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fanmade video : moments when nct were caring and protective of mila!!

warnings : mentions of eating disorders.

a/n : hello!! welcome to my once-a-year upload piece /hj!! i say this every time i come back, but this time i feel like i might actually start writing more. i have so many writings i have been sitting on for my girlies (esp mila), and i am dying to share them!! please wait for me!!

a/n : im not even gonna lie i kinda ate with this photo like💅🏻 (JUST IGNORE HER HAIR PLEASE😭)

"hello, everyone, and welcome back to another video on my channel! this episode will be none other than the boys of nct taking care of our producer, mila!! not to be confused with mila taking care of the boys, however (which will be a future video). these are some of the sweetest moments where mila didn't have her angry protection face on<3 enjoy the video!!"

when the boys give mila their jackets🥹

so, we all know how much mila hates puffer jackets.

like, she will do ANYTHING to get out of wearing a puffer jacket.

except when it is for a photo shoot, then she remains our professional queen🥰

but mila would rather wear like 7 layers instead of a puffer jacket bc she is so stubborn😭

like same but is it really worth it girl???

and my gal is out here in like 4°c in her leather jacket and a hoodie trying to convince the guys that she isn't cold like

MISS MA'AM WE CAN SEE YOUR BREATH?? YOUR TEETH ARE CHATTERING???

i just know that taeyong begs her to put on a heavier jacket every day, but she never does

but on this day, mila said that she thought it wasn't that cold so she thought that her leather jacket would be okay.

turns out it was not!! she was freezing because it got breezy.

most of the other boys were fine with the temperature, even having their jackets unzipped

but when they saw mila getting out of the van clutching her already zipped jacket around herself, practically trying to hide in her coat, they all went 😦😦

jeno, renjun, mark, haechan, and jaemin all came running to her with their coats😭 (jisung and chenle were cold)

she laughed and tried to play it off like she wasn't that cold, even going as far to let her hands poke out of her sleeves and let go of her tight grip on her jacket, but as soon as she did, she was wincing at the cold and looking at her members for help

without hesitation, jeno shrugged his jacket over her shoulders and zipped it up.

jaemin then tried to zip it up fully and have her put her hood up, but mila stopped him because she knew she could not take pictures like that.

basically, mila is never going to be that cold again!! not on the dreamies' watch😡

making sure mila has something to eat🥹

mila has said this herself, i'm not hating!! but she is a PICKY EATER.

like PICKY PICKY

mila said that when she first moved to korea, she would only eat "white people food" because it's all she was used to.

"i only started using the flavorings of the ramen packs after living here for like 6 months"💀

she said that she didn't even feel asian because she hated all the food and didn't know how to use chopsticks🤧

but!! that was a while ago, and mila has gotten so much better!!

as a picky eater myself, i know how hard it is to go out of your comfort zone with food.

just the fact that when she was a trainee, she would have to make her own food and take that with her whenever the boys wanted to go out makes me want to cryyyyy

but now she likes enough foods to go out with them🥹

anyways, back to the situation at hand;

in episode 2 of chillin' in the dream 8lace, when mark and jeno get the punishment of having to cook for the rest of the members, they wanted to make bibimmyeon. when jaemin came into the kitchen to help them (and also to make sure they didn't burn the kitchen down), mark asked if mila would eat bibimmyeon, to which jaemin says "yes, she will"

this is because mila used to hate bibimmyeon!! fun fact~

this situation also happened in the beginning of the 6th episode.

the boys who were awake wanted tuna and mayo fried rice (which needs fried eggs) for breakfast, and jaemin, being the angel he is, remembered that mila didn't like tuna and mayo fried rice. so, when mark asked for jaemin to scramble some eggs for him, he easily decided to make some for mila<3

when jeno stopped her from tripping

this was kind of a shock for everyone imo??

like, it's not CRAZY or anything, i just have never seen mila have any other problems walking in heels before.

but whatever, she still slayed💅🏻

anyways, at the 2020 asia artist awards, nct dream won the award for best emotive award - music.

all 8 of them stood up and walked up the stairs to the stage. though the order left mila and jeno at the back of the line.

they were all wearing matching black suits, except that mila was wearing 6 INCH HEELS instead of normal dress shoes like the guys were.

and these were like STILETTOS!! super hard to walk in for no reason

now we all know that mila can walk in heels. we've seen her slay in some stilettos in the past.

but, that does not take away from the fact that mila has said on many different occasions that she does not like wearing heels.

now, since she already doesn't like them, why on earth would the staff put her in 6 INCH STILETTOS?????? makes no sense

anyway, as she was stepping up onto the stairs, she stumbled and almost fell backwards into jeno.

jeno, of course, being the gentleman he is, caught her gently by her waist and quickly got her back onto her feet. he then made sure she was steady up the stairs by holding his hand.

once they were at the top of the 5 or so steps, he linked their arms together and walked with the rest of the group to the award presenter.

once they finished that and went back to their seats, mila and jeno were also at the end of the line because they knew mila would need a bit longer to go down the steps.

jeno went in front of her and held her hand down the stairs so she wouldn't fall 🫶🏻

haechan getting mad about mila's sasaeng

woo, this one is already making me mad, and i haven't even written anything yet😡

so, mila's infamous evil sasaeng. the one that broke into the dream dorm and attacked mila while the members were sleeping. (a/n : there will be a fic in detail on this soon!!)

not much is known in detail about this incident. all we have is the account of the sasaeng herself and the statements that have been made by SM and the members.

but what we do know is that there was a big change in how the members treated her after this happened.

there was also a big change in mila.

mila went from being happy and giddy to being quiet and reserved for the first time in a while. this was not too long after her nct2018 hardships as well, so that made everyone even more angry as it seemed like she could never catch a break.

the members, most noticeably the dreamies, all became more cold for lack of a better word.

they would go outside and have this slight look of betrayal on their faces. they would not be as happy or smiley, they would tell less jokes.

everyone was just upset.

however, haechan was arguably one of the most upset ones.

as we know, haechan is mila's roommate in the 127 dorm. but, mila also has her own room in the dream dorm, which is why she constantly moves around and splits her time between the 2 dorms. mila has said that she stays at the dream dorm more often when she does not have promotions because she likes it better over there and she likes having her own room.

so having her personal space and safety violated like this in the place that she calls "home" is just disgusting to me.

haechan went on vlive a few days after the statements were released to talk about the situation.

"how is mila doing?" he reads before placing his phone down and covering his mouth with his hands while thinking about what to say. "she's okay. she's not great, but she's doing her best. she's been staying in the 127 dorm with us. she hasn't even gone over to the dream dorm since what happened." he pauses, looking down before taking a breath in. he looks back up at the camera with a low glare, not doing a good job at trying to hide it. "mila is afraid to sleep, hell, even be in her own dorm now because of you... i hope you are ashamed of the damage you have caused." he speaks bitterly, his words obviously directed at the sasaeng.

he ended the live not long after, giving a short message to please not wait outside their dorms anymore.

mila not having money on a show to buy ice cream, so doyoung and yuta buy it for her

just mila being the cutest once again, what do ya know.

everyone was buying treats and snacks on this nct life show but mila didn't have any money :((((

she was so excited to go into the store and get snacks, but then she just went 😯😕

she quickly tried to wipe off her frown and look around the store anyway, not wanting her members to think she was upset.

when everyone had finished picking out their snacks and were in line to purchase them, taeyong noticed that mila didn't have anything.

"mila, why aren't you getting anything?" he asks, a gentle smile on his face. johnny also listens for her response. "i don't have any money." she replies, shrugging. "aigoo, i'm sure we can get you something." he pats her shoulder before going up to yuta and doyoung at the front of the line, just behind taeil who was buying his items. "doyoungie, yuta~," he calls. "yes?" they answer. "do you mind buying some snacks for our miely? she doesn't have any money." the leader asks. their eyes widen. "of course!! you can get anything you want, mila!! just be quick!" yuta says, and they grin at her. she smiles and perks up. "okay!! thank you!" she says before quickly jogging back into the ice cream aisle and picking up an oreo cone, then she goes and gets some chocolate. she brings them up to the counter with yuta and doyoung's things. "you sure you don't want anything else?" doyoung asks. "no, this is okay." she smiles. they pay for it, and she is beaming on the way out.

they would do anything for her🥹❤️‍🩹

jaemin, jeno, and mark all being attentive when mila stands up because she gets dizzy

a/n : you're just going to have to imagine that it is mila sitting in the first photo with a member in front of her and that there is no skateboard in the second photo

nctzens have thought for a long time that mila is anemic.

this is due to mila's repeated mentionings that whenever she stands up or even sits up in some cases, she feels dizzy, gets tunnel vision, and gets black spots in her vision as well. she said that these are her most frequent symptoms, but they can get worse, including fainting and having her ears ring.

mila has never confirmed her having anemia. the last time she spoke of the rumors was back in 2021 where she said, "I'm not sure if i have anemia... my older sister has the same symptoms as me, but when she went to the doctor, she was told she didn't have anemia. what i can confirm is that i have low blood pressure. i'm not sure why, as high blood pressure actually runs in my family, but that has been present since i was a child. and i have talked to a doctor about this in the past, uh... orthostatic hypotension? that's what she said my symptoms sounded like. czennies, I'm not exactly sure what's wrong with me but thank you for the concern!"

despite no definitive diagnosis for what happens to her, it doesn't stop the other members from caring for her well.

one key example of this happened in episode 6 of chillin' in the dream 8lace. mila was refusing to get up out of bed so jaemin went in to get her. he pulled her to stand up from where she was laying quite quickly, causing her to say, "ah, jaemin, jaem, jaem, slowly, slowly, slowly! i'm dizzy." quickly remembering her condition, jaemin stopped and helped her stand up slowly, allowing her to adjust, all while holding her hands in case she were to fall over.

though this was one instance that jaemin forgot about her condition, there have been many other clips of the boys watching her get up carefully.

most of the time it is subtle actions, such as the members simply keeping an eye on her or lending a hand out to keep her steady. they often let mila walk in front of them just to prevent the possibility of her falling with no one to catch her as she often tries to power through her dizziness, thus making her more dizzy.

renjun and chenle always being sweet and helpful when she tries to speak chinese

mila tries so hard to work on her chinese these days :(( i cry

like my gal speaks 2 languages like a NATIVE and then has borderline fluency in 2 MORE, and is still trying to learn 2 MORE

like gal 😭 i can barely speak my native language (i only speak one language)

she is such an overachiever and FOR WHYYYY

but i love her 🫶🏻

though she often ends up thanking the fans in english (when mark isn't there) and in japanese, once mila tried to thank them briefly in chinese!!

mila has said before that she used to study chinese quite a bit back in 2016 when she was really close with winwin and chenle, but since then, she became more focused on japanese and lost time to study it.

she has always said that chinese was really hard for her just because of dealing with the characters. this is why she is quite good at speaking chinese but not good at reading it!

however, we all know mila is quite emotive when presenting and giving speeches, so her tones often fluctuate with her words. this was another issue for mila as she struggled to remember the tones of the words and tried to keep her voice at a neutral level.

yet despite all of these struggles, mila had been giving a short thank you to their chinese fans at an award show when she stammered and forgot what she was saying.

though this is totally normal for a foreigner trying to speak another language, mila is always super prepared for foreign language speeches, so she was caught a little off-guard.

her face went a little red, and she apologized before turning around to chenle and renjun on her left.

they were both looking at her with the cutest and most loving smiles🥹

the crowd gave some encouraging cheers as mila spoke to them for only a few seconds before turning back to the microphone and finishing her speech like a champ🫶🏻

it's just so cute to me that renle + wayV taught mila all the chinese she knows and how she's still so good at it

and how proud of her they are🥹

we choose to forget when mila was first learning chinese and renjun told her he was teaching her how to introduce herself but she was really insulting herself😭

jeno allowing her to sleep on his shoulder comfortably

mila is such a HARDWORKER!!!!!

if you disagree, you're literally wrong.

she does not have credits on almost every SM release after 2017 fOR NOTHING

so, because of her tendency to overwork herself and prioritise work over sleep and her well-being, the boys are always the first people to let her sleep instead of waking her up if they need something.

it always pains them a little bit to wake her up, even if they are about to be late because they tried to let her sleep in.

basically, if mila is showing ANY signs of being tired (it could literally be rubbing her eyes), they boys are instantly: "PLEASE SLEEP"

so, when the dreamies were in a van going to a mystery location for a fun video, mila unsurprisingly, grew drowsy.

mila was sitting next to jeno in the backseat of this van, steadily growing more and more tired.

but knowing mila, she tried to keep herself awake, not letting herself lean on the window or on her hand. this lead to her dozing off while sitting straight up, her head bobbing down lightly.

jeno was looking at his phone, not paying attention to her.

until he saw her drooping head and was like 😶

he froze for a second before slowly and gently pressing mila's head down to his shoulder, sitting up a little bit so it would be more comfortable for her.

mila did not object. she was so fucking tired.

jeno was so proud of himself as he felt mila kinda relax into him and let more of her weight rest on his shoulder.

he looked up a little with a 😌 look on his face to see jaemin filming him with a grin.

no words are exchanged as jeno's smile grows, and jaemin chuckles quietly before showing a thumbs up to the camera.

jisung and renjun sharing their umbrellas with her

now, while i'm sure all of the members would share their umbrellas with mila under the circumstance that she did not have one, we only have video evidence and jisung and renjun doing so <3

so, on this day where it was raining as nct dream were going to a schedule, mila did not have an umbrella

sooo many fans tried to spin this as mila being mistreated by the staff since all of the boys had umbrellas until another clip was released of mila giving her umbrella to a staff member

the staff repeatedly shook her head and refused, wanting mila to keep it, but she did not accept no for an answer and smiled big when the staff finally accepted.

some bodyguards around quickly tried to cover mila's head with their hands to protect her from the rain, thus catching the attention of jisung and renjun.

they both quickly came over, pushing their umbrellas toward her and not on themselves

mila immediately pushed their umbrellas back over their own heads and shooed them away.

they didn't let up and kept trying to talk to her for a few seconds.

mila laughs lightly and goes next to renjun under his umbrella, leaving jisung with a slight pout on his face.

"you're too big to share an umbrella!" mila exclaims, causing them all to laugh. the rest of their dialogue could not be heard in the video, this was the only thing intelligible.

with content expressions, mila goes under renjun's umbrella and they both put arms around each other; mila's arm going around his waist and renjun's arm going over her shoulders as they walk the short distance to the building.

nct 127 following the sidewalk rule

since the newly publicised "sidewalk rule" on social media, nctzens have brought up all the times that they have preached this before its popularity.

it's not seen as often with nct dream as every time they try (usually renjun, jeno, & jisung), mila just pushes them off and doesn't move.

this leads the boy to be very 🤨😖 because this is what their hyungs taught them to do???? why is she not accepting this gesture that the hyungs do all the time????

so, the dreamies don't really do it anymore, they just keep a watchful eye when she likes to balance on the curb of a busy road.

127 and even wayV however, are a different story.

maybe it's because they're older, but mila always listens when they guide her over to the non-road side of a sidewalk.

sometimes she looks a little 🤨 when her arm gets tugged away, but then she realises where she's standing.

most commonly, the members dragging her away from the cars are taeyong, johnny, kun, xiaojun, and doyoung. but there have been times where ten, jaehyun, and jungwoo have done it.

in the back of many nct 127 videos, most notably the ones where they are exploring the usa, mila can be seen being ushered away from the road by one or two of the members above.

it's just super cute and makes all czennies swoon over the neos' politeness 😵‍💫

the dreamies comforting her when she tries to be strong🥹

this day is not to be confused with the 191117 dream show ending meant!!!

a/n : lmk if i should make something that says in detail what mila said in her ending ment on the 191117 show!!

this was the first of the three dream shows back to back (191115).

mila said her ment not long after jisung did, so she was already emotional when it got to her turn.

jisung was crying as he tried to say his ment, so mila was already sad because she went to comfort him.

now mila HATES seeing jisung cry because it almost always makes her cry with him, so she was hugging jisung (not photo) before her turn.

she had intended for her ment to go a different route, but when it was her turn to talk, she just kinda let her words take her, not following her originally planned direction.

"aw... it's only the first day of the dream show, and i'm already crying ㅠㅠ i thought i would at least be able to be calm on the first day. but because of jisung~~ he made me sad ☹️." there is a brief pause where mila just looks around at the crowd with stars in her eyes. "but really, i can't blame him..." she looks down and swallows thickly before looking back up and blinking back her tears. the other members make various noises of teasing and telling her not to cry, some even coming closer, but mila takes a step back and laughs, telling them to go away. "no, no, i'm okay. i just need a second..." she flaps her hands as a way of shooing them, obviously growing more uneasy, stressed, and upset. with a deep breath, she starts again. "the members don't know this but," she starts, gaining the attention of all the boys. "before the show started today, i was crying in the bathroom because i was worried that this would be the start of our last shows and they wouldn't be strong enough... and i can't help but feel like it's my fault because..." she looks down again, this time for longer as she tries to hold back her tears. she doesn't succeed. tears fall, and her breathing starts to turn into small gasps and hiccups. chenle and haechan both come closer to her, haechan saying "aigoo, mila-yah..." and chenle saying something like "no, that's not..." and mila just taking a step back and flapping her hands to get them not to touch her. she knows that if she lets them comfort her, she will start crying. she wants to finish her ment first. "because i have had big inputs on nct dream's music, and if it's coming to an end..." a particular gasp leaves her lips with a small cry that reaches the microphone, making the crowd whine. the boys come up to her again. she tries to push them away again, but not as much as before. "...then i must have done something wrong." she cries, a deep wail leaving her chest as her hands come to cover her face, muffling her gasps but still allowing them to be picked up by the microphone. the crowd goes quiet, save for the growing volume of whines and telling her that's not true. jaemin pulls her into him, and she wraps her arms around him tightly, her cries into him now being picked up by his mic. chenle, haechan, and jeno are all around them rubbing mila's back as renjun tries to talk while comforting jisung at the same time, who had grown emotional all over again by mila's words.

in less than 2 minutes, mila had pulled away, immediately being met by the faces of her members, presumably asking if she was okay, to which she nods. a tissue is given to her by haechan and she dabs her face clean of tears while fanning her face. chenle helps fan her face, as well.

she keeps the tissue in her hand to repeatedly wipe her running nose as the others continue talking. chenle stays next to her this whole time with his arm around her and his head on her shoulder.

when mila twitched in her sleep and yuta helped 🥹

a/n : you're just going to have to imagine that mila is sleeping in the second one and not on her phone :)

it is a somewhat well-known fact that during stressful times, mila twitches in her sleep.

this info is not from sasaengs btw!!! mila has said this herself along with the members🥰

mila has said that she has done this since she was a kid and it usually means that she is juuust on the edge of falling asleep but not actually asleep.

this is why she hates it.

her stress prevents her from falling asleep when she so desperately needs it.

she will be drifting until she twitches and then she's awake again ☹️

so, when nct 127 were getting ready for a favorite (vampire) stage, mila fell asleep on one of the dressing room sofas while waiting for her turn for her makeup and hair.

in the background of an nct 127 fun video (like in the dressing room) she was waiting on the couch patiently when yuta sat down after finishing his look. she casually laid her head in his lap, which was nothing unusual (as we all know how much she loves yuta🤭)

she scrolled on her phone for a bit, not paying attention to anything and not being bothered by the conversations of her members and the staff.

eventually, she plopped her phone next to her face on the couch and closed her eyes, not moving at all from her original position.

due to her lack of movement, yuta thought that she was still awake. this was until the twitching started. yuta knew what it meant when mila started twitching like this, so he took a quick look at her, saw she was sleeping and leaning back in his spot before bringing his free hand to her hair.

he knew how much mila LOVES having her hair played with and how much it calms her down.

he softly twirled the strands and gave her head a light massage, instantly stopping her twitching and allowing her to sleep calmly before getting ready.

when mila had to be woken up for her turn in the hair and makeup chair, yuta pleaded for her to go last so she could get some extra rest in 🥹

when it was really time, and she had to go, yuta woke her up gently with a pout, cooing at her tired face

mila collapsing on stage

as stated previously, we all know about mila's low blood pressure. this causes her to become dizzy, faint, etc.

but there is one more thing i have neglected to talk about as i do not want to interpret it incorrectly.

and that is mila's history with eating disorders.

everything i will say has already been said by mila herself, her members, or SM.

mila has always had problems not eating enough throughout her entire childhood due to her dedication to her craft(s).

when she was really young and did gymnastics and dance, she would often forget to eat and just do acrobatics the whole day.

this is extremely unhealthy and dangerous as both gymnastics and dance are very demanding sports and require lots of sustenance.

regardless, mila has managed to take care of herself up until around late 2017-early 2018.

mila said that due to a multitude of things that i will not be getting into right now, she spent all of her time working in the studio producing/writing music or perfecting routines, and working on singing/raps. at this time she also focused her remaining time on her studies for her end-of-high school exams.

mila said that during this point in her life, she felt "guilty" taking time out just for herself. she felt like she always needed to be doing something productive.

food did not fall into this category.

mila would sacrifice eating over completing her schoolwork and idol/producer duties.

this caused her to experience a lot of burnout and to faint often because of stress and malnutrition.

though since then, mila has recovered, and takes care of herself (according to her and the members), she still has times where she can revert slightly.

like i said, she has been somewhat this way since she was a child, so it is easy to forget.

one big example of this was in early 2020 after a kick it stage.

this was one of those prerecorded stages due to covid starting to affect the industry.

mila slayed the stage, giving her all and doing her absolute best. you could not notice anything wrong when she was performing.

but after the cameras cut, and all that was left was stuff that would not go on tv, mila collapsed.

she was stood in her ending position, waiting for all the cameras to cut. she wasn't really paying attention, but in the video, you could see just how fast she was breathing and that she was swaying slightly in her stance.

once the other members moved and began to bow to the staff, mila's knees just crumbled, and she fell.

she landed on her knees and hands, her hair covering her face as she heaved in air. then she slumped over kinda on her stomach but still on her knees and elbows.

the other members didn't do anything for a moment. it's unclear whether they didn't notice or if they thought she was just tired from the demanding routine.

the first member to go over to her was taeyong. he looked a little nervous and kinda speed-walked over to her.

he crouched down next to her and moved to look at her face, moving some of her hair out of the way.

none of what they are saying can be heard, so all that we can assume is that he was asking her if she was okay.

he gets her to sit up and holds both of her hands in his. her eyes are closed, and she's still breathing heavily, obviously still really tired.

he asks her something else, and she shakes her head weakly before starting to slump over again. taeyong looks around for a moment before standing halfway up and pulling mila up with him.

she picks her up bridal style with mila barely clinging onto him as he carries her offstage. her eyes are closed as he does this.

there was a lot of fan uproar at this. fans were attacking SM for making her work so hard and demanding to give her more rest.

there was no response or acknowledgement from SM, the nct members, or mila herself.

when mila fell asleep on vlive

this vlive is actually one of my favorites just because of this interaction!!

it's just so sweet!!!

so basically, mila was on vlive in her shared room with haechan at the 127 dorm.

this had been after a day of schedules (we don't know exactly what) and she was just chitchatting about what happened that day and some things she saw on social media.

this wasn't unusual as mila had been going live more recently when this happened.

mila did say that the schedule ran a little later that day and that she was tired but that she also wanted to stay up and talk with czennies <333.

however, about 25 mins into the live, mila had been laying on her bed with the phone leaning against her open laptop screen. her head was resting on her folded elbows as she read the comments and talked contently.

due to this position and her growing tiredness, it was not difficult for mila to fall asleep.

fans thought that she was just resting her eyes for a moment and that she was still awake until it had been like 2 minutes of pure silence.

then all the comments were mixtures of "omg is mila asleep???" and "she's so cute aaaaa" and "sm really needs to let her rest smh"

she had only been out for around 10 minutes when haechan came in.

they share this room, so it is not a surprise that he came in unannounced.

the door cannot be seen from the vlive, but it can be heard closing and footsteps getting closer.

haechan appears behind mila to the side and quietly says "aigoo, mila fell asleep with her laptop on, let's fix this for my twin, eh?" he then reaches for her hands to move them off the keyboard to close the laptop when he notices that her phone is actually on vlive😭. "oh! hello~~" he greets cutely, giving a wave as he picks up the phone. "thank you for watching over mila, czennies. i will take over and make sure that she sleeps well! goodnight!"

he then ends the live, and we can assume that he finished getting all her stuff away so she could sleep<3

afterwards, on twitter, haechan was trending for being a lovely caring member as he acted so sweet without even knowing that he was being recorded

johnny stopping mila from falling off stage

okayyyy, so we all know that mila isn't clumsy, as she loves to remind us, but she lowkey is (don't tell her i said that).

so what transpired, was during the singapore show on the neo city - the origin tour in 2019. the stage was kinda an upside-down T shape with a little B-stage at the end.

mila was not paying attention to anything other than nctzens <3.

during replay (am 1:27), mila was looking into the crowd, as she does, with that big smile on her face.

she was squinting a bit, trying to read some of the signs that fans had up while also trying to dance around at the same time.

she was at the part in the stage where the B-stage starts. at the corner, she was leaning over to look at something. she was standing on that lower platform next to the stage that looks like she's on stage, but she's not really on it, you know???

anyway, once she finished reading, she turned towards the catwalk again and quite literally STEPPED OFF THE FUCKING STAGE

and she says she's not clumsy😑

but THANK GOD johnny was coming to the B-stage and was at the end of the catwalk. he SNATCHED her up and carried her for a few seconds before putting her down in the middle of the B-stage, where he was sure she couldn't fall off.

he looked at her for a minute, hands on her shoulders as they talked. none of what they were saying was picked up by their microphones, so we don't know what they said🤷‍♀️

mila nodded at him, and they both walked back down the catwalk to the main stage with hands around each other. probably just johnny being extra cautious now😖

none of the other members seemed to notice (probably a good thing because you KNOW taeyong would have scolded her).

after the show, mila went on her bubble to respond to czennies.

"i fell off the stage? no i didn't!!!! you're lying!!!" she joked with lots of emojis. she thanked them for their concern and promised it wouldn't happen again <3.

renjun yelling at the sasaengs calling her😳

i do not want to be on renjun's bad side 😳😳😳😳

so this happened in late 2019 when mila, renjun, jeno, and jaemin were all doing a vlive together.

it's very similar to what happened to jeno on the 200114 vlive with renjun, chenle and jeno.

mila was trying to read the comments on their vlive on her phone but she couldn't because sasaengs kept calling her.

she didn't even bat an eye as she repeatedly swiped the calls away, declining them and going back to what she was trying to do.

but IT WAS CONSTANT!!!

this was like 30 calls in 2 minutes like GALLLLLL

with each call, you could see mila growing more and more irritated with her side eyes to the camera :(

it got really bad when she tried to show something to the camera, and she got a call, so she swiped it away and showed the camera again. then she got another call, swiped it away and tried to show her screen again. when she got a third call, renjun stood up and took her phone from her hand, saying "give it to me"

he walked out of frame and began yelling at the sasaeng (as he should 💅🏻)

mila looked at him like 😳😏😊 and then started talking really loudly to cover up what renjun was saying.

it's hard to make out, but renjun can be heard yelling at the sasaengs saying things like "stop calling mila or else i will report your number and press charges"

basically scary renjun

he came and sat back down like 😒 and mila smiled at him and gave him a side hug to express her gratefulness <3333

"i hope you all enjoyed this video!! please keep supporting nct and their activities! stay tuned for my next video! bye!!!"

[nctyena]

22.06

Warning// mention of injuries

"Ah!"

The older boy screamed out of shock.

"Oppa! You scared me, why are you yelling?"

"Because you scared me! What are you doing here?"

Yena put down the grocories on the table.

"I just wanted to see you guys."

Doyoung looked at her borrowing his eyebrows.

"You never come here without a reason."

"I'm offended."

He brushed her hair, heading to the living room together.

"Where's everyone?"

"Their room."

Yena was moving on her seat every second. Doyoung was waiting for her to drop some news. He smiled at her serious face.

"Well..."

"Here we go."

"Call them all here. I need to do something."

He sighed deeply.

"Please tell me it's nothing with glues."

"Doyoung why do you hate me? It was only one time. God!"

"Okay, okay. I'm going."

Everyone gathering in the living room, some greeting Yena with a hug or just a heads up. She gave a speech of how she was always doing everything out of love and they should just trust them.

"I am kinda afraid."

"Jaehyun, let me finish."

She let out some incense out of her bag.

"I bought these. You know, we've been having some injured members a little too often. I'd read some stuff and according to a belief, evil eye is a thing."

"What is it?"

"Briefly it means that some people's bad energy can harm you because of their jealousy and such."

"I want to protest but at the same time I'm kinda flustreted. Let me hug you."

She threw a ball at Johnny but still sat next to him.

"I'm gonna light these up, but they may smell a bit bad. Don't hate me."

"It's really sweet of you Yena. Thank you for thinking of us. We are greatful. Right guys?"

Everyone, willingly or not , agreed with their leader. Yena lighted the incenses all around the dorm. She was not the most faithful people out there but she kept praying for her members every night.

[staytinyzen01]

Apologies

Nct 24th member au

Haechan × Hua (and mentions of other members)

The day after she left the NCT Dream practice, she found herself holed up in Ten and Kun's dorm resting her leg. She had been sat on the sofa, mulling over the events that had happened and sighed.

She regretted letting haechan's words get to her, and she hated that she had caused more injury to herself, but most of she was regretful. As she had been thinking, she realised how important all 8 members were for this comeback as it would be Mark's last one before he graduated Dream. They all needed to be together now more than before. She also felt a duty to Jaemin to make sure his first Dream comeback that wasn’t 2018 related, had all 8 members.

She had her phone in her hand and was trying to figure out what she was going to say to Donghyuck.

Haechan had been thinking all night about how he was going to apologise to Hua. He spoke to his hyungs to figure out the best way to say sorry and mend things between the two. Once he had gathered his thoughts and what he needed to help apologise, he headed to where Johnny had said Hua was.

He knocked on Kun and Ten's door apprehensively. He had a bag with a stuffed toy and a couple of other things he knew Hua liked, along with some sunflowers and supplies to help her heal quicker. Ten let him in and told him that Hua was in the living room resting.

When Haechan walked in, she was facing away from him, so he cleared his throat to let her know he was there. She looked up startled, and when she saw him , she looked away slightly before she said anything.

"Um...Hi?" She spoke awkwardly. "Do you want to sit down?"

Haechan nodded quickly and went to speak. His voice cracking as he did so.

"Yeah....yeah I would."

He sat down next to her carefully and turned so he was facing her fully. He took a couple of minutes to formulate his words before he spoke.

"First and foremost, I need to apologise. I said some extremely hurtful things, and although I wish I could go back in time and take them back, I haven't mastered time-travel yet, so that is currently impossible. I took things that you told me you were insecure about, some things that you told me in confidence and weaponised them against you, and I was wrong. The things I said couldn't have been more wrong. You are such an asset to this group, to all of us. You make the practices easier. You brighten everyone's day and most importantly you are there for every one of us. I took your kindness and moment of weakness and turned them against you, and for that, I am truly sorry.

And second, I said that we didn't need you. Totally, you were just Jaemins replacement, and you should leave. You were never Jaemjn's replacement. You added things to the group that we didn't realise we were missing, like the ideas of family time and how we as a group can do so much more together.

I know you said not to talk to you until I get injured and have to perform, does a heart injury count? As soon as Renjun hit me, I realised the mistakes that I made, and it hurt my heart when I realised I had hurt the purest person I know.

I said a lot of things that were due to frustration and tiredness. I wanted everything to be perfect, especially for Marks' last Dream comeback, and I took it out on you. I neglected to realise that you were still healing, and that once the cast came off, your ankle wasn't immediately fixed, and you would dance like normal again, so I'm sorry for that too. I'm not trying to excuse my's actions, but I want you to know that I never meant any of it.

I don't expect you to accept my apology. I won't blame you if you decide never to speak to me again. But we need you, I need you back with us for this comeback. Please come back."

By the end of his apology, Donghyuck had tears running down his face as he looked to the ground. Hua was in the same boat. She mulled over his words before wordlessly pulling him into a hug.

"I forgive you. It really hurt what you said, but understand that you didn't mean it. The hyuck I know and love would never have said something hurtful and meant it. I understand that you want this comeback to be perfect, and so do I. I want to be present for Mark's last Dream comeback. So after lunch, once I get dressed, you can take me to the practice room, and we can all practice together, yeah? Oh, and you are buying lunch."

Haechan just hugged her tighter, nodding before remembering what he brought and pulling away. Wiping his tears, he handed her the bag of goodies.

"I brought you some things you might like. I also brought you some bits to help your ankle. Let me know if it hurts or anything, and you can stop immediately. Anytime you need something, I will get it. Just say the word."

Hua just giggled and nodded, sniffling slightly and wiping her tears before frowning.

"Wait...did you say Renjun hit you?"

Hyuck winced and nodded. "It took basically everyone to get him off. Who knew someone so small had that much rage in their body. I'm okay and I know he hates me at the moment so maybe you can explain that we are friends again?"

Hua nodded and grabbed her phone, scolding the Chinese boy over text for hurting Haechan. He only responded with a frowning emoji and said that he thought Haechan deserved it after hurting Hua's feelings. Hua scolded some more before he begrudgingly agreed to apologise to Hyuck when they see each other.

Ten and Kun, who had been listening in occasionally just in case more issues arose, texted in the 2018 group to say that all conflicts had been resolved and everything was back to normal.

Hua got herself ready after Haechan and her had lunch. He had ordered her jjajangmyeon, and soon they headed to practice. Hua thanked Kun and Ten for their hospitality, and they said she could go back anytime, and the young friends went back to normal.

[kpopmultifan]

Scheduled New Releases: March 2023 - Week 4

This list will continually be updated when MVs, iTunes/Apple Music, Spotify, & YouTube Music links & additional new release information becomes available.

NMIXX - expergo (1st EP) Title Track: Love Me Like This [MV] Pre-Release: Young, Dumb, Stupid [MV] [highlight medley] Release Date: March 20th [Apple Music/iTunes] [Spotify] [YouTube Music]

Kim Jaehwan - Spring Breeze (Single Album) [MV] Title Track: March 20th [Apple Music/iTunes] [Spotify] [YouTube Music]

YEEUN - Strange Way to Love (Solo Debut Digital Single Album) [MV] Title Track: March 20th [Apple Music/iTunes] [Spotify] [YouTube Music]

BUGVEL - Reason (4th Single) [MV] Release Date: March 21st [Apple Music/iTunes] [Spotify] [YouTube Music]

NCT Dream - Beatbox (English Version) (Digital Single) [Lyric Video] Release Date: March 21st [Apple Music/iTunes] [Spotify] [YouTube Music]

BOBBY (of iKON) - S.i.R (1st Single) Title Track: Drowning [MV] Track: Cherry Blossom [MV] Release Date: March 21st [Apple Music/iTunes] [Spotify] [YouTube Music]

MAMAMOO+ - Chico Malo (Pre-Release Single) [MV] Release Date: March 21st [Apple Music/iTunes] [Spotify] [YouTube Music]

Bullet Train - B9 (5th Album) Title Track: Mora Mora [MV] [highlight medley] Release Date: March 22nd [Apple Music/iTunes] [Spotify] [YouTube Music]

VERIVERY - Tap Tap (Japanese Version) (2nd Japanese Single) [MV] Release Date: March 22nd [Apple Music/iTunes] [Spotify] [YouTube Music]

ATEEZ - Limitless (2nd Japanese Single) [MV] Release Date: March 22nd [Apple Music/iTunes] [Spotify] [YouTube Music]

Purple Kiss - Dear Violet (Japanese Debut Mini-Album) Title Track: Sweet Juice (Japanese Version) [MV] Release Date: March 22nd [Apple Music/iTunes] [Spotify] [YouTube Music]

Little Glee Monster - Fanfare (EP) Track: Join Us! [MV] Track: Wonder Lover [MV] Release Date: March 22nd [Apple Music/iTunes] [Spotify] [YouTube Music]

HORI7ON - DASH (1st Digital Single) [MV] Release Date: March 22nd [Apple Music/iTunes] [Spotify] [YouTube Music]

ONEW (of SHINee) - Inspiration (Japanese Digital Single) Release Date: March 22nd [Apple Music/iTunes] [Spotify] [YouTube Music]

ONEW (of SHINee) - Knock on My Door (Japanese Digital Single) Release Date: March 22nd [Apple Music/iTunes] [Spotify] [YouTube Music]

KINGDOM - History of Kingdom: Part VI. Mujin (6th Mini-Album) Title Track: Dystopia [MV] [highlight medley] Release Date: March 23rd [Apple Music/iTunes] [Spotify] [YouTube Music]

Jang Woohyuk - Feel It (SIngle Album) [MV] Title Track: March 23rd [Apple Music/iTunes] [Spotify] [YouTube Music]

CRAXY - XX (4th Mini-Album) Title Track: Nugudom [MV] [highlight medley] Release Date: March 23rd [Apple Music/iTunes] [Spotify] [YouTube Music]

ICHILLIN - Alarm (4th Digital Single) [MV] Release Date: March 23rd [Apple Music/iTunes] [Spotify] [YouTube Music]

Shinhwa WDJ - BamBiNun (Digital Single) [MV] Release Date: March 24th [Apple Music/iTunes] [Spotify] [YouTube Music]

Jimin (of BTS) - FACE (Solo Debut Album) Title Track: Like Crazy [MV] Pre-Release: Set Me Free Pt.2 [MV] Release Date: March 24th [Apple Music/iTunes] [Spotify] [YouTube Music]

[godrics]

My First and Last ERA!RORY

My First and Last Era!Rory

oh GOD

this was the WORST era for rory

actually second worst right after we go up but we'll get into that later

she absolutely hated it for one reason:

jaemin wasn't there

she was absolutely heartbroken when they told the group he had to go on hiatus for his herniated disc

they didn't show it on camera but her and jaemin were very close

he would always cheer her up

she just was not feeling this era

she talked probably even less than chewing gum

at least in chewing gum, jaemin would encourage her to speak up

the other members tried too, but it was always him who made her feel best

okay anyways .. besides the hurt and empty feeling she felt all this time

she grew an inch so she was happy abt that

her hair was platinum blonde! she got permission from her parents so

also even if they said no she was gonna do it anyway

umm 2 fansites opened up for her this era! 'WINTER WOLF' and 'SUGAR CREAM' !!

once again, red velvet and nct dream's promotions clashed again!!

when rookie won, joy gave a huge kiss on rory's cheeks and rory blushing was all over twitter

once again the fucking SKIRTS

this was especially bad because they had to get on the floor multiple times during the choreo

thank god for her safety shorts

actually most of the time though, luckily, she was in the back of the choreo

even though she was literally .. one of the dancers but anyway still grateful since she mostly wore skirts during this era

also she probably had the most almost wardrobe accidents this era

so many times there was a lot of wind and her skirt would almost blow up but either she'd notice or the other members would and would quickly cover her

that happens almost every era though but like it was bad because all they wore were their fucking uniforms to perform mfal

okay right

the fans loosened up more and liked her more than they did in chewing gum

it was clear to them that she was not leaving the group at all

so there were more hyeri stans <3

international fans and korean fans alike were angry at the fact that she had to wear a skirt while being on the floor

but sm never changed the choreo so :/

(dw it gets better now she never wears skirts or dresses whenever they have to get on the floor for choreos)

this era she gravitated more towards renjun and jeno

they were probably the closest to jaemin besides her before so she felt like she was still with jaemin while with them

thus making the nororen/hyeno/hyejun ships

one of nctzens favorite moment is when rory said she thought renjun's snaggletooth was cute and for him to never get it fixed to which he promptly began blushing

yeah she stayed quiet after that from surprise

oh during the mv

at the start she was walking with jeno and when he turned to look at the teacher, she was still talking and when she noticed he wasnt paying attention she hit him in the arm

the whole mv is just her being annoyed by the boys not paying attention to her and focusing on the teacher more

during her rap w/ mark(kinda) she follows and tugs on mark's arm for his attention but doesnt give it to her

when they run for the teacher's mug and almost drop it, she's the one who quickly grabs it from smashing on the floor

the camera pans to her with a disgusted look on her face

either from how the boys were acting or the fact that the teacher left her lipstick mark on it

oh during the car thing .. she's literally just shaking her head in disappointment but helps them anyway

when they get outside and she sees the boys' disappointment to the teacher having a child and husband .. she's literally just sitting there laughing

.. until she sees the husband's face and is shocked

and then the boys make fun of her

and the end

for dunk shot she's pretty much neutral on this song

but she does like that she got to wear either jeans or shorts for performing it :D

when renjun throws the ball and like then haechan is supposed to catch it,,

rory is in the middle and jumps to hit the ball to haechan

yeah

she still misses jaemin

lots of missing jaemin time

MY FIRST AND LAST LYRICS | DUNK SHOT LYRICS

[kinazhou]

wayv relationships!

⌗ kun ! ah.... one of the first members she met and got closer with. Before debut, Nct's china line consisted of Kun, WinWin and Renjun (circa 2015 when she entered the company). They bonded over the fact of them being foreigners and had to live in an unfamiliar environment. Though she’s not that much younger than Winwin, Kun felt like babying kina. He met Kina when she was 17, now that she's 24 he felt surreal. Kina often hugs kun as he is part of the bear line and is very comfortable. kun often call her by her chinese name or ‘lili’. fan fav moment — when they were filming for dream plan, it was seen in that kina laid down on her bed and took a short power nap. kun entered her room, supposedly to remind her to pack but he let her be and covered her body with a blanket.

⌗ ten ! ten was one of the debuted members she least encountered with pre-wayv. They don’t meet as much as the other members, since they weren’t in the same unit together and it was hard for them to interact especially during 2017 since ten hadn’t done any promotions (other than his station releases). they’re now close with each other, they bonded over the fact they're specialties being dance and vocals, also they're both multilingual. They have an inside joke between them that only the both of them could understand. Ten lowkey babies kina, he was pulled in by her rare tsundere persona that made him want to see it often. Surprisingly, ten doesn't tease kina that much, but if he does, Kina tolerates it. Ten created the nickname ‘lili’ that some of the older members use. fan fave moment — during an ig live, he, yangyang, and kina were talking. one iconic moment where ten asked yangyang whose baby is he, kina looked weirded out. So ten asked kina the same question but for her, she answered 'ten's' as a joke but Chittaporn was shook and yangyang was heard laughing in the background

⌗ winwin ! the members often comment that kina is winwin’s female version but outgoing. He is part of the first members she met and got closer with. mentioned beforehand, pre-debut nct china line consisted of Kun, WinWin, and Renjun. They often met during language lessons where kina would help him when he needed. now, Winwin adores and admires Kina. the reason was when both of them were still active in 127, kina was always there to translate some words for him to understand and sicheng appreciated it so much. they call each other by their real names often. fan fav moment — kina was helping winwin and renjun cook for the members during the last episode of nct world. Winwin was briefly seen back hugging Kina as a thank you for helping them and kina was seen trying to pat his back while facing the front. this became a trending topic among nctzens because we all know how winwin doesn't do hugs and rarely initiates one.

⌗ xiaojun ! Kina met xiaojun when they started preparing for wayv. The first thing kina noticed from xiaojun is his vocals, she loves it and will never get tired of listening to it. Xiaojun was offended that Kina doesn’t know anything about Harry Potter, he made it his task to teach and watch the series with her. Kina enjoys teasing xiaojun for some reason, whenever someone asks her why she likes doing it, she'll answer 'just because' every time. Xiaojun is one of the members that doesn’t treat her as someone older, Kina mentioned that she isn’t used to people a year younger than her treating her as someone older. fan fave moment — during awasz, xiaojun mentioned how kina laughed when he told her about their pair. He spilled that kina won't stop teasing him after the video of xiaojun and yuta resurfaced she can't stop teasing him for it.

⌗ hendery ! ah the clown, that’s what would kina say when people ask her opinions on hendery. She doesn’t mean it in a negative way but rather in a positive light (that was before she watched ‘it’ and stopped calling him that). They met when Kun introduced her to other chinese trainees he practiced with. He's often the cause of her laughing nonstop (but none of them can be mad at her). They got closer to the fact that they both love marvel and made a tradition of watching movies together. Same as Xiaojun, Hendery doesn’t treat kina as someone older. He was the one who started calling Kina ‘nana’. fan fave moment — kina was there when the iconic 'i want some chicken' was made. she was literally sitting in front of the table where the chicken was, peaceful eating. the moment hendery made his voice high-pitched, Kina laughed HARD. when the 'i want some chicken' happened, Kina was seen crouching on the floor seemingly crying and laughing at the same time holding her stomach. it was brief, but some fans notice hendery glance at Kina smiling a little.

⌗ yangyang ! Yangyang admires kina. He doesn't like to admit it but he had a teeny tiny crush on her during their trainee days when she took him under her wing. Kina thought him the ropes under sm and personally helped him with training when she doesn't have too much on her plate. After Kina's debut on 127, she made sure to visit the training grounds for him (also for Kun, Jungwoo, and Sungchan). To this day, Yangyang admires Kina for her dedication, mentality, etc. Yangyang sometimes teaches Kina German and in return (not that she needed to) she taught him a bit of Tagalog. When referring to Kina, he switches up from calling 姐姐 to just her name (Kina doesn't mind tbh). fan fave moment — when kina guested at yangyang's and ten's show to bake, ten kept on teasing kina. kina seemed to be unbothered by all of this, but yangyang stepped in told ten to stop (joking way ofc). Kina and Ten were literally gobsmacked by that and ten fake cried saying 'both of my babies are being mean to me.’ kina elbowed ten (lightheartedly) saying 'when was I even considered as your baby??' before going to yangyang wrapping an arm around him asking 'what was that yang?' to fans, yangyang seemed to be blushing before he answered 'it was joking' then proceeded to do the other task.

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notes. won't be writing for lucas atm. sorry if some members have shorter moments or descriptions. not proofread. expect some grammar mistakes up ahead. this is long over due I'm so sorry 😓😓

[junicai]

MIYAZU AKARI, otherwise known by her stage name ARIA, is the current sole female member of the 4th generation K-Pop sensation group, NCT. As an active member of sub-units NCT 127 and NCT Dream, she holds the official positions of main vocal and main dancer respectively. As of 2019, it was announced that Aria would be joining her fellow members Taeyong, Ten and Mark in the SM Entertainment “supergroup”, SuperM.

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Meet Aria

[profile] [quirks] [history] 

Relationships, in and out of NCT

[NCT 127] [NCT Dream] [WAYV] 

[NCT U] [SuperM] 

Aria VS the Internet

Aria’s official Instagram account [@/ariiaxx2] search *aria.insta

[210201] [210212] [210214] [210227] [210324] [210418] [210802]

NCZennies Tweets [#REALTAI] search *aria.realtai

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Dispatch Scandals [destroyingcareer.com]

[writings] 2013, through 2021; Aria’s life with and without the boys.

[promotions] Aria in official promotions: music videos, award shows, etc.

[moonlight café] [menu]

[delicatejisung]

taeyong : yanna isn’t answering her phone.

yuta : i’ll call.

taeyong : jaehyun and i have both tried ten times each, what makes you thin-

yanna : [immediately picks up] hello, hyung?

[misunhye]

📱… MISUNHYE JUST POSTED TO INSTAGRAM!

MISUNHYE

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misunhye i have a surprise for you <3 unfortunately it’s not me but check it out on youtube

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user1 VOCAL QUEEN

user2 ilysmm

_imyour_joy so cute

misunhye no u are unnie

misunhye coming for your title haechanahceah

haechanahceah not giving you your present

misunhye no give it to me

user3 NOT THIS BEING THE FIRST TIME IN 3 YEARS THAT THEYVE USED NCT MUSIC CHANNEL…

user4 AND ITS ALL FOR MISUN WE CHEERED

채널 NCT MUSIC uploaded: COVER | MISUN - Love Love Love (AFTER SCHOOL)

110K Comments …

user1 its been so long since we got a misun vocal cover!!! next dance cover when? 👍 8K

user2 oh i love this song she did this for me 👍 7.8K

user3 misun never fails to amaze me she gets better every single day

user4 its been 3 years since they uploaded a cover and the first one they do is misun?? lolll ok 👍 278 Report? Yes

user5 u wish u were her lmaoo 👍 894

user2 she is better than u in every single way stfu 👍 373

user6 someone PLEASE show this to raina 👍 6.6K

user7 PEOPLE DONT WANT A RELATIONSHIP THEY WANT MISUN SOLO 👍 6.2K

user8 she has soo much more potential than nct. sucks she’s stuck in nct and sm 👍 3K Report? Yes No

user9 i just dont see what they all see in her 👍 182 Report? Yes

her “cover”

[lixiehugs]

Mila in Chillin’ in the DREAM 8lace Ep.6 : Dear my DREAM, I’ll be there for you

a/n : italics are in english.

Starting from the end of last episode, they are about to start Mark’s game. “Let’s say them after all eight of us finish talking,” Mark says. “Should we start with Haechan?” Renjun asks. “I’ll start then,” Haechan says. “Make sure to say “they” instead of “him” so we can guess if it’s Mila or not,” Jeno reminds. 

Mila rests her head on Jeno’s shoulder for almost the entire game, messing with her fidget toy.

“Ah, I’m getting nervous,” Mila says after Renjun describes Mark.

“Can I do a second person, too?” Mark asks after describing Jeno. 

“Yeah, yeah, go ahead,” Renjun replies. 

“Okay, this person… they are… wa, how do I… Okay, this person is something special. They have always been there for us, whether you noticed it or you didn’t, they were always there. I know that this person has trusted me many times, which made me feel really thankful because they are such a great person. I know that this member cares so much for all of us, and they show it by putting more stress on themself so that we will have less. I wish that they would realize that they don’t have to do that. With all of this extra stress, they are still doing well, which always amazes me, because I know that I could never do all that they do and still put a smile on my face. But, yeah, I just wish that this member would see that we are proud of them,” Mark finishes. Mila’s hair has fallen over her face and with the help of her hood, the tears in her eyes can’t be seen. 

“Can I guess?” Haechan asks. 

“Chenle needs to guess,” Jeno says. 

“I think it’s Mila,” Chenle answers. 

“Yeah, it’s Mila,” Mark smiles. 

“Right, I’m glad,” Jisung nods. Mila takes her head off of Jeno’s shoulder, revealing her glossy eyes. 

“Wa, Mila, are you crying?” Haechan teases. Mila is about to retaliate, but she just sighs. 

“Aish, Haechan,” she sighs before she turns to Mark. “Thank you, that means a lot.” She reaches to hug him over their chairs. 

“Anytime.”

“Mila,” Renjun says, telling her to describe a member. Mila bites her lip. 

“Hm, this member, he…” she trails oof. 

“We’re supposed to say ‘they’- Oh,” Jisung interrupts, making the rest laugh. 

“Yes, but I’m not talking about myself, am I?”

“Sorry,” Jisung mumbles as the tips of his ears turn pink. 

“Anyway, this member is really… great,” Mila states and the other members snicker. “He really helped all of us, and I hope that he knows that. Without him, we would’ve been a lot more lost, and it would’ve been a lot harder to work. He always knows exactly what to say and when to say it, and I really admire that ‘cause I know that I could never do that. I really hope that he knows how grateful we are for him, because we don’t tell him enough. He brought us together and really made sure that everything worked out.” Mila’s voice cracks at the end of her description. 

“Yah, Mila, stop crying,” Haechan groans. 

“I’m trying, Haechan, this is emotional,” Mila defends herself and fans her eyes as the rest of the group laughs lightly. 

“I know so well who it is,” Jisung says. 

“Guess, Sungie,” she smiles. 

“Jeno hyung.”

“Right.”

Mila rests her head back on Jeno’s shoulder for the rest of the game.

“Wow, the moon is really big,” Mark comments. “Is it?” Mila asks before looking. She gasps and grins widely, very excited. “Wow, it’s so pretty!” she exclaims, making the rest laugh. “Why is it so clear?” Mark asks. “It’s because it’s night,” Haechan. answers Mila then laughs after the moment of silence.

After getting changed into her pajamas, Mila sits in between Jaemin and Haechan on the couch.

“I’m sleepy, though,” Mark says. 

“Should we sleep?” Jaemin offers. 

“What time is it now?” Jisung asks. 

“Do I have to go into the dog house?” Jeno asks with a pout. 

“Then I’ll go up to the second floor,” Mark says. 

“I’m on the first floor, right?” Jisung asks. 

“Good night, guys,” Mark says. 

“Wait, where does noona sleep?” Jisung asks. 

“Outside,” Renjun answers. 

“No, Haechan said I could sleep inside earlier,” Mila contradicts. 

“Where are you going to sleep?” Jaemin queries. 

“I don’t know, maybe on this couch or something,” she shrugs. 

“Mila, you can come to our room,” Chenle offers. 

“Oh, okay.” Mila follows Chenle and Jeno downstairs to their room. Mila and Jeno jump onto Chenle’s bed at the same time, hitting themselves in the process. Chenle laughs as the others groan in pain. “Wa, this bed is big.”

“You can share it with me,” Chenle says to her. 

“I want the dog house, though. Jeno can share with you. Unless he wants to share the dog house,” Mila smirks. 

“No!” Jeno shrieks. 

“Fine, Jeno can share this bed with me, you can have the dog house, Mila,” Chenle says. 

“Yes!” Mila and Jeno exclaim simultaneously.

“Does it feel nice in the dog house, Mila?” Chenle asks her jokingly. 

“Yes! I actually love it,” Mila smiles, making Chenle and Jeno laugh. “Ooh!” she squeals as she discovers that there is a light in the dog house. 

“Wa!” Chenle gasps. Mila starts pressing the light repeatedly, turning it on and off. 

“No, Mila, no,” Jeno murmurs. 

“Sleep!” Chenle orders. Mila starts fake snoring. 

“I really am sleepy, though,” Jeno states. 

“I slept for an hour earlier,” Chenle says. 

“An hour? I only slept for like, twenty minutes,” Mila replies.

“Be quiet!” Mila yells, hearing Jaemin and Jisung. 

“Let’s sleep!” Jeno and Chenle yell. 

“Dog house, be quiet!” Jaemin yells. Mila barks, making Jaemin and Jisung laugh. “Doggy Mila, sing a lullaby.” Mila starts singing, sounding like a dog. 

“Why did I do that?” Mila asks, poking her head up. 

“I wonder why,” Chenle responds. 

“Doggy Mila!” Jaemin calls again. Mila howls, hearing Jaemin and Jisung’s laughs. 

“She’s cute for some reason,” Jisung comments. 

“I told you to sing a lullaby!” Jaemin commands. Mila howls again. 

“I love you~, I’m a wolf and you are a beauty~!” Mila sings. Jaemin laughs again. 

“You lose if you don’t play, rock, paper, scissors!” Chenle says. Jeno and Mila play scissors, but they both change their hands, so it doesn't work. “You lose if you don’t play, rock, paper, scissors!” Chenle says again. Chenle does paper again while Jeno and Mila do scissors. “Guess what it is,” Jeno states. “You’re closer, it’s hard for me to get out,” Mila tries to persuade. 

The next morning, while Chenle, Mark and Jaemin are in the kitchen, Mila and the others still asleep, Mila is mentioned.

“Can you make me scrambled eggs?” Mark asks Jaemin. “I’ll make it for you. Also some for Mila, she doesn’t like tuna and mayo fried rice,” he answers. “Thank you. I need about two eggs, Mila does, too, I think,” Mark says. “So, four eggs?” Jaemin asks. “Yeah, scrambled,” Mark answers. 

When Jaemin finishes making the scrambled eggs, he pours half of it into the tuna and mayo mixture, the other half in a small bowl for Mila. 

“Should we wake the guys up?” Jaemin asks. “Sure,” Mark replies. “But, it’s not ten o’clock yet,” Jaemin reminds. 

“Chenle! Wake the guys up,” Jaemin tells him. “Wake up,” Chenle says to Jeno and Mila. “Go up to the second floor and wake them up,” Jaemin says.

“I’ll play the piano to wake the guys up,” Mark states.

“Play it… loudly,” Jaemin says. As Mark plays the piano, singing loudly to wake up the others with Jaemin, everyone around the house wakes up. 

“This is not happening,” Mila mumbles as she puts her blanket over her eyes. As Jaemin tells the ones upstairs to wake up, Mark does the same to Mila and Jeno. 

“Mila-yah~,” Mark sings. 

“Shut up, Mark!” Mila yells, making everyone in the house laugh.

“How was my serenade?” Mark asks as he goes into Mila and Jeno’s room. 

“It was so great, Mark. So great that it made me want to put you in a headlock,” Mila’s voice cracks as she deadpans her words. Mark laughs really loudly as Jeno snickers. 

“You guys gotta get up,” Mark says before leaving the room. After a minute or two, Jeno slowly gets out of his bed and goes over to the dog house. 

“Mila, you have to get up,” Jeno says. 

“No~,” she whines. Jeno gently pulls her out, practically dragging her as Mila refuses to move. “Jeno-yah, stop~.” He stops pulling her and stares at her, leaning up against the outside of the dog house. They say nothing for a moment. Mila then tackles Jeno back into his bed. They both laugh like idiots. 

“Mila~, we have to get up.”

“No~.” she grumbles again. They just lay there for a couple minutes, cuddled up together. “Go to the others, I’ll be out in a minute.”

“Okay,” Jeno says as he untangles himself from Mila to walk out of the room. “But you can’t go back to sleep!”

“I won’t, promise.”

“Where’s Mila?” Jaemin asks as Jeno meets the rest of the boys upstairs. 

“She’s awake, she just won’t get up,” he explains. 

“I’ll get her,” Jaemin sighs. Jaemin then goes downstairs and sees Mila zoned out in Jeno’s bed, staring at the ceiling. “Well, you got this far,” he smiles. “Mila~, you have to get up, breakfast is ready,” Jaemin says from the doorway. Mila shakes her head to get out of her daydream. 

“No, I don’t wanna get up.”  Jaemin goes over to her and grabs her hands, pulling her to stand up. “Ah, Jaemin, Jaem, Jaem, slowly, slowly, slowly! I’m dizzy.”

“Oh, right, sorry.” Jaemin stands her up slower. She stumbles a bit and Jaemin holds her hands in his. 

“Give me a second,” she says and they go silent for a moment. “Okay, I’ll go.”

“Yay!” Jaemin cheers as he pulls her outside. Mila goes and sits next to Jeno on the couch, putting her head on his shoulder. As everyone sits down, Jaemin gives Mila her bowl of scrambled eggs. 

“I didn’t ask for these?” she raises her eyebrow. 

“I know, but you don’t like tuna and mayo fried rice, so I made you this instead,” Jaemin replies. 

“Oh, thank you,” Mila smiles at him.

“Tteokbokki sauce tastes like the one from restaurants,” Mark comments. “Yeah, it’s really good,” Mila agrees.

“I had a good night’s sleep. I woke up even before the alarm rang,” Haechan says. “I also did, I woke up each time our door was opened, I just went back to sleep every time,” Mila says. “How was the dog house?” Renjun asks Jeno. “It was good,” Mila responds. “You slept there?” Haechan asks. “Yeah, you should’ve known that I was gonna get it. Jeno didn’t want to and I did,” Mila answers.

When Haechan asks for Chapagetti, Mila doesn’t participate in the game as she doesn’t want it. 

Mila doesn’t play ping pong with Jeno, Haechan and Chenle. She isn’t shown, but she is inside packing with Jaemin.

Once everyone is outside, ready to go, Mila plays ping pong once. She hits the ball three times until Mark loses it, gaining Mila’s team a point. Everyone cheers because Mila never plays ping pong and she’s really bad at it. “Bro, imagine losing to me in ping pong. That’s embarrassing.” Mila laughs.

“Guys, it was fun!” Haechan exclaims. “Let’s come back soon!” Mila cheers, grinning.

[nctyena]

220507

~Time to SMILE 💚 💚 🐥

"Did it start?"

Yena looked for the comments before starting to speak.

"Hii. Are you surprised?"

"I know it's been a while since I did a solo live."

"Yes I'm alone. Even the manager unnie is not here. So you can ask everything."

She laughed a little.

"So, I was supposed to make this a few days ago but...here we are. I wanted to thank you guys for the love and attention you've gave for my station song. I saw a lot of positive reactions of yours."

She stopped to read more comments. One made her smile.

"Thank you. Since it's my first time doing a song by myself I was very anxious at first but the boys were really helpful. And I had fun while doing the shoots so it was much easier than I thought."

"Johnny oppa? Yes I saw him. He even sent us photos. I'm so proud of him. Not for the Met Gala event but for collecting gossips for us."

"I'm joking."

"Yeah I'm at my home. I guess I'm gonna visit Taeyongie oppa later. I missed him."

"He was there with me while I was recording the song. He is the best."

"Which part is my favorite from the music video? Well I need to think."

"I guess it's the part where the beat and mood changes to a new one. I like that there're two different moods. It was my idea actually. Because when I saw the song, I changed some parts. But the writer sunbeanim said that he wrote it as a bright song. I asked if it's okay to record it like two different songs. And they worked on it very well. The team was great honestly. I'm satisfied with the whole result. Hope you guys think the same way."

"Ah! It's hard to make this alone. I feel awkward."

"Should we shoot an awsaz episode with czeenie and me?"

"You would love that? I didn't know we were awkward. Now I'm hurt."

She smiled at the fan's reactions.

"I'm gonna tell this to Taeyongie oppa."

"I'm gonna go now. Guys all jokes aside, thank you for your support. Please show it to every other member of NCT. We love you. Byee."

She got closer to the camera and made a kiss face. And turned it off.

[ncthaven]

﹫ INTRODUCING ㌕；THE HAVEN !

min haeun, otherwise known by her stage name haven, is a south korean singer-songwriter, model, dancer, and actress under sm entertainment. she’s most recognized as the main vocalist and female visual of k-pop coed group, nct. she debuted as a member of sm entertainment’s supergroup, superm, in 2019.

⋆﹕TRACK ONE. basic info !

˒ ┊STAGE NAME: haven

˒ ┊BIRTH NAME: min haeun

˒ ┊ENGLISH NAME: celeste min

˒ ┊NAME MEANING: from sino-korean 夏 "summer; great, grand, big" and 恩 "kindness, mercy, charity." the first syllable can also come from 하나님 ( hana-nim ), the korean name for god, for meanings like "god's grace."

˒ ┊NICKNAMES:

𓈀 ゛. min-min: just a cute little nickname that taeil gave her when she first debuted into the group!

𓈀 ゛. minnie mouse: chenle was actually the one to give this to her back in 2018 on halloween when haven dressed up as minnie mouse for their party.

𓈀 ゛. miss korea: haven is no doubt the nation’s visual, and no, she wasn’t actually named miss korea, but she sure has the potential. fans began calling her this the minute they first saw her, and it has stuck !! haven is aging like fine wine <3

𓈀 ゛. tiny noona: haven best noona !! the dreamies originally came up with this nickname all the way in 2016 :0 haven is… rather smol, and all of the younger members are taller than her LMAO — nobody really calls her this, it’s kind of just a title.

𓈀 ゛. sarang-i: sarang-i means “lovely baby” in korean !! and haven is definitely a lovely baby <3 she’s the sweetest ever with the kindest heart, and she is nct’s baby after all !! the younger members don’t really ever call her this, but the older boys jump at the chance.

˒ ┊BIRTHDATE: july 9, 1998

˒ ┊ZODIAC SIGN: cancer

˒ ┊CHINESE ZODIAC: tiger

˒ ┊BIRTHPLACE: seoul, south korea

˒ ┊HOMETOWN: seoul, south korea

˒ ┊RESIDENCE: seoul, south korea

˒ ┊NATIONALITY: south korean

˒ ┊ETHNICITY: korean

˒ ┊LANGUAGES SPOKEN:

𓈀 ゛. korean: gyeonggi dialect ( 100% )

𓈀 ゛. japanese: tokyo dialect ( 100% )

𓈀 ゛. english: canadian dialect ( 76% )

𓈀 ゛. french: standard dialect ( 32% )

˒ ┊HEIGHT: 157cm ( 5’2” )

˒ ┊WEIGHT: 44kg ( 96lbs )

˒ ┊BLOOD TYPE: a

˒ ┊NATURAL HAIR COLOUR: jet black

˒ ┊CURRENT HAIR COLOUR: jet black

˒ ┊NATURAL EYE COLOUR: dark brown

˒ ┊BODY MODIFICATIONS: seven ear piercings ( three on her left ear, four on her right )

˒ ┊FACECLAIM: kim jisoo ( blackpink )

˒ ┊SPEAKING VOICE: kim jisoo ( blackpink )

˒ ┊VOCAL CLAIM: kim jisoo ( blackpink )

˒ ┊DANCE CLAIM: roseanne park ( blackpink )

˒ ┊RAP CLAIM: kim jisoo ( blackpink )

⋆﹕TRACK TWO. career info !

˒ ┊STAGE NAME: haven

˒ ┊EXPLANATION: before debut, she was looking through a bunch of different names that could possibly be used for her stage name, and if she couldn’t find any, she would ultimately stick with haeun. johnny suggested “haven” because of how fitting he thought it was; haven means safe place !!

˒ ┊OCCUPATION: idol, singer-songwriter, dancer, model, actress

˒ ┊AGENCY: sm entertainment ( smtown )

˒ ┊TRAINING PERIOD: 2010 — 2017

˒ ┊GROUPS: nct, superm

˒ ┊UNITS: nct 127, nct u

˒ ┊POSITIONS: main vocalist, female visual, lead dancer

˒ ┊DEBUT DATE: january 5, 2017

˒ ┊POSITION AT DEBUT: lead vocalist, female visual, sub rapper

˒ ┊INDIVIDUAL ENDORSEMENTS: samsonite red ( 2015 ), nikon 1 j5 ( 2015 ), dior beauty ( 2019 — present ), cartier ( 2020 ), dior ( 2021 — present )

˒ ┊INDIVIDUAL FANDOM NAME: celestials

˒ ┊REPRESENTATIVE EMOJI: 🐭 ( minnie mouse being one of her nicknames, fans thought this was very fitting, and started using the mouse emoji on twitter )

˒ ┊SKILL RATINGS:

𓈀 ゛. vocals: 10/10

𓈀 ゛. dance: 8.4/10

𓈀 ゛. visuals: 10/10

𓈀 ゛. rap: 5.3/10

𓈀 ゛. modelling: 10/10

𓈀 ゛. stage presence: 7/10

𓈀 ゛. songwriting: 9.6/10

𓈀 ゛. public speaking: 5/10

˒ ┊SOCIAL MEDIA:

𓈀 ゛. instagram: @nct127 ( staff/group: 2.5k posts, 11.4m followers, 11 following ) @haveun ( personal: 45 posts, 10.8m followers, 0 following )

𓈀 ゛. twitter: @nctsmtown_127 ( staff/group: 6m followers, 4 following )

𓈀 ゛. tiktok: @official_nct ( group: 5.6m followers, 1 following, 93.4m likes )

⋆﹕TRACK THREE. personal info !

˒ ┊MBTI: isfj, the defender

˒ ┊MBTI DESCRIPTION: defenders are known for their compassion and care towards others, often working to secure the safety and well-being of other people without asking for thanks or anything in return. while they are introverts, they tend to be warm and quite social. defenders are often described as kind, reliable, and trustworthy.

˒ ┊STRENGTHS:

𓈀 ゛. supportive: defenders are the universal helpers, sharing their knowledge, experience, time and energy with anyone who need it, and all the more so with friends and family. people with this personality type strive for win-win situations, choosing empathy over judgment whenever possible.

𓈀 ゛. reliable and patient: rather than offering sporadic, excited rushes that leave things half finished, defenders are meticulous and careful, taking a steady approach and bending with the needs of the situation just enough to accomplish their end goals. defenders not only ensure that things are done to the highest standard, but often go well beyond what is required.

𓈀 ゛. enthusiastic: when the goal is right, defenders take all this support, reliability and imagination and apply it to something they believe will make a difference in people’s lives – whether fighting poverty with a global initiative or simply making a customer’s day.

𓈀 ゛. loyal and hardworking: give a little time, this enthusiasm grows into loyalty – defender personalities often form an emotional attachment to the ideas and organizations they’ve dedicated themselves to. anything short of meeting their obligations with good, hard work fails their own expectations.

𓈀 ゛. good practical skills: the best part is, defenders have the practical sense to actually do something with all this altruism. if mundane, routine tasks are what need to be done, defenders can see the beauty and harmony that they create, because they know that it helps them to care for their friends, family, and anyone else who needs it.

˒ ┊WEAKNESSES:

𓈀 ゛. humble and shy: the meek shall inherit the earth, but it’s a long road if they receive no recognition at all. this is possibly defenders’ biggest challenge, as they are so concerned with others’ feelings that they refuse to make their thoughts known, or to take any duly earned credit for their contributions. defenders’ standards for themselves are also so high that, knowing they could have done some minor aspect of a task better, they often downplay their successes entirely.

𓈀 ゛. overload themselves: their strong sense of duty and perfectionism combine with this aversion to emotional conflict to create a situation where it is far too easy for defenders to overload themselves — or to be overloaded by others — as they struggle silently to meet everyone’s expectations, especially their own.

𓈀 ゛. repress their feelings: people with the defender personality type are private and very sensitive, internalizing their feelings a great deal. much in the way that defenders protect others’ feelings, they must protect their own, and this lack of healthy emotional expression can lead to a lot of stress and frustration.

𓈀 ゛. take things too personally: defenders have trouble separating personal and impersonal situations. any situation is still an interaction between two people, after all — and any negativity from conflict or criticism can carry over from their professional to their personal lives, and back again.

𓈀 ゛. too altruistic: this is all compounded and reinforced by defenders’ otherwise wonderful quality of altruism. being such warm, good-natured people, defenders are willing to let things slide, to believe that things will get better soon, to not burden others by accepting their offers of help, while their troubles mount unassisted.

˒ ┊GENDER: cisgender female

˒ ┊PRONOUNS: she/her

˒ ┊SEXUAL ORIENTATION: heterosexual

˒ ┊ROMANTIC ORIENTATION: hereroromantic

˒ ┊RELATIONSHIP STATUS: single

˒ ┊FAMILY: parents, two little brothers

˒ ┊MOTHER:

𓈀 ゛. name: lim kyoungja

𓈀 ゛. birthdate: july 4, 1974

𓈀 ゛. birthplace: incheon, south korea

𓈀 ゛. occupation: surgeon

𓈀 ゛. residence: seoul, south korea

𓈀 ゛. marital status: married ( since 1997 )

˒ ┊FATHER:

𓈀 ゛. birth name: min yeongcheol

𓈀 ゛. birthdate: september 1, 1975

𓈀 ゛. birthplace: daegu, south korea

𓈀 ゛. occupation: ceo

𓈀 ゛. residence: seoul, south korea

𓈀 ゛. marital status: married ( since 1997 )

˒ ┊BROTHER:

𓈀 ゛. birth name: min haseon

𓈀 ゛. birthdate: february 16, 2000

𓈀 ゛. birthplace: seoul, south korea

𓈀 ゛. occupation: youtube gamer/streamer

𓈀 ゛. residence: seoul, south korea

𓈀 ゛. relationship status: single

˒ ┊BROTHER:

𓈀 ゛. birth name: min haru

𓈀 ゛. birthdate: november 5, 2005

𓈀 ゛. birthplace: seoul, south korea

𓈀 ゛. occupation: student

𓈀 ゛. residence: seoul, south korea

𓈀 ゛. relationship status: single

⋆﹕TRACK FOUR. trivial info !

˒ ┊EDUCATION:

𓈀 ゛. elementary school: seoul younghoon elementary school

𓈀 ゛. middle school: jamwon middle school

𓈀 ゛. high school: seoul school of performing arts

˒ ┊PHYSICAL + RECOGNIZABLE TRAITS: fluffy hair, pale skin, small and heart shaped lips, short, strong legs, fluctuating weight, pretty eyes, deep voice, bold laugh, high cheekbones, smol dimples, oval face, long eyelashes, glass skin, soft jaw

˒ ┊HABITS & MANNERISMS: playing with her fingers, biting her bottom lip, smirking, jumping/hopping instead of walking, raising her eyebrow, rolling her eyes, cursing in english ( help ), saying english phrases like “oh my god” as a joke, thinking out loud, pouting

˒ ┊HOBBIES & SKILLS: playing piano, drawing, making lists, exploring with friends, touching her nose with her tongue, writing songs, taekwondo, cooking, imitating different animals, crotchet

˒ ┊FAVOURITES:

𓈀 ゛. colours: sky blue, white

𓈀 ゛. foods: rice ( she seriously just says “rice” when asked about her favourite foods ), samyang cardbonara, rabokki ( spicy rice cake and ramen noodles )

𓈀 ゛. drinks: bubble tea, subak hwachae ( korean watermelon punch ), dalgona coffee

𓈀 ゛. number: 8

𓈀 ゛. season: winter

𓈀 ゛. emojis: 🫀, 🤯, 🤍, 🤸‍♀️

𓈀 ゛. animals: polar bears, beluga whales

𓈀 ゛. artists: sunmi, dpr live, cigarettes after sex, crush, b1a4, keshi, jeremy sucker, sik-k, dean, chase atlantic, slchld, june

˒ ┊PERSONAL PLAYLIST: angel by twlv, restlessness by bibi, where it hurts by slchld, paris in the rain by lauv, can’t by gsoul, free flight by dvwn, cry for love by baekhyun, by my side by junny, always, i’ll care by jeremy zucker, nostalgia by crush, la don’t look good on u by astn, like i need u by keshi

˒ ┊LIKES: taking walks, cooking with friends, reading netflix before bed, cleaning, making her own clothes ( mostly just sweaters ), writing lyrics, silk material, visiting her hometown, the snow, fashion, pretty cafes, spoiling people, travelling

˒ ┊DISLIKES: overly hot days, roller coasters, heights, repeating herself, long schedules, dispatch, xenophobia, racism, homophobia, beauty standards

˒ ┊FRIENDS: all of; red velvet, nayeon and momo; twice, sejeong; former gugudan, new; the boyz, jinyoung; got7

˒ ┊IDEAL TYPE: someone tall, knows how to respect people, a good cook

[godrics]

CHEWING GUM ERA!RORY

CHEWING GUM ERA!RORY

ahh i love baby rory

she was still so short back then and her hair were always in pigtails

her hair was black, her hair was still virgin

she still thinks her outfits and everything were so bad

anyways

rory was VERY quiet this era

but not because of the boys

no, no

these eight were very close

even when chenle and renjun joined later

it was because of knetz/fans

she  tried her very best not to get on sns during this whole era because she  knew people would be upset that she was the only girl in an all boy  group

but sometimes she didn't even have to, instead getting  mail from those who didn't like her or the times when some were bold  enough to say it to her face

of course, the boys protected her from it

however  she did have some fans! she had three fansites from the start which  made her glad bc she didn't want to be embarrassed and not have any ...  unlike the others DLDFN

'ENCHANTED' (who was actually a male fansite!), 'ROAR', and 'RISING MOON'

she wasn't very comfortable dancing in her skirt but she figured she'd just have to deal with it

especially because the stylists wouldn't let her wear shorts like the boys

sigh

but  nct dream and red velvet's promotions clashed this era!! she got to see  her red velvet unnies more which was probably the most excited nctzens  had seen her yet

red velvet made her sing some of russian roulette btw

fans went crazy bc they knew she was supposed to debut in red velvet

she got to meet blackpink!! her and nari became really close despite the age difference

she loved being on the hoverboards though

she found them so cool

and was very glad she never fell off of them in public

she still has her hoverboard btw

she was mostly around mark or haechan during this era while they were out in public

creating the markhyuckri ship. and markri. nd hyuckri/haecheri

long term best friends wbk

if only she was in 127 sigh but girlie is 01 line its unacceptable

one fansite opened up for her towards the end of this era, named 'DOLL' but closed in 2018 :( rip DOLL we miss you you were good to baby rory

jaemin would baby her a lot and

haechan kept climbing ALL OVER HER LIKE ??? boy give her some space

overall she was just very glad to be debuting finally but she wasn't happy about how fans were treating her

she could do boy group dances just as well

and her voice actually did fit in well with the boys, too

thats why they put her in nct dream

ngl  although she knew, deep down in her heart she deserved to be there and  that she was put in dream for a reason, she was still a 16 year old girl who was hurt at the insults hurled at her

so of course the hate got to her

but she always had her members and red velvet!! <3

CHEWING GUM LYRICS

[nct-byeol]

⭐️ incorrect byeol quotes 2

doyoung: byeol, honey, are you getting enough sleep?

byeol: sometimes when i sneeze, i close my eyes

byeol: jeno! do you wanna go get lunch?

jeno: sorry i’m already out with jaemin, do you want anything?

byeol:

byeol: loyalty.

mark: we agree 99% of the time

byeol: no i don’t think so

byeol: i failed my safety course

johnny: why? what happened?

byeol: one of the questions asked “in case of a fire, what steps would you take?”

johnny: and?

byeol: apparently “fucking large ones” isn’t an acceptable answer

renjun: [17 missed calls and 72 texts from byeol]

renjun: oh my god are you okay? what happened? i’m sorry i didn’t answer, i didn’t have my phone? please tell me you’re okay :(

byeol: look at this picture of a sheep in a scarf

byeol: everytime you speak i get a headache

haechan: and every time we kiss i swear i can fly?

mark: please stop calling me canada boy

byeol: why? i ottawa

yuta: are we fighting or flirting?

byeol: i’m pinning you against a wall with my hand around your neck?

yuta: your point

byeol: are you an f5 key? bc that ass is refreshing

taeil: are you software update? bc not right now

[junicai]

NCT being whipped for miyazu aria for seven minutes ;

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[ NCT 127 Takes a Friendship Test ; Glamour 2020 ]

offscreen: “So, what was your first impression of Aria?” 

Aria pressed herself into Doyoung’s side briefly, muttering a translation of the question into his ear. They had been briefed on the questions beforehand anyway, but she wanted to make sure he understood before he began answering - just in case he had forgotten.

Doyoung tilted his head down to Aria, a mischievous grin making its way onto his face; and it was only then, that Aria remembered exactly how the two had met in the first place. 

Aria started to flush, shaking her head rapidly and burying her face into her hands. “Oh god no,” she whined. 

Doyoung laughed at her, pulling her into his side with an arm over her shoulder and holding her there while he began speaking. 

“Ah, Aria? We met for the first time when Aria was still tiny - well, tinier,” 

“Hey!” 

“And,” Doyoung continued on, laughing, “I had left my jacket in one of the practice rooms. It was a gift from my hyung, so I had gone back to get it even though it was really late. But when I went in to get it, I found Aria, sitting on the floor in the dark with it over her lap instead.” 

At this point, Aria had fully buried her face into Doyoung’s chest, in a futile attempt to hide her reddened cheeks. “I thought it belonged to one of my friends,” she weakly protested, embarrassed by the laughs of the staff members behind the camera. “You scared me when you came in!” 

“You stole my jacket!” 

Aria sent a withering look to the camera. 

“Czennie. Doyoung-oppa doesn’t care if I freeze, I want you to remember this.”

Doyoung gaped at her, yanking her back into his arms with an offended gasp, “Yah, you brat that’s a lie.”

Aria began sliding to the floor, letting her arms go boneless and limp. “You don’t love me!”

Doyoung started to stop with her, trying to hold her up in his arms. “Aria, Aria don’t sit on the floor it’s dirty, get up-”

The music of the other idol groups played quietly through the green room’s speakers, a small television setup in the upper right hand corner allowing the idols inside to monitor the performances outside. 

Renjun tossed a half full water bottle over to Jisung, who was sitting on the floor beside the sofa where Jaemin, Jeno and Aria were; all three of them looking elated yet exhausted. 

Ridin’ was a choreography heavy dance, and although Aria hadn’t many lines in this particular song, she was still struggling to push through the residual pain in her lower back. She had strained it earlier on in the month, pushing herself too far with too little preparation during rehearsals and was paying the price for it.

Most of Aria’s time in the greenroom before their performance was spent ensuring the other boys that yes, she was ok to perform and no, she wasn’t going to sit this one out.

The boys begrudgingly accepted her protests; but that hadnt stopped Jeno ever-so-carefully tugging her onto the sofa once they returned to the greenroom post-performance, gently pushing her to lie her head down on Jaemin’s lap and bringing her legs up into Jeno’s. 

Jisung had wandered over later, eyes stuck to his phone screen but he willingly sacrificed his left hand to hold onto Aria’s when she hissed at the knot Jeno was trying to knead out of her lower back.

Jaemin shushed her softly, running a hand through her hair and untangling strands with his fingers. When Aria’s eyes had clenched shut and a whimper broke out from between her lips, Jeno’s hands froze in their movements, instantly bending closer to whisper apologizes.

“No, no it’s okay,” Aria said, attempting to prop herself up. 

Jaemin pressed her back down, her head staying in his lap. “Stop it, let Nono help.”

She knew that there was something more to say, but having awknowledged that their current circumstances were not the best to have such a discussion, he settled for carding a hand through her hair again. 

Aria let her eyes drift closed, hand still curled in Jisung’s, and legs pillowed in Jeno’s lap. 

Who’s name do you think matches their appearance? 

Kun pressed his lips together, thinking. 

“Hm, all of the members put a lot of thought into their stage names, so they all fit very well,” he hummed, eyes flickering between the paper and the camera. 

He took in a breath, clearly torn. 

“Ah!” he exclaimed, looking up to the camera. “Aria, her name fits her really well; Akari is such a beautiful name and it compliments her personality perfectly. She’s really like a fruit sometimes - she’s always cheerful and energetic, like she’s on a constant sugar rush. Very sweet.” the smile that overtook Kun’s features was nothing sort of soft. 

He quickly scribbled down Aria’s name in Hangul, before rolling the pen into the middle of his palm and straightening up again.

“Yiyang, is her Chinese name - she asked me to give her one last year. And you shouldn’t listen to Winwin, her full name is Qian Qiuyue, ok?”

Kun was laughing at himself now, picking back up the pen and moving to read the next question.

a/n: i know mr qian kun did NOT just say aria was fruity. 

aria nct lgbt sub-unit confirmed

Renjun was sat beside Aria on a single piano stool, shoulders pressed together as she leaned forwards to try and make sense of the notes written on the pages in front of her. 

“You know the basics, right?” Renjun questioned, hand coming out to flip forward in the music book a few pages. The single crotchet notes quickly turned into more complex rhythms, and from the side of his vision he could see Aria paling slightly.

He turned his head to look at her, “Riri, c’mon I know you know more than Mary had a Little Lamb, you can’t stay at beginner level forever.”

“Yes I can.” Aria sulked. 

Renjun sighed. “You were the one who asked me to teach you.” 

“Yes! When I thought it would be easier than this, my fingers just don’t do what they’re meant to do!”

“That’s why I’m here!” Renjun cut off her tirade. “I’m not going to laugh at you if you make mistakes - you’re learning, and everyone makes mistakes when they’re learning.”

“Promise?”

He ruffled her hair slightly, “Promise. Now here, look, this one isn’t difficult you’ll manage this one fine.”

“Injunnie.”

“Mm?”

“-nevermind, okay just. How do I?”

Renjun lifted his hands onto the keys of the piano, showing her the placement of her fingers and getting her to copy him. Aria did so, and then he was running her slowly, step-by-step through the first few bars of the piece, catching her when she played dud notes and clapping softly when she played through without stuttering. 

Soon enough, Aria was playing a simplistic but solid melody line with her right hand, basic accompanying chords with her left, and Renjun was staring at the side of her face; head tilted slightly to the left and a small, barely-there proud glint in his eye. 

 [BUBBLE UPDATE 210205 ]

ARIA~~

czennie

i heard about the tiny horse

do u think they’d let me get one

if i asked nicely??

“Jae, Jae! Jaehyun!” Aria coughed out the older boy’s name, throwing a glare over her shoulder. “If you insist on leaning your entire bodyweight on me, please don’t throttle me in the process.”

The man only sent a weak apologetic grin her way before his feet slid out from underneath him and he was left grappling at the small girl yet again. 

“You know when you said you wanted me to teach you ice-skating I didn’t know this was how you were planning on murdering me. If I have to die, I’d rather go out with a bang - ya’know? Not death by groupmate, that’s borinG-” Aria’s voice wobbled as she was pulled yet again. 

“Sorry, sorry,” Jaehyun apologized, going so far as to take his hands off her shoulders. “I think I’ve got it now.”

He made it another few steps forward before he was tossed off balance by an eight year old boy rushing past, startling him to the point of jumping backwards.

When Jaehyun’s legs went from underneath him, he flailed his arms in a futile attempt to regain his balance - one of the windmilling arms catching Aria’s extended hands in the process. 

Aria let out a shriek as her skates went as well, tumbling backwards. Her head would have made a harsh impact onto the ice - no arms ready to catch her fall - if it wasn’t for Jaehyun’s hand catching the back of her neck and taking the brunt of the impact. 

Lying on the ground, Jaehyun coughed out a laugh, Aria staring him down. 

All too soon though, Aria joined him in the laughter, head still pillowed on Jaehyun’s arm and the pair of them still lying on their backs on the ice.

“Hello everyone, today I’m with my favourite baby, say hi baby!”

Ten’s grin was audible in his words as he spoke to Aria, who waved before opening her mouth. “Your favourite baby?” 

Ten cooed, “Yes, my favourite baby,” while crossing the floor of the practice room to throw his arms around Aria. 

He rocked her side to side, pressing kisses to the top of her head. 

“And what makes me your favourite? You know Yangie won’t be pleased if he hears he’s been replaced,” Aria lifted her head to look up at Ten. 

“You accept the title of my baby, and are therefore my favourite. You don’t fight my love.” Ten shakes her dramatically side to side, mourning the one-sided relationship. 

Aria only patted his head in solace. “It’s ok. If it’s any consolation the only reason I don’t fight your hugs is because you’re faster than I am.”

Ten let out a pained gasp. “Betrayed by both my babies. How ever will I survive!”

Aria tried to pry his arms away from her shoulders that were shaking with barely-suppressed laughter, worming her way out from his embrace. Ten only tightened his hold, going limp and dragging her onto the floor.

“No...” Ten cried, “I’m dying...”

Aria’s laughter turned to shrieks when he began to tickle her stomach on the skin that was showing from where her t-shirt had lifted up from the movement. 

“No no no no stop Ten, TEN stop I’m sorry I take it back I take it baaack-” 

“Say it!” Ten demanded, unrelenting. 

“I’m your baby! I’m your baby I’m sorry I’m sorry!” Aria was rolling away from his hands, trying to escape but Ten only turned to lie flat on top of her. 

“Exactly.”

a/n: nct world 2.0 gave us so much content of the boys loving aria im :’( smth in the water made aria super cuddly this time around i think she’s after all of their hearts 

- aria collecting nct members like pokemon cards

Immediately after Jungwoo’s defeat, Aria sidestepped to behind Lucas where she fisted her hands in his shirt. 

“Aria! You’re next!” The presenter called out, and soon all the members in OFN has turned to face her. 

She poked her head around to see Yuta standing at the arm wrestling table already, tongue between teeth and grinning at her partially hidden form. 

Aria squeaked and ducked back behind Lucas. “Noo,” she moaned, already knowing what was going to happen.

To their credit, Johnny and Jungwoo tried their best to bolster her spirits before she emerged, but Aria still shuffled up to the table with her head tucked down, paying no attention to the calls of support from the boys behind her. 

Yuta rolled his sweater sleeve up again, and Aria looked up to meet his eyes.

“Onii-chan~” she tried, biting her lip to stop the laughter from bursting out. 

Yuta brought a hand up to his mouth before turning away, eyes wide. Aria could hear the cheers of cute! from her teammates behind her; Yuta’s teammates doing their level best to convince him not to cave under Aria’s widened eyes. 

“Onii-chan, you know I’m not very strong,” Aria made sure to heighten her voice’s register a bit, and stuck out her bottom lip, “Can you go easy on me?” 

Aria could hear Mark calling out to Yuta to not fall for it.

“Yah!” Aria dropped her voice back to her normal register, yelling out to Mark. “Stop it this is all I have!” 

The laughter was heard from across the field from the members in the tents, and Aria was left to sadly shuffle her way closer to the table and interlink her hand with Yuta’s. 

He sent her a consoling smile, the referee blew the whistle and then Aria was pushing with all her might against Yuta. Her legs came up like Renjun’s did, face scrunched up with the effort before the back of her hand met the plastic-covered table and Yuta was announced the victor. 

He quickly made his way around the table, wrapping Aria in a hug and picking her up to spin her around. Aria only giggled at him, sticking her tongue out at Ten who called Yuta out for fraternizing with the enemy.

Aria knew that a springboard worked off of your downward momentum, so it seemed perfectly logical to assume that if she barreled her bodyweight into the jump, then she would make it high enough to get over the 200cm vault. 

She’d made it over the previous heights with varying degrees of success, but the new towering height was throwing her off a bit. Cheers came from both her teammates sitting down beside the mat as well as the other members sitting in the shade. 

“Aria! Challenge accepted!” she called out, pumping her fist into the air. 

From the corner of her eye, Aria could see Johnny leaning forward with his hands on his knees, watching carefully as she ran up to the springboard. Lucas was in a similar position, was it not for the wide grin he sported.

Beginning her run she tried to use up as much speed as possible, sprinting to the vault before jumping with her feet together onto the springboard and allowing it to propel her up and over the vault.

However what she had failed to account for; was the length of her arms. 

Aria made it over the 190cm vault, but her fingertips barely scraped the top and it left her with a choice of either trying to become Superman and face-planting into the mat on the other side, or bringing her legs together prematurely and hope she didn’t lose a leg. 

She couldn’t hear the gasps that left everyone’s mouth once her hands missed the top of the vault, missing the way Lucas moved closer to the mat with a jerk forward. 

Bringing her legs closed, Aria swung her bodyweight forward and grappled behind her for the vault in a panic. A yelp left her mouth as her hand caught on the rung and she tucked it back into her body when her feet met the edge of the mat.

Unstable, Aria toppled backwards with her hands stretching out behind her again to prevent herself from falling. Her back landed against the vault, and she knocked it over, falling on top of the now-split pieces. 

Despite it all, Aria was laughing hysterically, hands coming up to cover her face as she tried to hide her flaming red cheeks. An arm extended to her and she hoisted herself out of the middle of the vault, soon coming to rub at her back.

“Does that count?” Aria could hear the presenters asking should she be disqualified for knocking over the vault even after landing, but she was more concentrated on the hand on her back that was guiding her to her other teammates, all clapping wilding and cheering. 

“You okay?” Lucas’ voice came in her ear, laughter but also concern audible in his tone. His hand was still rubbing slowly along her back, soothing the reddened skin underneath the t-shirt she was wearing. 

“Yeah I’m fine,” Aria let her head fall forwards as she laughed at the thought of the picture she must have looked, flailing as she barely made it over the vault. “I don’t know if I’ll make it over the next one though.”

“Ah it’s okay. I’ll knock it over too and then I can join you.”

The gate at the back end of the tunnel swung closed with a clang, everyone inside letting out a shout. 

Aria, having been standing in front of Johnny, tucked inside his coat while he back hugged her (she wasn’t built for the cold weather, and the denim jacket she wore was doing nothing to save her from hypothermia) let out a yelp and turned her face into Johnny’s chest.

Johnny pushed her behind him slightly as he turned around to look what had happened, and Aria clung to his waist while the others around them furrowed their eyebrows in confusion. 

Trapped?

a/n: and a bonus clip bc shes was so CUTE during mtopia i couldnt not 

In the emptied dining room, the SuperM members scattered around the different table set ups, searching for the coloured pieces of paper. Taeyong had wandered over to the food counter, while Ten had migrated towards the opposite end of the hall.

Baekhyun could see the other members in various locations; all apart from one. 

“Oh? Aria, where did you go?” 

The youngest member was no where to be found, and Baekhyun’s question gathered the attention of Taemin and Mark who were standing nearby. Mark tilted his head in a question, eyebrows lifted and then furrowed when he too looked around for the girl and couldn’t find her.

“I’m here!”

Baekhyun let out a small scream, jumping back from the table he was standing beside.

Beneath the tablecloth poked out Aria’s head, a sheepish smile on her face when she realized she’d scared her leader. 

“I thought there might be some clues underneath, so I wanted to check.” she explained, slowly shuffling out from underneath the table. 

“Baekhyun hyung did she scare you?” Jongin teased, as Taemin cooed over the adorable picture Aria made as she straightened up and brushed off the dust from her skirt. 

Baekhyun floundered, spluttering “What? No! I don’t get scared.” 

He puffed out his chest theatrically.

“Sorry oppa, I didn’t mean to scare you~” Aria said through suppressed laughter, coming over to hug him around the waist.

Baekhyun deflated slighty, “Ah, it’s okay,” he grumbled, petting her hair. 

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