#neon rambles

[echosblanketfort]

I think something about Christian spirituality that both terrified and comforted me as a child was the concept that I was never alone... I hate the idea of being constantly watched and scrutinized but something I've missed a lot in the last 17 years is the idea that I've always got someone on my side, there whenever I need them.

I've struggled with connecting to divinity in my magic path, for various reasons, and I always wonder if this is something I'll experience again

[neonxxxxxx]

I’m gonna go watch the movie Smile, I’m curious about it

[neon-pet]

Oral fixations going fucking wild today

[neon-slime]

sometimes I think about how my dad used to get frustrated with me for not being observant but he never actually taught me how to notice things

i often want to self-parent myself to teach myself things I don't know but parenting involves teaching someone something you know that they don't. there are some things I can teach myself through books and online but I still mourn the lessons I never got and the little things I might never know how to do because I didn't find the right resource or the lesson I need doesn't occur to me in the moments I need them

[n3onlights]

Sometimes joy is being a clown for halloween and then being sad that halloween is over so you can’t clown around anymore

[zeldathusiast]

Tumblr is so strange because I'll post stupid horny memes on the reg but get blocked for calling Vio a twink 😭

[neonhorn]

I went through crab heaven into crab hell. I swear there were more crab legs by the end than when I began. It was really good though, love having crab on my bday.

[monstergraffiti]

playing the battle network legacy collection makes me so happy not only because i love megaman battle network but because i never got to play bn1 or 2 when i was a kid. and i think b2 might legit become my favorite entry in the series. visually, it's my favorite undernet design by far, even more than 3. the only area i don't like is koto net because it's an eyestrain nightmare but like. i get what they were going for. and honestly i just really have enjoyed it.

[ambulancie]

I see your “ship so good one of them died” and I raise you

“ship so good one of them killed the other”

[szilverer]

y'know... for a setting that places so much importance in Language and does so many ice cool things playing with it (Correspondence/Discordance, Parabola & Irem, etc) i think there's a bit of a missed opportunity when it comes to the terms and words people use in their day to day life... like for example:

do you think radical revolutionaries would avoid words like "enlightening" in their vocabulary and flip them for LON-appropriate counterparts to signal their beliefs?

like substituting the word "light" with "blight". lol

similarly, pet names relating to light like "sunshine" kinda have a whole extra flavour tied to them, leaning into nostalgia, melancholy and/or danger depending on the people using it. irony, even

"honey" as a pet name also has extra connotations now and might actually bother some people instead due to the association with the drug...

do you think SMEN, taboo as it is, and seeking being a recognizable phenomenon even to the common londoner, would spawn swear words and insults? (imagine the weight of telling someone to Go Seek or Fall Down a Well)

the word "well" itself. well as an adverb, interjection, adjective. just. think about it. think about what it represents. idk something is happening to this word for sure

[anthurak]

Some idiots people saying citing that Yang getting really angry, flustered and off-balance while fighting Neon is evidence of her being 'impulsive and hotheaded'.

WRONG.

She's having to fight a speedy catgirl who also just happens to be a massive flirt. And rainbow themed. At the start of Volume 3.

This isn't evidence of Yang being hot-headed, this is just evidence of her trying to take Weiss's title of her teams most useless lesbian XD

[neonxxxxxx]

Just finished the movie.

…Hear me out on the smile entity…

I’m gonna go watch the movie Smile, I’m curious about it

[neon-pet]

I love when I’m high because my oral fixation goes absolutely crazy and gag reflex becomes non existent.

[enzo-rambles]

I love robots

[system-architect]

i desperately wish gw2 had more food-centric lore. i think about asura food more than is probably particularly reasonable. they're sort of implied to like molecular gastronomy in the lvl500 chef quests which is fitting and makes sense, but surely not every asura is eating bespoke Pea Spheres day in and day out right? i think my favorite angle on them is a sort of 50s-80s american-esque food style where there's a huge emphasis on things being Convenient and Scientific, so you'd get a lot of absolute slop tv dinners and canned items that have labels boasting how they were nutritionally fortified and contained your day's complete vitamin intakes and so on. a lot of jellied things. i do also fully believe they would have + eat soylent.

[zeldathusiast]

made myself a family size pot of mac and cheese. life is good