#n obviously nawt demandin dat from everyone at all but like i feel like theres so much talk ab introjection bein smth ya eventually will | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

gurorori · 1 year ago

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introject hours tbh.

it ok 2 b attached 2 yr source.. it don necessarily make the connection 'unhealthy' or 'anti-recovery', regardless if ya knew of da introjection immediately or later on. it ok 2 b comforted by yr source. it ok 2 have any specific feelings, positive or negative or neutral, ab yr source.

i think a lotta different ppl have different polarised preconceived notions of wat an introject (n i aint jus talkin ab fictional ones here btw) shud b like & how we shud behave 2 b considered a Correct kind. well. fuck dat

it is a unique experience 4 everyone & we get 2 decide our relationship with our source on our own actually.

#like i guess im pretty vocal ab bein one an im pretty open ab likin my source n identifyin with it close-ish-ly #i still like bein treated as my own person ofc since i do have autonomy n i aint fiction #but hey. sum of us R the blorbos from da show n_n (/lh) k i am. sum of us luv our source n luv bein seen n recognised as us #n obviously nawt demandin dat from everyone at all but like i feel like theres so much talk ab introjection bein smth ya eventually will #'surpass' in favor of Completely unique identity like 'brainmade' alters r but idk.#i feel pretty whole as myself i feel like my own person who isn influenced by my source nowadays?#like yea a lotta things ab me R initially influenced by it n dats jus how i am now. it aint like im constantly lookin at enstars n #scribblin notes on my palm so i can keep up da act n stay as close as possible #like im pretty comfortable w myself unless someone is mean ab it?#so idk. i love this part of myself.#plus like free art of me forever? /j #mika caws #sys things

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