#mylostlover

[mindofaoldsoul]

Hey Trenton Lake! 🗣 I know it’s been a while since you have heard from me but, there’s something that needs to be said! I wanted YOU to say sorry for what happened it just hurt me for you not showing me any empathy to what I was telling you back then. It was very hard for me. . . you being around my family so much but it’s grown on me they really love having you around. My mind goes in circles like why can’t me and you ever act like we know each other, we literally got caught up for 4 years on each other. But we can never say one word to each other? Blows my mind.. I don’t hate you at all. Never ever have before. . I never stopped caring about you, sounds stupid but I didn’t even if it looked like I did! I just had a hard time with it, because I was in love with you. Plus last year was a super crazy year for me. I lost a lot of people who I never thought i would live without..even YOU unfortunately... Just means no one is really meant to stay. Anyways to get to the point I’m happy for you an what you are achieving. But life goes on I wish for you nothing but the best for the years to come. I won’t ever forget you and the way you made me feel..

[alivesoulwithyou]

Were you a fantasy

" " a dream

Or a reality

Maybe everything at once

I guess, I will never know

♥️

#mylostlove #beautiful #everythingicouldeveraskfor

[weirdlyunwired]

“My Lost Love”

He loved painting, so she gifted him a canvas. She loved to see the spark in his eyes when he used to indulge himself into his passion. She adored his smile and always wanted him to be happy. 

He took the canvas and made some strokes of mesmerizing colors .He made a beautiful painting of a boy kissing a girl on her forehead.

She was overjoyed because her heart thought that he drew them, their hidden love and was confessing his feelings for her. Then he looked at her and asked’ “ how is it?”. She exclaimed, “ It is amazing! You are really awesome!”

He said , “ Thank you! This is inspired by my first girlfriend, who left me ‘My Lost Love’ .”

She was broken, her eyes welled up but she managed to smile and said, “ It truly does depict ‘My Lost Love’.”

[anthonysouji-blog]

[Minato Mirai Yokohama]

Minato Mirai...for me there were 2 memories regarding Minato Mirai, the Yokohama bayside area.

first was the night of Super Moon. the long walk from the station to red warehouse, and the long kiss above the ground in the giant Ferris wheel, over the sunset of Yokohama. the scent of Osmanthus flowers that lingered throughout the day remained on my coat until this very day. the devilish innocence days were shined by the bright light of super moon

the second was the dry daylight of a date with a stranger. I pretended not to know anything about the place,being guided while all I was doing was recalling the memory of the Super Moon night. it was a horrible date. she drank a cup of sake and I drank a cup of non-alcoholic strawberry sweet sake before I made an excuse to leave early.

funny how the three of us, are now back to strangers. but I certainly won't forget the breeze, the scent of Othmantus, the day and night, and the lost loves... of Yokohama bay side.