#myuscstory

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Poem #2

This is poem number 2,

An attempt to try and think through,

Everything that I said to you.

Odds are slim,

And life's a gamble.

My views dim,

So I won't be in shambles.

I don't expect anything to occur,

I just want to make sure you're,

Comfortable with our friendship

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I'm going to cry

The movie A Quiet Place has me by the feels. Literally so few word have never rang so heavily, and the silence sounds so loud when watching it.

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Trying

I swear

I'm trying.

Trying not to be so sensitive,

Trying not to feel the pain.

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I wanna cry it out,

God, I really wanna cry it out,

But no tears are flowing

Because my safe space was you.

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I'm trying,

I swear,

To find something else,

Anything else.

Something productive.

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But when I see you I tense up.

I wanna talk, but don't know how.

I swallow my tongue

While choking on my pride.

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Familiar Places

I see silhouettes,

Like ghosts in the places we used to go.

Someone remembering a time now lost to time

One with value, but only sentimental.

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Relics of the past,

And thoughts about the future,

While learning to be content with the present.

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There's so much work to do,

So much time to pass,

So many decisions to make.

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I wish I had the help of the past,

But consult your shadows and you'll be lost

In an endless tunnel to the days that were.

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Goodbye

It's my time

To shine.

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Bitter Murmer

The thoughts still haunt me,

And sleep is not an escape

But a reminder.

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Oh noes ;-;

I has lots of things to do.

Bio lab report that gets better than the class average (Delaney is a hard grader and doesn't upload her rubric smh so you have to listen to her every word, even the ones she doesn't say)

Need to make a Halloween costume still haha rip me

Still will have time for D&D tmr

Lastly a midterm next week weeeeee

I just need some sleep and like, an extra week

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I don't give a damn

I smile when you're around,

But I know it won't be forever.

You'll probably be saying never

If I pour my heart out to you.

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Maybe it's a mistake,

A fluke in my nature.

That I mess up my stature,

And people call me fake.

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Fuck it, I'm emotional,

I'm a lover, and want love back.

I have standards

Which is why I'm here right now.

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I'll dip my toes in the water,

If things get hot they'll get hotter,

And my lovely, who knows what we'll do.

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Grinning at 2am

I'm still smiling thinking about tonight.

I enjoy being around you,

Talking with you,

And teasing you.

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It's perfect

In all it's flaws.

Each one adds personality.

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Eye spy with my little eye

Someone adorable and sweet,

Someone with potential in life,

And someone I'd be proud to call my girlfriend.

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Talk to you in the morning ☺️❤️

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New study spot?

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Taco Bell drive through attempt 1

So tonight my friend 752 and I wanted something to eat, so we went to Taco Bell but it turns out the in store hours are diff than the drive through. Sooo we grabbed a nearby shopping cart and tried to go through the drive through. We were met with 3 minutes of silence and eventually the drive through guy telling us we needed a car. I'll be back Mr. Taco Bell. I'll be back. And hopefully my phone will have enough power to call a lyft for a soul purpose of going through the drive through.

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A lot of good things happen, and some bad things happen, but it's good to have some places to go and relax. Good to find somewhere comfortable to just think and talk.

Live well Trojans

I could use a hug 😅

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#13

I'm lucky number 13,

But in my own way.

Sure, I don't have things other people do

And sometimes life likes to take a toll on me,

But I learn.

I learn a lot more than most people,

But I'm still human.

I understand this and try to grow,

Even in my moments of self-doubt.

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Fight on Trojans <3

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What if

What if you could choose one moment of your life that everyone who met you would be able to see?

Would it be a moment of innocence? Courage? Pride?

I have no clue what I would choose myself, maybe a time when I was truly inspired and passionate about something, but I'd fear people would think I was awkward for choosing something so "boring"

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Homework for the week

Not really a good post but eh, might as well make a list somewhere.

Spanish stuff as always. I'm going to need to interview one of my friends who speaks Spanish for an assignment.

Chemistry homework... Ahhhhhhh

Chem lab stuff. Two lab reports. Yeet.

Biolab report.

Writing 150 paper

And binge all Bojack Horseman

Last one's not an assignment for a class, buttttttt, I wanna.

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Life hack

Too tired to take your shirt off the hanger? Don't!

Just put on the shirt and the hanger and after a long days work just give up on life and fall asleep in your bed wishing that night could last forever.

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Stupendous Saturday

It's 5:20 am rn, but I've had a decent day.

Mainly, I have told myself I'm going to do homework, done some of it, and slacked off.

There were wings at the dining hall so that was amazing.

I was messaged by an old "friend" which kinda was a drag because they were one of the people I wanted to leave back at home. Hopefully they can stay away.

I was going to say "I hope this one person is doing better!" But then I'm kinda adding attention to the stupid thing they did to get where they are rn, and thus encouraging the behavior. It's weird to think about things in a meta way.

Annnyyyyways. I watched The Room with a few friends and that movie is HILARIOUS. It's so bad I was crying at some scenes. *Cheep cheep cheep cheep*

I also found out that this one girl likes the same music (which is rare af) and she likes Harvest Moon (a game from my past) can't wait to grab breakfast with her in 3-6 hours depending on when she wakes up and if I can wake up.

That's tonight's news Trojans. Best of luck and I'm going to go pick up my laundry now😂