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[psychelis-new]

I have came across this post so I decided to make a different version for you.

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ASTRO... THING (?)

-> Ship me with a zodiac sign/placements/big 3, whatever you choose (even energy-wise, energies/characteristics you can connect to specific signs) and I'll do the same for you. Remember that I'm not that good with zodiac signs and astrology in general so PLEASE take this just as a funny experiment and don't get offended if I ship you with a "wrong" sign (no stress involved from any side it's just FOR PLAIN FUN and curiosity -and to test my astrology very little knowledge lol)

[not mandatory but IF you aren't good in astrology and want to join and/or want to also explain why you chose a sign and/or give examples of it/them by sending other tumblr people, describing your friend or anyone known or a specific figure/job -cause it may feel easier to convey your idea/sensation- you can, but know that I will reply you very likely solely with zodiac signs/energies anyway]

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Send an ask with the sign/s and a couple of random emojis

Being really just a very random thing, you can join on Anon too (please do send just one ask though)

[followmythoughts]

naa jud koy space sakong heart para sa anime & my pandemic phase theyve shaped me into who i am now oh my god i miss the past once again idk whether its a blessing or a curse but i think its may be a curse because while it does bring me happiness that feeling is short lived bc it immediately gets replaced by the gut wrenching realization that i can no longer go back and its all in the past. and i wanna throw up whenever i think ab it i feel like this is who i am i want to forget but at the same time i don’t because what will happen to those memories they will be gone with no one to remember . its mortifying to be the one who remembers but if i don’t then who will! i feel like i am such a nostalgic person i fear i will always be longing for the past rather than

the present . this feeling of mine actually devoured me whole back then but im glad im sort of ok now. not totally ok but ok to the point of accepting that the past is in the past now but of course i am always gonna be nostalgic i feel like it won’t be me if i wasn’t. i say im ok but i cannot help it and sometimes i go insane yearning for the past (like right now) in greek the word nostalgia means the pain from an old wound and thats a perfect way to

describe it. a twinge in ur heart thats far more powerful than a memory alone- a feeling of a place where we ache to go again but can not. ok idont even know what im rambling right now my thoughts r going haywire and my fingers r just typing in everything im thinking. i miss it. the old days and i know years later i will say the same thing. ill look back and these days r the good days. its a cycle tjat i fear i can never break out from i want to grab my sisters hand and run back through time when we still slept in the same bed. nostalgia hits me so

hard and my memory becomes so vivid so real i smell the scent of the air and i feel it all again i hear it all

again and sometimes as it all hits i find my cheeks wet

[mauiiix]

Feb 15, 10pm til 2 am. Nag overtime mi mga engrs. Nakarealize ko na kaya na nako makihalubilo sa ilaha. Makaingon ko ana kay i can joke with them naman. And im happy na i can make them laugh sa akoang nonesense na storya. Usahay makahunahuna sad bya ko ay na when i get comfy sa tawo i can make them laugh easily gyud, kay akoang humor mugawas ra naturally. Pero idk lang ha kay for me di man ko kataw anan, or maybe because im around with people na dali ra pakataw on? Magsige kog kadungon sa phrase na "kataw anan mani siya oy" pero mutubag raman gud kos ilaha pangutana or usahay mo react rako. Sayangan biya pud ko mobalhin og site kay na feel at home nako dri. Mao to pag ingon ni sir na next week pwede nako mobalhin, si engr gasuggest nga itry daw nakog hangyo si sir nga og pwede ig human nalang exam. Makita bya pud nako na naa koy pulos sa site bisan gamay. Comfy na kaayo ko ni maam pud, and sa isa diha na sobra na ka touchy, ireport tikang maam hahaha makamingaw gyud, pero thats life man. I need to interact more people aron mawala ni akoang kaulawon and i can blend with them. Im preparing for the best version of my self

[aranarumei]

araki hours... going to talk abt his covers of villain and call boy bc they have some of my fav arrangment choices. which is ABSOLUTELY one of the reasons he has some of my alltime favorite covers and is my fav utaite in general. in addition to the fact that i just like his voice lmao. will keep this under a cut bc i babble

ok so villain can be up first. one of my favorite songs, and one of my favorite covers.

first off: his voice is just... so good for this song. i think thats exemplified in both here and call boy, because both of them really suit a voice thats kind of... yknow rough, a bit disinterested? which araki can definitely do. his voice just flows so well with the emotions to me like with the “nee” bit in the second verse, the way he gets like audibly louder and more aggressive? great. one of my favoriteeeee parts in this is around 1:05, where araki does this fun “ooh”ing over the whole “villain villain villain” bit, and it’s so. it made me go back and check the original and i’d thought the part he was singing was just an instrumental line but listening back it actually really sounds like flower’s voice with a lot of effects on it! and i think it is So Cool to be like. re-voicing that bc it sounds sooo good when its brought out like that. and then!! and then at the first chorus with the “ageku no biran” line, there’s just this nice added part in the back that extends to “no” into “no-o-o” and it sounds so good for real. but bc its like. a bit quieter it doesnt rly detract from the silence between “ageku no” and “biran” that the first chorus has... to me at least. i think smthing abt villain that i really love as a song is that its got soooo many lil flairs and flourishes that rly add to the whole thing, and it feels like araki rly commits to showing those off? like all the doubling thats here in this song. its so good. like the way the hits on “life” in the “dakatsu life” really, well... hit. the layered vocals sound so good.

secondly: call boy. gahhh again his voice just sounds sooo good w/ this song. like the whole song itself is this thing of like. oh fuck everything im in a destructive spiral and araki just totally embodies that callous feeling to me. im sure anybody who’s listened to his cover already knows what im talking abt but the line around 0:40 (”naa nandemo yaru kara sa”) is so. like the laugh between “naa” and “nandemo” ABSOLUTELY characterizes the song so well. its such a good detail and doesnt feel out of place at all, especially bc call boy also has a bunch of like those little vocal flourishes and interjections(? idk how to describe them) within the song. other things i LOVE though. in that same line when the “sa” is held out right before dropping into the next line and then the chorus, the instrumental has this little like. it walks up a few notes to build tension. and araki just voices that with lil “ooh”s! it sounds so good. then theres the chorus which is like. it sounds great. again lots of layered vocals which is great! it sounds absolutely explosive and also like, a party so very in-theme for the song to me. and then! the chorus ends with “don’t stop / kamawazu ni mou ippai” which gets repeated with some variation after each chorus. love that line. but araki also adds like some “ooh”ing vocals here which kind of... matches the instrumental? like its working off of the same base structure but it’s really not a one-to-one. but again it like really adds to the impact and it sounds good and I really think it makes it so like. the thing he did before feels consistent and reasonable instead of just random. these lil vocal additions right before and at the end of the chorus happen for all three times the chorus comes around! such a nice detail. and OF COURSE i have to mention the last line (”won’t stop / shinu mae ni mou ippai”) because oh my god. in the og this line is basically sung how it is in the first chorus, but the “i” in “ippai” is accented/held just a lil for some oomph. araki goes and like. changes the rhythm a little and ends up landing on a much higher note than how the usual line ends and it absolutely is just like. oh great that had so much energy to it that i’m ruined for other covers now.

ok thats everything. i hope i could describe this well enough bc i know fuck all abt music.

[goddamnmuses-a]

@redemptivexheroics​ sent me this link so here’s my reaction to..

 50 Dumb Laws From Across the United States Under the cut cus long. 

1. It Is Prohibited To Harass Big Foot (Washington) .. Naa this ones fair, leave him alone, he’s not botherin anyone. 

2. It Is Illegal To Catch A Fish with Your Bare Hands (Kansas) .. that’s just showing off so yeah, screw that guy, go to jail, not so big now are you mr. bare handed fisher. 

3. Illegal to Eat Fried Chicken (Except With Your Hands) (Gainesville, Georgia) I mean it’s probably the easiest way to eat fried chicken.. if you’re eating fried chicken.. like a chicken wing.. with a knife and fork.. yeah, go to jail. 

4. Drivers Must Not Pump Their Own Gas (Oregon and New Jersey) .. Jokes on this law.. it’s not a Gas it’s a Liquid.. silly. 

5. Prohibited to open an umbrealla on a street (Alabama) .. This ones dumb. 

6. Dominoes may not be played on Sunday (Alabama) .. God hates Dominoes?

7. Illegal to throw confetti or spray silly string (Alabama).. Sounds stupid but probably actually does prevent accidents and stuff. 

8. Flamingoes are not allowed in barber shops (Alaska) .. What happened for this to need to be a law?

9. Denying someone a glass of water is prohibited (Arizona) Don’t be a dick. Just hand over some water. 

10. Dogs are not to bark after 6PM (Arkansas) .. If this was somehow enforceable.. i wouldn’t be mad. 

11. Spitting is only permitted on baseball diamonds (California).. Sounds like an anti-baseball law.

12. Illegal to collect rain water (Colorado) Yo.. anyone wanna buy some rain water.. Keep it on the DL. 

13. It is illegal for car dealers to show cars on Sundays (Colorado). On Sundays you get a Mystery box.

14. A pickle is not a pickle unless it bounces. (Connecticut). .. Alright. Who am I to argue with the pickle police.

15. One is not to walk backwards after sunset (Connecticut).. Probably safer to walk forwards so fair. 

16. It is prohibited to fly over water without sufficient supplies (Delaware) .. This doesn’t sound stupid to me.. if you’re flying over water surely you want life vests on your plane?

17. The singing in public places while wearing a bathing suit is not allowed (Florida) This is just worded weirdly.

18. Skateboarding without a license is prohbited. (Florida) I didn’t even know Skateboard licenses was a thing. I kinda like it. 

19. One is not to live on a boat for more than 30 days (Georgia).. Sucks to be Rosie and Jim in Georgia. 

20 Chickens are not permitted to cross the road. (Georgia) But Why did the Chicken cross the road?

21. No billboards allowed (Hawaii) Makes sense to preserve the beautiful views. 

22. You cannot place a coin behind your ear. (Hawaii) Who’s just hiding coins behind their ears like a weirdo? 

23. It is prohibited to gift a box of chocolates weighing more than 50 lbs(Idaho) .. Idaho is on a diet. 

24. No bicycles allowed in tennis courts (Idaho). Seems like cheating to use a bike in a game of tennis anyway. 

25. The giving of whiskey to dogs is prohibited (Illinois) Hell yeah, let’s get white dog wasted. 

26. No kites allowed to be flown within city limits (Illinois) .. Kite Man disapproves. 

27. The value of pi is 4, not 3.1415 (Indiana) Just easier to remember. 

28. The reading of palms is prohibited (Cedar Rapids) Yeah don’t touch my hands you witch. 

29. No false promises allowed. (Louisiana) Just a solid good law right here. 

30. Nobody is to step out of a plane mid-flight (Maine) I mean.. Again, good law to have i guess. 

31. Christmas decorations must not be up past January 14th (Maine) .. Grinch much?

32. It is not permitted to take a lion to the movies (Maryland). Sorry Simba. 

33. Beer is not to be given to hospital patients (Massachusetts) Well duh.

34. All putt-putt courses are to be closed no later than 1am. (Michigan) This one sucks for all you late night putt putters out there.

35. Nobody is to cross state lines with a duck atop their head (Minnestoa) That’s called duck smugglin’

36. Anyone disturbing church services is subject to a citizens arrest (Mississippi) Can’t like citizens arrests just happen any time, it’s whether or not they’re like actually tried for it afterwards? Idk citizen arrest laws. 

37. It is prohibited to frighten a baby (Missouri). Good.

38. The raising of pet rats is prohibited (Montana) It didn’t turn out well for Ron so fair. 

39. Doughnut holes are not to be sold. (Nebraska)... So there’s free doughnut holes going? 

40. No camels are allowed on highways. (Nevada) ..I mean.. it’d be worse if they were. 

41. Tapping feet, nodding head, or moving to music in any water is prohibited in restaurants, (New Hampshire) What underwater resturants have you guys got?

42. It is required that a person lend a phone to another in need. (New Jersey) This is nice but i dont trust people enough to not run off with my phone. 

43. No slippers before 10 pm. (New York) This law has a loophole in that it doesn’t say 10pm on what day.. could be 10pm on 1st of Jan 2012. Everyone can now wear slippers. I’ve freed everyone from this law. 

44. It is illegal to sing off-key. (North Carolina) Good singing or GTFO.

45. No bingo games shall last more than 5 hours. (North Carolina) After 5 hours you should all be done anyway. 

46. The serving of beer and pretzels simutaneously is not allowed (North Dakota). Well thats dumb.. probably safer to prevent dehydration.. but c’monn.

47. Noone shall participate in a duel, (Ohio). Sorry Yugioh. 

48. Professional sports are not to be played on Sundays. (Rhode Island). Unprofessional sports only. No formal wear. 

49. it is prohibited to catch a fish using a lasso. (Tennessee) Screw who made this law up, i wanna see a guy lasso a fish. 

50. Drinking of milk is mandatory. (Utah) They got them good bones in Utah.

[itsjusta]

May 8, 2021

woke up so late todaaay doe almost 11 naaa idk why i slept so long todaaay doeee but my head hurts gyapon pag mata huhu issa very lutaw ko now doeee aish ion like it gyd basta so dugay wake up uiieee and so lain gyd ginhawa so i took painkiller doe and timing nag cook mommy lauya issa murag na ulian2 ko sa sabaw doeee hehe help2 pd ko sa kitchen uy nang limpyo and hugas ko cos mom man cook sa lunch and food for dogs

after dat i went to my old room there ko tambay doeee gitiwas nako ang kdrama na ako gina watch cos last 3 eps nalang maaan and u knooow what when i finished it 2pm kapin issa ka cry ko diretso doeee huhu idkkk i was holding out the negative feelings doe and when i was not distracted na aish issa i couldnt help it na doe

anad naman ko sa emptiness and loneliness but it still hurts a lot doeee the pain doesnt go away everytime i cry even though for the past year i have cried so much

only me and the universe knows how much i’ve cried this year doe and days like today when i cry the hardest are the most painful doeee because i question myself and my decisions a lot and all i can do is cry and be strong for myself doeee because i know that all i have is myself gyd. i know a lot of people are around me but sometimes i feel like a burden doeee other people cannot know about what im feeling doe and i also feel like a burden to you :(

its been almost a year doeee but i feel like im only at 40% not even halfway thereeee and i feel the sadness and the pain the most at days like these doe. sometimes i would have days and even weeks where i would be able to go on without feeling it so much but then there are also weeks like this na ma feel nako everyday ang emptiness and ang pain doeee aishhh u know i try so hard to break the cycle but its like my body and my heart is making me feel it doeee 🥺 hayyy i just need to get through tough days like todayyy and continue to hope for a better tomorrow and i know puhon puhon idk when but i’ll also be happy doeee 🤗 aish idk if naa muabot sako life so dat i’ll be happy or maybe i’ll just be contented with my life gyd heheh i want to be happy on my own doe but idk issa i am someone gets so bored basta walay ka storya doe omggg dapat na nako change cos ion wanna uyab2 pa!!! 😤😤😤 i want to be happy and independent!

i want to go far away and isolate doe 🥺 i think i need a break from all of this doeee but so hard gyd to even go out of town gani hahah i think the world is telling me to endure all of this and just stay strong doe hahah aishhh puhon2 i will go away doe even if diri lang sa pinas hahah i wanna start a new life aish if pwede lang gyd issa what if i disappear kalit doe dont miss me okay ahha

after my crying session i got hungwy doee so i cooked pancakesss heheh then after dat naka nap ko doeee cos im so tayurd and da weather so bugnaaaw hehe when i woke up issa 5pm na doeee and bakod nako uyyy das when i lung ag and ordered milktea doeee hehhe i felt better na after ko naka nap and naka milktea thank u doeee issa milktea gyd my comfort food!! 🥺🥺 issa milktea and ramen our go-to food but no ramen man here uyyy eheh

i took da exam na dayooon and i got perpek cos its so sayon lang maaan hehe excited nako for my grades uyyy and also for yoursss heheh i hope we get good grades 🥺🥺 the rest of the night scroll2 lang ko everywhere and babath and prepare clothes for my short stayyy sa medina aish im so duha2 gyd doe to go early cos i think i will get bored and i get so anxious and scared gyd doeee if wala distractiond cos im so scared na all i will do is be sad and cry :((( aishhh issa thats what i feel everytime gyd doe and its so scary gyddd but idk uie i’ll just survive tomorrow i dont care if i will just cry there das fine hahah im trying my best to not be sad doeee but a lot of things make me sad and its so annoying hahah i cried again before i slept doe aishhh sometimes i feel like an idiot gyddd and i feel like im making the worse decisions and i think i am gyd doe hahah but das fineee im fine with where i am now even tho its sad hahah i will just enjoy everything while it lasts cos the day will come when we will grow apart because of the situation and i can’t be in ur life na hahha dont miss me huuuh hehe but u wont even notice that im gone doe aish just enjoy while im still here okaaay im also enjoying it even though i cry a lot ahhah

good nighttt amping have fun tommmm

[horansqueen]

*stretches her fingers* right so there you go: 💌 😊💉👒🌃😄😅😇🐱🌱😃😆📺🔈🌊🍳🎶🐭🍉💕👍🏼

damn girl thats a lot of emojis hahaha! ok ill try to answer them all!

first off, you really shouldnt be nervous to message me. im a loser and i LOVE you. like youre one of my few friends on here and i always enjoy getting messages from you! youre sweet too and youve made me smile many many many times! i love talking to you too and youre super friendly yourself! omg i want to talk to you more! we can be even closer friends id love that! yes if i see a post you made i will definitely answer thats for sure! you shouldnt worry about upsetting me. i dont get upset easily tbh. and idk how you could scare me off lol naa that wont happen ily too much for that! yep its always positive when we talk i agree! YOURE THE CUTE ONE!! i want to get to know you better too!!! you make me laugh too and we do have similar tastes! i get the ‘personality’ thing a lot so im used to it lmao i know i come off as intense and i can talk a bit loud sometimes (metaphorically). thank you for the egg lmaoooo! so im thinking tyou associate me with Niall yea? LOL! i appreciate the mouse emoji a lot. its a tough thing for me to do. im not really kind to myself and i know it i just dont know how to change. so thank you for that, ily and i appreciate it. id love to live closer and we could hang out and talk about Niall haha!!! thatd be super fun! i love you too, so so much! and i do think youre a good person too. youre amazing. thank you for this ILYSM!!!! 💝💖💖💖

send me emojis!

[ad1thi]

More title asks bc im bored : 'everytime I turn around you disappear'//'that's the kind of love (I've been dreaming of)'//If Tomorrow Never Comes (basically kal ho na ho but im shit at translation)// I'll send more when i think of them zkzkzk

oof okay strap in

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everytime i turn around you disappear:  (this is super long so ive broken it up into paras)

so its spooky season right??

so an au where tony “dies” after im3 and leaves his assets to the Avengers Initiative. After the events of winter soldier, Pepper divides his assets amongst the team; since the will explicitly states “The Avengers Initiative” and not the Government. 

Bucky doesn’t run away at the end of the film; and instead Sam and Bucky hole up in the Malibu mansion while Steve work with Nat and Pepper to legally exonerate his name. (there’s a side pepperstevenat here btw). JARVIS is alive ofc, and one of the things that helps Bucky out of his disassociate states is listening to stories about Tony. 

This is cuz, initially Bucky still associates Tony to Howard, and its a sense of familiarity- but slowly Bucky starts falling for Tony; and the idea of Tony starts pulling Bucky back into normalcy. Sam warns him that its no good for his psyche to fall in love with a ghost; but is otherwise understanding and supportive.

And the more Bucky learns about Tony, the more he gets obsessed with Tony. He learns everything there is to know about Tony- and he starts noticing some gaps in the story; things that don’t add up. Like the way JARVIS seems to go offline for a couple of seconds every couple of days, even though Steve swears that Tony’s tech was the best of the best. The way that Pepper always seems to be, distant and worried about something. The fact that Rhodey didn’t show up for his own bestfriend’s wedding.

He does some investigating; and basically he figures out that Tony isn’t dead- but that Aldrich somehow survived and kidnapped Tony while Tony was under anaesthesia from the surgical suite. Pepper had him declared him so she could get access to his funds, and Rhodey and Pepper have been looking for him ever since. 

Eventually, Tony breaks himself out- because essentially he would’ve been Aldrich’s guinea pig which had the bonus of being continuously pumped with variations of EXTREMIS that, once stabilised, just made him strong enough to escape

But Tony’s been under capture for almost 2 years now; and the only people he responds to are Rhodey, Pepper and surprisingly- Bucky.  (it later comes out that those times that JARVIS went offline was Tony hacking into his systems through EXTREMIS and trying to send a signal but he was never strong enough to keep the signal. but he was there long enough to catch glimpses of Bucky’s adoration of him)

And there’s a lot of emotional healing but eventually buckytony happens and rhodey&tony are besties yay

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thats the kind of love (ive been dreaming of): this would be a rhodeytony fic; probably just pure fluff- maybe mit era?? or pre im1 era?? or just post im2

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kal ho naa ho: 

i would straight up write kal ho na ho. with tony as shah rukh, rhodey as saif and pepper as preity; complete with the heart condition- kanta bhai thinking that rhodey and tony were gay for each other and tony’s undying love for pepper. i would also write a healthy amount of rhodeypepper because i actually really like that ship. 

or actually, i could even do stevetonybucky with steve as shah rukh; bucky as saif and tony as preity. i could see that happen as well. 

idk im conflicted now but basically i would just straight up write kal ho na ho (maybe i SHOULD damn)

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send me titles and i’ll tell you what fic i would write for it!

[wintych]

AN OPEN LETTER TO THE MAN WHO EARN AND BROKE MY TRUST. (The day I decide to give you space before letting you go)

Hi Babo, kamusta? I bet pag mabasa na nimo ni, im slowly healing na, :) Babo, still remember those times, i don’t want to trust or take a risk for a relationship, cause daghan kay kog issues? Then i told you, if makahulat ka, basig naay chance? Im praying to God nga pag dili man gale pure imong intentions, mas maayu kuhaon ka ni Lord, pero grabe bai, after 3 months, nag uyab nta, idk, i can see in your eyes how pure and innocent are you, and how different you are from other guys, You made me feel, safe haven those times, swerte kay ko sa akong kamaldita, wala kay emik, ni shut up rka, og gisabot ko nimo, Then you made me realize nga, elegal tika, para dli one sided, so kulba kaayu ko, that God is soo Good, smooth ra kaayu, until sa mas legal nata, even put chain lock on our fb status na legal ta. so free nka makalaag2 sa balay sa akong brother.

We create moments and deep talks, then i tried to enter and destroy your walls, then i realize how valuable and how much i wanted to love you and embraced everything about you. I trusted you so much that i gave everything to you, even helping you financially, vice versa, goes thats what lovers do right? and start to dream and plan for our future right after I pass my board exam.  I even seriously said nga sus maski pag magpakasal nko sa imoa sa Judge next year (2021, this year cause we started soul connection on March 2020) then you smiled.

You were there, while im procrastinating about my theis subject, to finishing my degree and even attending my graduation pictorial. Grabe we’ve just known for almost 8 months, then felt like kaila na kaayu ta. i already told you na magcebu ko after pandemic, but pandemic last this longer, so i decided with your pleading power to have self review, sulayan basi diay makapasar with God’s guidance. 

So review days start, naay away kay dili pa tika masabtan, naa koy needs nga dili nimo ma.attain, disappoints pero guess wat? im learning to understand you more deeper. i made balik2 things,but im learning. So in the middle of review days, nabikil mi ni kuya and decided to go home, am so hesitant to be home, kay magLDR ta pero tungod kay nagsalig kos imoa, i went home, then abe ko mas mstrong ta duha, pero constant ghpon ang commu, nak adjust nkos imoa, and even focused on studying more, then here it goes, so shock nga wala lng man ka nagpahibalo nga akong name sa in a relationship is cannot be seen anymore, Baboo i asked you, nganu? then you asked dili ikaw ana? and i burst out, nagging and saying those words out of control. cause its not once, its been twice, first you hide it, then to not seeing my name anymore?

So i calmed myself and said sorry cause you are still in the middle of your work so i decide to txt you, to talk on your bhaus. Then it all started, you dont want to talk to me anymore, no answered calls, youve already ghosted me for almost 6 days not having any answers nor talks from you? and it hurt so bad, im so distracted, you didnt even bother for my feelings, babo? why? just because i bursted out like that your going to throw away everything we build? why? why wont you dare talk to me? is there really someone new? babo why? why those nicknames and in a relationship of your hasnt change? why? T.T why leave me those thoughts, and what ifs, Babo, why? and the most funny thing is, i decide to give you space and im hoping that we will be okay after all, but deep inside me, you could possibly leave me forever. Babo i trusted you, everything i trusted you and waited for you. So i decided to wait until feb 13, 2021, and here i am crying breaking down, praying that you will give me answers, and thinking that any sooner will end up separate ways, but deep inside me, hoping that you would comeback cause i will embrace you fully again. T.T i know i cant do anything to change your mind for now, but my weapon will only prayers, and praying that we will be back to normal eve its impossible T.T please dont give up, i invested on this beacuse you want me to trust and love you with all of me T.T. and now were you? just keep on seening me and its fucking hard! T.T please comeback for the last time T.T lets work on this T.T sorry, ill make it up to you more.

But i know its impossible T.T may miracles happen T.T

waiting until feb 13 T.T i miss you so bad T.T

-Babi,

01/31/21

[salosion]

I Know Y👁U’RE Not Shocked Only Cause It Makes Sense, And When It Makes Sense It Takes The Element of Surprise Away Cause Logic Great But Can Be Lame But Were In This Game Perfectly Divine To Navigate To Gardens Of Euphoric Love.

As I Was Saying While Y👁UR Eyes Keep Ice Skating Alongst My I Have The Power Here Cause When You’re Intrigued Thats When Seduction Appears What Was Leaked What Mystery Did Appear Take a Peak The Gardens Wisdom Is Beyond Knowledges Barriers.

Poets Spew & As I Do I’ll Tie Up The Time It Took To Generate a Hook and Be Able To Say I Love You I say it ALL THE TIME CAUSE YOU YES YOUUU YES I DO I FUCKING LOVE

Y👁👁UUU Hey Atleast I Made Some Wings For Your Heart When You Read What It Took To Depart See I Only Overflow Give G👑D & LOVE Sensitive See.

Only Sensitivity Sees The Breeze’s Drafts Winds Wings Wonderous Songs.

I Said See 👀 For a Reason & Before That I Said Sensitive /\ Sensitivity.

People Are Too Sensitive & Not Sensitive Enough.

What The Hell Is Wrong With Y’all You’re a Garden.

RADI🌞TE.

As I Exasperate Y👁UR Amusement Cake 🎂 And Expand Y🌞UR HEARTS AWAKENING

But Y👁U Always Stay Cause From Me Y👁U Always Take The Food That Feeds The Soul.

So Confused Yell Y👁UR Spews

Y👁U Got No Facts, Y👁U Got No Proof; Thats What Fucking Poets Do Tickle Thunder Tunnel Under In Around Surrender Longer With The Truth Thats Already In Y👁UR Face We Delictaley Bake Our Surroundings What We Take Our Words Feelings and Thoughts and Words

Musters Up Into Words That Set Y👁U Free &

Limit Y👁U Is ALL Y 👁U Take I Vibrate Science Shit a My Mistake ill apologize for and mean it cause I nuisanced👃 Y👁U but won’t give a shit because I did it for Y🫀U &

Y👁UR heart to reach it’s overflow I don’t give 👅Fucks Fucks as you Already Ya Tu Sabe La Ascensor Solo Sube Nunca Bajes Nunca Baja De Sus Nuves Austronave Te Vuelan Y Te Llevan A Cielos Cielos Tienen De Cielos Sueñoss Ni Si Queiran Imaginamaban Se Sabian Saben La Ascensor Solo Sube Nunca Bajen. Ya Already knew me know just of you as you know cause💦 I do as you know Loves the truth as you know I’ll 💦 Send Chills down 💧

Y👁UR Corners Corners spines👃 Will Vibrate Cause Sensitivity Is Loves Divine I Ain’t No Glitch You Won’t See Me Cry Unless That Heart She Itch My Soul Tore Divine; Sensitive Is Lit It’s What allows lit to be lit with out sensitive you can’t lit the fire with the stick or the match or the witch of the magician or the wich flip stick switch you are so rich Y👁UR HOLY FLOW WITH BLOOD OF Love And Thunder GLOWWW That Gyrates All The Truth.

I’ll 💦 Send Chills down 💧

Y👁UR Corners Corners spines👃 Will Vibrate

Once Y👁U Hear it There Is No Use Y👁U Just Have The Opportunity To Merge With It & If

Y👁UR Heart ♥️ & Mind 🧠 Are Big Enough Abuse This Gift of Miracles G👑D Gave Us Too Give I Give Until I Give Cause Loves My Only Lift While I Smoke This Spliff Ny Body Needs a Hit My Soul The Love It Lifts With The Substance That Keeps Keeping Us Alive, The Sustenance We ALL ALREADY DIED REINCARNATED TO SURVIVE YOUR SOUL IS FREE DONT REINCARCERATE THE WILL THATS DEEP TO DIVE JUMP AND SWIM ALL TOGETHER WERE MEANT TO SWIM BUILD ATLANTIS RIDE DOLPHINS Like JET SKIS With Cigar Pipes and robes and pop tarts with a rose; ALONE YOU STAND STRONG TILL YOURE OUT OF BREATHE AND DESPAIR DROWNS YOU IN ITS SEA. TOGETHER ALL ALONG THAT WAS THE WISDOM OF THE KEY AND THE HEART of THE HOLY CROWN.

As I Y👁U Trippy View Salo True Crazy Too But Sanely True

.

As I Was Saying Before I Slithered Through.

The Point Is (#ProblemsofaPoet I Know Y👁U Never Met One Like Muahh💋💋💋💋 So Dope and Raaaa taaa taaa They All Try To Paint With Their Life & their Words They Do But Dont I Get Y👁U Lost In The Streams Of The Souls Creativity Is The Most Precious Divinity of This Miracoulous Gift So Life, Most Play a Game Live Life Twice One In a Frame In Disguise And Another In a Frame Free From Eyes I Live This Shit In The Skys Full Of Love NAKED IM THE PRIZE COME TAKE IT BEFORE YOU TRIED. My Genius’ƨ Oh My’d Can’t Live Any Other Way Then Bleed The Trees That Caress The Day Was Made To Take YOURR BREATHE AWAYYY THIS LOVEEE I BLEEED LIKE THE CREATOR MADEEE TO PLAY PERFECTIONS RAYS SHINE FOR DAYS DIVINITY TRANSALATES THE YEARS IN TOUNGES FREQUENCY HEARS AND CLEARS AND The Leaves They Take Y👁U Aw🌳y and Land Y👁U There Here Where What How Wow Dear Share Care Love Now Fear Is a False Falasity Put There To Have and Create Be Able To HAVEEEE THE LOVEEEEE YOUUU FUCKINGGGG COLDD HEARTEDDD IDIOTSSSSS !!

🚀

THE LEAVESSSS They Fucking Caress and For ALL You “Tough Motherfuckers” Who Don’t Use Words That Stress Your

Feelings Are So Beautiful ELABORATE DISSECT AND BLESSSSSS Don’t Hide Inside Your Nest of Shadows Thought Y👁U Weren’t The Best Or Worthy At All. The Only Reason

Y👁UR Beautiful Gift Exists To Give and Take a Shit Is CAUSE YOURE FUCKING ITT THE KINGGG /\ QUEEEEN MEANT TO SERVE THE KINGGGGGG /\ QUEEEN G👑D ONE G👑D /\ LOVE AND FUCKINGGG WORTHY ENOUGH

DONT FOR a Second Take This Shit For Granted Y👁UR STILL HERE Cause Y👁UR HEART ACTED DEAR IN THIS LIFE OR PAST LIFES REARS. Y👁UR ONLY STILL HERE CAUSE YOUR LOVE IS MORE THEN NEEDED ITS PLEADED BY GODDDDD and DAMNNN IF YOUR LOVE IS PLEADED BY GODDD YOU MUST BE FUCKING THE SPECIALESTT!!!

Y👁UR’E ONLY STILL HERE READING THESE WORDS THAT SEDUCE THE H🕳LE 👄Ƨ IN YOUR TUMMY’S CASCADE CHANDELLIERS CLEAR WATER FALL FALL WATERFALLS AND FLOWS AMD GROWS TILL IT GLOWS MORE THEN IT DID BEFORE WITH YOUR SOUL CAUSE YOUR’E WH♥️LE AND SEEKING WHAT YOU ARE YOURE ONLY STILL HERE CAUSE

Y💎U ARE A FUCKING ST🌟R AND FUCKINGGGG WORTHY ENOUGHH OF LOVE SO UNBOUND UNIMAGINABLE UNFOUND UNTANGIBLE NO SOUND CAN REACH ITS FRACTABLE HALLS BUT YET THAT ECHO IN YOUR HEAD RIGHT NOW IT Calls Calling Calls WHEN YOU EXPECTED DIDNT THINK I THOUGHT I SAID IT HELLO WOULD You Thought I Said It SAY HELLO AND REPeat it again hello but what flow will he bend hello did i surprise you my friend hell no maybey you did with that lend it let it go ALLL THE WAY the sense it makes sense it beautifully beyond see a fucking Poet only a poet can explain this shit cause he feels it to the point where he has to tie the gift so perfectly that it fits and hits and dips and fixes your soul while it lifts surprises that orgasmic tip i penetrate with It my /\ Our lift lift lift LIFTTY Y👁U UPPPP TILLL YOU GIVEEE GIVEEE GIVEEEEEE ALLL UP ALLLL OF UPPPP AND JUST GIVE GIVEE GIVEEE GIVEEEEEEE ME MORE OF THIS UGHHHHHHH GIFTTTTTT.

Y👁U ALREADY ARE THE ULTIMATE GIFT 🎁

Come Lick My Tips The Knowledge Flys.

The View From Here.

“Oh My”

- EVERYONƎ

“Oh My”

- Y👁U

As I Was Saying Before I Threw Up On Y👁UR Day In

As I Was Saying Before What I Only Ever Intended To Need To Want To Say EVERYTHING SO BEAUTIFULLY ELEGANTLY WITH DRIP 💧 💎

Lost This Confusions Okay.

But How Can He Be But Not Nay Other Way.

If I Wasn’t True To ALLL &

To Me

Truest In Every Fucking WAYY.

👑👑👑 The Psychedelic King 👑👑

👑👑👑 Salomon Joseph Sion 👑👑👑

What a Trip.

You thought and said and said outloud to your friends then looked at each other with confirmations edge this one he might be actually be fucking wholesome le organically whole and on a fucking roll cause to the greatest party’s I only roll and roll a million rolls more the spliff no more choice rolling on a roll rock and roll that’s His Soul Salo Sion There He Go Where He Go I Follow Cause Y👁U Already Knew Y👁U Know Salos Can ALWAYS BE TRUSTED and Y👁U Already Knew Y👁U Salo’s Kinda Almost Always Also Right Some How. Idk How Either Actually I Do It’s Easy You’re Also Smart Just Use More Of Y👑UR Heart.

So Again (Too Much of a Poet He Can’t Speech!!!! SPEECHHH!!! SPEECCHHH!!! Normal)

So again As I Was Saying Before

I Know Y👁U’RE Not Shocked Only Cause It Makes Sense That The Best Artist On The Worlds Block Gave Birth To The Best Artist In The Verses Verses Verses Verse Get Me In The Wring With Any Opponent Ill Make Them SINGGG Drip Paint First They’ll Learn So Much They’ll Come Right Back Need That Thirst More of Y👁UR Special Precious Royal Salo Wine.

So Divine From Eden’s Vines.

Salo Rhymes Cause He’s Already Tied The Logic Of Life So Profound I Have Fun With It. I Mean IM ALWAYSSS TELLINGGGG YOU to slideeee ILL bring out the most authentic pasta of Y👁U WHICH MAKE YOU THE DOPEST MOTHER FUCKER IN ALL OF LANDS COME HELP LAND THIS STARSHIP WE DIDNT PLAN BUT PLned to Thought the did we? Naa No Ego For Me Only Eggo’s Right Now To Fuel Me Up To Do Good Deeds Pray And Thank and Love To G👑D Did I Always Somehow Make you shocked ? Slide to my shows your world

G👑D put Me Here To Rock. 🎸

Y👁U Might Be Shocked Now Cause I Got You To Stay This Long Like Wow But Then You Tied Sense To The Sense Thats How Did I Take Away an /\ any Element /\ Elements Showed You How

To Magically Use Them To Y👁UR Bestest Benefit.

Ofcourse It Makes Fucking Sense

That The Best Fucking Artist @ On The Worlds Planets Universes Block Gave Birth To

This Nutter & Best Friend.

I’m Nuttier Then a Pack of Cashews 🥜

Came Up With ALL Glow All On Myself TM. ©

♾ 🙏 AMEN 🙏 ♾

Salo Sion ©

Y👁U Couldn’t Copy Be Steal Love To Be Me If Y👁U Tried.

Y👁U Couldn’t Try To Be If You Tried.

Y👁U Also Don’t Want Too Cause You Know Its Impossible Know You Can’t.

Y👁U Don’t Drip This Hue Is a Colour So Grand.

I Dr💧p So Hard I Nourish The Plants. 🌹

You Drip So Hard The Drool Is What Lands And Then Waters The Lands of The Gardens Grands

But Y👁U Are So Great And So Much Greater Then Me I Just AM.

and If This Were Not But Again ONLY FUCKING STRAIGHT UP FACTSS THIS PACK OF CASHEWS ONLY ALWAYS POETICALLY FUCKINGLY TICKLES SPEWS.

And is This Were Not True That Y👁U’RE So Greattt FUCKINGGGG GREATERRR THEN THE NEWEST GENERATIONS KINGGG

👑👑👑 SALO 👑👑👑

If This Was Not Facts True Then How The Fuck Could I Truly Genuinely Love You ?

LIFES a Paradox 🎁 Thank You Mother For Blood and Skin and More Then Love Counts Eveything I Play With So Much Fucking Soul They All Think I’m

Crazy Cause They haven’t touched the drops of the droplets of te drops of the hearts to your tums you feel it in knots never done forever he rocks KINGDOMSSSS COMEEESS.

🎁

I LOVE Y😘U

IF Y👁U DONT LOVE ME I STILL ADORE

Y👁U & TRULY DO NOT GIVE A FLYING FUCKS FUCK GO GIVE A FLYING FUCKS FUCKS MAYBEY THEN YOU’LL GET THAT PROMOTION.

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So Today Was Weird

So I dont know what came over me but I was actually asleep I wanna say by 10:30p or 11p last night . I go in early so I for whatever reason I got up at 4:30 . At first I woke up at 4 though ; I was just like ehh too early so I went back to sleep . I guess my sleep got deep but like a good deep 30 minutes nap . I was up like a spring chicken . Again , I usually have just a little drag to me ; but there wasn’t a drop of drag in me . 

But I knew something was off I just didn’t know what . So remember I told you my girlfriend and I aren’t really like connecting at all in the previous blog post . Well she once again responded in a damn message after I thought we was gone use our throats and mouth to discuss anything instead of texts but I guess not . Apparently I read the message at like 12:30 . Mind you I know I wasn’t awake so it had to of woken me up or whatever no big deal . But had I not looked at my messages and seen just the small glimpse of the message I wouldn’t have realized she wrote me ; because again , I was asleep when she sent it . I hate when she does that though . Waits until I’m good and damn sleep to wanna talk or waits until she wants to open up . But be having the nerve to get on me about communication . I now I’m young and stupid and can be a little wreckless but damn baby girl . IS WE GONE COMMUNICATE WITH WORDS OR NAA ? I guess not since her throat still dont work and the only way to hear her voice is come up with a bs convo just to see if she gone respond . 

But in this point in time . I just dont know guys . Like I really dont . I fckd up I know in the past .And I also had other obligations prior to her . So I dont really understand why she is so frustrated as if she didn’t know my finances at first were shaky . I guess because I didn’t tell her who I owed and how much ? Quite frankly its none of her business tho . It all happened before her . But shit now I am debt free to them mutha fckrs . So I can actually help out like , ALOT more . Like more than she thinks . I actually make pretty decent money though at Holley . 

ANYYYYYWHOOOOOOO .... My day , thats supposed to be the topic right ? 

Yea so Im at the point of questioning if I am worth the amount of love she gives ? I love her dearly but if she aint happy , I just dont see a point in it . Like it would truly be selfish of me to insinuate that she should stick around . Plus idk how long she aint been happy . But tbh , I aint been happy either . I know I live here and all but I feel like I dont belong here . Like I feel like sometimes I am in the way .  Well at least 60% of the time . But she said she wants to talk so we gone see how that goes . I dont plan on saying much or anything . I kinda feel better . I been venting on here and when she wanted to talk via texts , I got what I had to say out . So on my part it really aint nun to be said . I’m just gone be all ears and just listen and take it in . But I got to work on my face tho because honestly my face will give off the “ i dont care “ look and it just be my face . I hate having RBF . Its genetic tho ; on my dads side . All them negros got stank faces and dont mean no harm . Just got to over look it .

 I guess I’ll go take a shower and fold clothes and chillout with the tv until I am addressed on whats going and and where do she and I go from here . Right now ? I feels like theres a her and a me . No we . I feel like my eviction notice is coming soon . But again I am okay with that if thats what she chooses . Cant fault her for how she feels and the actions she chooses to take on from here . Just accept that shit and keep grinding . 

OH by the way . :) Ya girl going back to college . I’m excited but I’m nervous because idk if I will do okay in a virtual classroom . But then again , did I do amazing in my in person classes ? Lol well fck naa . I love you and have a good day . 

If you made it to the end ? Honey you got to be bored because Aint no way I’m bout to really read all up in someones shit like et . But hey kudos to those who can do et . 

Oka Bye sugaa . (:

[blumiin]

Bias Tag

Tagged by @xseokjiin (sooo soft n cute tags!! rly!!), @jungkookio (WOW!! leesha, ur tags got me equally ouch and awww and oh i remember that!), @taekookiesandcream (’throw me in the pan’ ‘sprinkle some salt on me’ gosh kia I laughed so hard at that one!!!)  It was a pleasure reading ur tags!!!

Rule: Put the top 15 tags associated w your bias.

PARK JIMIN!

#why is he layin on that cardboard?? #idk #cnkjsnc #but #fuuu cckk #this pic has those strong 'honey i'm happy that we're moving into our first apartment' feels #help 

#he’s a definite reason to live #the reason why my days got brighter #the reason why im randomly smilin on the street  #the owner of my heart!

#WHEN WILL THE DAY COME WHERE I HAVE ENOUGH MONEY TO OPEN UP A GALLERY DEDICATED TO PARK JIMIN?

#THOSE PANTS!!!! #THOSE FCKN PANTS!!!! #even tho i hate those pants bc they were so fckn rude just them alone #and in combination with jimin havin them on = LOTS OF SUFFERING DKNDJSS #but I was that fckn designer  #I ADMIT #IWAS IT #I personally cut (i wanted to write cute but not in that life would i call that gifset cute) out those holes #to embrace those thights #FDLKNFSCLD #BODY WORSHIPNDKJSNCLSD #I see i did my job well #too good TBHFJISJF #I  now want to burn them1

#FCK MY LIFEEEE! #he looks absolutely breathtakin #that sweaty presenceE - Im diggin it! #fjkdbgmf #those ripped jeans - BURN THEM cause i can’t handle #Arrhggjjh uuuuggghh #and lastly those fckn arm veins MMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM #just hit me with that mic so i fall unconcious! #ckskbd

#He's beautiful in every way #this makes me wean #*weak #when i saw this my phone fell on my nose #it hurts a lil but if thats the impact thst angelic being then im fine with it #his smile makes me forget alll the bad sht outside

#my current mantra consists of 'do not feel attacked' 'try not to scream' and 'stay calm' while tryin to slowly breath in and out#i don't think it works. #bc #clearlyy 'oh shit' #(i lowkey love how he tried to do this hair thingy he always does but then was like 'naa i don't want to ruin my hair' and didn't go for it)

#DID I FCKN ASK TO BE ATTACKED BY HIS ......BUTT???????? #wtf??

#fuuu ck #i swear when he's on stage he turns into this...this this... pure sin! #just let me quick list what he did right this time again: sweaty.choker #sweaterpaws?#striped shirt.forhead.fck that neck vein!!!!! and do i see a belt grab?? #park jimin u know excactly what i like!#idk what to do with my life...

#how dare u bring this sinful most disrespectful moment back!!! #UGGGGHHH #FUCK #that boi clearly yes clearly know what he’s doin #and i hate him for that!! #u don’t do this randomly #with that tongue #and pointing to him #and that evil smirk at the end!!! #NOOOO!!! #NOOOOOO!!!!! #like boi behave #ur in public!! #If i were that girl idk i would be so flustered......like park jimin are u for real?#but tbh....u know....I-- 

#AND BOOOOOOOOM I'M PREGNANT! #gosh he rly caught me off guard #just wtf was he thinking #turning the mood all sensual #ndjsncljdsnfljnsalkfnslkfnsl #i was having a lecture park jimin #but gish #whatever the people behind me saw ....they definitely died with me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! #i just don't feel attack #ed #i don't feel as if he slapped me #he rolled over me with a bulldozer #dance on my grave #pls dance! 

#OOOOOOKKKAYYY #*gazes into the distance directed to south korea and speaks softly*#wtf is ur problem? why are u attacking me everyday! my life turned in to constant suffering 24/7 bc of u!

#i've avoided this pic until now....i saw it for a short sec but i stopped breathin thought about jumping out of my window #or if i should drown myself in sweat and tears #now im back #and IM TRULY! #FUCK PARK JIMIN! #WHAT ARE U DOIN TO ME! #UR LITERALLY PERFECT #CAN I PLASTER THIS AROUND MY TOWN??#THEY NEED TO SEE AND APPRECIATE THIS#WE HAVE UPCOMING ELECTIONS PEOPLE GONNA THINK TO VOTE HIM #BUT GUESS WHAT.....THEY WILL! #BFDKJSNKNF #IDK WHAT IM TALKIN IM SO---- 

#ok who tf told him to give me more of sufer!jimin vibes???? #I’ll come and find u after I recovered!!! #AND NOW TO U PARK JIMIN  #how dare u look way to attractive here with ur perfect wet hair #and puppy eyes i could gaze into for hours? #AND THEN WINK #AND......THAT FCKN TONGUE? NOPE WHY DID U HAVE TO INCLUDE THAT?#then next to u a literal sunshine???? HOBI??? #IM #NNO #AND BEHIND U TAE AND YOONGI WITH THOSE #TOWELS ON THEIR HEAD? #IM ----- #GO TO SLEEP PARK JIMIN PLS! IT'S ALMOST 3am sleep! 

#yes yes yes just fuck yes!!!!!!! #honestly i could write books about each hair in their era and i probably will when i’m broke and need money #everyone would want to have those books bc people want to appreciate art and i’m not talking about my writing I’m talking about #HIS!  #FCKN!  #GORGEOUS!  #HAIR! #he just pulls of every colour and i know his comeback hair will wreck me again i’m sure of that #I’m especially weak for black and silver haired jimin but that goddamn orange also wants to have a place on the list #but the black hair the b l a c k hair!!!! gives me weak legs  makes me want to run in front of a bus he can just step on me with that hair  #i would do everything to get that prince eric look back #but in the end hair doesn’t matter when i know that the person is the owner of my heart irrespective of which hair colour he has! #!!!!! 

I tag: @namjoonsbby @itschims @deletaed @kimtae95s @snowchuu @ahoneyyboyy @jimeolk @sugaster

[krayonders]

rules: answer all the questions and tag 20 other blogs ( tagged at the end of the post )

tagged by: deep and mysterious forces beyond our understanding and knowledge

last:

1. drink: water 2. phone call: my grandma 3. text message: my best friend 4. song you listened to:  #deep by bo burnham 5. time you cried: probably yesterday due to something minor and irrelevant 6. dated someone twice: nope 7. kissed someone and regretted it: yeP 8. been cheated on: not that i know of 9. lost someone special: probably lol 10. been depressed: nooo 11. gotten drunk and thrown up: i dont think so ok

3 favorite colors

12. yellow 13. pink 14. gold or orange klksdj

in the last year have you

15. made new friends: yas 16. fallen out of love: no 17. laughed until you cried: yesss 18. found out someone was talking about you: nopE 19. met someone who changed you: noo?? idk maybe 20. found out who your friends are: na 21. kissed someone on your facebook list: ya

general

22. how many of your facebook friends do you know in real life: all but like... two 23. do you have any pets: a dog. his name is hannibal lickter and i love him 24. do you want to change your name:  na 25. what did you do for your last birthday: i threw a party 26. what time did you wake up: 4:05 and then again 11:20 27. what were you doing at midnight last night: probably messaging summer tbh 28. name something you can’t wait for: graduating 29. when was the last time you saw your mom: seven minutes ago 31. what are you listening to right now: wrote u read u by rupaul and co 32. have you ever talked to a person named tom: yas 33. something that is getting on your nerves: sdfajlkd idk 34. most visited website: tumblr dot com 35. hair color: uh.... im dyed blonde but... like idk maybe dirty blonde??? 36. long or short hair: short ish 37. do you have a crush on someone: knife dad 38. what do you like about yourself: my pun game 39. piercings: ears 40. blood type: uhh O negative i thinkkkk 41. nickname:  em, emse, snibbles (or snubbles skaflksdjf i dont remember), burr burr, probably more 42. relationship status: single 43. zodiac: swagittarius  maybe thats why im single 44. pronouns: she/her 45. favourite tv show: rpdr or how i met your mother probs 46. tattoos: nooope. but my other half has one so that counts ??? 47. right or left handed: right 48. surgery: naa 50. sport: i..... run? sometimes. idk i play pokemon go is that sport 52. pair of trainers: eh??

MORE GENERAL

53. eating: is pure and good i love food 54. drinking: is healthy pls drink water 55. I’m about to: continue cleaning yikes 56. waiting for:  people to wake up i guess #gmtlife 58. get married: maybeeeeee idk im eighteen this is irrelevant for me rn 59. career: student

WHICH IS BETTER

60. hugs or kisses: hugs eh 61. lips or eyes: um idc 62. shorter or taller: taller i guess 63. older or younger:  older 64. nice arms or nice stomach: arms 65. hookup or relationship: relationship 66. troublemaker or hesitant: hesitant

HAVE YOU EVER:

67. kissed a stranger: a stranger has kissed me 68. drank hard liquor: yep 69. lost glasses/contact lenses: no but i have destroyeD my glasses by walking into a street sign that was tragic i cried 70. turned someone down:   ye 71. sex on the first date: nope 72. broken someone’s heart: yes ish?? kinda... idk 73. had your heart broken: for like a day so.... probably not 74. been arrested: noooo 75. cried when someone died: um yes?? 76. fallen for a friend: yesss

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:

77. yourself: at times 78. miracles: dklfsdj maybe?? probably not 79. love at first sight: lol no 80. santa claus: /: no 81. kiss on the first date: yes 82. angels: no

OTHER:

84. eye color: blue 85. favorite movie: im more a tv show kinda gal??? dkljdf im just gonna say bo burnham’s what. that’s almost a movie right

tagging: anyone who wants do do this but also @christophewood​ @sydsmoody​ @memoiired​ @marley-rose​ @cecilyjost​ @ronnieandarchikinss​ @anselelgortrps​ @pareidoliarps​

[goddamnmuses-a]

Dan Watches: Star Wars: Episode III - Revenge Of The Sith

Alright so I did this for Episode I which you can find here and then Episode II which you can find here. So here’s my weird live reaction/note taking/whatever this is.. to Episode llI.

War! Huh Yeah! What is it good for?

There are heroes on both sides? We’ll see about that.. 

General Greivous first mention.. provided you’ve not seen the clone wars cartoon. 

So much shit goes down in these opening crawls, like Palpatine being kidnapped. 

Jedi fighters are coooooooool

Vulture droids are kinda cool too

R4 NOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

Getting the I have a bad feeling about this out of the way early is wise because i feel like if you’re super aware of it, it might take you out of the moment. It’s used well here though. 

This gives me old StarWars Battlefront vibes. 

Ohhh nooooo My boy Savage is dead now... nooooooo.

Why does that guy sound like a surfer dude?

Oh look it’s the Captain America elevator scene but with Jedi. 

R2 is a weapon of mass destruction. 

Anakin seems mature already

Was that flip really needed Dooku?

Do it. 

Palpatine manipulating Ani is goooooood. 

He straight up tries to let Obiwan die and Ani’s not suspiscious? 

Palpatine is like “I swear to god if i die in this crash.. my plans.. all my plans.. fucked.”

“Another Happy Landind” Obiwan has Bob Ross vibes. 

Yeaaaah Organa 

Padme: Yaaay im a mom. Anakin: Well fuck... I mean yay.

“The happiest moment of my life” actually pretty sad knowing whats to come. 

Cal’s just a baby on a starfighter right now doing some training on The Albedo Brave.. poor baby.

Awwwh hun you aint having them babies.. not alive anyway. 

Love has blinded him, he’s a dark sider now. 

That dream could just be a normal child birth.. those things are intense. 

You know what, if they went to Obi-Wan he’d be like “FFs Anakin” but then he’d help because Obi is the best boy. 

Yoda as cool as he is.. could do a bit more. 

Obiwan knows Palpatines no good. 

This is just me stanning Obi now. 

I wonder if Ewan McGregor has seen the Clone Wars cartoon. 

Anakin you gotta earn your place, don’t be Episode 2 whiney bitch Ani again.

I wonder if we ever get any High Republic stuff will it go into Yoda and the Wookies. 

 Even the council are like.. Hmm.. Palpatines shady. 

“The chancellor is not a bad man” errrr... 

Yoda knows somethings up

Even Padme is like “Palpatine’s a bit of a cunt.”

Palpatines a good story teller tbf, even if he’s telling the story of killing his own master

Anakin apologising and like.. that look of Proud dad on Obi’s face.. awh hun. 

Eveyrones getting into Positions for Order 66... Wounds still fresh for me since playing Fallen Order. 

Scary alien man not so scary.. he’s alright. Don’t judge a book by it’s cover kids. 

Yaaay cool mounts. 

“Hello There.” We stan. 

The fact Obiwan doesnt managed to take a second lightsaber and use it in this fight is a missed opportunity for some duel weild coolness. 

Greivous skittering away is creepy af. 

I like both these mounts. 

“The dark side surrounds the chancellor” you know theres a sith lord somewhere... maybe like.. go get him? 

This is it, this is Ani’s decision time, they’re circling like tigers gonna fight

Ani realises he’s the Sith and still is like “Hmm.. but maybe he’s right tho”

Rip Grievous. 

Mace Windu should really tell a bunch of other people about Palpatine being a Sith like Ani just said. 

Oh he did, nevermind. 

...That long distance stare off is strange though. 

WTF is that noise when Palpatine does his spin.. gonna have fucking nightmares about that noise. 

KIT FISTO NOOOO YOU HAD A BEAUTIFUL SMILE!

Mace could have killed Palpatine and saved us all a lot of hassle if he was just faster. 

Those no’s are grim. 

Palpatines acting is pretty good..pathetic but good. 

POWER!!! UNLIMITED POOOWWEEEERRRR!!!

You know what.. I’m with Samuel L Jackson, Mace Windu could have survived that. 

Where’d he pull the name Darth Vader out of? Is there a naming convention for Sith or is he just like... Vader is a cool sounding thing. 

You know what.. Anakin falls to servitude sooo fast. He’s such a bottom.

How come the clones don’t attack Anakin, how’d they know hes alright? 

This movie really just.. makes it seem like the Clones just betray the Jedi when we all know it’s the chip. 

Long head guy whos name i never remember NOOOOOOOO

Aayla Sekura.. i remember your name because damn ;) .. Noooooooo!

ANAKIN YOU LEAVE THAT YOUNGLING ALONE

You know what would be good..  if Anakin just got beat the shit out of by the younglings and thats how he died. 

Damn that young padawans a bad ass.

and he’s dead :(

Awwh Tarfful and Chewie.

Hey fuck you Anakin you whore. 

Going back to the temple is a gooood scene. 

Anakin you dick... i mean kill these assholes but the poor babies :c

Sith eyes kick in real quick. 

I suppose killing all those kids that he rly didnt need to because they could have just become Inquisitors did help/hinder? 

So this is how liberty dies.. good line Padme, nice.

Love Obi warning other Jedi to gtfo, We stan. 

Some dodgy acting in this scene but i’ll overlook it

Obiwan just taking a shit on the way to kill his boy.

Darth Maul has a more intimidating hologram.. good thing you’re gonna get cooked and become more intimidating. 

In a way Darth Vader did kill Anakin so Obiwan isn’t exactly lying to Luke about it.

Anakin never loved Padme. Controversial Opinion but i think he just had a childhood crush on her and never got over it. He wouldn’t have force choked her so quickly otherwise. He gets jealous like instantly, basically if you’re looking for an example of a toxic relationship.. here we go. 

Nice touch with the light being behind Obi and darkness behind Vader. 

Noooo Yoda. 

Euurghhh nails on chalkboard sound. 

“There’s no sign of his body” “Then he’s not dead” I’m sorry I thought Jedi faded to nothingness? 

This fights pretty epic tho

“From my point of view the jedi are evil” alright.. ya lil bitch

I think the I have the high ground thing is just an attempt to get Anakin to stop, a last desperate attempt. 

“You underestimate my-” Cut in half. 

Obi fucks up by not finishing him off tbf. 

Luke’s first apperace chronologically!

aand Leia. .. So Luke’s older... idk why i felt the need to state that but heyo

Yo is Vader’s vision always red?

“There’s good in him, i know” dies. .. Thats not something that someone whos lost the will to live would say. 

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

Oooooh in the Disney+ Obi show will we get him learning to communicate with Qui Gon.. pls. 

C3P0′s mind gets wiped..  a bunch.. but not R2. 

The funeral scene is nice. 

Damn they started work on the first death star like right away. 

TBF they also started work on Starkiller base pretty quick too so.. naa fair this checks out. 

Alderaan is gorgeous. 

Yo, Luke’s aunt is hot. 

You know what, Owen and Beru don’t get enough credit. 

Well that’s that.. I think I like this the most out of the prequels followed by Ep 1 then Ep 2.

[itsjusta]

April 24, 2021

dali rko naka sleep gabii doeee but 1 naman ko nag sleep pd 🤦🏻‍♀️ and baby disturbed my sleep doe grabe ka saba issa kamata ko and 8:30 paaa huhu and i cannot sleep again sakit na nuon ako eyes cos gusto pa sleep huhu and idk why but nikalit dayon balik sko mind gisend nga meme ni claire gabii doe nga ga monthsary na sila ikaw ga move pa aishhhh and i realized its ur monthsary gahapon so maybe kana imo gi story 🤦🏻‍♀️ aishhh why ko think of dat nga bag o pajd ko mata doe idiot dont wanna ruin samot my mood aish puhon mag monthsary2 man pd ko!!! maybe next year 😢 or next next year 😢😢

i lakaw sa house at around 10:50 doe cos ako pa nag pick up saamo cakessss cos we ordered bento cakes for each other doe nag exchange mi hahah then we met up at boboy’s cos nag buy pd mi chicken and same time ra gyd mi abot mamer and klarye doeee heheh taxi lang dayon mi pasakaaa

when we got there issa nagpa make up pa yumi kay mamer doe cos photoshoot sya para iya i post saiya bdayyy and kami klarye picture2 pd mig amoa doeee heheh and nag ala una nalang doe wa pa sila nahuman so nag una2 mi claire ug eat cos so gutom na ehehhe we had chicken and pancit and lumpia doeeee heheh issa a celeb man of all our bdays cos duol2 ra baya mig mga bdays hehehe

after dat chika2 lang mi doeeee pahilis and when we got hilisan na nag tiktok na dayon mi issa sayaw2 and dagan2 and i got so singooot doeee huhuhu gi ubo gd ko but now its wala naman hehehe then aish idk dali ra au nag hapon doeee nag rest napd dayon again and eat snacks just finished the food hehehe

issa nag chika2 ra dayon mi doe and pagka 6 kay naka decide mi nga mag drink but just one bot of the bar langgg and nag walk pami pa chams so kapoy huhu and gabii na pajd doeee omggg mom pangita me na!!! and she wont sundo me pa gyd hmppfff and so samok claire doe kay gaingon sya nga “aya basin naa kay gina tago diha nga mga hinanakit” and ion want yumi and mamer to know na im still not healed doeeee haha cos ion chika gyd baya to theeemmm issa ako rana sikohon si claire doe cos ion like na mag hint2 sya aishhhh

das ol doe after we finished the drink nag go mi didto sa kilid nga naay bench cos nag smoke sila mamer and yumi aishhh now pako balo ga smoke si mamer doe hahah just smol chika2 and we went home na dayon and im sooo kapooooy huhuhu :(((((

my bagtak hurts and aishhhh when i got home i thought of idiot thoughts again doeee but issa try nako not to bali2 dont wanna cry aishhhh mamawi ko rest tom doeee im so tired 😭😭😭

pls also dont say sorry and that youre giving me a hard time aishhhh u know ion like it when u say dat doeee :((( hmppfff i can see that youre trying ur best and thats whats important man doe hehhe we’ll compromise okay and do the best we can so u have a good grade!!!!! i hope u had a good day off doeee hehe thank u for calling meee! call me again soon okay heheh good luck tomorrow sa workkk!

[untoldstoriesforthefuture]

Sometimes i think nga why does it seem like nga ako jud ang luoy?!??

1. Bergh & Mau are working it all out, not to mention the having the family part. They're finally happy. Im just masuya cause i have been in that position with RG nga lisod kaayo ang relation pero ni fight gyud ko. And thats what happened to them pod. But the only difference is that they fought together. Nya sa amoa is ako ra ang nangusog pag ayo. Ambot usahay maka hunahuna ko nga gahuwat raman tale si RG na kapoyon ko para ma end na mi.

2. Kapila na nakauyab si William after us. Dili gyud ingon na big deal ni kay pala uyab man jud to, pero idk it seems like the people might think nga wa pako kauyab/ luoy ko/ wa pa ka move on/ etc etc. Pero if imo gyud bitaw hunahunaon it's like that bitaw nga imbis ako ang mo come back, ako naman hinuon ang walang wala gyud giatay. Hahahaahah wala gyud koy na baws ni William sa tanan niya gibuhat naho nyati gyud HAHAHAHAHA

3. RG. Luoy sad ko paminawon kay nangugat nako ug paningkamot pero wa gyud gihapon ma soften si RG. Ngano ba pod to Lord? Yeah i know nag improve siya, pero nganong sayon ra kaayo siya maka let go???? Luoy kaayo ko. Ako pay grabe mo buhos ug love & etc unya siya kay ambot. Wa gyud siyay pag value nako, of ehat we have. Walay courage na mo fight. Ambot oi. 😭😭😭 nganong luoy man ko, nganong kalingaw man ko pildi. 😭😭😭

4. Masuya nasad ko anang mga couple2x na happy. Unya ma irita ko anang mga couple na showing nga lage kamo na lage ang malipayon sa inyong relasyon unya kami na lage ang sawi. Hahay ka pait oi. Sawi pa, suyaon pa. Asa naman ta mo lugar ani oi....

5. If mag post2x kog self love2x.... makatawa ko basin makaingon rapod ang uban nga self love nalang kay wa man puy lain. HAHAHAHAHA TINUOD GYUD PERO WHATS WRONG IF AKONG SELF RA AKONG LOVE. MAO MANA VERY BASIC FOUNDATION. Pero mao siguro pod nga masuya ko noh anang mga couple kay mao man gud pod na akong gusto gyud. Nga naa in a happy relationship. Pero karon kay nawad-an naman kog gana. Wala man lang redeeming love diha Lord??? AWWW SURI SURI IKAW MAN DIAY ANG REDEEMING LOVE 💖 HIHIHIHI

6. I AM A BEYONCE!!!!!!! I realized that i bloom in a relationship nga AKO GYUD ANG REYNA!!! With Bergh, it was equal. With William, I was a loser. Mao bitawng na cheatan. AKO MAOY UNDER!!??!? THE FUCK!?!? NEVER AGAIN!!!!!!! With RG, it was my best slot 🥺 pero lage🥺🥺🥺 wa man pod mo workout... hahay. I am a strong independent woman. And i get to decide. Charooottt!!! Beyonce!!!!!