#nerviousness

[full-time-depressed]

So fucking mad right now.

I just watched a figet toy tierlist (don't ask) and I realized what a huge fucking improvement figet toys would be to my life. Like it would make an actual dent in my depression.

And I am mad because I spent 24 years of my life trying to stop being nervous and figety, because that's what I was fucking taught. Instead of giving me something to let out my nervous energy, I was instead told to just stop being nervous. And I fucking can't. That is so fucking emblematic of how I was raised and why I'm so fucking broken now.

And I can't get those years back. I spent 24 years suppressing my nervous energy and I will never get that back. And that fucks me up. And makes me so fucking mad ...

[doodlesforfics]

Who’s Old Now? by @lirabuswavi​ (um i hope i tagged the right person, cause like im 80% sure you are same ao3 lirabuswavi, if not im sorry <;D)

ok this one-shot literally opened my eyes to sheer chaos possibility of Adult!Fenton adopting kid Billy B. while Teenager!Phantom being mistaken as Shazam’s ward and just ladskjsdk??? superhero/magic/ghost community would not be prepared. amazing fic. such fun.

and some doodles inspired by the fic

let lil Billy have retired ghost superhero possibly eldritch overpowered being Phantom as protective Dad.

[vaciena]

“Stretch marks” and “optic nerve” are not words you want to hear in the same sentence

[colorfulatlas]

im stuck

[silverxcristal]

You know what fuck you

* puts you in a time machine that sends you to 04/23 so you can smooch Octy already *

PLEASE!!! 😭😭😭

[nthspecialll]

Kieran was definitely not a stablehand to the O'Driscolls. While the cover sounds plausible enough because he loves horses and seems kind of nervous, it really does not make sense when you think about it.

When we first see Kieran we see him riding out with Colm and one or two other O'Driscolls only to later be alone, most likely having some mission of his own. Why would you bring a stablehand along for any mission that would be so important it required the gang leader and why did they leave him later?

Secondly, we are told that Colm killed all of Kieran's previous gang members, and then gave him the alternative to join or die, why would Colm care about Kieran at all enough to save him?

We also see Kieran having a lot of information about the O'Driscolls that normal gang members would not have, such as where the money is stashed in six point cabin. We know that The O'Driscolls are not a gang that is close like the Van Der Linde gang where Arthur doesn't even know where they stash money. It wouldn't make sense for regular gang members to know where the money is stashed when there is such a high risk of it being stolen.

He also kills a fella he probably knew without hesitation to save Arthur. He is not just some nervous fella, his nerviousness probably comes from being around the Van Der Linde gang and not his personality. We literally see Javier, Bill, Sadie, Sean, Jack and Arthur bully and threaten (except Jack) Kieran, you would be a bit neavous too which he himself points out when Arthur says "you are a nervous little fella aren't you?" and he replies with "wouldn't you be?"

He is a kind guy, no doubt, but he has some skeletons in his closet and I don't blame the Van Der Linde gang for not trusting him because they most likely see it too.

[novalizinpeace]

Bubba Bubbaphant is the brains of the critters. Bright and attentive, he keeps his friends steady and always steers them to make smart choices, that way they all might grow up to be bright and brilliant, each in their own right.

Remember Rabbit from Winnie Pooh? Well, make it less neurotic and you have Bubba, i even like the Hc of him liking gardening.

And about his power tag, the light bulb don't give ideas, just help clean the mind so the thought could come more easily, something really useful 'cause critters like DD or Bobby are actually really smart, but things like nerviousness or anxiety tend to cloud their mind, so Bubba help them with that when it needed.

Dogday

Hoppy Hopscotch

Bobby Bearhug

Pickypiggy

Kickinchicken

[thebottomfromhell]

Can I request the upper moon (+ enmu and Muzan if it's not too much trouble) yandere, with a female reader who can travel between universes, so it's sooo easy for her to escape and not come back?. I love your writing, you are in my top 3 of my fav writers 🤍

Thank you for the compliment.

I didn't know what kind of "travel between universes" you meant. Like... multiverse, different fandom worlds, isekai type. Also traveling like a magical girl? Science-fic tech? I decided to focus more in the yandere-ish characters post-Carmen (my reference to the Opera), I was listening Habanera Carmen while writting.

Female Interdimensional traveler reader scaping Yandere! Uppermoon (+ Enmu and Muzan)

Warnings: Mamga spoilers, Yandere character, Excesive use of violence, Threats to reader, Mentioned non-character demon death, One-sided feelings (not from reader), No happy ending for demons, Reader is moraly ambiguous.

Enmu:

Sleep. You should sleep, dream by his side so he can build a paradaise all for you. He can't understand why you fight him, but Enmu is willing to try as long as you give yourself to him. "I promise to be nice, you will have everything you could want and I will have your body well taken care of. Why would you deny us both such a wonderful future? Can't you see everything about me aches for you?" He doesn't shut up, sometimes you wonder if he just loves the sound of his own voice. Anyway, you were planning to leave already, so you reach out to open a portal to- "Sleep."

You manage to open the portal before the sound finishes to reach your ears, making you fall through the interdimentional leak as you close your eyes. Emnu can only look at the scene, not fully understanding what is hoing on as your body fades into... something, and that something dissapears the second you crossed it. Taking you. "Hey... Y/N.... my lovely girl this is not funny." He tries to reach you nerviously.... you are asleep, he himself made you sleep, yet he can't feel you. Wherever you are, he can't get you.

"You have to be kidding me. What is this? Some kind of nightmare?" He has a nervious smile that becomes everytime more forced, wrenched, to every second it passes and he can't even feel you. Are you awake? Are you dead? Where? If anything had to happen to you he wanted to be there! Now you are gone! "Y/N.... Y/N, darling? C'mon, don't do this to me. I love you...." but you are gone.... are you planning to come back for him?

Gyutaro (ft. Daki):

You left.... you fucking left... you fu- "Onii-chan?" Fuckfuckfu- he can't. He has to control himself, he can't show Daki how bad he is feeling, how desesperate. But you were just there, he was watching you and now you are gone. Were you burned? Why would you be burned? Why is that the first thing he- "Onii-chan!" He hugs his sister, burrying his face in her shoulder. He is not crying, no tears shed from his eyes, but he is sobbing hard. You are gone, you are gone!

Of course you are gone, anywhere else better than with a freak with him, right? You never wanted him! You nev- "Gyutaro?" Shut up shut up shut up SHUT UP SHUT UP- "GET LOST YOU STUPID WHORE! GET AWAY FROM MY ONII-CHAN! HE DOESN'T WANT YOU!" But you know that is a lie, Gyutaro does want you, right now he is breaking up, shattering down, just for you. "Gyutaro?" You repeat softer, getting closer to the demon almost squirming into his sister's, his everything, the girl who sees him almost as a father, embrace. Obi sashes come out her back, moving threateningly, as she hugs her brother protectively, hatred in her eyes as she looks for you.

In the end, he speaks before you or Daki can. "GO AWAY! FUCKING GO AWAY! YOU WILL LEAVE ANYWAY! LEAVE ME ALONE! DON'T- DON'T FUCKING COME TO ME ONLY TO ABANDON ME LATER!" You are too much, you have already taken his heart and head. What else could you possible want? He can't stop thinking about you, wanting you close, obssesed with the idea to be yours when you will only leave. He sobs harder as you step closer, get out of him! GET OUT! GETOUTGETOUTGET- "DON'T YOU DARE!" You fade into a portal, the same which you always use, before Daki can hurt you, leaving her to patch together her brother, again, only to ruin him when you come back, AGAIN. "Onii-chan...."

Gyokko:

You absolutely have no taste, you would stay if you did. Who gave you permission to leave?! You should adore having Gyokko's attention, for hin to share his art with you... and yet you don't appreciate him. Not enough, you should love him more. Wouldn't that be more fair? He loves you too much for you to not love him back, don't be so selfish- "Would you stop that! You are getting on my nerves!" You have been trying to enjoy this universe, but Gyokko has been harrasing you non-stop.

Showing you desfigurated human bodies, telling you what you should and shouldn't want, getting angry on the slightlest of things. Really, why have you not left yet? "I'M getting on your nerves? You have no idea with how patient I have been with you. You should be thanking me for taking my precious time on you, only for you to be such an ungrateful brat?" Really, what is wrong with him. "You know what, I'm leaving. I'm done." You reach out to open the portal and just stop having to tolerate Gyokko. He tries to stop you, tries to hurt you, but summoned too late the pot. Much less the attack.

The face twists in rage due the humiliation, HOW DARE YOU?! YOU WRENCHED WOMAN! The next time he'll see you he will kill you, you won't even have the pleasure of being a work of art! He will just rip your eyes and tongue off to burry them into the mud! He will stab and poke you again and again and again, letting you starve until you kill yourself of the pain! A death with no beauty or dignity! The death of a witch! ..... that if you ever come back, because right now, you are just enjoying the jump in between universes.

Hantengu Clones:

"SHE IS MINE, YOU PIECES OF SHIT! BACK OFF!" "NO FAIR! I SAW HER FIRST! SHE IS MINE!" Sekido and Urogi are fighting each other, citting and stabbing limbs, using their powers on each other, Karaku being the only one sane for once in his life, trying to stop them. He is the least jealous of the clones, probably the only one who doesn't mind sharing. "GUYS! YOU ARE NOTHING BUT SCARING HER OFF! Y/N IS GOING TO GET AWAY IF YOU KEEP LIKE THIS! That or Aizetsu is going to get her first..." Yes, Aizetsu is alredy into it, using his body to block your path away.

"Y/N, please. Don't leave. That will make Sekido mad and Urogi feral, they will take it out on me. Please don't that to me, you're making me sad." He looks scared, miserable, he doesn't want you to leave. But he is also using that to try and manipulate you, he is doing it on purpose. You know it and honestly, you are getting tired of their little scenes, their jealousy, their violence, their delusions, their tricks... You. Are. Done. You were about to open the portal when you feel two hands, one on each wrist, from behind with a breath on your neck. "C'mon, pretty thing~. Don't be like that, I know some of us can be scary, but we can all make you feel good, even if the others don't look like it."

The breathing stops when Sekido staff stabs him through the skull, forcing him on the ground. You were startled by the splash of blood over you, but you take the chace to run as you open the portal. "AIZETSU! DON'T LET HER SCAPE!" The sad clone does try to stop you, but it's too late, you are already gone. ". . . ." "AIZETSU, YOU USELESS PIECE OF SHIT! WHY DID YOU LET HER GET AWAY?!" "Y/N! Y/N! WHERE IS SHE?! WHY DID SHE LEAVE?! I MISS HER SO MUCH ALREADY!" "PLEASE STOP SCREAMING AT ME! CAN'T YOU SEE I'M SAD?!" "..... I hate being the sane one...."

Nakime:

How? Just how? Nakime has been looking for you, but you are nowhere in the Infinity Castle. You are not in any room, in any corridor, any fall.... it's impossible for anyone got get out without her noticing, then why are you not here? She even looked outside her fortress, nothing, "Nakime-chan!" Nothing until you decide there is something interesting around.

Nakime just looks at you, not knowing well how to start, she spends a time like this, and you have no idea if it's more creepy like this or it would would be worst if her hair wasn't covering her face, you can feel her stare on you neither way. "How did you do that?" Is the first thing she says, going to the point, not caring for formalities. "Do what?" You tease, you know well what she is asking, she can tail, so she doesn't insist, doesn't give you what you want, making you pout a bit. "You are a grown woman that managed to scape my Demon Blood Art, and yet you pout in front of me." She is angry. What are you doing? How are you doing it? Why does she lose control when it comes about you? Her interdimentional realm.... is it even anything for you?

But she must have you, she must. Her whole body aches for you, or is it just because of what you can do? She can't stop thinking about it, wanting you caged in her corridors and rooms, not letting go, so you are hers and hers alone. She.... likes you, a lot more than she ever liked any man. "Nakime-chan, I will leave if I get too bored." She plays her Biwa, knowing it's useless to use her powers on you, she just plays to entertain you until she figures something out, if there is anything to figure out.

Akaza:

Please don't leave. Please, don't leave him, he can't- if you leave- you have to stay. Stay, please. "Please, I'm begging you. Stay. I.... I will protect you, I will take care od you, promise. I pro- please, please, don't do this to me." Akaza begs, grabbing you by the waist, holding you tight, digging fingers into your clothes. It's taking a lot of him to not cry. Why do you want to leave? Did he do something wrong? Is he not strong enough? "I promise to get stronger! To be there! To protect... I want to protect you, please..."

If he is not there what will happen to you? Hung by the neck. Poison in the well. Death death DEATH. What will happen to him? There is nothing left he doesn't care, just needs to get stronger because if he was strong enough to begin with it wouldn't have happened. Why are you always trying to leave? He sobs as you pull alway but lets you move him at will. He wants you to be safe, to be happy, to be healthy. He wants a life with his wife, the life he was promised! Where is that girl he loves with his whole heart?! A part of you can feel Akaza, while obessed with you, with the idea to protect you and take care of you, has already given his heart to someone else, a woman that it's not you.

You are nobody's second choise or consolation prize, you can't take him and don't want to. "I'm sorry." It's the only thing you say, feeling nothing but pity for him, as you open the portal and leave. He just lost another woman in his life a woman he didn't get to have as his wife. What is it left, why nobody he cares about ever stays for him? Everyone always leaves! "... Hah-...." Can you hear it? He is screaming at the top of his lungs, voice cracking and breaking as the sound of the pain of a 18 year old man who lost everything but his fists twice explodes into self-loathing and anger for the world, just wanting to be found again.... can you hear it?

Douma:

It's odd, very odd, how you can just dissapear the way you do. What is more odd is that Douma usually likes odd things, viewing them as entretaintment, but now... he doesn't like it. He can tell that much. It's very weird how his stomach twists, his chest compress in itself, his throat tights up and his head hurts everytime he thinks on the fact that you left somewhere he can't find you, and he can't do anything about it. Why? He really can't understand it, but he is not enjoying it, you should stay besides him forever, so his body can behave the same as always.

"Y/N! I see you are back! How have you been? Come here, tell me everything. I am a good listener, I'm sure you will feel comfortable." He is not hiding it, what is there to hide? He justs knows he wants you, the rest is... unkown, and it doesn't really matter, it never did. He can't feel anything, but right know he knows he needs you with him. Maybe he should eat you? You are quite a beautiful lady, he bets your flesh would be tender and tasty against his mouth, and in your stomach you would be always with him. But he would miss a lot if he did it now, seeing your faces, hearing your voice, touching your skin or clothes, smelling your scent. It would be a waste but didn't he think that same with her?

He will find a way, eventually, to keep you around. Now he can only show appreciation for the fact that you came to visit. The fact that you are still coming back to him. He will give you all of his attention, find your weakness and get what he wants. He may not look like it, but he can be patient when it matters. It just has never mattered before, maybe it doesn't even matter now. "It was fun to see you again. Bye, Douma!" You fade away and he can only stare.... that portal should have been his stomach.

Kokushibou:

You are finally out of his life, THE WHY ARE YOU STILL IN HIS HEAD?! WHY? It's been a while since you just... evaporized of this world, he knows.Kokushibou has been looking for you, actually looking for you, not the "I'm searching" he always gives Muzan off, but actually tried to follow you like he tried to follow his brother, no wonder he also failed this time. GET OUT OF HIS HEAD! HE DOESN'T WANT TO THINK ABOUT YOU! HE WANTS TO FORGET YOU! You are gone and that is good, out of his life, out of his system, out of his internal demons, out of his- "Koku, is that you?" ...... he turns around slowly to find you standing there....

No.... no, why are you here? This... is this some illusion? A dream? A nightmare? Why are you getting closer to him? Why are you trying to talk to him? Can't you see he doesn't want anything to do with you? "Why, as talktative as always!" You shouldn't be here. You shouldn't be talking over him, as if you were another man instead of a woman. His wife never did such a thing, she was quiet, elegant, filial and dutiful and yet he left her like you will leave him. Is this his karma, then?

He can't react, in any way possible. His breathing stops, his heart races, his head and chest hurts because of you. He wants to walk away, to be the one to leave you and reject you instead of the other way around. To save pride? His mind? Why were you even born?! He hates you! Hates you so much! "So, how have you been?" But he can't bring himself to walk away until you fade again.... he hates you so much, you have become everything to him. Like Yoriichi.

Muzan:

Another demon just died, their own body attacking them. It's not weird, Muzan doesn't even like most of his demons anyways, so more often than not he kills some of the lowlives around when he is having a tantrum sensitive moment. "Why haven't you found her already?!" He asks Nakime, who only sighs before getting the Uppermoons inside the castle, not yet here, and shrugs a little. She doesn't understand it neither, he send his most powerful demon, including her, to look for some human. A woman with scent, identity, living in his memories, unlike the flower.... why has nobody found you already?

"Hey, Muzan!" You appear out of nowhere, making both Nakime and Muzan turn around, shocked. This is Nakime's special dimention, how are you here? Why are you here? Can't you see what you are doing to the Demon King? Can't you see how your actions affect the people around him? Do you even care? It's just one small world between the amount of universes you have traveled through. "Y/N. Where were you?" His voice sounds kind, if not slightly irritated, he hates not being in control, loathes it. And he can't control you, yet, he tells himself. But he will.

Maybe that is why you came, to tease him, because it's fun, because you think he deserves it. "You know. Over here, over there, a lot of places. I just came by to say "hi"." Nakime looks nervious, looking at her master, wondering if she will be instructed to cage you. "Well, that doesn't matter. You are here now. Why don't you stay-" You don't. You leave as he speaks, dissapearing in front of his eyes. You can see his false calmness twist into rage, frustration, desesperation as you go away. Isn't it fun to make interdimentional trips with between yandere?

[simplymarr]

Chapter four.

warnings: none (yet).

I spent all weekend trying to guess what i had done, where i comitted a mistake. Over-analyzing each phrase, each word and tone used. I couldn't grasp it and i was losing my mind.

An then of, course, it was the shame. Why do i felt this way? I mean, he was just my professor. Professor Vincent Renzi. Two days a week. Nothing else. Maybe my mistake was thinking we could talk about everything we wanted and that he would understand. That we could be just friends.

"Yeah no, that's bullshit". Claimed Justine, interrumpting my train of thoughts.

Justine was my roommate and best friend. We could talk about everything as i trusted her like a sister. I mentioned the whole situation with Mr. Renzi to her and, with her usual histrionic personality, she pointed a few things to me.

"First he flirts with you and then he acts like nothing happened?" She said, with big eyes.

"He was absolutely not flirting with me" I interrupted, quite nervous just thinking about it. I mean, just the thought of it made me shiver.

"Well, let's just put it this way" Justine sat at the blue couch in the living room, taking a softer tone. "First, he complemetns your thesis, tells you you're brilliant. Then he offers to drive you several times and acts like you both know each other for years, and then he just completely dissappears?"

I sat in silence, thinking. Justine continued.

"I'm afraid you might not be the wrong one here, y/n". She let the words sink in the air as i just sat there in silence.

She was right. Fuck, she was right. All this confusion, all this twisted games weren't my fault. It was his.

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Next week arrived and, with it, Mr. Renzi's class. I didn't t want to call him Vincent again.

The classroom cold as every winter morning. My fingers were nerviously tapping on the wooden table as i waited for him to start. I was going to wait patiently until the end, until he was all alone. A strange anger mixed with angst took over me, a build up tension that he had to resolve, one way or another.

The bell rang.

I slid over each seat until i got to his desk where he was picking up his books. He turned back surprised to see me. The two of us now alone.I looked at him with big eyes and started speaking, praying that he wouldn't fail me the rest of the year.

"Can i ask what happened to you? why do you act so different all of the sudden?"

He hessitated for a minute before asnwering me. "I don't know what you're talking about, y/n. Please, let's drop this." His accent getting harsher as he is getting, for the first time, nervous.

"Bullshit, you know exactly what i'm talking about" The words coming out of my mouth like knifes. "First you drive me home and everything's fine and then you just stop talking to me?". I looked at him waiting for an answer. a real answer.

"I won't do this right now. Not here." His tone firm. He wasn't joking.

"Vincent, plea-"

"I'm still your goddamn professor". He said, almost yelling. Big blue eyes pierced at me.

I couldn't articulate any word. I just looked at him as i could feel the tears behind my eyes, threatening to come out. My head buzzing with all the words i wanted to say but couldn't.

I left immediately, and as i walked down the stairs i heard him calling my name, trying to stop me. This was such a stupid idea. What did i thought he was going to say? What did i expected?

I stepped out of the building once again, almost running, wanting to escape from all that happened. Tears finally rolling down my cheeks, pink nose and lips.

A couple of blocks later i could hear a car getting behind me. I kept walking without looking back. The car kept on near, almost stepping by my side. I didn't need to look to know who it was.

The window opened. "y/n, let's talk, please".

I didn't answer, i just kept on walking on the freezing sidewalk. He, again, tried to reach to me.

"y/n, please. I'm sorry for what happened".

I stopped almost instantly. "Do you mean in the classroom? or all that nonsense you pulled last week?

"Just me explain it to you".

I hessitated, looking at him. His looks quite concerned, the strands of silver hair falling on one of his eyes. His cheeks also seemed pink, like he was freezing too.

"Please" He insisted.

I opened the door and got into the chevy.

Silence again. Like the first time.

He was driving with both hands, his gripping on the steering wheel harsher than usual. He kept his eyes on the road as he spoke:

"You're right, okay? i was an idiot. You are on your right to be mad".

I kept on listening in silence, also looking at the road.

"I-i just...i don't know how to explain it. I can't do this, i can't be near you this way." he stuttered a bit as he tried to explain himself.

"But why? what's the problem? i thought you enjoyed talking to me.

"I do, believe me i do. It's just-" he kept looking at me as i was letting my words come out in confusion.

He parked near the bus stop.

"Vincent, please, I don't really underst-"

He didn't let me finish the sentence, as he grabbed my face with his cold hands and kissed me firmly.

His eyes closed, perhaps trying to feel it was all just a dream. I just stayed still, eyes gently closing as i was losing myself in the kiss, beggining to understand the reason of my ache. He tasted like sweet coffee, maybe cigarettes but not too invasive. Our mouths began to move slowly, with precaution, like if we were tasting each other's limits. The tip of this tongue softly touching my lower lip with each movement of his lips. I could feel his nose brushing into mine, both cold as the windows began to glisten with heat. One strand of my hair fell and he put it behind my ear, using that hand to hold my cheek.

Gently he broke the kiss, opening his eyes to look at me as we both grasped for a breath. I couldn't believe what just happened.

"Now you understand?" He said, almost whispering, with a shy smile.

"Yes, now i can" i thought to myself. Not only his feelings, but mine.

next chapter soon

[honestlynervousnut]

Firts time writing! (Bucktommy)

TW: Childhood trauma

Buck and Tommy were having dinner,it was a normal thing for them since months ago.It was a very pleasent dinner,they were talking,laughing,enjoying their wine and overall having a great time...or at least they were until Buck noticed something.

Tommy was quiet,looking down at his plate with a hint of what looked like disgust to Buck as he ate.It looked as if he was having trouble eating and had to drink a lot of wine in order to be able to eat it....

Buck's eyebrows furrowed as he lean closer and decided to ask him.

''Tommy...'' said Buck softly ''Are you okey?''

Tommy's eyes widen like a deer in headlights as he looked at Buck.

''Wh....yeah yeah I am....why?'' Said Tommy with a nervious chuckle.

''Well...it looks like you don't like your food'' Buck looked down at Tommy's plate and he noticed how Tommy moved his fork reluctantly around the plate without even touching the food. He had prepared that food and he couldn't help but wonder if he had added something that Tommy didn't liked. ''Is there something wrong with it?''

Tommy chuckled nerviously.''What....no....no no no no....not at all....it great..'' He said as he continued to eat.

Evan didn't believed him....he knew him damm well to know that it wasn't true,so he asked again.

''Are you sure?''

''Yeah...'' Said Tommy without looking at him ''Im just...you know a bit full but its okey''

Evan was confused....VERY confused.

''Alright well then stop eating if you don't want more,its not a crime to leave food on the plate y'know?''

Tommy let out a bitter chuckle

''I can't'' He shook his head with a smile as he continued to eat.

''What?'' Asked Evan confused. ''Of course you can...''

Tommy shook his head even more. ''No,you never leave anything on the plate,its a basic rule'' He muttered without looking at Buck.

Buck's eyebrows furrowed.

''Basic rule where?'' He asked trying to understand his boyfriend.

''House rule....'' Tommy muttered softly with a more serious face as he continued to eat.

As Tommy continued eating, Buck could notice the slight tremor in his hand every time he brought the fork closer to his mouth. This worried Buck.

''Tommy,stop eating'' He said firmly with a hint of worry on his eyes.

Tommy shook his head.

''Tommy...'' Buck repeaded.

''Evan....'' said Tommy almost pleading ''knock it off,I said im fine'' He said with a small smile.

Again,Buck didn't believed that....He tried to take the plate away from him but Tommy yank it away from his hand and keep it to himself as if his life depended on it.

Buck looked at him wide eyed.

''Tommy'' he said completly confused. ''What are you-?'' Buck tried to speak but suddently got interrupted by Tommy's pleading tone.

''Evan,please...'' he muttered ''Just-I always take my time okey? There's nothing wrong with it'' He said with a reasuring smile.

''Tommy'' Said Buck almost demanding an explanation.

Tommy opened his mouth,it looked like he was about to speak,but before any sound could come out of him he quickly shut himself and looked down.

Buck coudn't stand seeing Tommy like this,it saddened him,so he leaned closer and slowly grabbed Tommy's chin to make him look at him.

''Tommy....'' he whispered with his eyes full of worry. ''Please...''

Tommy looked at him with glassy eyes for a few seconds,when he felt that his lip started to tremble he closed his eyes,let out a deep breath and then he started explaining.

''When I was a kid....'' he started explaying quietly. ''My....my dad would never let me get up from the table unless I finish the entire plate...''

Alright we're getting somewhere...thought Buck as he let go of Tommy's chin and sat back down on his chair to listen to his explanation.

''He always said that...I shouldn't waste food like that...'' Tommy sighed. ''A-and he always made me stay on that damm table until I finished my plate...I wasn't allowed to move under any circumstances'' He looked down. ''Or else he would ''whoop my ass'' with that fucking belt....'' he muttered.

Buck looked at him wide eyed,he couldn't believe what he was hearing and it broke his heart seeing him that sad.

Tommy let out a bitter breath of a laugh.

''There was this one time....w-when my mother had to come down to the dining room at 4am to get me to go to my room.....'' he tries to swallow the lump on his throat. ''Be....because my father forgot about me'' he whispered that last part as the lump on his throat made it imposible for him to speak louder and tears started coming down from his eyes.He looked down trying to hide them.

Buck quickly got up from his chair and when to confort him.

''Hey...'' he said with a soft tone as he pulled Tommy closer for a side hug. ''Hey....its okey...seriously'' He said as he planted a kiss on Tommy's forehead. ''That's on the past now...you don't have to worry anymore...'' he reasured him.

''Really?'' Tommy whispered with a trembling voice as he clung to Buck's arm.

''Yeah'' Said Buck with a soft smile. ''If you don't want to eat,no one can make you,and im not gonna make you stay here 'til 5am like, that's crazy''

Tommy chuckled and looked at him with a small almost grateful smile.

''Thank you...'' he whispered

Buck chuckled. ''you're welcome'' He cupped Tommy's face with both hands and gave him a soft kiss on the lips.As he did that he could almost hear the relieved ''mmh...'' that Tommy let out and he could also feel the tension leaving Tommy's body as he saw his shoulders relax.

As both man slowly looked back at each other with a small smile Buck had a thought.

''Hey...'' he said with a small smirk ''Do you still have room for dessert? I bought chocolate mousse''

Tommy chuckled. ''Have I told you that I love you already?''

Buck chuckled too.''I know...Il go get it'' he said as he walked to the fridge....

(And that was my firts Bucktommy ''fic'' please be kind and feel free to correct me for any grammar mistakes :D)

EDIT: Any title ideas?

[baby-alien11]

Birthday scream (Y/N Ulrich Universe)

IT'S MY BIRTHDAY! *Alexa, play 22 by Taylor Swift (Taylor's Version)*

P.S.: I had to search Skeet's house for this, it's so cool where he lives

I will have a Q&A for my birthday so you can leave your messages for me so you can get to know me better (actually is always open, so you can ask me anything whenever you want)

taglist: @volturi-girl-imagines @dessxoxsworld @aonungsgirlfriend @ethanlandryluver @wenvierismycomfort @aliciacat20 @gabbylovesreading @nikfigueiredo

Since you were born, your birthdays were special, it didn't matter if it was only the five members of your family or a small party with your classmates, you enjoyed it

When you started to go to the Riverdale set, they usually throw you a theme party acording to the season they were filming at the time (seasons three, four and five were weird parties), and in the weekends your entire family will spend a day together

Also, there was also the tradition that someone will be standing up by your bed with the ghostface costume at the moment you wake up, and the person was different every year

Things change because of COVID, making the celebrations family-exclusive, but due to the fact that the virus was slowing down, a big party was a good option

So, while you were still sleeping in your room, on the first floor there was comotion to prepare everything with your friends from Scream and Avatar (due to the filming of the last season, the Riverdale guys wouldn't be there)

"If someone, pet or human goes to the cultives garden, please be careful with the plantings", Skeet exclaimed making the breakfast with Matthew's help

"And if they want to go potty?", Mason asked helping with decorations

"They have a space for that in the garden", Naiia assured

"It's okay if I record most of the party?", Jamie asked with his camera on hand, "And uploading it on my channel?"

"For my part is a yes", Georgina, your mother, answered making a cake with Anna's help, "But Y/N is the birthday girl, so she has the ultimate answer"

"Should we inflate more balloons?", Bailey asked with Liana and Duane by her side surrounded with a lot of balloons

"I think we should fill the trampoline with some of them", Jack suggested, "It will be fun"

"Kids, we have enough with the castle jumper in the backyard", Skeet interrupted, "And I still don't know how she convinced me to get one for the entire day"

"Because she is the baby of the family", Melissa joked organazing some helium balloons

"I actually suggested her the idea", Trinity said whit a proud smile

"You are my new favorite kid", Jasmine said towards the pre-teen

"Wait, don't you have the tradition of using the ghostface costume?", Devyn asked suddenly

"Yeah, who's turn is this year?", Filip continued

Realising that they didn't remember who's turn this year was, the four looked at each other with panic

"What if we add a surprise factor this year?", Jakob suggested turning towards the living room where everyone was, "Who wants to wear the costume?"

"Do you have more than one?", Jenna asked, "Because more than one would be cool"

"Or someone she won't expect", Duane said

"Just so everyone knows", Liana talked, "It's difficult to breath under the mask"

"True!", Matthew exclaimed

"Wait, has anyone seen Iggy?", Amenah, Mason's girlfriend talked, "I haven't seen him in a while"

"Wasn't he sleeping in the couch with the other pets?", Mason asked

"I think I saw Butters and Izzy going upstairs, along with Alaska, Rambo and Zeus", Xavier, Melissa's husband responded

"Jakob", Skeet said causing his son to look at him with a little fear, "When you went to see if your sister was still asleep, did you close the door after checking?"

"Not completely", Jakob laughed nerviously, "I mean, I didn't want to wake her up, so I didn't close the door"

Upstairs, you were already awake thanks to Butters who jumped into your bed to start licking your face, and noticing the other five dogs, you reach out to let them snuggle in your bed

And being wake up with your door barely open, you heard everything downstairs making you smile with fun

"If they knew I'm awake and listening to everything", you laugh to the pets

Hearing someone coming to your room, you decided to pretend you were still sleeping covering completely with your bed sheets, leaving the pets uncovered

After disscussing who would wear the costume, they choose the one who you never expect, and that was Bailey, who was walking slowly towards your room trying to make zero noise, with Jamie following with his camera to film

When they arrived at the room, Jamie stood in the door filming while Bailey started walking towards your bed noticing the pets laying at the feet of the bed

The moment you felt someone next to your bed, you were quick to jump and scare the person behind the costume, earning a girl-ish scream which you recognized

"Oh my God! Bailey?", you exclaimed in surprise kneeling in your bed

"Happy birthday", Bailey said taking the mask off, "Liana was right, it's hard to breathe in this"

"I didn't expected this", you laughed while she sat in your bed

"Yeah, last time I'm going to use this", Bailey said, "Jamie is filming also"

"Hi, happy birthday Y/N", Jamie spoke still from the door

"Thanks", you smiled, "Wait, who is here?"

"Almost everyone", Bailey responded, "Come on, breakfast is ready"

Without caring that you were still in you pajamas that consisted in a tank top and sweatpants. you went downstairs with Bailey and Jamie, seeing the first floor full

"Happy birthday!", everyone exclaimed the moment they saw you

Squealing of happinnes, you were quick to hug everyone in the place, watching all the decorations that adorned the first floor

"Did you like the way to wake up this year?", your mom asked while hugging you

"Actually, I was awake before Bailey entered", you revealed surprising everyone, "I heard almost everything"

"I'm sorry in advance for leaving the door open!", Jakob exclaimed

"I knew you were the one who leave it open", you laughed, "You always leave it open"

"Welcome to the club, man", Mason spoke, "I'm also the sibling who leaves the door open"

That comment made everyone laugh before getting to the kitchen to serve all the breakfast foods that was made, and sitting in the living room while the pets lay besides their owners

"So, what's the itinerary for today?", you asked sitting between Jack and Trinity

"We rented a castle jumper", Skeet answered, "Is in the pool backyard"

"No way!", you yelled with surprise, "Are you serious?"

"It arrived early in the morning", your mom responded, "And it's ready to use"

"We also bring a piñata", Melissa said, "We'll put it next to the garage"

"And we also bring three bags of candy to fill it", Xavier continued

"This day is going to be so fun", you smiled

"After breakfast, we'll spend time outside, then we will have lunch and you'll open your gifts", your mom continued, "And the cake will be the dinner, what do you think?"

"It's the perfect day", you smiled

After everyone ended up breakfast, you went to your room to change your sleeping clothes for a over-sized shirt and comfy shorts

"Baby, are you ready?", Jack asked entering your room, "The castle jumper is waiting for you"

"Totally ready", you smiled aproaching to him

Before both of you could leave the room, Jack was quick to softly hold your cheeks and share a small kiss

"Happy birthday", Jack said leaving a kiss in your forehead, "I love you"

"I love you", you responded with a love smile

Carrying you in his back, you and Jack went downstairs in direction to the pool backyard were everyone was already in the castle jumper

"Before everyone start to jump, we decided to make a rule!", Georgina exclaimed, "Everyone who is filmimg, promoting or working on projects be careful and don't do anything dangerous like backflips or jumping into the pool!"

"Please, is for your own safety", Anna continued

"If you don't follow the rules I will eat the two cakes that we have!", Matthew yelled, "I'm serious about that!"

Laughing for that threat, everyone that was in the castle started to jump and play while having fun and listening to the music that was on the speakers

After everyone was tired of jumping and the lunch was over, it was time for the next part of the party: the piñata and the gifts

"Okay, here´s how this works", Melissa said before starting, "Everyone will hit it three times to try to break it, if it doesn't break when everyone passed, anyone can hit it, of course, the birthday girl is first"

"And what do we do when the piñata is broken?", Filip asked

"Fight for your life for the candys", Xavier answered holding the rope from which the piñata hung on the thick branch of a three

"This sounds fun", Jakob commented

"Now, fictional half sister", Melissa spoke again handing the wood stick, "Let's start with this"

Smiling with excitement, you walk towards she was and took the wood stick to aproach to the white and pink flower piñata

"This looks so cute", you said refering to the piñata before hitting it hard surprising everyone

"Mini Ulrich has a strong arm", Jasmine commented

After hitting it three times, you passed the wood stick to the next person who was Naiia

For the next minutes, everyone took their turns to hit the piñata getting to break it slowly due to the hits, until it was Matthew's turn when he mannaged to break it, which caused that the young adults and teenagers throw themselves to catch the more amount of candies that were previously inside the piñata

That scene made all the adults laugh and take pictures of the fight for the candies

"Where are all the chocolates?", Devyn asked

"I saw Mason put them in his bag", Trinity responded

"Are you serious?", Mason exclaimed, "This are Amenah's favourite"

"Dude, just give us some", Duane said

"But you have to give us some of the strawberry lollipops", you yelled

"I don't have them", Duane answered with indignation

"Yes you have them", Liana argued, "I saw you took them"

After a little argument about the candies and everyone having all types, the group went back to the living room for the next part of the party

"Well, since we are the people who gave you life, it's fair we are first", your mom said

"Happy birthday tornado", Skeet continued leaving a big box in front of you

"Thanks mom, thanks dad", you thanked both of them before opening the box revealing materials for VFX make up, "Oh my God, thank you so much, this is awesome"

"Yeah, ours is better", Naiia spoke while Jakob gave you a medium box

A little nervous because you didn't know what to expect from them, you open the box laughing at the moment you saw the content

"What is it?", Jenna asked with curiosity

In response you lifted the white shirt with the phrase "child of divorce" which made everyone laugh

"We also get ones to ourselves", Jakob laughed

"I can't wait to wear this outside", you joked

"I'm next", Jack anounced giving you a big box, "Happy birthday gorgeous"

"Thanks babe", you smiled opening the box revealing a set of LEGO flowers, "I love them!"

During the next hour and a half you spend it opening the gifts that included more supplies for VFX make up from Matthew, a polaroid camera from Jamie, jewelry from Bailey, the 'email's I can't send' vinyl album from Trinity, a Thom Brown backpack from Jenna, books from Filip and Duane, aromatic candles from Jasmine, two pair of sneakers from Mason and Amenah, clothes from Liana, phone cases and accesories from Devyn, skin care products from Melissa and Xavier, and a sketchbook with supplies from Anna

yn.ulrich, jackchampion, masonthegooding and 128, 805 more

skeetulrich this is how my living room looks after Y/N birthday, because a whole day together wasn't enough

tagged: yn.ulrich, naiia, julrich21, jackchampion, melissabarreram, xavierzazuetaoficial, jasminsavoy, masonthegooding, amenahsoares, baileybass, lianaliberato, misstrinitybliss, jamieflatters, duane.evans_, devyn_nekoda

yn.ulrich this was one of my best birthdays ever!!

baileybass I can't believe I almost get hit by a piñata

› jasminsavoy I already apologized a hundred times

› kjapa did you have a piñata?!

› jackchampion yeah, it was a flower one, Melissa brought it

user497 I want to be friends with all of them

matthewlilard good luck with the kids, I'm already taking my flight

› yn.ulrich uncle Matthew, you know I love your gift, but you know what will be awesome as a present?

› yn.ulrich to know if Stu is alive

› matthewlilard okay, I'm going to block you, happy birthday

› julrich21 HAHAHAHAHAHA

[ponyosmom35]

pool day

Simon ghost riley x original female character

Liability chapter thirty one

synopsis: Simon and reader have a pool day.

warnings: make out, smut if you squint, slight angst, angels in love.

Liability series:

https://www.tumblr.com/ponyosmom35/733401347573088256/simon-ghost-riley?source=share

At her new house she was lucky enough to have a pool. It was gorgeous. She’d been dying to test it out ever since Simon had cleaned it for her. She had finally convinced him to swim with her after hours of begging. He obliged and kept a frown on his face. She knew he was uncomfortable being shirtless due to the scars that littered his body. No matter how many times she’d kissed them he never felt 100% confident. being the needy girl that she was, always looked for ways to get him shirtless. His body was mouthwatering. She’d never seen a man built so perfectly. Everytime she saw him without a shirt she felt as though her legs would be permanently divorced for him. 

After putting on their swimsuits the couple walk outside to the back. Simon admires her curvy body in her mouthwatering swimsuit. Trying to distract himself, Simon takes the pool cover off and sets it off to the side. She walks over to him and quickly sprays his skin with sunscreen, much to his dismay. He rolls his eyes, but secretly loved how she took care of him. Once she was satisfied she turned, handing him the bottle as he moved her hair and sprayed her back. He rubbed it into her pale skin gently. Taking his time on her chest, she giggles and pushes him off, finishing the job herself. 

“You are so beautiful” she says softly as her eyes wrack over his body. He smiles and pulls her into his side as they sit beside the pool, dipping their feet in the water to test out the temperature. “Fuck me thats cold” he cringes 

“Freezing!” she agrees 

“You know, I haven’t gone swimming in 20 years” he confesses, she turns to him in shock

“What?” 

“Once I joined up there were no more pool days, haven’t gone since I was a kid” 

“I’m so glad I get to share this day with you, I love swimming. Theres nothing else in this world thats more fun” she giggles 

“I could think of a few other things” he says smirking at her. She smacks his arm. “Well come on then, are we getting in or not?” he asks standing up 

“It’s too cold, I’m gonna wait a bit”

“Sorry love, you begged me for a pool day, we’re having a pool day” he exclaims, bending down and picking her up from the ground. Her back pressed against his chest, she screams and kicks her legs “simon don’t you dare” 

“Better to get it over with” 

“I will kill you” she warns, laughing nerviously 

“Good luck with that love” he says holding her tighter. He walks closer to the edge and she scream laughs “no no no no” 

He laughs loudly and jumps into the pool, holding her body against his tightly. They submerge in the cold water together, and she pulls away from him. Both resurfacing after a few seconds. He stands up in the 6 feet deep end normally, the water coming to his lower neck. He pushes his hair back and wipes her eyes. She surfaces and screams loudly at how cold it was. Simon laughs at her reaction as she attempts to swim. Simon grabs her and pulls her into his chest. She clings onto him, wrapping her arms around his neck and her legs around his waist. 

“Are you standing?” she asks 

“Yeah” he smiles 

“Damn” 

“Jelous pipsqueak?”

“Not in the slightest”  

“right”

“You’re dead Simon” she says spalshing water in his face. 

She laughs at his shocked face and swims away from him. He catches up to her in an instant and pulls her to his chest once more. He lifts her in the air and launches her body a few feet away. She cackles as she resurfaces. “That was so fun” 

The couple continue to mess around for the next few hours, time flew by as they joked and laughed. Just the two of them. It felt like they were the only people in the world. The sun had begun to set over the sky, casting a gorgeous pink and purple sunset over them. 

“Float with me” she suggests, allowing her body to float in the water. Simon joins her and connects their hands as both stare up into the sky. He felt free, all of his worries and memories fade away. The blood on his hands washed, and his heart full. He felt as though this was the first day he’d lived where those horrible thoughts and memories didn’t affect him. He wanted more of these days. He wished it was always like this. 

“Have you ever seen something so beautiful?” she asks 

“Every morning when I wake up next to you” 

“Simon that was so sweet” she says standing up and staring at him. He smiles proudly and she launches herself at him. They submerge under the water and he pulls her into him, standing back up. Holding her close. He leans down and kisses her gently, one hand holding her body up and the other on the back of her head, gently gripping her soaking wet chlorine filled hair. She wraps her arms around his neck, kissing him sensually. His hand sneaks down her body, reaching for her swim suit bottoms. She gasps as he rubs her through them slowly. 

“Not here Si” she says gently 

Without a word Simon walks them to the ramp, continuing his agonizingly slow pace on her. She kisses him again as he pushes them into the house, not caring about the wet flooring. 

“I love pool days” he grunts 

a/n

In my Simon ghost Riley era and this man is everything I need him. this is another small Drabble that's apart of my book I'm starting!!

[auntbranwen]

Summer and Tai Crush

Summer: Ey Raven

Raven: yes?

Summer: *Smile nerviously* uhm, i like ur brother

Raven: Qrow?

Summer: *nods*

Raven: ah, i don’t care.

———

Taiyang: *breathes*

Qrow: *playing a videogame on his scroll*

Taiyang: uhm, Qrow

Qrow: yes?

Taiyang: i know u are my friend and we are in the same team, but…ehm…i don't know how to tell you this…

Qrow: *continues playing*

Taiyang: *smile nerviously* i like ur sis-

Qrow: u are dead.

[kill-your-fics]

Maybe some bad girl/biker willlow rizzing up a nerd Wilson

The guy seemed wildly out of place, and she noticed immediately. He wasn't short by any means, actually somewhat lanky, but his obvious discomfort at being here made him seem smaller, as if he was trying to shrink into himself like a turtle and avoid anyone's eye. That was fine by Willow. Too many men had confidence that was wholly unearned, in her opinion.

She strode over in an easy gait, not at all like a girl on a mission. He saw her heading in his general direction and she registered the play of emotions on his face. Confusion- was she looking at him? Surprise- she was looking at him. Panic- she was coming this way. And then he looked away, as if she couldn't see him if he couldn't see her. Or perhaps he was just willing her to leave him alone. No such luck this time, pal.

"Hey."

"Oh! Hello, there."

"What's someone like you.. doing here?" Direct, to the point. She tilted her head to emphasize the question, gesturing with one hand at their surroundings. He mumbled something about being brought along by a friend.

"A friend, huh? Where are they now? Did they ditch you?" Her voice was a touch too challenging and unsympathetic for it to be a wholly genuine question. So be it, let him know she didn't believe him.

If he looked somewhat like a turtle before, he was now a deer in the headlights, blinking twice before replying, yet still stumbling over his words. In her infinite grace, she decided to save him from his floundering.

"Hey, it's fine. I'm here alone, too- this place has the best drinks in town, huh?"

He blushed lightly and admitted he didn't know much about any such drinks. So! That topic was dead in the water. She switched tactics, asking him about his interests. His face visibly brightened.

"I'm studying chemistry- I'm a chemist! Well, going to be."

Willow remembered only one thing from chemistry: the beautiful, if a bit nerdy, Bunsen burner. For want of one, or a better topic of conversation, she pulled out her lighter and flicked it on. "What do you know about this?"

He stared at the small flame, dumbfounded. "Huh?"

"About fire, I mean."

"Oh! Of course! Combustion! A wonderful example of an exothermic chemical reaction, and one of the-"

"Wait, wait." She cut him off. "Exothermic? Like an ant?"

"Oh, ah, no. That's an exoskeleton, I think. 'Exothermic' means outward heat, literally. By which we mean, a chemical reaction that produces heat, or light, or releases some other form of energy. In fire, the visible light produced is called the flame."

This guy was no good at eye contact, but it didn't feel rude. He would nerviously glance at her for a moment before looking away as he talked, as if the mere sight of her was overwhelming. As if she were the sun. She liked the comparison.

"Oh! My name is Wilson, by the way."

She nodded once. "Good to know. You can call me Willow. Now let me get this straight: exothermic means... a reaction that releases heat? Is that so?" Before he could respond, she reached out, brushing her fingers against his cheek. As she predicted, his eyes snapped over to her at the touch, and his skin blushed pink. "Like this?"

[thequietkid-moonie]

Dreaming about the lover they lost

[ SCENARIO ] [ Uraraka, Nejire, Tamaki ]

[ My hero academia / Boku no hero academia ]

No gonna lie, i almost cry when writing this. It surprise me how good I write sometimes 👁️ or how funny is to write sad/angst things

Anyway, hope you like it as much as i did!

Ochako Uraraka

It wasn't like she was in a unknown location, it was just a simple mall after all, but what she was doing there? the mall was almost empty but there was not threaten or danger, everyone seemed to be just hanging out, enjoying the company of each other, but she was alone

She was looking around confused, she was so distracted that she didn't noticed when you approached to her, greeting her so cheerfuly, happy that she is finally here

She was taken aback but at the same time just by looking at you she feel at peace, your mere presence calm her down, and even, for some strange reason, she feels relief

You surprise her once again when you ask if she was ready, ready for what? are you planning something? You giggle at her anxious expression making her heart skip a beat, she feels like a when she had just started to have a crush on you while ago, but it feels like that was a long time ago too

She asks you nerviously for what she should be ready for, a date you say, calling her silly for forgeting about your date you take her hand and drag her with you, the warm of your hand flustered her but at the same time is so comfortable, is like they were made to be together and even so it feels so nostalgic too, like if were so long since the last time she feels like this

Uraraka just give up, stop wondering what's going on and just let herself go, what is the worst that could happen? besides you are here too, with her, she trust you with all her being so she doesn't have to worry about anything

Little by little she start to just calm down and enjoy your date, at first she just followed you but when she start to relax she start to be the one leading, so excited for everything that she can't help but drag you around all the place, keeping you close by her side all the time, holding you hand most of the time since for some reason she feels anxious when you stray too far, but she tried to brush it off

The day seemed like it would never end and Uraraka was having so much fun, visiting how many stores she is interested in, running around by your side, you two had even stoped by the petstore and spend a lot of time just playing with the cute little animals

After eating something you just have a last walk around while she can't stop talking about how much fun she had, how she wished for every day to be this funny and you wished that too but you know that couldn't be, and you don't respond when she point that it is because the school and the work

But before she could say something about it you ask her if she wasn't tired and offer to carry her on your back, she didn't want to, she was too flustered to accept but you insisted, letting her not room to protest

You were carrying her to the exist when she start to feel sleepy and snuggle on you, apologizing for it, and it was in that moment of comfortable silence that she start to feel so nostalgic again, gently hugging you while shyly asks you to please never leave her but she don't recive an answer, instead you tell her that she should never forget how amaizing she is, how you believe in her and you just know that she will be a great hero in the future

And as much as flustered her hearing all of that, that wasn't the answer she wanted to hear, she wanted a reasurance that when she wakes up you will still be there by her side, she misses you a lot and before she falls sleep she promise you to become that great hero you see on her

When she wakes up it takes her a moment to realice where she was or that she was crying, still without fully awakening she gently dry her tears and goes out of the bed to search for you

She looks for you around but after some minutes she just stops, realicing that all that happened was just a dream, feeling her tears grow again in her eyes she return to her room

It sadden her, she still misses you a lot, she will prefer to stay there with you even if it was just a dream, but then she remember the last thing you said to her and the promise she had made with you, maybe it was just a dream but she wasn't planning to break that promise

Uraraka quickly dry her tears away and prepares herself for the day with a new motivation in mind and the memory of a beautiful dream close to her heart

Nejire Hado

Nejire was rather excited today, since the begining she couldn't just stop smiling excitedly since today she will have a date with her precious partner, this isn't the first date and hopes that it won't be the last one, but still she can't help herself

Choosing her clothes and getting ready without being able to stop smiling, and when she finally was ready she start running to where you were waiting for her, she wasn't late but she doesn't want to waste any more time to see you

When she notice you from afar her excitment just increase, approaching to you quietly to surprised you with a hug, taking advantage of the fact that you were distracted

And when she hugs you she does it really tightly, for some reason the hug felt rather nostalgic and she feels the need to don't let go of you. Your voice make her back to her senses, greeting her between giggles, she tries to brush that weird sensation off and just continue with your date

You two go to an amusment park that it was surprisingly almost empty, but it was better so you two will have it for yourself. Nejire was so excited by it, wanting to go everywhere and try everything, and that is what she is planning to do, draging you with her

Almost all the date was lead by a excited Nejire, trying all kind of games and desserts, barely letting you breath between games for how excited she was, everything was going really good so far

Nejire won't say it out loud, but she doesn't want to leave your side, not even for a minute, or at least being able to have you in her field of vision, since at some point she had turn around and you weren't there, she tried to stay calm since the park is really big but for some reason his heart start to hurt and she started to feel desesperate, like she knew something bad will happen, hearing you call her from behind she quickly turn around, feeling an overwhelming relief that she just can't explain (or even understand) but that lead her to cling onto you the rest of the date, not really wanting to leave you, nor the other way around either

Brushing off that moment she continue with the date like nothing happened, having a lot of fun and even winning some gifts here and there until the sun it was near to fall

Exhausted, you two sat on a bench with the perfect view of the sunset, sitting close to each other while holding your hands, Nejire lean to your side to snuggle you, and that strange nostalgic feelings came again, she still didn't understand why but she didn't wanted to question it right now either, she just want melt in you embrace, and without thinking much in it her words just leave her mouth, unable to stop them, she thanks you for all you had done for her and not only the date, saying to you that she loves you with all her heart, she loves you and always will, she misses you but she promise that she will never forget you

If you ask her what she is talking about she won't be able to answer since neither she understand what she saying or why, but it doesn't matter, she just wanted to say it before she fall asleep in your embrace

When she wakes up again she were on her room, it took her a moment to adjust to the light or to identify where she was, and when she does she giggle when noticed that she had fall asleep at the date, she should apologize for it to you, you probably had to carry her all the way back

She sits up in the bed to go and look for you, but then she remember that you aren't here anymore, she won't be able to apologize nor find you

How long has it been since you died? Her dream felt so real that she wonder of it was really you, maybe your sould came to see her again, maybe you miss her as much as she misses you and you came to pay a visit

Some tears fall from her eyes just by the though of you butshe quickly dry them, she is smiling because the dream just give her motivation to continue, she will continue for both, she had promise you that she will never forget you and that she will always love you so you don't have to worry because she isn't planning to break her promise, and you can pay her a visist whenever you want, it makes her happy

Tamaki Amajiki

Tamaki was in a strange but pleasant place, it was some kind of park he had never been in, it was so beautiful, full of flowers of differents kinds and color, some butterflies were here and there too and there were even some people walking by, but he doesn't feel anxious at all, he feels in peace with everything

He was so distracted looking at everything on this place that he didn't noticed when you approached him, he was startle when you take his hand to catch his attention, but you had done it with such gentlelness that doesn't bother him

He was still too surprised for everything to say something, just being able to look at you confused, and even so you just giggle at his reaction, calling him silly for getting distracted, is that he doesn't remember about your date?

Even when he was surprised and confused he just let you lead him to your date, he looks at everything wondering if it was real, everything seemed so beautiful, so peacefuly and gentle that he feels that he may even cry

You lead him to a place where were already settle a blanket beside a picnic basket, both of you carefuly sit on the blanket and you started taking some things out of the basket and talking about trivial things but Tamaki isn't paying too much attention, still hypnotized by everything

You playful scold him for not paying attention to you and he quickly apologize, since the start this was the first time he feel nervious and even so hearing you giggle imediatly calms him down, he even started to laugh too

It was all perfect, you two were eating whatever you had prepared for the picnic while chating about trivial things, just enjoying each other company. It was like if the rest of the world lose its importance, in this moment the only thing that matter are the two of you

From time to time some butterflies approatched to the two of you, they were so beautiful and Tamaki can't help but think on how you look just like and angel with them (and he became a blushing mess the moment you look at him)

At some point you say how you would love to just stop the time and stay like this forever, in such peaceful and beautiful place, but more important, by his side

You had lean to him and started to snuggle him, he was flustered by the proximity but still he can't help but embrace you, and for some reason the hug felt so nostalgic, like if an overwhelming sadness covered him from nowhere, leading him to hold you close and tightler as an instinct, even tears started to form in the corner of his eyes

Now you were the one embracing him and comforting him, he didn't know why but he had started crying, holding onto you as if begging you to don't go, you know that you can't just stop the time nor be together even when that is the only thing he wants

Laying down on the blanket while cuddling Tamaki start to get tired and sleepy, but before he falls sleep he tells you that he still loves you and how much he misses you, he ask you to please stay with him and don't go away never again, he knows that is imposible but is the only thing he wants

He has fall asleep in your comforting embrace, but when he had wake up again you weren't there and he wasn't on the park anymore, he was in his room alone, and, just like when he had wake up in that place, he was confused, it took him a moment to realice where he was but it took him longer to realice that everything was just a dream, even if it was useless he was still hoping to see you again when he wakes up

He just lay down again and cover himself with the blanket, he wants to go back where you are, where everything is perfect, he misses you so much. He started to cry again, he needs some time to recover before getting the streght to get out of the bed, as much as he wants to go where you are he still have things to do, he had promise to his friends and to himself that he will continue for the both

But before getting up he ask you to please wait for him a little longer, he misses you too but he doesn't want to give up so soon, he still wants to become someone you will be proud of

[lurrywrites]

hello i was wondering if you could write for pomni x fem reader where they're kissing but are both a shy mess?

sure can! Love me a girlfail.

Reader is assumed to be female in the sence, but you can still read it if you're male! Only a brief booby grab mentioned, but everyone has a chest. Also, it's accidental.

You grabbed her confused little face and peppered it in kisses, and her exclamations of your name in a squeakish voice only made you coo at her. Gods, you love your woman.

Cuddling was a calming activity, in which you seemed to partake more often now. Turning her head to look at you after Pomni nuzzled into your shoulder, she smiled a little and nuzzled some more. You sighed in content at that. Sometimes.. she truly reminded you of a little, shy kitty cat. Not that you could hold it against her as you were no braver, but hey, someone's gotta try to be the pantswearer in the relationship and initiate affection, right?.. you sure hoped she would. Sigh. Okay, maybe you should actually do something about your lovey-dovey craving mood. Without much throught, you spoke up. "Hey, Poms." When her attention was on you, your eyes met hers and you felt yourself a bit bashful of what you're about to say.. but still, "Wanna kiss?.. I mean- uh.." You looked away and felt yourself turn pink. Gods, why would you just - "Sure, let's.. k-kiss.", Pomni interrupted your throughts - say it like that-.. Huh?! Your eyes immediately locked into her face, and you were.. glad you're not the only one turning into an almost one hundred percent accurate replica of a tomato.

She stood up on her arms, and you could only gaze into her eyes as she leaned over and giggled nerviously right over your fave. Seemingly taking the situation in her hands she leaned closer to your face, the fact that you could feel her hair brush by your cheek slightly distracted you from the fact she did not look into your eyes and hesitated, collecting herself. She leaned in, finally breaking you out of the trance, and your lips met hers half way in. The moment it felt a bit ethereal, even - you two lovebirds so close, so intimate, sharing a sweet moment. After a good minute you separated, with her leaning back, finally remembering to breathe again. You let your palm caress her cheek. She smiled and her hand reached for yours too.. but she lost balance and her face hit your collarbone, with her hand clasping.. at your chest. You let out a squeak and she quickly scrambled up in panic, apologizing profusely. "s&^○, I am so so sorry, [----], f@%^- sorry-". Now, looking at her facing down, probably too ashamed to even glance your way, you.. felt like laughing. So you giggled. And then let out a full laugh, confusing Pomni.