#namgyu roleplay

[nam-su-gyu]

namgyu's jaw clenched as he stared at thanos— at the way he stood there, hesitant, small, like he was waiting for the slightest reason to bolt. his eyes flickered down to his bare feet, to the way he was shivering just standing there.

he shouldn’t care. he didn’t care.

but his hands were already moving before he could think too hard about it.

he turned to his dresser, yanked out a pair of thick socks, and tossed them toward thanos without a word.

“just put them on,” he muttered, still facing away, like this wasn’t a big deal. like this wasn’t him worrying.

his fingers curled around the edge of the dresser for a second before he exhaled sharply and turned back around.

“and don’t be fucking stupid,” he muttered. “you can sleep in my bed. the floor’s cold.”

he didn’t look at thanos as he said it. just walked past him and grabbed his wrist, tugging him toward the door.

“come on.” his grip was firm but not rough.

he led thanos through the house, straight into the kitchen, barely giving him time to protest.

without a word, he started rummaging through the fridge, pulling out whatever he had that wasn’t complete garbage. he knew thanos hadn’t been eating properly. he could see it. and it pissed him off.

he shoved something into thanos’ hands— something decent, something warm.

“eat.” his voice was flat, almost careless, like it didn’t matter to him whether thanos did or not. but he stood there. watched him. made sure he did.

his arms crossed again, his nails pressing into his sleeves.

“you look like shit,” he muttered, eyes flicking over thanos' face, his body, his hands. "pathetic."

but he was still right here. still making sure he ate.

it happened so suddenly. but it was bound to happen. the was nothing in the house other than screams, yells, tears. more screams, occasional items being thrown.

thanos said words. namgyu said words. thanos went too far. namgyu went too far. at the end of the day. thanos doesn’t blame namgyu. if..the tables were turned, he would do the same.

living with namgyu and his parents was like a godsend to the older boy. a place he could call home. roof under his head. food on his place. an odd but welcoming family. all gone at the click of a finger. because of how stupid su-bong was.

he remembered it like it was just yesterday. namgyu pointing a finger thanos and telling him to fuck off. to grab his shit and get out. su-bong couldn’t believe it. how stupid was he? he tried his hardest to be good. to not be kicked out..again. but he was nothing but a failure. he kept fucking up.

“go to that bridge again and really do it this time.” the words replayed in su-bongs voice.

“you’re a slur who’s so needy you crumble immediately under a man’s touch.” i guess he wasn’t as nice either.

actions have consequences. and for thanos. his consequences consisted of losing the things he valued the most. his family. the roof under his head. his lover.

sat in his car, su-bong let out sobs and wails, hanging his fists against his head until they bled. it was cold. but he didn’t want help. he did this to himself. this was his own fault. he needs to suffer the consequences of his own actions.

su-bong may not have thought it through. the past two months was spent in agony. stealing food from convenience stores. picking up change from the floor. it was winter and snowing. he was sure he wasn’t going to survive. the homeless shelters were booked. nobody wanted to take in a homeless junkie.

it was supposed to be the worst winter, korea’s ever had yet. the snow was thick, trapping the boy in the car. his hands were shaking, face gaunt and cold. his hair was scruffy and disheveled and long. he looked a bit too much like..his older self. like a girl. he glanced at himself in the small car mirror. he had a beard. having no access to basic toiletries. the man. he hasent been able to pay for his last shot of T. he didn’t know what effects would be if he missed two months but.. here he was.

maybe it was a bad decision. maybe it was the hyperthermia speaking. the cold air puffing out of the man’s purple lips as he wobbly walked up to the front door of the house he once knew. god he missed this place.. so much. he prayed to every god known to man that maybe.. just maybe.. they ..namgyu would let him stay. even for one night- out of the cold.

a cold hand knocked on the door. it was weak but there. he rested his forehead against the cold door, sniffling slightly as his nose ran. jumping, thanos pushed some hair away from his eyes, squinting as the door opened.

“nam-“ su-bong breathed out, voice cracking slightly.

“please help me..”

namgyu stared, his fingers gripping the doorframe so tight they ached. his whole body was tense, stiff with something too sharp, too overwhelming to name. the cold wind cut through him, but it wasn’t the chill making his blood boil— it was him. the wreck of a man standing in front of him, shaking, barely holding himself up.

his lips curled in disgust as his eyes dragged over thanos, over the unshaven face, the tangled mess of hair, the way his clothes hung off of him like they didn’t fit anymore. he looked like he had been chewed up and spat out by the world. like a ghost. like a fucking failure.

namgyu let out a sharp breath, nostrils flaring. “are you fucking kidding me?” his voice was low, cutting, but there was something just beneath the surface, something unsteady.

his hands twitched at his sides. he wanted to grab thanos, shake him, make him explain everything. he wanted to yell, to scream, to—

“what the fuck happened to you?” the words came out more like a snarl than a question. “you look like absolute shit. you smell like absolute shit.” his jaw clenched so hard it hurt. “what, you think you can just show up here, knock on my door, and what? expect me to feel bad for you?”

he laughed, but there was no humor in it, just something bitter, something sharp.

his fingers dug into the fabric of his sleeve, grounding himself, keeping himself from doing something stupid. he couldn’t show weakness. not now. not with thanos looking at him like that.

his heart was pounding, too loud, too heavy, but his face was unreadable. his fingers drummed against his arm.

“give me one good fucking reason why i shouldn’t slam this door in your face right now.”

nothing.

namgyu inhaled, slow, deep. and then— before he could stop himself, before he could think— he let out a sharp, angry sigh and yanked the door open wider.

“get the fuck inside before you die out here,” he muttered, turning on his heel before he could see the look on thanos’ face. before he could feel anything about this.

because if he let himself stop and think, if he let himself feel—

he wasn’t sure what would come out of him.

[nam-su-gyu]

PURPLE HAIRED TWINK TAKES FAT LOAD!!! (SLUT)

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[nam-su-gyu]

thanos ears twitched as he opened his eyes. the room was pitch black, the sound of distant snores from other players could be heard.

thanos slowly opened his eyes, feeling his heart quicken up. there was someone sitting at the end of his bunk. shadow covering their face. was someone up here with him? he knew some of the players on the other side were planning an attack. were they starting with him first.

the sound of the heartbeat echoed in his ears as he felt the weight of the figure leave his bed, slowly climbing down the ladder. leaving out a small breath, thanos instinctively reached for the small locket around his neck.

it wasn’t there. it was gone. thanos sat up quickly, eyes darling around the room as he adjusted to the darkness. small light could be seen around the room. just barely making out the figure what seemed to be walking quietly away from thanos’s bunk.

it was namgyu.

namgyu moved swiftly down the ladder, letting out a slow breath, convinced he was in the clear. just a few more steps, and he’d be back in his own bunk.

but then, a shift in the air made him pause.

his instincts flared, and he turned his head slightly— only to lock eyes with thanos.

even in the darkness, he could see the way thanos sat rigidly in his bed, his eyes wide, his hand still gripping at his now-empty neck.

so, he had woken up after all.

a slow smirk curled at namgyu’s lips, amusement dancing in his expression. he tilted his head just slightly, as if to taunt thanos further, whispering— "yeah, i took it. and you didn’t think i had the balls, did you, bro?"

[nam-su-gyu]

if you really loved me you would've at least told me you were breaking up with me

hey gays i’m single again hmu #gay

[alive-thanos]

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[uygman]

— 𝓨ou thought. . . 𝓘 couldn't do anything, 𝓡ight?

2P NAMGYU .

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2p namgyu explanation

[nam-su-gyu]

my handnds are so fuckin shaky. idk hoq long i can go without thekm lol. anybdoy else got sum?? ill pay hwoever. pls

[nam-su-gyu]

you have an expression you can only find in gay middle eastern porn

people are worried about tonight… nobody is admitting it, but it’s obvious

I wish we didn’t have to do this… if we could only stick together and fight them, not each other

[1nam2gyu4]

you shouldn't had stabbed my semi—she deserve to live.

idgaf LMAOO she thought she was better than me and paid the price.

[uygman]

Hey Nam Nam!!! you never told me you got a hair dye!!!

@mi-nyeo-the-star

‘ . . .bleached. ’

‘ refrain from calling me nam nam. my name is nam-gyu, hope thats clear. ~♪ ’

‘ anywho. . . your name is? ’

[1nam2gyu4]

Can I see u and Thanos' sex tape PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE (ik yall have one..)

WE DON’T HAVE ONE STOP ASKING💀💀

[uygman]

“you look so much like that other guy.. why is there two of us? is your hair dyed? mine is too!”

- @dlr0wsonaht

‘ ahh. . . do i? ’

‘ i don't see it. we have many differences. ’

‘ my hair is bleached, not dyed, but i understand the confusion : ) one with dark hair cannot simply dye their hair white. . . ’

‘ hmm ~ it'd be cool though, wouldn't it? ’

[nam-su-gyu]

PANTHER MY BOY MY HOMIE MY BAE MY POOKIE MY LOVER MY BOYFRIEND ILYILY not high

yeah you're high go take a nap or something

[nam-su-gyu]

r u awake

if anyone disturbs my slumber.

you will be shot in the head.

[1nam2gyu4]

Why do you bully my poor voy Min-su? :(

because hes a total fucking loser??