#neokogirl

[marshmallowprotection]

Hi, it's my birthday today and I got the big sad. I dont have family to celebrate with as they are either gone or abusive. I was wondering if you could do a react where the rfa finds out its mc birthday and she didnt say anything cause she was sad about her family not being there due to then being gone or abusive. I hope this makes sense and I appreciate your writing so much. It brings joy to my day💖

They noticed something was off the entire day. You weren't talking to anyone that you avoided the chatroom. You didn't want to talk and it seemed like you didn't want to be spoken to, either.

It was strange as you were prone to coming into the chatroom and happily talking to all of the RFA without issue.

Yoosung noticed that you left before the clock struck midnight when he was talking to you while waiting for the game to update. Zen did think it was odd when you hardly talked to him that morning, saying that you were tired and couldn't keep up.

Jaehee was surprised when you didn't return her morning text, and Jumin was perplexed by how you saw his message but never tried to get back in touch with him. Now, Seven knew what was going on to some degree, but he didn't want to bother you.

He knew what it felt like to want to ignore your birthday. He tried to ignore his most of the time but he would pretend to smile if the RFA said anything, but he didn’t want you to be alone. He did call you and talk to you about this and that, but he never made you talk about your birthday. 

You knew that he knew, though.

Yet, he respected your privacy and didn’t say a word to anyone else. 

Though, you knew that he did care quite a bit because it wasn’t long after his call that there was a knock at your door with a small gift sitting in front of it. You’d be surprised to open it and find that he’d gotten you something special. It wasn’t all that much but it clear that he wanted you to happy one good thing on your day. 

He’d made you a cute little robot. You don’t know when he had the time to do that but he did. It made you smile regardless. Though you didn’t want to tell the others about everything, the fact that Seven was able to do such a small thing to make you feel like you weren’t alone made you at least want to be honest about why you dodged them. 

Y/N: I’m sorry I avoided the chatroom. It’s just... It’s my birthday. 

Y/N: I really want to think about it. There’s a lot of reasons why but I’m not ready to talk about them. I guess I was scared and I didn’t think that I even deserved to have a good day. But, you guys have always cared about me and been nice to me from the start. 

Y/N: I should’ve known better then to think that you guys wouldn’t care or... 

Y/N: I’m sorry I avoided everyone.

Yoosung: Y/N! You’re not a bother to anyone. If we knew that it was your birthday, we would’ve planned a party! If you were okay with that, anyway! I would’ve made you a cake! 

ZEN: That cake would’ve turned out polka dot somehow. 

Yoosung: It doesn’t have to look good to taste good, Zen! 

ZEN: Y/N, babe. I get it. My family never celebrated my day. It never felt special but you... you are special. You get to decide how you spend your day because it’s your day. But, we’ll be here to give you a good day if that’s what you want. Just ask.

Jaehee Kang: Exactly, Y/N. You don’t have to have a big party to have a good day. We want you around because you’ve changed our lives for the better. Ahem. I would’ve graciously planned a movie night for us to enjoy your day.

Jumin Han: My dear, your birthday is important to us. It’s a reminder that you were born into this world and fate brought your kindness into our lives. Your day can be spent how you desire but... don’t close yourself off when your wish is to be happy with others. 

707: Hey, hey, hey, space kitten. Just remember that we’re always here for you. Even on the days that aren’t your birthday. You don’t have to have a big party to be appreciated. We just want you to know that we’re grateful that you are alive and here with us today. 

[serensama]

To Mourn for Saeyoung? I loved your others and could handle them but Saeyoung is my baby and I just can't T_T I'm sorry T_T When it comes to Saeyoung or Saeran and angst I'm just noooooope...Your writing is incredible and plz never stop! I love everything you write and really hope to get as good as you and can't wait to see what you do next!

Oh dear, thats completely fine my darling, don’t ever force yourself to read something you know that’s going to hurt in a way you’re not ready for. I will try my best to continue on, this year will be super busy for us so I will try my best to continue as planned but you will all have to forgive me if my writing is at a slower pace then it used to be. Thank you for your steadfast support, you and so many others have given me so many kind words of encouragement- I can never thank you all enough. May you have an amazing week ahead my darling! 

[shittylongcatposts]

when you get this, please respond with five things that make you happy! then, send to your last ten people in your notifs (anonymously). you never know who might benefit from spreading positivity :)

Okay five things that make me happy:

My family, my friends, the fact that I have a place where I can sleep and stay (this should be a Basic human right! Nobody should have to live/sleep on the street), Music always makes me happy and thinking about Jumin makes me happy too i guess.

So now it's your turn guys! (No pressure though, you don't have to do this!)

@space-kitten-606 @mrs-han @lilallama @neokogirl @no-saber-es-mejor @welookateachotherandlaugh @elvendara @pamakali @truth-be-told-im-lying @delightfuljuminhan

[moonfireflight]

Ten Favorite Characters from Ten Different Fandoms

RULE: Name your top ten favorite characters from different fandoms. Then tag ten people. I was tagged by the lovely @space-kitten-606 ! You are a delight ^^

1. Saeyoung Choi - Mystic Messenger (obviously)

2. Citan Uzuki - Xenogears

3. Auron - FFX

4. General Hux - Star Wars NO WAIT 

4. Majima Goro - Yakuza

5. Sans - Undertale

6. Clive Winslett - Wild Arms III 

7. Wrench - Watch Dogs 2

8. Toko Fukawa - Dangan Ronpa

9. Nathan Wallace - Repo! The Genetic Opera

10. Link - TLOZ (Link in “The Adventure of Link” was my first crush so I have to list him) 

I’m all over the place with those fandoms, sheesh. I wanted to add Haurchefant from FFXIV but I didn’t want to fill the list with Final Fantasy characters and Auron is my top favorite Final Fantasy husbando. 

Tagging: @aryenreatsimesfilen @flowersofsakura @phoenixsavant @thedementeddragon @thwippersnapple @fuwafuwagem @myimaginaryboyfriends @neokogirl @itsmeohmyo @the-rfa-squad

[juliadearheart]

I've got some new people to my blog after the troll and I just want to say hi~ My name is Neokogirl or you can call me Sam and I mainly reblog things I like and my writing and art I make from other blogs. I hope you all enjoy and are all having a wonderful day!

[jejemonmon]

Fast forward seven years since you first joined the RFA and it’s like you’re living a perfect married life. You and Yoosung saved up to get a comfortable, three-bedroom apartment with a nice open balcony, a big kitchen, and a beautiful view of the city. Yoosung set up his own veterinary clinic with a couple of friends and they became very successful. Both of you had begun planning to start a family.

 From an outsider’s perspective, everything seems perfect. Seems. 

What people don’t know is that at least twice a month, your husband would wake up in cold sweat and stay awake for the next few hours. What he doesn’t know is that you know it’s because of Rika. He doesn’t know he mutters her name in his sleep sometimes. He doesn’t know that more often than not you end up waking up to find him getting out of bed sniffling, and he doesn’t know that you know he’s lying when he says that it’s just his allergies acting up.

At first you don’t say anything. At first you think this will pass, he’ll move on. But it’s been seven years. He hasn’t moved on, he’s just gotten better at hiding it. He doesn’t want you to think that he’s still not over the death of his favourite relative, his inspiration; the reason why he’s even a veterinarian in the first place.

Once, you found him sitting on the sofa, with Lisa in his lap, staring at nothing. He had had a bad day at work. He had to put a dog down and he beat himself up for it. He blamed himself for not being able to save her. The dog looked just like Sally. That was the only thing he said. That night, he sat on the balcony staring at the sky until you finally managed to convince him to go to bed.

You know he’s still broken. If it had been another man, you honestly would have been reluctant to stay, because you’re scared. You’re scared of the outcome. What’s gonna come out of this? Is he just gonna be like that for the rest of his life? Are you being a good enough support for him? Is he just gonna leave you eventually?

But you know how Yoosung is. He’s stronger than he thinks he is. He loves you so unconditionally and you’ve known this from the start when he risked his life for you and the RFA. He doesn’t tell you about his problems as much because he doesn’t want you to carry his burdens. He just wants you to be happy when you’re with him. He doesn’t want to scare you away.

If you could choose any man in the world to spend the rest of your life with, it would still be him. But you don’t want him to suffer anymore.

“Yoosung?”

“Yes, darling?”

“We need to talk. What do you think about getting a therapist?”

Hooray my exams are over! To celebrate I decided to finish my Yoosung X MC mini-fic thing, which I had previously done for Zen. I had said that if that blew up I’d write for the other characters as well and oh my goodness it has 878 notes now!

This is way longer than the first one I had written. I don’t know if I had made it obvious enough but the main headcanon in this story is that Yoosung actually has PTSD which he carried even into his marriage. My poor boy. Whether you love or hate Rika you gotta feel sorry for him :(

Anyway, I’d like to dedicate this to those who had especially replied and reblogged asking for more of these. I hope you enjoy this! And once again if this gets a lot of notes I’ll prioritise the Jaehee one and it’ll come out faster :D

@snarkymc @chihana11 @zens-ponytail @miyakokurono @maryvelvet020 @thatrandogirl04 @neokogirl

[juliawrittingsblog]

Kinktober 2021 is here and I'm gonna try to update and write more. I hope you guys enjoy <3

Hello all! All this first fic is DiavoloxJulia(OC)xLucifer. I'm trying really hard to get back into writing after years of crippling depression and losing interest in everything. Hopefully this will be the first of many and I really hope you guys enjoy!

Threesome

Looking around at the party Diavolo was holding Julia let out a sigh. She was dressed to the nines in a cute but very flattering black dress and her hair curled and styled in perfection and while she was having a good time, all she could think about was one or both of her boyfriends making a mess of her. The thought of Diavolo’s large hands covering and squeezing her chest or Lucifer lips on her neck making her cunt clench at the thought. Her body jumps slightly as she feels Diavolo’s large hand slide across her back to rest on her hip, a deep chuckle leaving his lips, “ You seem deep in thought, darling.” A soft hum leaves your lips, of course he realized you weren’t paying attention to the party. She chews on her bottom lip wondering if she should tell him what she was thinking about or did he already know? She feels him lean down to her ear bringing goosebumps to her skin in anticipation of what he is gonna say or do. “Would it be too eager of me to hope you were thinking of disappearing with me?” he asked low in her ear Julia’s breath caught in her throat as she felt the heat of his own breath against her skin. The caress of his fingers on her side making her nether region ache with need at him being so close. “Won’t you be missed,” She finally inquired, a set of nerves setting in her stomach at the thought of disappearing with the future Demon Lord. Letting out a soft hum as his eyes meet with Lucifers from across the room, a smirk being shared between the two before he replies, “I’m sure Lucifer can handle any issue that comes up. Besides, the party is almost over and the crowds are thinning out.” His fingers grip into her skin as he leads her down a hallway and into a vacant room for some privacy. As soon as the door clicks shut behind them his lips are on hers with a hum, his tongue brushing against her lips asking for access. His hands wrapping around her waist and pulling her into a tight embrace, before one travels down to her rear to grope and pull her flush to his apparent hard on forming. A whine escapes Julia’s lips as she starts shamelessly grinding against him, her hand tangling into his hair to deepen the kiss. Her back arched to press her chest flush against him before moving her neck to the side to give him more access. She feels him start to trail kisses down her cheek landing on her pulse before sucking and nipping at the spot. Her mouth drops open as his actions send jolts down her body, the warmth in her core wanting him so badly it almost hurts. The grinding grants some relief but not enough at the same time. The feel of his clothed cock rutting against her own clothed pussy only fueling her need for him even more. He finally pulls away from her neck, a lustful look in his eyes as he goes back to kissing her, a pair of hands resting on her hips startle her. She pulls back from the kiss to see a pair of red eyes looking back at her, a smirk on his face as Lucifer stills a kiss from her real quick before going to her pulse and giving it a harsh suck, pulling a drawn out moan from her. Lucifer's hand reaches up to pull her top down below her breast, exposing her chest, giving Diavolo the opportunity to lean down and take her nipple between his teeth. Fingers tighten in his hair as she pulls him closer to her, begging him for more contact. He swirls the hardened bud in his mouth before letting go with a plop and pulling away. “I’m guessing everything is taken care of if you have arrived Lucifer,” Diavolo asks as he pulls away enough to unbutton his pants and pull out his cock. “Indeed, every last guest has left, we should be uninterrupted now,” Lucifer says matter of factly, reaching between them to hike up Julia's dress to her waist before pulling her panties aside to start fingering her wet heat. A gasp leaves her as he rubs circles around her clit, biting on her lower lip in an attempt not to cum too fast from being worked up so much. “Very good then,” Diavolo says as he pushes her leg up to give himself more access as he slowly slides in. Julia’s head drops back against Lucifer's shoulder as her

mouth drops. A drawn out moan is released as she feels Diavolo slowly stretch her cunt out. Her walls flutter and tighten the more he pushes inside her. Diavolo stills once he is to the hilt, letting Lucifer continue rubbing circles on her clit. His iron grip holding her legs up and keeping her still as he feels her walls clenched around his cock. Her orgasim aproching as she trys but is unable to move against his cock. “Oh, what a good girl you are for us,” Lucifer mumbles in her ear as he picks up the pace on her clit. Bringing her over the edge, the feel of her cumming on Diavolo’s cock pulling a groan from him, his cock twitching from the sensation. Letting herself rest against Lucifer's chest, Julia pants trying to catch her breath and come down from her high. “Sounds like you’re having a good time, love,” Lucifer whispers in her ear with a chuckle. Feeling him shift to pull out his cock she felt his tip slowly start to probe her bottom, “How about we give you more of a good time?” Diavolo chuckles as he feels her cunt clench at his words and tries to wiggle in his grasp, “ I think she would like that Lucifer,” a smirk grazing his lips as his eyes meet the pair of red ones across from him. Lucifer pulls away from her bottom long enough to push his cock against her wetness, the feeling of brushing up against Diavolos cock making both demons shutter from the contact. He pulls away when he feels he is lubed up enough and begins to slowly push into her tight asshole. The tightness and heat made it even more intense byDiavolo’s cock already buried deep inside her cunt and pulling a drawn out moan as Lucifer slowly pushed himself all the way to the hilt. Both demons stay still as Julia adjusts to the feeling of both of them inside of her. The feeling is too much and yet the feeling of being so full of her two loves makes her clench around both of them, causing a shutter to rip though both of them. They give her skin a string of kisses and nips, pulling a whine from her lips before she begins to beg for them to start moving. Pulling out slowly boh demons start with a hard but slow pace, rocking her body with waves of pleasure and leaving her breathless and unable to to think straight let alone form any coherent words. As they pick up the speed, their grip gradually tightens on her thighs. Their lips find a free spot on her shoulder as they bite down to keep from being too loud as they both head toward their own orgasim. She can feel with each thrust the warmth pooling in her loins and her walls tightening, as she feels them both begin to swell inside of her. Their thrust became faster and more despite a string of moans coming from both demons against her skin before she felt them come undone inside of her. The feeling of them biting down harder on her neck, pushing her over the edge herself as she lets out a loud moan, feeling waves of pleasure crash over her body as she grips onto them for purchase. Coming down from her high, her body falls limp against them and she feels them let her body gently down from it's position. Leaning backwards to be supported by Lucifer's body she looks up at her loves. The feeling of their essences dripping from her making her heart swell and the warmth of their hands holding on to her body making her feel safe and satisfied. Diavolo’s hand caresses her face, an adoring smile on his face before he leans down for a kiss. “Let's get you cleaned up my love and go get some rest,” He says into her lips before pulling away. Julia nods to him, excited to get cleaned up and get to cuddle between the two people she loves the most.

[jozstankovich]

1-5 for the gaming asks! 💖

@neokogirl also asked for #4 ^^

1. First console you’ve ever owned?NES, altho technically it was my parents’.  The first console I bought on my own wasss a ps2.2. First game you played?Super Mario Bros 3.  I still really love that game to bits.3. Favorite childhood game?Legend of Zelda: Ocarina of Time.  I can’t remember how many times I’ve beat it.

4. Longest consecutive hours you’ve played a game?Omg like 6-8 hours probably.  Definitely at least that much when I first got Fallout 3.5. Game with the best soundtrack?Hmm… I really loved Mass Effect 3′s soundtrack.

Gaming asks

[jozstankovich]

5 Things

Tagged by @perseus-huntress Thank youuu!

5 things you’ll find in my bag: (I don’t carry a bag expect my lunch bag at work lol)

1. kindle

2. phone charger

3. fic outlines/notes on scrap paper

4. medicine (tums/tylenol/etc)

5. snacks

5 things you’ll find in my room:

1. ps4

2. computer/art tablet

3. stuffed animals

4. mysme prints

5. clothes

5 of my favourite things:

1. saeyoung choi

2. video games

3. cats

4. food

5. my ocs

5 things I’m currently into:

1. Mystic Messenger

2. Wrestling

3. My oc poly ship aus with @fiftyshadesofdes & @crytalstellar

4. Helix Waltz

5. Steven Universe

5 things on my to-do list:

1. Finish the last commission I’m working on.

2. Finish January’s nsfw illustration.

3. Finish my Mysme secret Valentines Exchange piece.

4. Type up the ficlets I have written and post them & answer the oc questions in my inbox.

5. Ship the dakis when my business cards get here.

Tagging: @jylcie, @magefeathered, @noonvraith, @neokogirl, @loraliah, @fiftyshadesofdes, @crytalstellar, & @unicornfatty

[jozstankovich]

Favourites

Twas tagged by @vcl-1807 Thanks friend!  >w< Tagging: @fiftyshadesofdes, @crytalstellar, @fuwafuwagem, @pixelthepixiex, @neokogirl, & @magefeathered

Favorite song to sing/hum? Hmmm... usually whatever’s stuck in my head at the time lol.

Favorite flower/tree/plant? Peonies, Ginko tree, & any type of succulent.

Favorite colors? Grey, Navy, Teal/Torquoise... okay pretty much any shade of blue.

What do you always doodle? People/faces.

How do you take your coffee/tea? Two/three spoons of sugar (+ creamer if it’s coffee). 

Favorite candle scent? I love candles that are earthy like sandalwood or patchouli.

Sunrise or sunset? Sunrise.

What perfume do you wear? I don’t wear any.

Favorite quote? “Do what you love and fuck the rest.” -Little Miss Sunshine

Favorite self-care routine(s)? Laying in bed, taking a shower, putting on nice lotion, drawing, and playing video games.

Fuzzy socks or house slippers? Both.

What color are your eyes? Brown.

What’s your favorite eye color on others? Any.

Favorite season? Why? Autumn.  I love the colours, and the weather is my favourite.

Cheek, neck, or nose kisses? All.

Favorite breed of dog? I love all dogs, but Golden Retrievers have a special place in my heart.

Do you ever want to be married? If so, what colors would you pick for your wedding theme? Did that already.  :/

Cursive or print? In between.

Favorite weather? Rainy lol.

[jozstankovich]

this or that

bold what you prefer of the following and tag ten people.

tagged by: @noonvraith thank you! >w<

tagging: @fiftyshadesofdes @crytalstellar @fuwafuwagem @sarah-choi @pixelthepixiex @monotonemanday @unicornfatty @glitchedmirrors @magefeathered @neokogirl

coffee or tea / early bird or night owl / chocolate or vanilla / spring or fall / silver or gold / pop or alternative / freckles or dimples / snakes or sharks / mountains or fields / thunderstorm or lightning / egyptian mythology or greek mythology / ivory or scarlet /  flute or lyre /  eyes or lips / witch or fairy / opal or diamond / butterflies or honeybees / macaroons or eclairs / typewritten or handwritten / secret garden or secret library / rooftop or balcony / spicy or mild / opera or ballet / london or paris / vincent van gogh or claude monet /  denim or leather / potions or spells / ocean or desert / mermaid or siren / masquerade ball or cocktail party

[jozstankovich]

Its fish! And the nickels name is phillip💕 (Fairly odd parents)

Wahhh that’s right! >_< You got me with that one the other day too lolol

[jozstankovich]

Remeber what 2 + 2 is? Lolol :p

Uhm four? lol i feel like this is a trick question somehow >w<

[jozstankovich]

You two are so sweet to each other and I love it💕 You two will come out of this stronger I believe it! I wish I could say more but you've said enough Joz. You both deserve to be happy, you both deserve each other cause at the end of the day you both love and want the best for the other and that is so important and powerful. Keep moving foreward you guys. You've got people in your corner rooting you on and 100% there for you both💕

Thank you so much >w< I think we’re really lucky to have so many people that care about us both. ❤️💕

[jozstankovich]

You said Ji ae has thought about tattoos. I'm curious what she has considered getting :3

Lol well she knows it’s cliche and everyone says not to do it but she secretly has toyed with the idea of getting his name tattooed over her heart, or get something matching with him.

[jozstankovich]

Just like in deviant heart does Saeyoung(canon) and Ji ae have tattoos related to each other?

Ahh, actually no lol;;; Ji-ae has no tattoos in canon, though she’s thought about it. Saeran and Da-ye however, do (not exactly matching tattoos but they are similar and signify each other).