#my writing; matt jackson

[hangmatts]

matt’s on the internet too much.

[ drabble. mentions of nsfw. ]

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“Jack?”

“Hmm?” Jack replied, fingers running through Matt’s hair.

Matt was laying on Jack’s bare chest, scrolling through TikTok. Their sheets were barely covering them and they weren’t bothered enough to clean up after having sex.

“You’re my pookie.”

Jack’s face suddenly changed from tired to confused. He looked down at Matt.

“What?”

“You’re my pookie. Am I not using that word right?” Matt frowned. “I thought I was.”

“No, you are- that doesn’t matter. Where did you learn that?”

“TikTok.”

“Okay, that’s it.” Jack took Matt’s phone, immediately clicking on settings

“Hey! What are you doing? Give me my phone back!” Matt climbed over Jack, trying to reach for his phone. His attempts quickly failed as Jack was surprisingly fast at moving the phone out of Matt’s reach.

“You’re on the internet too much. I’m putting a time limit on TikTok.”

“What? That’s ridiculous, I’m not a child!” Matt crossed his arms over his chest.

“I’m setting it to 30 minutes per day.”

“ONLY 30??”

“That’s me being generous. There’s also a password on the controls so you can’t change it, even if you tried.”

“You dick!”

“Really? Going to insults now?”

“I gave you a compliment and you changed the controls on my phone!”

“No, you called me a word you shouldn’t know and I changed the controls because you’re on the internet too much.”

“I am not!”

“Sure.” Jack handed Matt’s phone back. “Also, you passed the 30 minute limit.”

Matt looked down at his screen to see the TikTok app locked.

“Great.” He tossed his phone aside. “What am I supposed to do now?”

“Well…” Jack looked at Matt, who was still on top of him. “…You are in a good position-”

“Unbelievable! You think I’d do all the work after what you just did?”

“You never do all the work.”

Matt wanted to protest but Jack was right.

“I am so mad at you right now.”

“Mad enough to not fuck?”

“…No.” Matt moved off Jack and laid back in his spot. “But you’re doing all the work.”

“Of course I am.” Jack sighed

[junglemax]

friendships bracelets, friendship necklaces- they’re all the same.

[mini drabble]

It’s a miracle that Matthew finds Orange by himself. He sighs with relief and makes it over to where Orange is sitting. “Hey, Orange, pal! How are you?”

Orange tilts his head up towards Matthew. “Sup.”

“I have a question for you, if you don’t mind.”

Orange nods once. “Go on.”

“It’s about your friendship bracelets.”

Orange frowns. “I’m not taking them off.”

“No! No, I’m not asking about that,” Matthew quickly corrects, clearing his throat. “Um. I wanted to do something similar, but maybe not as obvious. For the Elite.”

Orange hums. “Friendship bracelets that aren’t obvious. Okay.”

“See, I don’t really do bracelets, and I need to still look professional, so-“

“Necklaces.”

Matthew stops. “What?”

“Get necklaces. You already wear them. Just…get ones you think fit your guys. They don’t have to look like these,” he lifts his wrist up to show off the bracelets he’s collected from fans and friends.

Matthew gasps. “Necklaces. Why didn’t I think of that? Thank you, Orange. For your insight, is there anything maybe I can help you with?”

Orange thinks for a minute. “Can we get more orange juice in catering?”

Matthew smiles and pats him on the shoulder. “Of course we can. Consider it done.”

“Cool. Thanks.”

“No, thank you!” Matthew turns on his heel and walks away, pulling out his phone to start looking at necklaces to buy.

[behindthesefangirleyes]

The Special Friend

By SilverShadow1

Tonight is a night when he needs to feel his son’s presence. Hawk handles the pages with more care than he ever recalls handling his son’s feelings.

OR

Hawk reads one of Jackson's poems

Rating: Teen and Up || Category: M/M || Fandom: Fellow Travelers || Relationships: Hawkins Fuller/Tim Laughlin, Hawkins Fuller & Jackson Fuller, Hawkins Fuller & Kimberly Fuller || Words: 2,327

[im-just-a-mississippi-girl]

Who wants part three to Tear in My Heart??

[doodleofbugness]

i completely forgot i had a pjo/marvel crossover. i don't know if i'm ever going to write it, so here is the outline of The Lightning Thief in this au, since it's kind of hysterically funny:

Luke sneaks away from camp to go look for Sean, one of his younger brothers who disappeared not long after New Years.

Percy kills his first monster, watches his mother die, kills his second monster, finds out he’s a demigod, and finds out who his birth father is—all within a few weeks. The only good thing is that Matt and Foggy come looking for him. Just like Sally said, mortal Foggy can’t get in—but Matt can. Matt is heavily in denial; he’s willing to believe the Greek gods are real, especially with one standing right in front of him, but he isn’t willing to believe that should have anything to do with him beyond calling Percy and Sally family, no sir.

When Percy is blamed for stealing the Master Bolt, Matt comes with him. Matt ends up finding himself chaperoning three preteens on a cross-country trip. He notices the Furies before the kids and sends Annabeth up front in her Yankees Hat to pull the emergency brake so they can get off. When the Furies try to fight them, Matt plays helpless blind man to the hilt and gets the rest of the bus on their side. They walk to the nearest town and take the train to Louisville.

Matt scents what Echidna and the Chimera are in Louisville, and makes the kids cram into the elevator. He manages to beat the monsters to death with his bare hands, but nearly dies. The preteens are panicked, and force feed him ambrosia.

Luke comes back to find out that Annabeth has gone on a quest with a child of the Big Three and a blind adult demigod who only just found out what he is. He heads back out, tracking them.

Matt picks a fight with Ares in Denver. It goes about how you’d expect, and the kids get to see Matt’s Daredevil skills in person. The fight ends with Ares on the ground getting his face pummeled in, which is about when Luke finds them. He breaks up the fight by telling Ares that he’ll go and tell everyone that Ares is trying to start a war on Olympus if Ares doesn’t fuck off. Matt steals Ares’s bag just to spite him.

Between Luke and Matt, everyone makes it safely onto a bus from Denver to Los Angeles. They poke around LA for mythological happenings, and wreck a few monster nests. Percy gives everyone a heart attack when he ends up in the ocean while they’re searching the coastal neighborhoods, where a nereid gives him five pearls and tells him they’re a gift from his father. She also gives him directions to a monster nest, where she says he can find information on the Underworld. This last nest has a Cyclops who’s retired from Poseidon’s forge, and he’s willing to give them directions. It’s rather anticlimactic. 

Luke bribes Charon to let them down into the Underworld, where everyone learns that Matt is afraid of dogs. Annabeth, happily, is not, and she quickly makes friends with Cerberus. The two new best buds are inconsolable about being separated. 

When they pass the pit, Percy hears whispers too, but Luke is the one most deeply affected. The pit tells him that it can give him a way to heal his mother, if he just jumps. Percy hears the pit say it can give him his mother back. Matt notices they’ve fallen behind, realizes how close to the pit they are, and points out that it’s very probably Greek Hell, or whatever it’s called— “Tartarus,” Annabeth says —meaning whatever it has to say is definitely horseshit. They continue on to the palace.

When Percy tells Hades they’re there for the Master Bolt, Hades accuses Percy of stealing it, along with his own Helm of Darkness. He proves the Master Bolt is with them—in the bag Matt casually owns up to stealing from Ares for entirely petty reasons. This successfully derails the confrontation. Hades tells them to get out of his realm and get his Helm back. Matt assures him that this is no trouble, as Matt is itching to finish what he started. Hades says he hopes Matt lives a long life, so Hades doesn’t have to deal with him anytime soon. Matt tells him that everyone has dreams. Luke picks the pearls from Percy’s pocket and breaks them before Matt can get smited.

Matt does indeed finish what he started, at the low cost of getting run through and nearly drowning. Percy is deeply relieved to learn that his water healing trick can work on other people too, if he focuses. Everyone puts on big crocodile tears to get the deeply concerned public to fund their bus tickets back East.

Matt refuses to let Percy go up to Olympus alone. He spills about Ares’s involvement in front of the entire council; he’ll end the day with a new mortal enemy, to his delight. Zeus accepts the Bolt, and rewards them by not immediately smiting Percy. Poseidon has a talk with Percy before they leave, and earns Matt’s deep and abiding ire. Nemesis then ambushes the two demigods outside the throne room to claim Matt and reminisce about his parents. Matt, deeply uncomfortable, insincerely tells her it was nice to meet her, and hustles Percy to the elevator.

This year’s bead is black with a green trident. Annabeth goes to live with her father for the school year; Luke makes her promise to IM him if it goes wrong and she wants to come home, no matter the time. He hovers all the last day until Annabeth finally gets fed up and threatens to stab him.

Annabeth calls Luke to take her home. He hotwires a car and drives through the night to come pick her up.

[sheinthatfandom]

Title: my brothers keeper

Prompt: "I need advice" (time passes) "never mind I already did the stupid thing"

Rating: mature

Word count: 464

Pairing: Matt Jackson/Wheeler Yuta, Nick Jackson/luchasaurus

AN: Written for @wrestleprompts thankyou @icecream-and-gadreel for helping me come up with it and @sarahcakes613 for telling me not to throw it out after it was done lol

Matty 🤼‍♂️🏆🥇🐮💆🏻‍♀️

11:25pm

"I need advice"

1:59am

"never mind I already did the stupid thing"

Nick groaned seeing the missed texts from his older brother and tag team partner. Tonight was going to be a night of many regrets, and the first one was going to the casino with Brandon and missing the opportunity to stop Matt from doing something foolish.

“I’m afraid to ask”

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“Is that…”

“No! Matty no!!”

“Matty YES!”

There in 5k on his wide screen phone was a crystal clear photo of the Blackpool combat clubs young lion Wheeler Yuta. Yuta was in what looked to be Matt’s hotel room, the white blanket thrown haphazardly over him as he slept on his back. His neck and shoulders bright with purple marks Nick knew if he zoomed in would have teeth indentations in the middle.

Kenny was going to be pissed, Don would gleefully used this as more fodder to light their friendship up and Adam…actually Adam probably wouldn’t care since he and Mox had their own thing going on that didn’t look like pure hate, it was all together confusing, but Nick still didn’t want to be put in the middle of this. Because even though his side would be mad and rightfully so they’ll still work together the BCC on the other hand were… all around strange and did not behave in any way that the brothers could predict. Was this part of their plan? Were they going to jump Matty in his room? Was Wheeler trying to romance his brother into turning on them? Actually no that was stupid and honestly Matt got around enough everyone should know being good in bed wasn’t enough to gain Matt’s loyalty. But still what the hell Matt!

“Are you effing kidding me!”

“I'm going to effing murder you!”

“That's it find another tag team partner!”

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“awww that's funny.”

“you're a funny guy”

“Anyway, time for round 2!! 😇🥰😘🤯”

“Damnit Matt!” Frustrated, he slammed his phone down on the bureau.

“Hey babe, what’s wrong?”

Nick turned to his bed seeing he had woken up his own roommate. “Sorry Lucha, Matt just… thinking with his dick again.”

Luchasaurus grinned and gave Nick a look that sent an excited shiver down his spine. “Oh yeah that’s just a Matt thing, no way does anyone else in the Jackson clan have that problem.”

“You know I could always kick you out.” They both knew that threat was empty.

“Hmm you could, though I would hope you’d at least fix this before you threw me out.” The Dino moved the blanket showing off his impressive length, hard and slightly curved.

“Well… I did wake you up. It’s really the least I can do.”

[stay-safe-pixieboots]

Dead

Characters: Adam Cole, Matt Jackson, Nick Jackson, and Kenny Omega

Summary: Adam Cole is dead. And he is the only one that doesn’t know it. 

Rating: General Audiences

Word Count: 2,412

Chapters: 3 

Authors Note: I have broken out of my writing slump! I had a lot of fun writing this and I hope you have a lot of fun reading it! You can either read it on Ao3 or here on Tumblr!

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The world slammed into him as if he's fallen through several tables. His vision was fuzzy and everything around him sounded like it was muffled and very far away.

What happened?

Why was he on the floor?

Did he pass out?

"Matt?" Adam groaned, sitting up slowly. "Nick?"

They were just right there.

Where'd they go?

And speaking of where they were- where was everyone else? Normally after a show like this, backstage and the locker room were bustling with noise. As of right now, there is no one to be seen.

He wandered down the hall at a slow pace, searching every room he came across.

Something isn't right.

He can feel it.

"Hello? Is anyone here?" Adam calls out as he cracks open the door to the trainer's room. However, when he steps inside fully, he finds absolutely nothing.

It's as if no one had been here at all.

He ran a finger along an abandoned shelf, his finger coming away with dust.

"Maybe I should call them." Adam wonders aloud, searching-

Oh, right.

He's still wearing his trunks. There's no way that he'd have his phone on him right now. And after searching the locker room earlier, he knows that his bag is nowhere to be found.

Anxiety creeps up his spine like a spider along a wall. This- this isn't right. Something isn't right. He keeps coming back to that fact. His brain latching onto it and not letting go.

Adam goes back to where he woke up, sitting on the floor with his back against the wall. He forces himself to think back, trying to come up with something- anything that could help him figure out what happened.

But when he closes his eyes and rests his forehead against his knees, his memory is that of a wasteland- barren and empty. The only thing that he can clearly remember is Matt and Nick. They were talking in the hallway after the show.

Something isn't right.

Why can't he remember?

His spiraling was cut short when he heard a door open. He stood up quickly. Maybe it was one of the guys. Maybe they realized that he was missing.

Surely, someone would realize if he was gone- wouldn't they?

Adam ran up to the front, quickly recognizing that the person was not one of the guys. But at this point, he'd take anything.

"Hey! Can you help me? I just wrestled a show here but-" He stopped as the person walked right past him. He was being pretty loud, so there was no way that the person couldn't have heard him.

Adam followed them down the hall, stopping when they unlocked a closet. They must be a janitor.

As the person grabbed the mop bucket, he tried to stand in their line of sight. "My name is Adam Cole. Can you please help me? I just woke up here. I just wrestled a show but everyone and everything is gone."

And once again they completely ignored him. Are they doing this on purpose? Did everyone on the planet just decide it was fuck with Adam Cole day?

Adam forced the panic down and turned away, grabbing the handle of the front door and forcing it open. He stepped outside-

The second time that Adam wakes up that day is much more jarring than the first. He's laying square in the middle of the road in the downpouring rain.

He sits up so fast that it makes his head spin. He is sure that he isn't in Reseda anymore, but the street he finds himself on is familiar.

And he knows right where to go.

By the time he finds the house that he is looking for, the sun was starting to rise and the rain has tapered off into a drizzle.

He walks up the driveway and relief floods his frantic veins as he hears someone working out in the garage. Adam opens the door and starts to speak. Hopefully, he won't have to go through the whole janitor saga again.

"Matt?" He starts tentatively, but before he can get anything else out, Matt startles and drops the weight that he had been holding.

Matt whips around and stares at him, wide-eyed and pale-faced. "Adam? What are you- you can't..."

Adam takes a step closer, but Matt backs up, a hand shooting out. "Matt, what's going on?"

"You can't be here...there's-there's no way..."

"What do you mean I can't be here? Why is everyone acting so weird?"

Without another word, Matt grabs his phone and practically sprints back inside the house. However, Adam follows, completely undeterred. "Matt, you have to tell me what's going on. Why are you acting so weird? What happened? Why did you and Nick ditch me in Reseda?"

Matt just kept going, pretending as if he couldn't hear him. But Adam knows that this is different from the janitor. Matt seemed to actually acknowledge that he was there.

Matt walks into his room and shuts the door, locking it behind him. Adam sighs and sits on the floor in the hall, facing Matt's door.

He needs answers.

He'll wait all day if he needs to.

                    END OF CHAPTER ONE

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Matt groans and rolls over, tugging the comforter up and over his head. This had been the first night where he slept all the way through in almost a week.

His nights have been plagued with nightmares- tormenting and unrelenting. It was almost as if the image of Adam Cole laying on the floor after he drank that monster had been plastered to the inside of his eyelids.

And if that wasn't enough, the nightmares have spilled over into the day.

Matt really hopes whatever mental break he had yesterday could just be chalked up to a lack of sleep. Because if he keeps seeing things, he doesn't know what to tell Nick.

Nick already had a hard enough time working through his guilt. He doesn't need to dig up the past and add to it by bringing it up.

He'll be alright.

He always was.

So why should he give his brother a reason to worry?

It takes Matt an obscene amount of time and energy to work up the willpower to get out of bed.

And when he opens the door, he's tempted to just crawl right back into bed.

Because Adam Cole is still there, sitting on the floor in his hallway.

He tries to slip past him, but Adam follows, speaking up from behind him. "Matt, please. You gotta help me."

"No, Adam. I don't have to help you with anything." He retorts, reaching up into a cupboard to grab a mug.

"Wha-Matt, what is going on? Why are you acting so weird?"

Matt scoffs, rolling his eyes. "I'm acting weird? Whatever-Just- Adam, you gotta go. You can't be here."

Adam crosses his arms, hopping up to sit on the counter next to where Matt was trying to make some coffee. "Why do you keep saying that? Why can't I be here?"

"Just go, dude."

"I'm not leaving until you give me answers. Why is everyone ignoring me?"

Matt works up the courage to look up at Adam, finding that he looks the same as the day that he died. He was still wearing his ring gear and his hair was still pulled up. "No one is ignoring you."

"Oh, really? Because the last person I tried talking to acted like I wasn't even there."

"Maybe they can't hear you."

"You can hear me."

"Just because I can hear you doesn't mean that everyone else can."

"What kind of excuse is that? You're keeping something from me. I can tell."

"I'm not keeping anything from you, Adam. Just get outta here."

Adam sighs, running a hand down his face. "Can you at least tell me where I can find someone with answers?"

Matt shrugs, taking a sip from his mug. "I don't know. You gotta figure this out yourself."

"Did we fight?"

Matt looks up at him again. "What?"

"Did we have a fight? Is that why you're acting like this?"

"Adam-"

"No, Matt. Don't shrug this off. I need to know what is going on." Adam interrupts. "First I wake up in Reseda and no one is there. Nobody can seem to see or hear me. This is really freaking me out."

"And I told you, you have to figure it out yourself."

Adam growls and hops off the counter. "Whatever, man. You know that this is really scaring me and you don't even care to try and help."

"C'mon-"

"No! Fuck you, Matt! You said I'll have to figure it out myself, right? So here I go. Figuring it out. On my own."

Adam takes a deep breath, trying to push down his fear.

To hide it where Matt can't see it.

Matt was being a dick.

He doesn't deserve the satisfaction of seeing the pain that he's causing him.

They're best friends. Well, at least he thought they were. But still, shouldn't friends help friends?

He shakes his head and opens the door, not looking back at Matt as he walks away.

                    END OF CHAPTER TWO

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The passage of time, Adam has figured out, is a foreign concept to him now.

He had managed to figure out what day it was once, but his brain almost seemed to reject that there are different days in the week.

One time he thought it was Wednesday- but wait, it is not Wednesday- it's actually Saturday.

Everything is blurring together. He feels like his brain is encased in a helmet of fog. It doesn't allow him to think clearly.

And on top of that, with his near-constant blackouts, he couldn't even tell you what year it was anymore.

He was pretty sure that it was 2017. But hell, it could be 2021 for all that he knew.

Adam groans in frustration as he wanders down the hallway at some random arena. He followed Matt there, not recognizing the company name at all. He tried to keep up with all the indie companies, so it is odd that this one managed to slip under his radar.

"I don't think this is a good idea, you guys.."

Adam stops outside a door as Matt's voice drifts out from behind it. He has no idea what the plan is, but it can't be good if Matt is tentative about it.

"It's gonna be fine. Malakai said that this would work." Another voice. Kenny.

"And what if it doesn't? You shouldn't be messing around with this stuff."

"Whatever- Just- grab my hand. He said that we needed to sit in a circle, hold hands, and read from this book."

"Read from a book?" A third voice scoffs- Nick. "Are you kidding me?"

"We need help. If it works, it works. If it doesn't, it doesn't."

"Let's get this over with," Matt says, his voice sounding pained.

The voices devolve into a language he doesn't recognize as they apparently read from a book.

The lights in the hallway are flickering.

And something is wrong.

Something is very, very wrong.

Adam wraps an arm around his stomach as he nearly doubles over in pain. It feels like someone stuck a knife there and is taking great pleasure in twisting it around.

"M-matt?" He calls out, stumbling towards the door. "Matt, help me. Some-something isn't right."

He knows that Matt is still ignoring him- just like everyone else in the world. But this is genuinely scaring the shit out of him.

It feels like he's dying.

Adam crumples to the ground in front of the door, just a fingertip away from opening it.

Just inches away from help.

He gasps as he slowly curls in on himself, hoping that if he makes himself smaller the pain will stop.

It doesn't.

It gets worse.

So much worse.

The pain comes in waves, hellbent on drowning him. And he thinks it succeeded as his vision completely blacks out, his body going numb.

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Matt opens his eyes, looking at the circle where Kenny said Adam would be standing. He finds nothing but the framed picture that they had placed there.

"I told you it wouldn't work, Kenny," Nick speaks up. "You can't just bring people back from the dead like that."

"I-I don't understand... Malakai said this would work."

"Well, it didn't," Matt says, standing up and heading to the door. "C'mon, Nick. We gotta get ready for our match."

Nick followed Matt, and Kenny- sighing with disappointment followed not that long after.

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When Adam comes to, he finds himself in a darkened room surrounded by candles. He takes stock of himself, finding that he is now wearing different clothes.

He reaches into a pocket, feeling a familiar weight there.

A phone.

Thank god.

Adam presses a button and the screen lights up, the date, month, and year clearly displayed.

2021.

"Oh, my god." He blinks in disbelief. The year never changes despite his wish that it would. "It's been four years?"

Adam looks around the room before rushing to the door. But before he could grab the knob, the acidicly sweet taste of monster overtakes his mouth. Why would he be tasting monster? He hasn't drunk any of that stuff in a long, long time.

He shakes the awkward feeling off and opens the door, coming face to face with the men he had been seeking help from for god knows how long.

Nick's eyes widen. "Adam?"

Adam looks between them. "What? Wait- you can see me?"

"Yeah, I can see you. Why wouldn't I be?"

"You...You weren't-" Adam cuts himself off, trying to shake the fog off. "You couldn't..."

Matt's reflexes act before his brain does. His arms snap out because Adam is suddenly pitching forward, his eyes rolling into the back of his head. He hooks his arms underneath Adam's knees and walks further into the room. "Shut the door."

Nick scrambles to shut the door, a shocked expression on his face. "Matt, it worked."

Matt remains silent as he sets Adam on the couch. He thought that his mind was just playing tricks on him because of his guilt. But what Adam said... Asking Nick if he can see him. That means-

"Oh my god..."

"Are you alright?"

Matt nods, his eyes not leaving Adam's face. "I'm fine."

"Are you sure? This is a lot..."

"I'm. Fine."

At least, he hopes it will be.

People come back from the dead every day, right?

                 END OF CHAPTER THREE

[thefoxesraven]

I need more fox percy for wip wednesday

WIP Wednesday 10/11/23 (OPEN) | Fox Percy

ercy was itching with either apprehension or excitement. He still hadn’t figured out the difference between the two just yet. He pulled into a parking lot and couldn’t help but notice the price difference between the cars—and truck—that were already there. His step-dads old, and used when Paul had bought it, car was out of place next to the Barbie pink convertible and black. . . . well Percy wasn’t a car guy. The black car just looked expensive. He shook his head and tried to push the thoughts of not belonging out of his head. Expensive cars or not, his guide-father exclusively worked with troubled kids with troubled pasts. His track record of being expelled from 6 schools in 6 years was probably nothing compared to his other teammates. He got out of the car and he stretched as he hit the lock on his keyfob. 

It didn’t take him long to find where to go. Paul had taken him to see David here enough times that finding the lounge was a piece of cake. 

“And here is your last teammate. Percy, this is your team.” David said and Percy found a free spot next to Matt and Dan who smiled at him. 

He met them last year when he ran into them at bodega. Dan had traveled up to visit Matt and Matt was just taking her out on a typical New York day. 

“You could have said you were looking at joining our team,” Matt chuckled and then that was when Percy noticed Seth and—Allison!?

He needed to get better at actually looking at photos and the people playing.  Hopefully Allison didn’t remember him from Yancy. He did not want Allison to accidentally make his guide-father think there'll be an issue. He hoped Seth did. He was the one to help him get Luke’s head out of his ass about bringing down the gods.

“Didn’t think I’d see you after graduating from Summer camp, though it makes sense you’d be here,” Seth said with a knowing look in his eyes. Percy hoped he didn’t have a Hermes prank waiting for him in their dorm.

Previous Part <- -> Next Part

[6ix9inewiturmom]

Show And Tell- Matthew Sturniolo

Summary: When matt takes your virginity and shows you how to make yourself feel better about not being so experienced in the sex world

Warnings: Smut, Inexperienced!sub!reader, Experienced!Dom!Matt, praising, cursing, use of Y/N, Oral (fem receiving), P in V, Unprotected sex (Safe sex is great sex, cause you don’t want that late text that I think I'm late text- Lil Wayne), TW! brief talk of emotionally absent parents!

A/N: i absolutely love writing sweet Matt, but what i love writing more is MATT THE MF MUNCHHHH!!

psa: DONT STEAL MY WORK!! THIS BELONGS TO ME MYSELF AND I!

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Ever since Middle school Nick, Matt, Chris, and I have been inevitable. Their mother, Mary Lou, has always taken me in as her own, considering I was the youngest out of 5 in my family, and my parents had me later in life, as soon as I learned how to care for myself, they quit raising me and only came through in times they ‘needed’ to be parents. Mary Lou was the woman I called my mother. whenever they went on a family vacation I always went with them. To the mall? I went. She basically had Quadruplets. When the triplets moved to LA, we were all over 18, and I was more than ready to leave my parent's house even though I had pretty much moved in with them for how much I stayed over, so I moved with them. I offered to get an apartment close by, but all of them collectively agreed and even argued with me about it, so now we all live in the same house.

Today was pretty much a normal day in the house, very calm, no one was filming, and we just did our own things. Matt and I had no plans, Chris went out shopping with some friends, and Nick had meetings and then dinner plans with Tara for a collab idea which left Matt and I at the house.

“Cant believe that you and my mother BOTH collectively agreed to let me walk out of the house looking like that” Matt said laughing showing me a memory that popped up on his moms Facebook page.

“To be fair you were dead set on wearing that entire outfit and your mom and I both knew we couldn't talk you out of that” I said laughing back and throwing my hands up in defense.

“That's when I dated Cassie too, how gross,” he said giving himself the Ick.

“She was the town whore, what'd you expect,” I say giggling at my comment.

“You know I never asked, whatever happened to Jackson? I just recalled he spread some rumor about him taking your virginity, and a bunch of other stuff, and you came to the house crying and Mom was comforting you and you never spoke about that again” he looks over at me as my head hung low looking at my hands.

Jackson was a guy I ‘dated’ junior year of high school, he took me on one date, it was very nice and he seemed amazing, though I should've listened to Nick when he told me Jackson was no good. After our date instead of taking me home he insisted on talking more and drove to the park in the middle of the city. His intentions were not pure. Jackson tried every which way to get me in the backseat, I rejected many many times that night and made some excuse on how I was on my period and that immediately grossed him out. Come to find out, as soon as we got back to school he spread a rumor around the entire school that he had taken my virginity and told the school I was into weird kinks. I knew I couldn't go to my mother about that because she would have taken me directly to the health clinic to ‘check if I was still pure’ so I went to Mary Lou, i and made sure to tell her to tell the boys not to bring it up to me and try their best to shut it down.

“I uh thought i told you about what happened?” i lied and nervously laughed.

“Nope,” he said popping the ‘p’ “I'm pretty sure I would have remembered something that important to where my own mother had to come to me, Nick, and Chris, and tell us not to talk to you about it, plus I mean it's been 4 years if you don't wanna talk about it I understand,” he said reassuring me.

I've always felt comfortable with all 3 of them, and always had a special relationship with all of them, and trust them with my life. I never went to them about this because I was embarrassed I was a virgin, I wasn't gonna tell them I didn't lose my virginity, considering both Matt and Chris came to me about sex advice I didn't want them to look at me any different for not being experienced enough so I lied and told them that Jackson did take my virginity but I wasn't into the weirder stuff Jackson accused me of.

“Fuck” I mutter under my breath. “Okay so, I just wanna say one thing before I tell you what actually happened between Jackson and me” I look back at him with nerve piercing through my body.

“Y/N, you know you can tell me anything” Matt adjusts himself to face me.

“So don't judge me,” I start taking a deep breath. “So Jackson made up that entire rumor,” I take my bottom lip between my teeth.

“I’m extremely confused” he scratched the back of his head laughing.

“God this is embarrassing” I place my head in my hands “fuck it, so he didn't take my virginity at all, and obviously the kink thing was a lie” I look up at him who still has a puzzled look on his face.

“So if Jackson didn't take your virginity then who did? Cause you basically swore off dating after him” he raises his eye brows in confusion.

“No one, Matt, I'm a uh Virgin” I drop my head down in embarrassment fiddling with my fingers.

“No fucking way, you gave both Chris and me AMAZING sex advice, stop fucking with me Y/N/N” he said laughing.

“Matt I'm being for real,” I shoot him an awkward smile “and please the sex advice ain't nothing, I know what I would like so I kinda made an assumption and by the looks of it, I'm guessing it worked” I nervously laughed.

“Holy shit,” his eyes go wide “why haven't you, you know?”

“It's hard for me to trust people, especially with something like that,” I shrugged my shoulders “When I hit puberty, my mother gave me a ‘save yourself till marriage’ talk instead of informing me of my body she scared me from sex, but I had gone to your mom one day when you three were hanging with Nate and she actually gave me that kinda talk and more or less told me to always make sure I felt safe and in the hands of someone I trust, and Jackson did neither of those things” I continue to fiddle with my fingers.

“You trust me right?” he says curiously

“Matt don't be stupid, yes I do” I lightly giggle. “Why is that even a question?”

“ah fuck it, never mind” he brushes it off.

“No, no, I told you something that no one knows so come on speak up,” I lightly push his arm.

“I was gonna say I could teach you a couple things about sex but i ain't too sure you'd be down for that anyway” he shrugged his shoulders turning his body back towards the TV.

“What if I was down?” I look at him through my lashes.

His head jerks in my direction, “actually?” his eyes light up.

“Matt do you know how embarrassing it is to be an almost 21-year-old who's never had sex,” a soft giggle escaped my lips.

“Have you ever like, touched yourself before?” he said slightly cringing at his words.

I was a little taken aback by his curiosity “I mean yeah, once or twice” I shrugged my shoulders.

“Did you like ever finish from that?” he shifts his body back in my direction. “I know this sounds a bit invasive but I promise if you want to do this I have a reason for asking these questions” he placed his hand on my knee.

“No… it just um” I swallow the lump in my throat “I just couldn't..”

“So you've never experienced anything sexual?” the curiosity in his voice makes me feel safer and know he's not judging me and is actually caring enough to ask and not just crawling on top of me and getting down to it.

“Nope,” I say softly

He slowly nods “Do you want to learn?” his voice goes soft.

“H-how?” I stutter out.

“Obviously if you feel comfortable enough with it, I could be the one to show you, If you catch my drift” he sends me a reassuring smile.

“Y-you would take my virginity?” I ask nervously.

“Only if you want me to” his voice trails off

“What about Nick and Chris? God that would be awkward if they walked in or something, oh my god I don't want them to think any-” he cuts me off

“Woah slow down, it's okay, they won't be back till like 9, and it's 4 now, we'll be okay kid” he laughed rubbing soft circles with his thumb over my knee. “Do you want to do this?”

I nod softly. “No this is important to you, I want your verbal consent that this is okay” he moves closer to me.

“Yes, please, I want this, all of this,” I say softly adjusting my body closer to his.

He smiles leaning closer to my face and softly pressing his lips against mine. My eyes fall shut and I turn into jello as I feel the way his hand that was once on my knee moves up toward my hip. A small smile creeps upon both of our lips. I softly pull away.

“Can we not do this on the couch?” I say laughing a little

“Absolutely,” he stands up almost immediately and picks me up bridal style walking into his room and kicking the door open as I giggle like a kid in a candy store.

He carefully sets me down on his blue silk sheets crawls on top of me and presses his lips onto mine once again making a soft groan travel between our lips.

“Can I take this off?” he says softly playing with the hem of my shirt.

“Yes” I bite my bottom lip

He smiles down at me and pulls my shirt off leaving me in my bra. He hooks his finger under my bra strap rubbing his finger up and down just looking down at me. “You're so beautiful. I don't ever tell you much” his comment makes a soft pink shade appear on my cheeks.

He leans down again kissing me and pointing his tongue out for permission to enter, my mouth opens slightly as his tongue explores my mouth, and this time his hands start to grab at my covered breast. “You can take it off, Matt” I giggle between kisses.

He gave me no response but his left hand held my lower back and his right unclasped my bra letting it fall right off my shoulders. He pulled away from kissing me and looked down at my breast in awe. “God you're Fucking beautiful” he mutters.

His mouth begins leaving kisses down from my jawline to my collarbone and stopping at my breast looking up at me through his lashes almost asking for permission without asking. I shoot him a smile and nod and his tongue licks softly across my nipple sending shivers down my spine. He smirks to himself attaching his mouth to one of my nipples and slightly tugging at my other. He sucks and nips at my nipples taking them between his teeth every now and again. My breathing gets heavier at the sensitivity and my head falls back as a soft whimper falls from my mouth.

He lifts his head up and places himself between my legs to unbuckle my shorts, shimmy them down my legs, and throws them with the pile of clothes next to the bed. He admires my choice of underwear today, smirking as they're unironically his favorite color, purple, with a tiny little bow right up top. He hooks his finger at the top of them sliding back and forth before sliding them down my legs leaving me bare beneath him.

“such a pretty fucking pussy” he groans out. he leans his head down and spits down onto my aching pussy. using his thumb he slowly moves up and down.

“Holy fuck” I gasp out.

Matt chuckles and moves his body down where his head is now between my legs. His thumb is still slowly going up and down he begins kissing down my thighs on both sides. “I want you” he places another kiss on my thigh “to tell me” Another kiss “What feels good to you alright?” he places a kiss right above my clit.

“O-okay” I say nervously

“And please don't be afraid to tell me to stop” he gives me a reassuring smile.

I nod sending him the same warm smile. He starts to place a soft kiss on my clit before flattening his tongue on my pussy and licking a stripe up and groaning once the taste of me hits his tongue.

“Oh, Matt” My breathing hitches and I throw my head back in pleasure.

His tongue begins to flick up at a faster pace making moans spill out of my mouth, his eyes are fixated on me and how my body reacts to his mouth pleasuring me.

“Fuck you're so fucking good at this” My fingers run through his hair forcing his head deeper into me.

He moans into me sending vibrations through my body as my hips jerk up and my eyes roll back. His lips attach to my clit sucking on it a little causing a squeal to fall from my mouth.

“Fuck i-i I think I'm gonna cum” I stutter out as an unfamiliar knot forms in the pit of my stomach

“Mhm” he mutters before lifting his head “Let it go sweet girl” he lowers his head again taking my clit between his teeth and flicking upwards on it.

“Oh my FUCK” I scream out when that knot snapped a wave of euphoria pierced my body and my orgasm dripped out of me making Matt move his body to watch it happen.

He wiped his mouth using his arm smiling “you okay baby?” he chuckled.

“Fuck” I breathe out “If that's why people are sex addicts I see why god damn that was amazing” I smiled up at him.

“I'm not even done yet” he smirks lifting his shirt over his head and throwing it across the room.

“Are you 100% positive you want this?” he asks as he stands up removing his belt.

“This is the first decision I've ever made that I'm 100% positive I won't regret,” I say as I watch him remove his pants and free his cock with his tip red and throbbing for attention.

He climbs back and moves me farther up on the bed. “Fuck there's no way that's gonna fit in me, that's fucking massive,” I say as my eyes stare at his cock.

“It'll fit baby” he chuckles “shit I don't have a condom,” he says rummaging through his bedside table.

“I'm on birth control, you don't need one” I smile up at him.

“Are you sure?” he smirks.

“Yes Matt,” I smile batting my lashes up at him.

“Okay then” he brings his hand up to his mouth and spits in it before gliding his now wet hand to coat his aching cock. “I gonna go slow, inch by inch and you tell me when to move, and tell me if it hurts too much I'll stop immediately,” he says aligning his cock with my entrance.

“Okay,” I breathe out.

As his tip slowly enters me I hiss. “Are you okay?” he says with a concerned look on his face.

“I'm okay just hurts” I reply biting my lower lip.

He slowly enters another couple of inches. Watching how my face nuzzled up at the new feeling. Then he slides in another few inches. After a couple of minutes, he's fully bottomed out. “Look at that, you're doing so fucking amazing,” he says adjusting himself closer to my face and brushing loose strands out of my face.

“Y-you can move,” I say nodding slowly.

He smiles before slowly thrusting out and moving towards my hips as the pain I once felt turns into pleasure in a matter of seconds.

“Oh, matt fuck faster please” I plead gripping his biceps for support.

“God you're so fucking tight” his pace speeds up as he lowers his body and begins kissing my neck and groaning into me.

“S-so fucking big” I moan out.

He rolls his hips towards mine and slams them into me. His grunts become harsher. “Fuck” he growled in my ear. “I love the way you feel wrapped around me” he moans in my ear which is almost a whimper.

“Matt” I scream out as his cock finally and repeatedly kisses my G-spot.

“Someone close eh?” he lifts up sadistically grinning at me.

I nod vigorously as my legs begin twitching and shaking around his waist and that knot forms in my stomach for the second time tonight.

“Cum all over my fucking dick baby, I know you can do it,” he said as his thrusts become sloppy.

With just his words that knot snapped in my stomach and formed a white ring around the base of his cock as my cum coats his cock. With a couple more thrusts he nuzzles his head in my neck and paints my walls a shade of white. He slowly pulls out careful not to hurt me.

“Fuck you're amazing” I breath out coming down from my euphoric state.

“Yeah? You did fucking amazing,” he smiles down at me laying next to me and pulling me into a cuddled skin-to-skin hug.

“Thank you matt” I mutter into his chest.

“No problem sweetheart” he kissed the top of my head. “You know I'd do anything for you” he softly whispers making me smile and nuzzle into him more.

“Do you want me to run you a nice bath? Or you wanna go get food? What do you wanna do, cause we got about 2 hours till Nick and Chris come home” he pulls away looking at me.

“We can shower and I can cook for us” I smile at him.

“Perfect” he smiles at me and picks me up bridal style again to carry me to the bathroom.

The way he cared for me, I knew I made the right decision. Losing my virginity to the man I knew I could trust.

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A/N pt 2: TY TO THE PERSON WHO REQUESTED THIS!! BECAUSE THIS WAS VERY FUN TO WRITE!! anyways i hope you guys are having an amazing evening, afternoon, morning, or night!! and i love you guys!! 🩷🩷

[bullet-clubs-bitch]

Can you please write an Kenny Omega X Fem Reader Story(smuty/flirty), Reader is the younger sister (by 10 years) of Matthew and Nicholas. Reader and Kenny always flirts and teases each other because they have an thing for each other but Matt and Nick are the overprotective big brothers and don't let them alone together, but on one night reader sneaks out of her hotelroom and to Kenny's and they start to make out and ending up having passionate sex

No one has to know

Kenny Omega X young bucks sister reader

@saramusazzi99 @swaggybae asked to be tagged :)

Warnings: Smut, breeding kink, unprotected sex

Kenny Omega Masterlist Main Masterlist (word count 2k)

I was getting tired of the games Matthew and Nicholas were playing. I get that they were my older brothers and they only wanted ‘what’s best for me’ but what they claimed was best for me was complete BS. It’s no secret that Kenny and I have feelings for each other. Everybody knew about it, the sexual tension between the two of us was deadly. Despite everyone thinking we fucked I have never even got the chance to kiss that gorgeous man. Why? That’s because for years my brothers have done everything in their power to keep the two of us apart. They even went as far as hiring a private investigator to follow me around to make sure Kenny and I didn’t have a secret relationship going on. I don’t think Matt and Nick even understand all the harm this is causing. All I wanted was Kenny and all he wanted was me. Keeping us apart was just making us fall harder in love with each other. It’s hard seeing all of my friends get married and have kids knowing I probably won’t get to experience that due to my stupid brothers. I tried to date other people, I tried to accept it and move on but I couldn't. No one came close to Kenny. Everything about him was perfect, I loved every inch of him. He was the love of my life and I knew I wouldn’t give up on him, I wouldn’t give up on us. 

Kenny’s pov

Ever since I turned 40 I have looked at life differently. I never wanted to get married or have kids. I didn’t even like the idea of being in a relationship. Wrestling was always my number one priority. That was until I started developing these feelings for Y/n. I’ve known Y/n for as long as I can remember. She was the little sister to two of my best friends Matthew and Nicholas Jackson. I don’t know when I developed these feelings for Y/n, one day I just woke up and I realized I was in love with her. Sure she was younger than me, almost 12 years to be exact but neither of us seemed to mind the age gap. She was gorgeous, whenever she entered a room everyone turned, everyone smiled. She just had the aura that made everyone want to get to know her. I know she hated it, she was oblivious to the fact that everyone was head over heels in love with her. I remember her telling me she hated all the attention, how she wished she could hide and have five minutes to herself for once in her life. I always made sure to keep an eye on her, I wanted to keep her safe from all the weirdos who dared to lay eyes on her. I was always jealous of how I couldn't have her. Matt and Nick won’t allow us to be alone in the same room together. I understood that they were protective of their little sister but come on. I think I was the best fit for Y/n. No one would keep her safe and love her forever like I would. 

Although this back-and-forth flirty game of us not being able to get to first base has been happening for years the moment I turned forty I decided now was enough. I was done playing games. I was tired of all of this. I didn’t want to give up on us but something had to change. 

That night when I got to the arena the first thing I did was march into The Bucks office. I slammed the door and began letting out all my pent-up anger from over the years. “You two realize that you are ruining Y/n’s life right? You claim to know what’s best for her but the truth is you won’t accept what’s truly best for her. Or should I say who’s best for her? I’m sick of the two of you getting involved with Y/n and I. You know I would do fucking anything for her. You know that I would make sure nothing bad ever happened to her. I would love her to death. Tell me again why is it that the two of us are forbidden again? Is it because I’m your best friend and she’s your sister? I’m the best one for Y/n and you know it! You’re telling me you don’t even care that guys like Adam Cole and CM Punk are literally obsessed with her! You would rather have your sister go out with someone like PUNK, you know the guy we all got in a fight with and fired, over ME!!!!” I didn’t even know what I was yelling about. I just kept on screaming. Matt and Nick did nothing, they just sat there and let me get everything out. 

“I’m sorry Kenny but it’s still a no. I’ll admit you’re a great guy and all but I won’t let this happen-” I cut Matt off before he could finish his sentence. “You do realize she hates you right? I can’t blame her, you guys are literally out of your minds! Y/n is a grown-ass woman, I think she is capable of deciding who she dates!” I still don’t get why I can’t be with Y/n. Did they think I wasn’t good enough for her? Me? Really? Have you seen the other guys who are after her??

Just as Matt and I were in the middle of a screaming contest Y/n walked into the room. “Well look who it is!” I told Matt “I think Y/n should decide whether she wants to go out with me or not!” “You know I want to go out with you Kenny. You know I feel the same way about you that you do for me” she told me “See!” I told them, still they wouldn't buy it. 

“I don’t care about what either of you says, you will not get my blessing!” Matt yelled, 

“I hate you!” Yelled Y/n before she stormed out of the room. Nick called after her “Don’t go too far, you have a match tonight!” 

That night I liedy in my hotel room alone once again. I hated this, I hated everything about this. The Bucks didn’t approve of this relationship but never told us why. Just then I heard a faint knock on my hotel room door. I looked at the time and was curious on who would be at the door at this hour. To my surprise I found Y/n standing there wrapped around in a hotel robe. I quickly pulled her inside, locking the door behind me before asking “What are you doing?” 

“You know exactly what I’m doing. I’m going insane without you. I need you, I need you so bad” The look in Y/n’s eyes was one of pure desire and lust. She knew what she was doing. 

She let the bulky hotel robe hit the floor, revealing a black silk robe. I knew what that meant. She pulled me close as she began to passionately kiss me. All of this felt so wrong but so right. I had waited years for this moment, there was no way I would let it slip through my fingers. I kissed her back with such passion I didn’t know I had. 

We took our time with everything. This was our first time together, we wanted to savor every moment in case it didn’t happen ever again. I carefully removed her silk robe to reveal a gorgeous black lace lingerie set. “I don’t deserve all this,” I told her as I blushed. “Yes you do, I wanted to do something special” She replied. 

We were tangled in each other, fighting for dominance. I found myself lost in the moment, oblivious to what was going on around me. I had Y/n pinned underneath me. I kissed and nipped my way up and down her body before ending above her navel. Just before I was about to go any further I felt as if reality set in. “Shit” I whispered to myself. “What? What happened?” Y/n called out. “Give me a second, I need to find a con-” Y/n cut me off “I don’t want that,” she said. “What?” I replied shocked, “I was hoping you would get me pregnant tonight” I froze at her words, I didn’t know how to respond. “What do you mean by that?” “You do realize if I was pregnant with your child they wouldn’t keep us apart right? They hate us together but would hate us even more if we had a child out of wedlock. They would force us to be together after that”

 She had a point. Didn’t know if I was ready for a kid right now but I was too turned on to care. “Fuck it” 

I can’t explain how I felt. I just felt at peace, I felt like I had found my home. I felt safe inside her. It was like I found the missing puzzle piece. The two of us fit perfectly. I had never made love with such passion and love. It was emotional, tears were shed. Not tears of pleasure or pain but tears of overwhelment. Everything we waited for was finally happening. I still couldn't believe this was happening. “I love you Kenny” Y/n whispered as we met each other’s thrusts, our fingers intertwined with each other’s. “I love you too Y/n, more than you could imagine” I responded. 

My body was on fire, all my senses were overstimulated. I was close and so was Y/n. “Are you sure you want this? Are you sure you want me to fuck a baby into you?” “Please, I never wanted anything so bad” If that wasn’t the confirmation I needed Y/n wrapped her legs around my waist. Forcing me closer into her. 

I continued to fuck us both through our orgasms. I’ll admit I had never cum so hard in my life. I could feel my load paint her walls, filling her up to the brim. I collapsed on her chest as the both of us tried to catch our breath. After a while I carefully pulled out of her, making sure not a drop of my cum spilled out of her. “What are you doing?” Y/n asked giggling as I carefully lifted her legs above her head. “We can’t afford to waste a single drop if you want to carry my baby”

[hangmatts]

jungle boy goes to matt for help.

[ set before full gear 2022 ]

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word count: 1,036. also posted on ao3

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Jungle Boy very rarely gets frustrated. He’s a very calm and relaxed person. But, when he keeps messing up his hair, he can’t help but get mad. He throws the hair tie down on the floor and tries not to yell.

It’s a basic hairstyle, one that he’s done many times. His hands can’t help but shake because of his nerves. He tries sitting and thinking about what to do. He listens to the pre-show talk about the in-ring return of the Elite when the idea hits him. If anyone knows anything about hairstyles, it’s Matt Jackson.

—

He finds himself at the door of the Elite’s locker room, afraid to knock. He’s not even sure Matt likes him or if visitors are even welcome. He comes to the conclusion that he needs Matt’s help. He quickly shakes off the nerves and places a knock on the door.

Nick opened the door, peeking his head out. He looked confused when he saw the young man standing in front of him.

“Jack?” He asked. “What’s up?”

“Oh- um, is Matt here?”

“Yeah? You need to talk to him?”

“Yeah, please? If that’s okay?”

“Of course it’s okay! Come on in!” Nick smiled and opened the door to invite him in.

—

Jungle Boy looked over to see Matt in front of a mirror, trying to style his hair.

“Matt, you have a visitor.” Nick said before sitting back down on the couch.

“Hm?” Matt turned around. “Oh, Jack! So nice to see you! What can I do for you?”

“Um. I was hoping you could help me style my hair?”

Matt’s face immediately lit up with excitement. He jumped out of his seat, causing Jack to step back.

“I would LOVE TO. Come sit in front of me.”

Jack sat in the chair in front of the mirror, inspecting everything. He messed with the tiny butterfly clips. He color coordinated the hair ties. He picked up Matt’s silver, dangly earrings and started messing with them.

“Do you like the accessories?” Matt asked.

“Oh- yeah, they’re fun. Sorry, I didn’t mean to touch them.”

“It’s okay. You can mess with them as much as you want.”

Matt leaned down to whisper the next part. “I can tell you’re a little nervous and if messing with my earrings calms you down, go ahead.”

“Thanks- thank you.” Jack smiled.

“So, what hairstyle were you thinking?”

“I just wanted a half up ponytail.”

“Oh, a classic! One of my specialties too! You came to the right place.”

“I tried doing it myself but I couldn’t get it. It always looked wrong or bad.” Jack explained.

“I get it. I mean, I truly believe if your hair is wrong, your entire life is wrong.”

“Who said that?”

Matt tilted his head, trying to think.

“I don’t know but I say it all the time so, I’m gonna say it’s a Matt Jackson original!”

Matt smiled, proud at himself for that answer. Jack just nodded in response. Nick overheard and rolled his eyes.

—

Matt grabbed out all the tools he needed.

“Now, do you want a silent appointment or do you want to talk?” He asked.

Jack lowered his voice. “I’d love to talk but I would prefer if it was just us? Is that okay?”

“Of course!” Matt responded before turning to face Nick. “Nicky, please leave.”

“What? Why?” Nick was confused.

“I prefer to work in a less crowded environment.” Matt made it up on the spot, just to make sure Jack felt comfortable.

“Crowded? I’m ONE person.”

“NICK! Go find Kenny and talk about sports or something!” Matt pointed towards the door.

Nick rolled his eyes, mumbling something about Matt being dramatic as he walked out of their locker room. Matt rolled his eyes back.

—

“So, what’s on your mind?” Matt asked, picking up the first tool he needed.

“You know what it’s like to fight your best friend, right?”

Matt nearly froze. “All too well.” He answered.

“How do you go on after? I feel like everything is gonna change. It already has changed, but it’s gonna be so different when this match is finished. What do I do with myself? How do I move on?”

“Well, everything is gonna change.” Matt started as he brushed Jack’s hair back. “But, that doesn’t necessarily mean for the worse. A lot of the times, change is good. You will find your way after this ends. It’s always difficult to move on but I just know you’re gonna go on to do greater things.”

“What do you mean?”

“When this match is over, when this whole mess with Christian is over, you should put it all behind you. You’re amazing at what you do, Jack. I truly believe you’re gonna be a world champion someday. You are a star.”

“You think so?” Jack asked, fidgeting with Matt’s earring.

“I know so.” Matt smiled. “And soon, the entire world will see it. You’re so special. One day, you’re gonna realize that.”

“That means so much coming from you.” Jack awkwardly smiled back.

“Well, I’m glad I could help. I’m all finished. What do you think?”

Jack examined his hair in the mirror. Something so simple, yet so efficient.

“It’s perfect. Exactly what I wanted. Thank you so much for helping me.”

“Of course! You know, you should come by some other time. I can put some of these clips in your hair. We could try out a bunch of different hairstyles together.”

“Yeah… I’d like that, actually.”

“Great! I’ll text you when I’m free.”

—

“Well, I should probably go. My match is on first.” Jack got up from the chair.

“Right, of course. One more thing.”

Jack looked at Matt confused. Matt leaned up to place a small kiss on Jack’s cheek.

“Good luck.” Matt said, pulling back.

Jack tried to ignore the blush quickly creeping up on his face. Matt noticed.

“Right! Thank you. I will see you some other time. Um- thanks for the hair and talk. Bye.” Jack quickly shuffled out of the room.

Matt couldn’t help but giggle at how cute Jack looked nervously blushing. He put his dangly earrings in and turned on the TV just to watch Jack’s match.

[junglemax]

thank u random movie scenes for existing so I can pull the original purpose from it and pour my own word vomit out to replace it

matt has trouble coming to terms with herself.

[mini drabble]

Matt looks in the mirror and stops. He steps out of view, and then back in, but the image doesn’t change.

He isn’t staring at himself. He’s staring at a woman, with the same type of hair as his and the same brown eyes and the same smile as him; she could be his sister.

But it’s not right. He blinks, rubs his eyes, smacks himself in the face. His reflection doesn’t change, just follows his movements.

“What the hell?” he finally mutters, leaning in close.

The reflection giggles.

Matt jumps back. “Wh- how- what?”

The woman smiles sweetly. “Hi.”

“Who are you?” Matt manages out.

“Don’t you recognize me?” She asks with a pout. “I’m Matt.”

Matt points at himself. “No, I’m Matt. Who are you?”

“I’m you.”

Matt shakes his head. “No, no- I’m me. And I’m- I’m not a girl.”

She leans in close, smirking. “Aren’t you, though?”

Matt startles.“I’m not.”

“No? Could’ve fooled me.”

“What- huh? What is that supposed to mean?”

“I think you know.”

Matt frowns deeply. He’s not a girl. He doesn’t look like one- he’s not supposed to be one, anyways. He doesn’t have the body, he doesn’t have the voice…

“But you want all that, don’t you?”

Matt jumps. “Excuse me?”

“Look at me.” She steps back, and Matt can see more of her in the reflection. “Don’t you want this?” She spins around to show him a full view.

Matt swallows. The reflection does show a nice body- not one he lusts after, but just…nice to look at. He traces the outline with his eyes, and for a small, split second, he moves, hands on his chest to feel what’s not there. He burns with embarrassment when he catches himself, forcing his hands to his sides. “I’m not a girl,” he says, with less confidence than before.

“But you want to be, don’t you?”

Matt slides his eyes away from the reflection. Even if he wanted to be a girl, it’s too late for him, isn’t it? There’d be so much to do, not enough time. He’d never look the way he wanted to. He’d never achieve that glowing feeling he’d always hoped to have wrap around him like a warm blanket. He’d never fit in.

“Matt,” the reflection speaks softly, catching his attention again, “it’s not too late to be you. It’s never too late for that.”

Matt feels like he’s going to cry. He doesn’t look back up. “But- but I’m so scared.”

“You’re going to be,” she says, “but that’s okay. Do it scared, and then you’ll be doing it bravely, and then happily.”

Matt finally looks up at his reflection. “You think so?”

“I know so.”

Matt sniffles and stands up straighter. “Okay,” he says, “okay. Do it scared. I can do that, I think.”

His reflection smiles. “Good. I’ll be waiting.”

Matt takes a deep breath and blinks, and what stares back is the reflection was there before.

“I’m a girl,” she whispers, and it feels nice on her tongue.

[mattnben-bennmatt]

Matt & Ben || John & Paul

Here’s a story. Matt Damon told it. But it’s not about Matt Damon. It’s about Bono. But it’s not really about Bono, either; it’s about Paul McCartney. But Damon heard it from Bono. One day, Bono flew into Liverpool. Paul was supposed to pick him up at the airport, and Bono was shocked when Paul picked him up at the airport alone, behind the wheel of his car. “Would you like to go on a little tour?” Paul said. Sure, Bono said, because Bono, you see, is a fan of Paul’s, in the same way that Damon is a fan of Bono’s. “Bono’s obsessed with the Beatles,” Damon said at the table in the lobby of the gated hotel in the little town in Germany. “He’s, like, a student of the Beatles. He’s read every book on the Beatles. He’s seen every bit of film. There’s nothing he doesn’t know. So when Paul stops and says 'That’s where it happened,’ Bono’s like, 'That’s where what happened?’ because he thinks he knows everything. And Paul says, 'That’s where the Beatles started. That’s where John gave me half his chocolate bar.’ And now Bono’s like, 'What chocolate bar? I’ve never heard of any chocolate bar.’ And Paul says, 'John had a chocolate bar, and he shared it with me. And he didn’t give me some of his chocolate bar. He didn’t give me a square of his chocolate bar. He didn’t give me a quarter of his chocolate bar. He gave me half of his chocolate bar. And that’s why the Beatles started right there.’ Isn’t that fantastic? It’s the most important story about the Beatles, and it’s in none of the books! And Paul tells it to Bono. Because he knows how much Bono loves the Beatles.”

— Matt Damon, interviewed by Tom Junod for Esquire (August 2013).

-

Ben Affleck and I actually had a joint bank account, and the bank account was money that we’d made doing local commercials, and we could only use it on trips to New York to audition […] If one kid had enough for a candy bar, then the candy bar was bought and split in half — that’s just the way it’s been.

— Matt Damon, interviewed by Piers Morgan for CNN (March 2011).

-

First of all, I think I should say that we pale by comparison to The Beatles. But my understanding of how [Lennon and McCartney] worked was that they would go off and work separately. Matt and I worked together in the same room most of the time, riffing off of one another’s ideas for scenes or certain lines of dialogue.

— Ben Affleck, interviewed for eDrive (February/March 1998).

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Q: But you didn’t compose your stuff separately, as other accounts have said? JOHN: No, no, no. I said that, but I was lying. [Laughs.] By the time I said that, we were so sick of this idea of writing and singing together, especially me, that I started this thing about, “We never wrote together, we were never in the same room.” Which wasn’t true. We wrote a lot of stuff together, one-on-one, eyeball to eyeball.

— John Lennon, interviewed by David Sheff for Playboy (September 1980).

-

[Ben and I] have been bizarrely close for a long time. You know, I was watching Get Back—the Peter Jackson documentary—and at the end of that you see the Beatles playing on the roof in London and it says, “This is the last time that they ever played together, live.” And it made me so sad to think of; because you look at them and they’re so happy! And Ben and I, I called him and said, “Look man, we were talking about doing this and it’s been 25 years or something since Good Will Hunting. What are we doing? We both kind of hit the lottery! Why aren’t we working together more often?” And after my dad passed in 2017—and Ben was very, very close with him—it’s like it changed something in us, I think. You start to see the end game and to feel like, “I want to make every second count.” I don’t want to fritter away time anymore.

— Matt Damon, interviewed by Chris Wallace for CNN (July 2023).

-

I needed to make this post because way before the Matt & Ben brainrot had the chance to set in, John & Paul had already taken complete hold of my being. And even if this hold has gentled in recent years, they nevertheless rewired my neural circuits. And thus, everything now inevitably leads back to Lennon/McCartney. One day I'll make a (probably very tinhatty) post highlighting specific parallels between Matt & Ben and John & Paul. Today is not that day.

For now, I merely wanted to marvel at how it's not only me who inevitably sees same-sex friendships and creative partnerships through the Lennon/McCartney goggles, but, being Lennon/McCartney arguably one of the most famous same-sex friendships and creative partnerships in history, they influence how other friends who are also creative partners—such as Matt and Ben—see themselves.

For example, the Chocolate Bar story. First of all, I can't believe I only realized yesterday that one of my favorite bits of Beatles lore—a story so special Paul hasn't told it anywhere else—was made public by Matt Damon (which is kind of ironic, given how private and protective he is over his own friendship with Ben). But then, it made me re-evaluate one of Matt's quotes. You see, I thought Matt saying "If one kid had enough for a candy bar, then the candy bar was bought and split in half" about him and Ben was one of those crazy coincidences I could see thanks to my Lennon/McCartney vision. Rather, Matt seems instead to be directly referencing the Chocolate Bar story, even if only a handful of people would understand the reference at the time. By drawing this comparison, a candy bar is no longer just a candy bar. It represents the founding principles of generosity and equity on which a great partnership can be built. Like John and Paul before them, Matt and Ben chose to tie their fates together and share what they had so they could make it.

And as soon as they made it, the world started comparing them to Lennon/McCartney, as we can see by Ben's quote. And it's interesting to think how the generalized perception of Lennon/McCartney at the time might have influenced how they felt about the comparison. Imagine you and your best friend/writing partner just achieved your wildest dreams. But that also means the eyes of the world are now turned on you, and your very real friendship is being used as a marketing ploy and starting to be ravenously consumed by the public. Now imagine that people start comparing you to The Beatles, and the very famous songwriting partnership at its core, Lennon/McCartney: two friends who rocketed to the toppermost-of-the-poppermost, but who broke up very acrimoniously in less than a decade. The Beatle-People will know that they deeply loved each other throughout it all, but that was not the prevailing narrative until a few years ago, when Get Back came out. So no wonder Ben's first instinct was to go "RIP to John and Paul but Matt and I are different."

And then, Get Back comes out and it makes them realize that they both are and are not different. They are not different in the sense that the pressure of fame did affect their relationship. Not to the extent of John and Paul's, whose private troubles were made public. Whatever conflicts Matt and Ben might have had throughout the years, they gracefully kept it private, which allowed their relationship to naturally heal without the press poking at the wounds. However, I do believe the intensity of the public gaze made them shy away from collaborating again. They mention working on numerous projects throughout the years (particularly after their Oscar win with Good Will Hunting), but none of these saw the light of day. And even though they say they were working so much they did not have time to write, it's odd that it took them over two decades to even co-star in another movie again. I think that, much like John and Paul in the 70s, the pressure placed on an eventual reunion was so great—both in terms of living up to their past success and of inviting all that scrutiny again—that Matt and Ben opted to remain private friends, at the sake of their creative partnership. Which makes total sense, because, like John and Paul, there's no partnership without the friendship. But this sacrifice is tragic in its own way, because the creative partnership was a big part of their friendship. Acting, writing, directing—creating—was what drew them together in the first place! It's like asking them to amputate one of the fundamental components of their relationship.

Which is why I find the last quote so incredibly moving. While watching Get Back, Matt was not only reminded of the joy of creating with his best friend—he was confronted with the preciousness of it. Because this is where Matt and Ben are most different from John and Paul: Matt and Ben have been granted the luxury of time. Unlike John and Paul, Matt and Ben could get to their 50s and realize, "What are we doing? We both kind of hit the lottery! Why aren’t we working together more often?" They could realize that they didn't give a fuck about what anyone said or thought anymore. That being together doing something they loved was more important. And so, unlike Paul, Matt got to hear his wife say that writing with Ben was the most she'd seen him laugh in many years. And Ben, unlike John, got to feel that total happiness was seeing his children every day and working with his best friend, and that there's nothing more that he wants in life. In fact, working together on Air made them feel so profoundly accomplished and realized, that both Ben and Matt thought they were about to die, since they'd apparently reached the "mountain top".

And so, it is with great joy that I await what lies in store for Ben and Matt. They have just created their own studio, Artists Equity, and are slated to collaborate in some of its future projects. Nothing will ever replace John and Paul in my heart, and their love story is ongoing in its own way; oh, but how wonderful is it to be able to witness a creative partnership and friendship whose future is still ripe with possibility! And how poetic that the tragedy of John and Paul's story played a part in ensuring that?

[im-just-a-mississippi-girl]

Here's a sneak peak in picture form of what I'm working on as my comeback fic @katries @mrsmatt 🥺

*pictures are not mine and are from Pinterest!*

[godjustkys]

╰┈➤ ❝ masterlist;

FANDOMS I WRITE FOR;

- Teen wolf

- Marvel Cinematic Universe

- Supernatural

- The Walking Dead (AMC)

- Merlin (BBC)

- Stranger things

- Dune

- Game of Thrones

- F.R.I.E.N.D.S

- The Maze Runner

- Lord of The Rings

- The Hobbit

- Harry Potter

- Brooklyn Nine-Nine

- IT

- Diary of a Wimpy Kid

- Dead Poet's Society

- Shameless

- Handsome Devil

- The Black Phone

- Sweet Home

- Arcane

- Spider-man Universe

- The Goldfinch

- The Last of Us

- The Beekeeper

- Weak Hero Class 1

- Bad and Crazy

ANIMES;

- Demon Slayer

- My Hero Academia

(the anime list will get updated as long as I continue watching anime.)

Characters I will to write for;

Teen wolf:

- Stiles Stilinski

Stiles Stilinski x top!m!reader (smut)

- Scott McCall

none yet..

- Derek Hale

none yet..

- Allison Argent

none yet..

- Lydia Martin

none yet..

- Isaac Lahey

none yet..

- Jackson Whittemore

none yet..

- Peter Hale

none yet..

- Malia Tate

none yet..

- Kira Yukimura

none yet..

- Liam Dunbar

none yet..

- Theo Raeken

none yet..

- Jordan Parrish

none yet..

- Erica Reyes

none yet..

- Ethan Steiner

none yet..

- Aiden Steiner

none yet..

- Christopher Argent

none yet..

- Mason Hewitt

none yet..

- Danny Mahealani

none yet..

Marvel Cinematic Universe:

- Tony Stark

none yet..

- Peter Parker

none yet..

- Bruce Banners

none yet..

- Thor Odinson

none yet..

- Loki Laufeyson

none yet..

- Steve Rogers

none yet..

- Natasha Romanoff

none yet..

- Stephen Strange

none yet..

- Wanda Maximoff

none yet..

- Clint Barton

none yet..

- Bucky Barnes

none yet..

- Carol Danvers

none yet..

- Shuri

none yet..

- Sam Wilson

none yet..

- Okoye

none yet..

- Wade Wilson

none yet..

- Pietro Maximoff

none yet..

- Vision

none yet..

- Yelena Belova

none yet..

- Peter Quill

none yet..

- Gamora

none yet..

- Nebula

none yet..

- Matt Murdock

none yet..

- Frank Castle

none yet..

- Xu Shang-chi

none yet..

- Eddie Brock

none yet..

Supernatural:

- Dean Winchester

'What a perv.' Dean x top!m!reader (smut)

- Sam Winchester

Hate sex with Dean (male reader, smut)

smut drabble (male reader)

none yet..

- Castiel

none yet..

ALL; SUPERNATURAL HEADCANONS (NSFW)

(I have little knowledge of supernatural.)

The Walking Dead:

- Rick Grimes

none yet..

- Carl Grimes

none yet..

- Michonne

none yet..

- Negan

none yet..

- Daryl Dixon

male reader x daryl dixon (smut)

- Eugene

none yet..

- Rosita Espinosa

none yet..

- Maggie Greene

none yet..

- Glenn Rhee

none yet..

- Carol Peletier

none yet..

- Andrea

none yet..

- Gabriel Stokes

none yet..

- Dwight

none yet..

- Simon

none yet..

Merlin:

- Merlin

none yet..

- Arthur Pendragon

none yet..

- Morgana Pendragon

none yet..

- Guinevere

none yet..

- Lancelot

none yet..

- Mordred

none yet..

- Gwaine

none yet..

- Percival

none yet..

- Elyan

none yet..

- Leon

none yet..

Strangers things:

- Mike Wheeler

none yet..

- Nancy Wheeler

none yet..

- Will Byers

none yet..

- Jonathan Byers

none yet..

- Joyce Byers

none yet..

- Jim Hopper

none yet..

- Jane 'Eleven' Hopper

none yet..

- Lucas Sinclair

none yet..

- Dustin Henderson

none yet..

- Steve Harrington

none yet..

- Maxine Mayfield

none yet..

- Billy Hargrove

none yet..

- Dmitri 'Enzo' Antonov

none yet..

- Eddie Munson

none yet..

- Henry Creel

none yet..

- Robin Buckley

none yet..

ALL; stranger things headcanons.. pt 1.

Dune:

- Paul Atreides

none yet..

- Leto Atreides

none yet..

- Chani

none yet..

- Feyd-Rautha

none yet..

- Duncan Idaho

none yet..

- Stilgar

none yet..

Game of Thrones:

- Ned Stark

none yet..

- Catelyn Stark

none yet..

- Robb Stark

none yet..

- Jon Snow

none yet..

- Theon Greyjoy

none yet..

- Sansa Stark

none yet..

- Arya Stark

none yet..

- Tywin Lannister

none yet..

- Jaime Lannister

none yet..

- Cersei Lannister

none yet..

- Tyrion Lannister

none yet..

- Tommen Baratheon

none yet..

- Joffrey Baratheon

none yet..

- Daenerys Targaryen

none yet..

- Jorah Mormont

none yet..

- Sandor Clegane

none yet..

- Samwell Tarly

none yet..

- Margaery Tyrell

none yet..

- Tormund Giantsbane

none yet..

- Brienne of Tarth

none yet..

- Podrick

none yet..

- Ramsay Bolton

none yet..

- Jaqen H'ghar

none yet..

- Grey Worm

none yet..

F.R.I.E.N.D.S:

- Rachel Greene

none yet..

- Phoebe Buffay

none yet..

- Monica Geller

none yet..

- Ross Geller

none yet..

- Chandler Bing

none yet..

- Joey Tribbiani

Joey Tribbiani dating headcanons (SFW+NSFW)

The Maze Runner:

- Thomas

none yet..

- Newt

none yet..

- Minho

none yet..

- Gally

none yet..

- Frypan

none yet..

- Aris

none yet..

- Janson

none yet..

Lord of The Rings:

- Frodo Baggins

none yet..

- Samwise Gamgee

none yet..

- Pippin Took

none yet..

- Merry Brandybuck

none yet..

- Aragorn

none yet..

- Legolas

none yet..

- Boromir

none yet..

- Faramir

none yet..

- Galadriel

none yet..

- Arwen

none yet..

- Éowyn

none yet..

- Éomer

none yet..

The Hobbit:

- Bilbo Baggins

none yet..

- Thorin Oakenshield

none yet..

- Kili Durin

none yet..

- Fili Durin

none yet..

- Tauriel

none yet..

- King Thranduil

none yet..

- Elrond

none yet..

Harry Potter:

- Harry Potter

none yet..

- Hermione Granger

none yet..

- Ron Weasley

none yet..

- Fred Weasley

none yet..

- George Weasley

none yet..

- Draco Malfoy

none yet..

- Blaise Zabini

none yet..

- Oliver Wood

none yet..

- Seamus Finnigan

none yet..

- Luna Lovegood

none yet..

- Neville Longbottom

none yet..

- Dean Thomas

none yet..

- Severus Snape

none yet..

- Sirius Black

none yet..

- Regulus Black

none yet..

- Remus Lupin

none yet..

- James Potter

none yet..

- Lily Potter

none yet..

- Bill Weasley

none yet..

- Bellatrix Lestrange

none yet..

- Cedric Diggory

none yet..

- Lucius Malfoy

none yet..

- Narcissa Malfoy

none yet..

Brooklyn Nine-Nine:

- Jake Peralta

none yet..

- Amy Santiago

none yet..

- Charles Boyle

none yet..

- Gina Linetti

none yet..

- Rosa Diaz

none yet..

- Terry Jeffords

none yet..

- Ray Holt

none yet..

IT:

- Richie Tozier

none yet..

- Eddie Kaspbrak

none yet..

- Beverly Marsh

none yet..

- Bill Denbrough

none yet..

- Stanley Uris

none yet..

- Ben Hanscom

none yet..

- Mike Hanlon

none yet..

- Henry Bowers

none yet..

- Patrick Hockstetter

none yet..

Diary of a wimpy kid:

- Greg Heffley

none yet..

- Rodrick Heffley

none yet..

Dead Poet's Society:

- Neil Perry

none yet..

- Todd Anderson

none yet..

- Charlie Dalton

none yet..

- Knox Overstreet

none yet..

- Steven Meeks

none yet..

- John Keating

none yet..

Shameless:

- Fiona Gallagher

none yet..

- Lip Gallagher

none yet..

- Ian Gallagher

none yet..

- Debbie Gallagher

none yet..

- Carl Gallagher

none yet..

- Liam Gallagher

none yet..

- Mickey Milkovich

none yet..

- Mandy Milkovich

none yet..

- Kevin Ball

none yet..

- Veronica Fisher

none yet..

- Jimmy Lishman

none yet..

- Karen Jackson

none yet..

Handsome Devil:

- Ned Roche

none yet..

- Conor Masters

none yet..

- Dan Sherry

none yet..

The Black Phone:

- Finney Blake

none yet..

- Robin Arellano

none yet..

- Vance Hopper

none yet..

- Bruce Yamada

none yet..

- Billy

none yet..

- Griffin

none yet..

Sweet home:

- Cha Hyun-su

none yet..

- Lee Eun-hyuk

none yet..

- Pyeon Sang-wook

none yet..

- Jung Jae-heon

none yet..

- Seo Yi-kyung

none yet..

- Lee Eun-yu

none yet..

- Yoon Ji-su

none yet..

- Jung Ui-Myeong

none yet..

Arcane:

- Jinx

none yet..

- Vi

none yet..

- Viktor

none yet..

- Caitlyn

none yet..

- Silco

none yet..

- Sevika

none yet..

- Ekko

none yet..

- Vander

none yet..

- Mel

none yet..

- Jayce

none yet..

Spider-Man Universe:

- Peter Parker (A. G.)

none yet..

- Peter Parker (T. M.)

none yet..

- Peter B. Parker

none yet..

- Miles Morales (Earth 1610)

none yet..

- Miles Morales (Earth 42)

none yet..

- Miguel O'Hara

none yet..

- Hobie Brown

none yet..

- Pavitr Prabhakar

none yet..

- Gwen Stacy

none yet..

The Goldfinch:

- Boris Pavlikovsky

none yet..

- Theodore Decker

none yet..

The Last of Us:

- Ellie Williams

none yet..

- Joel Miller

none yet..

- Tommy Miller

none yet..

- Tess Servopoulos

none yet..

- Abby Anderson

none yet..

- Dina Woodward

none yet..

- Lev

none yet..

- Yara

none yet..

- Jesse Pinkman

none yet..

- Manny

none yet..

- Owen

none yet..

- Mel

none yet..

The Beekeeper:

- Derek Danforth

none yet..

- Adam Clay

none yet..

Weak Hero Class 1:

- Yeon Si-eun

none yet..

- Oh Beom-seok

none yet..

- Ahn Su-ho

none yet..

- Park Hu-min

none yet..

- Kang Woo-young

none yet..

- Jeon Seok-dae

none yet..

Bad and Crazy:

- Ryu Soo-Yeol

none yet..

- Do In-beom

none yet..

- K

none yet..

- Oh Kyung-Tae

none yet..

- Boss Yong

none yet..

- Andrei Kang

none yet..

Demon slayer:

- Tanjiro Kamado

none yet..

- Nezuko Kamado

none yet..

- Zenitsu Agatsuma

none yet..

- Inosuke Hashibira

none yet..

- Genya Shinazugawa

none yet..

- Kanao Tsuyuri

none yet..

- Aoi

none yet..

- Shinobu Kocho

none yet..

- Tomioka Giyuu

none yet..

- Rengoku Kyojuro

none yet..

- Uzui Tengen

none yet..

- Mitsuri Kanroji

none yet..

- Obanai Iguro

none yet..

- Shinazugawa Sanemi

none yet..

- Muichiro Tokito

none yet..

- Gyomei Himejima

none yet..

- Muzan Kibutsuji

none yet..

- Akaza

none yet..

- Douma

none yet..

- Gyutaro

none yet..

- Daki

none yet..

- Kokushibo

none yet..

- Murata

none yet..

HASHIRA; hashira headcanons, pt.1 (angst)

My Hero Academia:

- Izuku Midoriya

none yet..

- Katsuki Bakugou

none yet..

- Shoto Todoroki

none yet..

- Tenya Iida

none yet..

- Ochako Uraraka

none yet..

- Denki Kaminari

none yet..

- Eijirou Kirishima

none yet..

- Tokoyami Fumikage

none yet..

- Shoji Mezo

none yet..

- Momo Yaoyorozu

none yet..

- Hanta Sero

none yet..

- Kyoka Jirou

none yet..

- Mashirao Ojirou

none yet..

- Mina Ashido

none yet..

- Yuga Aoyama

none yet..

- Monoma Neito

none yet..

- Shinsou Hitoshi

none yet..

- Rumi Usagiyama

none yet..

- Keigo Takami

none yet..

- Aizawa Shouta

none yet..

- Hizashi Yamada

none yet..

- Oboro Shirakumo

none yet..

- Touya Todoroki

none yet..

- Tomura Shigaraki

none yet..

- Toga Himiko

none yet..

- Jin Bubaigawara

none yet..

adding anime back cause I watched demon slayer,,, :3

[emo-nova]

Update time for some good ol' Teen Wolf, ig? i'm on episode 7 of season 2, and now I am definitely seeing some clips that i saw that was making me interested in the show as well as aspects within the fandom spaces.

Never understood the whole idea of Pack mom Stiles thing until I saw Stiles basically be the first to clock that 1, she is in seizure, 2, she may have an issue with the kanima venom (more than others) and 3, to be able to help her he needs to go to Derek cause Scott defo doesn't know. I didn't see it in the beginning, but I can see what people are seeing in it.

Another aspect, Stiles predicting Matt as the villain was such a rewarding scene. Mainly because I have been spoiled, I don't mind them, sometimes I actively look for them to see how the writers handle certain characters plus a summary isn't always true to what actually happened depending on interpretations.

You know what wasn't? Stiles' dad not being told. Or Melissa. Can these two be in on it now? Please? I'm mildly done with the charades on both ends mainly because the friction between two parties is simply miscommunication, plus it would be interesting to have Stiles' be open to this now so that we can see more of a struggle for the Stilinski family when the Sheriff *carries on* heading into danger when he knows. Same with Melissa, I think it would help create more stakes, but it will needed to be handled with care, that she can notice when a patient might have been involved with the supernatural which she can tell the sheriff. It'll make a good feedback loop for the adults, me thinks.

Onto Scott and Alison, I am noticing the writers are now ramping up a more heaviness to their relationship. This is no longer about puppy love but genuine wanting to carry on together, on both ends. And the touch with Jackson being used as the mouthpiece of the writers to foreshadow something more sinister lurking within Alison's future and her decisions. I honestly can not wait for Alison's either degression or progression as a character, as an aspiring writer who likes to study stories of any kind, I would have her digress to create a more nuance version of her character especially with her and Scott creating friction between each other. The friction I'm talking about is Alison's fear of being truly hopeless, unable to actually help herself out of a situation, this could be due to her being raised to be independent and to be a leader within the Argents. Scott on the other hand has a total Hero Complex, wanting to save as many people as possible, yada yada (mild affection now, he's grown on me), wants to be there for Alison *always* which contradicts Alison's want of independence.

Derek, so far, has been following a characterisation I would do for him (after that abysmal training set) cautious and careful with his betas, almost paranoid about their safety with mild disregard for his own in time of the full moon. I would like to see more Boyd though, you have an entire episode on him, and he doesn't get to appear in that scene??? BS, I want Boyd, Erica and Isaac have a moment of annoyance at Derek for being so careful with them. Would I have Derek explain to them why he's so cautious? Not fully, no, I would have Derek explain simply "I am your leader, I look after you and train you. And I need to look after you by ensuring you don't get caught between the Kamina and the Hunters."

Let Derek be a vague, paranoidly responsible Alpha that noticed that his first method didn't help for shit and changing the curriculum for these three because Scott's training was a *mess* and not some fucking dictator alpha guy. But knowing the writing team they most likely will mishandle Derek's character like a child given a machete in the garden which is disappointing.

That's all I got so far, but enjoy my ranting about what happened so far.

Also thank you to the kind soul that told me the timeline of season 1 and 2, I didn't realise that it was such short periods of time! Thank you again :)