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[fewwwgoodwomen]

hiiii could u prettyyy pleasssee do sub namgyu hcs??

Sub!Nam-gyu Headcanons !!

(A/N:I've never done hcs before so bear with me !! This is a new concept to me hahah)

-sfw

•Nam-gyu loves physical touch from you even if he hates admitting it.

"Do that thing with my hair again." "Yeah i hate it.. but my head hurts right now." "I didn't say that yesterday."

•Whenever Nam-gyu finishes his stash of drugs, he gets even more clingy towards you.

"I swear.. you ARE better than my drugs..." "No... i didn't finish them.. what makes you think that?"

•Nam-gyu thinks you look hot when you're high with him, especially when you get extra affectionate.

•He loves tucking your hair to the side , mirroring the habit he does to himself, denying it each time.

"Its not my habit, stupid. I just don't want hair all over your face."

•he loves laying on your chest and hugging your waist, especially when hes high.

"No, I'm not high this time. Yes, i do smell like weed, but that's not the point..."

•Would get you matching rings with him.

"I dont fucking hide my hands with my sleeves. Just please get these with me.."

•Mindlessly follows you anywhere.

"Dude, Shut up... I'm not following you... you're just.. who i wanna go to."

•Will never admit that you're right, even when its painfully obvious

"I do not bite my nails, you're thinking of another dude." "No? The lady at the salon fucked it up, it wasn't bitten off."

•He likes playing hard to get even though he'll submit within minutes.

"You miss me? Use your legs and walk to the room then." "What do you mean you won't do it? Lazy ass bitch. Yes I'm walking there. Whatever. Okay okay.. i won't call you that again."

•Disturbs you at random points just to ask you stupid questions

"Psst.. Do you think cats could get high?" "No. Its just, i don't know where my last edible went, and the cat is acting weird."

•Loves it when you kiss his neck

•Has the habit to swear in every sentence, especially when he talks about you.

"You're so fucking weird, like not in a bad way but not in a fucking good way either, you just make me feel shit like-- Shut up, i don't swear THAT fucking much."

-Nsfw

•even though he tries to hold it, hes very vocal and loud

"A-ah.. Fuck. You're so quiet, i-its making me sound loud --mmh~!"

•hates getting edged but loves begging you

"S-stop fucking edging me like this you w-whore.. a-agh~.. please.. just let me cum.."

•loves it when you ride him, especially when you tie him up.

"If youre going to edge me.. a-aah~! Atleast.. tie me up... f-fuck..!"

•he doesn't admit it but he loves it when you spit on him

"S-stop spitting on me.. i-i can't.. its so..f-fuck..~" "N-no, i didn't lick it off my lips."

•his fav place for you to spit on would be his mouth , face or his cock

•He'd be into motorboating your titties

"Please.. fuck.. take off your bra.. just this once.. please..?"

•he jerks off a lot to pictures or videos of you when you aren't there

"Please let me take this photo of you.. i swear im not gonna nut on it or something."

•He likes it when you pull his hair

•He likes acting all bitchy towards you because he knows you'll make him feel so good no matter what.

"S-shut the fuck up.. y-your pussy isn't that tight-- ngh~!"

•hes into overstimulation, anything to make his girl feel good.

•He'd beg you to do one more round even though deep down he can't last the moment he's inside you

"Please.. one more.. I'll fucking do anything... i'll last longer than 5 minutes please please please... i-i want that pussy."

•most of the time its you giving him aftercare and he loves being babied by you.

"Yeah women totally deserve aftercare but you made me cum 7 times. Can you please just do it this once..? No, I didn't ask you that last round."

•would do anything to be able to cum inside you

"Please please please.... let me fucking cum inside you..i swear ill be good.. i wont call you a whore ever again.."

•Likes to film whenever you guys have sex, so he could jerk off to the footage later on.

"No no no.. don't move it.. i like seeing your ass in that angle.." "Shut up. I-its for memories.. and.. you sound hot on video, thats all, i swear!"

•He likes to have you soak up edibles in your mouth just to spit it in his mouth when you guys make out.

"Fuuck.. soak it up just like that and spit it out on my tongue" "Shut up, its not THAT gross."

•He loves getting degraded by you, even though half the time he insults you.

"Y-yeah.. i fucking get i-it... i'm a manwhore.. just for you.. mmh~!"

•Likes putting obscure music when you guys fuck

"Please.. can i play this msi song just once while you ride me..? I-its only 2 minutes.." "What the fuck do you mean the music will last longer than me?"

•A complete weirdo for you, literally a creep.

"Please..? Just consider doing a rainbow kiss with me once?" "Shut the fuck up, you just don't have good taste in fetishes."

•Hates calling you mommy but would do it in a heartbeat whenever hes desperate.

"M-mommy..~! Please let me cum.. fuck.. milk me dry please..~! I-it's aching so bad...please..~" "S-shut up.. just let me cum.. mommy.. please..?"

[thangyuslilbrat]

Namgyu gets jealous whenever Thanos talk to other people

[alexsobored]

I’ll post it a bit earlier

Happy v-day for every bro

[mrs403]

thagyu wip

[noriimura]

I have an incredible, strong, impressive, huge, large-scale, endless... hyperfixation on them, there's no way to save me..

[gonetos]

Yaaay lesbians‼️✂️🎀 (Nsfw ond twitter: gonetos)

[cherrymous3]

From twitter <3

[shringo]

omega nam GYU please!!!

[dailyuh]

what squid game did y’all watch 🤨

[terminologbc]

[fewwwgoodwomen]

A taste of his own medicine || Nam-Gyu

Sub!Nam-Gyu x Dom!Fem Reader

Warnings - Nsfw,Angst,Drugs,Getting High,Overdose,Begging,Mutual Orgasm,Fingering

Summary - You let Nam-Gyu feel just exactly how hes been treating everyone. Manipulated and used.

(English isnt my first language and i'm new to writing so bear with me guys !!)

Since the games have happened, you've always been aware of Thanos' team. They seemed loud, childish and worse, some of them were crackheads. You've always wondered how they made it this far, until they didn't. You watched slowly one by one of them get eliminated. First was Gyeong su, then Thanos, Then Se-mi. Nam-gyu and Min-su remained.

You've always hated Namgyu, whether it was his tongue-- always spitting out cruel words towards anyone he deems weak, or his fingers-- the same fingers he used to pop pills, or take the life of others, or his eyes, because God knows what hes thinking behind those eyes.

He always took advantage of the weak, His ego tripled even worse whenever he was around Thanos, mindlessly following him around. Maybe crackheads communicate on the same wavelength-- or whatever,.

You still see him walking around with that damn cross Thanos used to wear, watching him pop in a pill whenever he felt like it before eyeing the room in disgust. But now, with Thanos gone, and Se-mi not there to stop him from doing anything, he had nothing to lose. But beneath all that, you know that deep down, hes just an insecure man, who takes pleasure in dragging down others he deems weak, just to feel stronger. And you plan on proving yourself right.

With Thanos no longer by him, it wasn't long until you'd spot him popping another pill in his mouth , staying in solitude as he sat on Thanos' bed as he gripped the sheets tightly, his veins popping out of his arms as he lifted his hand up to bite his fingernails, staring off in the space. You couldn't help but feel disgust and hatred towards him, knowing all the sick things he has done.

You watched him from afar-- knowing what hes capable of, now that Thanos isn't here anymore. The Speaker announced a sequence of players who have passed, before announcing right after that it'll be lights out in a bit.

Players' mutterings and chatterings were echoed around the room as some gathered in groups, some hid while others walked around. As you eyed Nam gyu, he suddenly stood up. You felt a rush of adrenaline as you anticipated what would he do next. As you sat in your bed, your eyes trailed around his body, watching him creeping up slowly towards Min-su. You were aware of his history with him-- and it was not pretty.

You watch him pull Min-su by his shirt as he forced him to turn around. You watched as he spoke to him, the fear in Min-su shining so clearly on his glossy eyes as you try to make up what Nam-gyu was saying. As Nam-gyu raised his hand, clearly urging to hit him, You felt yourself standing up as you approached him. Your mind was filled with how you'd give him a taste of his own medicine. You clenched your hands into fists as you called out his name.

He lowered his hand as his head turned to face you, his expression annoyed as he raised an eyebrow.

"What the fuck do you think you're doing?" You spat out bitterly as you eyed his hand clenching Min-su's shirt, his fingers wrapped around the cloth so tightly, his veins popped.

He scowled as he glared at you, adjusting his hair with his free hand, tucking a few strands behind his hair before opening his mouth. "None of your business" He replied bluntly, but there was a hint of softness attached to his tone.

You scoff as you eyed his large cross necklace. "It is my business. Many people were killed and you still have the appetite for some pills? And i bet you were involved in half of those deaths."

He fully turned around as he harshly let go of Min-su, pushing him off slightly as he let out a low laugh. "You're observing me now? Don't act all Saint-like. You watched them get killed-- but you never bothered interfering.." He spat out as he began biting his nails.

You watched him get all riled up as an idea popped in your head. A sly smirk lightly formed on your lips as you spoke out, eyeing his cross once again. "And your friend? Did you kill him for the drugs too?" You awaited to watch him fall for the rage bait as you watched his fingers curl up into fists

As Min-su sensed the tension, he slowly backed away, moving himself far away from you two as he went away. Nam-gyu scoffs as he muttered, while approaching you. "You fucking bitch." His hands grabbed your shoulders, gripping you slowly before you shoved him off

"Get your fucking hands off me." You spat out as you shoved him again, this time he hit his head against the wall. Before he could react, the speaker announced that it'll be lights out for the players in a few minutes. He exhaled sharply as he gripped the back of his hair, feeling the pain lingering before glaring at you. He took out another pill from his necklace before chewing it. He eyed the X on your patch as he scoffs, walking off.

You knew what he was planning, and you knew just what to do to bait him.

As the lights went out, players all began to either hide-- or actually sleep somehow. As you felt his gaze on you, you walked inside the bathrooms, silently praying he would follow too.

You hurriedly walked in as you entered the womens bathroom, eyeing your reflection on the mirror as you washed your hands slowly. Soon after, footsteps emerged as you heard the door get pushed wide open. The satisfaction in you rising as you eyed Nam-gyu, realizing you had him exactly where you wanted him to be. He fell for it,. So easily.

"Do you think you could say that again to me? Now that we're alone?" He spat out as you turned around to face him.

"Fucking Junkie. You should pay for what you've done." You muttered as you kicked his shin, causing his balance to falter slightly. You heard him groan as he grabbed your wrists.

"You bitch, you're trying to be the hero so bad." He said as he slapped your face. "I could just kill you right here and right now, and no one would help you."

You felt the sting on your face as you pulled your wrists away harshly as your fist landed on his face, his eyes widening as his cheek bruised and his lip busted. As his balance faltered, you took the opportunity to snatch his cross necklace. His eyes widened as he desperately tried to regain his balance. You opened the cross as you grabbed his collar harshly, fighting his strength as your nails gripped his jaw, forcing his mouth open as you dumped all the pills in.

His muffled grunts escaped his mouth as he had no choice but to swallow each and every one of them. Saliva dripped down his mouth as he glared at you, snatching the cross back as he gripped it tightly, shoving you against the sink. "Bitch..!" He yelled out as he swang his hand at you. You reacted quickly as you ducked, shoving him down the ground as his drool dripped down his chin, the effects of the drugs hitting as quick as you fell on him. You watched him bite his nails as he fixed his hair.

"Whenever I look at you, I just wish someone would put you back in your place." You muttered softly as you gripped his wrists, his strength weakening as the effects of the drugs hit him.

"Fuck.. You bitch,.. I didnt wanna use it a-all at once.." He trembled out. Your eyes trailed towards the blood seeping out of his busted lip as he trembled. He was oddly not used to the effects of taking that much pills. You felt him tremble under you as he harshly pulled his wrist away from your grasp, biting his nails.

Your gaze trailed from his trembling lips biting his nails, all the way to his dilated pupils. He continued trembling as you stare at him, scoffing. "You look fucking pathetic." You said as you looked at him amused. It was obvious on his face that he wasn't registering anything you said. You suddenly slapped him in the face as he flinched, letting out a soft whine before glaring at you while he bit his nails. "W-what the fuck?? I-i didn't even say anything to you..!" He whined out. The change in demeanour amused you. Watching a man whose ego is so high suddenly fall back down like dust. Satisfaction coursed through your veins as he gripped your hands, his pupils dilating slightly as he trembled. "Fuck.. Get off me..!" You scoff as you pull your hands away. "No." You spat out bitterly as you glared at him, trapping his legs between your thighs. He trembled, adjusting his hair again before attempting to push you off, his strength weak as a side effect. A groan escaped his mouth as he failed his attempt to get you off. "G-get the fuck off me..!" He yelled at you before you slapped him harshly, a whimper escaping his mouth as he held his cheek. He hesitated before gently pleading "Please get off me." His ego was crushed as he said that. A look of satisfaction flickered in your eyes as a small smile formed on your lips. "You're a horrible person. A fucking monster." You spat out bitterly. He whined as he tried moving from you. "I-i know.. fuck.. just please let me go... i can't.." He trembled out as he gripped your thighs, Nam-gyu unable to tolerate the harsh side effects of taking so many pills at once, he felt every single emotion in his body and a rush of adrenaline as he trembled, his body growing hot as the colors in his vision grew saturated and bright.

You felt his grip on your thighs get tighter as he trembled, he bit his nails as he glanced at every part of the room. "Do you know how badly you treat anyone weaker than you?" You muttered softly to him. "You're so mindless and insecure. Everyday, i wish you'd learn just how cruel you were to them." His gaze locked with yours as his pupils dilated "I-i.." He trembled, the effects being too strong for him. The sense of power you felt over him was satisfying, it felt like you finally let him experience what its like to be so vulnerable.

And before you knew it, you somehow had convinced him how he cant leave until hes forgiven. He pleaded under you as he gripped your thighs, whining out pleas' and apologies as he trembled from the effects of the drugs.

You knew it was wrong, but hearing him plead in that whiney voice felt.. different. It wasn't out of satisfaction, out of what you believed could be karma towards him. It felt like lust.

Maybe he wouldn't mind.. maybe it would be easier since.. hes high. Thoughts and possibilities running through your mind as you couldnt stop your hand from trailing to his chest, his breath exhaling sharply as he slurred his words slightly, still trembling "what are you...doingg..??" Your soft words lulling him as you twisted the truth. "Do you ever feel guilty..? About what you've done..? Maybe your friends would be happy if you were forgiven." You came up with an obvious lie, cringing internally at it as you watched him scoff, his pupils dilating as he let out a strained groan "Fuck..I..." His groan was like music to your ears as your hips involuntarily moved against his. He gripped your wrists as a soft whimper escaped his mouth. "What the fuck.. ?" "Stop that.. I-i don't wanna..." He blurted out as his arousal grew obvious, his pants growing tighter by the second as you felt it poke your thighs. "But.. your body's telling me otherwise.. Nam-gyu.." You softly replied as your thighs grinded against his arousal. He whimpered out softly as he scoffed. "Quit it.. I dont want to.."

You chuckled. "But you don't really have a choice.. The same way you never gave any of them a choice." You said as your hips grinded against his. Whimpers slowly escaped his mouth as he gripped your hands. "I know you want this just as badly as i do.. Nam-gyu." You spat out. A soft whine escaped his mouth as he exhaled sharply.

You continued teasing him, grinding your hips painfully slow against his as he let a few moans escape his mouth, and before you know it, he was pleading-- begging you to do anything, to touch him. "P-please... Fuck.. Just.. do something already.." he whined out.

"Not even 5 minutes in, and you want me to do something already? You're so worked up over nothing." You scoff, his glare intense as he pleaded again. "You cant just..fucking say all that and not do anything.. please.." He whimpered out. "I-i can't just.. let you do this to me.." his hands slowly wrapped around your waist, gripping it tightly as his veins popped out. You slowly grinded against him as he moaned softly. You felt yourself getting wet down there as you grinded against him a few more times. "Fuck...do something...please.." You smirk hearing his pleading voice as you guided his hand to your thighs. He slowly moved his hand between your inner thighs, feeling your arousal as he moaned softly. "Y-you're just as needy as i am, fucking hypocrite.." He muttered softly as his finger traced light circles around your clothed clit. You moaned softly as you continued grinding against him. "Keep going." You said, as he scoffed. "Y-you're not even returning the favor.. why the fuck should i?" His finger stopped. You groaned as you pulled his hair, spitting on him. "I said, keep going." He whimpered at your grip, feeling the spit trickle down his chin as he kept circling your clothed clit.

As he felt you grind against him, he felt his precum leaking through his pants as he moaned out a desperate beg. "P-please just do something.. i fucking can't handle you grinding on me like this.. i-i.. please.." His fingers teasing the waistband of your pants as he waited for your approval.

As soon as you nodded, he quicky pulled your pants off, leaving you in your underwear as he lightly teased your clothed clit. Your whimpers drove him crazy as he slid his fingers inside your underwear, teasing your slit before slowly inserting a finger in. He looked at you, waiting for your approval as you moaned softly.

He began fingering you gently as he slowly slid in another finger. His pace grew faster as he heard your moans, his arousal painfully pressed up against his pants as he watched you moan.

"Keep going... i-i'm about to cum.." You moaned out as he moved his fingers faster, biting his lip as he heard your sweet moan. He felt you cum on his fingers as he groaned softly.

As you felt a surge of pleasure, you pressed your palm against his arousal, making him gasp softly. He trembled as he pleaded. "Please..this is so fucking tiring.. i-i just want you to touch me too.." tears welled up in his eyes as he fingered you softly while pleading.

You made him pull out his fingers inside your underwear as you forced him to lick his fingers clean. "Take it off." You gazed at his pants as he willingly slid them off, showing his hard aching cock standing up for you.

Your eyes lit up as your fingers slowly caressed him. A moan escaped his mouth as he trembled. "P-please..fuck me.. i cant wait any longer.." he pleaded out. You scoff "Who said i was going to fuck you? I hope you know i'm just using you. I fucking hate your guts. I can't stand you." You spat out as your thumb gently massaged his tip. "F-fuck..yeah..i-i'm a stupid junkie...i-i know.." he whimpered out. "Please please please... i want to feel you so bad.. please i-i... fuck... i-ill stop bugging min-su.. if thats what you want.. just please... i want to be inside your tight cunt.. fuck..." He begged as you massaged his tip before slowly teasing him with your entrance rubbing against his tip. "A-ah.. you fucking hypocrite.. put it in...please.. i want it in..." He pleaded as he gripped your ass. "Fuck....i-ill be good... i swear..." You smirk as you sank yourself ontop of him, loud moans escaping his mouth. "Fuck.. you're so tight..a-ah.." You moaned as you began moving, his hands gripping your ass tighter as he whimpered, feeling you ride him. "Y-you feel so good.. i-i.." He watched your tits bounce as you moved faster. "Yeah..? I do? You don't deserve this pussy." You spat out as you spat on him. "N-no.. i-i dont deserve your pussy...i'm a coward.. i-i'm a selfish..fucking..insecure..bitch...f-fuuuckk..." he moaned out

"I-i'm so close... please... can i cum..?" He pleaded as he gripped your ass. "No? I'm not even close yet.. how fucking short can you last?" You spat out amusingly as he felt embarassed and ashamed. "F-fuck.. fine..bitch.." he responded bitterly, still moaning to the feeling of your wet cunt taking him. His moans grew louder and high pitched as he desperately held his cum for you, his thighs trembling as his eyes watered. "P-please.. i-it hurts... fuck.. i cant hold it in..." You smirk as you increased your pace, caressing his face. "I'm almost there." You spoke softly as a hint of relief formed on his eyes. you pounded against him faster as you felt yourself getting close. You moaned softly, "Fuck.. I-im cumming.." you whimpered out as you moved faster, gripping his thighs as you felt him grip your hips so tight, you watched his veins pop out as you hear him moan loudly, unable to hold back his high pitched whimpers and groans. You reached your climax as you moaned softly,feeling yourself cum on his cock as he painted your walls white.

"F-fuck... you feel so good.. you're so much better than drugs..." he whimpered out breathlessly as he grew drowzy. "Y-youre so tight.. i-i.." You shushed him "I know."

He looked at you pleadingly as he tried to kiss you, before you stopped him. "I thought i told you, i'm here for your cock. Not you. I fucking hate you." He whimpered , feeling the humiliation coursing through him as he traced circles on your thigh. "Hey... but.. i wasnt that cruel to min-su anyway.." You chuckle as you gazed down at him. Funny how you hated his guts an hour ago, only to have him rearrange yours.

Atleast he knows how it feels like, to be at the bottom for once.

(A/n: i did not proofread this bruh im so lazy but yeah. My bad guys i really dont know how to write i js got bored so i decided to try this out !! This was an anonymous req btw ^^)

[thangyuslilbrat]

I can totally see these being texts between Thanos and Namgyu!! 🤣

[alexsobored]

[muntitled]

Better Than Drugs

Pairings: Namgyu x Fem!Reader | Brief!Thanos x Fem!Reader

Summary: Reconnecting with your shitty ex boyfriend in the games.

Warnings: Language, Substance Abuse, Toxic Relationship, Male Manipulation, Coercion, Smut (+18) mdni, High sex, Dub/con, Choking, Exchange of Bodily Fluids, Unprotected Sex, Unedited (we die like soldiers)

A/n: literally no one will read this but I need him and I wrote this for me!

Being treated like a lamb being led to the proverbial slaughter in a death game sucked ass but seeing your ex boyfriend there sucked even more, somehow. From your vantage point perched on your bed tucked away from all the central conflict, you notice them talking about you again.

Call it past bully traum but you knew when people were talking about you and although you couldn't make out what they were saying, a part of you just knew...

Another vote had ended and Namgyu was still staring at you, his head bowed, chewing his fingernails. He was watching you, while you were forced to watch as democracy crumbled around you.

Your brain made you think Namgyu was perhaps berating you in front of his new friend. Bad-mouthing you to absolutely no end, perhaps saying what a lousy, uptight girlfriend you had been in the outside world. How you kept him from his habit. How you tried to force him into rehab countless times.

And so you shrink into yourself, squeezing yourself further into your bed, hugging your knees.

How were you supposed to know the conversation went nothing like how you thought it was going?

"We need to get her on our team," Thanos had said when the voting concluded and they were watching you pick at your roll of tin-foiled kimbap.

"She's already on our team," Namgyu muttered, more quiet than usual as he watched you through the corner of his eye. He didn't feel like eating. He felt like doing drugs. And fucking, maybe, but eating? It never occurred to him.

Without you to remind him to eat, and to actually take care of his bodily health outside of his substance abuse, he really was a mess.

"Oh yeah," Thanos muttered dumbly before turning back to his own food, "Kay, well, I need to sleep with her."

Namgyu didn't even look up from his food, still leaning against the metal beds as he murmured a quiet, "Nope." Popping his lip, extenuating the 'p'

Thanos himself was rallied into silence as Namgyu casually clicked his tongue before adding, "I called dibs on that bro," he steals another glance. You're searching your chest for a piece of cucumber that's fallen out of the kimbap

This unfortunately, zeroes his gaze in on your ample chest, miraculously squeezed into that tracksuit jacket. Now Namgyu was thinking about your tits while Thanos' head whips to the side, his brow lifted.

Namgyu couldn't take his eyes off you since the games began. Watching you during voting time had stirred up all kinds of lost emotions. The easy and almost thoughtless way you had pressed the blue button before tucking your hands in your pockets, never sparing anyone a second glance. He had to adjust the bulge forming in his sweatpant. If it weren't for him you might have continued to go amongst the games as an anonymous spectre, with that cash prize as your only goal.

"I didn't know we were calling dibs!?" Thanos stomped his feet petulantly, "That's not fair, man. Not. Cool."

"That's the point of dibs," Namgyu said, pushing his hair behind his ears as he continued to stare you down. "Who knows how long we'll be here?" As he watched you, he tilted his head downwards, causing a thick shadow to fall over his eyes as he watched you. He leaned against the railings of the metal beds piled up to the ceiling, watching you tuck your hands deeper into the sleeves of your sweater. Really fucking cute.

"B-But Homies don't call dibs on girls!" Thanos whines.

"Yeah," Namgyu nods, "but, I'm gonna need more than magic pills and a homie to get me through the night," He made a ring with his index and thumb finger, pinching his one eye shut as he spied at you through it, "She can help,”

Thanos was quiet, eerily so. Good things never happened when Thanos was quiet,

"Let's go over to her right now then. Since she's stealing my homie-"

That immediately snapped Namgyu out of his lust-filled gaze, promoting his shoulders to straighten as he tried to stop Thanos from taking another step towards you.

"Senorita-" he said in a singsong voice and you rolled your eyes as you saw them approaching. Namgyu walked behind like the shadow he always tried to be, with his hands tucked in his pocket. Your bed is relatively low to the ground and your heart stammered when both their shadows fell over you.

"Don't have any change," your eyes whipped to your ex-boyfriend before narrowing, "Or drugs. Sorry." you mustered a painfully sarcastic smile as you attempted to turn in another direction, hoping they might take the hint.

Thanos' teeth stretched as Namgyu swallowed thickly, watching you in that distinctly predatory way of his as he propped his forearm against the railing of the bed. You hate how both of them make you feel and your eye scans in vain around the premises, hoping someone might save you from the duo.

"Lemme make this quick," Thanos said with his drug addicted hand gestures. "My bro wants you and whatever bro wants-" he taps Namgyu's chest behind you- "Bro gets."

Silence passed with you staring deep into Namgyu's dark, almost sinister black eyes. You admitted that you were still painfully attracted to him. Knowing that he knows your body. He's already seen what hid under your blue tracksuit, it was dizzyingly sobering.

He still seemed so devastatingly sleezy it bordered on attractive, like he didn't care about what anyone really thought of him. It still brought an uncomfortable amount of attraction that you didn't really know what to do with. "No thanks," you said, bending your head to take a bite of the kimbap.

"Cunt." you heard him mumble under his breath. That caused your head whip up to glare at him.

"I'm a cunt because I'd rather not fuck a drug addict?"

"No," Namgyu shrugged, "You're just a cunt."

Your nostrils flared as something diabolical ignited inside you. Up until this point, fear had been the only emotion you allowed yourself to feel. The fear of dying to keep you alive. But right now, you're being plagued with another emotion and it's setting you alight with interest.

Your dating preferences were never orthodox. You knew you could never truly be satisfied with any other timid nice guy, and that's what drew you to him. You hated admitting to it but Namgyu calling you a cunt did more than irritate you, it ignited you.

"I'm not here to make friends,” You marvel now, in the tense darkness, how confident you had been then.

“How about a boyfriend then?” Namgyu asked and Thanos whistled lowly as he mutters a ‘nice bro,’

“How about choking?” You shot back, “I tried the boyfriend thing and he stole all my savings to buy drugs.” Namgyu’s jaw ticked and you can see his fist fold and unfold. Thanos’ commentary continues. ‘Shit boyfriend-’ he says under his breath.

“Don't be a bitch so early in the morning…” Namgyu says finally before turning his head, somewhat distracted, “Or at least I think it's morning. Hyung do you think it's morning-”

Thanos raised his hands, “Morning is what we make it in here, bro.”

“Leave me alone of I'll fucking scream.” you cut through all their useless chatter, letting a tense silence settle between the three of you. Eventually, Thanos reluctantly pulls Namgyu away. Murmuring a quiet ‘just take a hint bro.'

Soon, you were left in your bed but not without one more backwards glance from Namgyu over his shoulder. He wasn't done with you and that thought sat heavily on your shoulders until the robotic voice from unseen speakers made the countdown to lights out.

The very last thing you remembered, before the overhead lights were snuffed out, was his black, almond eyes still watching you from his bed.

The blue 'O' velcroed to your breast burns a hole through your conscience as your eyes flutter open in the middle of the night, really needing to pee. The prize money acts as the only source of gold light illuminating the hall while everyone else remains soundly asleep.

Life in the games was so much more stomachable during the day, but when the lights went out, you were forced to sit with your thoughts. That piggy bank didn't have money inside it, it held bodies, and the ghosts practically filled this room.

Still, you can't help but whisper to yourself, “I really have to pee.” The only thing stopping you from going to the bathroom is the gaze you knew would somehow find you from three beds over. Your ex boyfriend watches you, even when the lights go out.

Paranoia be damned.

Cursing softly, you maneuvered yourself to the ground. Trying to make the least amount of noise possible as you moved through the row of beds.

If you were being followed you'd never know. Everything was too dark but a part of you sighed as you reached the small arched doorway completely unscathed.

Almost unscathed.

Your heart hammers in its cage when you feel his heavy arm settle over your shoulders. Your mouth falls open but Namgyu is already banging on the arched door with a closed fist. You flinch with every loud, metallic hit.

The little window opens to reveal a triangle-masked soldier. He stands there emotionless.

“My girlfriend's on her period- she's bleeding everywhere. We need the bathroom.”

There is silence from the Guard who is clearly unimpressed. Just before the little window is about to slide shut Namgyu kicks at the door, “Hey! I wanna fuck my girl- if you want, we could do it out here?!”

You try to wrench yourself out of his grip, toilet be damned but your heart absolutely sinks to find the pink soldier opening the metal door.

Namgyu only twirls, pumping his fist before pulling you in his arms, biting back a smile.

“Can't believe that worked,” Namgyu says, with a raised eyebrow and a happy little shrug as he drags you across the threshold. The trip to the women's bathroom is relatively short as you writhe and fight in his hands. There's virtually no reason for the pink guard to think any of this was consensual but they kept their stoicism on their face as you reached the girl's bathroom.

“We'll be quick,” Namgyu assures the guard with a tight sort of smile before pushing you into the bathroom, and closing the door after himself.

You trip on your way running into one of the stalls and he watches you, biting his nail.

“This is the girls bathroom, or are you too high to notice?” You hiss absolute venom as he bites his fingernail.

“Nah, I'm sober right now, which means I need something to take the load off.”

“Cool. Use your hand,” you sigh from within the stalls before dropping your pants to pee. It irked you that he was standing there, on the other side… waiting for you.

You make quick work of it all. Wiping, flushing, and making a beeline for the sinks. He lets you wash your hands but before you make it to the door his arms are wrapped around your waist.

“Uh Uh,” he tsks, “No ‘i miss you’ kiss, huh?” He drags you into his arms, kicking and screaming as he swipes your brains from across your panicked face.

“Only competent boyfriends get kisses,” Despite the fuss, the door doesn't open. Those guards have quite literally abandoned you in here to fend for yourself.

“I can make it up to you,” he said, “I miss you really bad, baby,” Namgyu's pushing your back against the sink, stained with that sickening, pastel colour as he lowers his nose into the crook of your neck. You writhe as he breathes you in deeply, before sighing. His erection pressed against your thigh.

“Someone else could walk in here,” you cry, feeling a dampness seep out of you, wetting your underwear. Your body was being traitorous because it was enjoying feeling anything other than fear. It yearned for it.

“Sto-” you attempt to catch your breath as he gropes at your breasts from over your tracksuit. “Stop touching me-” you say despite your legs getting weaker and weaker.

“You don't get to touch me anymore. You lost that privilege when you stopped being my boyfriend.” He was so much taller than you when he stretched his hand across your cheeks, forcing your neck back to make more space for his lips. A moan nearly spills out of you.

His hands are trembling and his tongue swipes out to lick the length of your neck. To your shock and horror, you melt in his grasp.

“You don't mean that-” he whispers against your skin. “No one's gonna fuck you like I do-”

“No one's going to steal my money like you do either-”

His hand flies down to your throat, choking as he says through clenched teeth, “I told you I had a problem-” he squeezes and for the briefest moment, you see stars. “I needed help and you abandoned me, you bitch-”

“I didn't abandon you-” His lips are on yours, silencing you in one messy kiss that him forcing his tongue into your mouth.

“You gonna be good for me, Huh?’ He says, hoarsely, your eyes glare up at him.

“Leave me alone-”

“You know I love it when you try to fight back,” his mouth breathes against your hair, “You trying to get me riled up babe, huh?”

His fingers find the lining of your own sweatpants and your heart stammers as he turns to push your front against the sink. Your hand grips at the cheap plaster and you avoid your own traitorous reflection in the mirror, lest you find not only fear in your eyes, but lust

“You know how bad I've needed this- fuck,” his voice cracks when fumbles his cock out, grinding against your ass with his eyes closed in ecstasy and his mouth hanging open. Your finger curls around the sink as the first moan slips out of you. It had his eyes flying open to look down at you in amusement and awe.

“I knew you weren't a completely stuck-up bitch,” he says, pulling you up by the base of the throat, “I knew you still wanted me.”

“I don't,” you squeak out as he pulls down your pants.

“No- but your body does,” he swipes your underwear to the side.

Your body spasms as he roughly sinks his digits into you once before pulling out.

“You miss me real bad,” he brings your fingers up in front of your face and your heart drops to find the arousal webbing his index and middle.

He continues to swipe your arousal from from your ass to your puffy clit and the need wracks through your entire body, building as you arched your ass backwards against him.

His mouth is by your ear, breathing heavily as he lines his cock up at your entrance, already leaking precum, “I know I gave you hell when we were out there-”

“Hell doesn't begin to cover- FUCK-” he rams his cock into you. Positively brimming with need as his hips stutter against you.

“Y-ou stole my fucking savings for drugs-” you get the sentence out quickly before moaning into the air, as your boyfriend fucks out all the frustration he's been carrying, all the need and the withdrawal.

“And I ate you out as an apology-” He reaches his hand around to clamp down on the base of your throat. Your mouth falls open when he cranes our neck back, his eyes boring into yours. “Don't you miss it baby, don't miss having me inside of you?”

“Y-Your eyes are diluted-” you begin to say, utterly incredulous. “You're high right now!”

His hips thrusts in shallow, quick strokes. “And your pussy's wet, guess we're both fucked.”

Your pussy tightens around him like a long lost friend, it knocks you out how deeply you've craved him. Needing reprieve from all the fear. “You're squeezing around my cock, you fucking slut-” that nearly has you seeing stars. Your body spasms.

“That it…” he whispers, “Don't think I haven't forgotten the way you abandoned me out there… But in here,” your eyes roll to the back of your head, “You dont so much as fucking breathe without my permission.”

Your eyes squeeze shut as his cock hits that particular pillow of nerves inside you, nearly flipping you off the edge.

“Spit on my hand,” he says, an edge to his voice that let you know he was far too close. You forgot how messy things got when you had sex with him. How much of a mess he made of you.

You do it without thinking about it and his eyes widen as he presses that same hand to your clit.

“F-Fuck!” Your eyes are squeezed shut as he reaches around to rub you to your orgasm. His movements only fumble when his hips start stuttering.

“N-Need you to cum for me-” he breathes out. “I’m jittery- baby. I need it- shit-” you slip into your orgasm right in front of him, milking his cock for all its worth. “F-Fuck this is so much better than drugs,” he murmers, eyes rolled back as a drunken smile ghosts over his face. He's in complete and utter euphoria.

Two rough knocks on the door signal the need for your return but Namgyu's cock is still spilling ropes of his cum inside you and you're doing nothing but taking it.

“I hate you,” you breathe out, because it's true. If it weren't for him you wouldn't be here.

His breath is warm against your neck as he says, “I love you too.

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