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Dear Sunshine,
~ 06/06/23, Tue
(long post)
Or as everyone knows you as, Haechan, bearing the meaning of Full Sun.
Or for those who are more intimately closer to you, to whom you are Donghyuck/Donghyeok.
The first (Sunshine), my own name for you, a title delegated all to myself, though the word itself is universal and I am sure many have adopted this as their own term of endearment for you. You who is the epitome of this namesake. The light that has entered my life when before, the word had never meant anything more than just some letters joined together.
The second (Haechan), your professional title, your stage name, your idol essence, your performing act. The name thousands know you by. The name adored and shared among millions. The fullness of the namesake that has spread its meaning across the hearts of so many all over the world. The familiarity to the name but yet, still a gentle reminder of detachment because of its world-renowned status.
And lastly (Donghyuck/Donghyeok), your own private identity. The beginning of the story of the growing star before it became the full sun it has become today. The true you, I would hope. The name I honestly dare not utter; as no matter how relatable you’ve become to me, the name still serves as a reminder that I am never truly close in distance, physically or otherwise.
Whichever it may be, it still refers to only one of you.
I am assuming it has struck 12 midnight where you are (and looooong past it). You are either asleep, or more likely up on Bubble, IG perhaps, or just on one of your many devices. Maybe you are reading well-wishes from those you love, your family and friends. Maybe you are scrolling through the heaps of birthday wishes flooding your social media feeds from those who love you all around the world.
What is my letter but just one more, right?
I feel like I have so much to say. Words are always in my head, running around and popping up into focus now and then. I’ll scroll through social media and see clips and shots of you, and words flitter and pop. Words I feel like I’d want to share with you but the magnitude of them is just too much to process at the moment.
So my task now is to try to do that. To organise the words fluttering about and reign in the feelings running amok. I hope I do well. Let’s begin.
Haechan, my Sunshine.
Before knowing you, ‘sunshine’ never truly held any meaning for me, except for what it was meant for; the light emitted from the sun.
When I first knew of you, introduced to me as ‘Haechan’, again, there was no resonance with the name. I did not know the story behind your name.
Interesting how meanings behind a name and how prophetic they can be, could really draw you into the story of somebody, doesn’t it?
Because that was what happened when I got to know about you.
My story began in 2019. I was already familiar with NCT and her concept, but I did not know much about you. Although, I did understand that you were the youngest in NCT 127. I also understood the concept and expectations of a maknae, and anticipated you to behave as such. (Which you did.)
Back then, my only experiences with groups’ maknae had been that of SuJu’s Kyuhyun (he is so ahjusshi compared to you at this point, let’s not deny this), EXO’s Sehun (who had always been this ‘too cool for school’ dude in my eyes), and BTS’ Jungkook (another ‘too cool for school’ child). Kyuhyun began my formulation of the ‘Evil Maknae’ and although Sehun is far from being as devious as Kyuhyun (in my opinion), he was sort of dubbed as ‘difficult to manage’ too. Jungkook was the Golden Maknae who could do no wrong even if he was.
Then, there was you. I did not know what to make of you. The maknae (of other groups/within Kpop) had never really caught my attention before. They were often just there for entertainment purposes. But you? You did catch my attention. And as my brain scrambled to get what information I can about you, an obvious archetype that came up was that of the maknae.
But you were still different. The ‘maknae’ archetype was not why you caught my attention. And for a while, I continued to scramble for my thoughts and opinion on this young man who has so undeniably got my undivided attention.
My first true recollection of you was actually back in 2018. I didn't really want to count that because that memory thread aligned more with Mark’s graduation rather than ‘you’. But I still recalled fans being upset and lamenting about your separation. (It was then that I learned about ‘MarkHyuck’ - and subsequently your real name ‘Donghyuck’ - and the idea of shipping. We shall not go down that road.)
Then you had the unfortunate incident of injuring your ankle, which caused greater despair within the fandom. Sentiments and emotions were especially high as you missed NCT’s first ever live concert with NCT 127’s Neo City: Seoul – The Origin (a mouthful to say and a hassle to write/type, seriously). It was fair to say the fandom was especially concentrated on your well-being. Throngs of well-wishes continued across social media through the months you recuperated and recovered.
But yet, I still did not know much about you other than that you were the maknae, and you were close to Mark. I knew of course that both you and Mark were part of Dream too. But let’s face it, at this point, the only news thread in the Dream vine was Mark’s graduation. I too knew you had been around since SM Rookies and the MMC days. But that was old news.
So if you were to ask me to recall what exactly about you made me drawn to you? I could not answer. Till this date, I still can’t think of what about you caught my attention.
However, I can tell you what had caught my attention: clips of your solo dance before ‘Good Thing’ during The Origin tour.
Because boy, you returned from an ankle injury and was launched into a world tour and then managed to deliver such a solo with such grace and ease? Many of your fans were ecstatic at your return, grateful you are back at full health. But dang, you dived back into work and did not play around. You took your return seriously and embraced it fully.
I have never been drawn to dancers before. My biases or my cause of interest have always been vocalists. And this tracks all the way back to my 90s boy bands phase (if you haven’t figured out that I’m that old…).
So imagine my surprise when I was very very drawn to all the clips of you dancing in that solo. And subsequently, when you came to my country for a concert, and I actually witnessed you dancing, let me tell you that that concert experience was a turning point in my life.
It was my first concert of any type whatsoever and it being a Kpop band (which also, in all honesty, was the first Kpop band I truly invested in and paid attention to), says a lot about how NCT changed my life. It was not drastic but looking at my life receipts, it was my riskiest and bravest purchase and decision, ever.
I’ve said this before, in my old blog posts and my conversations with friends who deemed it their worth to listen to my regaling Kpop tales; when I entered the Origin concert, I had came for Taeil (the man who drew me into NCT) and watched for Taeyong and Mark (the only ones who I had been able to recognise). And by the end of the concert, I was a true fan – a dubbed NCTzen. But most importantly, I was starting to understand what the fans meant by ‘bias’. Because boy, though I denied it then, I was drawn to you like a moth to a flame.
Eventually 127 ended their first world tour. But yet, another world tour awaited you: The Dream Show.
As aforementioned, I was ready to be an NCTzen; I was committed to support the entirety of NCT and her ludicrous concept and projects. That included exploring beyond NCT127 and venturing into its next major unit: NCT Dream.
My journey with NCT Dream … is another long novel on its own and a narrative to explore in another time. But I have to admit it was my journey into NCT Dream that got me to know more about you, Haechan.
NCT Dream Haechan is, in my opinion, different from NCT 127 Haechan. Where you are maknae in NCT 127, you play an entirely different role in Dream.
You are expected to be, dare I say it, petulant and childish with 127 as it is expected of a maknae to behave as such. You whine more, you act cute more and get things your way because the older guys relent to it. You are, as popular (fan)fiction describes it, “bratty���. Endearingly so, as seen by how your hyungs absolutely give in to your shenanigans, scripted or not.
But with NCT Dream, there is a shift in the presentation of your behaviour. If this was conscious or not, scripted or natural, I will never know (and it is not my prerogative to know). But either way, there is a shift.
I think this was why I ultimately started paying attention to Dream; and often than not, started paying more attention to you.
Paying attention to Dream meant listening to your tracks. Being the main vocalist for the unit, I hear you more. All the online accolades and praises for your vocal uniqueness were no lies. I heard the difference in your timbre. I hear the colour of your voice when you sing with Dream. And I love it.
Paying attention to Dream also meant supporting your comebacks. With 2019 passing, and me having attended Neo City: The Origin on 22 July, the first Dream activity that came along was ‘We Boom’. And with every pun intended, that album came booming into existence: It was loud, it was daring and it was a statement. And I love every bit of it. I paid attention to every single member and will honestly say, I became an official ‘Dreamzen’. Everything about that era was giving me energy I loved. And when it was released that you will be returning to my country for a world tour? I was genuinely ecstatic. Where I was nervous and hesitant with The Origin, I was absolutely sure I had to go to The Dream Show.
Alas, I did not manage to get good tickets (restricted view) and subsequently, when the end of 2019 came about, the world pandemic happened. I was gutted when it was official that The Dream Show was cancelled. Never before did I feel so despondent at seeing a refund processed in my bank account.
At this point, perhaps due to the emotional drawback or the anxiety of an upcoming world pandemic, I turned to you (and your members).
I learned what your name meant (Full Sun), and I learnt what your fans were called (sunflowers). Suddenly, everything yellow or orange, or any associations to sunflowers and the sun, made me think of you. Specifically, I remembered your smile and your warmth. And though everyone (even I) refer to your precarious childishness as ‘brattiness’, it was actually this very behaviour that made me relate to you. I eventually realised, this was not ‘bratiness’. You were simply mischievous. Which I, myself, have a knack to behave as such.
I am 'a little bit' on the mischievous side myself, growing up. I got into plenty of trouble as a child... but as I grew up I learned to tuck that mischief away in official settings such as school and the public. But as I crossed into teenagehood, ‘mischief’ became forgotten and something else morphed out of it. My family called it ‘being rebellious’, and I bought it. I was berated and chided for it, and worse, made to feel guilty for it but without understanding why. And through the ending years of my teenagehood and the beginning of my adulthood, the guilt stayed with me and fostered something else in me. I still functioned though, never truly conscious of this ever-growing ‘something’ in me that was just getting fed by guilt-tripping and societal pressure on what it is to be an adult, a woman. And when I got to adulthood, I already had baggage on me, which I had (barely) succeeded in hiding… by tucking, pushing, prodding, and forcing it into this very ever-shrinking box in me. Till one day it wouldn’t fit anymore, and that box (that was supposed to contain ‘things’) just disappeared, and a very ugly ‘something’ came bursting out and overtook everything.
<<This may be my midnight ruminations, or the result of finally becoming comfortable with my thoughts and words as I delve deeper in reflection. I hope you don’t mind me sharing.>>
As you have read, I did not grow into what I term a ‘wholesome’ adult. I did not ‘have my shit together’.
I am sure you have heard or read so many moving stories of how you, your members, your band, had saved someone from a dark place in their life. And sometimes, I so badly want to say that was the case for me too.
In a way, perhaps. I have to admit, I did find a safe place in NCT for a while. Be it 127, with your found-family vibes. Or NCT Dream with your friendship forever familiarity. Even WayV and their pets had made their way into my heart. I won’t deny NCT2020 was my favourite era and today, I am very grateful I had been fortunate and blessed to have witnessed it.
But regardless of what it was, what kept me drawn to NCT was you. Your warm personality, your kindness, your passion, your softness, your loving attributes, and yes, your mischief – your love for fun, your inclination for affection, your joviality. I see a glimpse of my old self in that. And I don’t know if that old me is still somewhere in me or if it has morphed into something I am fearful of (I still need time to process that).
In the meantime, I am glad to be able to see the sun in you. And I know it is not easy. So many things aren’t easy, I would think. But I just don’t know which one you’d relate to the most: It must be so difficult to be so happy and so passionate all the time. To be so hard working and committed to what you love. To be sufficiently happy as yourself and also happy as what is expected of you (you are human too, and experience the ups and downs of life… but as an idol, it is a profession that expects perfection from you. And given the happy, mood-maker personality that is associated with you, that must make it harder sometimes to find the balance of being genuinely happy because it is where you want to be versus being happy because your professional image demands you to be as such).
During this birthday, please remember that you have been my definition of sunshine and happiness for as long as I have been your fan. I want to thank you so much for that.
But please remember, you do not have to be forever happy and grinning for the sake of fans. I understand you have been tired for a while now. If it helps, do take a break. It may cause some fans to be upset, yes, but it is far more important that you gather yourself and take time for yourself too.
Something that has kept me going, is the saying (paraphrased) that “you cannot serve from an empty vessel. Rest and self-care is important because when you take time to replenish your spirit, it allows you to serve others from the overflow”.
I love this quote; it is from Eleanor Brownn. And as a social work associate (and through my young adult work life, a case worker in the social sector), this saying has been an essential reminder for me to know when to stop pushing forward because I need to, so that I can rest and recollect myself before I continue to push on. And I hope it resonates with you too on some level.
From the bottom of my heart, I truly want to thank you again. Should I ever be lucky enough to meet you, I will never know what to say, what to do, or even how to act in front of you (or anyone else in NCT for that matter). Language barrier aside, we have quite an age gap too. But regardless, I will continue to love you, and ‘bias’ you, as the young ones so eloquently phrase it. I may face judgement for it, but at this point, I’m accepting that I am happy watching you dance and play, and of course, listening to you sing. (Like a little brother bear...)
Please continue to be passionate in your art for the longest time. You don’t have to be an idol, but never let go of what you love.
Be happy, for yourself and the ones you love. Don’t lose yourself in the hub-bub of the entertainment world and remember yourself, your family and friends. I know you feel that fans are important, but at the end of the day, we are just here to supplement and support you. Remember that what you do must be for your own drive. If you get tired, remember to take a rest and refuel. Genuine fans know how to take a step back and give you your space, because they respect you.
Finally, treasure all the memories you make, good or bad. You will learn from life, even if she is a tough teacher. I am not from your world, and may never be able to put myself in your shoes or imagine the challenges and difficulties you face. But as a human being, I empathise that you can have difficult and even dark days.
Have a good rest (tell this to all your hard working members… all of them), and happy birthday. I hope you wake up to a beautiful day, sunshine.
With love,
Just another birthday wish.
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in honor of haechan's bday, here's situationship texts w/ gamer!hyuck!
part two, part three inspired by @ohmygs-blog + @taexoxosgf !! i've been reading all their texts for a hot minute... <3
#nct#nct scenario#nct scenarios#haechan#haechan texts#nct dream#heachan fic#nct dream texts#nct texts#nct 127 texts#ive been itching to writing and im slowly just going to ease back into it.. let me fix all my old smau links#nct smau#nct social media au#nct dream smau#haechan smau
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Nsfw links! Mdni nct dream!
Warning: anal (only one dw)
Heachan begged you, desperately. Most of the time he would take you from behind, always wanting to take it to the next step, although he loved your pussy, seeing the way your hole pulsed each time he trusted. This time he couldn't help himself, he begged and begged until you finally agreed.
Heachan always makes you do stuff to please him, in turn you get a good one yourself. This time he asked you to buy garters, one thing leading to another.
You always talked about how much you loved Haechans fingers so he always starts off sex with them
Mark was always so gentle with you.
Fwb!Jaemin however was the complete opposite, especially when he saw you fucking around with Jeno,the bartender, he would never let you off the hook. “You wanted to fuck Jeno? You think he could fuck you this good? Look at you squirming already around only my fingers”
Jeno could never get enough of your pretty little panties every time, he couldn’t just discard them? Could he?
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Lee Haechan || texts! sassy man apocalypse is real
genre: fake texts, fluff (?), idol!bf haechan
warnings: sassy man haechan, cursing, kms mentions
a/n: decided to just impulsively post this since i kept seeing tik toks abt sassy dudes😭😭 happy thanksgiving for those who celebrate it and enjoy this very random post!!
#nct smau#nct dream smau#🐾#haechan x reader#haechan fluff#haechan smau#haechan imagines#lee haechan smau#lee haechan x reader#lee haechan fluff#nct heachan fluff#nct haechan smau#nct haechan x reader
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Haechan in 2023 (2/2)
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𝗵𝗲𝗮𝗱 𝗶𝗻 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝗰𝗹𝗼𝘂𝗱𝘀 𝗯𝘂𝘁 𝗺𝘆 𝗴𝗿𝗮𝘃𝗶𝘁𝘆'𝘀 𝗰𝗲𝗻𝘁𝗲𝗿𝗲𝗱.
#nct bios#nct#nctzen#mark lee#nct matching icons#mark nct#mark moodboard#edgy aesthetic#edgy moodboard#vintage moodboard#vintage#black and white#nct layouts#nct moodboard#mark icons#mark layouts#heachan#heachan moodboard#nct dream#nct donghyuck#donghyuck layouts#jeno messy icons#jeno moodboard
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Please just let me hit !!!!! 😭
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🎄 season greetings: nct dream 🎄
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NOTICE ME
Pairing: Haechan x fem!reader
Genre: Slowburn, Angst, Haechan has a girlfriend.
Warnings: Contains smut, Sensitive language
Synopsis: Since Haechan has a girlfriend, you can’t just steal him from his girlfriend that easily. So you keep on doing things that interest him. In short, you’re obsessed with him.
You are in your senior year, which means you’re going to graduate soon. However, you have one last goal; Making Haechan Lee be your Boyfriend before the School Year ends. On the other hand, Haechan has a girlfriend. In fact she’s your academic rival. She has been your rival ever since Elementary school. Additionally, She has never won in any contest you both entered. It’s always you who gets the trophy home. Although, She has defeated you in some way. The boy you have been liking since you’re 11 years old is her boyfriend. Well I guess we could call that equal. Nevertheless, It will not stop you from doing your objective.
You would often see how Haechan and his girlfriend flirt in school, Making you feel disgusted and jealous. Even though a lot of people admire you because of your beautiful face, great mind. There’s no way you will like any of them because they’re not Haechan. Besides, they're what you call “dumb” so you will think that they’re going to use you because you’re smart. Therefore everyday you would do absurd things such as; Insulting people when Haechan is around. He doesn’t really care what happens around him because he’s with his girlfriend all the time so the focus is on her.
There are two weeks left before graduation and you have to think of a faster plan to steal Haechan from his girlfriend. Your friends are telling you that this is a bad idea and you shouldn’t do things just because you didn’t get what you wanted. Well this is you, you have everything but him. Until a rumor has been spreading all around the university, That Haechan is only with his girlfriend because the girl’s parents forced him to date their daughter because Haechan’s family is poor and working for the girl’s parents. Oh you do love gossip. So you went to the library to dig up information about the girl’s family. Turns out the girl’s family is crazy rich. Big ass mansion with 10 luxury cars. However their richness isn’t even close to yours. Your family is the biggest donor for your university, but they raised you to be Polite and shouldn’t look down on people just because of their social status. Well you’re nothing like what they raised you to be. Instead you became the smart rebellious girl everybody knows. Since you’re powerful you discovered that the rumor that has been going on is true. However, Haechan doesn’t look like he looks forced. He’s good at hiding, maybe because he’s in a drama club that you joined just to see him everyday.
Going back to your plan, All of the things you planned didn’t work out. Including sabotaging the graduation ball that Haechan and his girlfriend won as Prom King and Queen. You have no other choice but to expose his girlfriend anonymously. You don’t want to ruin your reputation and waste the chance of being the Valedictorian so you’re going anonymous.
After getting information about the girl’s family, you decided to go to class now. Once you entered the room. There it is, Haechan and his girlfriend making out infront of you. Also the girl is sitting on the table of Haechan’s seat. Little did they know… before everyone arrived you broke the armchair where Haechan’s usually sits and used glue to put it back again which will never stick that long. While they’re making out you notice his girlfriend keeps moving which means she’s uncomfortable because you can see that the table is cracking and will break eventually.
*THUD*
Haechan’s girlfriend fell causing her to break her waist. You showed a little grin and saw that Haechan is scared because his girlfriend can’t stand up.
“Next time don’t make out in class” You said, causing everyone to look at you. Someone even mouthed “Thank you” because they’re making everyone uncomfortable.
Not long enough an ambulance came to take his girlfriend to the emergency room. Haechan didn’t go with her since the school is very strict nowadays and you have to complete your attendance before the graduation. It looks like someone won’t be able to graduate.
Finally all classes have ended and you get to go home. You went up to your locker to leave things, While putting your books back, the door closed. seeing Haechan’s hand on your locker door.
“Oh hello Haechan, What can I do for you?” Giving him a sarcastic tone.
“I know you’re behind all of this y/n” Hearing what he said, you became blank as space. How does he know that you’re behind all of these?
“I don't know what you’re talking about” You said while putting your books back again. But he closed your locker again.
“You may be smart but you’re not going to act dumb around me” Damn, He may be dumb at academics, but not when it comes to this. We’d really make a good couple.
“We’re done with this conversation” I said, locking my locker and leaving the university.
You quickly went inside the car and drove away, But this time you’re not headed home. You’re headed to your secret penthouse that your parents didn’t know.
When you arrived at your penthouse, you took a hot shower to calm your mind and finished all your requirements. You got busy and didn’t have time to cook dinner so you went ahead and ordered for delivery. While waiting for your food to arrive you suddenly got a message.
(My) Haechan sent you a message
What does he want now? Yet you still checked what the said
“Call me right now”
For one thing, you don't like being dominated. You’re always the dominating one. But you’ll be that submissive little brat for Haechan and will do what he says. So you called him
“I'm here outside your penthouse” He better not be kidding with you. Not even your friends know about your penthouse.
“No you’re not”
“Aren’t you y/n y/sn who ordered these chicken tenders?”
“Fuck, yes that’s me just give me a minute” Screams are filling up the room as you panic every second.
10 minutes later you finally calmed down, and went to open the door.
“That was not a minute” He complained
“Come in”
“You got a nice penthouse huh?”
“Shut up, how did you know that I own this?”
“Your penthouse is next to mine, the black one.”
So that good ass looking penthouse was his!? I thought he’s poor?
“Aren’t you poor and your parents are working for your girlfriend's parents?” I asked without hesitation
“Yeah I am, but my Grandfather used to own that penthouse, my name is under his will” So he’s rich but his family is poor?
“If you’re not poor, why did you agree on that relationship thing?”
“Hold on, How did you prove that the rumor is true?”
“I'm good at this, now answer”
“I'm doing this for my parents, they owe my girlfriends parents a lot of money”
“Why don’t you pay their debt?”
“They specifically said they don't need the money. Instead they wanted me to date their daughter”
“But why are you working as a delivery man?”
“Oh I’m not, I just happened to see your food in front of the door. You probably didn't notice”
“Well then, You can go now I need to be alone”
As soon as Haechan left, you went to your room with your food and ate while finishing the remaining tasks.
While doing your tasks you can’t help but fantasize about him. especially the interaction you just had. however fantasizing about him never distracts you. so you finished all in no time and went to bed.
A WEEK LATER
You found out that Haechan’s girlfriend will not be able to graduate because of the accident. That’s what happens to girls who can’t keep their hands off their boyfriend. You pretended to feel bad even though you’re the reason why she cannot graduate. Now that she’s not around, It’s the perfect time to steal her boyfriend
You were about to go to class when someone suddenly pulled you to the storage room.
“What the fuck” You were disgusted, wondering why would someone pull you here
“I pulled you here so nobody could see us” Haechan replied. For what reason? his girlfriend is not even here.
“How is your girlfriend?”
“We broke up” He said. You’re not surprised, you’ve been waiting for this.
“Why? what happened?” You asked
“I don't love her, I never loved her. So I took the chance to break up with her”
“And why are you telling me this?”
“I know you like me y/n with those actions you’ve been doing just to get noticed by me” Looks like he does notice it
“Okay so what? what do you want me to do?”
“Im single now, And I also like you I just don’t have a plan to tell you”
“Yeah it’s not convincing me much”
“Maybe this will”
After he said those words, he pulled you in for a kiss. Well who even are you to refuse, so you kissed him back. Making out with him feels like a dream, you were both thirsty for each other. For Haechan, Making out isn’t enough for him so he started touching you until it reached your short skirt. Revealing your wet panties.
“Already wet?”
“I’m always wet for you, Haechan”
He began touching your panties, making you whimper. You’ve never had sex before, therefore you’re sensitive. Looks like your new boyfriend doesn’t care. He loves hearing your sweet little sounds so he went in your panties, drawing circles on your clit. You’ve never felt so good before, You started to touch his pants feeling his crotch. Haechan unbuckled his pants with one hand. It turned you on, you helped him undress himself and when you took off his boxers his dick was hard. And very big.
“You looked surprised there”
“I-i didn’t k-know you w-were this b-big Mmm- Ahh” Moans escaping your mouth as he plays with your pussy
“Suck it”
You did what he said, you sucked his dick, bobbling your head as he moans out of lust
That means you’re doing a great job. You jerked him off while he’s playing with your clit. Which makes you both moan together. Luckily the storage room was soundproof so nobody could hear what you were doing.
“Im gonna cum”
“Cum, I'm gonna swallow it”
“Oh fuck you always know how to turn me on”
Loud noises filled the room, you both reached your climax and decided to not attend the classes for the day. Instead we went to my penthouse to spend the day. Who would’ve thought that the boy you’ve been liking since you were a kid is your boyfriend now? Graduating as Valedictorian with the love of your life. You’ve reached your last goal. Make Haechan Lee your boyfriend.
TIME SKIP
Today is the day before your graduation. Everybody knows that you and Haechan are now officially together. Everybody expects it, people are telling you they know that you are going to end up together. Also, He introduced you to his parents. His parents are so welcoming, and caring. Now you know where Haechan got it from. Likewise, you also introduced him to your parents and they absolutely loved him. Not because he’s your first boyfriend, it’s because they know already that he will take care of you. But you know your father, Haechan and him talked separately because you know.
“Are you ready to graduate as Valedictorian, My love?” Your boyfriend asked you with a big smile on his face indicating that he’s happy for you.
“I was born ready, Now will you help me practice my speech?”
“I’d be happy to” He said patting the seat beside him
This whole day was just you practicing your Valedictorian speech, giving thanks to all the people who have helped you to be this successful. After that Haechan took you shopping as a graduation gift. And you also gave him a graduation gift, Aside from sex you both went on a romantic date as your gift for him.
GRADUATION DAY
You are now getting ready in line, your boyfriend is just behind you because you guys are walking in alphabetic order. Finally you heard your name and you went up on stage. Receiving a lot of medals. So many achievements, One of them is being Haechan’s Girlfriend. Looks like doing things that may look obsessed to other people's eyes works after all.
#nct imagines#nct haechan#nct scenarios#nct smut#nct dream#nct 127#haechan smut#haechan scenarios#donghyuck x reader#heachan x reader#nct
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Best album of the year. Best flow of songs. Best variety of genres. Best vocals. It’s just… perfection. Best NCT album to date.
Here’s about 30 seconds of each song in album order.
#nct 127#nct#nct 127 walk#best album of the year#mark lee#taeyong#doyoung#heachan#jaehyun#jungwoo#nct johnny#yuta
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l.dh soulmate talk
“Do you think soulmates are real?” Haechan asks you suddenly, you’re both laying down on the floor of your college dorm, soft music plays from your speaker, it’s his playlist not yours.
“Yeah, I think so.” comes a reply “But not in that conventional fairy tale way”
“What do you mean?” your body is facing him now, his eyes watching you intently.
“I think that people are meant to meet at some point, but I don't believe that the universe somehow chose the person I'm supposed to spend the rest of my life with.” you take a moment to think before continuing. “I believe that's on us, we feel so much love towards a person that we make it happen, the mindset, actions, and complimenting each other comes naturally because of the love we feel, we become soulmates through that love that was carefully built.”
It's silent after that, not awkward, it's never awkward with him. You go back to laying on your back, eyes closing for a little bit.
“So… you’re my soulmate then.” It's not a question, he’s stating it like it's the most certain thing on earth.
You inhale sharply, mind going blank and heart beating a tad bit faster at your best friend's words. “Yeah… I think we could be soulmates Hyuck.” You open your eyes softly and he’s still watching you, like he never stopped, like he never wants to stop.
little soulmate drabble i had on my phone, im a sucker for haechan
#kpop#nct fluff#haechan x reader#heachan x you#soulmates#nct imagines#nct dream#nct drabbles#nct 127#kpop fic
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nct haechan cute layouts plsss <3
hi!!! it's here, hope you like it! <33
#kpop headers#kpop packs#moodboard kpop#dividers#messy bios#kpop wallpaper#kpop layout#bg moodboard#heachan#simple headers#cute headers#nct headers#nct haechan#nct headcanons#haechan packs#haechan headers#haechan icons#haechan layouts#haechan
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Don’t Think About It. (Part three)
Genre♥️college au/vacation au, enemies(not really) to fwb to lovers
Parings☎️haechan/donghuck x conflicted reader
Warnings🚨mentions of / alcohol consumption, and Use of nicknames, angsty!!!! Arguing? Sadness? Angst!!! Talking about love and the fear of love! (Philophobia)
Notes📌 This the part three, obviously. There is no smut, but there will be in part four. Yes, there will be a part four. This one is quite short, but that’s because I didn’t want to switch back to the college au in the middle of the same fic. So stay tuned for part four. And please don’t be shy, share your thoughts!
Ever since you were a kid, you made rules for yourself. Adding them as you grew older. And changing them as you experienced. Everyone has rules, wether they realize it or not.
Your rules were basic and simple. Crafted to perfection. And there were also some you didn’t even realize existed:
1. Boys have cooties(except for Johnny) << especially johnny
2. No falling behind <<< (school)
3. Date to marry experience <<< (boys)
4. Don’t be venerable <<< (liars)
5. Privacy is power
6. Stop being so understanding
7. Don’t allow others to love you (no “I love you”’s)
8. Don’t fall on love too quickly
Rule seven had a couple different reasons. Reasons that we don’t need to get into right now. But everyone who has ever “loved” you, didn’t seem to love you enough to stay; ripping pieces each time one of them left. So, you refuse to allow others to feel for you. Not truly. Always subconsciously inviting people into your life, people you know couldn’t hurt you.
But naturally, rules are meant to be broken.
Falling behind in school around the holidays.
Trusting too easily.
Being too understanding/to forgiving.
And allowing others to say those words to you. “I love you”. And you would continuously, stupidly believe them. nothing had changed. Your were always the stupid one, the girl who never understood who she was to people.
But you had rules, rules you tried your best to follow… until haechan.
•••
Muffled Music blared your ears, drawing you from your sleep. It was still dark out, but Haechan was still next to you. You were tired, but relived to feel his presence.
“What time is it?” you ask, Not bothering to check if he was awake.
“Don’t know” he responded, his voice far from tried or drowsy. You drew back to look at him, his body facing you. Haechans eyes find yours as soon as they come into view.
“Have you been awake?” You ask, your brows pinch together, He tried to act as if he had also just woken up. “Huh? No?”
You slightly sit up on the bed. “You totally were- you were watching me sleep!” You announce with a grin on your face.
“No, that would be creepy, and boring. On the other hand, watching you shower-“ you punch him and settle back down into the bed with a soft laugh. He winces but joins you in your laughter nonetheless.
“As much as I’m enjoying this…” heachan began, turning over to sit up straight. “…And believe me, I am” looking down at you with a stupid smirk. He continued “I’m afraid you have to go”
You paused for a moment.
Oh
Oh
Was all of this really just sex? You can’t believe that you let your mind slip- to forget that this isn’t real, for this long at that.
It’s just two friends helping each other out.
You reminded yourself.
Haechan pouted when he saw the look on your face, afraid you got the wrong idea. “Jenos been blowing up your phone. He’s wondering why you’re not joining the party, or why he can’t find you” He informs, hoping to ease the thoughts he knows have filled your mind. Your phone was in his hands, and you grabbed it. Looking through the notifications, you curse yourself- or Jeno actually.
Oh- Damn you jeno! What could he possibly need right now?
You sigh dramatically into your palms.
“I know” he said, his smile growing wider. “I wouldn’t want to leave me either”
You rolled your eyes and scouted from underneath the covers and his side. “Now you’ve ruined it.”
“Just as I intended” he chuckled, leaning back against the headboard, watching you make your way to the door.
It physically pained you to leave him. But you won’t acknowledge it more then that.
“Y/n?”
“Hyuck?”
“You can keep my shirt, it looks sexier on you”
“Ass” You replied, and grin plastered on your face, against your will. Then you opened the door and left with your phone in hand, making your way down the hallway.
The music slowly picking up in volume as you made your way into the kitchen/living room area. Though you saw almost no one. Until you peaked out the sliding doors to the backyard. Finally finding the sources of the music, along with at least 20 other people. Some people in the pool, some people grilling or just playing games. You smiled to yourself, you can feel that everyone was having a good time.
You decide you should change before joining them. As you make your way to your own room.
You think for a moment, you should probably check your phone.
JenO
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Hey, we are back from the store
Delivered
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Where you at?
Delivered
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y/n?
Delivered
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Chaewon said she saw you with haechan, are you two talking?
Delivered
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y/n it’s been 2 hours, are you ok?
Delivered
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Damn it.
You enter your room, beginning to type all kinds of apologizes into your phone, when you look up to see Jeno sitting in your bed. “Jeno?”
He looks up from his phone to see you standing in the doorway… in heachans shirt…
“Looks like you two did more then just talk huh?” He was smiling, but he sounded agitated. And you can’t blame him.
“Sorry, I feel asleep”
“In his room?”
“Yeah…? Is that bad?” You finally enter the room to join him on your bed. He clears his throat while making room for you to sit next to him. “No, I mean- I don’t know” He answers, not looking at you. “I talked to Shihyun” he informs. You whip your head to look at him. His eyes still don’t meet yours. “She wants to try again” Jeno’s hands are fidgeting with his phone case. Waiting for your reaction.
“That’s great! Why aren’t you out there with her? I saw her in the pool.”
“Was looking for you”
“Why”
He finally turns to you. “Um, just wanted you to know that… that I’ve moved on”
“What!? From Shihyun? Wha- didn’t you just say-“
“-no not her, I love her” he interrupted quickly correcting your thoughts. You look at him confused. It sorta felt weird to hear him say those words. You didn’t like those words, but for some reason… hearing him share his heart to you about Shihyun made you feel as sense of adoration towards him. “Then what have you moved on from?”
“I-um… just- It doesn’t matter, just felt like I needed to say it out loud to you, it’s been suffocating me… but I’m happy that I found Shihyun, she really makes me really happy”
You can’t help but smile. Who needed kdramas when you have this? “And I also wanted to say that… uh… you mean a lot to me y/n, you are such an amazing friend, so encouraging and un-judgmental. I really appreciate you. Even if I mistook those feelings before.. I understand them now.”
You think for a moment, trying to make sense of his words. “What the heck are you going in about Jeno? Your not making any sense.” You laugh and stand up to begin looking for clothes. “I’m sorry, don’t worry about it. It doesn’t need to make sense to you, I just need to say it.”
“It’s Okay, don’t apologizes, I understand. Thanks for feeling comfortable enough to tell me” you smile while picking out an outfit to join the others in. Jeno watches you concentrate.
“I love you”
it was almost a whisper, you didn’t even hear it. He didn’t want you to. He knows how you feel about those three words. But he needed to say it. Out loud.
He really does love you, but not romantically- like he thought he did. But As a friend. As a person he was never scared to go to for help or advice. He loved you, and he would never leave you.
He smiles thinking about how lucky he is to have a friend like you.
“Okay I’ll go join the others.. meet us out there when your done changing.” He ends his rant with a pat to your head, making his way to the door. You nod and begin to change.
…
When you made you way outside, you find yuta and Yejun laughing at a joke Jisung must have made. Because he looked super proud of himself. His posture straightened, and he is puffing his chest out. Adorable.
Other groups of people, that your sure you’ve seen before, fill up the back patio.
Music and conversations fill your ears as you make your way towards the three. “Hey! Y/n! Nice of you to finally join us!” Yejun greets you with a smile and Jisung runs to hug you. “I feel like it’s been ages!”
“It’s been a couple hours ji” but you reciprocate nonetheless. “Jeno was looking for you” yuta informs with a small head nod. “Yeah I talked to him” you shrug and turn around to face the noise. Towards the People talking, and Shihyun and Chaewon are messing around in the pool. Isn’t it freezing?
“Y/n!”
You turn to your right to see Johnny running over. You try not to laugh when you realize he looks like a typical college jock. His hair is wet? Or maybe sweaty? There’s a drink in his hand and his jog looks ridiculous. Then you compare it to a dog, who’s just got done playing with the hose and you snicker even more. “What’s up?” You give Johnny a half hug and he takes another drink form his cup. Yejun and jisung continue whatever conversation they were having before you showed up. When you look back to Johnny, his face was slightly red and he couldn’t stand straight for the life of him.
He’s definitely drunk.
“Where’s haechan?” He asks, his voice is an octave louder so you can hear him over the music.
You don’t know why the the mention of his name threw you off. You felt odd. “How would I know?” You respond with a shrug. Johnny gives you the most unamused look you’ve ever seen. “Don’t give me that bullshit, you can’t tell me you two weren’t together this whole time” you slap at Johnny’s shoulder and glare at Him. “You talk really loud”
Johnny let’s out a laugh and hands you his drink. “Here hold this, he’s probably in his room, I’ll go get him.” Before you can even respond, Johnny’s running off, towards the sliding doors leading back inside the lodge.
You just stand there and look around once more. Haechan probably wants to sleep, you should’ve told Johnny that, but he’ll find out on his own.
When you spot Jeno and Shihyun in the pool, you can’t help but smile. She’s sitting on top of his shoulders, playing a game of chicken with another couple. Your smile grows when Shihyun wins and yells in victory. Cute!
•••
The rest of the night consisted of you drinking and talking with Chaewon and Yami. Chaewon was going on a rant about how people who ‘don’t like alcohol’ are ‘pussies’ or whatever. You laugh all throughout her tangent because the only person who came to mind was Jaemin. “Y/n, do you want to come with me to get more drinks?” Chaewon asks with a pout, her face was round but so perfectly defined, and her outfit looked absolutely amazing on her. You smile to her direction and nod. She always amazes you, her beauty, her amazing personality, she had no flaws. You admire her. “Where are they?” You ask.
“They are over by- Haechan! over there!!” Chaewon pointed towards the coolers that were stationed next to the grill. Jaemin, haechan and mark were all over there. When you saw him, you couldn’t look away.
You didn’t really think he would be joining the party, but there he was. He was wearing a black t-shirt and loose sweatpants. For a moment you felt hurt. Why wouldn’t he come to you? Does he not want to talk to you? Or spend time with you. Even after you two had sex? Is he avoiding you now? Is it’s awkward?
Then you had to mentally stop yourself:
This cannot be Happening.
You should not care about what he’s doing.
You shouldn’t care about what he’s wearing.
You shouldn’t be upset that he didn’t choose to find you first.
You should not care about Lee Donghyuck…
Then your faces with his eyes in yours. A flash of cold rushed throughout your body. You whip your head back to Chaewon so fast, your vision almost went blurry. Curse the gods, Haechan just caught you looking at him. It took almost all your strength not to drown yourself in the pool in-front of you. “Okay let’s go” Chaewon didn’t seem to notice the small interaction, maybe it’s all in your head. But that moment felt like it lasted forever. She hops up from the small pool chair and held her hand out to you.
“Actually, I don’t think I should get up-“
“-Why?”
Her eyebrows cutely pinch together and her smile drops to a frown. “Yami should go with you, my head really hurts” you squeeze your eyes shut and bring a hand to your head, as if in pain. “What? Girl- let’s gooo” she grabs at your hand and drags you to your feet. “Yami, you too, let’s go” then Chaewon pulls you along as she makes her way around the pool.
As your walking up to the group of boys, you notice Haechan’s eyes following your figure. God this is embarrassing. He has this stupid knowing look on his face, and you almost jumped in the pool. Instead you look at the water and the people in it, refusing to look up, or take any chances of making eye contact with him again. You don’t want things to be awkward, you just want to act normal.
WHY CANT YOU ACT NORMAL!?
“Haechan, where have you been all night?” Chaewon presses as she opens the cooler and grabs some cans of beer. “In my room” he starts, his eyes flicker to you, giving you a smile then back to Chaewon “you look nice” he smiles at her and she beamed in response. “Thank you” her dramatic giggle makes the group laugh in unison.
Woah. At least he smiled at you. He’s definitely trying his hardest to act normal. But you can tell he doesn’t know what to do either. You cough awkwardly, you didn’t mean too. Your trying your hardest to not draw attention to yourself, but that’s all haechan is giving you… attention.
“Are we planning on partying all night it’s almost 4 in the morning” mark begins.
You shouldn’t have been upset that he called Chaewon pretty, or griping at your arms, and holding yourself like this, or burning up this easily. You wished he would’ve said those words to you. The only thoughts that can fill your mind now are him. He isn’t looking at you anymore, his gaze is now fixed on Chaewons and Yami, you sigh in relie, but at the same time, you feel overwhelmed with emotions. Maybe he thought you wanted space? That wouldn’t be a reach, but he’s wrong, if that’s the case.
“We don’t have any other plans! I could go for 12 more hours!” Yami replies, and once again the group laughs.
So wrong.
“I’ll probably head inside soon” heachan informs with a sip of his drink.
“What you just got out here!?” Chaewon complains with a pout. The conversation continued on, and you stopped keeping track of it. Lost in your own mind once again.
Maybe he is satisfied, that’s what he wanted right? You helped him out, and he’s satisfied. But your not, you want more then that. More then sex. And you’re not pushing it down this time, your allowing yourself to feel it, maybe it’s the alcohol? Or the cold that made you feel alone, more then usual.
“Y/n?” You blink to he direction of your name. to Johnny. “Yes?” You drop your arms to the side in order to seem natural, ignoring the air that creeped up your skin, causing goosebumps.
It’s freezing.
“Aren’t you going to go with them?” Mark asks, as he gestures his hand behind you.
“Who?”
“Chaewon and Yami? They left already? …Are you drunk?” He questioned, scanning your face. You glance over at mark and Haechan, then behind you. Chaewon and Yami have made their way halfway around the pool now.
When did that happen?
Haechan eyes you suspiciously, almost asking you ‘what’s wrong?’. You send him a reassuring smile. That didn’t seem as awkward as before, and you felt relieved. “Yeah I think I am, I should probably go lay down” you blink twice more, preparing yourself to walk, and turn on your heal, heading straight for the sliding doors that lead back inside.
Is it bad that you wanted to be alone with him again? Jeno had already talked to you, there’s no longer a reason to be out here. can’t you two go back into his room? In His bed? Is that weird? Would that be weird?
When you make your way back inside, you plop down in the couch and take a couple deep breaths. Did he not think YOU looked nice?! Why didn’t he compliment YOU? I mean of course Chaewon looked perfect but-
Nonononono Nono quit it. Stop!
you feel so unbelievably confused. Every feeling is so unexplainable. Jealous? Annoyed, hurt? Alone? Tired? Drunk? Flustered? It’s all too much!
Just two friends helping each other out.
Just two friends helping each other out.
Just two friends helping each other out.
“Y/n?”
“What?!” You respond frustrated, you didn’t realize how upset you felt until your tone left your mouth. You lift your head to the person in front of you to apologize. Haechan stood there, with a cup in his hand and a surprised look on his face. You hesitate for a moment. Looking away, to spare yourself some dignity.
“Sorry, I was just-“
“-Thinking?”
“Yeah”
“You do that too much” he smiles and sits next to you. When he did, you felt your heart calm, your skin and muscles relax. And your brain stoped running so fast. It felt as if you just took some kind of drug. Intoxicating your senses.
“How much did you drink?” Haechan’s head is facing yours on the couch, you turn to him and realize the distance between you two is non existent. “Two” you mumble, distracted by this familiar position.
“Two? Two what?” Haechan chuckles at your absent mindedness. “Two… somethings, I don’t remember” you shake your head and turn back to look at the blank tv. “Hm interesting. Do you want some water? There’s some in the fridge-“
“- Nono, no water” your head shakes faster at the thought of his presence leaving you. “Okay” he chuckles again. Your lost, you don’t know what to say, or what to do. Your just… lost. You’ve never felt this feeling, it’s foreign. And it terrifies you. Your scared that you have no control over your words or actions anymore.
His body, his heat, his comfort, and safety saturated you. He fed the parts of you that are needy and starved. He grounded you and you wanted more. Then you realized that its Haechan that made you feel less alone.
And as selfish as it was, you hoped you wouldn’t be alone ever again.
“Hey…”
This is all too much…
…To much, all at once…
“…Y/n”
He smells like.. like him. And he’s so warm, almost like he’s been living on the sun for the past couple of months.
Haechan:
Full sun
Makes sense.
“Y/n” he calls once more, this time turning to you, probably checking to see if your are still alive or breathing.
“Yes?” You finally respond and look to him. “Your cutting off my circulation” he smiles and you look down at his arm. Your hands wrap around his bicep, gripping onto him like you’ll fly away if you let go. “Sorry”
When did that happen?
“It’s okay, just relax”
“I’m relaxed” you lighten your grip and rest your head on his shoulder. “Did you catch feelings yet?” He teased with smirk, you laugh lightly, your eyes remaining on the blank tv, as if there’s something playing.
Yes you did.
“You wish”
And yes he does.
“Did you?” You ask looking up at him. His gaze remains on the blank screen.
“Not a chance” he answers with a smile.
“Good” you nod and blink away thoughts that you wish would quit reappearing at the worst times. “Do you regret it?” Haechan asked, this time his voice is almost at a whisper. Haechan is a person who needs a lot of reassurance. And your not very good at that kind of thing… but you’ll try for his sake.
“No” he nods at your response this time, remaining quite as you make yourself comfortable- practically cuddling him.
You then slouch further into the sofa, into him. You can hear his breaths, they’re calm and paced. You try your hardest to match his, almost dying in the process. When you start panting, Haechan begins laughing. And you join him. That was ridiculous.
“Y/n? Do you remember my last birthday?”
“The one when we all went to that terrible restaurant? And Jisung threw up?”
“Yeah, but after that, when we ended up getting take out, at your place?”
“Yeah? Why?”
“When I joined you on your balcony, did you mean what you said?” Oh no. No no no no. Gosh this can’t be happening, everything was going so well.
“What do you mean?” You front, your body stiffens and your eyes shut to prepare for impact.
“The words you said, did you mean them?”
Yes… yes you did. But you can’t tell him that. He can’t know that. “I don’t remember any of that” you shake your head, trying your best to end the conversation.
“You don’t?” You feel his head turn to look down at you. You try your best to act as nonchalant as possible.
“No? Maybe your confused with someone else”
“Impossible”
You bite at your lip and curl your fingers into a fist to ground yourself.
“You told me that you only befriend people you knew couldn’t give you what you needed. Because.. you didn’t want to feel like you’ve lost something- you know if they ever left-”
“I did?” Yes you did…
“Yes. Then I asked if you didn’t think I was capable of giving you what you needed…”
“You did?”
“Yes. And you told me that you never actually choose me…”
“Hm-“
“-what did you mean by that?”
You meant that: heachan was capable of giving you everything you’ve ever wanted or needed, and that terrified you, so you would never have chosen him. He just entered your life, and there was nothing you could do about it but pray he would never leave. But alas, that’s not something y/n would ever admit. So you won’t.
“I’m- I don’t know. I don’t remember that”
“You weren’t drunk… you never explained what you meant and we- we kissed. do you remember-”
Yes.. god yes. You remember it like it happened just now. You remember thinking about how you would never bring it up. About how you would have to learn to forget about it. But of course Haechan won’t allow you to. He did, for a while, you assume he’s probably tired of you acting as if these moments never happened.
“-No, no. No we didn’t” you begin to shake your head again, your body moves to sit up and away from him. Your panicking.
“We did-“ haechan follows you, sitting up to look at you in the eyes. “-no we didn’t, you must have me mixed up with someone else-“
His eyebrows furrow together, you can almost taste the frustration building in his head. “I wouldn’t mix you up with anyone… who else could it have been-“
“Chaewon-“
“No, it was you. I would never kiss Chaewon” he shakes his head this time, his eye close to ensure his seriousness.
“But you called her pretty”
“That doesn’t mean I would ever kiss her-“
“-But you would kiss me?” You challenge, with a scoff. You turn your body to face him in the couch. Both of you are obviously heated and neither of you are willing to be completely honest with yourself a or each other. He doesn’t answer… because yes he would, but are you ready to hear those words… no.
“Exactly-“
“Why are you refusing to accept it?”
“I’m not-“
“You are” his gaze on you becomes more angry then upset or frustrated. You look at him for a moment longer before ripping your eyes away from his piercing ones. “I just don’t remember that” you cross your arms over your chest and try your hardest to look at verything in the empty living room but him.
“No, your choosing not to…forget it, that’s not what’s important Right now. I just want to know what you meant by that… that I’m incapable of-“ he begins, but you refuse to hear him say those words, so you give in… sorta.
“-I didn’t- I just… I don’t know, I wouldn’t have chosen you, if that’s what you’re asking”
“Because?” Haechans eyes flicker between yours, hoping your gaze will answer the questions you’re refusing to.
“Because… just because” you tried to think of a response for a moment, but the only one that came to mind was the one you didn’t want him to hear. When he continues to glare at you, you give in once more. Turning to him and letting out a sigh you explain yourself to the best of your ability: “Because your a good person, and I knew that if you left me… I would lose something”
“Something? What do you mean by something?” His face changes in almost an instant. Like you’ve said before, Haechan is someone who needs a lot of reassurance, and your not very good at explaining your feelings.
“This is stupid” you turn away from him once again, and he absolutely hates it.
“What would you have lost.. if I ever left you?”
“Why are you asking me this?”
“Why won’t you answer me?”
“It doesn’t matter, I don’t need you using it against me.”
“Against you? What does that mean!?” If you were actually looking at him, you would’ve seen how hurt he looked at those words.
“Just stop”
“Stop what? Being confused? Because that’s kinda your fault” he tries to laugh but he can’t.
“I don’t want to have this conversation anymore”
“Why do you keep treating me like I’m your enemy? I wouldn’t use anything ‘against’ you, or leave you.. ever” he tries to look at you in the eyes, but you refuse.
“Okay”
“Okay? That’s it?” Now he’s mad.
“Stop dragging this on haechan” you drop your hands from around you and glare at him.
“Haechan? Y/n what the hell?” He didn’t mean to yell, but he was upset, angry, sad, offended? All of them! You can’t do this anyMore, your not ready to have this conversation. It all escalated so quickly, you didn’t have time to think properly.
“I’m going to bed” you bring yourself to your feet and grab your phone to leave. You know haechan won’t force you to stay, but that doesn’t mean he won’t try to convince you to.
“Y/n.. y/n wait let’s finish this conversation, please.” He look up at you and watches you walk around the other couch and towards the hallway. Your upset, you know you shouldn’t have let yourself get this heated, and you know you shouldn’t have let that conversation go the way it did.
“I’m drunk and tired is this isn’t the best time to be talking to me”
“That isn’t fair, y/n..”
When you made it to your bedroom you sit on one of the beds, bringing your knees to your chest and stared into space.
You feel like such an idiot.
But it can no longer be avoided, the longer you spend with haechan, the more you realize you can’t live without him.
How could you have let yourself get this far with him!?
You had rules.
But then again, rules are made to be broken.
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