#nam joon boyfriend

[muniimyg]

NAKED // KNJ

note to self: take baths alone from now on

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in which nam joon takes any and every opportunity to see you naked

pairing: boyfriend nam joon + oc 

au/genre:

(new) established relationship

non-idol au

fluff, crack, and smut

warnings:

explicit langauge and behaviour ...

cockwarming & riding,, some titty grabbing & basic ass position changes

THEY SAY ILY FOR THE FIRST TIME :D

note: originally posted on @/meowachi ,, revised !!

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The water is colder than you expected. 

Your body reacts with goosebumps to which you let out a shiver. Maybe you took too much time getting everything ready that you missed this bath water’s prime temperature… Guess you didn’t girl-math this right. 

Oh well. 

There’s always next time, right?

Thankfully, his bare body holding yours makes it easier to adjust. He nuzzles his chin on your shoulder and wraps his arms around your waist, not missing the chance to hold your breasts for a moment. You scold him as if it’s second nature and he leaves a trail of kisses up and down your neck as an apology. 

Then, you take this moment in. Honestly, setting up music was a good idea. Along with the scented candles, the bubbles in your bath, the bath lavender bath bomb, and the bath salts—all such amazing details. Everything would’ve been perfect if only Nam Joon wasn’t complaining every five seconds. 

“I hate baths.”

“I don’t know what I’m doing here.”

“The bath salts went up my ass—”

Finally, you shush him.

“Please,” he cries, “can we fuck?”

Rolling your eyes, you raise your hand and flick him with your fingers. He purses his lips and shuts his eyes in response. Nam Joon sighs, feeling defeated for the nth time tonight. Prior to this bath, he had suggested shower sex. To which, you argued you’d be too afraid to try since you’re as clumsy as they come… And he himself… Well, it was nice of him to ask.

It’s not like you didn’t want to have sex tonight… No, of course, you do. Your handsome and beefy boyfriend was naked, holding you.. Who wouldn’t be turned on? You just feel like being annoying. You want to push him as far as you can. You want to see how good he stays. How well self-disciplined he is. 

So, you sink into his body again, taking another deep breath in. 

Let’s try this again.

Relax.

You want to relax. 

That’s all you want to do.

It doesn’t last. A few giggles escape your lips as he begins to place small kisses on your shoulder all the way to the sides of your face. 

“Nam Joon…” you attempt to sound annoyed.

In his low voice, he hums; “Yes, my love?”

“You’re not making me feel relaxed!” Suddenly, you squirm as he bites your shoulder playfully. “I want to—stop that! I just want to relax, Joonie! You said you wanted to join me. You insisted.”

“Sorry, sorry,” he murmurs, only half meaning his apology. No, he wasn’t sorry. He was a man, after all. What idiot would turn down being naked in a tub of water with you? Fucking losers, that’s who. 

He squishes your body closer to him. “So... is this what you do?” 

You nod.

“Is this all that you do? This is so boring. You don’t even have those ducks to play with or like a toy boat that moves—”

“Nam Joon,” you warn, groaning at how talkative he’s becoming. “You can leave. I wouldn’t mind watching you ass walk away right now.” 

He laughs in response, getting the hint. You want to relax. He wants to be with you. This was the middle ground.

“Sorry,” he means it this time. “I’m just bored.. Like, I pictured this to be more… Sexy? Aren’t you supposed to seduce me?” Nam Joon wiggles his eyebrows at you. To that, you offer him and confused look.

“Who knows? Maybe I’ve been seducing you this entire time..” you gaslight.

He lowers his gaze. “You’ve been ignoring me since the minute we settled in the tub.”

“Aren’t you turned on?”

“No.”

You smile at him warmly, yet your tone is cold. “My love, if that’s the case… Then why do I feel your dick poking in between my legs right now?” 

He gulps.

“It’s hard.”

“I thought you said it’s boring.”

Nam Joon whines, “___, my dick is hard. I’m bored. Please sit on it.”

You gasp. 

Although, you can’t say you aren’t surprised. You’ve been together for less than a year yet he has never missed a chance to suggest such acts. Most days, you’d give in and it would be a good time. But today… You figure it would be much more fun to be a tease. This mood is sponsored by your incoming period. Regardless if it’s PMS or all your stress from work; it didn’t really matter. You just knew you weren't in the mood for super wet, slippery, hot sex in cold bath water. Imagine all the water that would be splashed on the floor! You’d be the one left to clean all of it up. Nam Joon would probably slip and hurt himself if you ordered him to do the cleaning duties.

“Okay,” you tease. “I’ll sit on your dick.”

He cheers. 

“But I won’t move.”

“W-what?” Nam Joon blinks. 

You shrug, pushing yourself up on his lap. When you find his length, you quickly guide it inside of you. No warning, not even a little rub in between. Nam Joon gulps the second he feels his cock inside of you. Unlike the water, you’re so warm. He hisses, feeling his dick begin to throb inside your tight walls. 

“M-mean,” he hisses. “You’re so mean.”

Ignoring him, you sink yourself even deeper. Now, he’s fully inside you and you’re completely sitting on him. You feel his tip and how far he is inside you.. It makes your body feel tingles and you honestly contemplate if you should just give in.

He feels so good. 

… And you hate to admit it but you overestimated yourself.

You’re having a hard time too. 

Yet, you stick it through. You have to! Rare are the moments you get where Nam Joon loses complete control.

“You asked me to sit on your dick. Sure, I’ll sit on your dick… But I’m not moving. I’m not going reverse cowgirl style. I’m not going doggy. I’m not fucking you.”

“So you’re just going to cockwarm me?” he asks, feeling betrayed. “But you love riding me!”

You glare at him. “No, I don’t. It’s tiring. It’s boring.” 

Nam Joon’s eyebrows furrow together. He tries his best to focus on your words and not how perfect you are inside of him. He’s stressed as fuck but he needs to prove to you that he can get through this… He has a feeling that winning you over will get him the reward he’s been after. 

“Then why do you do it?” 

This is news to him too. You always looked like you enjoyed riding him. Honestly, you probably ride him more than you two do in any other position. Also, why would he question it? You never really complained until now. It’s one of the things he liked so much about you.. It’s like, you just knew him. 

“You love it and I love you—”

Your eyes widen.

Did you really just say that? All this time, you were worried about slipping… Who knew it wasn’t about your body but rather your words? 

You two haven’t said it to each other yet. God, this is so fucking embarrassing. In this position too? In a fucking cold ass bath? It should’ve been more romantic! Plus, he should’ve said it first! You had it all planned out.. You were going to get it out of him before you could say it first. 

As you open your mouth to deny, take back, or spit out an excuse, his words make your world stop. 

“I love you too.”

Your breath hitches. “W-what?”

“Yeah,” he scratches the back of his neck. “I’ve been meaning to tell you.. For the past like… Six months but I couldn’t find the right moment. I figured one day, you’d just get it out of me yourself.” Nam Joon looks awfully shy to you right now. It makes your heart flutter. 

“I thought the same,” you confess. “I wanted you to say it first.”

“Okay,” Nam Joon chuckles, “Then I said it first.”

Your heart begins to pound louder and faster. God, was he always this good with words? In all honesty, Nam Joon has no problem being the first to yield or confess.. He just needed time. Right now, he knew it well. You’re the right person at the right time. He’s so grateful.

“I wanted it to be more romantic.”

Instantly, he dips his head and kisses you slowly. When he pulls away, he rests his forehead against yours. “A slow kiss. Romantic, right? Better?”

You shake your head. 

“You have to hold my hand when you say it,” you whine. “It only makes sense that way.”

“Then, you have to look at me,” he negotiates. “You can’t be looking the other way when I say it.”

“Fine.”

You shift, pulling his dick out for a second. You adjust yourself, opening your legs and facing him. Now, your breasts were completely in front of him. He takes slow deep breaths as you put him inside you again. You wrap your arms around his neck and tilt your head. 

God, you’re so sexy.

With or without clothes, Nam Joon thinks you’re the sexiest human to ever exist. It wasn’t because your body was perfect; it was all because of the way you carried your confidence. It was that exact something he sensed and fell into an intense trance over. Moments like these play over and over in his head when he’s away from you. Moments where he feels so close to you. Physically, this was it. There is nothing more he could ask for. 

You: naked and on top of him. 

But more than that, what makes moments like these so special is the fact that he feels like he knows your soul. Bare, imperfect and so loving. It was sexy to have someone like you. It was something he had never experienced before with past loves. This was a first for him. A first real, sexy, and beautiful love. It was more than your body—it always has been. Regardless, who is he to not try? At the end of the day, he has needs. 

“Say it.” 

He laughs as he intertwines your fingers together. He raises them above the water to show you. Bringing your hands to his lips, he looks up at you and kisses your knuckles. 

“I love you, ___.”

You pout. 

He kisses your wrist and then pulls you closer to him. He kisses your breast, your collarbone, your shoulder, your cheeks, and the corner of your lip. “I’ve loved you for a while now. I’m sorry it took a cold bath to get it out of me.”

“Should’ve taken a bath together sooner.”

He laughs into your kiss. “Too bad the bath salts aren’t making me feel too sexy right now,” he confesses his uncomfortability. This is his last attempt. “Unless…”

“Spit it out,” you say, unamused.

“It’s just—”

“We’re not fucking in this bath of cold water, Joon. Give it up!” you laugh as you cup his cheeks together. You squish his lips with your thumb and index, making kissy faces at him. “No more fucking around.”

His suggestive eyes suddenly soften. “Fucking? ___, I wanted to make love… Since, you know.. I love you.”

Three times.

He said, “I love you,” three times now.

And perhaps, you’re not built for this hard-to-get lifestyle when the love of your life says such dreamy things. Of course, you’d give in. As they all say; the third time’s a charm. 

You burst into laughter, unable to hold yourself back. Desperately, you kiss him for what feels like forever, and as much as you resist; you end up riding him. 

The second you move yourself up and down, Nam Joon’s eyes widen and he smiles into the kiss. He can’t believe he won you over. 

“Fucking finally… Or should I say… Finally fucking?” Nam Joon chides, liking his word play more than he should.

Nerd alert.

You grunt, “s-shut up.” 

As you two continue to make out, you begin to move your hips as you slowly but surely begin to bounce on his hard cock. It feels so good to finally do this. As you move at a faster pace, the water begins to splash and for a second, you turn your head to make sure it isn’t going to flood the floor. But Nam Joon places his hand on your chin and the top of your neck, guiding you to look at him. 

“Don’t look away,” he hisses. “It’s just water. Focus on me.”

You nod, biting the inside of your cheeks. 

For stability, you place your hands on his chest. You feel his heart and how fast it’s racing. His skin has little goosebumps due to the cold water, but you can also see sweat from his forehead lightly layer on top of his perfect skin. His eyebrows are knitted together, as he gathers all his mental strength not to cum yet. At one point, you see his lips make an ‘o’. Why was he trying so hard to last? 

“Just cum,” you assure him. “It’s fine.”

He shakes his head, refusing to give in this early. “It’s your fucking boobs,” Nam Joon blames. “Mmhff—s-shit. What the hell. Fuck it.” 

Without warning, he places his hands on your waist and lifts you up. Nam Joon gently, yet firmly, turns you over. Your chin rests just over the rim of the tub, along with your arms. Your back is arched as he backs your ass up to his dick. He takes his fingers and plays with your clit for a bit. You moan, unable to fathom just how fucking sexy this all is. You feel yourself coming close. Before you know it, he sticks himself back in and begins to pump. Nam Joon pumps himself at a steady pace. At first, they were short and fast strokes that made the water spill over and you moan louder than usual. As you reach your peak and so does he; his strokes transition to long and deep ones. 

After a few more pumps, he lets himself go and cups your breasts with his hands. You don’t feel his cum inside of you as your walls still tingle, but you know it’s inside. Regardless of the water, you just know he creamed you messy as usual. 

As you two catch your breath, he kisses your neck once again. 

“For round two…” Nam Joon teases, “I’m thinking shower sex. Thoughts?”

“Haha,” you play along. “No.”

Nam Joon pouts, giving you puppy eyes. “... But I love you.” 

You can’t help but melt.

Oh, you’re so fucked.

You know for a fact he’ll be using this line for a while… And it’ll work. He’ll get you every time. But it’s okay! You love him too. You want him too. You need him too.

Besides, you’ll be charging him the water bill.

[theinfinitedivides]

Ji Yong: *heads out and kills yet another person as the Vigilante bc his daddy cop boyfriend (Cho Heon) got too cocky and took the credit away from him to clean up some higher up's(?) mess*

his CEO/fanboy copycat boyfriend (Kang Ok) and reporter girlfriend (Mi Ryeo) respectively:

[joonsweeties]

knj 🧎‍♀️

[poisonedprose]

all of us are dead m.list ! - 𝐓𝐇𝐀𝐓𝐒 𝐎𝐔𝐑 𝐋𝐀𝐌𝐏 𝐈𝐓 𝐒𝐇𝐈𝐍𝐄𝐒 𝐋𝐈𝐊𝐄 𝐀 𝐁𝐈𝐆 𝐌𝐎𝐎𝐍

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Started - 2/11/23

Last Updated - 5/17/23

Total Works - 7

perv - yoon gwi-nam x gn!reader (14+ please!) — in which gwi-nam has perverted thoughts about you !

touchy, feely - yoon gwi-nam x gn!reader — in which gwi-nam has to put his hands on your waist to scoot past you

i missed your birthday? - oh joon-yeong oh x gn!reader — in which joon-jeong, your best friend, forgets your birthday

marry had a little lamb - lee su-hyeok x gn!reader — in which su-hyeok proposes to you after making it safely to the roof

jealous - oh joon-yeong oh x gn!reader — blurb about oh joon-yeong being jealous !

focused - oh joon-yeong oh x gn!reader — blurb about oh joon-yeong being focused !

bf - yoon gwi-nam x gn!reader — in which gwi-nam is your boyfriend !

[thatgirlsstar]

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⇢Genre: Fluff

⇢AU: Fast and Furious

⇢Warnings: Cussing, fights, mentions of blood, nicknames used for y/n not by Lee Know (princess, doll, darling, barbie, etc), female reader

Request: No

⇢Characters: Lee Know, Y/n

⇢Word Count: 815

This is my first post so I’m sorry if it’s bad 😭

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You were a famous illegal street racer, pretty amazing for a girl. You caught the eye of one of your best friends, Hyunjin, friends, Lee Know. Of course if the course of your career and getting to know Minho, your feelings started to grow, and his too, eventually a relationship blossomed, which wasn’t unexpected.

“Just be careful alright?” Minho said softly in your ear as you leaned against your car and he was standing in front of you. Your arms around his neck and his wrapped around your waist “Of course.” You said back.

“So this is the princess of street racing” A voice said, a snobby voice at that. You turned your head and stood up from leaning on your car and Minho stood beside you one arm still wrapped around your waist and you crossed your arms “Call me what you will. Who are you?” You said glaring. “I, doll, and the one who you are racing tonight.” He said smirking.

You scoffed and rolled your eyes “Okay.” You said The other 7 boys watching from behind you “Oh is the Barbie scared?” The man asked. “I’m not. What’s your name by the way?” You asked.

“Nam-joon.” He said and you smirked “Well, Nam-joon, may the best racer win.” You said sticking your hand out to shake and he looked at it “Sorry darling but I don’t shake hands with losers.” Nam-joon said and you took your hand back “Alright. Fine, but don’t come crying to me after you lose.” You said and turned and walked away.

Minho loved when you were sassy. You were way different here than when you were alone with him.

After about 30 minutes you got in your car and Minho was standing at the door “Be careful, I know you.” He said and you looked up at him “I will be.” You said and he kissed you before shutting the door.

You turned on the car and revved it. You shifted the shift stick and drove to the starting line. Nam-joon pulling up beside you and revving his engine. You smiled at him and watched as Felix walked in front of the cars with a flag. You smirked and revved your engine again. Felix smiled at you and held the flag up. You got ready. Hand on the shifter and the swing the flag down.

The race was on. You were first. The first turn was coming up. You knew this course like the back of your hand, you could drive it with your eyes closed. You turned the wheel hard and hit the brakes and drifted the corner. shifting to second then hitting the gas again. The second turn a few meters away. Nam-joon was gaining on you and you shifted to third, the second turn finally coming up. You drifted it on the inside and was still in front. You had 8 more.

Finally, the last turn was coming up. Nam-joon was in front. You huffed and shifted again. The last turn was the hardest. You took a deep breath and drifted it perfectly, Nam-joon losing control. You finished first Nam-joon a few seconds after you.

You stopped your car in your spot and got out of your car, your friends and random fans surrounding you. Minho hugged you and then kissed you. You laughed and Nam-joon then came up to you with his girlfriend. He handed you the money for winning.

As he walked away his girlfriend said “I wonder how she even had a boyfriend, she’s to boyish.” You obviously heard it and said “What did you say?”

“Oh you heard me slut.” She said turning around. “Oh me? You’re just with your boyfriend for the money.” You said scoffing. “Wanna say that to my face bitch?” She said getting in your face “Yeah. You’re just with him for money.” You said back in a matter of fact tone and she threw a punch.

You obviously threw one back and that started a fight. You were eventually pulled off by Minho. The girl all bloody. You glared at her and turned around walking away with Minho.

You then heard cop sirens and looked at Minho. “Everyone get out of here!” You yelled and ran to your car pulling Minho “Get in!” You said. “What?!” He yelled. “Get in!” You said back and he did and you drove off till you were home.

As soon as you got home you and Minho walked in laughing your asses off and fell on the couch. “Tonight was eventful” He said and you nodded finally breathing. “That it was.” You said and leaned on his shoulder “Maybe i could teach our kids to drive.” You said jokingly and Minho immediately said “Yeah no.” causing both of you to bust out laughing. This is normally how the night ends.

[parul-044]

♡ Smart boyfriend joon yoeng ♡

⚠anything can be happend! !

{[chapter :1]}

Hlw! My name is y/n,I'm from Russia. I recently transfer to the korea Hyosan High School. And today is my first day in the school.

Su-hyeok :

Loves nam ra, have a crush on her.

Namra:

Class president

Cheong-san :

love his best friend on-Jo.

On-jo:

Having a crush or Su-hyeok.

Joon- yoeng :

2nd in class

Gyeong su :

Cheong-san best friend.

Other characters will be same

Yoon Gwi-nam:

#joong-yoeng x reader

[newtsbloodygf]

(1st part here)

Main Characters (Part 2):

Kim Jennie

Full name: Kim Jennie Ruby Jane

English name: Jennie Ruby Jane

Nicknames: Jen, Nini, Jennie

Other nicknames: baby/babe/bae (Hyunjin, Ni-ki, Lisa), love(Maeve, Hyunjin, Ni-ki, Lisa), darling(Maeve, Hyunjin, I.N.), baby (Maeve, I.N.), hottie (Maeve, Hyunjin, Bangchan), gorgeous (Hyunjin), goddess (Hyunjin), dear (Hyunjin, I.N.)

Name meanings:

Jennie: "(white) fairy", "fair one", "phantom" or "soft"

Other names: (Shining) Star, Moonlight, Best Dancer, Icon, Legend, God's favourite,.Fearless Warrior, Raven, (Love) Witch, Love Spell/Drug, Jendeugi, Jendeuk, Mandu

Born in: 16 January, 1778

Age: 22 years (1st appearance, as of 1800)

Sexuality: Bisexual

Zodiac sign: Capricorn

Species: Vampire, Siren

Citizenship : St. Moritz, Switzerland

Height: 5'4" (163 cm)

Occupation: Warrior

                       Singer-songwriter

                       Dancer

                       Rapper

Actress

Best friends: Maeve Raven, Hwang Yeji, Shin Ryunjin, Lia (Choi Jisu), Hwang Hyunjin, Lee Felix, Kim Seungmin, I.N. (Yang Jeong-in), Kim Jisoo, Lisa Manobal, Ni-ki (Nishimura Riki), Rosé (Roseanne Park)

Ex Relationships: Nishimura Ni-ki (1st boyfriend), Lisa Manoban (1st girlfriend)

Love Interests: Maeve, Taehyung/V, Hyunjin, Ni-ki, Lisa, Yeji

Albums: Solo

Bangchan

Full name: Bang Christopher Chan

English name: Christopher

Nicknames: Chan, Bang, Chris

Other nicknames: baby/babe/bae (Maeve), Wolfie (Maeve), hottie (Maeve), my boy (Meave)

Other names: Wolf(ie), Wolf Bite, Moon, Moonlight, Daddy (Bang)Chan (not in a sexual way, but bc he's the leader of skz), Leader, Best Warrior

Born in: 3 October, 1778

Age: 22 (1st appearance, as of 1800)

Sexuality: Pansexual

Zodiac Sign: Libra

Species: Wolf

Citizenship: Switzerland, St. Moritz

Height: 5'7" (171 cm)

Occupation: Warrior

Singer-songwritter

Dancer

Rapper

Leader

Best friends: Maeve Raven, Hwang Yeji, Shin Ryunjin, Lia (Choi Jisu), Hwang Hyunjin, Lee Felix, Kim Seungmin, I.N. (Yang Jeong-in), Kim Jennie, Lisa Manobal, Ni-ki (Nishimura Riki)

Ex Relationships: Shin Ryujin (1st girlfriend), Maeve Raven (2nd girlfriend), Lia (3rd girlfriend)

Love Interests: Maeve, Hyunjin, Lisa, Yeji, Ryujin

Albums: Nevermind (originally by Nirvana)

Cigarettes After Sex (originally by Cigarettes After Sex)

Jeon Jungkook

Full name: Jeon Jungkook

English name: Timothy

Nicknames: Jun(g), Kook, Tim(my)

Other nicknames: baby/babe/bae (Maeve), love (Maeve), baby (Jennie, Yeji, Lisa), hottie (Maeve, Yeji), dear (Maeve), (my) pretty boy (Yeji)

Name meanings:

Jungkook: "destiny" or "heart's desire" or “pillars of the nation.”

Timothy: "God's honor"

Other names: (Shining) Star, Golden, Icon, Legend, World's favourite, Fearless Warrior, Idol Of Idols, Korea's favourite

Born in: 1 September 1778

Age: 22 years (1st appearance, as of 1800)

Sexuality: Pansexual

Zodiac sign: Virgo

Species: Vampire

Citizenship: St. Moritz, Switzerland

Height: 5'10" (179cm)

Occupation: Warrior

                       Singer-songwriter

                       Dancer

                       Rapper

Best friends: Maeve Raven, V (Kim Taehyung), Park Jimin, Suga/Agust D (Min Yoon-gi), Jin (Kim Seok-jin), RM (Kim Nam-joon), J-Hope (Jung Ho-seok), Hwang Yeji, Shin Ryunjin, Lia (Choi Jisu), Hwang Hyunjin, Lee Felix, Kim Seungmin, I.N. (Yang Jeong-in), Kim Jennie, Lisa Manoban, Ni-ki (Nishimura Riki)

Ex Relationships: Lisa Manoban (1st girlfriend), Taehyung/V (1st boyfriend), Maeve Raven (arranged marriage)

Love Interests: Maeve, Taehyung, Lisa, Yeji

Albums: Golden

Standing Next to You

The Most Beautiful Moment in Life, Part 1

The Most Beautiful Moment in Life, Part 2

The Most Beautiful Moment in Life: Young Forever

O!RUL8,2?

[based-and-rinpilled]

this is on-jo’s boyfriend cheong-san and this is cheong-san’s boyfriend su-hyeok and this is su-hyeok’s girlfriend nam-ra (who is also on-jo’s girlfriend) and this is cheong-san’s other boyfriend gyeong-su and this is gyeong-su’s boyfriend dae-su and this is dae-su’s boyfriend joon-yeong and this is joon-yeong’s friend ji-min and this is ji-min’s girlfriend hyo-ryung. Oh and this is Na-yeon.

[indigo-wild-flower]

Gif packs

Project status:

"Gun" Atthaphan Phusawat: The Three Gentlebros (1/18)

Hwang Hyunjin: Stay m/v + shooting (1/2)

Kim Jisoo: Stay m/v + shooting (1/2)

Kim Seungmin: Ex m/v + shooting (1/2)

"Love" Pattranite Limpatiyakorn: Bad buddy: the series (1/12)

"Tay" Tawan Vihokratana: The Three Gentlebros (1/18)

Yang Jeongin: Ex m/v + shooting (1/2)

Current projects:

Shin Hye-sun: Angel's last mission: love

"Ohm" Pawat Chittsawangdee: Bad Buddy: the series

Fukushi Sota: Hoshi Kara Kita Anata

"Nanon" Korapat Kirdpan: Bad Buddy: the series

Kim Myung-soo: Angel's last mission: love

Luke Ishikawa Plowden: Three Gentlebros

Park Ji-hoon: Weak Hero Class 1

Hong Kyung: Weak Hero Class 1

"Bright" Vachirawit Chiva-aree: Astrophile

"Mai" Davika Hoorne: Astrophile

"Off" Jumpol Adulkittiporn: Astrophile

Lalisa Manoban: Stay m/v

Jennie Kim: Stay m/v

Park Chaeyoung "Rosé": Stay m/v

Bang Chan: Ex m/v

Han Jisung: Ex m/v

Lee Sung Kyung: Sh**ting stars

Upcoming packs:

Lee Jaehyun in A to Boyz Hyunjae ver.

Kim Young Dae in Sh**ting stars

Perth Tanapon Sukumpantanasan in Never let me go

Pond Naravit Lertratkosum in Never let me go

Chimon Wachirawit Ruangwiwat in Never let me go

Park Sojin in Sh**ting Stars

Lee Jung Shin in Sh**ting Stars

Im Changkyun in Overdrive m/v

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[armynoonas]

Joon on Weverse

💜 Namjoon-ssi, do you have plans on performing live with Megan someday?

🐨 I think Megan's too busy

💜 is it winter there already?

🐨 please i really wish it was i wanna shovel the snow away

💜 how did you spend your chuseok?

🐨 exercising, watching youtube, reading books, eating, exercising, watching youtube, reading books, reading webtoons, eating

💜 you've worked hard

🐨 otsukaresama (japanese for 'thank you for your hard work')

💜 i can't breathe until namjoonie replies

🐨 let's be found breathing

💜 namjoon oppa, i'm not feeling well today but i practised the gayageum (korean instrument) and practised singing! it's tiring/hard but when i do something i like, it's fun for the most part

🐨 you're/thats so cool im going to learn an instrument too for sure

💜 namjoon in winter: snow, you xxxx

🐨 welcome, idiot

💜 Namjoon, after you finish your military service, can you do this one more time?

🐨 It's my dream to get a baby perm once i'm discharged But really, is there anything ! can't do?

🐨 I should be getting ready to go exercise now But I can't seem to stick to the diet

💜 I want a boyfriend who responds as quickly as Kim Namjoon

🐨 Someone like me is pretty great, (right?)

💜 Nam-joo-nah, why do I miss you so much like this?

🐨 I feel the same way I'm off to exercise now!

Translations by btsinthemoment, BTStranslation, eternalhyyh

[240918]

[ariakianaz]

It's illegal how Kim nam joon is boyfriend coded , husband coded , daddy coded and breedable . Let other guys have a chance 😭😭

[muniimyg]

THE ART OF WAR (3) // KNJ 

after leaving oc heartbroken all these years, kim nam joon has the audacity to return and attempt to win her back. in his words, love is not over.

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unwilling to accept that their love is over, kim nam joon puts oc’s patience to the test as he puts his plans into motion. he’s more confident, determined, and ever so willing to grovel at oc’s feet for one more chance

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parings:

childhood friend / secret ex-boyfriend nam joon ! + heartbroken / high maintenance ! oc

genre/au:

slice of life

exes to lovers / slight enemies

rich / privileged life au

warnings:

misunderstandings + pettiness + angst

cockiness / jock attitude vs princess / brat attitude

jealousy, implied smut, and sexual tension

this chapter includes a frat party and implied ill intentions !!! stay safe & watch over ur drinks friends

note:

did someone ... say angst ??? welcome . also there are crumbs of jealousy in this chapter hehehee . pls send ur thots nd lov thru interactions w me <3

part 1 | part 2 | part 3 | part 4 | part 5

“No good morning kiss?” 

You freeze, shutting your eyes to soak this feeling in. Defeat? Embarrassment? Frustration? Lucky for you, it’s all of the above. You shift slowly, turning your body to face a sleepy Nam Joon. He reaches for you. 

You sit still, unable to find the words or even process your next move. All you know is that it’s too early for this. The rain didn’t wake you up. No, it wasn’t the morning dew that did it either. Instead, it was the sound of clarity. The sound of birds chirping and the rainfall’s end. Outside still looked angry. You note that there are still cloudy and angry skies. Maybe this afternoon, later tonight, or sometime again this week, they will continue to cry half as hard as you did when you had your heart broken. 

It’s odd. You know exactly where you are and who you’re with… But you can’t comprehend why and what you’re doing. You hadn’t thought this part through. 

The leaving him. 

To be laying in bed with the same man that was responsible for this mess. To be laying beside him with no intentions of letting him love you again or begin again. Yet, you can’t find it in yourself to move. 

Move.

Just move. 

Get up and go—

“Stay,” Nam Joon murmurs, digging his face into the crook of your neck. Your body stiffens, fighting not to melt into his touch. You missed being this close to him. Last night, as much as you hate to admit it, was the best sleep you’ve had in a while. It was the safest you’ve ever felt during rainfall. “Don’t leave me.”

You huff. 

“Rich coming from you,” you spit. You attempt to push yourself up, but Nam Joon wraps his arm around your stomach and keeps you from getting up. You practically bounce back onto the mattress. 

“It’s still raining.”

“No, it’s not,” you correct him. A part of you hates this and loves it all at once because wow, does it feel good be the one that gets to choose to leave or stay. Wow, does it feel good to have him beg you to stay instead of the other way around. “... And it’s still you, Nam Joon. We can’t—”

“We can.” Nam Joon says sweetly, not offering much but this moment between you two. 

You correct yourself. “No, I can’t—”

“Shh,” he hushes. “I can’t hear the rain if you keep talking.”

“Nam Joon, it’s not raining.”

“I know it isn’t,” Nam Joon digresses. “Of course, I know it’s not raining.. I’m asking you to pretend like it is. Stay, essa. Don’t leave me yet.”

It’s rich, really. Rich and bitter coming from him. It doesn’t make sense why and how he had the confidence this early in the morning. It doesn’t make sense how he could be so shameless in asking you for such a thing. He doesn’t deserve to ask you anything. Yet, your heart aches from his words—almost like it could break and be pieced back together just with the right ones. It’s so unfair. Everything about Nam Joon is unfair and so frustrating because deep down, he has you. 

He still has you. 

So, in the silence, your sleepy heart gives in. Too tired to put up a fight… Too weary to leave and too broken to try to fix. It’s strange how Nam Joon can make such audacious requests and get his way. Even with knowing how much this crosses the line, you stay. 

You don’t know why but you just do. Perhaps it’s because in the world where you and Nam Joon begin to heal; yes, it’s still raining.

As the week goes by, Nam Joon continues to be arrogant, naughty, and completely insane. It sickens you but as much as you hate to admit it, no matter how hard you try to brush it all off; his tactics worked. His cheeky comments often made you smile and turn away shyly and any slight touch shared with him often made your heart race. 

It’s embarrassing. 

You two don’t talk about that night or the morning after. There wasn’t much to say anyway. Instead, you two began to warm up to one another. The mornings when you two met one another, sleepily making coffee together, felt like old times.

Except, he doesn’t kiss your shoulders and murmurs a, “good morning, my beautiful essa,” like he used to. 

Except, you two don’t go to school together and find a way to secretly hold hands during lunch break. 

No, those were the old times. 

Now, you get ready to go to Uni and he goes the other direction to your father’s company. He comes home later than you on most days and the dinner you saved him goes cold. Often, you wonder what would happen if you just didn’t cook for two or if you invite Jungkook over to eat Nam Joon’s plate. You wonder if Nam Joon would react and start a fight with you. You wonder if by doing so, he’d fight for you to care. 

The honest truth is, having him around again has made you realize you do care for him—that caring for him doesn’t depend on distance or the time that slipped between you two. You care for Nam Joon the same way you always have. Except, this time, it hurt to care for him. 

Which led you to this. 

Drinking your feelings away at a stupid frat party you were invited to. You don’t even know where Jungkook and your other friends went. You’re only fifty percent sure that they’re still in the same house as you. The music blasts so loud your ears feel like they could fall off. You think someone is calling for you, but everything around you spins far too fast for you to really process whatever is happening. 

You aren’t even too sure where you are. 

One moment you were dancing with Jungkook, the next you were flirting with a guy he introduced you to. Taehyung! Ah, right… That’s his name. He’s really cute! Tall, has nice hair, and dressed up to your standards! Unlike Nam Joon.. Nam Joon almost always wears sweatpants and hoodies as if they’re stylish… Gross.

Taehyung has a thing for art and recited, “Having A Coke With You,” by Frank O’Hara to you. He looked you deeply in the eyes and almost kissed you when he says the lines;

“… and the portrait show seems to have no faces in it at all, just paint you suddenly wonder why in the world anyone ever did them. I look at you and I would rather look at you than all the portraits in the world…” 

Except you don’t kiss him. 

As he leaned in, you laughed and pushed him away. Before you know it, you’re being swallowed by a crowd of people and being given more and more drinks. You drink and drink until you get so dizzy you decided it’s time for you to find a place to sit and just… Think.

You need to think.

So much has been happening at the same time nothing is happening.

It’s so weird. It’s so contradicting, you feel like you’re confusing yourself.

Yeah, you’re so confused.

Suddenly, you find yourself staring at your reflection. Hey! You found the bathroom. You smile at yourself before your lips fall into a frown. 

What a waste of a pretty face—to be all sad and lonely over a boy that left you years ago. 

Oh, how life hurts. 

You give in. 

Your feet hurt. You find yourself crawling to the bathtub and resting against it. In case you need to throw up, at least the toilet is right there. Ah! Even when drunk, you’re truly so fucking brilliant. 

So independent. 

So sleepy…

Just as your eyes get heavier and heavier, a figure approaches you—no, four figures approach you. Three handsome men. All tall and with short black hair. Why do they look familiar?

“I found her!” Someone calls out. Muffled voices follow and move towards your direction. You perk yourself up, unsure of who you’ll be meeting.

You hope it’s a prince.

Instead, four men gather around you. One looks like they’re opening a bottle of water and the other gets off their phone and ends their call. Who could they be calling? Isn’t this a party? Shouldn’t he be partying?

Ugh, what a buzzkill. 

“I caught a bunch of guys hovering over her and giving her more drinks,” one voice explains to the others. One lets out a frustrated groan and the other just stares at you concerned. “After I confronted them, she wasn’t even in the crowd.”

One of them kneels before you and tries to look into your eyes. You smile at him warmly, letting out a tiny giggle. “Jungkook?”

He nods and lets out a relieved sigh before turning to the other three men who continue to stand around you with crossed arms. “Dude, I swear, I had my eyes on her. She was fine! She was talking to Taehyung and they were flirting—you’ve got hella rizz, by the way.” Jungkook then extends his hand to be dabbed up.

Gladly reaching dabbing Jungkook up, the man says, “awh, thanks man! I appreciate it—”

“You’re Taehyung?” 

Oh. 

This voice sounds familiar. 

Hey!

You know this voice. It sounds a lot like—no. It can’t be! Isn’t he at home? Eating a cold dinner and getting ready for bed? He has work tomorrow, you know? It’s only Thursday. 

“Yeah!” Taehyung, who you’ve pieced together by now, answers, “nice to meet you. You are?”

“The boyfriend—”

“Ex-boyfriend,” another voice corrects. This man kneels down and playfully shoves Jungkook away. “My cousin is an idiot. Do you know that, ___? You could have seriously been in danger.”

You pout, eyes beginning to water. You can’t help it. You’re an emotional drunk.. “Jin? Hi! … What did I do? Why are you here?”

“You walked away from Jungkook,” Jin explains. “It’s fine if you want to flirt with Taehyung—”

“No, it’s not.”

“Nam Joon, shut up,” Jin hisses, sharply turning and glaring at him. He turns back to you and huffs. “___, it’s fine because you and Jungkook know Taehyung. What’s not okay is turning around and letting random men give you drinks at a place like this! Did any of them touch you?”

You shake your head. “No, sir!”

“Be serious, ___.” Jin nags. You pout and comply. “I think you drank too much, ___. It’s a good thing Jungkook called us and we found you before anything happened.”

You look at them confused. “What could happen to me?”

“You could’ve gotten hurt, ___. Don’t act all naïve—”

You laugh. “Hurt? I’ve been hurt already. Do you know Nam Joon? My ex-boyfriend?” Your eyes water again. This time, you try to focus and fix your gaze on whoever you’re talking to. You try to sit yourself up and Jungkook quickly assists you. 

He whispers a warning to your ear. “Babe, stop. Don’t say this shit right now—”

“Okay, but listen to me just this once, mister,” you grumble, gulping before you begin your rant. You can barely keep your eyes open but that doesn’t stop you from speaking you motherfucking truth!

“I had to forgive myself for viewing his lack of reciprocation as a challenge to convince him of my worth. Every day for the past five years has felt like war. I can’t decide if I’m happy and free because I keep looking for him in everyone I meet. I keep craving to be loved but only the way he did. He set the bar so high, you know? I wanted him back for so long so I could be loved again and so I could love him again but it just hurts now. Not as much as it did before because before sucked so bad,” you force a laugh out. It sounds like a sob. It turns into a sob. “And now? Now I just want to unlove him as much as I can. Do you know w-why, mister?”

The four men stay silent. The one you keep your eyes locked on nods slowly, asking you to proceed. 

Jungkook feels uneasy. “Nam Joon, don’t—”

“Why?”

Your lips curve into a soft smile but your eyes continue to look devastated. “Because you don’t hurt the people you love and that’s what he did. Which means, he doesn’t love me.. And that’s kind of fucked up because now, I don’t care if I win or lose when it comes to love... As long as it’s not myself. I can’t lose myself again. Loving him had me unloving myself. Imagine! I was wrapped around his finger since the day we met... He knew that too! He dated me, loved me, f-fucked me, chose me... A-and then one day, he didn’t. One day he left and I.. I had t-to unlearn it all. I h-had to unlearn how t-to be his,” you sob, feeling like you’ve lost control of your emotions.

“Like, y-you know h-how they say you’re s-supposed to leave parts of yourself when you love? T-that way, when it ends,” you cup your mouth with your hands to imitate sharing a secret, “because it will,” you whisper. “... Y-you don’t lose yourself. I messed up there because Nam Joon ruined my fucking life—mmfh!”

Jungkook covers your mouth. You bite his hand and he winces at the sharp pain of your teeth. 

“Are you insane!?” Jungkook sneers, “I’m going to sue you.” He threatens you with love.

“With what money?” you taunt him. Oddly enough, you begin to compose yourself, “woah, hey! Why is everything spinning so much?” 

Nevermind.

Without warning, you tip over. Jungkook catches you in his arms and looks up at the others. Your breath hitches before it turns entirely into you crying onto Jungkook’s chest. He holds you tight and feels torn. Was this supposed to be Nam Joon holding you? Should he pass you to Nam Joon?

Jungkook has known you for a while. He knows the boundaries in your friendship and one of them is Nam Joon. He has never seen you this broken or emotional before. It’s quite the opposite from your usual Azula like personality. Jungkook has never seen you this weak. 

Once Taehyung sees you’re in capable hands, he then excuses himself and wishes everyone a goodnight. Actually, first he offers the boys a ride home but Jin refuses, saying he brought his cae and Taehyung should just go home. It’s been a hell of a night. Jin thanks Taehyung for the help. Nam Joon rolls his eyes as Taehyung pushes past him to leave.

“Let’s take her home,” Jin sighs once your cries die down. You cradle yourself to Jungkook who lifts you up, carrying you like a baby. As he moves past Jin and Nam Joon, he takes you to Jin’s car that is parked outside. He settles you in and sits beside you. You lean and rest on Jungkooks lap. He plays with your hair and prays to God you don’t throw up on him.

Before Jin follows, he pauses and exchanges a look with Nam Joon. Nam Joon, who watches you be carried out, feels his eyes begin to burn with threatening tears. See, it was one thing to know that he hurt you, it was another to feel it. 

“She’s just drunk, man.” Jin pats Nam Joon on the back. “I bet she doesn’t even know what she’s saying.”

That’s what scares Nam Joon even more. 

He knew you. 

The way everyone makes excuses for you is the exact reason as to why you’re the way you are. It worries Nam Joon even more knowing that you probably knew what you were saying and exactly who you were saying it to. You weren’t dumb and being drunk is barely an excuse. You chose your words and meant them. After all, drunk sayings are sober thoughts. 

Jungkook carries you to bed. 

There, you take your time throwing pillows at him and jumping on your bed. He has never seen you this drunk before and it kills him to not be recording this. Deep down, he’s a good friend.

He will, however, always remind you of how ugly you look when you cry. 

Jin and Nam Joon settle themselves in the kitchen. They were actually on their way to grab a late dinner together before Jungkook called Jin. When Jin picked up and heard about the situation, the two suddenly lost their appetite. Now, three hours later, he sticks his head into your fridge. Rummaging around, Jin finds a plate of food. “Did you cook this? No way! Wait, was it Bon?”

Nam Joon shakes his head, eyeing the plate. “No, ___ did. She cooks dinner and fixes me a plate every night.”

Jin looks at him with a goofy grin as he takes off the saran wrap and shoves the plate into the microwave. “What are you two? Married?” 

A chuckle follows but is instantly paused. He regrets the words that fall out of his mouth. “Too soon?” Jin sings like an apology. When the microwave beeps, he takes out the food and pulls on a cabinet drawer. Taking out two forks, he places the plate on the kitchen island. Leaning forward, he takes a bite before he offers Nam Joon the other fork. “Are you okay?”

Nam Joon shrugs, taking the fork and stabbing a piece of broccoli. He eats it and with a mouthful asks, “am I allowed to say no?”

“Why wouldn’t you be?”

“I ruined her,” Nam Joon simply frets. “I didn’t know it was that bad. I can’t imagine what it looked like five years ago…”

“It takes courage to leave as much as it does to stay,” Jin offers comfort. “… Some shit like that. I don’t know. My friend Yoongi once said that. I just never knew it would be a useful saying so I didn’t bother memorizing it accurately.”

Nam Joon lets out a small laugh. Jin has never been one to be sentimental so it’s a little difficult for Nam Joon to imagine Jin having such a thoughtful friend. “I mean, yeah, it wasn’t easy on me either. I bought plane tickets and canceled them over and over again. I met so many people and continued to look for parts of her in them too. It felt so useless meeting anyone because I already met the love of my life, you know? I hired so many artists to paint ___ in their perspective and respective styles just so I could see her again. So I could feel like I’m still learning about her—like I never left her.”

“I didn’t know that,” Jin feels completely shocked at Nam Joon’s sudden confession. He shoves a few more bites in, splitting the plate to share with Nam Joon more evenly. “Where are the paintings? What are they for aside from your weird sentimental pussy moment?”

“In a gallery room,” Nam Joon puts his palms to his forehead. It’s been a long night. He’s beginning to get tired and this conversation is something he never expected to have... Just yet. However, here he is. Might as well be honest. Might as well confide in someone, right? “I was going to show it to her. Like a gesture or some shit like that.” 

Jin doesn’t buy it. He looks at his friend who continues to fidget around. Nam Joon shifts his attention around the kitchen as if there’s someone to look for—rather, something he’s missed. He’s hiding something. Jin knows it. 

“Fess up,” Jin demands, pushing the plate towards Nam Joon. “What are you up to?”

Nam Joon puts his hands up in defeat. “Nothing,” he attempts to sound convincing. “Nothing now.”

“What does that mean?”

“Nothing—”

“Nam Joon,” Jin warns. “Why the gesture? To get back together with her? Isn’t that a bit much? You told me you guys were doing okay anyway so—”

“To propose,” Nam Joon reveals. “I was going to propose to her.”

Jin’s eyes widen, completely unsure of how to react. “What? Congrats and all but what the fuck? You two aren’t even together—”

“It was for the future,” Nam Joon explains. “I don’t see anyone else for me but her. Obviously, I wasn’t going to propose to her now or anything. It’s just… There. You know? It’s there waiting for her like I am. I’m willing to wait.”

“Nam Joon, that’s great and all but—”

Jin’s response is cut off as Jungkook suddenly stumbles down the stairs and rushes into the kitchen. With annoyed eyes, he meets the two.

“Fuck, she’s such a bitch. She told me I was chubbier than usual! Like, hello!? It’s literally bulking season. Who the fuck is a skinny ledged during winter—”

“You left her alone?” Jin worries, getting ready to head upstairs. 

“Don’t even try,” Jungkook narrows his eyes toward Nam Joon. “She pushed me out of her room and locked herself in it. She wants Nam Joon.”

Jin scoffs. “She can stay there then.” At this point, he feels mad. You’re truly the most childish person he knows. Perhaps some alone time will do you good. You can sober up. It’s not like your mini fridge filled with sparkling water will do you any harm anyway. 

“Yeah, see.. That was my initial response,” Jungkook tightens his lips. “But I suggest you open a window and look outside.”

Jin’s face drops, completely knowing what Jungkook is saying. He turns to Nam Joon and sighs deeply. The three men exchange looks as Jungkook wishes him luck. He mentions that he’ll be crashing in the guest room and excuses himself. Jin shoves his hands into his pockets and leans towards Nam Joon as he begins to exit the kitchen. 

“Just for the record,” Jin begins. “I hope she’ll say yes.. You know, when the time comes.”

Nam Joon, for the first time tonight, finally feels okay. He feels relief even if it’s only for a second. He knows the moment he knocks and you open your door; the rain will not be the only thing that pours tonight. 

“When are you supposed to stop loving someone?” you wonder. 

Nam Joon has placed you on top of your sink counter and himself in between your legs. He tilts his head at you, unsure why you’re suddenly speaking to him. See, the moment he knocked on your door and said it was him, you unlocked it and just sat on your bed. He made his way to your window and closed it. He shut the curtains also to block any sight of the rain picking up. When he turned his attention to you, you had gone into the bathroom to shower. The entire time, you were silent and simply nodded to his short questions. 

Yes, you were okay. 

Yes, you were sobering up. 

Yes, you still wanted him here.

“Why are you asking me that?” he retaliates. 

You pout, your eyebrows furrowing together. Leaning your head toward him, you cross your arms as well. “I asked you a question. Be polite and answer it. Have you no manners, mister?”

It pains Nam Joon to smile along at your playfulness. “You’re still drunk,” he concludes. “Let’s not.”

You shake your head vigorously. “I’m tipsy.”

“Still intoxicated,” he points out as he pats your head. You roll your eyes up to watch his hand mess up your hair. You wave him off and he presses his lips to a slight frown. “Hey, I’m glad you’re okay.” 

“Of course I’m okay,” you almost slur your words. “I’m perfect.”

Nam Joon looks at you fondly. He holds his gaze, wanting to remember being this close to you again. Your make-up is off and a towel is wrapped around your hair. You look like a boiled egg and he knows you’d hate him for a lifetime if he made that comment out loud. You’ve always been perfect. Even when you were annoying and sensitive you were perfect. Even as you cried and declared your bitterness towards him—you were more than perfect. Loving you is poetry. You were so chaotically beautiful and it physically pained him to watch you unfold the way you did. He cherishes you so much. He himself can not recognize how much pain he has caused you. He’s afraid that if he will, he might just die. He really could.

“You’re perfect,” Nam Joon hums as he takes your toothbrush and toothpaste from your cupholder and prepares it for you. He offers you your toothbrush with squeezed toothpaste on it. You giggle and shake your head. 

“Answer my question and then I’ll brush my teeth.”

“Who said we were negotiating?” Nam Joon provokes. “Brush your teeth and go to bed, essa. You need to rest. It’s been a long night—”

“Jungkook said,” you clear your throat and lower your gaze. You even buff out your chest and purse your lips the way he does. “Until they break my heart, I give my all to those I love.” You mimic his voice before breaking into laughter. “Oh, wow... Isn’t that silly?”

“What’s so silly about it?” Nam Joon entertains you. 

“He said, ‘those he loves,’ HA HA!” you snicker. “Doesn’t he know I only love one person?”

Nam Joon pauses. He stops fidgeting and finds your eyes. There, his gaze softens. “What?”

“Also, I already had my heart broken.. But it just doesn’t stop,” you sigh, feeling defeated as always. “It doesn’t stop breaking and loving you.” 

“___,” Nam Joon whimpers, hating the way you look at him. He feels so much guilt and regret. “Maybe we should have this conversation when you’re sober—”

You shake your head at him again. “You didn’t answer my question, Jungkook did. So now, I change my mind. I have a different question.”

Nam Joon doesn’t know how many times he has paused to take a deep breath or to sigh. You’re not entirely complicated or difficult… It’s just been an insanely long night. The thought of so many possible bad scenarios exhausted him. At the end of the night, he’s over the moon that you’re safe and you’re home with him and the two other people stay by your side. He attempts to brush this conversation off. He should encourage you to do the same.

“___, brush your teeth and head to bed. Get some rest and we can talk about this tomorrow—”

“Do you care about me?” 

The corner of his mouth twitches. Nam Joon’s hands curl into a fist. For a moment, he’s angry that you would ever ask him a silly question like that. Was rushing over to you tonight not a good enough answer? Is being with you while it rains not good enough? Then, he unclenches his fists and his lips begin to quiver as he recalls what led to your mistrust. 

“When did I not?” he answers with his own question. 

You swing your legs back and forth, your ankles almost hitting the sink cabinet. You even take your time and look around your pearl washroom, tapping your cheek as if you were in deep thought. Then, it hits you. 

“When you left. You left like you didn’t want me anymore,” your voice gets weak. “... Like you didn’t care about me.”

Nam Joon can practically feel his knees go weak. His body slumps and he tries so hard not to cry in front of you. He didn’t need to tell you about his pain—he needed to make sure yours was being taken care of first. “Of course, I wanted you, ___. I wanted and always will want the best for you. You needed to stay and grow up! To be with family—”

“You were my family.”

His heart breaks for you. “Essa, come on, don’t say shit like that—”

“You were a lot of things for me. Only you care about me and you left me,” your eyes water and you hurry the last part of your sentence to avoid your voice from breaking. 

Nam Joon shakes his head, tucking your hair behind your ears. He cups your face with his hands and meets your eyes. “That isn’t true. Your father cares about you, Seokjin cares about you, Jungkook and even that fucker Taehyung—”

“Do you care about me?” You ask him again. 

Nam Joon hisses, repeating his answer from before. “Essa, when did I not?”

“Now, though… Do you care about me now?” It almost sounds like you’re begging. You sound so tiny and so insecure, it makes you feel like it. Tiny and insecure. You hate this. 

You hate the way Nam Joon lets out a breath and hesitates to hold you. Instead, his eyes water faster than yours, and tears begin to roll down his face. You reach to him and wipe them with the back of your hand. Nam Joon continues to cry, each sob increasing by the second. He practically trembles as you tug him towards you. When his body hits yours, he slumps over and wraps his arms around you. Nam Joon fights to catch his breath and ultimately fails. Instead, he cries like he did when he had broken up with you all those years ago. This is the first time he lets himself cry. Your words triggered and cut deeper than a knife. He has tried so hard to act like everything was going to be okay between you two—that he had no choice but to come back and know exactly what he wanted. 

The truth is, he knows he wants you.

That’s as far as his assurance goes. He wasn’t sure how to win you back or if he even could. He just needed to be with you again. 

“Stay, Nam Joon,” you whisper, shutting your eyes and holding him tighter. “It’s raining.. So, stay.”

You wake up alone the next day. 

Actually, you wake up to pressing headache. Groaning, you reach over to your nightstand and check your phone. 

Jungkook [9:01AM]: Had a class so Jin drove me to campus. We left medicine downstairs and made U some yummy for Ur tummy green juice to feel better <3

Jungkook [9:03AM]: Btw U’re banned from frat parties ... I forget U’re hot ?? And ppl wanna fuck U and have literal ILL intentions ?? Disgusting

Jungkook [9:04AM]: Let’s kill all men 

Jungkook [9:05AM]: I’m excepted because I am Ur fave :p

Jungkook [9:07AM]: Bitch I can literally see U’re reading these msgs !!! REPLY 

YN [9:21AM]: This green juice is mid

Jungkook [9:22AM]: U called me fat last night so if I’m dieting ,, U’RE dieting 

YN [9:23AM]: What??? U’re so hot .. I probably said that because I was jealous of your tiny waist 

Jungkook [9:24AM]: Stay jealous !!! 

YN [9:28AM]: I will 

YN [9:28AM]: Also

Jungkook [9:29AM]: Spit it out bitch

YN [9:29AM]: Where’s Nam Joon?

Jungkook [9:31AM]: He left .. I thought U knew?

YN [9:31AM]: Lol. Wdym?

Jungkook [9:33AM]: He was in the car with Jin and I. After they dropped me off they looked kinda suspicious tbh. He had a suitcase? A big one at that... I thought U guys fought and U kicked him out or smt. I didn’t want to ask in case U didn’t want to talk abt it but like for real... Did U guys fight?

YN [9:36AM]: Jungkook

Jungkook [9:37AM]: What’s up

YN [9:38AM]: It’s still raining

[theinfinitedivides]

sneaking into a stadium during an EDM festival with your boyfriend to throw off the f*ckers that are trying to kill you: 10/10, perfect date night, said boyfriend is having the time of his life

your best friend/academy boyfriend following you into the stadium during the festival bc his gut knows what you're up to but he still wants to make sure to confirm: 0/10, evacuate that gay immediately he's going to get himself f*cking killed

[joonsweeties]

an art 💤

[enterenews]

Lee Yu-jin found out about Wang Bit-na's departure

Lee Yu-jin found out that Wang Bit-na was about to leave.

Episode 35 of KBS2TV's new weekend drama 'Three Siblings Bravely' (script Kim In-young, director Park Man-young), aired on the 22nd, unfolded the story of a K-eldest daughter who had to mature and yield for her family and a K-eldest son who had to support his family as a top star. lost.

Producer Park Man-young, who directed “The Man in the Vineyard,” “Marry Me,” and “Sweet Secret,” and writer Kim In-young, who wrote “Unkind Women,” “The Equator Man,” and “Woman in the Sun,” collaborated. Including Lee Ha-na and Lim Joo-hwan, Jung Jae-soon, Lee Kyung-jin, Song Seung-hwan, Jang Mi-hee, Kim Seung-soo, Wang Bit-na, Lee Tae-sung, Kim So-eun, Lim Ye-won, and Lee Yu-jin, among other talented actors, completed a fantastic lineup.

Kim Tae-joo (Lee Ha-na) is having a difficult life as a doctor. Yoo Jung-sook (Lee Kyung-jin) always ordered Kim Tae-joo to yield to her younger sister, Kim So-rim (Kim So-eun). Kim Tae-joo was the 'eldest daughter of K in tears' who had to yield everything to her younger siblings since she was a child. In the past, Yoo Jung-sook remarried Kim Ha-bok (Song Seung-hwan), taking her daughter, Kim Tae-joo. Afterwards, her younger siblings were born, and Yoo Jung-suk asked Kim Tae-joo, “You must yield to her younger siblings unconditionally.”

However, Kim So-rim felt the same way. In the past, Kim So-rim had a scandal with her older sisters Kim Tae-joo and Lee Sang-joon (Im Ju-hwan), and she got into a physical fight with Lee Sang-joon's younger sister Lee Sang-min (Moon Ye-won) at school, resulting in her being suspended and she failing the college entrance exam. As her relationship with Lee Sang-jun turned into a bad relationship, Kim Tae-joo only had bad memories of him, but in the end, Kim Tae-joo confessed her feelings to Lee Sang-jun, and the two registered their marriage before they even got married.

Jang Yeong-sik (Min Seong-wook) said that he raised Jang Ji-woo, Lee Sang-joon's out-of-wedlock son, as his own child. Even Lee Jang-mi (Ahn Ji-hye), the biological mother of Jang Ji-woo (Jung Woo-jin), appeared in front of Lee Sang-joon and Kim Tae-joo. Kim So-rim's ex-boyfriend Jo Nam-soo (Yang Dae-hyuk) plotted her evil deeds after finding out that Shin Moo-young (Kim Seung-soo) and Kim So-rim liked each other. Kim So-rim cleared her name thanks to Shin Moo-young, but she said goodbye when she learned that Shin Moo-young was the CEO of her company. Jang Hyeon-jeong (Wang Bit-na), who had a one-night stand with Kim Gun-woo (Lee Yu-jin), became pregnant with Kim Kun-woo's child.

Lee Jang-mi came to Kim Tae-joo's house and claimed that she had given birth to Lee Sang-jun's son. However, in the process, the two got into a physical fight, and Kim Tae-joo bumped her head, causing her to lose her recent memory. Besides, she couldn't remember her marriage to Lee Sang-jun, whom she liked so much.

[eunsjisoo]

ohhh what kind of fun plans do you have in store? my December is going well! however I realized I still haven't bought any presents and time is quickly running out on that front. may I help you is very cute! although it could benefit from having more of our leads being happy together and less of all the shennagins happening in the background making them sad :( another question for you....who are your favorite characters (all-time or of this year) and maybe a little bit about why you like them?

it’s been a lot of xmas related plans. so i had my work xmas party last friday, and i spent the weekend just recovering from that. and tomorrow, i’m flying to the eastern states to meet up with a few friends that i haven’t seen in years and to go for the dpr concert on saturday (which i am so excited for!!). and next week is xmas, and i’m on the same boat as you with presents. i’m hoping to squeeze in some time this weekend to do some last minute christmas shopping.

yesss, the leads are so cute together, but i feel like we barely had an episode of them being in the honeymoon stage before the whole brother thing was brought up. now it’s a little too heavy for them to go back to having cute scenes together until the mystery has been resolved.

ooooh i have so many characters to add to this list but i’ll narrow it to 10 (5 from this year and 5 for all time):

ko mi ho (big mouth) - i will forever be pissed off with how big mouth ended but my love for ko mi ho will prevail. i love that she stood for what she believed in and she was the heart and soul of the big mouse team.

do hae yi (cheer up) - i absolutely adore her cheerful personality and her determination towards her goals and her loved ones. and the shenanigans that she gets up to, comedy gold! 

park tae joon (love all play) - i’m a sucker for male leads with golden retriever energy. and this drama made me fall for chae jong hyup. 

choi joon woong (tomorrow) - partly because i’m biased towards sf9 members who act, but mostly because joon woong was the golden retriever type of character where his heart was always in the right place, but the execution of his plans wasn’t as intended.

nam han joon (cafe minamdang) - again, partly because of my bias towards seo in guk, but mostly because this man was equal parts smart and chaotic. seo in guk truly thrived in this role!

song ji won (age of youth 2) - this woman was pure chaos in human form but in the most lovable way. i loved that age of youth 2 really gave her character more depth and really delved into her past and the things that made her the way she was in season 1. 

eun ji soo (he is psychometric) - i feel like if i didn’t add ji soo to this list, i don’t have the right to have this url. to me, eun jisoo was the lighthouse for the psychometric team. she was the light in their dark lives, and she was this constant source of warmth, guidance and strength for the team. now that i think about it, she has a lot of similarities with ko mi ho - i clearly have a type haha

baek ho rang (live on) - i feel like live on was such an underrated drama. the thing i loved about baek ho rang, was that while she appeared very cold and unfeeling, she was someone who cared deeply about her loved one. but i feel like because of her trauma, she didn’t know how to open up to people again without that fear that she would be hurt again. 

kim eun hee (my unfamiliar family) - i feel like i related to eun hee a lot, which is kinda weird because i’m not the middle child. in a way, she is very much the diplomat of the family and she tries to keep the peace by acting carefree and upbeat. 

lee do hwa (extraordinary you) - three words: golden retriever boyfriend. he was so soft and lovable and sweet and he deserved the world! also his friendship with dan ho is one of my all time fave friendships!