#my version of V has a pink hair and light blue eyes! wish I could share her design but I deleted the game 🗿
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Draw something you've wanted to try drawing but never did
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oh anon, I’ve got bunch of ideas that I want to draw.. I wish I could draw robot, mecha, over complicated background like buildings and Yin being a genie (wip that I abandoned last year lol) but most of all.. I’ve always wanted to draw Johnny Silverhand and my version of V together (im still in a cyberpunk brainrot) so here’s the drawing! I struggle with his silver arm so it’s all scribble and messy.
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tarmac-rat ¡ 1 year ago
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Then and Now
I saw a few people in the fandom doing this and I was a bit hesitant to put this together because I started screenshotting comparably late through my timeline-- I didn't have the confidence to attempt it until 1.5, and in some cases I still am a bit resistant to sharing-- but I thought "meh, I haven't talked about Riley and I still have all my old files, let's go back in time". So here's a bit more of an in-depth look into my V's evolution from launch until now:
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Version 1-- V1.0 - 1.2
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This is probably the most radically different version of Riley I've made. I used different scarring, different facial cyberware, and different eye makeup, though I believe her body, eye, freckle, and earring presets have always been the same. Her chin is squarer and her face is a bit more angled, but back in the day I really enjoyed what I had come up with even if I never took her out for photographing.
The blue hair was darker than I really wanted it to be, but back in 1.0 it was pretty much the only option for light blue so I stuck with it lol. I ended up using the bob solely because I didn't really like 95% of the hairstyles and this was one of the only ones I could tolerate, but I honestly grew to dislike it for her after a while. I hated that it covered up her ears and I never found it really photographed that well because it hung in her eyes.
I actually still really like this facial build-- it doesn't suit Riley but I like how mean it looks, like a built in RBF-- and honestly I would probably try to reuse it for a different OC if I ever made one.
Version 2-- V1.2 - 1.4
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This was the new version I built for another run-through on 1.2 and serves as the bridge between the original Riley and the current Riley. I switched the scars and the facial cyberware out to what I would eventually end up sticking with, but I still stubbornly stuck with the bob and somehow I made her face....softer? That wasn't my intention but her whole face has lost the bite it originally had-- I always refer to this version as my "Valley Girl" preset because idk I just always imagine that drawl coming out of this face.
Looking back on it I hate her lip preset on this face. IDK why they look so pink bc I don't have lip makeup on (I literally checked when taking the photos) but UGH they're just not a good fit for her they make her look too...is it mean of me to say "too happy"?
Yeah this one in hindsight is my least favorite it just doesn't look good on her based on what was I going for. Feel like I missed the mark big time.
I don't know why I added that neck tattoo lol it was spur of the moment.
Version 3-- V1.5 - 1.6
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Current Riley! Remade during 1.5 when 1) I wanted to finally make a V I could screenshot and 2) we got the new cosmetics and finally got light electric-blue hair I always envisioned her having.
Finally buckled down and spent more than 15 minutes in the character creator. oven so I could properly sculpt her face. Got rid of the softness, gave her a bit more angles and a bigger nose, lightened her freckles a bit, gave her thicker eyebrows. AND I DITCHED THE BOB. BYE BOB GET OUTTA HERE.
Also finally got the chance to show off her ears-- bronze was another new preset added into 1.5 so that's what I chose, but I believe before that update all her piercings had been silver.
The one thing I wished I had done was give her a bit of a broader nose, but overall I'm pretty happy with this design and I've used it for over a year now.
I've always claimed that my V is about 55-60% accurate to how I imagined her because there's just so much I can't add in vanilla basegame, but this is probably as close as we can get with what I've been given haha.
Bonus: Below are first ever photos I took when I finally mustered the confidence to use my XBone screenshotter around the 1.5 drop. Vanilla definitely has it's limits, but I can at least say I've improved from my starting point-- definitely enough to know what decent lighting is:
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goldenangelbloodcastiel ¡ 3 months ago
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Hi Cute Crow!
Okay so this will be just a teeny bit long 💕😅 (I did warn I would go down that rabbit hole haha)
I went with picking 200 (nt really but like 30 lol) diff dresses for each man, cuz I’m a needy bish and I can’t choose…😅 below are my dresses and why!
First off is my OceanHeart, our lovely Lumerian Rafayel 😍
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I wanted to start with him because even though I came into the game for Sylus, stayed for Zayne, I fell HARD for our merman. Above are some dresses that reminded me of his eyes 🤩 and I could totally see MC wearing these because she loves his eyes and he’s an artists, why stick with a single color? I see a lot of other fans usually give their MC pink instead of purple and granted that's Raf's desk decorating color but purple just fits for him to me.
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This dress I could see too cuz Rafe is Lumerian and hello? MERMAID DRESS?! Yes plz! though not sure how easy it would be for MC to fight Wanders in this.. should any appear of course
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These are all the rest I thought would go so good with Rafayel. I associate Raf with a lighter purple instead of a deep one like plum. I associate him with purple not just cuz of his hair but his eyes mix to make purple and also he’s a creative type, as artists we love the color purple 🙈🤷🏻‍♀️😍.
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Now onto our mysterious StarBoy! ✨ I see most people give Xavier the pretty purples and I usually see him as a soft blue/gold lover. I love the sky blue with the easy gold accents, like starlight, so here are a few I found that I liked. He's usually just a sleepy softboi so a pastel blue, and golds, fits with my color association of him.
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There's one other gown that is darker but I love it the most because it reminds me a falling stars and just the night sky, and honestly this would probs be the one I'd have my MC wear with Xav! <3
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ZAYNE 💙🧊our calculated, only affectionate in private, adoring snowball. He just has such a longing love for MC that it hurts so much. I think our very courteous lover would be seen with MC wearing these dresses:
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I do wish the first one with the V neck was a little more light, like I wanted a silver but for some reason my search came up so dry lol. I could see MC in a silver gown especially in a dress with sleeves like on the right.
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This one LOOKS like ice and its so shiny and pretty! (would love some sheer sleeves on it though).
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Lastly: I can so see MC in this dress most of all because its soft, elegant but modest, & if that doesn't also scream Zayne, idk anymore 😩. I also just really love the subtle shoulder covers. (I agree with you when you say the dress has to have a low back, like the smallest intimate touches are def Zaynes things in public. That's his form of PDA, like in one of his 5 star cards I just got he asks MC "What did you want me to do with all those people around?" like ahhhhhh this MAN I LOVE HIM.
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Look whose shown up fashionably late👀 ...Sylus would have my MC looking so good in these and you know he had them perfectly fitted. We would not take no for any answer when he literally has the eye for her beauty. (He would listen to her & let her make her own choices but ya know it sounded good lol).
I have both black and red picked out as well as combinations of the 2 colors. Its just not Sylus coded without them especially together.
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Black: They look like Meph's feathers and black is always a gorgeous and stand-out choice when attending a ball. (Also yeah, Sylus would def use the dress slit to be touchy-feely hehe 😜 )
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Red: Another version with what looks like a feather design and they're just so pretty 😍, red is always a beautiful choice for anything really. I figured that both a vibrant red, Like his eyes, or a burgundy would work in this regard. There were a lot of choices and I was having trouble finding what I wanted until I saw the one on the left!
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Last of all: I added some pink dresses as like MC's color. There are ones for each LAD. These are so gorgeous and MC would def have her Hunter gear strapped underneath. Gotta keep up being Linkon City's best Little Hunter! (In order from left right top, left right bottom):
Xavier, Sylus, Rafayel, and Zayne. Not in any particular order for like favs its just how they uploaded.
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this post took me so long to get flushed out haha. I couldn't do it on my phone cuz of the picture limit and my laptop was running so slow...granted I had the LADS game open, Valorant open, Spotify, and discord 🙈.
I am sorry this is so long.. I am hyper fixating on LADS rn and I have so much to say about the game and everything lol. I hope everyone has a good day daydreaming about their LADS! <3
(Can yall tell who is my fav from this post?)
You’ve been invited to a ball by your favorite LADS man, what are you wearing and why? Please, I’d love to see your answers too! 🥹 mine are below…
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Left: Sylus - it matches his suit and he can’t resist slipping his hand into that more than generous thigh slit whenever he gets the chance…
Right: Zayne - it’s a little more ✨demure✨ but backless so he can run his fingertips across my skin without restriction. Far more subtle for the good doctor.
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pinkprimrose05 ¡ 3 years ago
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GX Month Day 18: This Wasn't in the Rule Book
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Ao3 Version Link: https://archiveofourown.org/works/33473653/chapters/83310418
Why yes, it's prompt bending time! Wish this day came a bit later into the month so it was closer to the release date of Duel World ARC-V but, oh well, what can ya do? ...Oops, looks like I spoiled the chapter. Yes, this year's AU prompt also doubles as a celebration of ARC-V coming to Duel Links, and it's probably the one prompt I'm most excited to write because hoo boy I've been waiting for this moment for sooooo long! 8D
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"Manual Reboot Successful. Initiate Sign-Up Process? "
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"Initiating Sign-Up Process. Establishing Connection...Please Enter WORLD_ID."
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"Response Recorded. Initiating Connection to WORLD_ID SERIES6..."
"..ERROR. Failed to Connect to WORLD_ID SERIES6. Continue Sign-Up Process and Retry?"
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"Response Recorded. Continuing Sign-Up Process."
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"Response Recorded. Aborting Connection to WORLD_ID SERIES6...Connection Aborted"
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"...Sing-Up Process Completed. Initiating Log-In Sequence..."
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"ERROR."
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Yuuma sat by the river, waiting for something big to happen.
He knew he wasn't support to be there. Tour Guide hade explicitly told everyone to not get close to the Gate during new world maintenance, but being his curious self, he guiltlessly ignored the warning. Why? Because of the aforementioned new world, of course!
From what he knew about it -which wasn't much, but Juudai-senpai had been rambling about all the different Duelists, Decks and weird game mechanics that they might see for two weeks straight and that sort of gave him a general idea-, this new world thing was a pretty big deal in Duel Links, and with it being so covered up, Yuuma was all too hyped to see what it was like for himself, consequences be damned.
He'd tried world-switching to no avail, as he sebsequently found out that the game wasn't only staggering log-outs, it was also staggering travelling through Duel Worlds for however long he was stuck here. He'd tried asking everyone he knew about it over his D-Gazer too, but that didn't work, and neither did begging a sleepy Kaito to try and hack the game for more info..
..Which led back to him sitting by the river, kicking his legs back and forth as Emperor's Key swayed in the morning breeze, dangling from the string in his hand while he kept waiting, waiting, and waiting some more...
"Yuuma?"
"Eek!" The Xyz Duelist practically jumped five feet into the air upon hearing his name being called, thoughts racing in frantic circles as he turned to see someone approaching...then immediately relaxing when he realized exactly who that someone was.
"Three!"
Michael Arclight smiled, waving gently as he tottered to the river bank and sat down next to Yuuma, who sighed in relief at knowing he wasn't in grave trouble for getting caught near the Gate. The two traded greetings, then settled into silence as they gazed at the horizon, at the clear sky and rising sun of their Duel World's landscape. If it were him, Michael would be content with just staying like that and admiring the view, but the ball of excitement next to him wasn't about to share that sentiment anytime soon.
"Sooooooo..." Yuuma began "What are you gonna do today?"
"Hm? What do you mean?" His friend gave him a puzzled look, and Yuuma made a broad gesture with his arms in response, as if that was supposed to mean something.
"You know, about the, uh, the new world? Are you gonna visit that? Duel people there? I don't know what to expect from it to be honest, it's the first time for us and I'm reeaally excited and also curious and I can't wait to see what will happen...but we can't find out anything before the maintenance ends, and it looks like it's gonna take a while and I'm getting bored so, what are you gonna do?"
Michael hummed thoughtfully, glancing at his Duel Disk "Well, I was thinking of waiting until things settled down before doing anything about all of this. A game this big can get quite unstable with such a huge update, you know? That's why I came here anyway, and..." the pink-haired Duelist blushed faintly "..I may or may not have decided to ignore what Guide-san said about the Gate in the process. Please don't tell anyone I was here?"
"Don't worry, my lips are sealed." Yuuma said, mimicking a zipper sound as he ran two fingers along his lips for effect "No one will ever know of your super classified one-time incident of breaking the law...not that that law made sense anyway. I mean, COME ON..."
Michael giggled, listening as Yuuma launched into a full-on rant about how meaningless them 'closing' the Gate area was. He wasn't exactly wrong though; if it was about as dangerous as Guide said, surely there would be some obstacle or lock to stop people from getting too close, right? Surely she wouldn't just count on everyone to not be reckless enough to ignore her, right? Unless...
Unless the error she's dealing with here might cause serious backlash if she tried inputting a new command that also interacts with the Gate, in which case-
Any other thought that would have followed that trail instantly vanished when the Gate suddenly exploded with blue light, and in that moment, Michael's world went quiet.
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"Unacceptable! This is unacceptable! I have a fucking job interview in two hours, how am I supposed to get ready in time for that??"
Yuusei sighed, running a hand through his already mussed hair for what was probably the eighth time in thirty minutes. Tour Guide's sudden announcement of an emergency maintenace -one that somehow overlapped with the new world's- had put everyone on edge, even more so after they found out they couldn't log out until it was over. As a result, every single Duelist currently in the 5D's World had gathered at the Deck Editor and unanimously decided to wait out the maintenance period there...but some of them weren't particularly happy about being stuck in the game for however long it took.
Chief of those was Jack, who kept pacing next to the table Team 5D's and co. clustered around, all while throwing several uncharitable insults at Guide, Isono, Kaiba, and basically everyone affliated with the Duel Links staff.
"Why do they have to keep messing up every time they launch one of those new words?? I swear, if I see any of those little-"
Carly instinctively covered her ears when the Resonator Duelist let out a particularly nasty swear, and Crow shot him a miffed glare from behind. Yuusei sighed again, then slowly pushed himself out from his chair to rest a hand on Jack's shoulder.
"Jack, please go get a cup of coffee and cool down." He said in an uncharacteristically pleading, tired tone "We're all stuck here, we all have important things to do, and some of us haven't slept for twenty-six hours. It'd do everyone a lot of good if you stopped yelling at empty air for a while."
Jack crossed his arms and huffed, but forced himself to simmer down regardless.
"...Fine. I'll go get myself some coffee and 'cool down' or whatever, but not because you asked me to, it's because I need some fresh air." And with that, the former King of Duels strode out of the Studio, coat flapping dramatically in a gust of wind before he went completely out of view.
"Good riddance." Crow let his head drop on the table with a low thud, raising a thumbs-up in Yuusei's general direction, and while he normally wouldn't agree with that sentiment, the Synchro Duelist was currently grateful for the calmer atmosphere of the place, now that Jack was gone. He slid back into his chair, hoping to get some shut-eye to compensate for staying up for all of the night before...
"Guys, we have a problem."
...Or not. Yuusei looked up in time to see Bruno -No, stop it, that's Antinomy- dropping in the chair between him and a barely conscious Kiryuu, the computer in his hands flashing with several warning signs overlapping on top of strings of code, which kept appearing and disappearing at a seemingly random pace. This, the noiret decidedly thought, peering intently at the screen, definitely doesn't look good.
"The energy output is spiking around the Gate area and the ones close to it." Antinomy explained to no-one in particular, his usually passive face set in a stressed frown as he clicked away at the keyboard "It appears that whatever issue that caused this emergency maintenance has gone completely out of control, and while we don't know exactly what that means, compressing so much energy in a certain area, no matter how broad..."
"...is bound to make it blow up." Yuusei concluded, eyes widening as his mind caught up with the implication behind that "This means the Duel Studio and everyone in it will be affected if anything happens to the Gate."
Antinomy nodded "Exactly. It could be that someone is trying to log in, and that's why I'm asking you to go and- dammit!" He swore, fingers moving across the keyboard at a far more frantic pace when the computer let out a series of long, loud beeping sound. Yuusei was pretty sure he got whiplash from how fast he turned to see what was going on-
-but before he could register more than the word "ERROR" bolded in blue across the screen, he felt a shock of static, and then...nothing.
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"Automated Reboot Successful. Log-In Sequence...Complete."
"Connecting to WORLD_ID SERIES2...Connection Successful."
"Linking with.."
"..Sakaki Yuuya."
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The first thing he felt when he came to was a gentle breeze tousling his hair, rays of sunshine lighting up his eyelids, and droplets of water spraying his face every couple seconds. It wasn't raining, that much he gathered, which meant that he'd most likely spawned near a fountain or a river, since there was no trace of the salty scent of seawater in the air.
Yuuya opened his eyes. Sure enough, there was a fountain to his left, its marble structure adorned with a ring of green leaves that carried all kinds of colourful flowers, water flowing from it center and from the sides. Pushing himself up, the tomato-haired Duelist looked around, taking in the rest of his current surroundings, and the first thing that caught his attention was a huge, round portal thingy that hovered in the air, with glowing lines of blue circuitry running through its silvery white perimeter.
That must be the Gate, he thought that's how I came here.
A bit further ahead was what seemed to be another portal, but this one was rectangular in shape, unlike the Gate's circle, and it was completely blue as well. Yuuya watched as the portal rotated in place slowly, the other side of it coming into view with the label 'Duel School' appearing on top of it. Curious, he reached out a hand to touch the portal...
...only to pull back immediately when the pixels forming it fizzled and crackled with electricity, shocking him.
"Ow ow ow ow ow!!" Yuuya clutched his stung hand with the other, hissing in pain at the contact before letting go of his hand. He sucked in deep breath then slowly exhaled, wiping the tears that formed at the corners of his eyes before turning away from the Duel School to keep walking (and to will away the sick, fleeting memory the shock had sparked for a moment).
Yeesh, that wasn't a great first interaction... he grimaced, waving his hand in the air in hopes that it would calm the stinging pain down But that doesn't mean I can't find something good if I keep looking. I wonder where all the other Duelists are.
The path he was walking down split into two at the end. Yuuya turned around, chancing one more look at the admittedly beautiful yet strangely desloate area he started in. He chalked its emptiness up to it being quite early in the morning...but then again, it wasn't morning for everyone around the world, so maybe it was just that the area was mainly used as a terminal, which would explain why he was the only one there...
Wait.
Wait.
He shouldn't be.
Switching his Duel Disk on with a quick swipe (which was an honestly stupid action in hindsight because damn his hand stung hard from that), Yuuya dialed the very first contact on his list, running the hand with the Disk strapped to it through bi-colored bangs and pushing them out of his face as the device rang once, twice, three times. Where was everyone else? He, Yuzu and Gongenzaka had logged in at the same time, and Sora had told them he'll jump in right after, so why was he the only one to come out of the Gate?
*Din-di-di-din, din-ding...Din-di-di-din, din-ding...Din-di-di-din-*
"Hello."
Yuuya blinked, then did a double take at the soft, young voice that came from the other end of the call. That...that wasn't Yuzu. He swallowed.
"..I'm sorry, who am I talking to?"
A few moments passed before the voice replied "My name is Sera. You must not recognize me, but please don't worry, the owner of this device is safe and sound, and if you wish to talk to her, she is here with me."
The line went silent then. Well, almost silent; Yuuya could hear bits of chatter and the sound of someone fiddling with the Duel Disk...before said someone decided to blast his eardrums full-force, like she always did.
"Yuuya! Where the heck are you?!" Yuzu cried out, and he found himself smiling at the familiar loudness "I've been looking for you everywhere!!"
He winced when her voice cracked on the last word, hand running through his hair again as he laughed nervously "Sorry, sorry! I...honestly don't entirely know where I am yet. Thought we'd start at the same place, but I guess we didn't..." He glanced around for any sort of landmark to pinpoint his position, then remembered where he came from at first and settled on that "Um, can you see the Gate? I'm standing close to it."
There was a beat of silence, then an audible sigh. "I see," Sera muttered at length "Sakaki-san, I think you have logged into a different Duel World than the one Hiiragi-san and I are in at the moment..because we're standing right in front of the Gate."
It took a full ten seconds for Yuuya's brain to register that, and when it did, all that came out of his mouth was a drawn-out "Whaaaaaaat??"
"...You skipped the rest of the tutorial, didn't you?" Yuzu's voice carried a hint of amusement and fondness, before assuming a more serious tone "Okay, look. If you check your Duel Disk, you'll find two arrows in a circle at the top left corner. Click that, and you'll get a list of the five different Duel Worlds in the game. Sera said that something happened before we came here that stopped everyone from travelling between those worlds, and apparently there was a sixth world that we were supposed to log into but didn't...anyway, the highlighted name will show you the world you're in. I'm in the fourth one right now..."
Yuuya listened as Yuzu explained what happened to her after logging into the Duel World, following her instructions all the while. A quick check told him that he was in the second world, the one labeled 'Duel World Series 2'. He nodded along his friends' words, and when she finished, he took yet another look at his surroundings.
"Alright, gotcha, I'm in the second world." He said, and it was then that he decided to head left "I guess I'll go take a look around the place, see if I can find out where everyone else is, and wait until we can all switch to the same world. It's great to hear you're alright, Yuzu. Take care!"
"Hey, that's my line!" She quipped in response, and Yuuya could practically hear the playful grin on her face "But seriously, I'm glad to know you're doing fine too. See you later, Yuuya."
And with that, the line went dead. Not even bothering to turn his Disk off, Yuuya broke into a quick jog, humming a cheerful tune to himself and grinning widely as he started rhyming the tune to his steps. Yuzu was fine, she was okay, they'll find each other soon enough and meet up with their friends, and they'll have tons of fun exploring the game, just as they planned.
Yeah, that's the spirit!
He only slowed down when the smooth, metallic path turned into dirt, patches of grass growing randomly in the way and on the sides, as well as a pair of trees and a few stray daisy bushes. A huge structure that felt so very out of place loomed ahead of him, its futuristic design and neon blue lines contrasting sharply with the simple greenery surrounding it, despite only being separated from that by a ring of gray tiles at the end of the dirt path. Upon closer inspection, there appeared to be a floating label above it that spelled out the words "Duel Studio", and a sliding door that opened on its own when Yuuya came close. The Pendulum Duelist stepped through-
"Ack!"
-and promptly crashed into a blur of black, stumbling backwards as a result. Leaning on the now-open door for support, Yuuya nursed his head with his free hand, letting out a small sigh before he looked up to check on whoever it was that he bumped into...and froze when he locked eyes with them.
That shade of gold was...familiar.
Yuuya's eyes widened, and the brunette facing him mirrored the action for a split second, before his shock faded into a passive scowl that clashed with his fluffy, Kuriboh-like hair. Yuuya opened his mouth to say something, he wasn't sure exactly what, but the taller male turned back to the Duel Studio, subtly motioning for him to come along, and whatever it was that he wanted to say went out of the window.
"Follow me." His voice -slow, deep and clear- carried a distinctly authoritative tone as he strode ahead, and after a moment of apprehension, Yuuya found himself trailing behind. The guy looked like he knew where he was going, and didn't exactly seem opposed to talking to him, which meant he could possibly get some answers to the pile of questions building up in his head, and well, weird gut feelings aside, that was actually a good thing.
The two sat at a round, red table in a distant corner, and then just...stared at each other. Yuuya waited for the Kuriboh-haired Duelist -at least, he guessed he was a Duelist, judging by the strange custom model of a Duel Disk on his left arm- to say something, anything, but nothing came out, and he wasn't sure exactly how to start the conversation, so...he kept waiting.
"............"
And waiting.
"............"
And waiting.
"............"
And waiting.
"............"
And then decided that was enough waiting. "Umm...are you even gonna say anything?" Yuuya asked after a full four minutes, half expecting to get no response..
..but the guy actually rolled his eyes at him, like he'd asked a stupid question or something "What are you expecting me to say?"
Huh. Okay, this man was kinda bad at conversing. Yuuya held back a sigh, plastered on a smile instead, and tried again.
"Hmm, how about an introduction? That sounds like a good start." He held out a hand "Nice to meet you, I'm Sakaki Yuuya. And you are..?"
The brunette's stared moved to Yuuya's outstretched hand, then back to his eyes...and then he sighed, holding his own hand to his temples as he mumbled something in a foreign language Yuuya couldn't make out (but assumed was an exasperated statement, based on the tone of what came next).
"Dear Lord, why is it that every single one of them turns out to be a child?"
"Huh?"
"You can see Duel Spirits," He said, pointing at Yuuya. It wasn't even a question, just a factual statement he threw as casually as someone discussing the weather forecast "and you most likely have a special bond with at least one of your cards, that may even go as far as your very soul being bound to it. Is that correct?"
A few moments passed in silence, and then: "How did you-"
"I knew that was the case. Listen to me, Sakaki Yuuya; I do not know the exact extent of your knowledge about the nature of this world, or that of the darkness you possess, but know this-" gold eyes narrowed dangerously, and Yuuya flinched in spite of himself "Duel Links is not just a game. There are greater forces behind the creation of the Duel Worlds, ones that can tamper with your memories and thoughts, even call back beings that were supposed to be gone forever and link different dimensioms. Your status as a Legendary Duelist means you are directly involved in everything that might happen in the new world, so proceed with caution, or prepare to deal with the consequences."
Yuuya reeled back in his chair, face going white. He stared down at his pendulum, gripping its dimly glowing crystal tightly in his hands -had it been doing that for a while? He had no idea. His head was starting to feel light, his throat got all choked up, and he was sure he'd be shaking if not for how tense his muscles were. What- what had he gotten himself into? If he'd known it was more than a game, if he'd known they'd be thrown in the middle of crossfire again-
Deep breaths, Yuuya, deep breaths.. He told himself before he got too lost in thought, inhaling sharply. Calm down, let it out slowly, relax.....yeah, there we go.
"Why are you telling me this?" The teen asked once he was certain his mini-panic attack was over, and he must've been imagining things because he could swear he saw a ghost of a smile on the other's face when he replied.
"In all honesty," he began slowly, the edge to his voice almost completely gone "I have had enough interdimensional conflict to last me a lifetime, and I would really rather not deal with any more of it if I can. I assume you understand where I'm coming from here?"
Yuuya hummed absently, and that seemed to be a satisfying answer to the brown-haired Duelist, who pushed himself out of his seat and turned to leave, but not without allowing himself another final sentence.
"Very well then. For your own sake, as well as everyone you may care about, I hope you're actually smart enough to follow my warning. Until we meet again...or not."
And with that, he walked away, disappearing behind the staircase to the right. As soon as he went out of sight, Yuuya let his head fall down on the table with an unceremonious flump!, making some inchoerent noises when the sound of some lady announcing the end of the 'Maintenance Break' blasted over the intercom above his head, and he became distantly aware of other voices and some footsteps sounding not too far from him.
*tap*
Alright, so he and everyone else have basically jumped into yet another grand scheme that caused conflict across different dimensions, but this time the stakes weren't as clear as in the Interdimensional War.
*tap-tap*
The thought was admittedly daunting, and he was a hundred percent sure no-one he knew would like to go through something like that again..
"Oi."
But on the bright side, it seemed that they weren't the only ones dealing with this sort of thing, which meant they could easily find many allies in the different Duel Worlds...yeah, if they kept an eye out, they should be all right-
"Oi!"
Yuuya's head snapped up when he realized someone was calling out to him, and when he looked up, he was greeted with the smiling face of..
"You again??"
..the same Kuriboh-haired Duelist?
"Sorry, what?"
Yuuya did a double take. Yeah, no, that wasn't him; the eyes were colored soft brown instead of hollow gold, and he was wearing a red jacket instead of a black robe too- Yuuya mentally scolded himself for overlooking the differences (but also found it somewhat funny because, you know, he had to deal with this kind of confusion more than once before).
"Nevermind, I think I confused you for someone else. My bad." He gave the red-jacketed brunette a sheepish grin, gesturing at the empty chair opposite to his, then watching as he placed his also strange custom model of a Duel Disk on the side of the table before sitting down himself, fiddling with the device all the while. Even the way he composed himself was different; this guy felt far more lax and chill compared to the other one, and it made Yuuya relax a bit in turn, the silence that stretched between them feeling more comfortable.
"So, let me guess..." Red Jacket began a bit later, leaning a bit forward with a curious glint in his eyes "You're one of the new kids?"
A small nod "You can say that, I guess. I'm Yuuya, and you?"
"Yuuki Juudai. Pleased to meet you, kiddo- wait, I can call you kiddo, right?"
"Sure, unless you're somehow younger than me, which I doubt because of the..height difference."
Juudai smiled again "Aight, kiddo it is then. I gotta say though, I'm impressed you managed to switch worlds that fast. Took me a whole week to realize that was even a thing."
He laughed, and Yuuya chuckled with him. "Actually.." he said afterwards, rubbing the back of his neck with a small, bashful smile "A friend told me about it, and I couldn't even use it when I first arrived. Something about an error happening with the new world and shutting down the whole game, I think? Yean, that locked out the switch thing for a while, and it stopped everyone from logging out too."
"Woah, for real?"
"Uh, yeah."
"Damn," Juudai slammed a hand down on the table "you sure had one heck of a first day, kiddo. Guide must be freaking out with all of this going on."
Yuuya blinked, confused "Guide?"
"Oh, you don't know her?" The older teen asked, quirking an eyebrow "She's, ah, the Duel Spirit of Tour Guide From the Underworld. Pretty much the one who manages this place, since the actual owner doesn't give a shit about the shenanigans happening around here, and she also runs the Duel School. You can go hit her up if you have any questions about the game; she's a great help for new players."
"A Duel Spirit..." Yuuya echoed quietly, stare moving down to the Deck slot of his Duel Disk. He closed his eyes for a moment, then looked up at Juudai and asked "So anyone can interact with them here? The spirits, I mean."
"Of course! It's part of the game's charm, y'know?" He answered, throwing a wink at Yuuya before continuing "Being able to hang out with all your monster friends, even if you might not see them in real life..I don't think anyone would pass up on something that cool."
The younger Duelist smiled at that, hand subconsciously touching the top of his Deck, which earned him several happy murmurs and a particularly loud roar as well "Yeah, that does sound pretty cool. I gotta try it sometime later."
"You totally should." Juudai agreed, taking out his own Deck and shuffling through it as he added "In the meantime...would you like a good ol' tabletop Duel? My old-ass relic of a Disk is being particularly laggy today, and I heard you had this cool summon mechanic with the backrow zones- what was it called again? Pendant? Pending?"
"It's Pendulum Summoning." Yuuya clarified, tentatively taking his Deck out of its slot when Juudai did the same "And uh, sure, I can show it to you if you want."
The brunette's smile turned into a wide grin as he whipped out a pair of folded game mats from his pocket and placed them on his and Yuuya's side of the table, putting each of their Decks on the far right before punching a fist in the air "Heck yeah! I'm finally the first to Duel the new kid with the new cards, this is gonna be a lot of fun!"
"Definitely!" He nodded, his own smile widening as he drew his starting hand with a little more flourish than necessary for a tabletop Duel- not that he really cared, what mattered at the moment was that, even if he was going to have to fight again later down the line, he was going to enjoy Dueling to the maximum as long as he could. No use worrying about the future, all he came here to do was have fun, and fun was he going to have.
Watch out, Duel Links, here I come..!
"LET'S DUEL!!"
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THE END, finally. This, for whatever reason, took me three weeks to finish alongside the other prompts (okay actually Yuuya's POV slipped from me and I barely managed to end it where I did), and I couldn't even make it on time ffs. There goes my plans to deliver all chapters on time...but I at least hope you enjoyed reading. ...Oh yeah, you may have noticed by now that I left some loose ends here and there (like the conclusion of the chapter for the residents of Duel Worlds ZEXAL and 5D's, AKA those poor souls who got a mass reboot error and received no answers as to why), and to that I say...nothing. Yeah, you gotta wait a little while longer to see what happened to them after the reboot. That said, I shall now take my leave and return to the land of Ao3, see y'all on...someday by the end of the month, I guess.
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boboricha ¡ 5 years ago
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Rating: T
Words: 1.8k
Pairing: Gen
Summary: 5+1; 5 lives Kuwabara lived and 1 time he isn’t alive yet. A reincarnation fic. 
I.
He’s trying to keep his breathing under control. If he doesn’t, he’ll bleed out. Then he won’t be any good to anybody. Especially not these poor kids, these kids who have lost their mother and father to these fucking demons. 
In his chest, his heart aches for them, for everyone who had to suffer in this life. 
It aches for the older sister that never was given the chance to marry, have children, and grow old.
All because of one man’s god complex. 
Inhale, exhale. Concentrate. Find the blood vessels. Stop the bleeding. Can’t die yet. Not until these kids are safe. 
Gripping his katana tighter, he locks eyes with his enemy. 
A man mustn't run from a battle. 
Racing forward, with a blade colored gold, he goes to sever the demon’s neck. 
He hopes, in a future life, for the power to cut through anything.
II.
Kurama blinks as he stares down at the manga that depicts four characters ready for battle on the cover page. 
If he were anybody else, he wouldn’t have thought much of it. Even Yusuke or Hiei would have probably never spared it a second glance. Honestly, for a second, he even thought it was a stretch to think that it could be the four of them together. Maybe he’s getting sentimental after all these years, wishing for the four of them to reunite and take on the evils of the world like the good days.
But no, the nine-tailed fox character with squinting eyes and a sultry smile resonates with him. 
So he picks a copy up and takes it with him to Yusuke’s ramen restaurant.
By the time he’s finished reading it, he’s sure of it.
This is their story.
Of course, it’s a stitched-together tale. The works of editors and other influences are clear. Obviously, there are embellishments. It’s a telephone version of their tale.
But it’s their tale nonetheless.
With trembling hands, Kurama takes a closer look at the authors and can’t help but let out a wet laugh.
Yusuke pops his head out of the kitchen and looks at him curiously. “What’chu laughing about over there Kurama?”
Kurama lifts up the manga and points right at the names of the authors with a bright smile.
Written by Kawahara Kazuko and Kai Yumi. Drawn by Kawahara Kazuko. 
III.
Yusuke is bored as hell. 
To be fair, that’s how he feels most of the time nowadays. 
Fuck demon lifespans.
That’s how he ends up wandering around town aimlessly, trying not to think about how the lack of a need to care about time feels more like a noose than the freedom it’s supposed to be.
He’s passing by the edge of a new park when he hears a vibrant sound from a violin.
Then there’s the strike of the keys on a piano. 
A duet.
Yusuke could care less about music, especially classical shit (that was definitely more up Kurama’s alley and back in the day, especially during a study session). 
But something is pulling him forward. 
He sees them in a little stadium at the center of the park and every fiber of his being knows these two auras. 
Her hair is black this time, but her eyes are a warm brown like the first time he met her. The violin is nestled under her chin and her fingers dance over the strings, her body swaying with the song. She might be taller than him this go around.
His hair is blonde (and though Yusuke misses that vibrant orange, he’s still glad to see his friend’s hair still sticks out like a sore thumb). Unfortunately, it’s not coiffed, but cleanly cut. His jaw is softer but his cheekbones are as sharp as ever. His frame is still as huge as ever, and his long fingers show mastery over the piano keys. 
He knows jack shit about music, but even he can tell they’re no amateurs. The crowd that’s settled around the little stage tells him as much. 
He feels his mouth go dry and his throat threatens to close up. 
Yusuke’s never been so glad to have been bored.
IV.
Hiei’s been trailing him for a couple of days now.
Honestly, he’s disappointed. Back in the day, at his best, Kuwabara would call him out for being a stalker in a matter of minutes, even when he suppressed his energy. It had become a bit of a game, not that Hiei would ever admit that. Obviously, this reincarnation would require a significant amount of training before he could be half the man he used to be. Hiei is both annoyed by the idea and anticipating it.
So far, all Hiei can conclude about this Kuwabara’s life is that it is quite bland. 
The boy goes to school, hangs around with his adolescent friends playing catch or going to the arcade, then goes home to diligently study before going to bed. 
He lingers in the shadows as another day goes by. Orange and pink bleeds into blue as the sun starts to set in the distance. 
In a minute, Kuwabara will make a sharp right and keep... that’s not a right. 
Hiei leaps off his branch to follow. 
When he sees the teen’s destination, the fire demon can’t help but think that really, he shouldn’t have expected anything. 
The human opens the door to a pastry shop, and a bell jingles to welcome his presence. From the large window, Hiei observes as the reincarnation moves behind the counter and puts on an apron before disappearing into the back of the store.
Assuming that it would be a while before this Kuwabara came back from his apparent job, Hiei chooses to take a nap. 
It’s about three hours later that the high school student leaves the pastry shop, waving goodbye to the owners. A bag, no doubt full of extra sweets, hangs off his arm. Stuffing his hands in his pockets, he whistles as he heads toward what Hiei knows is his home. 
Right before he crosses the threshold, Kuwabara turns, digging into the pastry bag, pulling out a delicately made cupcake. He bends to place it on the ground before straightening up and looking directly at where Hiei is hidden in the brush of the trees. There’s a smug look coupled with a wide grin and if there was any doubt in his mind before about this being Kuwabara, it’s gone, replaced by the feeling of wanting to murder the buffoon. 
As if feeling his malicious intentions, Kuwabara cackles. 
“You’re not as good as ya’ think, ya’ stalker. I’m a nice guy though. So I’ll let ya’ have this as a consolation gift. It’s handmade by yours truly. See ya’ round.”
With a final smirk and a two-finger salute, the cheeky fucker is gone.
The cupcake is terrible, he tries to tell himself. 
V.
He’s fucking eleven. 
Yusuke, for one heartbreaking moment, wishes he didn’t find him this time around. There are no locks of hair for Kuwabara to even attempt to coif. He’s the smallest he’s ever been in all his lives. His parents have to wheel him around.
When he tells Kurama and Hiei about it, they go seek him out on their own terms. 
Hiei comes back looking shaken and absolutely furious. The fire demon is ready to rip open the heavens to tear Koenma a new one. 
Honestly, Yusuke would be right behind him the moment he tried. 
“He reeks of death,” Hiei mutters.
Kurama goes and comes back with pained eyes. He’s clenching his fists so hard they’re trembling. 
“I visited him while he slept. He… he’s so frail. He only has a couple of months left.”
Yusuke wants to punch something. But how the fuck do you punch cancer?
So Yusuke settles for just… loitering around the hospital. He smokes outside the door and gets yelled at by the nurses. 
Kurama keeps visiting while Kuwabara’s sleeping. He leaves flowers.
The stubborn bastard doesn’t admit it, but Yusuke knows Hiei’s taken up residence at one of the hospital’s tallest trees. 
It’s only three months before his aura flickers away like a candle blown out. It feels like a stab in the gut in a way the other times Kuwabara left them doesn’t.
It’s not even a couple of hours after that, that a cat is nudging Yusuke’s leg, a letter tied to its collar. 
Thanks for keeping me company. I missed you guys. See you next time.
+1
“You ass, took you long enough.”
“Shut up Urameshi. You know how many times I’ve had to go through this shit? You can deal with waiting a couple of years.”
“You look well Hiei.”
Yusuke’s arms are crossed, and he’s tapping his toes against the ground. Kurama’s leaning against a tree, fiddling with a rose petal. Kuwabara is sprawled out on the floor, gazing up at the clouds in the sky. 
“Hmph, I suppose you expect me to apologize for not perishing earlier?”
“Urameshi’s just pissed that he died earlier than you.”
“What was that you piece of shit -” 
“It’s comforting to know that even after all these years, you two still get along like peas in a pod.”
“Enough of this prattle. Isn’t there somewhere we have to be?”
“Oh my god, yes, finally. Let’s go.”
Kuwabara lurches himself up into a sitting position. “You just got here! Don’t you wanna, I dunno, look around or whatever?”
“Smell the roses?” Kurama remarks cheerfully, choosing to ignore the exasperated looks on his teammate’s faces. But then he turns more pensive, before stumbling upon an epiphany of sorts. A self-satisfied, knowing smirk is directed towards the shortest member of the group, causing Hiei to bristle. 
“Ah well, there’s always next time,” Kurama lends a hand to Kuwabara, pulling him up. They start walking together towards the end of this realm. It’s not long before they stand together in front of a blinding light. “Really Hiei, after all these years, you could stand to be more honest with us.”
“Shut it fox, I will cut you.”
“Huh?” Yusuke and Kuwabara both look at Kurama curiously.
Kurama’s face is damn smug at this point. He cups his hand over his mouth to mock whisper to the two former delinquents. “He’s just eager for all of us to be reborn at the same time. He missed us.”
“You’re an absolute fool if you think that’s the case. If I’m eager to do anything then it’s to get away from the lot of you as fast as possible!” 
They’re laughing and wrapping themselves around Hiei as they walk into the light.
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silvanable ¡ 4 years ago
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Photogenic - V ( REWRITE )
an old one shot i decided to rewrite. this was actually my first attempt at an x reader back in the day ( 2016 to be exact ) loooooong before V’s route was ever even considered.
i thought reviving and revamping a relic would be good, plus i still love it. so have version 2.0, new and improved.
original that’s super old & has horrible grammar that might send you to the grave can be found here.
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↪  GUIDELINES
   ✒ warnings: n/a
   ✒ tags: fluff, gender neutral reader, i’m yeeting canon thanks, we’re calling this an au & v is losing his eyesight to an undisclosed illness/injury reader doesn’t know about
✏ Word Count : 3629
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It was a beautiful and pleasant day. It had served you the perfect opportunity to take a long hike and indulge yourself in your favorite pastime. Photography.
By now the day had passed and was winding down to its end. You still were having your fun. You had found a particularly nice spot where you had the perfect view of the horizon. More specifically, you had the best position to get that one perfect photo of the sunset, even if you had to sit here until dusk to get it.
Luckily for you, you did not wait long for your perfect masterpiece.
The sky was darkening in its beautiful palette of oranges, pinks, and reds. The fading sunlight shone through the autumn trees and glowed through them like a halo. Below was the expanse down the trails into the woods and rolling hills, blanketed in soft shadows. It looked like a mystical, foreign land out of a fairytale.
It was exactly what you had waited for.
You lifted the camera up, leveling it with your eyes as you stared through the lens. Your index finger found its familiar resting place atop the button. The smallest amount of pressure on the button was awarded by a familiar click of a shutter and a brief pass of darkness in front of your eye.
You repeated the action several times, just for precautions. While one photo might suffice, you preferred to be prepared with a selection to pick your prize from.
After you were done, you lowered the camera from your face. Your fingers nimbly found their way to the buttons beside the screen to review your reward of patience.
A smile pulled at the corner of your lips as you reviewed the captures of the day on your camera. You did well if you did say so yourself and had plenty more to add to your collection, specifically the one for this particular trail.
You turned on your heel, aimlessly wandering back down the familiar trail to get back to your car before dark. While you practically knew these hiking paths like the back of your hand, you were not willing to risk stumbling in the dark and tripping onto your camera. This elegant piece of machinery was your most prized possession and arguably tied to your soul. If anything were to happen to it, you would most certainly cry. It could be replaced but still would feel like losing your first love.
Your eyes glued to the camera in your hands, your feet led you without visual guidance, and straight into a solid force.
A squeak, yes, an unmistakable squeak left your lips as your body tumbled back. Your hands clenched tightly around the camera in your grasp and you squeezed your eyes shut.
The only thing running through your mind was, Oh, how the universe had a cruel sense of humor.
You landed with a thud into the beaten dirt. A soft groan leaving your throat at the unpleasant throb of your rear from landing so hard. There was one good thing, though.
You opened your eyes to see the camera still safely in your hands, unharmed. A sigh of relief left you as your body relaxed.
Next was the matter of what you had walked into.
Your eyes rose up, only to find it was not what you had walked into but who.
“I am so sorry,” You blurted out quickly upon seeing a blue-haired individual in front of you.
“No, it’s alright. It was my accident.” He murmured gently in response. A pale hand extended down towards you.
You wasted no time in accepting the offer. Your hand clasped around his and with a little effort from you both, you found yourself back on your feet again.
The momentary stun you suffered from seemed to melt away from you, now that you were closer to this man. You did not mean to stare, but there was something ethereal about him. His hair was a light blue, like a summer sky on a clear day. His skin was ghostly, not in a way that showed illness, but glowed with youthfulness and livelihood. His eyes, though, were what drew you in, clearer than a freshwater spring or a lake frozen in winter but guarded and mysterious as they met your gaze.
You believed the eyes were the windows to someone’s soul. His eyes, however, were guarded and any secrets sealed away. It only intrigued you more. You found yourself wanting to know this stranger and why his eyes allured you so. You wanted to know that unheard story deep in his heart.
“Are you alright?” His gentle tone broke you from your trace.
“O-oh?” The stutter left you before you realized it. You were staring. How rude could you be? “Yes… I’m sorry, though. I didn’t mean to walk into you. I guess I wasn’t paying attention, too busy staring at my camera,” You wiggled the object in question in your hands, “And you would think I would be paying more attention because of it.” A nervous chuckle escaped you.
“You enjoy photography?” He asked.
You nodded shortly in response. “Yes! I mean, I dabble. It’s something I enjoy doing a lot but it is really just a hobby right now.” Your words grew to a soft murmur at the end.
You loved what you did but wished you could do more. It was not exactly easy for you though. There were some issues with confidence and the opportunities that you seemed to need to wildly chase. If you had the chance to do this as a profession, as your living, you most certainly would jump at the chance.
“Is that so? I’m sort of a professional, but it’s really just a passion of mine.” He said, “I could give you a few tips if you are interested.”
Your eyes lifted to his again, a smile stretched over your lips. “That would be great, it means a lot to learn from someone else who has the same passion.” You drew the camera close to your person. “And I’m absolutely forgetting my manners,” You said, introducing yourself as you held out your hand to him.
He hesitated for a moment before taking your hand, “My friends call me V.” A gentle smile graced his lips.
Your heart seemed to betray you at that moment with a harder than usual beat. And since when did the cool autumn air feel so warm? That might be the blush that crept over your face.
“Well, V,” You cleared your throat to try and get your bearings, “Can I treat you to dinner?” You asked, “As pre-payment for helping me out, you know?” You added quickly, “That is if you aren’t busy.” You had to fight the urge to awkwardly squirm in place.
You suddenly felt like a schoolgirl. How embarrassing this was. More concerning was the fact you had so quickly asked him out. Apparently your heart had forcibly taken the wheel and your mind was tied up and thrown to the back of the bus.
“I’m free tomorrow night,” The soft chuckle that left V’s lips was a sweet sound to your years. “Let me give you my number. We can discuss the details later.”
Much time has passed since then…
There was a gentle laugh in the air that traveled through the park. It had fallen from your lips as you twirled in place. One of your hands folded over your decorative hat to prevent it from blowing off as you moved. Your white spring attire flowed in the breeze with you.
Much quieter than your laughter, there were several familiar clicks, the sound of a shutter closing. Behind the camera was a familiar blue-haired man, wearing a smile that was contagious to you.
Your laughter continued as you turned to the camera, making childish faces or striking elegant poses.
For quite some time you two had spent time together. Ever since the two of you met, you had grown ever closer. You often made brunch or the occasional dinner plan. Sometimes it was a professional matter that involved photography and others were for leisure as the two of you would go out on strolls or to the movies.
You know that you had grown attached to V. You admired him maybe a bit too much and often found yourself lost in thought with him on your mind. You tried to deny that the connection was anything more than friends, but your heart since the very first day liked to remind you that you were absolutely smitten. You were in denial, actively in a way, despite the thrum of your heart.
The feeling was foreign but warm and welcoming, just like the smile you were being given from V. The more you thought about it, the more you felt as if you had fallen. You had not fallen into some darkness but a place of warmth and brightness. The feeling was foreign but warm and welcoming, just like the smile you were being given from V.
The sweet smile you received only served to make your heart swell more. It was a collision of feelings that made you feel so many things you doubted you could untangle them without being overwhelmed first, both good and bad.
While you adored V, there was also still so much you did not know about him. He was still a mystery, one you had yet to find the hidden story about. You learned about him but he was so reserved and what you found out only served to create an even bigger mystery.
It all had something to do with those shaded glasses that covered his eyes and the red striped cane he had begun to carry with him more frequently.
“Don’t you have enough already?” You called out teasingly to V.
He shook his head, that grin ever-present. “I need a few more.”
You shook your head in response, “Alright, you have enough! It’s my turn and I want to see!” You rushed over to him, reaching out to take the camera from his hands.
He rose his arms over his head, the camera just out of your reach.
“That’s not fair, V! I can’t reach!” You protested.
“That’s the point,” He laughed.
Even stretched up on the tips of your toes he was able to keep the camera just from your fingertips. You were relentless, though, and would not give up the fight as you puffed and tried to stretch further.
You came to the conclusion during your stretching and huffing that there was no way you could reach the camera. So you had to find another way to get what you wanted.
There was a list running through your mind and allowed you to contemplate all your options quickly. There was nothing that seemed quite right.
You looked up towards the man and an idea popped into your mind. Without thinking, you took action.
“I will take these then!” You said and took several steps back to create distance between you both.
Your lips twisted into a defiant pout as your eyes flickered down to the stolen item in your hands. Your fingers delicately curled around thick, black sunglasses.
Your mind registered what you held and what you had just done.
Panic surged up through you faster than your body could comprehend the emotion. Your expression contorted with regret and your eyes reflected your internal panic.
“I‒” The words got stuck in your throat as you tried to force them out. 
You knew very little behind the injury that had cost V his eyesight. He was going blind, a slow process that would take his vision from him. It happened long before you met him or you had assumed so at least, as you learned about it sometime after meeting him. Though one thing you knew very plainly was how insecure he was about the loss of his eyes. It was a very sensitive topic that he often avoided and respected his wishes not to push for answers.
“I’m so sorry, V‒” Your voice left you broken and shaken.
You wanted to say more but found you swallowed your own voice again as your eyes met with the man just out of arm's reach from you.
V looked stunned. As if he was still processing what had happened.
Your eyes met his expectantly, waiting for the worst.
Even in your fright, though, you found yourself admiring his eyes. It had been such a long time since you had seen them as he wore the glasses more frequently as time carried on. You had missed them, their pale, clear color, and the look of fondness they held in them for you when he looked at you.
From where you stood, he was set against the cloudless sky and bright, renewing green plant-life of the spring. A gentle breeze seemed to hair his pale blue locks and small dandelion seeds danced around him. His black sweater and jeans contrasted with the brightness around him. His expression seemed calm to you almost and he held the camera in his hands just so perfectly… He was a masterpiece of perfection and beauty to your eyes.
Something overtook you in that moment as you scurried towards where you had dropped your bag. You wear almost spastic as you searched for your own camera and rushed back to where you had been standing a moment before. Then proceeded to throw yourself to the ground for the perfect photo.
V’s eyes had followed you the entire way. A small smile began to pull at the corner of his mouth. You had not even noticed that he had broken from his trance only to be enthralled by you.
There was a familiar click of camera shutters again. You were absolutely dismissive of everything around you as you fiddled with the camera.
V’s smile only grew.
It was adorable to watch as you so intently focused, barely aware he was watching you as you took pictures of him.
It was a childish and rash decision of yours, but you would never forgive yourself for letting that masterpiece of him go in the moment. The beauty that had unfolded before you was not something you could easily pass up, not when you could cherish the look in his eyes and that smile forever with a photograph.
Your finger stopped short of fully applying pressure to the camera’s button. You finally realized that his stare was not distant but fixed on your through the lens of your camera. Your finger came down against the button, the shutter sound louder in your ears than it was a moment before.
You were rooted in the shot you had crouched in, camera grasped in your hand, and V’s glasses hooked in your fingers. You dared not lower the camera and further embarrass yourself.
“Am I that photogenic to you?” V asked, a sweet curiosity in his voice. He was in front of you in just a few steps, staring down at you.
Reality hit you and reality hit hard.
A shameful sound left your lips, one you dared not to call a squeak despite it being exactly that, as he leaned down into your face.
He wore a coy expression and you found yourself mesmerized by clarity in those icy orbs of his. There was no coldness despite the pale color of his eyes, instead, there was a warmth and love you hoped you were not mistaken for in them.
Your intent gaze, searching so deep inside of his own glassy one, had taken him back. Everything reflected in your eyes, the admiration, and the fixation as if you had found something strange, new, and deeply terrifying.
“Gorgeous…” The word left your lips in awe and caressed his own lips with your warm breath.
You were too much for him. The look on your face is far too pure with admiration and the soft sound of your voice all too much for him to take. You were captivated, the dazed look on your face said enough that you were mesmerized by his beauty, and that alone made his heart swell. He had never seen a look so honest, so clear, and so full of love than the one you gave him.
It was in that moment, with each gentle beat of your heart in your chest, those words you refused to admit were clear to you in your mind. You had fallen for him, for his kindness and compassion, and for his beauty without and within.
You believed deep down, at this moment, you saw who he was. There were no barriers, no resistance, nothing clouding his soul to you. You could see a man, who was so full of love and passion but suffered. The pain and sorrow swam in his eyes but mingled with it you could see curiosity, love, and selflessness hidden deep inside. You could see the understanding and trust, but it was held back by fear and loss that threatened to bloom and consume him, so he hid with the intent to do good in the favor of another’s well being.
There was no saying how true anything you saw was but you believed it all to be as it was given to you. You believed in that moment V had opened up and revealed himself to you. One thing you knew, was that he was genuine, and the soft, loving look he gave you was not something you dreamed up. It was real.
“V…” His name left your lips like a whispered prayer.
He replied quietly with your own name as if that was all that was keeping him from unraveling at that very moment.
A smile graced your lips. A sort of trance fell over you both as a daze seemed to overtake you both. Time seemed to slow down as you stared at one another, waiting with bated breath for the other to dare and break the strange but welcoming atmosphere around you.
His hands came to wrap gently around your hands. Your heart quickened and pounded violently against your chest. You were frozen as his fingers softly caressed your cheek as he cupped your chin.
His lips brushed against your lips, so close but as if chasm was still between you. You tried to force yourself to speak, to break away from your thoughts and shatter this illusion your mind gave you before you were too deeply invested.
No sound left your lips, though, instead your mouth was covered by V’s own. The gentle sensation against your lips surprised you, almost as if you were dreaming. Your daring prince, however, intended to break that spell from you with this very kiss. It woke you from the trance you believed yourself to be trapped in, taking the fire in your heart from a lump of smoldering coal to a raging flame.
You threw your arms around his shoulders in response to pull him closer. The two of you tumbled back into the grass but the kiss was not broken.
His lips moved slowly against your own, soft and passionate, conveying all the affections he had held for you and you returned all of those you had tried to ignore. With this kiss alone, you felt as if you could melt into him, and you wished that this moment would never end.
Sadly your lungs demanded air and you two had to part. Emerging from the oceans of your affections with a deep inhale.
V’s breath was as uneven as your own as the two of you sat there in silence, gazing at each other, and listening to the sound of each breath you took. His forehead came to rest gently against your own, another contagious smile on his lips that infected your own. Neither of you spoke, just held each other close as you lied there in the midst of the park.
“Did you drop the camera?” A sudden panic hit you with the realization and you tried to sit up.
V held you in place, the smile still present on his lips. “No, I put it down before you dragged me to the ground.”
“I did not‒”
“Did you drop my glasses?” He cut you off.
Your panic shifted as you wiggled your fingers. His glasses tapped gently against his shoulder, still safely hooked in your fingers.
“Nope,” You let out a breath of relief, “I would never dare,” You added quickly, trying to hide your momentary panic of possibly ruining his glasses in your forgetfulness.
“Though…” Your voice was quiet as you trailed off, a sudden seriousness in your tone.
V rose a brow at you, his eyes still fixed on your face, taking in your concerned features as whatever thought ate away at you. “What is it?”
“I was just… just wondering if there was something we could do for your eyes…” Your fingers gently trailed over the corner of his eye. “I don’t know if you looked into it, but it’s a shame to lose this part of you.”
“I never really bothered me,” His tone was forlorn, “I came to terms with losing my sight until I met you.” He placed a soft kiss on your forehead and murmured your name, “I don’t think I can bear not to see your smile light up my every day now though.”
A gentle smile found its way onto your lips. Your eyes closed to relish in the sweet kiss as you tried to imprint the feeling in your mind forever.
“I love you,” You said softly.
“I love you too,” V whispered back.
You leaned up, pressing your lips gingerly against his own in another kiss.
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bubblegumbi-tch ¡ 7 years ago
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GET TO KNOW ME!
I was tagged by the lovely @otsukaresope thank you!(and yes, I copied and pasted yours and changed my answers too)
Rules: Answer these 92 statements and tag 20 people. (lol you know i’m not tagging that many people)
THE LAST: 1. Drink: Mango Juice 2. Phone call: My dad 3. Text message: My dad again 4. Song you listened to: There Was A Rapper by Dizraeli & the Small Gods 5. Time you cried: looooord I have no idea, I cry all the time.. i think it was like two or three days ago..
HAVE YOU: 6. Dated someone twice: No 7. Kissed someone and regretted it: No 8. Been cheated on: Not that I know of 9. Lost someone special: Hasn’t everyone? 10. Been depressed: I guess 11. Gotten drunk and thrown up: Yes, only once, I learned my lesson.
LIST 3 FAVORITE COLORS: 12. Blue or any variation on it 13. Yellow/Orange 14. Very dark pink/red/purple kinda colour if you know what I mean
IN THE LAST YEAR HAVE YOU: 15. Made new friends: Yes, surprisingly 16. Fallen out of love: lol i’ve never even been IN love 17. Laughed until you cried: Probably yeah, i used to do it a lot more than i do now though sadly 18. Found out someone was talking about you: I found out a guy wouldn’t shut up about me because he liked me if that counts.. 19. Met someone who changed you: I don’t think so, no 20. Found out who your friends are: I already knew who my friends are 21. Kissed someone on your Facebook list: Yes
GENERAL: 22. How many of your Facebook friends do you know in real life: All of them I’m pretty sure 23. Do you have any pets: Omg, yes! I have two cats, a dog, two budgies, a bearded dragon, a tortoise and two chickens! 24. Do you want to change your name: When I was little me and my best friend went through a phase of wanting to change our names, but of course we never did. 25. What did you do for your last Birthday: My family all came to see me and then my parents took me out for a meal in the evening. 26. What time did you wake up: Ugh 7am to pack up from camping and come home, it’s the earliest I’ve been up in ages! 27. What were you doing at midnight last night: Messaging my friends and trying to sleep. 28. Name something you can’t wait for: Hixtape of course and also to get my flipping uni accommodation confirmation so I can start planning my room! 29. When was the last time you saw your mom: About 30 seconds ago, she’s in the kitchen 30. What is one thing you wish you could change in your life: I wish I was more confident and sociable (I’m a lot better than I used to be but it’s still something I’m working on!) 31. What are you listening to right now: Nothing, although I’ve been recently rediscovering Yoongi’s mixtape, specifically The Last... It’s making me emo af. 32. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: Yeah I know of so many Tom’s 33. Something that is getting on your nerves: My menopausal mother (sorry mum) and my over helpful, dithering grandmother (put them both together like now and i want to take a long walk off a short pier)  34. Most visited website: I guess here or youtube
LOST QUESTIONS. I JUST PUT IN RANDOM INFO ABOUT ME 35. Mole/s: A few like flat big freckle ones but none that i would really call moles because they aren’t raised?? How do you even know what’s a mole and what isn’t? 36. Mark/s: oh man my knees are basically made of childhood scars, I also have a big scar on my arm from when i broke it, and various other tiny scars across my body, and a few bits of discolouration on my back from when i got sunburned really badly once 37. Chilhood dream: I wanted to be a vet 38. Hair color: My natural hair colour is like a light mousey brown, but at the moment it’s henna red 39. Long or short hair: uhh short i guess, it’s in a bob that’s grown out a lil 40. Do you have a crush on someone: Not really 41. What do you like about yourself: I like my long, naturally curled eyelashes, and that I am quite an accepting person (at least i like to think i am) 42. Piercings: One in each ear, and my nose 43. Blood type: I have no idea, i tried to find this out before i went to korea as they believe the blood type=personality traits thing, but it seems to be actually quite hard to find out if you don’t already know.. 44. Nickname: Meg, v occasionally Meggie or (if you’re my mother and trying to annoy me) Meggie Moo 45. Relationship status: Single 46. Zodiac: Aries 47. Pronouns: she/her 48. Favorite TV show: Gosh I don’t know anymore, I don’t watch as much tv as i used to. I recently finished binging Skins (uk) though because i never got into it when i was a teenager 49. Tattoos: No, but i would like to get one one day 50. Right or left hand: left handed! (fun fact a lady i used to work with told me this is a sign of the devil and looked at me reproachfully lol) 51. Surgery: No cosmetic surgery, but i broke my arm pretty badly when i was 9 and had to have two surgeries to fix it and i still have a numb section down my right arm to this day from nerve damage! 52. Hair dyed in different colors: I have only ever dyed it red/coppery either with henna or proper dye 53. Sport: man i am the least sporty person you will ever meet! I was pretty good a hockey in school though and i enjoyed tennis and badminton too. 54. There’s no question here so fun fact: I currently have diamond shaped sunburn patches all down my arms from a lace-up armed top i was wearing yesterday, i’m such a fool. 55. Vacation: I would literally love to go anywhere and everywhere in the world, but right now I’m kinda feeling either Hawai’i (blame bts) or Florida 56. Pair of trainers: Do converse count as trainers? Because I live in my converse.
MORE GENERAL:
57. Eating: Nothing Right now, but i need to go make myself some lunch.       58. Drinking: Again nothing, someone get me some tea!
59. I’m about to: Go say hi to my grandma who has just turned up, then maybe go over to my dad’s and watch game of thrones with him 60. No question here either so another fun fact: I have hypermobility in some of my limbs, just like Jin does (his wiggly fingers) so my knees bend backwards (i think Jin’s knees do this too actually), which freaks some people out! The downside is apparently it’s awful for my joints, I’m such an old lady! 61. Waiting for: My uni accommodation! 62. Want: So many things, love, money, a job, MY UNI ACCOMMODATION 63. Get married: Eh, maybe if the right person comes along, although i think it will be v different from a traditional type of wedding eg i hate how traditionally the bride is given from man to man and takes the husbands name, I would like to mash our names together to make a cool new name for us both... idk i guess i would just have a more feminist/egalitarian version of a marriage/wedding if i get married. 64. Career: Uuugh I don’t even have a job at the moment, and i doubt i will even when i finish my degree lol oh the hopelessness of adulthood
WHICH IS BETTER 65. Hugs or kisses: Hugs 66. Lips or eyes: Both?? I guess lips if i HAD to choose. 67. Shorter or taller: It doesn’t make a difference to me bc im short as hell anyway so anyone i date it always gonna be taller than me no matter how short they are... 68. Older or younger: i would prefer older but i guess so long as it’s not too much younger i wouldn’t mind so long as they are mentally mature enough. 69. No question here: Then you’re gonna get no answer. 70. Nice arms or nice stomach: nice arms i guess 71. Sensitive or loud: Sensitive 72. Hook up or relationship: Relationship preferably, but all i ever seem to get are hook-ups! 73. Troublemaker or hesitant:  I guess troublemaker so long as it’s not damaging
HAVE YOU EVER: 74. Kissed a stranger: Yes 75. Drank hard liquour: Yes 76. Lost glasses/contact lenses: I lost a pair of sunglasses recently.. 77. Turned someone down: Yes 78. Sex in the first date: I haven’t actually properly dated anyone in ages.. 79. Broken someone’s heart: Not that i know of 80. Had your heart broken: Yes, but not by a romantic partner, just a best friend, they can do that too unfortunately.. 81. Been arrested: No although apparently i once when i was 16 i got blackout drunk and started hammering on a police car door (with the policemen inside) and they had to get out and tell my friends to take me home or they would arrest me (im so goddamn embarrassed about that)  82. Cried when someone died: Of course, who doesn’t? 83. Fallen for a friend: No
DO YOU BELIEVE IN: 84. Yourself: i have nothing else to believe in so, YES 85. Miracles: I don’t think so 86. Love at first sight: Again, I don’t think so 87. Santa Claus: Of course, what are you saying?!?!?! 88. Kiss in the first date: Yeah why not if i like them enough 89. Angels: No
OTHER: 90. Current best friend’s name: I don’t think i have just one, but i guess my oldest friend and friends i se the most are Jenny and Hannah 91. Eyecolor: Green/blue/turquoise, it depends on the light (yes im THAT white girl, fight me it’s a thing) 92. Favorite movie: Ah man i couldn’t tell you i just don’t know sorry!
Tagging: @aw-yeah-jimin @grandpa-yoongi @sopehope @seoulsistersopi and i guess anyone else that wants to do it!
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soletuscreate ¡ 7 years ago
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so i haven’t made a personal post since 2015???? maybe 2014????? and my blog has been mostly a queue for several years and any life updates i have posted have been in tags of reblogs so hello again
i’ve been tagged in many tag/ask games over the past forever and i’ve started to feel bad for never doing it and i’ve started to miss doing personal posts again so this will be a very long posts of asks games that i never got around to doing (under a read more) so feel free to keep reading if you haven’t heard anything since i was 20 year old laura and want to hear more about 23 year old laura
(these are all tag/ask games i’ve been able to find in the past year so thanks to everyone who has tagged me in games this year! and apologies if i never got to earlier ones, i hope to do more in the future as i’m tagged in them)
Tagged by @jessiemueller​
RULES: WE’RE SNOOPING ON YOUR PLAYLIST. SET YOUR ENTIRE MUSIC LIBRARY ON SHUFFLE AND REPORT THE FIRST TEN TRACKS THAT POP UP! THEN CHOOSE TEN ADDITIONAL FRIENDS.
 1. Girls/Girls/Boys -Panic! at the Disco  2. Seasons of Love- Rent (the movie version)  3. Take It Back- Ed Sheeran  4. 18- One Direction 5. Vanilla Ice Cream- Laura Benanti (She Loves Me 2016) 6. Migraine (Live from SXSW)- Twenty One Pilots  7. The Sun (Interlude)- Jukebox the Ghost  8. Making the Most of the Night- Carly Rae Jepsen  9. Disloyal Order of the Water Buffaloes- Fall Out Boy 10. Bibia Be Ye Ye- Ed Sheeran
Rules: Complete the survey and say who tagged you in the beginning. When you are finished tag 5 people to do this survey. Have fun and enjoy!!!
Tagged by @jessiemueller​
1: Are you named after someone? my mom had a doll named laura when she was little but otherwise she just always liked the name
2: When is the last time you cried? weirdly i don’t remember???? but it was probably in the past week
3: Do you like your handwriting? yes it’s neat and i get compliments on it but it’s very small
4: What is your favorite lunch meat? ham/turkey/chicken
5: Do you have kids? no and i don’t plan to (but can’t wait to be gay aunt laura)
6: If you were another person, would you be friends with you? probably??? maybe??
7: Do you use sarcasm? always
8: Do you still have your tonsils? yes
9: Would you bungee jump? probably not but it would be a battle between impulsive!laura and anxious afraid of heights!laura
10: What is your favorite kind of cereal? frosted flakes 
11: Do you untie your shoes when you take them off? never
12: Do you think you’re a strong person? -dennis reynolds voice- not physically emotionally??? it depends
13: What is your favorite ice cream flavor? americone dream 
14: What is the first thing you notice about people? how friendly and extroverted they are 
15: Red or pink? red
16: What is the least favorite physical thing you like about yourself? i don’t like being so short but i deal with it 
17: What color pants and shoes are you wearing now? grey jeans and no shoes just socks (but my shoes are grey also)
18: What was the last thing you ate? apple cider doughnut
19: What are you listening to right now? king of anything- sara bareilles
20: If you were a crayon, what color would you be? purple orange or yellow
21: Favorite smell? vanilla or orange
22: Who was the last person you spoke to on the phone? the pharmacy but if it’s a person then my sister
23: Favorite sport to watch? if i had to watch a sport it would be hockey
24: Hair color? brown
25: Eye colour? brown
26: Do you wear contacts? i’ve worn them since 4th grade but i plan to switch to glasses because my prescription is very strong and contacts are starting to bother my eyes
27: Favorite food to eat? pizza or 
28: Scary movies or comedy? comedy
29: Last movie you watched? according to netflix it was short term 12 (last year though i don’t watch many movies) but it was probably carol/waitress/imagine me and you 
30: What color shirt are you wearing? blue and grey
31: Summer or winter? summer i don’t like being cold 
32: Hugs or kisses? hugs
33: What book are you currently reading? none i don’t really read anymore unfortunately
34: Who do you miss right now? my sister
35: What is on your mouse pad? i don’t have a mouse pad
36: What is the last TV program you watched? grey’s anatomy
37: What is the best sound? snow crunching, skates on ice, kinetic sand cutting videos
38: Rolling Stones or The Beatles? neither but i guess the beatles??
39: What is the furthest you have ever traveled? los angeles when i was in high school
40: Do you have a special talent? i remember everyone’s birthdays without trying
41: Where were you born? boston!!!!!
tagged by @thefaultinourscarves
A- Age: 23
B- Biggest fear: as much as i want to leave school i don’t want to actually have to get a job and live independently 
C- Current time: 2:00 am
D- Drink you last had: diet pepsi
E- Everyday starts with: coffee, tumblr
F- Favourite song: there’s at least 10 but my brain keeps playing perfect places by lorde 
G- Ghosts, are they real: definitely
H- Hometown: boston/around boston massachusetts
I- In love with: all of my faves (besides sara bareilles) coming back with albums this year
J- Jealous of: people who supposedly have their life after school (although i know nobody really knows what they’re doing), wlw with girlfriends???
K- Killed someone: no?????
L- Last time you cried: probably in the last week 
M- Middle name: elizabeth
N- Number of siblings: 3
O- One wish: right now it’s to finish my thesis and graduate already 
P- Person you last called/texted: called: my sister texted: also my sister
Q- Questions you’re always asked: “what are you doing”
R- Reasons to smile: cats exist, lots of new music, being gay also to quote ari “the world is beautiful!”
S- Song last sang: i bet you look good on the dancefloor- arctic monkeys
U- Underwear colour: black
V- Vacation destination: usually the cape but if i could go somewhere ireland??? probably
W- Worst habit: changing the subject in the middle of a sentence or otherwise losing focus on something and switching tasks in the middle of doing something
X- X-rays you’ve had: hands feet and my knee because of arthritis
Y- Your favourite food: pizza
Z- Zodiac sign: gemini
tagged by @cassiopeia-chasing-the-moon​
rules: answer the questions and tag 20 blogs you want to get to know better
name: laura
family name: sheepan (close enough and what i use here)
gender: who knows anymore
star sign: gemini
height: 5 feet
age: 23
favorite color: purple
time rn: 2:05 am
hours of sleep: anywhere from 5 to 10 because of summer but could be more or less or average when the school year starts
lucky number: 6
last thing you googled: ed sheeran’s tour setlist and also what jimmy fallon’s ben and jerry flavor was for a previous question but decided it wasn’t one of my favorites (still good though)
favorite fictional character: sarah manning, cosima niehaus, alex danvers, juliet o’hara, rory gilmore, paris geller, lorelai gilmore
blankets you sleep with: 1 in warmer months 2 or more in the winter
favorite artists: sara bareilles, taylor swift, ed sheeran, lorde, haim, the summer set, jukebox the ghost, one direction, all time low
dream trip: ireland??? australia?
dream job: counseling, either grief counseling or in a school 
what you’re wearing right now: jeans and a long sleeved shirt
follower count: 1,958
posts: 102,824 i’ve been here forever and used to hit post limit EVERY DAY 
what do you post about: being a lesbian, cats, tv shows, bands, musicals?? i would get into detail but that would take forever 
most active followers: emofrenchfries, bookaddict7342, wenamedthedogkylo, themovieofmylifeasiliveit
when did your blog reach its peak: 2012-2013
why did you make this blog: charlieissocoollike made a video about tumblr and my friends from high school started making them 
do you get asks on a daily basis: no but occasionally i still do
why did you choose your url: it’s a dumb and outdated taylor swift reference from her unicorn shirt she wore in the 2013 ama’s + ‘after plaid shirt days’ i’ve been wanting to change it for a while but i still have to decide to what
countries you’ve lived in: united states
favorite fandom: orphan black??? sara bareilles fandom??? i guess??? fun and in my experience low fandom drama
languages you speak: english
favorite films: carol
last article you read: probably something about forgiveness for my thesis project
last thing you bought online: super smash bros for 3ds
last person you dreamt of: i don’t know???? i don’t remember a lot of my dreams
a recurring dream: literally adulthood and moving out of my house
phobias/fears: i’ve been developing irrational fears about driving, but also heights, public speaking, the general future
how would your friends describe you: funny, gay, smart??? i guess?? passionate??? loyal??? i haven’t asked recently
if you had $$$ to spend what would you buy first: a car?? clothes???
shuffle your song library and list the first three songs that play: guns for hands- twenty one pilots, undertow- sara bareilles, one night- ed sheeran
TAG GAME
Tagged by @jessiemueller​, @justputyourheartintoit​, @cassiopeia-chasing-the-moon​
rules: answer the questions and tag 20 blogs you’d like to get to know better
nicknames: lau (like law) very occasionally, sometimes laur but only by my roommate
time right now: 2:29 am
last thing i googled: ed sheeran’s tour setlist and also what jimmy fallon’s ben and jerry flavor was for a previous question but decided it wasn’t one of my favorites (still good though)
fave music artist: sara bareilles, taylor swift, ed sheeran, lorde, haim, the summer set, jukebox the ghost, one direction, all time low
song stuck in my head: anything from melodrama by lorde (usually perfect places, green light, hard feelings/loveless)
last movie i watched: probably carol
last tv show i watched: grey’s anatomy
what i’m wearing now: jeans and a long sleeved shirt (blue and grey)
when i created this blog: march 2011
the kind of stuff i post: tv shows, gay stuff, cats, aesthetic posts, musicals, bands
do i have other blogs: i have a journal blog and a 100% 1d blog
do i get asks regularly: very rarely now but sometimes
why did i choose my url: an outdated taylor swift reference (2013 ama’s unicorn shirt + ‘after plaid shirt days’)
gender: who knows anymore 
hogwarts house: hufflepuff
pokemon team: instinct
fave color: purple
average hours of sleep: 8-10 if i don’t have to set an alarm otherwise 5-8
lucky number: 6
favorite characters: sarah manning, cosima niehaus, alex danvers, juliet o’hara, rory gilmore, paris geller, lorelai gilmore
dream job: right now counseling (either grief or in a school)
number of blankets i sleep with: usually 1 but in the winter 2 
tagged by @thefaultinouscarves, @teaspoonemotionalrange​
Name: laura Nicknames: usually none but rarely lau (law) or laur Zodiac sign: gemini 
Height: 5 feet Orientation: super gay Ethnicity: white Favorite fruit: strawberries? Favorite season: spring Favorite book: the fault in our stars or harry potter (4 or 7) ((i know these are boring choices but i don’t read much anymore)) Favorite flower: daisies? 
Favorite scent: vanilla/orange Favorite color: purple Favorite animal: cat/penguin Coffee, tea, or hot cocoa: in order: hot chocolate, coffee, tea Average sleep hours: 8-10 Cat or dog person?: CATS Favorite fictional characters: sarah manning, cosima niehaus, alex danvers, juliet o’hara, rory gilmore, paris geller, lorelai gilmore 
Number of blankets you sleep with: 1 or 2 Dream trip: ireland but if we’re being really ambitious australia  Blog created: march 2011 Number of followers: 1,958  
rules: answer the questions with the first letter of your name, then tag 10 people. if the person who tagged you has the same initial, you must use different answers. you cannot use the same word twice.
tagged by @jessiemueller​
what is your name? laura a four letter word? love a boy’s name? lawrence an occupation? lawyer something you wear? lace a color? lilac a food? lime a place? louisiana something you shout? look out! a movie title? love, actually something you drink? lemonade an animal? llama a type of car? i got run over by a lexuuuuuuuus title of a song? love song- sara bareilles
Tagged by @jessiemueller​
♡ if i were a month: february, june, july, august, october
♡ if i were a day: saturday
♡ if i were a planet: venus
♡ if i were a god or goddess: aphrodite? athena?
♡ if i were a sea creature: do penguins count
♡ if i were a piece of furniture: desk or bookshelf
♡ if i were a gemstone: opal
♡ if i were a flower: daisy
♡ if i were a weather condition: warm and sunny
♡ if i were a color: purple
♡ if i were an emotion: according to quizzes on google: vulnerability or sadness
♡ if i were a fruit: strawberry
♡ if i were an element: water
♡ if i were a place: beach, library, my bed sleeping
♡ if i were a taste: combination salty sweet
♡ if i were a scent: vanilla
♡ if i were a song: i just want you- sara bareilles
♡ if i were a body part: eyes
♡ if i were a pair of shoes: converse 
20 facts about me
The rules: write 20 random facts about yourself so your followers can get to know you better then tag those who you want to know better (no limit) Tagged by: @teaspoonemotionalrange​ who only did 10 so i’m only going to do 10
1. i graduated with a psychology degree in 2016 and i’m currently working on a master’s degree in research psychology (focusing on forgiveness in friendships)
2. for the past 4 summers i’ve worked at a summer school in my town with special needs elementary school kids (preschool to 2nd grade)
3. i believe all time low and 5 seconds of summer are tied for the bands i’ve seen most live (3-4 times each)
4. i only got my license this summer at 23 (7 years after i got my permit the first time then it expired and i got it again last summer)
5. i have two cats (pretty girl and snowball)
6. my lockscreen is a collage of sara bareilles that i made and my homescreen is a different collage that i requested someone on tumblr to make
7. i’m supposed to be a bridesmaid for one of my college roommates who is getting married in 2019
8. i have adhd and you can see what i’m hyperfixating on if you pay attention to my reblogs (right now it’s supergirl but can also be legend of zelda (ocarina of time/majora’s mask), musicals (mostly waitress), and a lot of music you can visit my adhd playlist tag for a sort of comprehensive list)
9. if i’m at a bar (which is rare but happens) my go-to drink is whiskey and coke
10. i realized i was gay on october 24, 2013 (in the most boring way possible just sitting there and “what if i’m gay?” that was literally it)
@hightideswift asked:  Pass the happy along! When you get this, reply with 5 things that make you happy, then send it to the last 10 people in your activity! 
1. my cats
2. driving alone and getting to listen to my music
3. all my faves releasing new music this year
4. i’m theoretically almost done with grad school so eventually i’ll be working and doing my own thing 
5. late at night when i can stay up and watch netflix with snacks or listening to music without interruptions 
@bakedinabeautifulpie asked: 
Once you get this you have to say Five things you like about yourself publicly, then you have to send it to 10 of your favorite mutuals/followers (non-negotiable. Positivity is cool)
1. i’ve liked my clothing choices more now that i’ve had more money to buy my own clothes
2. i like being a lesbian and a part of the lgbt community
3. i like how passionate i can get about whatever i’m fixating on at that moment
4. i like my eyes
5. i like my hair now that it’s short
@jessiemueller​ tagged me in a “characters I relate to” post (it’s hard to separate characters i relate to from favorite characters so include the favorite ones i mentioned earlier 
alex danvers | supergirl
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cosima niehaus  | orphan black
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amy santiago  | brooklyn nine-nine
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jake peralta  | brooklyn nine-nine
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rory gilmore  | gilmore girls
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paris geller  | gilmore girls
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jenna hunterson  | waitress
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dawn  | waitress
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monica geller  | friends
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beevean ¡ 7 years ago
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Wanted Random Thoughts
The Trial: 
- Ok, so the lawyer Gem is Zircon, both Blue and Yellow (Green?) Zircon have the same Gem placement for some reason, and she is voiced by Amy Sedaris like I hoped =D bring in the crossover memes!
- I feel bad for the poor thing, she's like... in a twisted version of Farewell, My Turnabout from Justice For All. From her perspective, she's forced to defend a horrible criminal, who also isn't even trying to help her case, and if she loses, SHE'll be shattered. "Most unlucky Zircon in the galaxy" indeed.
- (also it's been 100% confirmed that the same type of Gem can work for a different Diamond. And Gems under YD are all smug smirking pricks)
- Speaking of Zircon... she's the very first Gem that reminded me that Gems' bodies are fake. She looks so unreal, with her blocky clothes (so blocky her sleeves don't have holes) and her hairdo/headscarf thing. She also looks like she's wandered here from Gravity Falls, but that's another matter.
- Is... is Blue Pearl doodling during the trial? Can you stop being adorable for one second? (nah, who am I kidding, knowing SU this will be foreshadowing for her rebellion :V)
- They actually called Eyeball as a witness. Even after five seasons, I'm so happy when they acknowledge continuity like this. Glad to see Navy saved them all, too.
- Blue Diamond continues to be the most chilling of the two known Diamonds and to have the most beautiful voice in the entire cast. I love her so much <3 just seeing Steven alone in front of the Diamonds is a very powerful moment. (and I think they got even taller than the last time?)
- Steven trying to imagine how Rose Shattered PD, while making sense in the narrative, was such a moment of cringe that I just had to skip.
- "IT WAS A SWORD!" ... wow. When BD asked how did Rose shatter PD, I thought that she suspected that Steven is not the real Rose. And holy fuck that display of power SHE HAS THE POWER TO MAKE PEOPLE CRY IT'S COOL AND HILARIOUS AT THE SAME TIME
- no, seriously, I think she has the power of projecting her emotions, and it nicely explains how Steven, a natural empath, was affected by her even when so far away
- A sword, huh? Guess Bismuth just couldn't help herself but making the sword more deadly that Rose asked for. There's more to it, I'm sure.
- "Where was her Pearl?" Oooh, could it be? Could it be that we know who she was? =D And the expressions on YP and BP's faces... the lightes interpretation is that they're shocked that a Pearl didn't do her duty. But... I think they know something.
- "Someone... like one of YOUUUUU!" Welp, Zircon is so desperate she wants to die already. Also I can't help but notice that she accused both Yellow and Blue, the ones in front of her... but not White. Not "one of you three". Mh.
- BD has the power to make people cry, and YD to fry their ass in a second. That's... a bit of an imbalance.
- "giant crazy chicks" oh Lars
- HOMEWORLD HOMEWORLD THE REAL HOMEWORLD
- IT LOOKS SO ALIEN AND THERE'S A SILHOUETTE OF WHITE DIAMOND
- AAAAAAAA
Off Colors:
- rip palanquin
- "I think that movie... was about dinosaurs" That's the closest they could reference Jurassic Park, isn't it?
- THOSE RED GEMS REMIND ME OF THE GEM EXPERIMENTS IN THE KINDERGARTEN AND I'M UNCOMFORTABLE
- So the "off colors" are the defective Gems that should have been shattered. That's interesting. Considering how Holly Blue addressed the Beta Quartzes, it kinda sounds like a slur.
- "What is this place?" A long love letter to The Enigma of Amigara Fault.
- A PERMAFUSION OF A PEARL AND A RUBY (?)!!!!! RHODONITE!!!!!! I love her already =D
- The pink and green Sapphire was the only thing I was spoiled by, thankfully. And now I understand why someone found SU spoilers in the Princess Peach tag.
- Is Padparadscha's defect her vision? Like, she predicts things too late? I have a feeling I'll love her too. (it would be so funny if she also had two eyes as a defect)
- WHAT IN THE FRESH HOLY FUCK IS THAT CREATURE
- Huh. I think I just got answered on the question "How is cross-gem Fusion seen now after 5000 years?". Apparently, the Fusions have to hide with the defects. Nothing's changed! =D
- Fluorite's a six-Gems Fusion? And she doesn't seem to be unstable at all (aside for the fact that she speaks really slowly and looks like a caterpillar). I'm impressed.
- I kinda wish Rhodonite Fused with Padparadscha to form a weird version of Sardonyx.
- Awwww the did the chest five <3
- Lars just took his first level in badass! I'm so proud of him!
- Yep, I love Padparadscha. I love how our Sapphire is stoic and cold because she can see the future, while Padparadscha is so happy-go-lucky because she can't and she pretty much lives in the moment.
- LARS NO
- ... they can't do that, can they? They can't kill a major minor character while he's in the middle of a massive CD D:
- Oh. That's... fortunate. Now Steven has healing tears.
- ... at least now he doesn't have to drool all over people.
- I'll miss Lars' red hair =(
- WAIT I GET THE TITLE NOW LARS IS OFF COLOR
Lars' Head:
- New storyboarder! Madeline Queripel!
- I hope Lars will joke how the sissiness of his pink skin is balanced by the badass scar on his eye.
- Wait. Lars turned into a human version of Lion. Is... is that how he was created? Did Rose resurrect a normal lion?
- "You're going to... possess me again?" Why, why do you love to remind me of That Episode?
- I wish I could send someone the frame of Steven's foot in Lars' hair with no context
- "You're Fusing!" don't tease us like that Rhodonite
- Oh, he created another little island next to the one in Lion's mane! That one was Rose's, and now Steven has his own! ... although I find a bit more unethical to use a human being as you pocket dimension.
- ... what. He can go home that easily? It feels... cheap.
- Well, I guess they can't go that route because Lars can't go in his own hair.
- Lars isn't hungry... did he gain other superpowers?
- No Lars don't stay behind, what about Sadie? What about your parents? They love you and you know it D:
- “You brought me back to life, let me be someone who deserved it” Damn it Lars don’t make me cry with your relatability OF COURSE YOU DESERVE TO LIVE 
- Welp, it's official, Lars became my second favorite human behind Greg. I hope we'll see him and the other off colors soon.
- ok but I wanted to see Greg's reaction when they told him Steven went in space to die
Conclusion: What can I say? Beautiful bomb. There wasn't an episode that I found less than excellent. New interesting characters (Rhodolite and Padparadscha are my new faves), new hints to old questions, and tons of CD for our Lars, who I can’t believe I used to hate.
... now I just want answers on that white silhouette.
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