#mylostlove

[mindofaoldsoul]

Hey Trenton Lake! 🗣 I know it’s been a while since you have heard from me but, there’s something that needs to be said! I wanted YOU to say sorry for what happened it just hurt me for you not showing me any empathy to what I was telling you back then. It was very hard for me. . . you being around my family so much but it’s grown on me they really love having you around. My mind goes in circles like why can’t me and you ever act like we know each other, we literally got caught up for 4 years on each other. But we can never say one word to each other? Blows my mind.. I don’t hate you at all. Never ever have before. . I never stopped caring about you, sounds stupid but I didn’t even if it looked like I did! I just had a hard time with it, because I was in love with you. Plus last year was a super crazy year for me. I lost a lot of people who I never thought i would live without..even YOU unfortunately... Just means no one is really meant to stay. Anyways to get to the point I’m happy for you an what you are achieving. But life goes on I wish for you nothing but the best for the years to come. I won’t ever forget you and the way you made me feel..

[alivesoulwithyou]

Were you a fantasy

" " a dream

Or a reality

Maybe everything at once

I guess, I will never know

♥️

#mylostlove #beautiful #everythingicouldeveraskfor

[weirdlyunwired]

“My Lost Love”

He loved painting, so she gifted him a canvas. She loved to see the spark in his eyes when he used to indulge himself into his passion. She adored his smile and always wanted him to be happy. 

He took the canvas and made some strokes of mesmerizing colors .He made a beautiful painting of a boy kissing a girl on her forehead.

She was overjoyed because her heart thought that he drew them, their hidden love and was confessing his feelings for her. Then he looked at her and asked’ “ how is it?”. She exclaimed, “ It is amazing! You are really awesome!”

He said , “ Thank you! This is inspired by my first girlfriend, who left me ‘My Lost Love’ .”

She was broken, her eyes welled up but she managed to smile and said, “ It truly does depict ‘My Lost Love’.”

[anthonysouji-blog]

[Minato Mirai Yokohama]

Minato Mirai...for me there were 2 memories regarding Minato Mirai, the Yokohama bayside area.

first was the night of Super Moon. the long walk from the station to red warehouse, and the long kiss above the ground in the giant Ferris wheel, over the sunset of Yokohama. the scent of Osmanthus flowers that lingered throughout the day remained on my coat until this very day. the devilish innocence days were shined by the bright light of super moon

the second was the dry daylight of a date with a stranger. I pretended not to know anything about the place,being guided while all I was doing was recalling the memory of the Super Moon night. it was a horrible date. she drank a cup of sake and I drank a cup of non-alcoholic strawberry sweet sake before I made an excuse to leave early.

funny how the three of us, are now back to strangers. but I certainly won't forget the breeze, the scent of Othmantus, the day and night, and the lost loves... of Yokohama bay side.

[lastbastionofsolitude-blog]

I wish I could erase you from my memory.

To have never known you is probably better than having you, owning you, and losing you.

[survival9876]

A beuatifull woman al woman are beautiful to me I draw this in mind of the woman of my dreams of my imagination but I love her and all of you It sounds crazy and wierd haha #womandrawing #mydreams #you #mylostlove #love #drawing #pencils #drawings #drawing

[jwrightspoems]

When you came my way

You brightened every day

with your sweet smile

Didn’t i give you

All that I’ve got to, 

Baby

That was no ordinary Love...

[whynotthough]

Dear butter,

Why are you so fat?

I love you like no other.

We were meant for each other.

Even with you, I smother.

Why are you lost in another?

[diannakenn]

Here's A Secret.

I miss you. Not like I want to be in the toxic relationship that we had, but I still miss you. I miss telling you about everything and exploring new places with you; the one that I loved. I miss it all.

Everyday I am faced with some reminder that you were in my life, that you made an impact into who I became. There's no escaping that, no matter how hard I try I can't cleanse myself of the void that you now created. 

Everyone says that I am doing so well and am taking this way better than you are, but believe me you have no idea how hard it is sometimes. You have no idea how many times I have to set my phone down and stop myself from trying to contact you just to hear your voice again. Each way I turn I picture you standing there, and I find myself thinking of how I would react if I did see you; how would I take it.

I keep hearing people applaud me, telling me that I am strong and better than this and I am doing so well. There is a part of me that tells me to push forward but then again there's another part that wants to run back into your arms and crumble. How much I miss being in your arms is a feeling that I don't think will ever leave me, now matter how many times I suppress it. That is the secret. 

Secretly, I miss being with you, even though you weren't good for me. The love that we had was an addiction but a toxic one. It is this truth that kills me the most. The truth of being in love with someone who you know you shouldn't be, but you can't stop yourself from falling anyways. 

[prettyfaceantonnia]

One belongs to New York instantly, one belongs to it as much in five minutes as in five years.

Tom Wolfe

[gayandsuicidal13]

How I feel about you...

You look up to me with knowing eyes, I fight back my silent yet powerful cries. Nothing means more to me than you believing what you see, the thought that you have hope in what we can be. Yet with every touch I feel you slip further away,I pray "Dear Lord, don't take her away. You tell me I've changed you, altered the actions you have taken. I believe you now, your faith is shaken. I've done it again, hurt you in a way I never should. I just wanted to give you everything, so I gave all that I could. I will never forget how horrible it felt to watch an Angel cry, Tears I caused rolling down your face ill remember until the day I die. The first time I held you, so warm, so sweet. I could feel you shaking, heart pounding with every beat. God has given me an Angel, I knew this from the start. He formed our souls together, synchronized our hearts. I don't believe in destiny, miracles or fate. But the moment you smiled at me, it opened Heavens gates. When I see you smile, my whole world stops. My body gets warm, my face turns red, and my heart pounds then drops. The way you speak to me Angel, it takes my breath away. I can talk to you about anything and you always know what to say. I remember when I met you, I was scared to speak a word. But now even the things I don't say to you, never go unheard. The way you look into my eyes is a way that has been starved of intimacy and attention. All love driven away by simple apprehension. The love you have shown me is more than I have seen when I dream, I feel my heart growing, you have mended every ripped seam. Lying here without you, I ponder in my mind, Why was I granted this Angel, so loving, sweet, and kind. You have stolen my heart, a crime I've never seen before. And you have taken it with you, as you walk out that door.

[jwrightspoems]

I missed times when all we worried about was today, and it was good… Without you by my side I feel as if something is missing from my life. I’m only reminded by looking at our beautiful children that you are forever near me, not in the physical sense but in a way that matters most for me, right this moment… In my heart… Not a day goes by where I can’t envision you by my side, it’s a reminder that I’m not ready to move on yet, but that’s okay, who says I have to right now!

[itsvimbaibruh]

bought 'the poisonwood Bible' online and now i will wait for it everyday.

-excitement.