."

Oscar couldn't move an inch before a set of feet stepped into the room, and another voice spoke up. "You heard her, mate. Fuck off," Harry almost growled and waited until the defeated man indeed left the apartment before he hurried himself over to YN and gently grabbed for the hand she still had slightly raised. "Oh, love," he whispered at the sight of the skin turning an angry shade of red. Softly, he coaxed her over to the sink and turned the cold water on, slowly pulling her hand under the stream. "I didn't know I would slap him." Her voice seemed far off, as if she was trapped in her own head, and Harry pulled her into his chest, bent his head, and pressed several kisses all over her forehead. "I'm just as surprised as you, love. But he deserved it, so don't beat yourself up too much about it. My wonderful, badass girl."

At least I made her smile, the singer thought as soon as he caught the twitch of her lips and couldn't help himself. He kissed them softly before turning his attention back to YN's hand. "Feelin' better?" At her nod, he hummed lowly and turned off the water, and dried her hand off but didn't release her out of his arm. But YN wouldn't think about leaving the safest place in the world.

"I'm sorry," she suddenly whispered, and Harry made her look up at him, nudging her face upwards with a finger under her chin. "For what on earth are you apologizing, love?" YN shrugged and swallowed dryly. "For exposing your privacy to the world. For making this mess. If I weren't me, if I were some sort of famous individual, it wouldn't be that big of a deal. But... but I'm just me. A poor law student, a nobody. And they won't stop any time soon to drag every piece of information about us, about you, out in the open because it's quick money for them." Ever since she had seen those pictures—and had read every single article circulating the web—YN had felt awful, even though it wasn't even her fault. But her brain couldn't leave her alone.

"Hey Hey Hey." Harry pulled her back into reality, out of her thoughts, by cupping her face with both hands and leaning their foreheads against each other. YN took a deep breath, inhaled his soothing scent, and listened to his calming voice. "It is not your fault. Never was, never will be. You're not a nobody, you're bloody everything to me. And even if you were a famous individual, to use your words, they would be just as much at your throat as they're now. I'm used to this. I'm used to seeing how every single of my steps and my entire life gets analyzed by people who never knew me and never will know me. But you are not. And I will do everything to keep you as safe as I possibly can, my love. I promise."

And YN knew that he meant every single word as she looked into his mesmerizing eyes and nodded, barely palpable. "Okay," she whispered against his lips and accepted the tender kiss of his soft mouth. "Could we... could we go and see your family? Just... getting out of here, turning off our phones, and ignoring the world until you have to leave for your North America tour leg?" Harry smiled gently at her request and kissed her another time, just because he could. "Of course, love. Anything you want."

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variety We had the honor to speak with singer-songwriter and Grammy Award winner Harry Styles during his short break from his Love On Tour world tour.

"It's fascinating—well, fascinating is the wrong word, but I can't come up with another one. But in a weird way, it's fascinating how people who will never know you personally assume the strangest of things only to enrich themselves through other people's lives. It is one thing to do this with people like me—people in the spotlight because we choose this life freely. But it's a whole other thing to do this to people who never wanted this. And no, the fact of dating a human being standing in the spotlight doesn't change a thing about this. We really need to start treating other people's privacy as something sacred again because that's what it is: a space no outsider is supposed to be let in, not even by brutal force."

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juneli 💯

hsfan1 "This will be the only thing I'll say about my relationship until she tells me a further reaching Okay: YN is the most incredible woman on this planet, and I was never happier in my life. So, yes, I have found my match." Gosh, Harry 🥺❤️

↳ hsfan2 He is basically perfect!

↳ harrystylesfan I'm so in love with how he treats her and how he checks in with her if it's okay to talk publicly about them. That's how you do it. That's healthy communication.

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ynandharry I love seeing him this content and happy :)

i_love_YN i think they will be okay. More than okay 💕

hsfan3 He called the tabloid's bullshit out, and I'm sure he already sues the shit out of them.

↳ hsfan4 He actually said something about that. Well, he hinted at it almost at the end: "You do know that my woman is studying law and probably knows every single way of how to sue someone by heart?"

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↳ hsfan3 I LOVE THEM YOUR HONOR 😂❤️

hsfan5 I love Happy!Harry. I love their relationship. It's so good for him 💕

matt_james A trip to the bookshop around the corner is better than therapy.

Her words, not mine 👀

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ynoncloudnine I mean, it's true.

↳ juneli I 100% agree

↳ ynoncloudnine Plus, books are way cheaper than therapy. And not so mentally exhausting 😎

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hazlovesyn And there I thought she would only look at me that way 😦

↳ matt_james Sorry, mate. Guess you got outsourced 🤔

↳ ynoncloudnine Oh, please. You knew I love books... just as much as I love you 😙

↳ hazlovesyn That thinking took a bit too long for my liking 🥲

↳ matt_james Don't worry, Harry. She definitely loves you more. She can't shut up about you 👀

↳ ynoncloudnine Yuuuup 🤭

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ynoncloudnine You will always be the keeper of my heart.

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hazlovesyn ❤️❤️❤️

gemmastyles Too. Freaking. Cute. For. My. Heart

juneli 😭❤️

matt_james I called "soulmates" a long time ago 🥰

annetwist My amazingly strong girl. I could not be more proud of you 💕

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gemmastyles She will eat you alive.

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This got way longer than initially planned, but I started this last summer, and now I couldn't stop (no, I didn't get lazy towards the end, nope, nope, nope lol). I think it's bad, but I still hope y'all liked it <33

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