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danaduchy · 3 months ago
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all texts from Kerry
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Found Henry Holy shit, Henry's on board. Way to go! Check outta rehab of his own free will… thru the window, hehe. Some nurse tried to stop us - at first I thought she wanted an autograph, but she didnt even recognize me. Tell you the rest later How's it going with Nancy? S'all under control That's what I like to hear
Samurai's back together What about Johnny? He amped for this gig or meh? * As amped as he's ever been. Must be important to him cuz otherwise I wouldnt be forced to take this stupid pseudoendotrizine * Hard to say. You know how he is Well I'm amped as fuck, if anyone's wonderin. It'll be fuckin shimra - just gotta remember not to get too wasted before. Old habits die hard, haha
Waiting for you Kerry? Where are you? On the way. Chill. Gotta change
What's up, V? Too bad you split so quick after the concert - we didn't even get a chance to chat I barely know anything about you, except you've got a shit-ton goin on inside You're the one who left early That so? Hm, maybe. Anyway, it was fuckin nova, wasn't it? Shoulda recorded it for you cause you didn't catch anything thru Johnny
Hey! Heey. So I cant stop thinkin about our little adventure. FUCKIN AWESOME. Thats how you live life. ON THE EDGE :> * Who doesnt like explosions and races right? :) Lemme know if the rest of your plan worked out Sure, I'll text or call ;) If I can't convince you to blow up anythin else, then at least we can go for a drink. Take care! * Egh, day just like any other. Hope it helped you tho Pff, sound more nonchalant than a karaoke star from kabuki ;) I'll be in touch
Coffee at Caliente Know what? I'm glad we got a chance to talk over coffee. You're a straight shooter, V. Nothing like the ass-kissers I'm usually surrounded by. It's good we did what we did, right? Blowing that van to bits? Cuz I been thinking… * To be honest, got no clue if anything good will come of it. I agreed cuz you paid me. Honest as ever, huh? Means I was right about you. Appreciate that, V. I really do. Don't ever change. * It was the right thing to do. And you've got nitro running through your veins. Don't you ever let yourself think otherwise! Nitro in my veins? Yeah, and a fuse sticking out of my ass. Least that's what I felt back then. Was worth it, though - slept like a fucking baby for the first time in ages. Talk to you later. Thanks again!
Reward Hey, forgot to send the eddies before, but should hit your account any sec. PREEM WORK :>
Where are you? Well, where are you? At this rate I'm gonna be a fuckin skeleton by the time you get here.. Move your ass or forget about this whole thing Dunno where you are or what you're up to, but I'm a busy fuckin man. Forget about it - don't have time for this shit Srsly, V? Ditched me with the badges and split? Shitty move. We're fuckin THROUGH Where the fuck are you? Grrr doesnt matter. I'm checkin out, goin home. Call ya if somethin comes up
answer yr phone!!! Hey, V. Got a job for you. Corner of Grey and Mallagra. Be there first thing in the morning, we'll talk it over. I'm fucking livid, V! Those Us Cracks bitches clearly didn't get the hint. Instead of cancelling after we blew up their truck, they just moved their show to another date! Meet me at Riot ASAP. We'll deal with them differently this time. The Us Skanks still wanna fuck me over and record the cover, V! On top of that, their lawyers won't stop yappin'. We really need to talk. I'm at Dark Matter right now. Come 'round the back, the bouncers will let you in. It's easier to reach my dead grandma than you, V! Anyway, Us Cracks are done, for real this time. We should celebrate! Stop by Dark Matter. Use the back entrance.
What's up? Hey, hows it going? Ownin the streets of NC? * More like tryna survive. Let's just say the city and I are even Sweet. What's that? What's up with me? Nice of you to ask. Hammerin out some sick tunes. Ok, more like trying to hammer out. Keep your fingers crossed * Hey hey, you could say that. Lotta stuffs been happenin - even without you! :O Yeah yeah, whatever! I'm stringin together some fresh tunes… OK, more like thinking about some fresh tunes. Keep your fingers crossed
Missed holocall! V! Whatever you're doing right now - drop it and come see me at the Marina. Pier four.
Scratch that! Spoke too soon Slight change of plans - waitin on an important delivery and the fuckin gonk's late. Be at the marina at 7pm!
Kova-chek this out :D Kovachek went ballistic when he found out the yacht went up in smoke! Even went back on those pills that turn him into you know, whatever the opposite of a cyberpsycho is. More goo than a man haha this is greaaaaat! * Ouch. Musta sunk a lotta eddies into that float! :P Speakin of dickheads tho - turns out he stashed a ton of drugs on board! Like, two yachts' worth. And we sent aaaall of that to the bottom of the sea :D Bay's full of fish high off their fins now! * Literally zero living organisms in that bay, Ker. Yeah duh they they took their happy fishy asses down to the spaceport and went to la la land. Anyway tellin ya whenever I'm down, I think about our seaventure and it's like insta good feels :* * Wow. What now? Feel like blowing more of his shit up. Think he's got a luxury crib somewhere in the Rockies… Something to think about… :P FUCK NO! I GOT IT! We make a Kovachek voodoo doll! Can't wait to stab that prick right in the dick :D * I really don't care about that dick, Kerry. Fine OK. As long as you care about MY dick, that is :P
Hey :* Heeey, how's it hanging? Everything all right? I'll just come right out and say it - I miss you. Just a little bit though ;) You coming by anytime soon? * Miss you too, if you can believe that. See? We're tuned to the same frequency. I'll try to swing by sometime. Preem. I'll be waiting! * Hey! Well well, look who's suddenly spilling their guts out :P Dunno when I can drop by though :/ Sad face :( But fine - I know the world doesn't revolve around me. It sucks, but that's the way it is. Take care! * Been thinking about you… Thinking about you too. You're like some chorus to this incredible song that's been stuck in my head lately. On loop :) * What's new? Still conquering the world with music? Planning to! :) don't really know if there's anything left to conquer though. You're already mine, right? (I know, I knooooow, it's cringe. But I couldn't hold myself back!) Latest song I wrote - read it and weep. Wrote it while thinking of you: "Where you whisper, open up your heart / Reveal the place where I once had a heart" Whaddaya think? * I like it. It's gentle, but still has a bite. And knowing you, probably has multiple meanings ;) Exactly! I knew you'd get it :*** * Hmm, you were thinking about me when you wrote that? Dunno if that's good or bad :< it's up to you - that's the whole point! :* * Got a bunch of things on my plate right now. Times are tough. Oh, OK, cool. Do what you gotta do. We'll talk later, no prob.
Serious business Check it out, V. Got this email from a lifelong fan. It's serious. Gotta write her back. Dear Mr. Eurodyne, the day we both have been waiting for is finally upon us! I got rid of my husband, my house and all the other remnants of my former life. Now, I'm truly ready to give you my heart and all my other organs, should you desire them. You are the Sun and I am the Moon - I live to bask in your radiant brilliance. I love you, Mr. Eurodyne, and eagerly anticipate the time we'll finally be together. We will meet soon - I'm sure you know exactly where." She also sent me a gift card to a junk shop in Providence, wherever the fuck that is. It's clear she's nuts, just not sure if it's the murder-suicide variety. She writes me same day every year, like clockwork. What if she dissolved her man in a vat of acid, burned down her house and now she's sharpening her sickle cuz I'm next!? What are we gonna do, V??? * You really worried about her? More importantly: Kerry Eurodyne actually reads fan mail? Adorable. Yeah, yeah, Kovachek usually deals with all that shit. Even signs photos and sends them to the fans. But the fucker always forwards stuff from this crazy broad. Gets his rocks off fuckin with my blood pressure. Anyway, thought you might get a kick out if it. Seriously though, I should probably do something. Don't want her to knock on my bedroom door a year from now. * What, your first psycho groupie? Unbelievable :D Don't worry about it. We'll deal with her. Fuckin preem. What should I do, V? Ideas?? * Call the Providence PD. Let them scare her off? Or better yet, put her in a straitjacket? Boooring! 'Sides, cops mean lawyers and I hate dealing with them even more than I hate Kovachek's guts. No worries, I'll think of something else.You're in charge here. * Why not have a bit of fun? Write her back, give her Kovachek's address and say you'll be waiting for her there exactly one year from now :P Hahahaha you beautiful fucking GENIUS! Think I'll do exactly that. He'll shit himself when he sees her! We'll set up a camera and film it, too. Can't wait!Not worth your time. * She probably thinks she's pregnant with Lizzy Wizzy's love child, too. Check if the store has a netpage, see if they ship to NC and get yourself something nice! Smart! I'll see if they have anything worth my while. Get myself a studded choker. Or one of them Russian stacky doll-in-a-doll-in-a-doll things. Thanks, V! Later
Truth or Dare! I'm boooooooored, V. Let's play Truth or Dare! :D * Really don't have time for this, Ker. Cmon, don't be like that. TRUTH or DARE??? * Fuck it. Dare. OK, here it goes. Hope I got your full attention! OKOK here's your dare: "Survive one year with a rockstar" :D * Cheeky ;) Guess I can give it a try ;) * Don't know if I have time for that, Kerry. * Truth! Got nothing to hide. Here it goes: "After a little good morning sex, what I really want is…" * Coffee and cigarettes. Glass of whiskey if I need a little hair of the dog…
* Scrambled eggs. Clearly.
Puzzle by yrs truly V! Made one of them picture riddles for you, V! Wanna see it? :D Fuck yeah you do! Heeeere goes! …69 <3 * Not right now, Kerry. Got some other things on my mind… No worries. Listen, we all have days like this. Thinking of you here with my little puzzle, hope that helps :* * Really, Ker? Doesn't take a rocket scientist to figure that one out. Yeah, yeah, just warming up! Okay, get ready for round two! |$| >< #o.O# ;( * Kerry slapped the shit out of Kovachek! * Rockstars are the best spankers! Sorry, all you get is a kiss :* * My man is shit at puzzles :* You got it, you shrewd beast :D Congrats! Your reward - a Kerry Eurodyne sextape! Now all that's left is to shoot it :P I'll send you something sweet <3
Personality test You're not gonna believe this, V. I took one of those personality tests and apparently, I'm a NARCISSIST! Can you believe that shit?? * You, a narcissist? That can't be right. I know, right? Good thing you're smart about these things. You're so sweet, babe :* * Might be some truth to it if I'm REAL honest :) You do… tend to be an arrogant snob. Not to mention your ego's the size of a small planet :* Haha took the test again and now it says I'm a sociopath! Told you it's all bullshit! Told you I'm not a narcissist! Honestly you should listen to me, I'm smarter than whatever "scientist" came up with this shit!
Ah V fuuuck worlds biggest hangover, shakes and willies. Need a kind soul to tell me I'll come out the other side OK :-/ my age be damned ;-| * Textin ya from Dtown, 'hood's the very embodiment of shakes and willies * Got a gig, mebbe not worlds biggest but mondo anyway. This is me needin assurance I'll come out the other end in 1 piece Ever in the thick of shit, eh? It's where your&Johnny's minds meet, both uber vibe on it. JS better be fuckin happy - is he? * Need better candy to pop at raves, physio venting helps, mutes nerves, you'll stride strong, won't bother us workin peeps! Srsly V - soundin like you need time off, ad hoc vacay. U know, throw the monkey off your back, dunno, air your skull sponge. * Could be, just not now Handlin ginormous gig in Dogtown. Elbow deep in it, serious as a heart attack. * That an invite….? ;> Dunno, maybe…? My door's wiiiiiiide open, always ;> * Got this biz I gotta tend to first, one way or another… Oh ok mystery man - you do you. gotta say, findin this diss kinda titillating. Is it the masochist in me? tension's… ooooh, got my mouth watering. * Right, I know. One of these days - surprise! You'll see, be at your front door. Only if I'm home, obvi. You're textin a raucous, go-get-'em busy man… * OOO-K. So get lost, find a release. * Hmm, you're temptin me to call. Will do, given time. Do do do, plz. I'll be waitin <3
OK then I'll play support - we're all gonna all right, better'n all right - golden Which is DEF NOT me now - after a fuckin weird-ass 48 hrs, and this is me talkin…! just straaange… like unbelievably so Ahem, got stories to tell, solid gold * well, yeah, might find it a lil hard to believe… welp, hope you're whole and fine and happy. If you are, suck it. Dissin somebody like this - not nova, choom, supra unpreem * OK spill So dig this - meet-up w the enemy, competing publishing bitchez. Top dogz, bubbly flowin, rails vanishing up noses - all in back of a stretch cuz they out to impress my ass with their asses. Kinda sad, really. Gotta give 'em an e for effort, tho - they say: choom, got a mountain o' eddies for ya. N I say, really - where from? N they say, our mountain's a volcano, it'll spew scratch like lava… Hm i say, how's that? N they say, Zetatech product placement - next tour, choom so I says let's go - Zetatech now! they practically jizz. Zetatech HQ I get out, drop my pants and moon eveybody lookin out the windows of the building while I give the bitchez in the limo the finger at the same time. N i called Delamain.\nDel and me, we rollin, talkin anti-iperialism - any sense in it given the state of the world? Know what? we actually come to a conclusion - that nuthin makes sense anymore. So we go on rollin, and go on talkin and drinnk myself into grief. 18 hours later Del dropped me by my crib. He wished me GOOD LUCK IN THIS WORLD. choom was deep depressed, so much so he gave me a discount * Could've happened to Kerry and Kerry alone, that Plain to see, admit it, I just might be the king of NC's nightlife * vive le roi! and may the consort bask in his light ;> xoxo * hm, yeah, no titles more important than that… BETTER FUCKIN BELIEVE IT. * Oooh could go for a convo about life's futility. But DT takes no prisoners forgives no mistakes - need to focus. salty! somebody's in a m0000d * well, just don't see your parties and hangovers as overly important to me just now, if ever * yeah, sorry, just this gig, shitstorm, tense, lots to handle OK I get it, all crystal. Need a lil cheerin up or just leave you the fuck alone? * may be better off just leavin me alone, I'll ping you later, OK? say no more, luv ya and dreamin daily about your sweet tush <3 Eurodyne out * cheerin up, plz :) OK catch: How ya get a bass player to have that gleam in his eye? Shine a flashlight in his ear. That help any? * yup, did wonders :D thx raise you on the holo later, 'kay? * hm, not great, but I won't hold it against you. cute of you to try ok, so here's somethin to keep you warm at night in the meantime, you sweet precious thing <3
You doing anything? Yo, why haven't you shot me a message or nothin? I'm sitting over here like a dumbass waitin for my phone to start buzzin… * Sorry, Ker! You know how it is, life and shit… I know I know, didn't mean to be a total prick * I was just about to text you! Uh huh… suuuure… * You coulda shot me one too, y'know :P The fuck do you think I'm doin right now?!? So listen, how busy are ya? Gotta admit, I'm gettin the itch real bad. Like, a good itch, to see you I mean. * Sounds great! My megabuilding pad maybe? A megabuilding, huh? I mean, sure, guess that'll work… * Then I'll be waitin for ya at my Northside apartment :) Preem. Then I'll get there when I get there. * Let's meet up in Japantown. Just a hop and a skip for you ;) Perfect! * Can you drive over to the Glen? Love to see you too <3 I can do whatever the fuck I want. * Whaddaya say to a little date downtown? My Corpo Plaza place? Ohhh baby, my ass is already out the door! * I'm free! Wanna swing by Dogtown? You outta your mind? No fucking way! Either we meet in NC proper or I ain't goin out. Don't forget to tidy up a bit, yeah? ;)
Goooood morning, Night City! And you, V! Listen, I'm bored outta my mind. Wanna be bored together at least? You asleep? :P Oh, what's that? You want me to come over? Sure! You're one hot piece of ass, you know that right? You were in my dream last night. A good one. Don't worry, I ain't mad at dream V or nothin - in fact I wanna meet up! I hit a creative block, need some inspiration. I need you. I'm coming over. * Sounds good :) Megabuilding apartment then. Hope you remember which one's mine! On my way! * Genius idea from a genius himself. I'll be waitin for ya in Northside <3 Guess this means I have to change outta my bathrobe. The sacrifices we make! * Japantown. Now. :P Preem! Callin a Delamain right now! * Missed you too. Come to the Glen :) * Sounds like it's time for a trip downtown. My Corpo Plaza pad to be exact * Swing by Dogtown, I'll show you my fixer-upper :P Over my cold, dead, bullet-riddled body! The fuck you even doing there?! Get back to civilization, V! * haha XD so, right now's not good, but don't worry - I'll be thinkin of ya ;) Oh so that's how you wanna play this… nah, just messin, V. wink, wink. I'll catch ya another time!
I like you, V. Thought I owed you a little reminder of that. And hey, not to impose or nothin, but if you wanna spend some more time together, don't be such a coward about it, y'know? Hit me up!! * I like you too, Kerry. I'll let ya know :) Ain't we an adorable fuckin pair of sweethearts! Ha! * No imposing. I'd love to see you again soon too ;) Careful with those boundaries now, V. Let em down too far and I might just move right in! * Course! Soon as I find some time, you'll be the first to know! You honor me, sir! Hang tough out there, V. And remember - don't do anything I wouldn't do!
Hey, Ker! Life's been feelin a lil empty without ya… wanna meet up? So, wanna see me again? Fuck yeah! Your place ok? Heeey! I do, I do! Just… can't right now. Schedule's crammed. But I'll be in touch real soon!
I fucking love surprises! Yo, V, this is a nice ride! Seems like whenever you're on my mind all I can think about is rides ;) * Yeah I know ;) * I love surprising you :) As crazy as my life is, without you it'd be boring as hell <3 Thanks for the flowers! Thank christ they're artificial cuz I'm allergic to pollen. Sneezing, goopy eyes, the whole fuckin thing. Also… "Feedback"? What? Did we hook up at one of my concerts? Honestly I can't remember. * Totally. Speaker feedback fused our audio systems somehow. Made the sex interesting at least. Whaaa, well whatever, I don't need the whole sciency mumbo jumbo :D * You kiddin? How could you forget! Man, what the fuck was I on that night…
Won't see me for a while Gonna need to vanish for a while maybe a month or so. Hope you didn't have any romantic escapades planned and all set up :P Nooo :( Who'm I gonna take to the N54 rave then? :((( * Shiiiit mean to say I'm gonna miss an N54 party? Wanted to surprise you… Real fucking shame :/ I know ;( We'll crash multiple raves when I'm back in town tho :) Promise! * Take someone else feel free but just this once. Long as you promise - no hand holdin' no indecent stuff no INTIMACY mental neither :P Oh please faithful's my middle name :* Fuck really wish you could make it Make it up to you 100%
Long time no see :] There's this merc I know and haven't seen for a while… oh yeah it's you! :D C'mon pick up gotta tell you how wasted me and Slavoy McAllister got at this N54 rave xD Think we might've burnt down half the studio… by accident ofc XDD Hey, V? Pick up, choom Still can't top you 'n' me as a wrecking crew ;) Fuck, you ok? Pick up dammit not funny V 13 missed calls from: Kerry Eurodyne
You ghosting me? Fuck, pick up! Really?! Can't even bother to send ONE word?! Just gonna pretend like nothin happened, huh? COWARD
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eashmo · 1 year ago
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7 minutes in hell, or is it heaven? Part 9
-I'm Here-
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Warnings: smuty chapters, fluff, and lots of angst. Billy is a soft, mushy boy for y/n.
A/n: another long chapter! trying to find decent 80s dresses was a bitch because the fashion companies were going through it back then. 😆 also, I know Billy's outfit isn't prom ideal like a tux would be.
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*y/n pov*
"Hey shitbird you're riding in the back," Billy yelled at Max, who was starting to get in the front seat as we walked over.
"Hey y/n, your riding with us?" She asked.
"Indeed I am, kiddo," taking her into a quick hug.
"Awesome!" She happily says.
I smiled at her then to Billy, who was trying to hide a smile while he got in. During the ride, the atmosphere was quit, other than Max's Walkman blaring "running up that hill" by Kate Bush in her ears.
I whispered to him with a small laugh "Well so much for hiding the relationship for a bit. Couldn't wait until tonight."
He chuckles, "I'm actually glad it's out." He says as he places a hand on my thigh, giving it a squeeze.
"You guys are being too mushy. Just say love you always." Max fake gags.
"You told her?" Looking at him in disbelief.
"She sort of figured it out." He sheepishly says.
"Because I'm a genius," she laughs, taking off her headphones.
"Fuck off Maxine!" He snaps flicking her off.
I started to laugh at their step siblings antics, because I knew that Billy cared for Max deep down. He just doesn't know how to tell her that, tho. Pulling into my driveway.
"Thanks for the babe, see you tonight."
"Anytime princess, see you later."
*small moment at the mall*
Sitting with Nancy and Robin at the food court, I pushed my food around with my fork while Nancy talked away. I wanted to listen, but my mind was on Billy and prom.
'Y/n? Are you alive, sweetie?" Nancy asks.
I look up at her, "Yeah, sorry, kinda zoned out." I chuckled.
She laughs. "I was just asking, when did you and Hargrove finally make a move with one another."
"Literally last night, but we've been secretly been friends since the day after the incident at the gym. Sorry for not telling you guys."
"Really?! That's great, so are you finally going to tell us why his nose was broken?"
"I punched him because he was being a dick." I say which was sorta the truth.
"Well, color me impressed, I have noticed you been a bit ballsy lately since after the party." She chuckles.
" So you guys aren't mad that I never told you the truth about stuff between us?" I asked.
The girls shook their heads no. "we are kinda hurt that you couldn't come to us, but we also understand, I'm just glad you can finally say you're dating Hargrove because your daydreaming was quite sad this year." Robin says through a small laugh.
Scoffing "Oh piss of Ro-Ro" laughing with her.
"Honestly the way he looks at you seems like you have him wrapped around your fingers, it's actually really adorable how he looks at you, never thought I would see the day that he would actually obey someone." Nancy says.
Laughing, I shook my head in amusement.
"So what the hell are you planning on wearing? Leave it to us for doing this last minute." Robin says.
"I honestly don't know." I shrugged. Getting up, we headed to vaporwave for our dresses.
We tried on literally everything in the store, but nothing seemed right.
"Wait here, I think I know what you ladies need." The older female clerk says.
The clerk pulls out three beautiful dresses from the back room.
"Ladies, I think we officially found our dresses!" Nancy yells as we all jump up and down.
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*time jump*
Standing in front of the mirror in my mirror, half put together. The reflection of the clock on my dresser reminded me that I was running out of time to get ready. Breaking eye contact with myself, I reached over and took the dress out of the bag.
"Come on, y/n," I breathed nervously . I stepped into the dress, slipping on my heels. All that was left was the zipper.
It was just Billy. I shouldn't be nervous. But I was going to prom with Billy Hargrove, the most beautiful man in the entire school, who is now my boyfriend. which was even hard to believe. It had taken us forever to even get to this point. We tiptoes around feeling this year.
Someone knocked on the front door, shaking me out of my mind. They let themselves in without waiting for an answer.
"Billy, is that you?" I called from my room.
"Yes, baby girl, it's me." A husky voice travels up the stairs.
"I'm almost done!"
He chuckles, "Take your time, beautiful."
Taking a big breath, I walk out of my room. Stopping at the top of the stairs. I notice Billy's head is down as his fingers fiddle with the corsage box. Clearing my throat, his head whipped up fast. "Fuck he's gorgeous" I thought as my eyes wander over him, he's wearing a leather jacket, a red button up that was barely buttoned, paired with jeans.
"W-wow y-you look absolutely amazing, baby girl." He stuttered a little.
"Did the famous Billy Hargrove just stutter?" I laughed.
"I take it back," he grumbles
Walking up to him, placing a hand on his chest. "Thank you, and you don't look half bad yourself." Moving my hand behind his neck, pulling him down for a kiss. A soft kiss. He pulls away with a smile, slipping the corsage onto my wrist. "Susan helped me with picking this out." He quickly says.
"I'm nervous......" I say quietly, "people are going to stare."
"Let them stare, but I'm nervous too, more so because I don't want to mess this up."
Giggling "love you dork."
"Love you too, nerd," he says, kissing my forehead.
"Do you mind zipping me up?" I asked as I turned my back to him. His fingers feathered by back until he reached the zipper, pulling it up swiftly.
"Are you ready, princess?" He asked, holding a hand out. Without hesitation, I nodded and took his hand.
*at prom*
We met up with Nancy and Robin in the school parking lot, along with Jonathan and Vickie. We chatted for a few minutes before heading in.
As we filed into the school gym, we all stared in amazement at how incredible the decorations looked. The gym was completely decked out with silver stars and streamers; it looked like the night sky. Seeing other classmates dancing to "take on me" by A-ha, genuinely enjoying the night. It was everything we could have imagined. With that, Nancy, Jonathan, Robin, and Vickie went running onto the dance floor.
"Let's get some food and drinks," Billy whispers in my ear.
Nodding, I follow him over to the refreshments table. Both of us grab food and drinks for us and everyone, we found a table that was near the dance floor.
"I can't believe I'm actually at a dance." Billy laughs a bit.
"Thank you for asking me and taking me. Since middle school, I've always wanted to experience a dance, especially with someone." I shyly say.
"Anything for you, princess." He smiles as he grabs my chin, looking up at him. I see how the lights made his blue eyes like sapphires, and his hair glows like a halo around his face. This man is literally going to be the death of me, I thought. He leans in, his lips hovering over mine, getting inpatient. I seal our lips together with desire.
Robin laughed at the both of us, "Christ, get a room, you two."
"You never know Buckley, we might." He jokes, earning a hand over his mouth.
*few minutes later*
"Now it's time for a slow song, so grab your special someone," the dj says over the speakers.
*"Right here waiting" by Richard Marx starts playing*
Billy got up from his seat. "may I have this dance?" He grins, holding out his hand.
"Yes, you may."taking his hand with a huge grin. Stopping in the middle of the dance floor, I was beginning to get embarrassed with everyone staring, my arms shakily wrapping around his neck, while his confidence ones slink around my waist, we begin to sway back and forth, I rested my head on his chest, my head under his chin, hearing his heartbeat I closed my eyes and savored the moment.
"Oh, can't you see it, baby? You've got me going crazy. Whenever you go, whatever you do, I will be right here waiting for you." He sings in my ear with the song.
Laughing "you are so cheesey."
He laughs with me, "You love it."
Looking at him, "indeed I do."
The song slowly ended. we made our way back to our groups table, and my friends were still on the floor together, I giggled at them, being weird to the song "You Spin me Round" by Dead or Alive. I saw Billy bobbing his head to the beat, which made me giggle harder.
"What?" He asked.
Smiling, "Nothing, I'll be right back. I'm going to the restroom."
"OK, princess." He says.
*few seconds in the bathroom*
While I was finishing up in the stall, I heard a group of girls come in, peering through the crack between the door. I saw that it was Anna, Veronica and Mary.
"Did you see how hot Billy looks tonight?" Veronica says.
"Oh, I definitely did. It's a shame he came with that ugly fat cow, I would be a much better date." Anna says as she checks herself out in the mirror.
"You know they are dating, right?" Mary sneered.
"They won't be for long when he sees me." Anna says as they cackled out the restroom.
My heart felt like it had been crushed into a million pieces. Tears were brimming were brimming my eyes. Letting out a long, shakey sigh, walking out of the restrooms, and going into the hallways. Walking through the empty corridors, the music gets quieter and quieter. Tonight was supposed to be the best night of my high school life, and it was turning into a nightmare because of my insecurities. Maybe I was having second thoughts about everything.
"Best night of our lives, my fucking ass." I mumbled to myself.
"Baby?" Billy voice broke the silence behind me, causing me to jump.
"B-Billy! Why are you here?"
"I saw you leaving the gym, princess. What's wrong?" He asks with concern in his voice. I threw my arms around him, pulling him close. He wraps his arms around me, I bury my face into the crook of his neck, and tears fall down my face.
"Baby girl, tell me what happened?" He asks again. Gently rubbing my back, pulling away enough so I could look into his eyes.
"How can you love someone like me? Someone that looks like me." I whisper.
"What?!"
"I overheard a few girls talking about me in the restroom. One of them wanted to steal you away because she prettier."
"Don't listen to those cunts, she will never be my type, she will never be you, you hear me?" He was getting angry.
"I love you y/n, you're stuck with my crazy annoying ass whether you like it or not."
Laughing through tears, "I love you too, I'm sorry for being insecure.
"It's ok baby, you know we don't have to go back in there if you don't want to, we can just go home, yeah? Get into bed, binge watch horror movies." He says calmly, hoping to sooth me.
I take a deep breath, "what about prom?"
"It's kinda overrated," he jokes.
Laughing "it kind is, isn't it?, let's go day goodbye to everyone."
Walking back into the gym, I was glued to his side. He noticed how I stared at a group of girls that were looking at us. "Were they the one?" He asks into my ear, shaking my head yes.
"Which one wanted me?" He asks, and I secretly pointed to Anna.
"Stay here, I'll take care of it." Was all he says as he walks to their table. Anna was smirking like she had won, but her smirk literally turned into a Shriek has billy poured her drink over head. He bent down to her ear.
"I wouldn't have looked at you if you were the last girl on earth, let alone touch you. You can never compete with y/n," he says loud enough for me to hear.
There was no denying that people were staring now, some even whispering. It started to make me nervous. He took me into his side again.
"You're amazing Hargrove you know that, right?" Grinning.
He chuckles. "I know, I try."
We looked into others' eyes. Everything was perfect. No one else around us mattered.
"You're cute." He winks , pulling me into a kiss, before being rudely interrupted by two people throwing their arms in between us. Pulling us back a bit.
"Jesus hargrove, you're heavy to move," Nancy says, struggling to move him. He chuckles at her.
I turn to Robin, who has me. "Didn't I tell you two to get a room!" She jokes again.
"Oh shut up," I joked back, slapping her shoulder lightly.
It really was a perfect end to a perfect night. What could top this?
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I had this idea for a while now but didn't have the courage to post it. (My courage comes in liquid form rn so don't look too close on spelling and all that) maybe I'll polish this a little once I am sober
I thought about Robin and Steve working in some lil bar/club as the people who book bands and whatever other acts come there. They have a lot of fun searching through the offers they get sent by artists. When they're being a little tipsy, they choose based on the looks of the artist entirely. Something along the lines of "oooh they're looking cute/hot, they can come to us".
Because the club is so small the team is pretty much like a little family. Idk maybe Nancy works the financial stuff, Jonathan obviously takes the pictures and takes care of programms and flyers, Robin and Steve take care of the artists or help Argyle behind the bar.
Lot's of the bands playing there are regular visitors. Playing there whenever they're in the area. Obviously Eddie and Corroded Coffin are one of the regular acts. They've played there almost every year since their first time and became great friends with the staff too. (If Eddie fell head over heels for the very cute guy that pretty much cared for almost all of their backstage needs, that's nobodys business but his)
In this particular case the line between professional stuff and friendship blur and more than once the Corroded Coffin guys stayed at a staff member's flat instead of a hotel. Usually they crash at Robin and Steve's apartment because they have the biggest spare room. (If Steve offers his room up for Eddie because he once complained about Jeff's snoring, that's entirely for the sake of Eddies sleeping schedule and nothing else)
Usually these days turn into a giant sleepover with random jam sessions at late hours of the night. They're all just a big group of friends having a beer or two and some weed after four of them had a great gig. Plus they pretty much see each other only once a year or so because Corroded Coffin are either touring, working on new albums or they're simply busy with their regular jobs. Sure they make a bit of money with their gigs but it's not like they're Metallica.
One year Steve gets an unexpected call from Eddie, a week before CC are supposed to play at their bar. He's a little nervous and asks if its okay if they bring along one more person to their gig, to help out with the merch stand and get a feeling forthe life on tour. Steve of couse says it's okay and tries his best not to freak out when he hears Eddie say "great! She'll be thrilled" before hangig up.
See the thing is, ever since the day Coroded Coffin played there for the first time, Steve was equally head over heels for Eddie. Sure metal was a bit different from what he usually listened, but it's not like he hated it either. Plus Eddie knew how to put on a show, capturing his fans and just make everyone have a good fucking time. He even climbed the balcony over the dancefloor once, playing a wicked guitar solo up there and nearly giving Steve a heartattack.
It didn't help that they've been flirting pretty much nonstop since CCs third visit, talking late at night when all their friends were asleep, about nothing and everything. They once or twice even made out after one too many beers, both knowing they wanted the other but neither had the courage to make the actual first step and now Steve was pretty certain Eddie found himself someone that isn't him.
By the time CC arrived at the bar, Steve had managed to pull himself together. He decided to be happy for Eddie and whoever managed to catch his heart, even tho it hurt like a bitch. Imagine his surprise when Eddie introduces him to their new merch girl Max Mayfield. As in Eddies sort of little sister. One of the things he and Steve talked about late at night was their respective "annoying little siblings" that they both were still very fond of.
After that revelation the day went on as usual, meaning Eddie and Steve flirting and earning eyerolls left and right. Robin had called them hopeless, today with backup from Max. Little do they know that it won't be hopeless for much longer.
During their last encore Eddie searches the little crowd of people for one very cute person in a way too bright outfit for a metal show, smile getting wider when he spots him. "That next one will also be the last song for today", he starts "it's a little different than our usual stuff so I won't be too upset if you leave early". That makes the crowd laugh and whistle. Eddie let's out a nervous laugh too before gripping his guitar a little tighter. "It's for someone right here in this room aand I hope I won't fuck all of this up" he says, looking over to Steve one last time before he starts playing.
And yes its a different kind of song from what he usually plays but sue him, he's in love. It's still heavy enough to make up for the lyrics he poured all of his heart into and surprisingly the fans don't seem to hate it as much as he thought. He hopes Steve doesn't hate it either. As the final notes ring out and the applause starts, he's too afraid to look for Steve again so he quickly sayes his goodbyes to the fans and hides backstage.
He knows he can't stay there forever, eventually making his way out to the merch stand with the other guys to help out Max and talk to the fans. The rest of the night happens in a blur. He's distinctively aware of giving autographs, taking pictures and eventually packing up for the night for the usual sleepover.
Steve didn't have time to talk to Eddie after the set, his brain was mush but in the best way and Argyle needed help behind the bar. He doesn't quite know how to function after such an Eddie way to confess, but apparently he does.
In the end they talk late at night again, only this time it's both of them curled up in Steve's bed and if they share a sickly sweet kiss before finally falling asleep, that's nobody's business but theirs.
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intoxicatingintimacyy · 3 months ago
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Hi all! I’m on the hunt for some new partners (not replacing anyone of course) that are interested in angsty, romantic and, of course, dramatic plots. Aside from that though, I am 26 which means all of my partners NEED to be 18+. Also, another lil request if possible: I just moved to the PST and would love some partners over here or who are at least awake during these hours, not a requirement tho!
We can discuss rules, limits and triggers privately if we decide to move forward. Also, when it comes to ooc chatter I don’t mind fangirling or general chit chat, but what does bother me is holding conversations for days on end with no replies or no mention of replies. I find making friends through roleplay a bit awkward so if it happens organically I’m here for it, but I don’t want it to be forced. I hope that doesn’t make me sound harsh.
Right now I’m specifically on the hunt for four fandoms/pairings: Criminal Minds, Stranger Things, MCU & Teen Wolf.
In CM I’d be looking for someone to play Spencer Reid opposite of my character, Olivia Chandler. Olivia is a Gale Weathers type if you know Scream at all, but FAR less of a bitch. I think there’s a lot of longevity for this pair as Olivia is afraid of commitment whereas I see Spencer just hesitant when it comes to romance at all, especially if we set this after Maeve. There’s a lot to her backstory that I think could make for an interesting twist a little further along, but we could do different cases and such and it would be fun!
While I haven’t watched S4 of ST yet (atp I’m just waiting for S5 to rewatch all of it lol), I know most of what happens, but this plot would take place more of s2-s3 and maybe in an AU space s4. I’d be playing an original character, Nancy and Mike’s troubled cousin from New York, and would want to pair her alongside Billy Hargrove. I think they’re ‘fuck this small town’ attitudes would work well along with other things.
In the MCU I’m looking for someone to play as Loki. Don’t fret if you’re not completely caught up on the more recent marvel projects, as the plot(s) I’m looking for would take place preferably pre-Thor. Pre-thor would be lighthearted until we potentially see Loki discover his true heritage and what that means. What does it mean to him? What does it mean to a girl he’s grown up with (my character)? What does it mean to those around him? Themes like that! I’m totally open to other ideas as well and will definitely send you info on my oc when we connect, but this is the basic plot I have in my head rn!
As for Teen Wolf, I’d love for someone to play Derek Hale against my canon-divergent version of Paige Krasikeva. For those who don’t remember, Paige was teenage Derek’s girlfriend who was scratched by an alpha and Derek had to kill himself. In my version, Derek thinks he killed her but Peter brought her back to life and sent her off with her parents who moved. Now she’s back in season 3A as an adult music teacher at the high school with no memories of Derek or werewolves.
If any of this sounds interesting, let me know or add me on discord toxicdeliquency#7795
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direwombat · 2 years ago
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wip wednesday again, huh?
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tagging: @detectivelokis, @sstewyhosseini, @baldurrs, @strafethesesinners, @strangefable, @fourlittleseedlings, @purplehairsecretlair, @schoute, @gaeadene, @g0dspeeed, @sukoshimikan, @poetikat, @josephslittledeputy, @madparadoxum, @euryalex, @clonesupport, @ivymarquis, @vampireninjabunnies-blog, @nightwingshero, @deputyash, @harmonyowl, @aceghosts, @inquisitors-grave, and anyone else who i maybe missed and who has something to share (but no pressure <3)
no formally written fic to report this week, so have some of the outline for the horror and the wild (the werewolf au). this is is the beginning of act/chapter 2
Scene 11:
Syb POV: Syb starts noticing the differences in her. Certain things are better. Her sense of smell and her hearing for example. She’s also stronger and faster than before. She ran down a meth-head and took him down without a problem. But also her eyesight changes and she’s gone colorblind. She goes home early from work after eating one of the brownies Nancy brought in since she started vomiting afterwards. Eli is over and has been kind of hover-y after that weird night. She goes to bed but gets hungry in the middle of the night. She goes to the fridge and starts eating raw ground beef. 
Scene 12:
Jacob POV: Joseph is upset that Eli isn’t dead. But no one is more upset about it than Jacob. He underestimated Syb. He thought she’d seek out comfort in her pain. Not revenge against him. But she proved herself to be an adept hunter. It took him almost the entire night to shake her. She just got hungry and was distracted by a herd of deer. But he promises to bring her in. Train her good. Get her loyal to the pack and to kill. (he controls her forced changes by teaching her how to shift in and out of them — ie, using Only You to get her into the feral phase). 
Scene 13: 
Syb POV: She catches scent of Jacob in town while doing her grocery shopping. He smirks at her when she sees him. She drops her basket and she chases him down through “back alleys” of town. She tries catching him using her human senses, but it’s not enough. He’s playing games with her. “Use the gifts I gave you, Jackrabbit,” he taunts. And it’s bizzare how she feels it more than anything else — a low rumble that makes her bones thrum. She snarls (in the animal way) and she smells for him. After that, it’s much easier. She shoves him against a wall 
Syb: *growling* The fuck did you do to me?
Jacob: You wanna find out? Gonna have to follow me back to a den of wolves. That something you really want? ‘Cause I warn you, sweetheart, we may not let you leave.”
Syb: You threatenin’ an officer, Mr. Seed?
Jacob: *grins wickedly* I’ll let you arrest me, girl, if that’s what you really want. *licks his lips* But then you’ll never know. 
Reluctantly she lets him go. He lifts his hands up and walks away backwards, giving her a come-hither motion with his fingers before turning around. She truly hesitates, but ultimately angrily storms after him.
Scene 14:
Jacob POV: He takes Syb back to the Vets Center. He’s still kind of undecided on whether he’ll let her go afterwards. He wants to bitch her so bad. Get her underneath him, writhing and whimpering. And he will, in due time. But he needs to get her trained first. He takes her to meet Joseph and Joe explains an (incomplete) down low of what’s happening. He tells her that the Seed boys were born as Werewolves. Daddy Seed was a werewolf, but he was a rabid one (one turned when bitten as opposed to being born one). Because of this, they weren’t allowed to join any packs because many of them relied on Pedigree. So Joseph made his own pack, taking in Strays (this is all bullshit tho. Daddy Seed was bitten and turned, but the boys weren't born as werewolves. Daddy Seed bit them when they were kids but Jacob is the only one who has the memory of it. The lie Joseph gives Syb is the lie that Jacob told Joseph.)
Syb: So everyone’s here of their own volition?
Joseph: No one is being held against their will, Deputy.
Syb: And if at any point in all this, I say I’ve had enough, I could just walk out that door. No one’d stop me or harass me afterwards?
Joseph: *gives Jacob a pointed and disappointed look that gets Jacob shifting uncomfortably* It would take some negotiation, but I’m sure we could come to some sort of agreement.
Jacob invites her to run with him. Show her how to voluntarily shift. It’s easier with a guide and he can help her keep her mind when she shifts. She argues against him, but reluctantly agrees.
Jacob: … If you’re not with us, then you’re against us.
Syb: And why should I trust you, hmm? You’re the one who put me in this situation. I really want nothin’ to do with this.
Jacob: Too bad. Letting you figure it out on your own is dangerous and it’s just going to get people killed.
Syb: *sarcastically* Aww, how sweet, you do have a heart. 
Jacob: I don’t. Letting you run around like a wild animal puts the Pack at risk. You don’t comply, then you’re a threat -- and I can’t allow that. 
Syb: Jesus, you sure know how to make a girl feel special, don’t’cha?
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findroleplay · 3 months ago
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Hi all! I’m on the hunt for some new partners (not replacing anyone of course) that are interested in angsty, romantic and, of course, dramatic plots. Aside from that though, I am 26 which means all of my partners NEED to be 18+. Also, another lil request if possible: I just moved to the PST and would love some partners over here or who are at least awake during these hours, not a requirement tho!
We can discuss rules, limits and triggers privately if we decide to move forward. Also, when it comes to ooc chatter I don’t mind fangirling or general chit chat, but what does bother me is holding conversations for days on end with no replies or no mention of replies. I find making friends through roleplay a bit awkward so if it happens organically I’m here for it, but I don’t want it to be forced. I hope that doesn’t make me sound harsh.
Right now I’m specifically on the hunt for four fandoms/pairings: Criminal Minds, Stranger Things, MCU & Teen Wolf.
In CM I’d be looking for someone to play Spencer Reid opposite of my character, Olivia Chandler. Olivia is a Gale Weathers type if you know Scream at all, but FAR less of a bitch. I think there’s a lot of longevity for this pair as Olivia is afraid of commitment whereas I see Spencer just hesitant when it comes to romance at all, especially if we set this after Maeve. There’s a lot to her backstory that I think could make for an interesting twist a little further along, but we could do different cases and such and it would be fun!
While I haven’t watched S4 of ST yet (atp I’m just waiting for S5 to rewatch all of it lol), I know most of what happens, but this plot would take place more of s2-s3 and maybe in an AU space s4. I’d be playing an original character, Nancy and Mike’s troubled cousin from New York, and would want to pair her alongside Billy Hargrove. I think they’re ‘fuck this small town’ attitudes would work well along with other things.
In the MCU I’m looking for someone to play as Loki. Don’t fret if you’re not completely caught up on the more recent marvel projects, as the plot(s) I’m looking for would take place preferably pre-Thor. Pre-thor would be lighthearted until we potentially see Loki discover his true heritage and what that means. What does it mean to him? What does it mean to a girl he’s grown up with (my character)? What does it mean to those around him? Themes like that! I’m totally open to other ideas as well and will definitely send you info on my oc when we connect, but this is the basic plot I have in my head rn!
As for Teen Wolf, I’d love for someone to play Derek Hale against my canon-divergent version of Paige Krasikeva. For those who don’t remember, Paige was teenage Derek’s girlfriend who was scratched by an alpha and Derek had to kill himself. In my version, Derek thinks he killed her but Peter brought her back to life and sent her off with her parents who moved. Now she’s back in season 3A as an adult music teacher at the high school with no memories of Derek or werewolves.
If any of this sounds interesting, let me know or add me on discord toxicdeliquency#7795
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* English is not my first language I apologise
* Gif is not mine
* Triggers: swearing
Summary: It’s your first time being a interviewer for the UFC, you work for a European sport program. Something happens in the crowd during the press conference and that gets you Nate’s attention.
Y/N POV
Nancy and I walked to our seats. “Are you ready, first time we’re doing this.” She asked while typing something on her phone. “Yes, little bit nervous but that’s okay.” She hummed at my response. We both took sat down on our seats and I looked around. The seats were getting filled, most of them are men, here and there is a woman but let’s say there are 6 woman and at least 24 men if it’s not more. “Well I am nervous, never done this in my life, I’m just a camerawoman.” Nancy said while putting her phone away. “It’s okay, I’ve been in these meetings before, never for a fighting sport but the concept is the same.” She nodded. “But I think I like it tho, something different.” I agreed on that one too. “Yeah, getting out of your comfort zone.”
“Ladies and gentlemen we are going to start the press conference……” they started to announce the fighters, they walked one for one on the stage and took a seat. “Last but not least, Nate Diaz.” He walked with his arms up into the stage and took a seat. “I like him.” Nancy whispered softly at me. He does looks good, and is a great fighter as well.
A weird looking guy behind us was laughing and talking the whole time. Nancy looked behind her who was being rude. The guy looked straight into her eyes. “What your looking at, bitch” she turned immediately back. I looked at her. “What happened?” I whispered. “I looked behind me and he looked at me, asking me what I was looking at.” She whispered back. I gave her a nod. “Just ignore him.”
The guy didn’t really stopped, it got worse, he started to kick Nancy seat, talked a bit louder, other people in the room got irritated, some of them Sssh him or give him looks. It was almost my time to asked a question, the microphone was two persons away.
Nate POV
“This one for Dana……” the press conference is like always, boring. The same questions, stupid questions, lame people who are silently judging you. I looked at the person who asked Dana a question. The whole atmosphere on that side is tense. I saw two ladies in the front trying to ignore the whole situation. I looked around to find the trouble maker and saw a guy behind them, talking, laughing and kicking one of the seats in front of him. People looked at him irritated. “Thank you for your answer Dana.” The mic went to the next person. “I also have a question for Dana, what do you think about…..” then the guy stands up and tries to take the mic, a small fight began between the two of them. “Hey! What’s going on.” Dana said, people started to laugh. Then the beautiful young lady in the front stands up. She grabs the mic away, the two guys looking at her. “You shut up and you don’t let this fool take away your mic.” I smiled at her attitude. Then She tries to give the mic back but the weird looking guy tried to snatch it out of her hand. She was quicker and pulled away, the guy launched forward trying to fight her. “Bitch!” She gave the mic back to the media guy in the front. She picked up her bag. “Let’s go outside then, you wanna fight, let’s go then.” A other lady stood up and tried to calm them down. Then the guy launches forward to the other lady and hits her. Then it got all chaotic, people jumped in and before we know it, the press was cancelled, security was called in and they took 7 people out of the room, including the two ladies.
I walked out of building when I saw the two ladies sitting down on a bench. One was calling the other on was waiting. “Yeah we fucked up, some guy hit me and it went al south. No we’re fine just a bit shaken up, yeah sure.” She gave the phone to the other one. “They wanna talk to you too.” She nods and takes the phone from her. “Hey sorry about it, yeah i know was not very smart of me, no your right, she’s okay just a black eye but nothing to worry about, yes of course, alright talk to you later, bye.” She hung up and gave the phone back. “We are so lucky that I have a good reputation.” They both started to laugh. “That’s why I signed myself up with you.” She playfully hits her arm.
I walked closer as I saw the guy walking around. “Oh no, not him again.” He walked to them. “You bitches, I’m not done with you two.” He pointed at them. “Just leave, I’m not in the mood now.” He just laughs at them. “Hey! She said leave.” I walked up to them. “Listen mate, just turn around, this is not your business.” They guy pointed at me. I grabbed his hand and punched him in the face. “Idiot.” I pushed him away from us, he stumbled away holding his nose. “You broke my nose.” Blood was spilling out. “Good, otherwise I had to punch you again, motherfucker.” The guy run off. I turned around and met the two of them looking at me. “He gone now.” “Thank you but you didn’t had to do it.” I shrugged my shoulders. “Nahh its fine, he deserved it after he harassed you two.” They smiled. “Well thank you Nate for your help.” “No problem….” “Y/N.” “Nancy.” They both said there names. “Y/N and Nancy.”
Y/N POV
He looks at me and give me a small smile. “I like your attitude.” He said while giving me a nod. “Here.” He gave me his phone number. “If you wanna hang out. Then call me” I started to blush. “I will.” “Good, can’t wait.” He winked at me and walked away. Nancy was freaking out. “He totally likes you.” “I think I like him too.”
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roleplayfinder · 1 year ago
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Hi all! I’m on the hunt for some new partners (not replacing anyone of course) that are interested in angsty, romantic and, of course, dramatic plots. Aside from that though, I am 25 which means all of my partners NEED to be 18+.  Also, another lil request if possible: I just moved to the PST and would love some partners over here or who are at least awake during these hours, not a requirement tho!
  We can discuss rules, limits and triggers privately if we decide to move forward. Also, when it comes to ooc chatter I don’t mind fangirling or general chit chat, but what does bother me is holding conversations for days on end with no replies or no mention of replies.  I find making friends through roleplay a bit awkward so if it happens organically I’m here for it, but I don’t want it to be forced.  I hope that doesn’t make me sound harsh.
  Right now I’m specifically on the hunt for four fandoms/pairings: Criminal Minds, Stranger Things, MCU & Teen Wolf.  
  In CM I’d be looking for someone to play Spencer Reid opposite of my character, Olivia Chandler.  Olivia is a Gale Weathers type if you know Scream at all, but FAR less of a bitch.  I think there’s a lot of longevity for this pair as Olivia is afraid of commitment whereas I see Spencer just hesitant when it comes to romance at all, especially if we set this after Maeve.  There’s a lot to her backstory that I think could make for an interesting twist a little further along, but we could do different cases and such and it would be fun!  
  While I haven’t watched S4 of ST yet (atp I’m just waiting for S5 to rewatch all of it lol), I know most of what happens, but this plot would take place more of s2-s3 and maybe in an AU space s4.  I’d be playing an original character, Nancy and Mike’s troubled cousin from New York, and would want to pair her alongside Billy Hargrove.  I think they’re ‘fuck this small town’ attitudes would work well along with other things.  
  In the MCU I’m looking for someone to play as Loki.  Don’t fret if you’re not completely caught up on the more recent marvel projects, as the plot(s) I’m looking for would take place preferably pre-Thor.  Pre-thor would be lighthearted until we potentially see Loki discover his true heritage and what that means.  What does it mean to him?  What does it mean to a girl he’s grown up with (my character)?  What does it mean to those around him?  Themes like that!  I’m totally open to other ideas as well and will definitely send you info on my oc when we connect, but this is the basic plot I have in my head rn!
  As for Teen Wolf, I’d love for someone to play Derek Hale against my canon-divergent version of Paige Krasikeva.  For those who don’t remember, Paige was teenage Derek’s girlfriend who was scratched by an alpha and Derek had to kill himself.  In my version, Derek thinks he killed her but Peter brought her back to life and sent her off with her parents who moved.  Now she’s back in season 3A as an adult music teacher at the high school with no memories of Derek or werewolves.  
  If any of this sounds interesting, let me know or add me on discord toxicdeliquency#7795 
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tineteenieworld3 · 2 years ago
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“I didn’t run away this time.”
You did tho. Like no one was asking you to bitch slap those bats for no reason, it’s like me walking into a forest and trying to fight a bear.
Oh I just remembered while typing he was trying to distract them…but like didn’t they do that with the guitar? Also, his problem wasn’t the demobats, his problem was the town and the people accusing him of being a satanic follower. He ran away from that. So like, his fight with these animals that aren’t consciously good or evil was a bit wack.
Also, Steve was like useless in the upside down. They all were batshit for that anyway. Like Will almost died down there and everyone was walking in with hazmat suits and demo dogs were crawling around. In season 2 the upside down was terrifying. Hopper went down there and almost died because he got tied in the weeds. HOPPER and like, I get Nancy being down there, but once again wth we’re fucking Eddie, Steve, and Robin doing in the upside down? Also they were joking around and shit. It all felt like such a joke. Seriousness was plucked in that second.
It was just not a good choice in my opinion. And this isn’t even because I don’t really like Robin or Steve (or Eddie) they’re fine characters, but they also are kinda comedic relief characters and that immediately made the UD feel comedic. Also…they just didn’t wear anything to cover their mouths? Dustin, Lucas, Max, AND STEVE all went down into a part of the UD in season 2, they should know that.
It was all so ridiculous. Just thinking about season one and characters like Jonathan, Mike, Joyce, Nancy (her being down there was the only part that made even a little sense) only to have random characters that weren’t really a part of all of that just hop down into the upside down and successfully fight off demobats as if it’s some hot and sexy marvel scene of all the avengers fighting together. So unserious.
I’m just ranting. I’m also pretty neutral about the teen characters, so these were just my thoughts while watching season 4. I don’t hate any of them they’re still fun and good characters to watch, but having them be the first ones to step foot in the UD after Will is ridiculous. If anything they should have waiting till season 5 and let Lucas, Dustin, Will, Mike down there. Maybe El and Max too, that would have made sense and been a full circle moment because those kids have been running the show. I think it just made a lot of the stuff that’s meant to be scary or unsettling a joke.
Also this is an opinion, not saying everything I said or even anything I said is correct, just how I feel about it.
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fandom-rpfinder · 3 months ago
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Hi all! I’m on the hunt for some new partners (not replacing anyone of course) that are interested in angsty, romantic and, of course, dramatic plots. Aside from that though, I am 26 which means all of my partners NEED to be 18+. Also, another lil request if possible: I just moved to the PST and would love some partners over here or who are at least awake during these hours, not a requirement tho!
We can discuss rules, limits and triggers privately if we decide to move forward. Also, when it comes to ooc chatter I don’t mind fangirling or general chit chat, but what does bother me is holding conversations for days on end with no replies or no mention of replies. I find making friends through roleplay a bit awkward so if it happens organically I’m here for it, but I don’t want it to be forced. I hope that doesn’t make me sound harsh.
Right now I’m specifically on the hunt for four fandoms/pairings: Criminal Minds, Stranger Things, & MCU
In CM I’d be looking for someone to play Spencer Reid opposite of my character, Olivia Chandler. Olivia is a Gale Weathers type if you know Scream at all, but FAR less of a bitch. I think there’s a lot of longevity for this pair as Olivia is afraid of commitment whereas I see Spencer just hesitant when it comes to romance at all, especially if we set this after Maeve. There’s a lot to her backstory that I think could make for an interesting twist a little further along, but we could do different cases and such and it would be fun!
While I haven’t watched S4 of ST yet (atp I’m just waiting for S5 to rewatch all of it lol), I know most of what happens, but this plot would take place more of s2-s3 and maybe in an AU space s4. I’d be playing an original character, Nancy and Mike’s troubled cousin from New York, and would want to pair her alongside Billy Hargrove. I think they’re ‘fuck this small town’ attitudes would work well along with other things.
In the MCU I’m looking for someone to play as Loki. Don’t fret if you’re not completely caught up on the more recent marvel projects, as the plot(s) I’m looking for would take place preferably pre-Thor. Pre-thor would be lighthearted until we potentially see Loki discover his true heritage and what that means. What does it mean to him? What does it mean to a girl he’s grown up with (my character)? What does it mean to those around him? Themes like that! I’m totally open to other ideas as well and will definitely send you info on my oc when we connect, but this is the basic plot I have in my head rn!
If any of this sounds interesting, let me know or add me on discord toxicdeliquency#7795
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stay-pos-cos · 4 months ago
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Eh as a trans guy I'm not sure I agree with your points for trans Sam (you're totally entitled to your opinion ofc tho, this isn't meant to be an attack, just an addition to the discussion so feel free to straight up delete this message lol). The feeling impure stuff (for me) doesn't really start until *after* he finds out about ingesting Azazel's demon blood, before that he feels different because his family is poor and they have to move around a lot but he equally feels different to both John and Dean bc they don't feel a need to be "normal", so to speak.
As for the demon blood as testosterone.... uh it comes off as a little bit transphobic? I'm rly not trying to be a wet blanket about it but testosterone making you violent is a myth, a pretty transphobic one. The demon blood storyline is intended to parallel an addiction so comparing it to hormone treatment doesn't really work. This is the point I take the most issue with actually because it's genuine misinformation and paints all trans guys as violent addicts.
Dean calling him Sammy is literally just sibling behaviour, I call my siblings versions of their names even if it annoys them and they do the same to me. (You could probably more apply this point to Crowley, who calls him Samantha).
Dean also calls both men and women, as well as male and female monsters "bitch", making it a gender neutral insult for him. Sam on the other hand mostly refers to women using the term.
Lots of cis men have long hair and Sam's hair really isn't that long. So that's pretty surface level and I don't see what it would have to do with being trans. It's fairly surface level but ig I can sorta see it.
The only person who tries to imply that Sam is less of a man's man is Dean, which tbh is 2000s sibling behaviour, Sam repeatedly does the same to Dean. In every encounter they have (aside from the people who mistake them for a couple), Dean is the one who has his masculinity questioned (when Elliot Ness calls him a nancy, when they're sent back in time and the men say Dean's clothes are too clean, the whole mess with the Campbell's at the beginning of s6).
I totally understand where you're coming from and your points are absolutely valid.
I will say however that my father and I have both been on T and were absolute bitches until our doses were figured out hormones make people act weird sometimes. Though that part of the post was explicitly called a joke. (The parallel between his addiction and Crowley's was wonderfully done in my opinion)
Once again your opinion is valid but I seem to recall Sam telling Dean that as a child he never felt like he belonged, like "a freak". Beyond their weird childhood.
Thank you for sharing another perspective :)
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intoxicatingintimacyy · 4 months ago
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Hi all! I’m on the hunt for some new partners (not replacing anyone of course) that are interested in angsty, romantic and, of course, dramatic plots. Aside from that though, I am 26 which means all of my partners need to be 18+. Also, another lil request if possible: I just moved to the PST and would love some partners over here or who are at least awake during these hours, not a requirement tho!
We can discuss rules, limits and triggers privately if we decide to move forward. Also, when it comes to ooc chatter I don’t mind fangirling or general chit chat, but what does bother me is holding conversations for days on end with no replies or no mention of replies. I find making friends through roleplay a bit awkward so if it happens organically I’m here for it, but I don’t want it to be forced. I hope that doesn’t make me sound harsh.
Right now I’m specifically on the hunt for four fandoms/pairings: Criminal Minds, Stranger Things, MCU & Teen Wolf.
In Criminal Minds I’d be looking for someone to play Spencer Reid opposite of my character, Olivia Chandler. Olivia is a Gale Weathers type if you know Scream at all, but FAR less of a bitch. I think there’s a lot of longevity for this pair as Olivia is afraid of commitment whereas I see Spencer just hesitant when it comes to romance at all, especially if we set this after Maeve. There’s a lot to her backstory that I think could make for an interesting twist a little further along, but we could do different cases and such and it would be fun!
While I haven’t watched S4 of Stranger Things yet (atp I’m just waiting for S5 to rewatch all of it lol), I know most of what happens, but this plot would take place more of s2-s3 and maybe in an AU space s4. I’d be playing an original character, Nancy and Mike’s troubled cousin from New York, and would want to pair her alongside Billy Hargrove. I think they’re ‘fuck this small town’ attitudes would work well along with other things.
In the MCU I’m looking for you to play as Loki. Don’t fret if you’re not completely caught up on the more recent marvel projects, as the plot(s) I’m looking for would take place preferably pre-Thor. Pre-thor would be lighthearted until we potentially see Loki discover his true heritage and what that means. What does it mean to him? What does it mean to a girl he’s grown up with (my character)? What does it mean to those around him? Themes like that! I’m totally open to other ideas as well and will definitely send you info on my oc when we connect, but this is the basic plot I have in my head rn!
As for Teen Wolf, I’d love for someone to play Derek Hale against my canon-divergent version of Paige Krasikeva. For those who don’t remember, Paige was teenage Derek’s girlfriend who was scratched by an alpha and Derek had to kill himself. In my version, Derek thinks he killed her but Peter brought her back to life and sent her off with her parents who moved. Now she’s back in season 3A as an adult music teacher at the high school with no memories of Derek or werewolves.
If any of this sounds interesting, let me know or add me on discord toxicdeliquency#7795
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darkrpfinders · 5 months ago
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Hi all! I’m on the hunt for some new partners (not replacing anyone of course) that are interested in angsty, romantic and, of course, dramatic plots. Aside from that though, I am 25 which means all of my partners NEED to be 18+. Also, another lil request if possible: I just moved to the PST and would love some partners over here or who are at least awake during these hours, not a requirement tho!
We can discuss rules, limits and triggers privately if we decide to move forward. Also, when it comes to ooc chatter I don’t mind fangirling or general chit chat, but what does bother me is holding conversations for days on end with no replies or no mention of replies. I find making friends through roleplay a bit awkward so if it happens organically I’m here for it, but I don’t want it to be forced. I hope that doesn’t make me sound harsh.
Right now I’m specifically on the hunt for four fandoms/pairings: Criminal Minds, Stranger Things, MCU & Teen Wolf.
In CM I’d be looking for someone to play Spencer Reid opposite of my character, Olivia Chandler. Olivia is a Gale Weathers type if you know Scream at all, but FAR less of a bitch. I think there’s a lot of longevity for this pair as Olivia is afraid of commitment whereas I see Spencer just hesitant when it comes to romance at all, especially if we set this after Maeve. There’s a lot to her backstory that I think could make for an interesting twist a little further along, but we could do different cases and such and it would be fun!
While I haven’t watched S4 of ST yet (atp I’m just waiting for S5 to rewatch all of it lol), I know most of what happens, but this plot would take place more of s2-s3 and maybe in an AU space s4. I’d be playing an original character, Nancy and Mike’s troubled cousin from New York, and would want to pair her alongside Billy Hargrove. I think they’re ‘fuck this small town’ attitudes would work well along with other things.
In the MCU I’m looking for someone to play as Loki. Don’t fret if you’re not completely caught up on the more recent marvel projects, as the plot(s) I’m looking for would take place preferably pre-Thor. Pre-thor would be lighthearted until we potentially see Loki discover his true heritage and what that means. What does it mean to him? What does it mean to a girl he’s grown up with (my character)? What does it mean to those around him? Themes like that! I’m totally open to other ideas as well and will definitely send you info on my oc when we connect, but this is the basic plot I have in my head rn!
As for Teen Wolf, I’d love for someone to play Derek Hale against my canon-divergent version of Paige Krasikeva. For those who don’t remember, Paige was teenage Derek’s girlfriend who was scratched by an alpha and Derek had to kill himself. In my version, Derek thinks he killed her but Peter brought her back to life and sent her off with her parents who moved. Now she’s back in season 3A as an adult music teacher at the high school with no memories of Derek or werewolves.
If any of this sounds interesting, let me know or add me on discord toxicdeliquency#7795
toxicdeliquency
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findroleplay · 1 year ago
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Hi all! I’m on the hunt for some new partners (not replacing anyone of course) that are interested in angsty, romantic and, of course, dramatic plots. Aside from that though, I am 24 which means all of my partners NEED to be 18+.  Also, another lil request if possible: I just moved to the PST and would love some partners over here or who are at least awake during these hours, not a requirement tho!
  We can discuss rules, limits and triggers privately if we decide to move forward. Also, when it comes to ooc chatter I don’t mind fangirling or general chit chat, but what does bother me is holding conversations for days on end with no replies or no mention of replies.  I find making friends through roleplay a bit awkward so if it happens organically I’m here for it, but I don’t want it to be forced.  I hope that doesn’t make me sound harsh.
  Right now I’m specifically on the hunt for three fandoms/pairings: Criminal Minds, Stranger Things & Teen Wolf.  
  In CM I’d be looking for someone to play Spencer Reid opposite of my character, Olivia Chandler.  Olivia is a Gale Weathers type if you know Scream at all, but FAR less of a bitch.  I think there’s a lot of longevity for this pair as Olivia is afraid of commitment whereas I see Spencer just hesitant when it comes to romance at all, especially if we set this after Maeve.  There’s a lot to her backstory that I think could make for an interesting twist a little further along, but we could do different cases and such and it would be fun!  
  While I haven’t watched S4 of ST yet (atp I’m just waiting for S5 to rewatch all of it lol), I know most of what happens, but this plot would take place more of s2-s3 and maybe in an AU space s4.  I’d be playing an original character, Nancy and Mike’s troubled cousin from New York, and would want to pair her alongside Billy Hargrove.  I think they’re ‘fuck this small town’ attitudes would work well along with other things.  
  As for Teen Wolf, I’d love for someone to play Derek Hale against my canon-divergent version of Paige Krasikeva.  For those who don’t remember, Paige was teenage Derek’s girlfriend who was scratched by an alpha and Derek had to kill himself.  In my version, Derek thinks he killed her but Peter brought her back to life and sent her off with her parents who moved.  Now she’s back in season 3A as an adult music teacher at the high school with no memories of Derek or werewolves.  
  If any of this sounds interesting, let me know or add me on discord toxicdeliquency#7795
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ima-ghost-art · 2 years ago
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I'm in the middle of writing a stranger things fic wip with robin getting vecnad and honestly? I forgot how fun it is to write angst lol
Robin faces being disowned by most of her homophobic family, vecna using her dad (the only one who stuck by her and still love her) to cause more harm
Steve having his "I CANT FUCKING LOSE HER" moment (frantically searching for her favourite song only to realise their mixtape is at her house)
Her favourite song is "I'm still standing" by elton John btw
Nancy yelling at him saying "we get it your girlfriend might die but your not the only one who cares about her!?" To which steve loses HIS SHIT bc nancy stop being bullshit that's his platonic soulmate and he loves her more than any romantic fling he could have had in the past bc robin was the first person to except him and ask if he was okay!!!!
Robin then having to face the Russians again, only this time forced to watch steve getting tortured (finally understanding why he wouldnt fully tell her what happened) plus watching/ seeing dustin and erica hurt and blaming her for what happened at starcourt!
She (like steve) blames herself for letting them get involved, she hates that her decoding a secret message for fun led to someone she now loves getting hurt
Everyone is not sure if they are more scared of robin dying in this moment, or steve, who the party is pretty sure has finally cracked when in his last attempt to find a song that means something to robin
Starts singing total eclipse of the heart like a muppet
Oh btw all 4 chapters (maybe more I'm still planning lol) are named after different lyrics from the song
Robin saves herself time by hiding in the memory of her and steve making thier mixtape (Steve's coming out moment/ Robin's dad being AMAZING)
I love Robin's dad in this hes a pretty cool bi king who just loves his two gay children (steve is his son, steve had no choice in the suprise adoption bit prefers him much more over his real dad)
VECNA (the bitch) tells robin as shes escaping that if she doesnt join him, she knows who will be next (yep you stevie boy ;))
Of course robin still escapes, but not without being utterly terrified for her bestfriend, not even sure how to tell him (or the others tbh) that vecna probably wont be targeting max this time, instead choosing to take out their hardest hitter
Que steve and robin having a VERY emotional hug (if they weren't co dependent before, they definitely are now)
Everyone else is just there in stunned silence bc gods damn it that was the most stressful 15 minutes of their lives and it got resolved BY STEVE SINGING BONNIE TYLERS "total eclipse of the heart" LIKE FRICKIN MISS PIGGY
Possibly gunna write a sequel involving steve and him getting vecna'd, (I have so many angsty ideas for this too (plus a bit of steddie)
and a prequel about the whole "mixtape" scene and stuff involving robin and steve being beautiful codependent queens being gay with a king that is Robin's dad helping them learn what love means where I project my 80s music taste onto my favourite characters (obviously that would include other characters but this is all based on platonic stobin so they're only guests lol)
Anywayyyyy this was longer than planned but maybe if other people like this idea it will actually get me to finish it (tho I still dont know how long that would be since I just started my new college course)
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laurafett · 2 years ago
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I don’t want to be your friend
Gareth Emerson x gn! reader
-Gareth and you have been friends since middle school but a heart to heart conversation at a party gets you both to reveal your true feelings-
Even tho there is no explicit smut I don’t want minors to interact!
No mentions of readers gender, appearance, pronouns, sexuality, skin color, weight etc. (If I missed something please tell me)
Warning: friends to lovers, fluff, suggestive language, make out session, curse words, hints to sex
Gareth and reader are around 21-22 here and go to college
Please keep in mind that this is not beta read and englisch is not my first language
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“Stop being a bitch and just do it!” Jeff yelled over the music which played in the background. It was Saturday night and just a few days left till spring break. You and your friends assembled at Dustin Henderson’s, a high school kid you knew a little from the telling of your friends, house to throw a party. There were a bunch of people you just saw in high school once or twice who got invited by Eddie, who promised that they were cool to hang out with.
You knew that a lot of people in this room weren’t too fond of parties, not even after they graduated high school a few years after you, but it seemed that they just needed the right people around them to really have fun. 
Eddie invited you and the former hellfire boys, saying he wanted you to meet his other friends as well. Secretly you knew that this was just a part of his plan to finally get Steve to admit his feelings for him, but who were you to judge? It wasn’t like you were the best at expressing your feelings when it came to the people you had a crush on. Best example would be your friend Gareth.
The both of you have known each other since middle school. It was the day he, Eddie and Jeff performed at the talent show that you were sure you found your people. Walking up to them after their first official performance as “Corroded Coffin” and telling them how cool you thought they were; the boys decided for you to be their number one fan and best friend at that moment. And it actually didn’t change since.
The room erupted in yells and cheers from all people around. You snapped back into reality and looked down to the people playing ‘spin the bottle’ on the floor. A smile tugged at your lips as you watched Nancy’s and Robin’s lips meet in the middle of the circle of people. 
Steve sat beside Robin and clapped while Eddie turned his face into your direction and gave you a knowing look. Eyes rolling, you mouthed ‘It was about damn time’.
You felt something shift beside you on the couch and looked up. Gareth sat back down next to you and threw one of his arms on the cushion behind you. He gave you a smile, looked down at the two women, still kissing, and turned back to you. A theatrical loud sigh left his mouth and he said:”Young love, isn’t it beautiful?”
Slapping your hand against his chest you laughed. “You are literally younger than both of them.”
The man beside you shrugged and took a sip from his beer. His hand, which was no longer on the cushion of the couch, traveled to your neck and began to lightly scratch your sensitive skin there. 
You didn’t know if he knew it but every time Gareth drank, he got touchy. Not in a creepy or inappropriate way, he just liked to be close to people. Most of the time it was an arm around someone's shoulder or waist. Or a hand on someone's thigh or arm. He did it to everyone and yet you still felt nervous every time his skin touched yours. It was just a friendly gesture he did to people he felt comfortable around but you saviored it every damn time, knowing those are the only moments you could enjoy the feeling of his touch.
Relaxing your body a bit more you sank further down into the couch beneath you and also slowly into the frame of your friend beside you. Which didn’t go unnoticed so he used the opportunity to throw his arm completely over your shoulder and pull you into his chest, so your back was almost flush against it. 
His arm slung around your neck, holding you close to him and you could feel his warm breath on the side of your face. Your heart was beating so fast, you hoped he wouldn’t notice. And he really didn’t, too busy resisting the urge to pull you into his lap and kiss you in this very moment. 
Gareth was used to being close to you, even when it came to your body. You two had cuddled more than once and there were countless times where you shared a bed at one of the boys' sleepovers. Anyhow, it was hard to not just give into his secret desire to just confess his feelings for you, every time he was this close to you. 
He had a crush on you since the first day he saw you. His friends knew and even now, after years and years of being friends they didn’t stop teasing him about it. And especially about the fact that neither of you made a move and instead just rather suffered in silence. 
Eddie told him to just shoot his shot, more than once, but Gareth was not so convinced about the fact that you liked him back. Did you like him as a friend? Yes, that he was sure about. Did you like him in a romantic way? Probably not. He saw the people you went on dates with and the people you hooked up with. He couldn’t compare with them. 
He felt your head move and looked down at you. Your lips moved but he couldn’t hear a word you said. Changing his position, he lowered his head so his lips moved directly against the shell of your ear. Goosebumps appeared on your skin when he asked you to repeat yourself. The light stubble on his skin scratched your cheek.
You turned your head further so that your lips were right beside his ear. 
“I asked if you want to go out and smoke a cigarette.” Your voice was a bit raspy from the screaming and smoking which sent a slight chill over his body. 
Gareth downed the last bit of his beer and nodded. His limbs let go of your body and you pushed yourself off from the sofa, holding one of his thighs and squeezing it slightly. He almost moaned at the feeling but managed to hold it in. 
 The others were too caught up in their game to even notice the two of you leaving. Only Eddie and Robin shared a knowing look, internally hoping that their friends finally would open up about their feelings. 
The night air was chilly, hitting the exposed skin of your legs. You went through the pockets of your denim jacket and pulled out the small packets of cigarettes. Grabbing two, you put it back and offered one to the man standing beside you on the porch. 
With a silent ‘thank you’ he took the cig and offered you his lighter. It was silent outside, all you could hear was the remaining sounds of a Blondie song from inside the house. 
Gareth blew out some smoke and looked at the dark street before him.
“Fuck, I really can’t wait to get out of this city.”
You chuckled at his words.
“What? Is the college we’re going to not far enough away from here?” You knew what he meant but it was always fun to tease him about Hawkins. You hated this town just as much as he did.
“The college is like one city over. So, no. It’s definitely not far enough.” His laugh rumbled through his chest and you glanced at him; side eyeing his movements. 
“So where exactly do you want to go if our college is still not far enough.” Bringing your cigarette back to your lips, your head turned into his direction now. He still looked into the darkness of the night.
“I don’t know. Maybe to a different state. Somewhere where the people are not so small minded. Maybe New York? Who knows.”
“So you just want to leave us? Leave me in this shithole with those dumbasses?” Pointing your finger into the direction to the window behind you, the both of you turned around to see Dusting trying to fight Mike in the middle of the living room, while the others cheered around them.
He giggled at the sight of his friends. God, he wished he had more confidence around you. He really wanted to say something smooth. Something so he would seem cool to you. Something that would make you fall for him. But he couldn’t think of a single thing.
“I’m really going to miss this. I mean, we only live one hour from here now and I already miss it.” Gareth turned so he was able to look at you. Your eyes stayed fixed onto the window or more like at what was happening behind it. 
He took in your face, the light from inside painting it in a yellow color. You were so beautiful. Every part of your face seemed so soft and ready to be caressed by his hands. It took everything in him to not just touch you right now. It seemed like his body was screaming to get closer to you, to find at least the slightest bit of skin to skin contact. He was glad that he didn’t drink that much, because if he had he probably wouldn’t be able to resist the urge to give in to his thoughts. 
You noticed his staring and looked at him. A smile was on his pink lips and for a second you thought about kissing him. 
“‘What?” You asked as you looked into his blue eyes, feeling butterflies in your stomach with the way he stared at you. He looked like he was in thoughts and you desperately wanted to know what he thought about while looking at you like that. 
“You could come with me, you know.” Right after saying this, the man snapped out of his dream world. His stomach dropped and panic clouded his mind. He didn’t mean to say this out loud. There was no way you would move across the country with him just because he had a crush on you. Internally yelling at himself for being so stupid, he tried to seem calm on the outside; already trying to find a way to make it sound like it was just a joke.
You looked at him in disbelief. He couldn’t be serious. 
“You want me to move to New York with you?” Gareth could hear the shock in your voice and ignored the way his heart shrunk for a moment. He looked down at his almost completely burned cigarette and snapped it into the grass in front of the house. 
“It doesn’t have to be New York. We could-” Eyes searching yours, he could see the conflict behind them. “You know what, just forget it. Just pretend I didn’t say anything.” He tried to laugh through it but it sounded more painful than anything. 
Snapping your own cig into the bushes you took a step towards him and put your hand onto his forearm. His eyes were glued to his feet, no way he would be able to look at you again after embarrassing himself like this. 
“Gareth, I’m sorry. I didn’t mean to sound rude. I just-” You searched for the right words. The right words to tell him that you would drop everything for him in a matter of seconds if he really wanted you to move away with him. “I just can’t think of a reason why you would want me to come with you.”
His head shot up, brows drawn together as he looked at you. Did you really just say what he thought you said?
“What the fuck?” He breathed out a laugh and ran his hands through his curly hair. “You couldn’t think of a reason why I would want you to come with me? Are you serious right now?” His slightly aggressive tone caught you off guard and you took a step back from him. The man noticed the change in your appearance and took a deep breath, he definitely didn’t mean to scare you. 
“I’m sorry. I just, shit, I just don’t understand why you would say that. The real question is, why wouldn’t I want you to come with me? We’ve been friends since forever, we spend almost all our free time together. I-” He closed the small distance you put between the two of you and grabbed your shoulders. “I can’t even think about a future without you. Everytime I think about my future I see you. How we graduate college together, how we get our first jobs together, how we move in and live together. Everything. You’re my best friend.” Gareth almost cringed at the last part. You weren’t his best friend. You were his soulmate. 
Small tears started to form in your eyes. Tears of joy, one might think, because this was the exact way you thought about him and you were more than happy that he also saw his future with you. But the reason the tears started to make their way across your face was your own stupidity. Because for a short moment you really thought he saw you as something else than a friend. For one short moment you hoped that he wouldn’t call you his friend again. 
“What’s wrong? Why are you crying?” He panicked. What did he do wrong?
You forced yourself to laugh through your tears. “Nothing. I’m okay. I just-”
His hands moved to grab your face, his thumbs wiping away the hot tears on your heated cheeks. “No. Please tell me. I don’t want to see you crying.” He looked so concerned, almost heartbroken.
“Gareth.” Taking in a deep breath, you weighed your changes. It was now or never. “What if I don’t want to be your friend anymore?” 
His skin got pale and his mouth hung open. The anxiety in his chest crept into his lungs and he felt like couldn’t breathe anymore. He was sure he would throw up. Removing his hands from your face, he looked away from you. He could feel the tears burning in his eyes. Out of all the ways this evening could have gone, he didn’t expect this.
While his body turned away from you, you gathered all your remaining courage to keep talking and reached for his hand to stop him.
“No, wait. It’s not like that.” With all your strength you pulled him back into your direction and used your other hand to turn his face to yours, holding it while you kept talking. “I don’t want to be your friend anymore, because I like you.” His brows furrowed, telling you that he didn’t understand a single word you said. 
“Gareth, I am in love with you. I have been since we met in middle school. And I don’t want to walk around anymore and pretend like we are just friends. I-”
“You’re in love with me?” He didn’t let you finish, his glossy eyes searching yours.
“Yes.” You nodded. It was silent. Every second that went by was like a knife hitting your skin. The man didn’t speak, he just looked at you. Concern crawled its way into your mind. What if he didn’t want to be your friend anymore, now that you confessed your feelings for him? What if he hated you now, because you destroyed your friendship? What if-
But you weren’t able to finish your last thought because you felt two warm hands grabbing your face again. Pulling you into his direction till you felt his soft, plush lips on yours. 
At first you weren’t able to register what happened. Gareth, your best friend and secret crush, kissed you. Did you fall asleep on the couch and this was all a dream? 
He pulled away and looked down at the puzzled expression on your face. 
“I’m sorry, I should have asked first. I just couldn’t hold myself back.” A smile spread across his face. “Do you know since when I wanted to do that? Since fucking middle school when you complimented my drum skills. Fell head over heels in that moment.”
He grinned at you, small tears making their wait out of his eyes. You couldn’t help but laugh. 
“You’re such a fucking dickhead.” Grabbing his wrists you pulled his face to yours and connected your lips again.
This time was different. You kissed him back. He kissed you with more force, almost knocking you over. His hands went to your hips, pulling your body flush to his while your hands snuck around his neck and buried themselves into his hair. 
The feeling of having him so close to you made you dizzy, feeling his lips against yours made your stomach turn in the best ways. 
After some time he pulled away from you, heavy breathing and looking at your swollen lips. 
“Fuck. This. This is another thing I want to do in the future with you.” 
“No one is stopping you.” You grinned at him and before you were able to form another thought, his lips were on yours again. Slightly pulling his hair, he moaned into your mouth. 
His large body moved you backwards till your back hit the wall of the house. Letting his mouth wander, he kissed his way down your chin and neck. Scraping his teeth over your skin, all you could do was hold onto his curls and moan into the cold night air. 
One of his legs pressed itself between yours. Moving his head back up he smirked at your already desperate expression. 
“Fuck. I love seeing you this way. Can’t wait to see you whining under-”
Before he was able to finish his sentence, the door beside you got ripped open and a drunk Jeff popped his head out. 
“There you are. Get the fuck inside, we’re doing karaoke now.” And a second later he was gone again. 
Gareth groaned into your neck while you laughed. Slightly pushing his body off of yours, you walked towards the door. 
“Now come on. You really want to miss how Eddie and Steve sing ‘Total Eclipse of the Heart’ together?” Grabbing his hand you pulled him inside with you.
He stopped you right before you entered the living room again. “Are we-” He cut himself off and started to nervously scratch his neck. “Are we dating now?” You couldn’t help yourself but giggle.
“One minute ago you were ready to fuck me on the porch of the house of a friend and now you’re getting shy?” His cheeks turned pink as he joined your laughter.
You pressed a quick kiss to his lips. “Yes, we are dating now. And when we drive back to college tomorrow we have all the time to ourselves.” Leaving a trail of kisses on his neck you could feel a silent moan escaping his throat. 
“I can’t wait.” He gave your ass a soft slap before the two of you went back to your friends. 
Neither of you would have expected this night to go this way, but you were more than happy how it ended. 
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If people like this I might write a part two in which they get down to business ;) And either way I’m always happy about feedback :)
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