#my writing; matt jackson

[marq-lynch]

You expect me to work? On this, the 40th Feast Day of Saint Matthew Jackson? I have lattes to make, pearls to adorn, and hymnal chants to tag team wrestling to sing, yet still you send me emails.

[hangmatts]

matt’s on the internet too much.

[ drabble. mentions of nsfw. ]

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“Jack?”

“Hmm?” Jack replied, fingers running through Matt’s hair.

Matt was laying on Jack’s bare chest, scrolling through TikTok. Their sheets were barely covering them and they weren’t bothered enough to clean up after having sex.

“You’re my pookie.”

Jack’s face suddenly changed from tired to confused. He looked down at Matt.

“What?”

“You’re my pookie. Am I not using that word right?” Matt frowned. “I thought I was.”

“No, you are- that doesn’t matter. Where did you learn that?”

“TikTok.”

“Okay, that’s it.” Jack took Matt’s phone, immediately clicking on settings

“Hey! What are you doing? Give me my phone back!” Matt climbed over Jack, trying to reach for his phone. His attempts quickly failed as Jack was surprisingly fast at moving the phone out of Matt’s reach.

“You’re on the internet too much. I’m putting a time limit on TikTok.”

“What? That’s ridiculous, I’m not a child!” Matt crossed his arms over his chest.

“I’m setting it to 30 minutes per day.”

“ONLY 30??”

“That’s me being generous. There’s also a password on the controls so you can’t change it, even if you tried.”

“You dick!”

“Really? Going to insults now?”

“I gave you a compliment and you changed the controls on my phone!”

“No, you called me a word you shouldn’t know and I changed the controls because you’re on the internet too much.”

“I am not!”

“Sure.” Jack handed Matt’s phone back. “Also, you passed the 30 minute limit.”

Matt looked down at his screen to see the TikTok app locked.

“Great.” He tossed his phone aside. “What am I supposed to do now?”

“Well…” Jack looked at Matt, who was still on top of him. “…You are in a good position-”

“Unbelievable! You think I’d do all the work after what you just did?”

“You never do all the work.”

Matt wanted to protest but Jack was right.

“I am so mad at you right now.”

“Mad enough to not fuck?”

“…No.” Matt moved off Jack and laid back in his spot. “But you’re doing all the work.”

“Of course I am.” Jack sighed

[junglemax]

friendships bracelets, friendship necklaces- they’re all the same.

[mini drabble]

It’s a miracle that Matthew finds Orange by himself. He sighs with relief and makes it over to where Orange is sitting. “Hey, Orange, pal! How are you?”

Orange tilts his head up towards Matthew. “Sup.”

“I have a question for you, if you don’t mind.”

Orange nods once. “Go on.”

“It’s about your friendship bracelets.”

Orange frowns. “I’m not taking them off.”

“No! No, I’m not asking about that,” Matthew quickly corrects, clearing his throat. “Um. I wanted to do something similar, but maybe not as obvious. For the Elite.”

Orange hums. “Friendship bracelets that aren’t obvious. Okay.”

“See, I don’t really do bracelets, and I need to still look professional, so-“

“Necklaces.”

Matthew stops. “What?”

“Get necklaces. You already wear them. Just…get ones you think fit your guys. They don’t have to look like these,” he lifts his wrist up to show off the bracelets he’s collected from fans and friends.

Matthew gasps. “Necklaces. Why didn’t I think of that? Thank you, Orange. For your insight, is there anything maybe I can help you with?”

Orange thinks for a minute. “Can we get more orange juice in catering?”

Matthew smiles and pats him on the shoulder. “Of course we can. Consider it done.”

“Cool. Thanks.”

“No, thank you!” Matthew turns on his heel and walks away, pulling out his phone to start looking at necklaces to buy.

[behindthesefangirleyes]

The Special Friend

By SilverShadow1

Tonight is a night when he needs to feel his son’s presence. Hawk handles the pages with more care than he ever recalls handling his son’s feelings.

OR

Hawk reads one of Jackson's poems

Rating: Teen and Up || Category: M/M || Fandom: Fellow Travelers || Relationships: Hawkins Fuller/Tim Laughlin, Hawkins Fuller & Jackson Fuller, Hawkins Fuller & Kimberly Fuller || Words: 2,327

[im-just-a-mississippi-girl]

Who wants part three to Tear in My Heart??

[doodleofbugness]

i completely forgot i had a pjo/marvel crossover. i don't know if i'm ever going to write it, so here is the outline of The Lightning Thief in this au, since it's kind of hysterically funny:

Luke sneaks away from camp to go look for Sean, one of his younger brothers who disappeared not long after New Years.

Percy kills his first monster, watches his mother die, kills his second monster, finds out he’s a demigod, and finds out who his birth father is—all within a few weeks. The only good thing is that Matt and Foggy come looking for him. Just like Sally said, mortal Foggy can’t get in—but Matt can. Matt is heavily in denial; he’s willing to believe the Greek gods are real, especially with one standing right in front of him, but he isn’t willing to believe that should have anything to do with him beyond calling Percy and Sally family, no sir.

When Percy is blamed for stealing the Master Bolt, Matt comes with him. Matt ends up finding himself chaperoning three preteens on a cross-country trip. He notices the Furies before the kids and sends Annabeth up front in her Yankees Hat to pull the emergency brake so they can get off. When the Furies try to fight them, Matt plays helpless blind man to the hilt and gets the rest of the bus on their side. They walk to the nearest town and take the train to Louisville.

Matt scents what Echidna and the Chimera are in Louisville, and makes the kids cram into the elevator. He manages to beat the monsters to death with his bare hands, but nearly dies. The preteens are panicked, and force feed him ambrosia.

Luke comes back to find out that Annabeth has gone on a quest with a child of the Big Three and a blind adult demigod who only just found out what he is. He heads back out, tracking them.

Matt picks a fight with Ares in Denver. It goes about how you’d expect, and the kids get to see Matt’s Daredevil skills in person. The fight ends with Ares on the ground getting his face pummeled in, which is about when Luke finds them. He breaks up the fight by telling Ares that he’ll go and tell everyone that Ares is trying to start a war on Olympus if Ares doesn’t fuck off. Matt steals Ares’s bag just to spite him.

Between Luke and Matt, everyone makes it safely onto a bus from Denver to Los Angeles. They poke around LA for mythological happenings, and wreck a few monster nests. Percy gives everyone a heart attack when he ends up in the ocean while they’re searching the coastal neighborhoods, where a nereid gives him five pearls and tells him they’re a gift from his father. She also gives him directions to a monster nest, where she says he can find information on the Underworld. This last nest has a Cyclops who’s retired from Poseidon’s forge, and he’s willing to give them directions. It’s rather anticlimactic. 

Luke bribes Charon to let them down into the Underworld, where everyone learns that Matt is afraid of dogs. Annabeth, happily, is not, and she quickly makes friends with Cerberus. The two new best buds are inconsolable about being separated. 

When they pass the pit, Percy hears whispers too, but Luke is the one most deeply affected. The pit tells him that it can give him a way to heal his mother, if he just jumps. Percy hears the pit say it can give him his mother back. Matt notices they’ve fallen behind, realizes how close to the pit they are, and points out that it’s very probably Greek Hell, or whatever it’s called— “Tartarus,” Annabeth says —meaning whatever it has to say is definitely horseshit. They continue on to the palace.

When Percy tells Hades they’re there for the Master Bolt, Hades accuses Percy of stealing it, along with his own Helm of Darkness. He proves the Master Bolt is with them—in the bag Matt casually owns up to stealing from Ares for entirely petty reasons. This successfully derails the confrontation. Hades tells them to get out of his realm and get his Helm back. Matt assures him that this is no trouble, as Matt is itching to finish what he started. Hades says he hopes Matt lives a long life, so Hades doesn’t have to deal with him anytime soon. Matt tells him that everyone has dreams. Luke picks the pearls from Percy’s pocket and breaks them before Matt can get smited.

Matt does indeed finish what he started, at the low cost of getting run through and nearly drowning. Percy is deeply relieved to learn that his water healing trick can work on other people too, if he focuses. Everyone puts on big crocodile tears to get the deeply concerned public to fund their bus tickets back East.

Matt refuses to let Percy go up to Olympus alone. He spills about Ares’s involvement in front of the entire council; he’ll end the day with a new mortal enemy, to his delight. Zeus accepts the Bolt, and rewards them by not immediately smiting Percy. Poseidon has a talk with Percy before they leave, and earns Matt’s deep and abiding ire. Nemesis then ambushes the two demigods outside the throne room to claim Matt and reminisce about his parents. Matt, deeply uncomfortable, insincerely tells her it was nice to meet her, and hustles Percy to the elevator.

This year’s bead is black with a green trident. Annabeth goes to live with her father for the school year; Luke makes her promise to IM him if it goes wrong and she wants to come home, no matter the time. He hovers all the last day until Annabeth finally gets fed up and threatens to stab him.

Annabeth calls Luke to take her home. He hotwires a car and drives through the night to come pick her up.

[thefoxesraven]

I need more fox percy for wip wednesday

WIP Wednesday 10/11/23 (OPEN) | Fox Percy

ercy was itching with either apprehension or excitement. He still hadn’t figured out the difference between the two just yet. He pulled into a parking lot and couldn’t help but notice the price difference between the cars—and truck—that were already there. His step-dads old, and used when Paul had bought it, car was out of place next to the Barbie pink convertible and black. . . . well Percy wasn’t a car guy. The black car just looked expensive. He shook his head and tried to push the thoughts of not belonging out of his head. Expensive cars or not, his guide-father exclusively worked with troubled kids with troubled pasts. His track record of being expelled from 6 schools in 6 years was probably nothing compared to his other teammates. He got out of the car and he stretched as he hit the lock on his keyfob. 

It didn’t take him long to find where to go. Paul had taken him to see David here enough times that finding the lounge was a piece of cake. 

“And here is your last teammate. Percy, this is your team.” David said and Percy found a free spot next to Matt and Dan who smiled at him. 

He met them last year when he ran into them at bodega. Dan had traveled up to visit Matt and Matt was just taking her out on a typical New York day. 

“You could have said you were looking at joining our team,” Matt chuckled and then that was when Percy noticed Seth and—Allison!?

He needed to get better at actually looking at photos and the people playing.  Hopefully Allison didn’t remember him from Yancy. He did not want Allison to accidentally make his guide-father think there'll be an issue. He hoped Seth did. He was the one to help him get Luke’s head out of his ass about bringing down the gods.

“Didn’t think I’d see you after graduating from Summer camp, though it makes sense you’d be here,” Seth said with a knowing look in his eyes. Percy hoped he didn’t have a Hermes prank waiting for him in their dorm.

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[sillylittlespam]

she got, she got away

percy jackson x daughter of hecate!fem!reader ( childhood friends/crushes to enemies to lovers , SLOW BURN , ANGST , multi-chapter series )

summary : percy hadn’t seen (y/n) since she betrayed him after his quest to save annabeth and artemis. when she corners him in the labyrinth, he can’t help but notice she seems a little…different. what the hell happened to her, and why is she so convince that it’s nothing?

AUTHORS NOTE : (y/n) is a daughter of hecate with magical powers! i’m not exactly an expert on hecate magic so i kinda made it up because this is fanfiction

and for anyone who cares (i’m not expecting you to) here are some of the songs i was listening to while writing this!

race by alex g

motion sickness by phoebe bridgers 

everyone adores you (at least i do!) by matt maltese 

this isn’t helping (ft phoebe bridgers) the national

birds don’t sing by tv girl

knives out by radiohead

series masterlist here !!

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“Didja miss me, Bambi?”

Percy’s reaction to the familiar voice behind him was delayed by the violent flinch that went through his body

 After he gathered himself, he whipped around, sword raised as he came face to face with his best friend.

Ex-best friend, he had to remind himself. It was so easy to forget how (y/n) betrayed him as he looked upon her smirking face. She had no weapons in her hands, but he knew that didn’t matter.

He had gotten significantly taller since the last time he had seen her. They used to be about the same height, but now she looked up at him. Her face had gotten a bit slimmer as well, and her eyes held heavy bags of exhaustion. The grin on her face, however, was just as he remembered. Paired with the teasing look in her eyes and the way her head tilted to the side, it was the exact same look she had given him when she had cornered him in Capture the Flag.

And here she had captured him again, this time in the Labyrinth. 

He had known the risks of splitting off from the group, especially with Luke and his army wandering the Labyrinth’s corridors, but it was the perfect distraction. If (y/n) knew he was here, he knew Luke would know soon, if he didn’t already. All he could hope was that Annabeth and Rachel hadn’t been caught trying to find a way around Anataeus’ arena, which was being occupied by Luke.

“I did. I missed you a lot,” he finally responded to her question, his sword unwavering despite his long moment of silence. (y/n)’s grin widened, and Percy did his best to ignore the way his heart swelled.

“Aw, you’re so sweet,” she gushed, her tone far too casual for the situation. Her eyes looked past the blade in front of her and instead focused on his eyes, which were fixed on her arms. Her hands were tucked behind her back, but Percy watched for any movement as a sign that she was casting a spell, “I missed you too, Perce.”

“You know,” he started slowly, carefully, as his eyes drifted up to meet hers, “You wouldn’t have to miss me if you just came back to Camp,” he quickly realized his mistake as the smile dropped from (y/n)’s face and was replaced with a cold stare. He kept going anyway, “We can forget this whole Luke and Kronos thing and just go back to the way things were. We can be okay again-“

“The way things were?” (y/n)’s voice was calm as she repeated his words. Too calm, “Percy, do you remember the way things were for me?”

He remained silent, readjusting his grip on his sword. Despite the empty coldness of the corridor, his palms were slick with anxious sweat.

“I had nobody,” (y/n) continued, a layer of cold rage creeping into her voice, “They threw me into the Hermes cabin with half the fucking camp and expected me to be grateful to the Gods! The same Gods who send their own children off to sacrifice ourselves in their name! Does that not sound wrong to you? My mother is considered kind because she decided I was worthy of being claimed only after I got my powers, but has never cared enough to ever actually meet me.”

Percy swallowed the absurd amount of saliva that had pooled in his mouth. He would never admit it out loud, but he knew (y/n) was right. 

He would never forget his early days at camp, before he was turned into some mighty hero. Back then, he was seen as just another scrawny kid who just happened to be a child of the Big Three. A bit unusual, but nothing that anyone wanted to pay too much attention to. 

He always enjoyed being around (y/n), since she made him feel normal. The two demigods got along quickly, as they were both looking for a person. And for a couple years, they were each other’s person. The camp almost never saw one without the other. (y/n) knew everything about Percy, and Percy knew practically everything about (y/n). At least, he thought he did.

The worst moment of his life would always be that night last year when he got back from the quest to save Annabeth and Artemis. Not only did he have to tell Nico that his sister had died, but that was also the night when he learned that his best friend, his person, had been working with Luke and Kronos the whole time.

Percy had never been very good at regulating his emotions, and almost flooded the Camp several times following that night. Nobody blamed him. There’s no way to deal with something like that in a normal way.

“That’s not true,” he said, finally lowering his sword, and his steady voice surprised him. He felt as if he was going to cry, “You had me. We had each other. You decided to throw that away. Luke doesn’t give a shit about you, (y/n), he’s just using you for your powers,” Percy nearly missed the way (y/n) flinched at his words, “Once he gets what he wants, he’ll just throw you to the side-“

“You’re a liar,” (y/n) hissed, and Percy was able to detect a purple aura around her that made him take a step back, “Luke has told me about his visions. Visions of great things, not just for him, but for me as well! And if you join me, Percy, great things can come for you too.” Somewhere in the middle of her rant, she had gone from angry to practically pleading with him.

Percy’s mouth pushed itself into a frown as he felt the tears begin to form in his eyes, realizing that the girl in front of him was different from his friend. Something had happened. He wasn’t sure what, but this was not the same girl that he had picked strawberries with.

“(y/n)-“ he said her name for the first time since that night, stopping for a moment to fix his shaking voice, “Witch, you know I won’t do that. I can’t. If I did, I.. I wouldn’t be me anymore.”

(y/n) watched him, and for a moment, Percy liked to believe that she was how he remembered her. No crazy mood swings. No radical ideology that set them on opposite sides of the war. Just (y/n).

“I know,” her voice was quiet. Her eyes got a far off look to them, as if she were lost in thought.

“I don’t…” Percy paused once again as her eyes snapped to him, a bit surprised at their sharpness, “I don’t really think you’re you anymore, if we’re being honest.”

(y/n)’s eyes immediately dropped to the floor, and Percy knew he had struck something. The problem was that he wasn’t sure how to go about it.

“I don’t think so either,” (y/n) practically mumbled, looking anywhere but Percy, “Lately I’ve been feeling… Well, I don’t really know. I just feel weird. Like something’s not right.”

“Witch, I’m sorry,” he said, and he meant it. The torch behind him casted a ray of light onto her face, illustrating the stress lines that she definitely didn’t have a year ago. The glint in her eyes was gone, and replaced with a dull tiredness. Her hands, which he turned his attention back to, looked a bit odd.

He reached down and grabbed one, much faster than she could pull it away. Holding her wrist, he examined her fingers in the firelight, his eyes widening as he took in the charcoal-like color that had devoured the skin at her fingers and seemed to be creeping up to her wrists.

“What the hell is this?” He demanded, and (y/n) yanked her hand away, her eyes wide with what Percy recognized as panic. Without answering, she turned and began walking down the corridor that she had just followed Percy down.

She made it almost halfway down the corridor before a strong hand found her arm and made her stop. As she unwillingly turned back around, (y/n) found herself face-to-face with the same green eyes that used to reassure her any time someone made a snide comment about her abilities. Except now these eyes were filled with enough concern to make her feel nauseous.

“(y/n),” Percy repeated, firmer, with far more power than before, “What is going on with you? Is this because of Luke? Are you okay?”

“I’m fine,” (y/n) insisted, whatever was left of her confidence continuing to chip away. She had forgotten what Percy’s sad face could do to her, “This is my own doing. Just… don’t worry about it-“

“Your own doing?” Percy’s brows furrowed with such intensity that under any other circumstance (y/n) would’ve asked if he finally had a thought circulating in his head, “(y/n), is this because of your powers?”

She wasn’t sure why she didn’t just lie. Percy didn’t care about her. Not anymore. He had chosen to defend the Gods, and therefore he did not give a single shit about how horrible she had been treated throughout her life. At least, that’s what Luke had told her.

But this was Percy. Percy had been her best friend for years. He used to visit her every time she was sick, and he always made her bracelets during arts and crafts. 

(y/n) realized that her silence was answer enough as Percy’s worry lines grew deeper.

“(y/n),” Percy’s voice wavered as he took a step towards her, “Please don’t tell me that you’re killing yourself just to help Luke.”

“I’m not killing myself,” she replied, taking a step back, softly shrugging off his warm hand. She hadn’t realized how cold it was in the Labyrinth until she encountered another person, “It will go away. This is temporary. It’ll go away soon. There’s nothing to worry about.”

“You don’t sound too sure about that,” Percy noted the way she seemed to be trying to convince herself as well as him, “(y/n), I need you to know that-“

A loud cheer erupted, its muffled sound signaling it to be a bit further in the Labyrinth. Judging by the way (y/n) stood straighter, head perked like a cat, Percy figured that was Luke and his gang in the arena.

“Shit,” (y/n) muttered, and she seemed to be speaking more to herself than to Percy, “I was supposed to be following you. I mean, I was following you, for quite a bit actually. But I was supposed to corner you and knock you out. Then take you to the arena where Luke could watch you fight someone to the death while half-conscious.”

(y/n) nearly laughed at the startled look that appeared in Percy’s face.

“Relax, Bambi,” she rolled her eyes, “Obviously if I was gonna do that, I would’ve already. I just needed to distract you so you would forget where you came from and where your friends are.”

Percy’s mouth fell open. Shit. He had chased her down the corridor, completely losing track of which hallway he had just come down, as well as what little sense of special awareness he had in the magical maze.

“I’m sorry, Percy, I really am,” (y/n) said, her lips pressed together in a small frown, “I told Luke I couldn’t hurt you. He said he didn’t care about my moral code, but that goes both ways I suppose.”

When Percy looked down at (y/n), he could almost pretend that they were back at camp and he had just arrived for the start of the summer session. (y/n) always took a couple days to readjust to having a friend around, and it broke Percy’s heart to see her anxiously checking to see that he still cared about her.

“(y/n),” he started, and then stopped. What was there to say?

“I have to go,” she said. He knew it was an encouragement to continue.

But what could he say? Don’t go? Come back? There would be no point.

“I love you,” he surprised himself with how easy the words came out, “And I’m not mad at you. I never was. Please take care of yourself. For me.”

(y/n)’s head tilted to the side, and in the torchlight Percy could see the shine of tears in her eyes. Instead of saying anything, she walked into his already opening arms, wrapping hers around his torso. She felt his arms close around her, and for a moment she allowed herself to close her eyes and live in the warmth. He still smelled like salt water and the strawberries from the field that they used to hang out at. His body heat almost seemed to burn against her cold skin, but she ignored it.

“I love you too,” she said into his chest, a strange sense of guilt and anxiety beginning to pile up in her chest, “I’m so sorry for leaving like that, Percy. I’m so fucking sorry, I wish I cou-“

“Hey, hey, hey,” he said softly, bringing a hand up to stroke her hair, “We can save this for another time, yeah? You have to go and I need to find my friends.”

“Okay.”

And so (y/n) allowed herself a moment of comfort, of which she knew damn well she did not deserve for a multitude of reasons. And Percy allowed himself a moment with his person, who had already abandoned him and was seconds away from doing it again.

But the Labyrinth provided a sense of security. No watching eyes, nobody to accuse them of fraternizing with the enemy. They both knew the other was thinking the same thing, but they also knew that this would be a one time thing. 

“I actually have to go now,” it broke (y/n)’s heart all over again to break out of the hug with Percy, “But, uh, thank you.”

Percy merely nodded in response, not trusting his voice.

“And be careful,” (y/n) added, her eyes holding a sense of urgency, “Not just physically, but with who you trust, too. There’s a lot of things you don’t know, Percy.”

She turned and began walking away, getting closer and closer to a hallway that would take her Gods know where. All Percy knew was that was not where he wa supposed to be heading, and that once she turned the corner, she would be gone.

“(y/n),” he called, “Thank you.”

She returned his nod.

A few seconds later, and Percy was left with only his thoughts and his horrible sense of direction.

[criesinliess]

━JANUARY 2024; susan's recs

STRANGER THINGS

━━STEVE HARRINGTON

we can't be friends (but i'd like to just pretend) @accioharrington9

at least it’s not the end of the world @skeltnwrites

GRISHAVERSE

━━KAZ BREKKER

my tears ricochet @er-osion

pocketwatch @writing-havoc

━━NIKOLAI LANTSOV

bad luck; i’m with you; my love mine all mine @atlabeth

THE BEAR

━━CARMY BERZATTO

second chances @fishfooddude

white tees and zero degrees @notsonian

the cook and the teacher; part2; part3; part4; part5 @romerona

table of contents for the neighbor!reader au @whereubeenloca

MARVEL

━━MATT MURDOCK

obstinacy @ellephlox

━━BUCKY BARNES

closer to home @thebarneschronicles

butterflies; part2 @wolvietxt

━━PETER PARKER

i lied @stevie-petey

━━FRANK CASTLE

i don’t wanna get used to not having you around @dilf-din

HARRY POTTER

━━FRED WEASLEY

the chocolates @mywhisperingwords

━━MATTHEO RIDDLE

of magic & mayhem @redeemingvillains

veritaserum @↑

cold comfort @↑

TWISTERS

━━SCOTT MILLER

bad blood @rosie-read-that

PERCY JACKSON AND THE OLYMPIANS

━━LUKE CASTELLAN

luke taking care of you after a quest @slu7formen

luke will find any excuse to be next to you @↑

you prepare luke for halloween; part2 @↑

shy!luke asks you out @↑

luke sees you again after two years you spent on a quest, missing @↑

OUTER BANKS

━━RAFE CAMERON

the gas station @urmum-lovesme

distractions @lizziesangel

who did this to you?; you’re my problem @↑

waiting on you @↑

million reasons @bettys-redwinesupernova

━━DREW STARKEY

not your bro @bettys-redwinesupernova

ONE PIECE

━━ZORO

infatuation @rubyin-wonderland

TOP GUN: MAVERICK

━━JAKE 'HANGMAN' SERSIN

stay; still here? @sere-sins

━━BRADLEY ' ROOSTER' BRADSHAW

i still love you @lizziesangel

[6ix9inewiturmom]

Show And Tell- Matthew Sturniolo

Summary: When matt takes your virginity and shows you how to make yourself feel better about not being so experienced in the sex world

Warnings: Smut, Inexperienced!sub!reader, Experienced!Dom!Matt, praising, cursing, use of Y/N, Oral (fem receiving), P in V, Unprotected sex (Safe sex is great sex, cause you don’t want that late text that I think I'm late text- Lil Wayne), TW! brief talk of emotionally absent parents!

A/N: i absolutely love writing sweet Matt, but what i love writing more is MATT THE MF MUNCHHHH!!

psa: DONT STEAL MY WORK!! THIS BELONGS TO ME MYSELF AND I!

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Ever since Middle school Nick, Matt, Chris, and I have been inevitable. Their mother, Mary Lou, has always taken me in as her own, considering I was the youngest out of 5 in my family, and my parents had me later in life, as soon as I learned how to care for myself, they quit raising me and only came through in times they ‘needed’ to be parents. Mary Lou was the woman I called my mother. whenever they went on a family vacation I always went with them. To the mall? I went. She basically had Quadruplets. When the triplets moved to LA, we were all over 18, and I was more than ready to leave my parent's house even though I had pretty much moved in with them for how much I stayed over, so I moved with them. I offered to get an apartment close by, but all of them collectively agreed and even argued with me about it, so now we all live in the same house.

Today was pretty much a normal day in the house, very calm, no one was filming, and we just did our own things. Matt and I had no plans, Chris went out shopping with some friends, and Nick had meetings and then dinner plans with Tara for a collab idea which left Matt and I at the house.

“Cant believe that you and my mother BOTH collectively agreed to let me walk out of the house looking like that” Matt said laughing showing me a memory that popped up on his moms Facebook page.

“To be fair you were dead set on wearing that entire outfit and your mom and I both knew we couldn't talk you out of that” I said laughing back and throwing my hands up in defense.

“That's when I dated Cassie too, how gross,” he said giving himself the Ick.

“She was the town whore, what'd you expect,” I say giggling at my comment.

“You know I never asked, whatever happened to Jackson? I just recalled he spread some rumor about him taking your virginity, and a bunch of other stuff, and you came to the house crying and Mom was comforting you and you never spoke about that again” he looks over at me as my head hung low looking at my hands.

Jackson was a guy I ‘dated’ junior year of high school, he took me on one date, it was very nice and he seemed amazing, though I should've listened to Nick when he told me Jackson was no good. After our date instead of taking me home he insisted on talking more and drove to the park in the middle of the city. His intentions were not pure. Jackson tried every which way to get me in the backseat, I rejected many many times that night and made some excuse on how I was on my period and that immediately grossed him out. Come to find out, as soon as we got back to school he spread a rumor around the entire school that he had taken my virginity and told the school I was into weird kinks. I knew I couldn't go to my mother about that because she would have taken me directly to the health clinic to ‘check if I was still pure’ so I went to Mary Lou, i and made sure to tell her to tell the boys not to bring it up to me and try their best to shut it down.

“I uh thought i told you about what happened?” i lied and nervously laughed.

“Nope,” he said popping the ‘p’ “I'm pretty sure I would have remembered something that important to where my own mother had to come to me, Nick, and Chris, and tell us not to talk to you about it, plus I mean it's been 4 years if you don't wanna talk about it I understand,” he said reassuring me.

I've always felt comfortable with all 3 of them, and always had a special relationship with all of them, and trust them with my life. I never went to them about this because I was embarrassed I was a virgin, I wasn't gonna tell them I didn't lose my virginity, considering both Matt and Chris came to me about sex advice I didn't want them to look at me any different for not being experienced enough so I lied and told them that Jackson did take my virginity but I wasn't into the weirder stuff Jackson accused me of.

“Fuck” I mutter under my breath. “Okay so, I just wanna say one thing before I tell you what actually happened between Jackson and me” I look back at him with nerve piercing through my body.

“Y/N, you know you can tell me anything” Matt adjusts himself to face me.

“So don't judge me,” I start taking a deep breath. “So Jackson made up that entire rumor,” I take my bottom lip between my teeth.

“I’m extremely confused” he scratched the back of his head laughing.

“God this is embarrassing” I place my head in my hands “fuck it, so he didn't take my virginity at all, and obviously the kink thing was a lie” I look up at him who still has a puzzled look on his face.

“So if Jackson didn't take your virginity then who did? Cause you basically swore off dating after him” he raises his eye brows in confusion.

“No one, Matt, I'm a uh Virgin” I drop my head down in embarrassment fiddling with my fingers.

“No fucking way, you gave both Chris and me AMAZING sex advice, stop fucking with me Y/N/N” he said laughing.

“Matt I'm being for real,” I shoot him an awkward smile “and please the sex advice ain't nothing, I know what I would like so I kinda made an assumption and by the looks of it, I'm guessing it worked” I nervously laughed.

“Holy shit,” his eyes go wide “why haven't you, you know?”

“It's hard for me to trust people, especially with something like that,” I shrugged my shoulders “When I hit puberty, my mother gave me a ‘save yourself till marriage’ talk instead of informing me of my body she scared me from sex, but I had gone to your mom one day when you three were hanging with Nate and she actually gave me that kinda talk and more or less told me to always make sure I felt safe and in the hands of someone I trust, and Jackson did neither of those things” I continue to fiddle with my fingers.

“You trust me right?” he says curiously

“Matt don't be stupid, yes I do” I lightly giggle. “Why is that even a question?”

“ah fuck it, never mind” he brushes it off.

“No, no, I told you something that no one knows so come on speak up,” I lightly push his arm.

“I was gonna say I could teach you a couple things about sex but i ain't too sure you'd be down for that anyway” he shrugged his shoulders turning his body back towards the TV.

“What if I was down?” I look at him through my lashes.

His head jerks in my direction, “actually?” his eyes light up.

“Matt do you know how embarrassing it is to be an almost 21-year-old who's never had sex,” a soft giggle escaped my lips.

“Have you ever like, touched yourself before?” he said slightly cringing at his words.

I was a little taken aback by his curiosity “I mean yeah, once or twice” I shrugged my shoulders.

“Did you like ever finish from that?” he shifts his body back in my direction. “I know this sounds a bit invasive but I promise if you want to do this I have a reason for asking these questions” he placed his hand on my knee.

“No… it just um” I swallow the lump in my throat “I just couldn't..”

“So you've never experienced anything sexual?” the curiosity in his voice makes me feel safer and know he's not judging me and is actually caring enough to ask and not just crawling on top of me and getting down to it.

“Nope,” I say softly

He slowly nods “Do you want to learn?” his voice goes soft.

“H-how?” I stutter out.

“Obviously if you feel comfortable enough with it, I could be the one to show you, If you catch my drift” he sends me a reassuring smile.

“Y-you would take my virginity?” I ask nervously.

“Only if you want me to” his voice trails off

“What about Nick and Chris? God that would be awkward if they walked in or something, oh my god I don't want them to think any-” he cuts me off

“Woah slow down, it's okay, they won't be back till like 9, and it's 4 now, we'll be okay kid” he laughed rubbing soft circles with his thumb over my knee. “Do you want to do this?”

I nod softly. “No this is important to you, I want your verbal consent that this is okay” he moves closer to me.

“Yes, please, I want this, all of this,” I say softly adjusting my body closer to his.

He smiles leaning closer to my face and softly pressing his lips against mine. My eyes fall shut and I turn into jello as I feel the way his hand that was once on my knee moves up toward my hip. A small smile creeps upon both of our lips. I softly pull away.

“Can we not do this on the couch?” I say laughing a little

“Absolutely,” he stands up almost immediately and picks me up bridal style walking into his room and kicking the door open as I giggle like a kid in a candy store.

He carefully sets me down on his blue silk sheets crawls on top of me and presses his lips onto mine once again making a soft groan travel between our lips.

“Can I take this off?” he says softly playing with the hem of my shirt.

“Yes” I bite my bottom lip

He smiles down at me and pulls my shirt off leaving me in my bra. He hooks his finger under my bra strap rubbing his finger up and down just looking down at me. “You're so beautiful. I don't ever tell you much” his comment makes a soft pink shade appear on my cheeks.

He leans down again kissing me and pointing his tongue out for permission to enter, my mouth opens slightly as his tongue explores my mouth, and this time his hands start to grab at my covered breast. “You can take it off, Matt” I giggle between kisses.

He gave me no response but his left hand held my lower back and his right unclasped my bra letting it fall right off my shoulders. He pulled away from kissing me and looked down at my breast in awe. “God you're Fucking beautiful” he mutters.

His mouth begins leaving kisses down from my jawline to my collarbone and stopping at my breast looking up at me through his lashes almost asking for permission without asking. I shoot him a smile and nod and his tongue licks softly across my nipple sending shivers down my spine. He smirks to himself attaching his mouth to one of my nipples and slightly tugging at my other. He sucks and nips at my nipples taking them between his teeth every now and again. My breathing gets heavier at the sensitivity and my head falls back as a soft whimper falls from my mouth.

He lifts his head up and places himself between my legs to unbuckle my shorts, shimmy them down my legs, and throws them with the pile of clothes next to the bed. He admires my choice of underwear today, smirking as they're unironically his favorite color, purple, with a tiny little bow right up top. He hooks his finger at the top of them sliding back and forth before sliding them down my legs leaving me bare beneath him.

“such a pretty fucking pussy” he groans out. he leans his head down and spits down onto my aching pussy. using his thumb he slowly moves up and down.

“Holy fuck” I gasp out.

Matt chuckles and moves his body down where his head is now between my legs. His thumb is still slowly going up and down he begins kissing down my thighs on both sides. “I want you” he places another kiss on my thigh “to tell me” Another kiss “What feels good to you alright?” he places a kiss right above my clit.

“O-okay” I say nervously

“And please don't be afraid to tell me to stop” he gives me a reassuring smile.

I nod sending him the same warm smile. He starts to place a soft kiss on my clit before flattening his tongue on my pussy and licking a stripe up and groaning once the taste of me hits his tongue.

“Oh, Matt” My breathing hitches and I throw my head back in pleasure.

His tongue begins to flick up at a faster pace making moans spill out of my mouth, his eyes are fixated on me and how my body reacts to his mouth pleasuring me.

“Fuck you're so fucking good at this” My fingers run through his hair forcing his head deeper into me.

He moans into me sending vibrations through my body as my hips jerk up and my eyes roll back. His lips attach to my clit sucking on it a little causing a squeal to fall from my mouth.

“Fuck i-i I think I'm gonna cum” I stutter out as an unfamiliar knot forms in the pit of my stomach

“Mhm” he mutters before lifting his head “Let it go sweet girl” he lowers his head again taking my clit between his teeth and flicking upwards on it.

“Oh my FUCK” I scream out when that knot snapped a wave of euphoria pierced my body and my orgasm dripped out of me making Matt move his body to watch it happen.

He wiped his mouth using his arm smiling “you okay baby?” he chuckled.

“Fuck” I breathe out “If that's why people are sex addicts I see why god damn that was amazing” I smiled up at him.

“I'm not even done yet” he smirks lifting his shirt over his head and throwing it across the room.

“Are you 100% positive you want this?” he asks as he stands up removing his belt.

“This is the first decision I've ever made that I'm 100% positive I won't regret,” I say as I watch him remove his pants and free his cock with his tip red and throbbing for attention.

He climbs back and moves me farther up on the bed. “Fuck there's no way that's gonna fit in me, that's fucking massive,” I say as my eyes stare at his cock.

“It'll fit baby” he chuckles “shit I don't have a condom,” he says rummaging through his bedside table.

“I'm on birth control, you don't need one” I smile up at him.

“Are you sure?” he smirks.

“Yes Matt,” I smile batting my lashes up at him.

“Okay then” he brings his hand up to his mouth and spits in it before gliding his now wet hand to coat his aching cock. “I gonna go slow, inch by inch and you tell me when to move, and tell me if it hurts too much I'll stop immediately,” he says aligning his cock with my entrance.

“Okay,” I breathe out.

As his tip slowly enters me I hiss. “Are you okay?” he says with a concerned look on his face.

“I'm okay just hurts” I reply biting my lower lip.

He slowly enters another couple of inches. Watching how my face nuzzled up at the new feeling. Then he slides in another few inches. After a couple of minutes, he's fully bottomed out. “Look at that, you're doing so fucking amazing,” he says adjusting himself closer to my face and brushing loose strands out of my face.

“Y-you can move,” I say nodding slowly.

He smiles before slowly thrusting out and moving towards my hips as the pain I once felt turns into pleasure in a matter of seconds.

“Oh, matt fuck faster please” I plead gripping his biceps for support.

“God you're so fucking tight” his pace speeds up as he lowers his body and begins kissing my neck and groaning into me.

“S-so fucking big” I moan out.

He rolls his hips towards mine and slams them into me. His grunts become harsher. “Fuck” he growled in my ear. “I love the way you feel wrapped around me” he moans in my ear which is almost a whimper.

“Matt” I scream out as his cock finally and repeatedly kisses my G-spot.

“Someone close eh?” he lifts up sadistically grinning at me.

I nod vigorously as my legs begin twitching and shaking around his waist and that knot forms in my stomach for the second time tonight.

“Cum all over my fucking dick baby, I know you can do it,” he said as his thrusts become sloppy.

With just his words that knot snapped in my stomach and formed a white ring around the base of his cock as my cum coats his cock. With a couple more thrusts he nuzzles his head in my neck and paints my walls a shade of white. He slowly pulls out careful not to hurt me.

“Fuck you're amazing” I breath out coming down from my euphoric state.

“Yeah? You did fucking amazing,” he smiles down at me laying next to me and pulling me into a cuddled skin-to-skin hug.

“Thank you matt” I mutter into his chest.

“No problem sweetheart” he kissed the top of my head. “You know I'd do anything for you” he softly whispers making me smile and nuzzle into him more.

“Do you want me to run you a nice bath? Or you wanna go get food? What do you wanna do, cause we got about 2 hours till Nick and Chris come home” he pulls away looking at me.

“We can shower and I can cook for us” I smile at him.

“Perfect” he smiles at me and picks me up bridal style again to carry me to the bathroom.

The way he cared for me, I knew I made the right decision. Losing my virginity to the man I knew I could trust.

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A/N pt 2: TY TO THE PERSON WHO REQUESTED THIS!! BECAUSE THIS WAS VERY FUN TO WRITE!! anyways i hope you guys are having an amazing evening, afternoon, morning, or night!! and i love you guys!! 🩷🩷

[bullet-clubs-bitch]

Can you please write an Kenny Omega X Fem Reader Story(smuty/flirty), Reader is the younger sister (by 10 years) of Matthew and Nicholas. Reader and Kenny always flirts and teases each other because they have an thing for each other but Matt and Nick are the overprotective big brothers and don't let them alone together, but on one night reader sneaks out of her hotelroom and to Kenny's and they start to make out and ending up having passionate sex

No one has to know

Kenny Omega X young bucks sister reader

@saramusazzi99 @swaggybae asked to be tagged :)

Warnings: Smut, breeding kink, unprotected sex

Kenny Omega Masterlist Main Masterlist (word count 2k)

I was getting tired of the games Matthew and Nicholas were playing. I get that they were my older brothers and they only wanted ‘what’s best for me’ but what they claimed was best for me was complete BS. It’s no secret that Kenny and I have feelings for each other. Everybody knew about it, the sexual tension between the two of us was deadly. Despite everyone thinking we fucked I have never even got the chance to kiss that gorgeous man. Why? That’s because for years my brothers have done everything in their power to keep the two of us apart. They even went as far as hiring a private investigator to follow me around to make sure Kenny and I didn’t have a secret relationship going on. I don’t think Matt and Nick even understand all the harm this is causing. All I wanted was Kenny and all he wanted was me. Keeping us apart was just making us fall harder in love with each other. It’s hard seeing all of my friends get married and have kids knowing I probably won’t get to experience that due to my stupid brothers. I tried to date other people, I tried to accept it and move on but I couldn't. No one came close to Kenny. Everything about him was perfect, I loved every inch of him. He was the love of my life and I knew I wouldn’t give up on him, I wouldn’t give up on us. 

Kenny’s pov

Ever since I turned 40 I have looked at life differently. I never wanted to get married or have kids. I didn’t even like the idea of being in a relationship. Wrestling was always my number one priority. That was until I started developing these feelings for Y/n. I’ve known Y/n for as long as I can remember. She was the little sister to two of my best friends Matthew and Nicholas Jackson. I don’t know when I developed these feelings for Y/n, one day I just woke up and I realized I was in love with her. Sure she was younger than me, almost 12 years to be exact but neither of us seemed to mind the age gap. She was gorgeous, whenever she entered a room everyone turned, everyone smiled. She just had the aura that made everyone want to get to know her. I know she hated it, she was oblivious to the fact that everyone was head over heels in love with her. I remember her telling me she hated all the attention, how she wished she could hide and have five minutes to herself for once in her life. I always made sure to keep an eye on her, I wanted to keep her safe from all the weirdos who dared to lay eyes on her. I was always jealous of how I couldn't have her. Matt and Nick won’t allow us to be alone in the same room together. I understood that they were protective of their little sister but come on. I think I was the best fit for Y/n. No one would keep her safe and love her forever like I would. 

Although this back-and-forth flirty game of us not being able to get to first base has been happening for years the moment I turned forty I decided now was enough. I was done playing games. I was tired of all of this. I didn’t want to give up on us but something had to change. 

That night when I got to the arena the first thing I did was march into The Bucks office. I slammed the door and began letting out all my pent-up anger from over the years. “You two realize that you are ruining Y/n’s life right? You claim to know what’s best for her but the truth is you won’t accept what’s truly best for her. Or should I say who’s best for her? I’m sick of the two of you getting involved with Y/n and I. You know I would do fucking anything for her. You know that I would make sure nothing bad ever happened to her. I would love her to death. Tell me again why is it that the two of us are forbidden again? Is it because I’m your best friend and she’s your sister? I’m the best one for Y/n and you know it! You’re telling me you don’t even care that guys like Adam Cole and CM Punk are literally obsessed with her! You would rather have your sister go out with someone like PUNK, you know the guy we all got in a fight with and fired, over ME!!!!” I didn’t even know what I was yelling about. I just kept on screaming. Matt and Nick did nothing, they just sat there and let me get everything out. 

“I’m sorry Kenny but it’s still a no. I’ll admit you’re a great guy and all but I won’t let this happen-” I cut Matt off before he could finish his sentence. “You do realize she hates you right? I can’t blame her, you guys are literally out of your minds! Y/n is a grown-ass woman, I think she is capable of deciding who she dates!” I still don’t get why I can’t be with Y/n. Did they think I wasn’t good enough for her? Me? Really? Have you seen the other guys who are after her??

Just as Matt and I were in the middle of a screaming contest Y/n walked into the room. “Well look who it is!” I told Matt “I think Y/n should decide whether she wants to go out with me or not!” “You know I want to go out with you Kenny. You know I feel the same way about you that you do for me” she told me “See!” I told them, still they wouldn't buy it. 

“I don’t care about what either of you says, you will not get my blessing!” Matt yelled, 

“I hate you!” Yelled Y/n before she stormed out of the room. Nick called after her “Don’t go too far, you have a match tonight!” 

That night I liedy in my hotel room alone once again. I hated this, I hated everything about this. The Bucks didn’t approve of this relationship but never told us why. Just then I heard a faint knock on my hotel room door. I looked at the time and was curious on who would be at the door at this hour. To my surprise I found Y/n standing there wrapped around in a hotel robe. I quickly pulled her inside, locking the door behind me before asking “What are you doing?” 

“You know exactly what I’m doing. I’m going insane without you. I need you, I need you so bad” The look in Y/n’s eyes was one of pure desire and lust. She knew what she was doing. 

She let the bulky hotel robe hit the floor, revealing a black silk robe. I knew what that meant. She pulled me close as she began to passionately kiss me. All of this felt so wrong but so right. I had waited years for this moment, there was no way I would let it slip through my fingers. I kissed her back with such passion I didn’t know I had. 

We took our time with everything. This was our first time together, we wanted to savor every moment in case it didn’t happen ever again. I carefully removed her silk robe to reveal a gorgeous black lace lingerie set. “I don’t deserve all this,” I told her as I blushed. “Yes you do, I wanted to do something special” She replied. 

We were tangled in each other, fighting for dominance. I found myself lost in the moment, oblivious to what was going on around me. I had Y/n pinned underneath me. I kissed and nipped my way up and down her body before ending above her navel. Just before I was about to go any further I felt as if reality set in. “Shit” I whispered to myself. “What? What happened?” Y/n called out. “Give me a second, I need to find a con-” Y/n cut me off “I don’t want that,” she said. “What?” I replied shocked, “I was hoping you would get me pregnant tonight” I froze at her words, I didn’t know how to respond. “What do you mean by that?” “You do realize if I was pregnant with your child they wouldn’t keep us apart right? They hate us together but would hate us even more if we had a child out of wedlock. They would force us to be together after that”

 She had a point. Didn’t know if I was ready for a kid right now but I was too turned on to care. “Fuck it” 

I can’t explain how I felt. I just felt at peace, I felt like I had found my home. I felt safe inside her. It was like I found the missing puzzle piece. The two of us fit perfectly. I had never made love with such passion and love. It was emotional, tears were shed. Not tears of pleasure or pain but tears of overwhelment. Everything we waited for was finally happening. I still couldn't believe this was happening. “I love you Kenny” Y/n whispered as we met each other’s thrusts, our fingers intertwined with each other’s. “I love you too Y/n, more than you could imagine” I responded. 

My body was on fire, all my senses were overstimulated. I was close and so was Y/n. “Are you sure you want this? Are you sure you want me to fuck a baby into you?” “Please, I never wanted anything so bad” If that wasn’t the confirmation I needed Y/n wrapped her legs around my waist. Forcing me closer into her. 

I continued to fuck us both through our orgasms. I’ll admit I had never cum so hard in my life. I could feel my load paint her walls, filling her up to the brim. I collapsed on her chest as the both of us tried to catch our breath. After a while I carefully pulled out of her, making sure not a drop of my cum spilled out of her. “What are you doing?” Y/n asked giggling as I carefully lifted her legs above her head. “We can’t afford to waste a single drop if you want to carry my baby”

[hangmatts]

‘cause baby i’m a giver

[ nsfw! also on ao3 ]

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[ tags: mommy kink, pegging, bus sex ]

“You’re already done? That was quick.”

“What can I say? I’m that good.”

Matt rolled his eyes, smiling at the answer.

“Why are we stopping right here?”

“Figured we could celebrate.” Jack leaned over to kiss Matt.

“For a 10 minute match?”

“C’monnnn.” Jack said, drawing it out while kissing across Matt’s cheek

“Seriously? Right now when it’s still bright outside?” Matt asked.

“Nobody will see us! I can put the cover on the windshield if you’re that worried.”

“Mhm, and why do you want it right now?”

“Because I just had such a hard match.”

“It was ten minutes!”

“It was still hard!”

Matt sighed, trying to think of an answer.

“Please, Mommy?”

And that’s how Jack gets him. It’s not just the one name he loves being called, only by Jack. But it’s also the look of his big, pleading eyes. Something Matt’s sure Jack picked up from him.

“Fine. Go get my stuff.”

Jack walked over to grab Matt’s bag. He decided to put the windshield cover on while he was up, just in case.

—

Matt sat down on the mattress, unzipping his bag and grabbing the essentials. Jack undid his belt, tossing it aside. He pulled his pants down before shuffling over to Matt when he was all set up.

“I didn’t really think you’d be in the mood for this so I only brought my pink sparkly one.”

“I love all of them.”

“Good answer.” Matt smiled.

Jack leaned in to kiss Matt. He was quickly pulled into a rough makeout. While he was focusing on that, Matt stuck his hand down Jack’s boxers and began to stroke. Jack let out a moan so, Matt slipped his tongue in. He started lightly thrusting into Matt’s hands when Matt decided to pull back.

“C’mon, please?”

“Aw baby, you haven’t had nearly enough work today. It’s not gonna prep itself.” Matt pointed to his strap.

Jack got down low, licking a stripe up the length of the strap. Matt let out a low moan. He moved his hand to gently stroke it and started sucking on the tip. Matt intertwined his fingers within Jack’s hair and threw his head back slightly.

“Fuck, baby. So good.” He moaned.

Matt wasn’t feeling anything but reacting like he did made Jack feel better about his skills. Jack also thought it was super hot.

Jack moved his hand, lowering his mouth to take in all of the strap. He moved his head up and down. Matt’s grip on his hair got tighter.

“God, yes. So good for Mommy.” Matt said.

A couple more moans from Matt and Jack pulled back to catch his breath.

“Ready?” Jack asked.

“Yeah, how do you want-”

Matt couldn’t even finish his sentence when Jack got on all fours in front of him.

“You planned this out, didn’t you?” Matt asked.

“Does it matter?”

—

Matt just hummed in response while pouring lube on his fingers and spreading it around. He pushed a finger in, taking in the sound of Jack’s moan. Matt felt him tense up.

“Hey, baby. Relax. I’m right here.”

Jack took a deep breath. Matt inserted a second finger, curling in the right spot. Jack adjusted his position to have his upper body resting against the mattress.

“You okay, sweetheart? Can you take more?”

“Uh huh, please don’t stop.”

Matt slid in a third finger, savoring the sound of Jack getting louder. Jack closed his eyes to really concentrate on the feeling. A couple minutes went by and he felt prepared.

“Okay, I’m ready. Please?”

“Hm. That doesn’t sound right.”

“Please, Mommy? Please fuck me?”

“There you go. Good boy.” Matt responded, brushing some of Jack’s hair to the side.

“Yeah… good.”

“You want it like this? Or do you wanna flip around so I can see your handsome face?”

Jack whined. He buried his face in the mattress to try and cover up his blush.

“J-just like this.”

With that, Matt slowly pushed his strap inside of Jack. He let Jack adjust and speak up before continuing.

“Feels…s-s-soooo good, Mommy. Fuck.”

“Yeah?” Matt started thrusting in and out of Jack. “You like Mommy’s dick, baby?”

“Fuck- yes, love it so much. Please go faster?”

“Such a good boy for me. Asking so nice.”

Matt picked up the pace to exactly what Jack wanted. Jack tried using the mattress to muffle his sounds which barely worked. Matt brought his hand down to stroke Jack, immediately matching the pace of his own thrusts.

“Gonna… please, can I cum? Please, Mommy?” Jack whined.

“Go ahead, baby. Cum for Mommy.”

Jack moaned one last time before spilling across Matt’s hand and onto the sheet.

—

Matt pulled out, tossing his items aside. He grabbed some things to clean up Jack and removed the dirty sheets.

“Didn’t… think that through.” Jack pointed.

Matt knew it was the only sheet they had, but he really didn’t care. They could wash it tomorrow or buy new ones.

“Did you enjoy it?”

“Yeah?”

“That’s all that matters. Who cares about some sheets?”

Matt cleaned off his items, storing them back in his bag and putting it away

He climbed onto the mattress and laid down. He brought out his hand to motion for Jack to come over. Jack immediately climbed in next to him, resting his head on Matt’s chest. Matt ran his fingers through Jack’s hair.

“My sweet baby boy.”

Jack smiled while resting his eyes.

“Get some rest.” Matt kissed the top of his head before pulling a blanket over them.

[junglemax]

thank u random movie scenes for existing so I can pull the original purpose from it and pour my own word vomit out to replace it

matt has trouble coming to terms with herself.

[mini drabble]

Matt looks in the mirror and stops. He steps out of view, and then back in, but the image doesn’t change.

He isn’t staring at himself. He’s staring at a woman, with the same type of hair as his and the same brown eyes and the same smile as him; she could be his sister.

But it’s not right. He blinks, rubs his eyes, smacks himself in the face. His reflection doesn’t change, just follows his movements.

“What the hell?” he finally mutters, leaning in close.

The reflection giggles.

Matt jumps back. “Wh- how- what?”

The woman smiles sweetly. “Hi.”

“Who are you?” Matt manages out.

“Don’t you recognize me?” She asks with a pout. “I’m Matt.”

Matt points at himself. “No, I’m Matt. Who are you?”

“I’m you.”

Matt shakes his head. “No, no- I’m me. And I’m- I’m not a girl.”

She leans in close, smirking. “Aren’t you, though?”

Matt startles.“I’m not.”

“No? Could’ve fooled me.”

“What- huh? What is that supposed to mean?”

“I think you know.”

Matt frowns deeply. He’s not a girl. He doesn’t look like one- he’s not supposed to be one, anyways. He doesn’t have the body, he doesn’t have the voice…

“But you want all that, don’t you?”

Matt jumps. “Excuse me?”

“Look at me.” She steps back, and Matt can see more of her in the reflection. “Don’t you want this?” She spins around to show him a full view.

Matt swallows. The reflection does show a nice body- not one he lusts after, but just…nice to look at. He traces the outline with his eyes, and for a small, split second, he moves, hands on his chest to feel what’s not there. He burns with embarrassment when he catches himself, forcing his hands to his sides. “I’m not a girl,” he says, with less confidence than before.

“But you want to be, don’t you?”

Matt slides his eyes away from the reflection. Even if he wanted to be a girl, it’s too late for him, isn’t it? There’d be so much to do, not enough time. He’d never look the way he wanted to. He’d never achieve that glowing feeling he’d always hoped to have wrap around him like a warm blanket. He’d never fit in.

“Matt,” the reflection speaks softly, catching his attention again, “it’s not too late to be you. It’s never too late for that.”

Matt feels like he’s going to cry. He doesn’t look back up. “But- but I’m so scared.”

“You’re going to be,” she says, “but that’s okay. Do it scared, and then you’ll be doing it bravely, and then happily.”

Matt finally looks up at his reflection. “You think so?”

“I know so.”

Matt sniffles and stands up straighter. “Okay,” he says, “okay. Do it scared. I can do that, I think.”

His reflection smiles. “Good. I’ll be waiting.”

Matt takes a deep breath and blinks, and what stares back is the reflection was there before.

“I’m a girl,” she whispers, and it feels nice on her tongue.

[goldenlikedayl1ght]

hey gorgeous! just wanted to drop by and compliment you on your amazing writing + elite music taste (seriously, are you me, we listen to the exact same artists). I love love love your matt stuff so much, I've been checking your blog every day for the fics in the dd:ba countdown series. Just wondering what you think he'd be like with a reader who's a model? just very ironic in my opinion even though we all know he can magically detect hot girls. anyway, it could be as spicy or sfw as you want, i just want to know your thoughts!

(ps: if you're winding what song to put with it, let me humbly suggest either mirrorball by ts or young & beautiful by ldr)

oh hi!! i love getting asks they make me giddy, so thanks for reaching out!! im so happy youre enjoying the countdown series and my matthew, since i love love love writing for him. i've never really considered him with a model, but i have now! and were gonna try a new format with this ask. im very sorry if this is inaccurate i know NOTHING about being a model also just a general trigger warning for body issues, insecurity and body dysmorphia!! and a little nsfw at the end

young & beautiful - lana del rey

for years and years, everyone has always noticed how gorgeous you are first-- it's part of the job, you tell yourself, your whole career is your looks.

but that doesn't stop the insecurities from growing, the anxiety from poking you or the body dysmorphia from washing over you.

you also have bad luck with dating. everyone you start to date people cannot see past your career-- if they don't only date you for your looks, theres a 99% chance they'll become overwhelmed with jealousy soon enough.

so when you start dating matt, you take it slow.

but it's immediately different with him; he's blind, not stupid, he knows how beautiful you are (something something gorgeous person, matt murdock finding them, foggy nelson suffering)

it's just that.. matt's first impression of you isn't your looks or your career. instead, he notices the way you laugh, the details you notice, and the way you always, always start humming when you think nobody's paying attention.

it becomes something of a game for matt. when he goes to your shows, he listens closely from the audience when you hum as you get your hair done.

he's noticed you hum everything-- from lullabies to rock songs, from taylor swift to my chemical romance, from folk music to michael jackson. it's one of his favorite things about you.

something else he loves about dating you is how often you get your nails done. he loves running his fingers over the various shapes and textures, and he loves the sensation of your nails scratching his skin.

one time, you even convince him to go with you to get them done. you two chat as matt gets used to the sensations that come with getting a manicure (he hates the sensation of the nail file but enjoys the lotion bit)

and of course, when you get any sort of designer clothes, a semi frequent perk of the job, you let matt run his fingers over the fabric, testing it.

his favorite is when you get jobs modeling lingerie. and sure, there's moments of fleeting jealousy that photos of you in this stuff will be plastered everywhere..

but matt's the only one who gets to fuck you after ripping the lingerie off of you. he's the one you come home to, and he's the one that gets to feel you clenched around him while he kisses you, lingerie still on.

and slowly, your body issues get better-- they don't go away, but the voice in your head telling you you're not good enough slowly becomes drowned out by the other voice telling you that you should invite matt to a photoshoot, maybe he'd like to experience it with you.

maybe he'd like to makeout with you in your dressing room between outfits. maybe he'd like to do more than just makeout.

[im-just-a-mississippi-girl]

Here's a sneak peak in picture form of what I'm working on as my comeback fic @katries @mrsmatt 🥺

*pictures are not mine and are from Pinterest!*

[punk1nl0v333]

★☆about me☆★

a little bit about me, because why not <3

DISCLAIMER: if you know me IRL…. get outta here (unless ur matthew or ashton)

the name is charlie. pronouns are any i guess. i am genderfluid and bisexual. scenemo? a wee bit goth? I AM A MINOR.

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leo sun, leo moon, taurus rising. august 19th. spiritual and pagan, respect all religions.

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some of my amazing mutuals: @hoe4kai @hearts4golbach @sparky4577 @bornandraisediniowa @teapartyprincess4two

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music ~ HER’s, radiohead, weezer, the smiths, the smashing pumpkins, DOGBRETH, nuclear tourism, meth wax, tv girl, sex drive culdesac, frank ocean, childish gambino, kendrick lamar, the beatles, sufjan stevens, mitski, panic! at the disco, pierce the veil (seen live!), blink-182 (seen live!), highschool, the cure, my chemical romance, sleeping with sirens, pigeon pit, peach pit, slipknot, korn, system of a down, strawberry alarm clock, michael cera, we the kings, fleetwood mac, avenged sevenfold, anti-flag, teen idles, chief keef, chase atlantic, michael jackson, billy joel, tears for fears, millionares, siouxsie and the banshees, molchat doma, she wants revenge, bauhaus, tokio hotel, and more tbh

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movies ~ call me by your name, dead poets society, la la land, mean girls, princess and the frog, adult world, megamind, the lorax, the perks of being a wallflower, paper towns, TASM, ITSV/ATSV, deadpool 1&2, coraline, paranorman, hocus pocus, beetlejuice, boxtrolls, kubo and the two strings, the red turtle, scream, then came you (2018), senseless, SLC punk, tangled, my little pony equestria girls/rainbow rocks/friendship games/legend of everfree, big time movie, ferris bueler’s day off, heathers, bill and ted’s excellent adventure, say anything, the proposal

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tv shows ~ american horror story, community, how i met your mother, big bang theory, school spirits, new girl, rick and morty, brooklyn 99, modern family, AHS. (but i already mentioned that), adventure time, sugar rush (can’t lie it slaps), schitts creek, bojack horseman

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books ~ the perks of being a wallflower, the bell jar, paper towns, the obsession, want to go private?, girl stolen, gone girl, call me by your name, to kill a mockingbird, the tempest, catcher in the rye, around the world in 80 days, percy jackson series

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youtubers ~ danny gonzalez, drew gooden, kurtis conner, dylan is in trouble, the sturniolo triplets, filmcooper, sam and colby, jake webber, johnnie guilbert, bobbybroccoli, larray, quen blackwell, carrington

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people i will write about ~ evan peters (and his characters), sam golbach, colby brock, carrington bornstein, jake webber, johnnie guilbert, tyler/hansumfella, milo manheim (and his characters), percy jackson (book/logan lerman version), charlie kelmeckis, matt/chris sturniolo, nick sturniolo (strictly platonic), tara yummy, and others if they come up

❝ rules and boundaries ❞

¡ rules and boundaries for my writing and recommendations !

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any creators that have specified boundaries about fanfiction will not be included, and please inform me if they have specified and i’ve written about them, and it will be taken down immediately.

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do not repost my work onto other websites, such as wattpad or ao3. do not “take inspiration” from my work without permission and without tagging me, it is all original unless stated otherwise (permitted inspiration or request will always be tagged). if you want to translate my work, ask for permission first and keep it on tumblr, and credit.

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im not comfortable writing mlm, or trans!fem reader, as an afab person i don’t think i can get the proper perspective and it doesn’t feel like my place to write that. gn!reader and fem!reader are always the table, however

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if a character is underage, i will not write anything but platonic/sibling type fics. the ONLY exception from this rule is tate langdon, considering the murky ghost/age rules.

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I AM A MINOR. i don’t mind adults interacting, but please please do not be creepy.

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i will add onto this if anything comes up and i hope you enjoy my future work :)

love always,

charlie.