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i'm so sleepy 🥺
#🌙.rambles#random but i rlly wna make that priv twt soon but#i still have my old account from like 2019 i think n that ffxiv one i still haven't used yet#n my current main one#I DONT HAVE ENOUGH EMAILS FOR THIS#i'll.. make more ? 💀#IM. YK TODAY ONE OF MY COURSES#we had to do smth related to like. idk how to explain but anyways for that the site we picked was spotify#my classmate brought up n remembered that i have like 600 playlists..#im so embarrassed it's like 800 now too actually#my voice is so soft in convos n i probably seem so sleep-deprived#funny bcs when i'm eating n like my friends go to my class i'll be this weird kid fr or smth#random but fuuta's voice is so nice.. his va did so well w his songs oh my god#aghskfjsjs sometimes i get shy w reciting. my voice is still soft but#when it comes to attendance lmfao or#i find it rather amusing how i speak louder when i'm in front of the class than in my seat#idk i think i'm used to speaking Facing an audience. i'm good with that#like even if i'm shy n ngl my face wld be heating up n my heart wld be.. YEAH bcs anxiety i dont want to fuck up#but. talking in front like that i usually do well. my voice is usually. idk loud compared to what most ppl see me as bcs rlly im so. quiet#i'm shy but idk i have confidence w ^^#it's so funny though.. i probably seem intimidating ngl w being quiet but when someone talks to me i'm Shy. or whatever#yk when it comes to friends i rlly wonder how they're all like outside what i'm most used to#like. yk their other sides n all. it makes me. idk what word is best but >< yk when you realize you know these aspects of someone that most#don't? like. loving someone's music taste. or the way they help or listen or write. their talents n voice or wtvr n#you realize that. oh my god. you're so happy you're close w this beautiful person in your life.#i'm rambling idk i cld say so much more :<< when i love i really Love n i wna. show it to yk my family n friends n all#i'm so sleepy.. i think i always get even more like this when i'm sleepy wtf!#thinking of. i rlly just wna be myself but i end up subconsciously restraining some aspects of myself i think bcs of some fears#being Completely alone or unwanted? on the other hand i rlly do love unconditionally n wholly hfsjgsk i'll try to be kinder to myself .#IM RAMBLING I SWEAR IM SO SLEEPY BYE ILL NAP OR SMTH
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Wuthering Waves has taken over all of my free time recently, so here's a sketch of Scar!Ren I originally shared in da 14DWY Discord!!
#14 days with you#to be tagged later#Sometimes a team is just Sephiroth; some random flower girl; and a dragoon from FFXIV#Like....... Look me in my eyes and tell me that one of Jiyan's abilities isn't just stardiver /silly#Anyways!! Sharing dis on my main only because it's just a sketch and doesn't feel ''official'' enough for da 14DWY blog#If I come back to this piece + retouch/put more effort into it maybe I'll reupload it there instead#But ya!! Any inconsistencies in Scar's outfit is because I was too busy staring at Taoqi <3#There was also absolutely no rhyme or reason as to why I drew Ren as Scar specifically too—#—Other than the fact that he WOULD rock da onigiri strip (RIP T_T) /ij /silly#Plus I was going to draw [REDACTED] as (WUWA SPOILERS AHEAD!!!!!!!) Geshu but?? Babes I don't think the timeline works out??#I really saw the marks in the same spot and was like “oh!! they're the same person :3” LIKE GIRL NO?? This is what happens when you skip cs#Geshu is still my number 1 next to Taoqi though (in terms of design) <3 I have a type teehee#Mayhaps I will draw [REDACTED] after all...... (It's currently 3pm and I'm nowhere near my tablet)#Also also!! A treat for those who've read this far: Day 3.5 will be made public very soon!! It's pride month n I wanna celebrate—#—With everyone's fave demi/pansexual enby (who sometimes does a bit of stalking) (as a treat) (he's a yandere)#Violet's birthday is also June 10!! Early birthday gift!! Yippeee!!#Ok I'll shuddup now <3
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hi heres art so you pay attention to me now go read the tags
#ive been rewatching episode 7 like its the only thing on youtube and made note of many things#first off. the solver can only have one host. nori mentions skyn wants to kill off all the other solver hosts (with the dds) and disregards#the idea of both uzi and doll being its current host when they get chased#plus the main solver possessions only occur when skyn is out of the picture (the fightt in ep 7 is only after n decapitates “tessa”)#solver uzi is possible too but i dont count her cause she doesn't have the yellow#personal theory is that its more an instinctual response to overheating or something and not full on possession#second off nori calls the solver cyn. how does she know that name#cyn was on earth and only showed up to copper 9 recently and i presume nori's been here her whole life#it probably wasn't the other dds cause none of them made it down and they're all more savage beasts#since cyn specifies n's team retained their personalities and that makes me think the other teams didnt#also also we should've immediately questioned tessa arriving in the same type of pod as the mds when they were revealed to not be sent by j#im running out of characters also the people who dont like when i use tags like this can bite me#murder drones#murder drones nori#artori? that sounds cool#ill probably just stick with nori though#i have so many solver heart refs now#art#episode 7#murder drones episode 7#murder drones episode 7 spoilers#using the same black for shadows as my lineart doesn't work when i have to draw thin things over it#murder drones spoilers
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i am keeping both freminet and chongyun on my team and using them both as dps i do not care that they are both cryo claymore characters (so less capability for elemental reactions) cause they are my silly little autism children and i love them and i will protect them with my life and nothing that anyone says can stop me
oh yeah also i pulled the bell for the first time today and yes apparently it is by far not the best weapon for chongyun but it FITS HIM SO WELL so i simply do not care
like look at my boy ���� it matches his belt 🥹
#when you're playing genshin for the character personalities and the aesthetic not the efficiency#will i likely ever totally ace the spiral abyss? no. do i care? no. cause CHONGYUN IS COMING WITH ME NO MATTER WHAT#the reason why im so adamant on chongyun is cause im currently maining freminet. so he's my highest dps char atm so ofc he'll be on the tea#god i literally love them both so much#freminet is dissociation other-people-are-confusing-and-i-don't-like-that autism#that line about him wanting to go to the bottom of the ocean makes me feel every time#like... me too buddy me too#and then chongyun is special interest autusm#he reminds me of mob that's probably why i love him so much#BUT HE'S SO LIKE. I WILL DO THIS. AND DO IT RIGHT.#LIKE YES MY BOY GO YOU#anyways i have adopted them both#screw you arlecchino freminet is my son now#genshin#genshin impact#freminet#freminet genshin#chongyun#chongyun genshin impact#genshin cryo#also love the fact that the bell‚ my weapon for chongyun‚ is bigger and beefier than archaeic prototype‚ my weapon for freminet#just like freminet has a faster attack speed than chongyun#so it's like... one weapon seems lighter than the other#i was so proud when i realised that i had inadvertently done that and added physics where physics doesn't exist#thoughts n rambles#^ i meant prototype archaid. my bad :')
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currently thinking abt surprise hidden track Letter. with surprise jungkook background vocals. and how insane i felt abt a tiny shred of bg vocals . and how those tiny background vocals are the only thing in jks solo era to have an emotional impact on me
#like thats not to say i dont like ANY of his solo songs bc ofc i do#but EMOTIONAL? bro its a drought#letter background vocals can make me cry EASILY if im in the mood#and i cant belivee its background vocals. of all things#one specific part of shot glass of tears ALMOST gets there but not quite. background vocals still beats a whole ass song#feeling rlly bitter abt not liking never let go. like what do u mean theres a new jungkook song and i dont fucking like it#what do u mean theres a new jk festa song and its one of my least favourite songs ive ever heard from all of bts. WHAT THE FUCK#i needed good new jungkook song so bad. i needed a my you pt. 2 so badly. im mentally ill abt my grad ceremony next week I NEEDED IT#I NEEDED ITTTTTTTT. what the fuck bro#ive listened to his whole discography of covers n soundcloud shit so much the mp3 files are worn down to ashes. I NEEDED IT SO BAD#~#awesome i added a bunch more tags to rhis and they just disappeared. fucking whatever#main point was i shouldnt have had such specific expectations for a song similar to my you#and i like plenty of pop and upbeat songs but this house sound has never been my thing#n its just especially disappointing when my current brain status. rlly wanted another my you#just feel sad n shitty abt feeling so let down n disappointed :(
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Controversial take but i watched all of jjk, in subbed, so it had my full attention 100% of the time, and i am of the opinion that it just fucking sucks.
So me and my wife were talking about it, and we were trying to figure out why people like it and we've come up short. I do not understand what's so appealing about this show for so many people. Can someone PLEASE tell me.
#yes the animation is phenominal and honestly i would have stopped watching after the first episode without it#MAPPA creates some beautiful art like just gorgeous#but the constant force-feeding of every minor character's backstory was hellish for me#had me rolling my eyes every time they did it (every three seconds)#the vast majority of characters are unlikable or bland or dead#often all of the above#choso is the only character i actively liked?? like i understand him i reallu do#i liked mahito? he's a freak so that's a given#i liked that one old guy with the weird still frames power#uhhh i like sukuna's weird obsession with ripoff sasuke#edit i member: i liked megumi he deserved better#oh i also REALLY liked nanamin or whatever his name was (it's been a while)#i think yuuji's suicide mission that he didn't think through is super interesting#alright heres my most controversial take of all#i don't care at ALL abt gojo. he's so mid there's like a million characters exactly like him#and he's UGLY why do people say he's attractive bro is UGLY A HELL#the intros are baller tho i sat through them every episode no skipping that shit#gorgeous animation as i'd expect from this studio#like! there's so many little drops of things that i liked about this show! which is why it pissed me off so much every time they did boring#ass exposition dumps on characters that are gonna die in five seconds. or worse-they are gonna live and continue to bore me to tears#and when i tell you i physically couldn't read the manga because of how fucking BORING it is#i got caught up and was like 'okay ill read the manga i kinda like what's currently happening n ive made it this far might as well keep goi#g' nah man i couldn't even read a whole chapter. jjk is king of exposition dumps#i do think the powers and how if you tell your opponent what it is it gets stronger is rad#and it drives me insane because i know they know how to drip-feed information about a character! and when they do that they do it SO WELL!!#but they just force feed you all this information the rest of the time like BRO ITS TOO MUCH SLOW DOWN AND JUST LET THE CHARACTERS DO THEIR#THING AND IT WILL BE MORE SATISFYING#anyways not tagging this because i don't wanna put hate in the main tags#just like. if you see this please explain to me what im missing PLEASE i want to like this show SO bad
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So ummm a!au inspired madoka magica au??
#Had soooo much fun with the designs#Also tried to do my eye style with madokas eye shading/lighting style n I think it looks cool..#Gonna draw shapes and Vanessa too probably but not rn bc my outfit ideas aren’t as clear for them just yet#But WOOO MAKING MAGICAL GIRL OUTFITS MY BELOVED#a!au#ahit#ahit au#madoka magica au#this idea is basically just me saying “ok how can I translate aau lore/characters into madoka lore” and it works surprisingly well#I might explain the story idea later but not rn I’m tired oof#I probably will after drawing van n shapes and after brainstorming other ideas#I actually am considering doing this as a fic at some point just bc it’s really clear in my mind#BUT i know that I’d never finish it lol it would probably be just a one shot or a hypothetical thing that doesn’t continue further idk#Actual aau fic is my main priority n stuff but having a little side thing would be fun too#Like I said it’s all just hypothetical but yaya I’m very not obsessed with my current ideas totally normal and regular#ahit moonjumper#ahit the snatcher#ahit the prince#pmmm oc#madoka magica oc#<ig???#They’re basically ocs lol they are very detached from aau outside of similar base concepts and ideas#Crossover but not really idk like I said it’s based on aaus concepts but that’s basically as far as it goes oof
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last year for kinktober i went quantity over quality but this year i have learned patience so i am choosing a handful of things to go really hard on (hard on?? 😳😳😏) and then having a secondary tier for things i will try for if i have the time. i think this is a better approach because it means i can do better than i did last year and blow you (blow you??? 😳😳🫣😏) all away with what i can come up with when i have more than 2 days to prepare (i was very casual abt it last year lol) and also make what kinks i am most into really obvious if it isn’t obvious already lol
#i have a whole calendar set up w pink and hearts for all of my main prompts and i’ll determine which secondary ones i’ll add after#i get farther along w my planning and luckily a lot of things i really really like are nicely spaced out well so i think i’ll have time#for the main stuff and then some other stuff. i mean ofc this depends on school n shit but i plan on trying to get a lot out of the way#this week so i have a lot of time next week to go wild w things#anyway with my current plans my shit will be cuntier and hornier than last year bc i am cuntier and hornier peace and love on planet earth💖
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sorry for googling "is shadow of the erdtree hard" do u still think im cool....
#jk if u know me u know difficulty doesnt faze me i hope its a rl fuckin challenge#but just realised i prolly shouldnt start my ng+/2+ runs for all ending achievements until after ive played sote..#bc otherwise my first sote run will be on a ramped up difficulty. when the base dlc is supposed to be harder than the main game already..#and i might wanna complete it across multiple new games anyway if there are duplicates of stuff i wanna get hmm.....#well. in my current elden ring save i literally only have 5 more altered armor pieces to farm before starting ng+#so ill finish that. and finish upgrading all weapons to +24/+9. and then take a tolerance break to play a few other games#and THEN ill buy myself sote and play that and do the ng+ stuff after#also one of the main things delaying me getting sote was bc i thought theyd add new achievements for it which would lower my completion%#but they haven't??? so thats fine then#anyway i need to sleep. at least playing er has been helping me cope w how pissed off ive been again. we <3 violence#yaaaawn. sad i couldnt go to the gym tho i hope i feel better in a couple days time#i did go to work in the end which was fine lol. glad i didnt take the day off tbh#but yeah 👍#.diaries#also not being able to get any sote stuff yet is annoying me bc im using a spreadsheet to keep track of all weapons/armour etc#and i have virtually everything except a couple armour alt variants n the remembrances i didnt get first time. but my total percentages#are capped around 75-80% bc the remaining 20-25% of items are sote exclusive.....#thats an insane amt tho damn. sote must be fucking HUGE
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taz is back on my brain and i wanted to draw smth easy about how i personally draw and differentiate the elves in it ^_^
#i also wanna do one for humans too and maybe gnomes but davenport is the only gnome in the main cast#iirc that is#but the difference in humans wouldn’t be as drastic besides between two sun and two moon#also i know the current plane doesn’t have two actual moons it’s jisy easy to refer to it that way#but i also just want to lean more into my ipre deisgns looking slightly off from the world they’re in#since they’re from another plane. lol#i also need to do dwarves too i forgor#i want to give all of ipre tails and silly ears bc my heart tells me to but god would that get distracting in a character lineup#idk wjatever i need to stop writing essays in tags#tags#taz#taz balance#also i’m really sorry my handwriting is so bad it’s hard for me to write on an ipad lol#n i also just have shit handwriting
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twitter this is the 7th time you’ve shown a major site-wide implosion in class
#skye's ramblings#i always hear abt the migrants but like. i actually see very few. mostly mutuals who moved going 'im back' n disappearing 2 days later#though i can also see why i wouldnt see many given my current main fandom weare like different species#twitter is just one indefinite explosion i think. is it dead or alive? its it hostile to human life? well yes but thats just normal twitter
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too lazy to color but not too lazy to shade. how the fuck does that work
#they're playing smash bros#n mains kirby#uzi mains ridley#they started with 3 stocks#currently uzi is at 1 and n is at 5#somehow#dont ask me#anyways i think my shading has gotten somewhat better#was not intentional but now the comically large switch controller is a reference to That One#still a little unhappy with how i draw them so i will continue to restylize and restylize until im happy with them#art#artwork#murder drones#murder drones n#serial designation n#murder drones uzi#murder drones skig#v was also playing but she lost half an hour ago and has broken 3 controllers#dont question where they got the couch either
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{D I G I M O N} Adventure/tri {+2020 as AUs} ~ Short Clip Preview x "MY Kind of 'Perfect" {+Aspec!}/{Demi-pan!} Koushiro {Asexual spectrum and/or - Demiromantic Pansexual (Full Main Canon) {+Tri}; - or Panromantic Demisexual (many of my Spinoff A.U.s); - or AlloAro-spec, Demi-pansexual!Koushiro [Allosexual Aromantic]} [either way, its a DemiPan-involved Identity/Headcanon] x (Queer!/MLM!) Taichi (M-spec, Multi Gender Attracted spectrum) {KouTai}; Koushiro{u} Izumi x Taichi Yagami (Bonus appearance of Tri!Jou Kido); {Ketsui Spoilers} Music (C) David Archuleta + Jive Records D I G I M O N (C) Toei Animation NO $$$ is being made off this Fanwork
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#izumi koushirou#koutai#koushiro x taichi#koushiro and izumis#chai own#taikouvember preview#r: the other side of down#koushirouizumi previews#(a N Y W A Y)#({A kind mutual and I were chatting about KouxTai again}-)#(and I was asked something re how I think Koushiro perceives Taichi but also 'others' in comparison+in general)#(and {'let me see if i can e XPLAIN this in [email protected]. a NALOGY---'})#({I was already working on this for about 40 min~ of clip'ng but in reality it was some more hrs of work+loading stuff})#(and its aLREADY CRASHING ON 43~ OR SO SECONDS a LONE aaaAAAAA 'THIS IS WHY I HAVE i SSUES FINISHING FOR E VENTS A **LOT** ACTUALLY')#(BUT I got This much done and as said Might drop Pre-views as Things Happen--- {oK ITS STILL e XPERIMENTAL B U T})#({After the last one I did} my Fav of Old coming back like 'Hey did you know near ALL of my stuff fits your current main Fav Completely??')#({'f UNNY how that Is h U H???? Hahaaa'} {'You totally didnt intentionally leave out over half my stuff on that Fan-S.T of yours right??}')#({'You know that one you did WAY BACK in like 2k17???? Hahaaa'})#(Bonus Jou shows up in this one too {maybe will add him in a couple other spots later} but yea intent is KouxTai&Izumis supportin as usual)#(I think its skipping on effect on one of Jous clip's I'll try to smooth that later too....)#({yEA a NYWAY VERY MUCH PRE-VIEW FOR NOW I MAINLY WANTED TO TRY t IMING LAST SEQUENCE WHILE I y ELL INTO VOIDS @ T H E M})#Vimeo
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i just think they're neat (also i just realized at least two of those sketches look like they go together,,, they're two completely unrelated doodles but it's funny that they look related)
also bc i did it—two alts of the above image only just gold + silver i thought they looked cool
you can ignore the rambling below it's just me getting some thoughts out between a few smth smth's and a bulleted list
idk i'm still workshopping it also i'm REALLY anxious about it so i've been constantly unsure of EVERYTHING nothing has gotten done past writing idly
smth smth outlast 2 au smth smth whatever "prophecy" knoth got is different idk smth smth outsiders (blake & lynn) showing up in temple gate is seen as a sign smth smth
they still think lynn is sent by the devil
(insert whatever idea for blake here)
they're both running around temple gate and trying to find each other again & kinda meet up after blake gets away from the scalled?? lynn loses this man for however long and he comes back with holes in his hands (she's not happy)
they both also see things unique to them in terms of flashbacks (blake's the same i didn't touch that) and only share ones affecting the current events in front of them (literally have the entire lake scene in my head playing on repeat bc of one convo that i thought was funny)
lynn is constantly prepared to fight back IF she actually has to it's just the instinct to protect loved ones going tf off she's not gonna straight up fight people. she'd like to remain not full of pitchfork-caused holes
✨️ the walrider is out to destroy the radio towers bc fuck murkoff and it's dragging miles along for the ride (he's the host he has no say in the matter) ✨️
temple gate residents are so fucked up by the radio towers that they mistake the walrider+miles as some sorta death / judgement sent by god idk look at the walrider. then at walrider miles. they kinda look like they'd get mistaken for smth like that??? (ig look at my one concept for them where poor mental states + panic/fear can result in walrider+miles looking odd if you want idk i'm slightly anxious abt that one)
miles just wants to fucking lay down and sleep he's tired
#artists on tumblr#fandom#ly's art#outlast#blake langermann#lynn langermann#blood tw#injury tw#that left arm (top one) i had to take a photo of my own fuckin' arm for bc i couldn't get it right..... yay for artist struggles!#also i'm currently having so many thoughts about blake rn like i just realized why i like him so much#me holding blake and miles: i wasn't expecting to get some guys i can use to process my struggles and trauma with but here i am#i don't... usually put my art n stuff into any big/main tags so i'm super very unused to doing this so reasonable i'm anxious!#mostly about fucking up but that's a me issue don't worry about it#au: fuel to flame#ftf: blake langermann#ftf: lynn langermann
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rn i feel like h.uskerdust is my rubber room w/ rats
#( ooc . mun speaks . )#imagine trying to explain this post to an archeologist 100 yrs from now.#but . . . yeah. them . .#they’re not my only ship w/ a.ngel !#just the main one currently rattling around in my brain. i cannot help this.#i also would never force this ship on anyone ofc !!#my brain is just tossing them back n forth.
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i wanna be someone who listens to misfits full time again wtf is ghost
#i used to be so cool. i used to be my brother's inspirations and goals. now he sees me and cringes and he's right#hsnckajdja joking. but also no#i feel like i finished the main game (cool iconique music) and now i'm doing the silly but way funnier side quests (ghost)#i mean ghost is not a bad band by all means. but they are so silly. i for one cannot take them seriously. never could#i thot they'd sound like repugnant back in the day then i heard like ritual and dance macabre and pissed my pants at the contrast between#the sound and the look and the purpose of the contrast. i respect them and love them but God they are so funny#i don't know how to phrase this. i don't even know what point i'm trying to make#but i do miss the music i listened to in high school. i lost so many songs#<- cons of only listening to music by downloading it to my phone is that sometimes when changing phones or sd cards you mess up#bc you're stupid and useless w technology and lose 500000000 songs and the thought of having to find them again is#anxiety inducing so you kinda give up on listening to them ever again. lol#like i was listening to so much guns n roses... misfits.... iron maiden..... metallica.... tool.... idk just those cool person bands#and now i hardly ever hear them and i actually miss them a lot :(#thankfully my brother has been following my footsteps so far and he's currently in his pink floyd tool era so i'm re-living those days#thru him but. i just miss it. i need to download everything again someday#the only bitch who survived the changing phone & sd card purge was alice cooper. i went and downloaded everything again#i will NEVER give up on that old man he's my favorite music guy in the world#i also was just starting out w him when it happened tho so i didn't have a lot of catching back up to do but STILL. alice cooper forever#and ever 100 years alice cooper love that guy to death and hell#oh nay#ignore this. i've been feeling nostalgic
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