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[chloroform-angel]

Happy New Year!!! ❤️

. Rot

Happy new year hon!!! Ily and i hope next year treats you nicely 🫂🖤

[chloroform-angel]

@zennotixs made me think of you <3

Major Arcana Yandere Asks

0. The Fool- Do you believe that you and your darling will live happily ever after?

I. The Magician- Would you ever use your abilities or status on your darling or to protect them?

II. The High Priestess- How is your innermost self like?

III. The Empress- How do you handle your darling’s friends and loved ones? Are you welcoming of other relationships (platonic/familial/etc.) in your darling’s life or are you more wary of them? 

IV. The Emperor- Is controlling your darling (consensually) important? How much of their life do you ideally want to dictate? 

V. The Hierophant- Do you define your feelings as pure obsession or possession, love, lust, love/hate, or something else?

VI. The Lovers- Would you care about your darling’s past or current romantic relationships, if any? 

VII. The Chariot- What expectations or standards do you have for your darling? What do you ultimately desire?

VIII. Strength- Do you bend your whims to better suit your darling’s needs or do you prioritize your own wishes?

IX. The Hermit- Would you be content with only watching your darling from afar or do you feel the need to interact directly with them? Or does it vacillate between the two? 

X. Wheel of Fortune- What makes you angry? How difficult or easy is it for you to recover?

XI. Justice- Are there things that you want to hide from your darling at all costs? If so, what?

XII. The Hanged Man- How much effort do you put into making your darling happy?

XIII. Death- Would you hypothetically ever want to kill your darling? Or want to “kill” the undesirable traits of your darling, if you believe there are any? 

XIV. Temperance- Is there anything that your darling could say or do that would make your feelings for them waver? Would you be able to bounce back or would it permanently change how you view them? 

XV. The Devil- How outwardly passionate are you around or about your darling?

XVI. The Tower- If you saw your darling in danger, how would you respond? And how would you react if they got mad at you?

XVII. The Star- How affectionate are you, if at all?

XVIII. The Moon- How sensitive are you to your darling's behavior and feelings? How much do they influence yours?

XIX. The Sun- How would you react if your darling gave you affection? What is your internal thought process like? 

XX. Judgement- How do you ultimately view your darling? As someone greater than you, someone lower than you, or somewhere in between?

XXI. The World- How do other people view you?

I do admire tarot and the game The Arcana. One of my favourite decks in terms of art is The Marigold Tarot by Amrit Brar, which I used for the image. The red edit is from here and the asks are based off of this post and this post.

[puppetmaster13u]

Prompt 324

Is Mermay Over? Yes. Is that going to stop me? No. 

So, Danny and Jazz might’ve run off to their uncle’s- they love their parents, don’t get them wrong, but even with at least one person in each generation of their family ending up a villain, they’re… intense. And they were getting that I’m going to destroy the government for this, look on their faces. 

SO! Off to Uncle Crane’s, the somehow responsible one of the family. Seriously, how the Gotham Rogue is somehow the responsible person is… well, it’s a story to be sure, but hey, he’s actually pretty chill. And sometimes you need fear to eat and survive, they get it, it’s a liminal thing and a ghost thing. 

Siren thing? 

Look, it’s something to do with how ecto interacts with the body of a living or partially living person, even if they’re all still baffled about the how and why. Then again, it’s not particularly important at the moment, they’re in Gotham now and vibing in one of their uncle’s homes. 

Honestly? They see why he didn’t move away after university, this place is pretty chill. Well, save for the fact the waters are horrible unless you’re used to it, but that’s what the tanks indoors are for. Even if Danny is the only one of them that has like, a proper fully aquatic form at the moment. 

But honestly, doesn’t really matter. They’re pretty chill, even if the local furry brigade keeps breaking into their warehouses? Like damn, it’s not like their uncle is even currently doing rogue work, chill. 

[tomhardymyking]

I love the idea that they only leave 𝗩𝗲𝗻𝗼𝗺 and 𝗘𝗱𝗱𝗶𝗲 in the posters that are having of 𝑽𝒆𝒏𝒐𝒎: 𝑻𝒉𝒆 𝑳𝒂𝒔𝒕 𝑫𝒂𝒏𝒄𝒆 ❤️ because, 𝗧𝗼𝘅𝗶𝗻, 𝗢𝗿𝘄𝗲𝗹𝗹 𝗧𝗮𝘆𝗹𝗼𝗿, 𝗞𝗻𝘂𝗹𝗹 may appear, yes, but it will be full 𝗩𝗲𝗻𝗼𝗺 x 𝗘𝗱𝗱𝗶𝗲 𝗕𝗿𝗼𝗰𝗸 🥰💝

You can see more in the photos, they uploaded new ones to celebrate that tickets can now be bought in the United States 🎟️! Tomorrow in the United Kingdom, and in Spain on the 16th 💓

𝗧𝗼𝗺 uploaded a story too, which made me have a lump in my throat because of his words 🥺💖 (He will continue appearing in more projects 🙌🏻)

I also have to say that I love there are collaborations with food places, video games, etc., to promote the film 👏🏻😍❤️‍🔥

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Me encanta la idea de que solo salgan 𝗩𝗲𝗻𝗼𝗺 y 𝗘𝗱𝗱𝗶𝗲 en los pósters que están habiendo de 𝑽𝒆𝒏𝒐𝒎: 𝑬𝒍 Ú𝒍𝒕𝒊𝒎𝒐 𝑩𝒂𝒊𝒍𝒆 ❤️ Porque, ya puede aparecer 𝗧𝗼𝘅𝗶𝗻, 𝗢𝗿𝘄𝗲𝗹𝗹 𝗧𝗮𝘆𝗹𝗼𝗿, 𝗞𝗻𝘂𝗹𝗹, que está será full 𝗩𝗲𝗻𝗼𝗺 x 𝗘𝗱𝗱𝗶𝗲 𝗕𝗿𝗼𝗰𝗸 🥰💝

Puedes ver más en las fotos, subieron unos nuevos para celebrar que, ¡ya se pueden comprar las entradas en Estados Unidos 🎟️! Mañana en Reino Unido, y en España el 16 💓

Además 𝗧𝗼𝗺 subió una historia, que me hizo tener un nudo en la garganta por sus palabras 🥺💖 (Seguirá apareciendo en más proyectos 🙌🏻)

Y he de decir también que me encanta que estén habiendo colaboraciones con sitios de comida, videojuegos, etc., para promocionar la película 👏🏻😍❤️‍🔥

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[megalophobic-astronomer]

if drawing slutty fish was a crime id be on death row

[chloroform-angel]

I GOT DR PEPPER MONSTER AND VODKA AMENWKRJ

I HAVE CHOCOLATE COVERED PRETZELS AND CHAMPAGNE..

[sciderman]

Scott should be the next Oracle of Delphi, saw all the signs and we didn't believe them.

controversial take but x-men origins wolverine fucks

[lazaruspiss]

Batman (1940) #427 | Nightwing (1996) #149

[moonbear-from-space]

So new Venom trailer has been dropped in Russia with a small sneak peak at what Toxin may look like? If that's supposed to be Toxin or Lasher? I have no idea who but hey new symbiote has been dropped!! Also a month to go folks it won't be long now! :D

[chloroform-angel]

SCREAMING AHHHH I HOPE YOUR JOURNEY WITH THEM ALL AND IT PERIOD IS AMAZING 🥹🥹🥹 I'm always here for questions and stuff to help the best I can 🖤

New blog!!! I’ve decided to (finally) listen to the callings and begin my Hellenistic Polytheism journey. Dionysus, Aphrodite, and Hekate have always reached out to me - especially in recent years - and it’s felt more and more like I need their support. So, this is me officially accepting their calls and beginning my journey!

I’ll be documenting it all and posting about it on @zennsaltars. This blog will also contain witchcraft.

[noirrelite]

me omw to the toxin elemental sortie (I brought a shieldgating build and will die instantly even if I press 3)

did you know there's a country version of Ballin' :>

[chloroform-angel]

the chariot and the moon for the major arcana asks ♡

VII. The Chariot- What expectations or standards do you have for your darling? What do you ultimately desire?

– I don't have any,, I just want them to love me and only be with me and spend time with me <3 Someone to love me the way I love and to feel the same as I do and for them to accept me how I am,,

XVIII. The Moon- How sensitive are you to your darling's behavior and feelings? How much do they influence yours?

– Very. 100% everything about them effects how I am and it's very damaging as of right now. I hate it so much and I wish they would realize that everything they do and feel effects me just as much as them and sometimes even more

[toxintouch]

so I found your post about what if the cult that raised Unnamed MC was one of Vere's old cults and I just had a few thoughts. a Deicide Vere flavored thoughts.

(also I apologize in advance because this was a lot longer than I planned on it being lmao)

what if MC was meant to eventually be sacrificed? like, in an attempt to bring Vere back or something along those lines. and the MC knew they were going to be sacrificed; it probably played a decent factor in why they ran.

so how would MC react to finding out that Vere was the very deity that they grew up worshipping, had grown up knowing that they would eventually be sacrificed to him in a vain attempt to bring him back?

maybe the Devout Follower part of them hadn't been snuffed out by the time they met Vere. maybe all the old habits they tried to leave behind started to come back after being face-to-face with their god. maybe, in a scenario where something, or someone, would have to be sacrificed in order to remove the collar, they would decide to be almost exactly what the cult raised them to be: a sacrifice, but to free him instead of bringing him back?

or, alternatively, the Devout Follower part of them had been completely snuffed out by the time they met Vere. how would they react to finding out that, after all that running, they somehow managed to end up within arms reach of the very thing they had been running from? what if they choose to run again because of it, just up and leaving Eridia, leaving Vere still chained to the Senobium?

and of course: how would Vere react? MC being an ex-follower of his is one thing, but them being an ex-follower and an eventual sacrifice? someone who once fervently worshipped him and was, at least at some point in their life, fully willing to lay down their life for him with no guarantee it would even lead to anything?

(or how would he react to the "MC just fucking leaves" scenario specifically? sure, Normal/Canon Vere would be going through it, especially if him and MC were close, but Deicide Vere? yeah I think that would be his breaking point)

I don't mind the length at all!! I'm the last person who would ever complain, many ppl will attest to my long DMs, etc. In fact, thank you for taking the time to write out your ask and tysm taking an interest in my beloved Deicide Flavored Vere! ˗ˋˏ ♡ ˎˊ˗ Sorry it took all day to respond, I wanted to be able to set aside proper time to read your message and consider! :3 You're picking up what I was thinking abt for sure with your sacrifice train of thought! Though I'll admit I was thinking more of MC being a less literal sacrifice - chosen as the conduit or the one who is supposed to find Vere and bring him back to his people now that he has disappeared.

Oh, but the literal sacrifice angle is juicy. And less convoluted/more clear than how I was trying to make the pieces fit, when I made that post? I let myself get stuck on the thought that I wanted MC to feel...fashioned for Vere, but I was thinking, perhaps, too logically & not cult-y enough, lol.

✦ Perhaps MC thought - when they were a child? - that they would be alive to meet Vere when he came back, but once they became older they realized that: no, they were to be a sacrifice to bring him back. They had to be ready to die for him. And they are only acting as Oracle in stead of their deity until they become strong enough to divine his return, which they (via the cult's teachings) believe will require them to sacrifice themself to him, to die...

But once they realize that their curse is a curse and not a god-given ability that's been granted to them... What else isn't true?

✦ Or perhaps they realize that to be a sacrifice is to die for their god at the same time they realize the truth about their hands, like you suggested, and they knew that they had to flee for the sake of their life and for the sake of finding freedom. They finally saw the gilded cage they had been kept in.

I definitely want to further explore the branching thoughts & paths of Sacrifice!Unnamed grappling with their Devotion vs Apostasy, but I don't want to keep you waiting too long for an answer so I will just resolve to make relevant posts as I consider more/write more! Until then:

✦ I think, even if they want to say that they have left all of their devotion to their god behind...old habits die hard. Things slip through the cracks. No matter how tightly you think you've closed the door, a sliver of a shadow can still find its way into the room where you thought you were safe and alone.

✦ In this MC's mind, they have always been Vere's.

✦ And Vere... [incoming POV shift to match the original Deicide fic]

His own autonomy is important to him, yes, but he's a hypocrite at heart. He's a glutton. He craves power. And he craves you.

He didn't put the collar on his own neck.

But you did.

You belong to him; you were made for him.

You devoted yourself to him, chained yourself willingly and he's not about to allow you to take all the oaths and prayers and the sweet, secret whispers you've given to him back.

(Oh, but he’d have been a kind god to you. Eventually. In that other time, that fictional reality where life is fair. You can earn his kindness, but never his mercy. It isn't in him to be merciful.)

You can't take your devotion back. He has a taste for it now. The only way he's letting it die is if he devours it whole.

And how had he not recognized the taste of himself already on you? How had he failed to notice, so distracted by your enticing promise, that he'd already laid claim? He's been woven into your life from the very start. He didn't even have to go to your town to demand you. You came to him.

(He'll reward them, still, the dregs of his followers – a quick death when he kills them for leaving their hand prints all over what they knew was his, for the suffering they inflicted on you that was his to mete out – suffering that was his to bless you will, as punishment or otherwise.)

And the depth of your devotion? That presses into him, something tender and cutting, unfamiliar or at least long forgotten. He'll reward you once he's satisfied with your repentance. Once you've renewed your faith in all the ways he sees fit.

(How shall be react to your willingness to die for him? It's been so long since he's had something to lose...)

✦ Deicide!Vere is such a mess of feelings. I think he would have a lot of trouble deciding what to do about Sacrifice!MC being willing (currently or previously) to die for him.

✦ The complexity of the matter is that: Were it anyone else, he wouldn't hesitate. He'd be pleased to throw them into harm's way if it meant being free. But Deicide!Vere has been lonely, searching for something - someone - like him for so long. I think he sees the potential of Sacrifice!MC as the one person outside of himself that he could really treasure. (AKA love) They're the "thing" he wanted most, before he lost his freedom. Being confronted with a situation where he may have to sacrifice one of his greatest desires for the other? Even he's not sure what he would do, if the situation arose as such. So he pushes that thought and that feeling away. My vision of Vere is that, though he is somewhat scheming, he is also impulsive and driven by hedonism. For regular Vere, I'm sure he pushes it away until it has to be an impulse decision. For Deicide Vere? This is the shittiest, no-win scenario. Low luck stat really comin' thru.

✦ Re: MC just fucking leaves scenario: I think you're right that something about that breaks him. The rejection. The idea that they've found him unworthy, not the other way around. But most of all: the abandonment. That they would leave him to suffer, presumably forever.

He's their god, yet it's them who's sentenced him to hell.

✦ Another thought I often consider: MC succeeds in removing his collar and even manages to survive doing it. But they don't chose to stay with him. He's been mistrusting of them, too cold and harsh and unwilling to see them as an equal (or at least: unwilling to admit that he does). And so, they lay the collar at his feet and leave. One last supplication, the final prayer from their lips being: "Goodbye, Vere." And the door is firmly shut, this time. He's free but he's back where he started. Searching. Alone. (He knows they're out there somewhere, but they've surpassed him in order to free him. If he hides in the shadow, they hide - they live in the places that match their golden veins, and he can't find them there.)

✦ He thought he could find them anywhere. But he's lost their scent....

I know my reply was a little bit messy, but hopefully I've answered in a way that was fun to read! and maybe even scratched some of the Deicide!Vere itch for anyone who, like me, is constantly infected. Ty again for joining me in my little brainrot corner!

p.s. lmk if i didn't answer/can answer anything more specific that u were hoping for an answer to, it's been kinda a week for my brain!

[purple-petrichor]

Gero and Scars

MarriageToxin Theory Time: Gero is horribly scarred. Specifically, on his torso.

Let's explore this:

>>Already has a facial scar

Gero is a bit unique among romcom protagonists for having a visible facial scar. And that one looks CHEMICAL. We know that Gero's upbringing was rough--was it due to his harsh poison training? If so, there's no way that treatment didn't leave other lasting marks elsewhere on his body.

>>Clothing as cover

Through the series so far, Gero tends to hide his body. He's shy to begin with, leaping away from nudity (with Kinosaki in chp 1, and with Ushio chp 91). But this also applies to himself as well. Gero is largely conservative about his own clothing.

He wears big, baggy clothes. Never goes anywhere without his coat either (although the character profile notes this is due to his job--lots of poison compounds hiding under there). It's relevant to note that we haven't seen him shirtless yet, despite other male characters (Sound User, Ushio's gym-obsessed uncle) stripping down.

Furthermore, when on the Ocean date with Himekawa, Gero wears a FULL WETSUIT. He really covers as much of his body as possible.

>>Hesitance around physical intimacy

Although this is a smaller point, it could perhaps be relevant. We know that Gero is very anxious about touch. Over the course of lots of character development he's become much more comfortable (such as being on Arashiyama's lap) with it, but in early chapters he used to physically flinch away and duck out of reach (Kinosaki, Ureshino). This could hint at a deeper discomfort with touch and physical intimacy--maybe he's subconsciously afraid of what people might 'discover' if they get too close.

>>All for the family

We have heard Gero speak about his childhood upbringing, and it was not a happy one.

The Poison Clan has no problem abusing their children if it means competent heirs. We see 'sensei' hitting him to the point of internal injury. And we also see him as an older boy, trembling as he works with chemicals.

Furthermore, when it comes to facial scars, his cousin Teruaki has one as well, at one eyebrow. It runs in the family, being a trauma that leaves marks both seen and unseen. Come to think of it, it's a bit strange that his sister Akari doesn't have one? If she does, where is it? I swear to god if that was because of some twisted sexist reason like 'don't ruin the girl's face so we can marry her off' ughhh Either way, in the Gero clan, there's no way you get out unscathed. Literally.

>>Survivor of a death game

This has not been fully elaborated on in-canon, but the implications have been fairly strong. The Poison Clan appears to select (or perfect) their heir by having children go through a set of trials. The survivor (?) becomes the official heir. Gero himself refers to this as essentially a death game.

It would be impossible to get out of this kind of Hunger Games without receiving some nasty injuries. Especially given the kinds of chemical substances that these potential heirs may have played with. Not to mention, the scene with him in kimono is the first appearance of that incredibly suspicious scar around Gero's eye, which I suspect may have a dramatic reveal later on. Really, I wouldn't be surprised if his body is littered with scars and/or other chemical burn marks.

What if Gero takes his shirt off and we just see a battlefield.

EDIT: slightly jossed by this counterpoint:

>>Arms

We do see a bit more skin than usual in his cat cafe date! Arashiyama really has a way of loosening him up. Here, the front of Gero's arms are visible, all the way to the mid-biceps. And....there's no scars. No suspicious chemical burns or missing fingertips. Hmm. Maybe he's a miracle heir and managed to avoid all damage except his eye? Or there are scars, just hidden around where the T-shirt covers instead?

[scleracentipede]

1st day session of my scarecrow sleeve was complete yesterday but the lovely CurlyHorns at GhostShip Tattoos

So tired to today but so worth it! It was first day session (6 hours of tattooing with like a 20 mins break) and I’m sore af but so hyped about the tattoo and about continuing with the sleeve

[callie-bunnie]

kraft mac and cheese sauce glows under a blacklight.