#nat's books

[feyresqueen]

I know you can imagine characters the way you like, and that there's a difference between canon and headcanon. But still, it irks me every time I see fanart or fanfic where Jude is described as skinny like a model or with perfect skin and no scars.

I'm like, wtf Jude was raised as a warrior, she spent most of her time training, fighting, and doing physical activities that require strength and stuff. My girl is jacked, she has muscles, big shoulders, and arms (since it is said in the books she has kinda big boobs), she probably has a wide back."

Regarding her skin, we know she's been hurt A LOT, so she obviously has a couple of scars around her body. Something I've noticed a lot is that people tend to forget she doesn't have a finger, so, yeah…

[beguilingcorpse]

i am glad queer representation has drastically improved in my lifetime. because now i can say that i dislike a gay book and not feel like i’m invalidating stonewall

[feyresqueen]

I fucking hate when people go this far to excuse men's behavior just because they want him

I can't believe there are people in this fandom who say Mor lied about what happened at Autumn Court and led Azriel on for centuries. We have people say Gwyn, an SA survivor, has manipulate everyone with her lightsinger power and she wasn't actually SA'ed and undermine her strength in Blood Rite. We have people say Feyre overreacted and minimise her trauma and depression to nothing after UTM and calling her ungrateful...

All of these over another man's action...

While Eris didn't try to help her and y'all make a hero out of him for not touching her. I know why he did it but the fact that you all find an excuse for his actions and go as far as calling Mor a liar because you try to find more excuse for him. (don't forget he slut shamed her in front of all the high lords...)

While Azriel is the one who's been panting after Mor for centuries while Mor couldn't be more obvious about how she doesn't want to do anything with him and you didn't even consider how she might not trust him enough to tell him the truth but somehow... Mor is at fault. Somehow Azriel, not even trying to talk to her once and discuss their situation and create a safe space for her and try to be her real friend instead of trying to be in a relationship with her and waiting for a mate bond to snap, is the victim here... you all don't find his actions creepy at all because he's a "shadow daddy". While Azriel still couldn't say he's over Mor to Rhysand and at the same time tried to fck Elain without thinking anything more about her (no future whatsoever), but somehow... somehow is Gwyn's fault, who used her lightsinger power to prevent it to happen and manipulate Azriel all the same... all of this is being said because of Azriel's own actions and you don't want to blame him and hold him accountable for his doings, so you find (create) these disgusting excuses.

While Tamlin only sat there for 3 months and didn't even try to help Feyre and y'all excuse his lack of action for protecting, but he could get her alone right before the night of her last trial... while he sat there begged on his knees and didn't even try to stop Amarantha, and in the main time each bones in Feyre's body was breaking. And you still find an excuse for him locking Feyre and not listening to her about how she's suffering, how she's drowning, for him being "traumatised"... but Feyre died for him and saved his court and people and the whole Prythian and destroyed herself in the process but you all don't even see it... and go as far as calling Feyre a coward for hesitating to kill those faeries...

[mintysneezes]

I love how with the modern resurgence of gravity falls fandom and specifically with Billford shipping how Bill is always portrayed as a triangle and not a twink

[taiturner]

@yellowjacketsnetwork event 04: parallels NAT SCATORCCIO ft. “Hide” by Kiersten White

[trixdraws]

"It seems you don't realise just how much you mean to me, ya rouhi. Allow me to show you how much."

[feyresqueen]

I was just thinking about this. I have two younger sisters, and I would never treat one of them the way Nesta treated Feyre. I would do everything to protect them both and to love them unconditionally. For example, if my parents are not able to work, I'd do it myself just so my sisters have a little more childhood and happiness. And I'm saying this as someone whose family wasn't economically stable, and I had to do some chores here and there to get them stuff they liked.

Nesta stans when they realize a lot of the people who hate her actually do have siblings so now they can’t use the “you must be an only child” excuse when someone points out how uncomfortable they are with her treatment of Feyre.

[quiddling]

i am literally on my HANDS and KNEES for u n. sewell

[feyresqueen]

I didn't know there were people who anti Jude.

like.... is everything okay at home?

[atalienart]

Let fantasy worlds have plumbing! Let them have chocolate!

[tazernatic]

TSC 2 WISHLIST

since TSC 2 is almost here with us i've made a list of things i'm hoping to see in the next book:

cat and laila cutting jeans hair or at least giving him a proper haircut (idk if he'd be comfortable going to a hairdresser

an exy game w jean in peak condition (jer pov pretty pls

renee seeing how much jean's mental health was able to improve

jeremy's past !! (like what's up with that?? i wanna know more about you sirrr

jean giving a post game interview (OR ANY TBH

i'll add more as i think about it (few free to add yours too btw!! <3

[mintysneezes]

Bill cipher twinkdeath

[natreads]

2024 quarter one book haul!

[feyresqueen]

I'm not a person specially stable, at least mentally speaking, but if anything my hatred towards Nestar is really consistent.

It's like if Nesta has no haters, I'm dead.

Let’s all remember this are Nestas words in ACOMAF BC chapter. So, no Nesta wasn’t acting out of her trauma. Nesta was jealous of Feyre. Nesta hates the fact that Feyre stood up and kept them alive and didn’t let their fathers neglect kill them. Like Nesta would’ve. If it was up to Nesta they would’ve all been dead and Feyre didn’t let that happen. Nesta hates that Feyre was stronger than she was.

[lejay-the-impossible]

I started rereading The Ptolemy's Gate and it's just so sad and funny to me that Bart talks about Nathaniel like a girl about her abusive ex that she still has feelings for: «Well, he threatened me sometimes, but most of the time he treated me pretty nicely — at least he didn't make me go to war. He even let me rest sometimes. But recently it got out of hand. How has it come to this? He was such an... ok guy before».

[waning-and-waxing]

n sewell, internally, when there is no other option but to interrupt a tender moment between the MC and M as they watch the sun rise: