#negativecpukin

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(pls post on the 31st)

happy halloween, and happy anniversary to negative cpu ! ! congrats on surviving the downfall of bnb and making it ur first anniversary whooo love my source sm

-aoba #🟦⬛

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im fucking fine w/ doubles until the mere possibility of a double of me being near me exists

(translation: one of my friends started going by my name and im scared)

-aoba, negatuce cpu #🟦⬛

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wait a minute other ppl have kin communities?

bro as far as im aware the only ppl who kin from my source r me and my partner. we r the whole kinmunity

-aoba, negative cpu #🟦⬛

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hashtag had a panic attack bc i forgot how to draw my hair earlier <///3

-aoba negative cpu #🟦⬛

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I LOV MY WIFE SHES SOFT AND WARM,,,,,

-aoba negative cpu #🟦⬛

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itssss cancelled my source is cancelled lmfao i hate everything i literally fucking. hhh.

-aoba, negative cpu (#🕷✖💙)

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aoba stop fucking over my gender challenge (failed immediately)

dear god first he makes me moongender and now im having way more masc feels than i ever have in my entire life. ive always felt very indifferent to gender, i identify as pangender but thats not entirely accurate bc i just. feel nothing towards any pronouns (including neos), terms, blah blah blah. agender was the only label i ever felt uncomfortable with, and ive identified as nonbinary, genderfluid, and demigirl as well

but then i kinfirm aoba and everything goes downhill this fucking bitch im gonna punch his stupid emotionless face how dare u make me question my gender after i finay find sumn that feels kinda like a good descriptor.

fuck kin names im mad at aoba call me boder instead (still a characters name but i dont kin him-) #🕷💙✖

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i dont like how the thought of enmei being a man upsets me. shes a man in the like- official canon. i know that my memories are my memories n all but if it upsets me this much how am i supposed to enjoy the mod when it finally comes out. theyre gonna use he/him pronouns for her and theres nothing to do to stop it bc shes not canonically a woman. god this sucks

-aoba, negative cpu

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me and my enmei are back together <3

i mean. theyre not my enmei, but they're enmei and theyre mine

anyways for context we broke up ab two weeks ago, not bc we fell out of love but they needed a break. two weeks was long enough and last night we got back together lol

in context of another kintype theyre my bobot but im in an aoba shift rn so fuck you /lh

-aoba, negative cpu #🟦⬛

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whenever im in a super heavy aoba kinshift i use periods after every sentence bc it feels better to do. i worried sum1 w/ that earlier. bc i forgot to tell them that i was doing it bc kinshift. and the only other time i do it is when im upset. woopsies.

-aoba, negative cpu #🟦⬛

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im in this kinshift most of the time now. its odd

and its not always hard to express my emotions so its usually hard to tell. until i try and think ab myself and it ends up being aoba

i used to not be in this kinshift that much wtf happened

-aoba negative cpu #🟦⬛

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i hate it here genuinely how hard is it to get used to new names. everytime u call one of us "negative ____" it makes me so uncomfy. i know piero said either name works the new names arent that hard to get used to. i thought it be hard to get used to and it WASNT just fucking learn

-aoba, negative cpu #🟦⬛

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cant tell if im in a kinshift or if my depression got worse but were just gonna say kinshift for my own sanity despite the fact that theres evidence that its actually my depression got worse

-aoba. negative cpu (fuck it have a modified bob tag bc iforgot my aoba one) #🟦⬛

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my kins love making me not want to eat huh

-goth, boyfriends and aoba, negativecpu #goth☠💜

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fathers day thing:

koe, you,,, sucked after you became an alcoholic. but i know it was at least half our fault. we shouldve noticed how much stress you were taking on and tried to help. or we couldve at least tried to limit your alcohol intake

either way- youre not half as bad as i say you are. you were just. scary. but i dont blame you for anything. you only wanted to help us. im sorry we couldnt help you when you needed it. im sorry we let the family break apart

-aoba, negative cpu (#✖💙🕷) (i hope thats the order those go in, havent sent in an ask with those emojis in a bit)

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ok, i wanna take part in the friendly lies, soooo

enmei,,, ok actually i cant think of anything for her-

juni secretly eats a shit ton of twinkies, depsite being veyr anti-sweets (he likes them and lets us enjoy them but he cares more ab his health tthan sugar)

literally cant think of shit for sf-roid that mf dont even exist in the housefile-

moko likes gatorade better than monster but just drinks monster bc it has more caffeine

rochu gets lots of upvotes on its reddit posts

koe isnt an alcoholic (ok this one was a bit more bitter than friendly- and also wishful thinking-)

-aoba, negative cpu (#🕷✖💙)