#neon rambles

[neonsblanketfort]

I think something about Christian spirituality that both terrified and comforted me as a child was the concept that I was never alone... I hate the idea of being constantly watched and scrutinized but something I've missed a lot in the last 17 years is the idea that I've always got someone on my side, there whenever I need them.

I've struggled with connecting to divinity in my magic path, for various reasons, and I always wonder if this is something I'll experience again

[neon-lights-stuff]

Decided to start watching Dimension 20 from the beginning and seeing how many episodes I can watch in one go before I pass out from exhaustion or get bored. It is 11:21PM, and I'll update you later.

[neonxxxxxx]

I’m gonna go watch the movie Smile, I’m curious about it

[neon-entity]

my headcanon for Alton c:

[neon-pet]

Oral fixations going fucking wild today

[neon-slime]

sometimes I think about how my dad used to get frustrated with me for not being observant but he never actually taught me how to notice things

i often want to self-parent myself to teach myself things I don't know but parenting involves teaching someone something you know that they don't. there are some things I can teach myself through books and online but I still mourn the lessons I never got and the little things I might never know how to do because I didn't find the right resource or the lesson I need doesn't occur to me in the moments I need them

[neonmetro]

here’s the brushes i used  @wemzawesomeandswagadvice o/ i use csp and that’s where i downloaded them

[n3onlights]

Sometimes joy is being a clown for halloween and then being sad that halloween is over so you can’t clown around anymore

[zeldathusiast]

Tumblr is so strange because I'll post stupid horny memes on the reg but get blocked for calling Vio a twink 😭

[neonhorn]

I went through crab heaven into crab hell. I swear there were more crab legs by the end than when I began. It was really good though, love having crab on my bday.

[monstergraffiti]

playing the battle network legacy collection makes me so happy not only because i love megaman battle network but because i never got to play bn1 or 2 when i was a kid. and i think b2 might legit become my favorite entry in the series. visually, it's my favorite undernet design by far, even more than 3. the only area i don't like is koto net because it's an eyestrain nightmare but like. i get what they were going for. and honestly i just really have enjoyed it.

[neonsamurai]

Happy 1k follower...

something something Peace out!

My thanks goes out to all the pornbots

[neon-entity]

Who might I be turning into a plushie next?

HMMMMMM

[neon-pet]

I love when I’m high because my oral fixation goes absolutely crazy and gag reflex becomes non existent.

[neon-slime]

i feel like a big part of being stuck in my magic lately is when i was younger i was part of a dedication ritual to witchcraft/paganism in general and part of the ritual was an agreement that if i wanted to leave the path, i needed to declare that to the gods present in a similar ritual setting and like... that was a very particularly wiccan situation and i’m not wiccan and my practice doesn’t resemble a wiccan one anymore, hasnt for years. i’m not close with any wiccan ppl anymore and i don’t have the energy/space to cast a similar circle so idk, i feel trapped by that agreement. i don’t talk to the witch that led the circle so i can’t ask her what’s appropriate. like do i just need the bread and cakes and to cast the cirlce how i used to in my bedroom or do i need to get some people together and write a whole ritual out? because it wasn’t a wiccan dedication, do i just need to say goodbye to the gods that were called because i don’t work with gods anymore?

the more i’m typing the more i feel like it would probably be fine to do a general circle with some juice (i developed an alcohol allergy) and a bread i can make...

[ambulancie]

I see your “ship so good one of them died” and I raise you

“ship so good one of them killed the other”