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#n then after that i have classes till uhh 9:50 then break till 10:30
noxtivagus · 2 years
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oh no it's 5 am 😭
#🌙.rambles#IM NOT GNA BE ABLE TO SLEEP TODAY#yk what i'll go online for class n#i'll be busy today#gotta submit this before the subject starts#which means#8:50 am#i have 3 hours#n then after that i have classes till uhh 9:50 then break till 10:30#school for the week ends by 12:30 but i have an org meeting sometime in the afternoon#so i'll nap for a bit then do that#then when i'm done w my assignments for the day i'll hmmm#oh YEAH reply ! i'm invisible on discord rn lurking a bit from time to time but i have no energy to reply#🥹 sorry to like. 4 ppl i think. yeah#n then here i wna reply to 2 more ppl#i didn't play gbf at all yesterday#hmm i'll get this done before i feel sick#i'm not rlly sleepy#but this is very bad for me#yk throw away your regrets n let them spur you on to do better#mindset it's all abt the mindset sob i can tolerate any pain so long as i be kind to myself#better late than never!!!! there'll never be a better time to start than as soon as you can!!!!#but don't rush it no do it genuinely at your own pace#i wna make the ffxiv fc today n play nier n arknights this weekend!#i ended up getting distracted earlier n ended up listening to music for hours#now though what do i do.... shld i uhhh maybe lay down a bit or work on this asap#i'm starting to feel tired i shld get coffee or smth#my eyes arent tired but i know my body is#i don't want to check my weight i'm probably rven more underweight than i was months ago n i'm worried#no no i need to just. focus on this first then everything else after
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theres-no-paradise · 7 years
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Sorry not Sorry
Chapter 9 
Summary:  A random number wakes you up early on a Saturday morning. But it doesn't stop there. The stranger keeps on sending messages, and you have no idea what is happening, when you start to develop feelings for the unknown person.
Pairings: Tom Holland  x Reader [submit your name: How it works]
Y/N your Name
Word Count:  1415
Warnings: none
A/N: Sorry for the late update. This is more like a filler chapter, with the next one, the main part of the story will start, so we are working ourselves into the plot now! I hope you still like this little short update. :)
Chapter 1  •  Chapter 2  •  Chapter 3  •  Chapter 4  •  Chapter 5  •  Chapter 6  •  Chapter 7  •  Chapter 8 Chapter 10
A few days have passed since Tom had left the country and you were sitting on your sofa, home alone, staring at the little rectangular device on your table. You knew, he was busy filming this new film he had mentioned before during one of your conversations. It excited you a lot, thinking about it but there was also this weird longing inside you. A little twitch in your chest, that always appeared when you thought about Montreal and how far it was away from London. How far away he was. You grabbed your phone and opened the messenger, typing in a quick message for Tom.
You: How’s Montreal?
Once you pressed the send button, you stared a little while on the screen until it automatically turned black. A frustrated groan escaped your lips as you threw yourself backwards on the sofa. It was late in London so it must've been sometime after Lunch in Canada. Maybe Tom had a little break or day off, who knew but you hoped for an answer soon.
It felt like ages and it was close to midnight when your smartphone vibrated and indicated a new message. Tired and a little groggy you got hold of the device and checked out the message, that was shown on the screen. You sighed and rubbed your eyes from the bright light that was irritating your them before you got to read the message.
The Spiderman: Really loving it so far. How have you been?
You: Glad to hear! I’m tired.  And drowning in paperwork. I’d love to burn down my office at some point.
That was true. Work has been very exhausting the past few days and you had to work overtime most days. It was good on one side because it made you think less about Tom. On the other it still didn't matter because even if you had one single thought about him, you knew you missed him. A lot. It was too early to admit though, so you kept quiet about it and tried to avoid this topic at any cost.
The Spiderman: Someone needs holidays
You: not affordable lol
The Spiderman: You can have Tessa. She’s a great Stress relief and that's basically like holidays too :)
Did he really just write that? Did Thomas Stanley Holland offer you to have his dog for stress relief? You sat up in your bed as your re-read the message out loud. You weren't imagining this message but yet you still repeated what he wrote, just in case there could be a misunderstanding.
You: You'd actually allow me to have Tess? Like for real?
The Spiderman: I saw you two together. I trust you with her.
You: You're crazy!
The Spiderman: Well, I tried to help
It seemed that he really meant it but you didn't feel comfortable, having a dog in your apartment that you only met once. It was also unclear if there were dogs allowed on this property anyway, you needed to check that out for sure.
You: If my stress level rises even more, I’ll get back at your offer
The Spiderman: Sure thing! Any Plans tonight?
You laughed at his question as you made yourself comfortable on your bed once again.
You: Nah, just staying in, binge watching Stranger Things
‘And thinking about you’, you thought, but didn't write. It was awful how fast this boy had you curled around his finger even though you tried to tell yourself, that it needed to develop slowly. That was definitely the opposite of careful and slow but whenever you talked to him, you couldn't care less.
The Spiderman: Sounds fun. I’d love to join
And there it was again. The little attempt of Tom flirting with you.
You: I don't think you'd enjoy watching with me
The Spiderman: aww don't say that. I bet I would!
You: I’ll let you try it once
The Spiderman: Promise?
You: Promise.
And after that, you fell asleep peacefully in your sheets, the TV still on in the background.
The Spiderman: I’m bored. Entertain me
You were surprised when you heard your phone buzz as Toms message appeared on the Screen. You didn't expect him to message you so quick after the other night, since its only been a couple of days. Of course your exchange of messages got less than in the beginning but that was only because the two of you were busy working and the time difference didnt make it easy on you either.
You: Got nothing to do?
You messaged back, as you got into the train that’d take you back home from work.
The Spiderman: Sitting around and getting makeup done
You: lol your ugly ass needs makeup
You imagined Tom sitting still in a chair with a woman standing next to him, plastering all kinds of colour on his face to make him look suitable for his role. You giggled at the thought and reacted to the next message, that came in just before arriving at your destination.
The Spiderman: I need to look beat up lmao
You: Don't you always look like that?
There was no response until you got home. At first you thought he might be mad at you but his countermessage made you laugh out loud and you were pretty sure, that Tom was smiling as well.
The Spiderman: Well, I might look beat up but at least I'm no babyface grandma!
You: But even when I'm 50 I’ll still look like 30, So i've got that goin’ for me
The Spiderman: True though. A real keeper
You: Go away
The Spiderman: :)
Groaning, you put your phone back on the table. How was it even possible, that this guy made you laugh so easy? You shook your head in disbelief about Tom's words. Keeper. He said you’re a keeper but did he really mean it that way? ‘Stop Overthinking!’, you scolded yourself but it didn't help. You got this warm fuzzy feeling inside of you and liked it. You started to like the way Tom made you feel and the anxiety about the thought of you two dating started to fade.
It was the middle of the week and you were utterly bored when you arrived back home from work. Not knowing what to do with your time, you grabbed your laptop and started to surf the internet. You went from News sites to Facebook, checked out Twitter and at last you found yourself checking out videos on Youtube. Then something kinda hit you and you typed in Toms Name in the Search bar. ‘Okay, lets see what happens’ you thought, as you pressed the enter tab on your keyboard.
Many videos of Tom in different interviews popped up and you watched through some of them, smiling like a donkey in love. After you’ve seen a few, something else popped into your eyes and with a curious look you clicked the video. You had no idea what would come up next.
You: You have my heart and we'll never be worlds apart
The Spiderman: ??
You: Maybe in magazines, but you'll still be my star
The Spiderman: Oh no …
You: Baby, 'cause in the dark
The Spiderman: Stop
You: You can't see shiny cars
The Spiderman: I got it
You: And that's when you need me there
The Spiderman: This is hilarious
You: With you I'll always share BECAUSE
The Spiderman: I'm gonna block your number lol
You: When the sun shines, we shine together Told you I'll be here forever Said I'll always be your friend Took an oath that I'm a stick it out till the end
The Spiderman: You've seen the lip sync … I got it
You: You can stand under my umbrella, ella, ella, EH, EH, EH
The Spiderman: Are you finished?
You: I pissed myself watching it
The Spiderman: Would've loved to see your reaction :D
You: How did you do that?
The Spiderman: What do you mean?
You: The dancing!! Where did you learn to perform like that??
The Spiderman: Uhh, I went to classes and been in a musical? Lmao
You: What are you even??
The Spiderman: :D
You: No seriously. You're unreal. Some Alien or what not
The Spiderman: I can teach you some stuff if you want
You: Nah, I'm a potato. I'm not even able to stand next to you without tripping.
The Spiderman: Noo you’d do great. I'm a good teacher
You: I bet you are
The Spiderman: ;)
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