#my sweetest cheollie

[gleamingyu]

ngl, seungcheol being in the audience for svt’s concert today made me tear up just a lil bit

[gyuwoncheol]

Let Me Love You

Pair: Scoups x f!reader

Genre: Fluff, Smut, established relationship, 18+ only (MDNI)

Summary: You just want to shower Cheol with all the love and softness in the world and he’s determined to do the same.

Warnings: sickening fluff, big dick!Cheol, porn with plot, very brief wrist pinning, oral (f. receiving), fingering (f. receiving), nipple play (f. receiving), allusions to subspace, multiple orgasms, back scratching, grinding, unprotected piv sex (stay safe kids), creampie, bulge kink, begging, swearing, dirty talk, hair pulling, marking, pet names, crying during sex (only cause the dick is so good but not mentioned as a kink), just them being so madly in love. Lmk if i missed smth!

WC: 5.3k

Note: completely self indulgent because i’m down BAD for Cheol. Plus, I really do believe in getting your boyfriend flowers too. I know Cheol would just LOVE it.

“What are these?” Seungcheol started the moment your face appeared on his screen, waving the bouquet in his hands

“Well hello to you too” you greeted, “and those are flowers”

“For?”

“For you, silly” you smiled, leaving a very dumbfounded Seungcheol on Facetime. His brows knitted together even more, eyes questioning your answers and the fact that you’re so nonchalant about it all.

Just 10 minutes ago, one of the staff handed him a buoquet of flowers when they called for lunch break during rehearsals and had told him it was from you

“Ooooh, Coups hyung has floooowersssss” DK had teased, only to call the attention of all 12 boys much to Sungcheol’s chagrin

While Joshua complimented the pretty pink wrapper and yellow ribbon that wrapped around the lilies and carnations, the rest of the boys teased their leader playfully. With Seungkwan even threatening that Cheol might have forgotten an important anniversary date of sorts and this was your way of expressing passive agression.

That was when Seungcheol’s overthinking went into overdrive. He was about 500% sure that wasn’t it, he never forgets milestone dates with you, but then again he had been very busy the past few weeks as they geared up for their Japan comeback. Maybe, just maybe, he did forget something which is why he quickly ran to his studio, flowers in hand and your facetime already on dial, his lunch long forgotten.

“Jagi, i’m being serious here”

You giggled at the sight of your boyfriend’s pout, “I am being serious too! Those are for you, baby. Didn’t you read the card?”

“I did! But is this a prank? Did I do something wrong? I didn’t forget a date, did i? Are you mad at—”

“Woah woah, Cheol, slow down” you interrupted, “i’m not mad. You did nothing wrong. Am i not allowed to simply get my baby some flowers?”

“Uhh… yes??” He responded, the statement sounding more like a question

“Yes, i’m not allowed?”

“Yes— i mean, no..” Seungcheol stuttered, “well, okay but why?!”

“Just because!” You shrugged on screen, highly amused by the confusion written all over your boyfriend’s face

“But baby, i’m supposed to get you flowers, not the other way around” he explained, admittedly feeling a tiny bit emasculated by the fact you got him flowers. He was used to getting flowers when they won awards or attended shows but no one has actually ever given him flowers for him alone

“Hey now! There is no such rule that only boyfriends can give flowers! I personally believe that boyfriends deserve getting flowers too!”

Seungcheol was opening his mouth, about to retaliate when you interrupted him once more, albeit softer this time, “Cheollie, those are for you. From me. I know you’ve been busy and tired lately, so i thought sending you some flowers might brighten up your day… the same way mine always does when you get me some”

He glanced at the buoquet of flowers sitting on his desk and then at you, the sweetest smile on your face and your eyes filled with love and that’s when it really hit him that this truly was a genuine gesture from you. You saw through the screen how a light blush slowly crept on his cheeks, his face shifting from that of confusion to being flustered.

“So… t-they’re really for me?”

“Mhmm.. all yours”

The shyest smile erupted from your boyfriend, the crinkles on his eyes appearing, “i love you baby. Thank you for these.”

Cheol held the flowers close to him, inhaling the sweet scent of lilies and actually giving the flowers a good look this time, noticing that it was actually big enough to cover his face and then some more. He loved the flowers you picked and the foliage accents that came with it, noting that you thought hard about what to put together to suit his liking.

“I love you too, baby. I’m proud of you.” You reminded

If he wasn’t a flustered mess awhile ago, then he surely is now. It’s not every day he gets treated like this, and when he thinks about how most boyfriends don���t actually get treated like this, his heart skips a beat at just how special he feels to have you in his life, simultaneously making a mental note to return the favor and give you all his love too.

“Cheol?” You called out, stepping out of your shoes and dropping your keys by the bowl near the door. It was late but for Seungcheol to be home at this time was still considered early. It was usual for rehearsals these days to stretch into the wee hours of the night.

You cleared your throat again as you stepped into the kitchen where Seungcheol was humming along with the soft r&b music that flowed through the speakers, his attention being occupied by the whole chocolate cake he was pulling out the box

“Jagi!” He exclaimed loudly, arms already opening wide and approaching you for a big hug. Your feet lifted off the ground as Seungcheol effortlessly picked you up and peppered kisses all over your face, reducing you to a giggly mess

“Someone’s in a good mood” you mused as he sat you on the counter with one sweet kiss on your lips and his arms still around your waist, “and you’re home early”

“Mhmm. Told the boys i needed to do some damage control after you sent the flowers”

“Cheol, we’ve been over this, you didn’t do—“

“I know, i know” he squeezed you where his hand rested on your hips, “i just said that to get me out early” a proud grin on his face.

“Babe!”

“What? It’s okay… you know they hate it when i get sulky when we’re fighting. They basically kicked me out of there”

“But that’s a lie! We’re not fighting, and you’re definitely not sulking”

“They don’t need to know that. And it’s okay, we had perfected the dance already” your boyfriend smirked, just happy he finally got some time with you before bed “cmon, there’s lots to do”

“Yeah? Like what?”

“Like cutting this cake i bought for you” a sheepish smile on his face, “i tried to go get you flowers too but by the time i got there, they were closing down and didn’t have your favorite ones, so i got the next best thing”

You cupped your boyfriend’s cheeks, erasing the pout that formed during his explanation, “my favorite chocolate cake is most definitely the next best thing, and besides, you didn’t even have to get me flowers, honey. Could you please just let the flower giving today be for you? I just want to shower you with random gifts too without you having to do anything back. Just let me love you, pleaaaase?”

With a scrunched nose, Cheol buried his face on your chest, “i don’t knoooow” he whined, “just— just maybe not in front of the boys again? Your gifts make me shy”

The laugh you let out was boisterous and loud and shook the whole of your body, “aww, did the leader get teased by his members today?”

“Yes. And it was NOT fun! Mingyu even got mad at me before i left, told me i needed to learn to say sorry first when we have fights”

You cooed at your boyfriend’s words, always happy to know that his members also had your back whenever they think Seungcheol did something bad to you

“Hey, but isn’t that the same train you rode on to get out of work early today?”

“Yes, but i didn’t want to be teased” he sulked

“Okay, big boy. No more flower deliveries in front of your brothers next time. Now, can we please eat that cake already?”

The treat right next to you was calling your name, it had been your favorite since you were in university and when Seungcheol had quickly discovered that if there was one sure fire way to get your spirits up, it would be a slice of that chocolate cake, he always made sure to get it for you on every celebration and apology. He delicately transfered a massive slice onto a plate before feeding you a forkful of it, a smile on his face watching you devour it as your legs happily swayed from the counter.

This, right here, in this kitchen with you and your cake and him and his flowers is what it’s all about, Seungcheol thought.

“Baby…” your boyfriend started shyly, “will you help me fix my flowers?”

“Of course, my love. How do you want them?”

“In a vase, on my bedside table” he answered without hesitation “so that i can see it right away when i wake up”

“Wow, looks like you haven’t thought this through at all, huh?” You teased, happy to know that the flowers were a successful gift

“You can’t blame me! They’re so pretty!”

A deeper blush painted Cheol’s cheeks, he hated to admit it but he did absolutely love the flowers you got him. To him, it was ultimately the nicest random gesture he’s ever gotten from someone he loved. Now he understood why you— and most girls— loved receiving flowers.

The both of you fell into a comfortable conversation as you arranged his flowers nicely in a vase while he fueled you with never ending forkfuls of cake.

When you had both retired to the bedroom, dishes cleaned in the kitchen and lights turned off, you happily set the vase of flowers on his bedside table like he asked

“Is this okay?”

“Mhmm.. more than okay” Seungcheol’s strong arms wrapped around your waist from behind, “they’re beautiful…” his lips ghosted on your neck as he admired the light colored petals

“You’re beautiful.” He said just slightly above a whisper with a wet open mouthed kiss on your neck

Your breath hitched when you felt him suck at the spot just below your ear, the air in the bedroom suddenly feeling hot and heavy. Sungcheol flattened his wet tongue on the spot to soothe it but only to resume sucking on it again. The repetitive motion surely leaving a bruise on its wake and making you weak on the knees as your hands gripped on his arms around your waist for support

“You like that, baby?” A low growl rumbled through his chest that sent tingles right between your legs

You wanted to say yes but all you could muster was a nod

“Words, baby”

“Yes!” You exhaled in a rush, rubbing your thighs together for reprieve

Your boyfriend squeezed your waist tighter, teasing “want more?”

You eagerly nodded, not one to waste time. Given Cheol’s schedule and your fair share of busy days in the office, it’s been a while since you both had been intimate

“I said, i need words”

“Cheollie, p-please” you whimpered so desperately

Luckily for you, Seungcheol had missed feeling you too and didn’t plan to tease you so much tonight. He pushed you onto the bed, and with way too much force, his hands pulled your dress shirt open, sending buttons flying to different directions

“Cheol!” You shrieked, but he couldn’t care less.

As one hand worked on getting you out of the blouse, his other hand skilfully unhooked your bra, exposing your breasts to him. You saw him lick his lips before hungrily diving in for your left nipple sucking and kissing and biting while his other hand all but traced the area around your right nipple lazily. The contrasting experience your breasts got had you writhing under his weight and clawing at his back to pull his own shirt off him

“Babe!” You called out loudly, snapping Seungcheol out of boobie land, “your shirt! Off! Please!”

A devilish smirk flashed on his face at your demand, he really loved it when you used your words in the bedroom. It had been something he’d taught you to do early on in your relationship when he realised you’d been biting your lips so much just trying to hold back from saying anything. He liked to hear you say what you want and did not want, and he especially loved it when you were being loud.

He reached over at the back of his shirt to pull it off in one swift motion, throwing the white oversized tee to the ground. Your eyes grew larger at the sight of his bare chest but before you could even do anything, his hand had snatched both your wrists and pinned them above your head

“Happy?” He asked, his biceps flexing above you as his eyes turned a few shades darker

“No” was the answer that came out of your mouth that shocked your boyfriend, “i want you to kiss me” you challenged

He didn’t need to be told twice. His lips latching onto yours immediately with fervor, happy to have found that you had already given access for his tongue to explore your mouth. There was no point in fighting for dominance, you were happy to submit yourself to Cheol, happy to just be held and loved by him after a while. With every move he made, the more wetness pooled in your panties, and as you lifted your hips to gain some friction, Seungcheol was quick enough to push your hips back down to the mattress 

"Easy, baby. Don't worry, I got you" he assured, finally giving you a chance to refill on oxygen and tangle your hands in his hair when your wrists were set free

He trailed down your body, covering every inch of your torso with wet open kisses, each second that held him back from where you wanted him just driving you crazy. And he knew this. You knew he knew it too, with the way he stopped right above the hemline of your pencil skirt only to look up to you with the most lust filled eyes 

"Baby, please... I need you right now" 

"Nuh uh" he chastised, his hands working on sliding the zipper down, loosening up your skirt so he could take it off you. "Need to taste you first" He said with another growl that has once again caused wetness to rush in your cunt

In a most lewd act, you stared dumbfounded at your boyfriend who buried his nose on your covered pussy, taking a deep inhale all while his eyes remained on yours, "You smell so fucking good, i can't wait to devour you" 

And devour you, he did. Your panties coming off in record time, his mouth latched onto your clit, sucking like it was the last piece of lollipop on earth. His teeth grazed at the sensitive bud before soothing it with a kiss and a hard suck, something he knew would make your eyes roll back. When you felt his finger travel up your slit, a strangled moan ripped out your throat, making your boyfriend smirk like a mad man. 

"God baby, you're so wet, you'll suck my fingers right in"

You would've disagreed if you didn't just hear the squelch that reverberated in the room when Seungcheol dipped his middle finger in your hole. Barely five pumps in and he thought it enough to already add a second digit, making your back arch off the mattress and tears prick in your eyes. A tight knot in your stomach making itself felt as you smiled, missing the feeling of an oncoming orgasm. 

"Fuck, Cheol!" you said through gritted teeth, the sensation of his fingers massaging your walls and his thick lips tugging at your clit was nothing short of heaven. His long fingers grazing the rough velvety spot inside you was enough to make you see stars

"Babe, I-i.. W-won't last l-long" You warned, the knot on your abdomen coiling as tight as the grip you had on his scalp 

"Hold on a little more, yeah?" your boyfriend requested, a determined look on his face when he looked up at you, a slight sheen on his face, "I Haven't even gotten a full taste yet" 

"THEN HURRY THE FUCK UP, CHEOL!" You screamed, slamming your fists on the bed, making Seungcheol laugh at your frustration 

"YES, MAAM!" he agreed, pulling his fingers out of you to form a perfect salute right before he sucked your juices from his fingers. Your whine at the loss of contact however, had quickly transformed into a moan when his wet tongue dove into your cunt. The slurping sound he produced being the most unholy thing you've heard tonight.

"FUUUUUUCK" You drawled out, shaking helplessly as you fought so hard to hold the orgasm that was begging to explode. You were right there, teetering off the edge.  

But the idiot below you had other plans, detaching his mouth at the exact moment you were ready to fall. A struggled sob racked through you. The knot that was so tight started to feel like it was moving away. 

"Cheooool" You scolded pathetically with a whimper 

"You taste like honey" He declared proudly above your pussy, the widest grin plastered on his face. It would've been innocently cute if he just wasn't glistening with your juices and if he didn't just deprive you of the one thing you've been longing for for weeks now.

"I wanna cum" you sobbed. It was supposed to come out like a bratty demand, but alas, that attitude can only last so long. "Please baby... let me cum" 

Bless Seungcheol's tongue, you thought. Because as quickly as the feeling went away, so did its return. And this time, with twice the intensity. He licked a fat stripe on the expanse of your pussy, stopping to swirl by your clit before diving back down to your hole.

It was when his thumb drew circular motions in sync with his tongue that you truly felt delirious

"Cum for me, baby" He said just above a whisper but it's all you heard. In mere seconds, the dam broke and your orgasm hit you like a wall, knocking the air out of your lungs and blacking your vision.

Your body shook and your thighs trembled, trapping Seungcheol's head in between. You wanted to push him away, fearing the overstimulation that you knew was fast approaching, but you were so far gone, like you had just ran 5 marathons straight. All while he was happily lapping up every single drop you were willing to give. Your orgasm seeming to last wave after wave sending you to a place only Choi Seungcheol could.

"Cheol, what the fuck was that?" You whimpered when your senses started kicking in and his face was now inches from yours 

He hummed at the sex-crazed look on your face, "hmmm. just the best meal of my life" proudly grinning once again before kissing you on the lips

You moaned in agreement, tasting yourself on him, your brain still reeling from the orgasm you just had. Your arms lazily wrapped around his neck, deepening the kiss when you started to feel the sensation of your limbs again. Admittedly, you were exhausted to your very core, but when you felt your boyfriend's painfully hard cock against your thigh, it's like your body willed itself to reenergize. 

Seungcheol felt your fingernails trace his spine, his jaw going slack at the sensation, allowing you enough chance to have your tongue explore his mouth. He loved it when you scratched and traced his back. And he surely loved kissing you. As morbid as it was, he always said that he could immediately die after making out with you and he would die a happy man. So lost in the feel of your mouth on his, he slightly jumped when he felt you palm his cock through his sweats. 

"Babe" he reprimanded, creating a small space between your bodies

"Cheollie" you whined, "you haven't— you haven't even..."

He chuckled incredulously at your words, surprised you still had it in you to go another round after he surely witnessed you cross another dimension from a long overdue orgasm, "Baby, it's okay. You're exhausted, and I can take care of this myself. Just want to make you feel good…. Jus’ wanna love you"

"Then do it" You replied breathlessly, "Make love to me, Cheol" 

Your bedroom smelled of sex but when Choi Seungcheol looked at you, your eyes big and doey, full of love more than lust, the brightest smile grew on his face, his cheeks almost hurting. He couldn't even mask it if he wanted to. It's like time had momentarily stopped for him as you laid there bare against his body, caged in between his arms, face inches just away from yours that he could feel your every breath tickle his lips. His heart was exploding with so much love and care and happiness that he could hear his own heartbeat sync with yours. Make no mistake: your bedroom smelled of sex, but in that moment, there was nothing but pure love in that room. 

"y/n, are you sure?" He asked one more time, cupping your cheek to make sure you were back to reality and you would answer him consciously.

You nodded softly at his words, your own hand coming to hold his, "Yes, I need you to make love to me, Cheol" you repeated loud and clear and with conviction, your hands pulling at the material of his sweatpants to get it off him

Seriously, his cheeks were hurting from smiling too much as he helped you get himself out of his boxers next. Your mouth immediately salivating at the sight of his dick slapping hard against his stomach. His tip was an angry shade of red, leaking with precum and god you just wanted so badly to suck him off. But that would be reserved for another time, maybe in the morning, you thought. 

"I love you, baby" were the words that came out of his mouth when he once again lay atop of you, grinding his cock on your pussy to coat it with your slick 

"i love you, too" You said with a whince when you felt his tip breach your entrance. 

"Breathe, jagi. Breathe." Seungcheol reminded you as he slowly entered you with every inch. Sure he had just given you the best foreplay of your life, but he knew himself that his fingers were only a fraction to the size of him. He especially knew that it had been awhile since you both had sex so the initial pain was definitely to be felt. His eyes were trained on your face and he noticed every sharp inhale, every shudder and whince, and every lip bite you did as you patiently took on his hard cock, knowing that soon enough the pain would turn into immeasurable pleasure. Seungcheol was breathing loudly as he continued pushing in slowly, hoping to get your breath to sync with his. 

"Doing so good for me, jagi" he whispered repetitively into your ears. 

When he finally bottomed out, he stayed completely still for you, feeling your nails claw at his back as if finding something to ground yourself onto 

"I'm right here, y/n. Right here." He reminded you with a call of your name, resting his chin on the crook of your neck which ought to do the trick for you. You were lucky enough to have your boyfriend know you like the back of his hand. It's what made sex with him always so intimate and sacred despite the very dirty things he was actually doing to you. 

"Cheollie, please move" You whimpered when you couldn't take the stillness anymore

Your boyfriend grinded on you to make sure of your request and when you moaned out his name in pleasure, he was assured you had asked him correctly. Seungcheol withdrew his full length, leaving just the tip of his cock inside you before slamming back in. The motion alone sending you higher on the mattress which made him grunt at the sight. 

"Fuck baby, you're so fucking tight" He groaned, the feeling of your walls fluttering on his cock just sending him into a craze of thrusting in and out of you 

You could feel every vein on his cock, as he pumped continuously. His balls slapping against your skin just adding to the lewd noises that your pussy was making as it took in all of your boyfriend's girthy length. 

He dipped his head low and captured your right nipple on his mouth during one particular thrust of his cock and the overwhelming feeling had your back arching off the mattress for the nth time that night, tears once again pricking your eyes at how good everything just felt

"B-babe.." you struggled to form words, "Ha..Hard—harder please!" You rushed out 

He was done teasing you awhile ago, now, he was going to make love to you like you so politely asked.

"what my baby wants, my baby gets" Seungcheol said assuringly, like he was rallying a battalion of soldiers. In one swift motion, he hooked your right leg on his shoulders and thrusted in you so deep, a string of profanities leaving your mouth as your second orgasm washed over you without so much as a warning. You were rendered so speechless that your boyfriend couldn't help but chuckle

"Fucking you so good, you can't even tell when you're cumming huh?" He said with a cocky smirk on his face, completely driving you insane. 

You wanted to form words, tell him how good he was, how good you felt, how you wanted to stop to process what just happened, but also needed more, but all your brain could do was form incoherent noises. This only prodded Cheol to grind his body on yours, leaving open mouthed kisses on your face and lips as you tried to make sense of that orgasm that came out of nowhere

“You like this baby? Like my cock inside your tight pussy?“ he continued, reveling at the fact that he had just made you cum for the second time that night

Your boyfriend hooked your other leg on his shoulder to effectively fold you in half with every thrust, hitting you so deep that you could feel him in your cervix.

"Cmon baby, one more yeah?" He asked with a deep groan.You couldn't even deny him of his favor, not when the new angle he's put you on already had another orgasm forming in your stomach so quickly.

He would deliciously shift between thrusting and grinding, you simply thanked the heavens you had a boyfriend who knew how to move his body so well. 

You experimentingly pressed your hand on the bulge that formed on your stomach where his cock would hit and in a flash, Seungcheol felt his own orgasm hot in his heels. He was so focused in making you feel good tonight that he forgot just how much he needed to cum too. The sight of him so deep in you, your boobs bouncing with every thrust, it was the perfect recipe to just drive him off the edge. 

"Babe— Baby... I won't last..." He tried to say, his attention focusing on hitting your gspot with every thrust to get you there with him 

"I- I know babe" you confirmed, not a stranger to the way his hips would stutter and his left brow would rise when he was about to come undone

You tightened your hold on him, your pussy sucking him in so tight making it harder for him to withdraw. He loved feeling your hole spasm. You brought him down to you by the neck, your mouth latching onto his collar bone to suck intently, willing it to turn purple by tomorrow. Cheol whimpered at the sensation, feeling delirious himself. 

"Babe—" 

"Cum in me, Cheollie" you interrupted him, "Give me all your love" 

Like magic words, Seungcheol came undone, his warm seed painting your walls white as he panted for air. His orgasm lasted so long that it set off your third one. Your cum mixed together as you both trembled from your own highs, whispering sweet nothings to each other. 

When he felt his toes finally uncurl, he collapsed onto the bed but not without rolling you on top of him so that he was still inside you. You could already feel your mixed sticky cum slowly leak out your pussy and onto his thighs but you couldn’t bother for now. You just wanted to stay close to Cheol as much as possible, ghosting your lips at the expanse of his chest, leaving lovebites in your wake.

After sex cuddles with your boyfriend was always like getting your favorite dessert after a hearty meal. And you knew this one would be extra special, especially after having such an intimate time together after so long. Not to mention the precious after care Seungcheol would shower you with in a few minutes. 

"I love you, jagi" you said, using the nickname he uses for you on him and adoring the happiness that adorned your boyfriend's face

His eyes smiled at you, holding you tight against his chest, "I love you too, baby" 

A cold bed was not what you expected to wake up to after the night you just had with your boyfriend, but it seems that at 6:32am, when you finally shut off your alarm, and decided to open your eyes, it was what you were greeted with. Cheol wasn't in his spot. You groaned audibly, annoyed at the fact that you woke up alone, but moreso because everything just felt sore down there. You knew Cheol hadn't left for work yet, his phone was still on his bedside table.

Speaking of the bedside table, it looked awfully empty and that's when it hit you: His vase of flowers were gone. Did he suddenly hit them and break the vase? Surely, you would've heard it shatter to the floor if that was the case. The sudden curiosity in your mind was enough to get you out of bed, albeit, wincing at every step you took down the stairs.

"Baby?" you called out when you heard Cheol's distant humming 

"Kitchen, my love" 

You caught him redhanded as you entered the kitchen, half of his flowers outside the vase while he tried to rearrange the other half that's left in it. A sheepish smile on his face, "Good morning" 

"Hmm... morning" You grumbled, immediately gravitating to his side to get some warmth, your face burrowing on his chest, "I wanted to wake up beside you" you complained 

"Sorry, baby. I just got used to leaving so early for work" 

"But you don't start until later at 9am you said. So why didn't you stay in bed?" You countered, not even caring that you were now full on whining like a kid throwing a tantrum 

Your boyfriend felt bad but not as much as he was enjoying your little fit 

"Sorry, baby" He said again, turning you to face him while he cupped your cheeks with his large hands, leaving a quick peck on your forehead "it's just that when i woke up the first thing i saw were your flowers— my flowers. And then I looked at you and I was just so happy, I can't even explain it. Like nothing could ruin my day. So I took the vase cause I want to transfer some of them. I'll leave half of them on my bedside table, and the other half i'll put in another vase I can bring to work and place in my studio. That way, i'll be reminded of you… and then work won't feel so gloomy after all" he grinned, more than proud of his wonderful idea.

With the way Seungcheol enthusiastically explained his plan, you couldn't be mad. It tugged at your heart strings how happy the simple gesture of gifting him flowers was. You pinched his cheeks softly, endeared at the handsome, happy face smiling back at you. "I love you, Cheol" 

If every night ended up like last night and your boyfriend was this excited every day he got flowers, you made a mental note to make a subscription at the flower shop for flowers delivered especially for Choi Seungcheol.

[cheolhub]

Sar darling, who do you see as mean or soft dom or sub in svt? i’m just curious

HOW FUN. ill go in order — also these are my opinions, don’t feel inclined to think how i think sbsdhdb and also dont hate my opinions pls lol

SEUNGCHEOL — i see cheollie as a very soft dom!! very doting and just loves to praise you :,)) he can be mean if you’re a brat, but he never forgets to tell you how well you’re doing. <3333333333

JEONGHAN — a switch through and through. i’ll say he’s dom leaning and he’s fucking bratty 🙄 as a sub, i think he’s fairly a good boy, but likes to rile you up from time to time. tbh i think he’s just a brat lol

JOSHUA — mean dom with a soft streak lmfao it’s like he’s saying all these sweet, condescending things, while fucking you so rough :/ but he’ll only be rough for your first round, after that he’ll be nice and praise you so much that you’re literally crying sndbdb

JUNHUI — THE SWEETEST SWITCH. SUB LEANING. omfg junhi is such a good boy like he’s so obedient and listens to everything you say T-T when he’s on top, tho, i’d say he’s a service top (he’s whipped for you fr)

SOONYOUNG — switch?? service top leaning. like jun, he’s doing everything you want whenever you want however you want <3

WONWOO — mean dom, idec. loves to degrade you! but he makes everything he calls you so pretty while he’s fucking you into next year 😵‍💫 “who’s my pretty little fucktoy?” (ME. PICK ME!!)

JIHOON — mean dom i fear. would also be into degrading you but like he’s more mean with how rough he’s fucking you. I THINK HE IS into choking. he’s so hot im gonna bdhsbs

SEOKMIN — subby service top if that makes sense? he literally will fuck the shit out of you if that’s what you want, but he gets soooo pussy drunk. like he’s hovering over you and sloppily pounding into you while you’re under him calling him your pretty boy. he’s GONE.

MINGYU — the s in bdsm actually stands for SLUT— ok im kidding. mingyu is a little switch idk 😭 he’s whiny on top and on bottom. when he’s the dom, i’d say he’s very soft tho

MINGHAO — unpopular opinion, but i think he’s a mean dom… just… so mean and loves to tease you and edge you and degrade you. that doesn’t mean he’s never soft tho, bc he is from time to time. it just depends on the situation and day

SEUNGKWAN — ANOTHER UNPOPULAR OPINION… but soft dom. i just think he’s so sweet :( calls you pretty things and makes you feel so perfect and loved T-T can be mean and rough if you like that tho

VERNON — idk bruh ive said it so many times, but i really think he just wants to fuck shebdb i dont think it matters to him as long as he’s getting his dick wet

CHAN — MEANIE MEANIE MEANIE I DO NOT CARE. god he’s so cruel… please don’t under estimate this man bc i really think he’s capable of sm. he does it all… manhandling, teasing, edging, etc.

[hansols-yoda-boxers]

For the smutty prompts thingy, 14 & 20 for scoups pls. 👀

14 + 20 “How quickly can you cum?” + “take off your clothes, but leave the heels on.“ 

Seungcheol x Female Reader

Word Count: 1033

Contents: fingering, hand job, biting kink, unprotected sex

smutty prompts game: closed

“This is a bad idea, this is a very bad bad idea Cheol.” You hissed as he tried to undo your dress while also keeping you pressed up against the wall. His hands were fumbling and his kisses were sloppy.

You didn’t get nearly enough time alone. It would be great if you had regular jobs and worked regular hours. It would be great if you could come home to each other each night and have sex like a normal couple.

But you weren’t. And both of you working in the entertainment industry meant you worked crazy hours. It meant you rarely had a free day or night to spend together. It meant that a lot your intimacy had to happen through phone calls and video chats. It meant that you both went on tour, at different times. It meant that sometimes one of you was away on tour for months and the first time you saw each there was backstage at an award show.

“It’ll be fine,” he murmured against your neck.

“Someone will notice we’re not in our seats, I can see the headlines now.” You shot back. As much as you wanted this, and you did want this, now was not the time.

“You know, I’m more worried about getting you out of this dress.” He mused, pushing the shoulder of your dress out of the way and starting to suck at a spot along your collarbone.

“I’m serious. There’s no way we have enou-” he cut you off with a kiss that had your head spinning. You were losing your resolve and quickly. It had been way too long since you had seen him and you wanted this too badly.

When he pulled back he gave you a look that had your knees going weak.

“Baby, take off your clothes, but leave the heels on.”

You’d never gotten out of a dress faster in your life.

His lips found their way back to your neck as your hands fumbled with his belt. You felt his hand slip down your body and slip into your panties. You muffled your moan against his hair as his fingers ran along your slit.

“You were really this wet and trying not to have sex with me?” he questioned.

“Cheollie honey?”

He brought his face up to look at you. “Yes, baby?”

“Shut up and finger me.”

He smirked. “Since you insisted.” You dropped your head into the crook of his neck as you pushed two fingers inside of you. You bit down on his neck to suppress a moan and he groaned in your ear.

“You’re so lucky my collar will cover that.” He warned.

“Don’t pretend you didn’t know I like to bite,” you purred. Your hands found his belt again and undid his pants enough to push them down. You pulled his cock free from his boxers and slowly pumped it, earning low groans and a string of curse words from your boyfriend. You teased to tip of his cock before running your hand back down his length, enjoying the sounds you were pulling from him. In response his thumb found your clit, and rubbed slow circles while his fingers curled inside of you.

“Cheol,” you panted. “I’m having the time of my life, but-”

He pulled his fingers out of you, earning a whimper from you. He grinned at you. “I was thinking the same thing.” He brought his fingers to your lips. “Now be a doll and clean these off for me.”

You took his fingers into your mouth and gave him your largest, sweetest doe eyes.

“God, I wish I had time for you to suck me off,” he whined as you swirled your tongue around his fingers. When they were clean he pulled them from your mouth and gripped one of your thighs, lifting it. You hooked it around his waist as he pressed you back against the wall and lined himself up.

Seungcheol pushed in slowly, both of you moaning out at the feeling. You had been waiting for this for what felt like an eternity. It was worth it, no matter where you were or where you were supposed to be. You had needed this, you had both needed this.

You held onto him tightly as he thrust into you. You glanced around the dressing room and froze when you saw the TV.

“Cheollie, who did you say Seventeen goes on after?”

“Stray Kids,” he grunted. “Why is that important right now?”

“Because Stray Kids are about to go on.”

He whipped his head around to check the TV and confirm you were correct. If Stray Kids were just about to go on then he needed to be backstage with Seventeen.

He pressed his thumb to your clit and started to rub in hard, fast circles, his thrusts coming faster.

How quickly can you come, baby?” He asked in huffs. “Because I’m running out of time.”

“I t-told- I-I s-said- oh f-fuck,” Your head fell back against the wall as the ability to speak escaped you. You were lucky that his teasing looks and texts had you worked up before meeting him backstage. You dug your nails into his back as you started to shake.

“Cum for me, baby,” he growled.

You screamed out his name as you came around him, a few thrusts later and he was cumming along with you. He took a hold of your chin and gave you a deep, passionate kiss before pulling out of your and carefully setting you down, making sure you could stand. By the time you caught your breath he was almost fully dressed.

“I’m sorry I have to go,” he said, giving you another quick kiss. “But they will actually kill me if I’m not there when it’s time to go on.”

You pulled your dress back on and he quickly helped you with the zipper. “It’s the life we live.”

“It is,” he sighed, before leaning in to whisper in your ear. “But meet me in my hotel room later, I don’t know about you but I don’t have an early morning tomorrow.”

A smile tugged at your lips. “Then I’ll see you there.”

[kpoppwriter]

hhhh tumblr goofed and i don't think my reply sent (just in case it did putting that there sdlkfs) but yes!! seungcheol best boy aaaaah he's the sweetest omg,, one of those people u just KNOW gives 1000/10 hugs 🥺 picking a bias in svt is hard so i feel u, i settled on hao eventually and think of him as one of my ults

There are a few of the boys that look like would give the best hugs and Cheollie is one of them for sure. He best babieeeeeeeeeee

[abyssal-lix]

sweet like sugar

warning: contains nsfw, a/b/o, heats, implied breeding kink, unprotected sex, and degrading.

soonyoung wasn’t the one to hold a missed practice against any of his members. he remembers the unstoppable flurry that battered his ribcage until he had to step out citing a much-needed break after learning chan wasn’t feeling well. he went through the dance with them twice more before leaving junhui and minghao to assist their members saying he didn’t like not knowing chan was unwell and in the dorms alone.

the sweetest scent of warmed powdered sugar attacked his nose upon opening the door and stepping in. it had his eyes narrowing while attempting to find the smell, only to be led to the youngest's room before it clicked

chan had finally presented, and surprisingly he was an omega.

he was experiencing his first heat.

soonyoung could hear chan’s soft whines from the other side of the door. he is turning the knob with a click before being greeted by the sight of chan lying spread out across his bed nude. his hips were rutting up into the hand pressing against his crotch.

chan’s eyes peeked open at the noise before he was moving quickly to get up from his bed, his arms wrapping around soonyoung desperately. he clung to the older member sighing at the small amount of relief he got from their skin contact. a low chant of hyung, hyung, hyung, please, hyung, leaving his lips.

“shhh, channie, let hyung help you,” he muttered going to drop his dance bag and shed his coat before he stepped towards chan’s bed. his hand wraps around chan’s leaking cock watching a shudder run its way through chan’s body.

he leaned down, pressing kisses against his exposed shoulder. letting his tongue drag over his collarbones until he could bury his nose against chan’s scent gland. it was sickeningly sweet, and the way it seemed to flood from the youngers body made soonyoung feel as though he was sticky from the sugar itself.

a small mewl of surprise left the youngers lips, their eyes meeting briefly before soonyoung pressed his lips chastely against chan’s. his hand’s strokes had grown lazy and unfocused, and chan seemed on the verge of cumming from it. thus, soonyoung removed his hand. chan’s hips stuttered against the bed before his fingers gripped loosely at his hyung’s wrist, a breathless no barely leaving his lips.

“want me to call jihoonie, have him come join us? or do you want another hyung, channie? cheollie gets to be the one to mark your pretty neck up. it’s such a shame, i’d love to leave my mark,,,” soonyoung let his eyes trail over the younger’s week form able to see the wet spot forming on the dark sheets from his teasing.

chan’s eyes closed tightly while he imagined each of his alpha hyungs coming to claim him during his first heat, but he was too desperate to wait any longer especially when soonyoung was so close.

he sniffed while his cheeks warmed at the thought, but he let his hands come to cover his face from embarrassment, “only soonie, please,” he muttered only to release a choked noise when soonyoung’s hands dug into his hips.

soonyoung shifted so that he could move, so he was between the younger legs, while his hands ghosted along the curve of his thigh. chan’s body warming at the touch while waves of his warm scent flooded from his pores.

no sooner than soonyoung could get off his sweats did he have two fingers scissoring the smaller male while chan’s fingers grasped onto the sheets, his back arching desperately while he rolled his hips down. the older dancer watched the way chan greedily accepted everything he gave him until the youngers hands scratched down his shoulders attempting to rut against him.

a raspy moan left chan’s lips as he tilted his head further back against the mattress while his legs wrapped around soonyoung's torso as he set a steady thrusting pace. until the sound filled chan’s room, of the bed creaking quietly drowned out by the way chan let out small sputtering gasps or mewls that only led him to pick up his pace.

their lips met in a soft kiss fingers tangling into damp hair while warm breaths filled the space between them. a small god chan, died on the tip of soonyoung’s tongue until it was swallowed back down. soonyoung’s fingers were digging into chan’s hips while chan whined out.

“h-hyung, more, please knot me.” he couldn’t help the possessive growl that rumbled past his lips just as he angled his hips more while easing his hips back before he’s fucking into him harder, chans fingers meet his shoulders as a sigh falls from his mouth.

even as soonyoung fucked into the youngest member brutally, his legs hiked up higher on his hips and with a deeper angle. chan was still impossibly tight as soonyoung fucked him, feeling warm around the older's cock. soonyoung nuzzled his face into chan’s skin, sucking deep hickies into his chest while muttering “god, i’m gonna knot you so good, fill you with my come over and over and over.”

chan’s eyes roll back as soonyoung’s cock hits his prostate repeatedly, nails dragging rows of scratches down the older dancers back. “need you, more hyung, please, alpha!” he squeals out, vocals rising when he’s being pushed over the edge. his mouth goes slack even as soonyoung continues thrusting into chan even as his limbs tremble.

“good boy, baby, gonna be hyung’s beautiful little cum slut. huh? take my knot as i make you mine,” he grunts as chan only blubbers partially incoherent. soonyoung pulls chan closer while feeling the way his knot grows steadily from fucking an omega catching on chan’s rim.

soonyoung doesn’t ease up, hips slapping against the youngers perky ass, as chan begs to be filled.

“yes! alpha, please, only wanna be yours. knot me soonie; need your come please!”

a small cry jolts itself from soonyoung as his hips rock forward harshly, while his knot catches and buries itself into chan’s warm hole. his cock is beginning to fill the younger with thick ropes of cum, his stomach bulging from soonyoungs cock filling him as well as the steady flow of cum that has chan whimpering out at the sensation.

soonyoung carefully jostles them until chan’s face is buried into his chest while they lay on their sides. the youngers arms loosely around him while soonyoung’s hand soothing rubs over the youngers stomach in awe at how filled he looked.

a small growl left his lips, his inner alpha enjoying the site and the small amounts of possession that filled him since chan was filled with his cum.

the two settled comfortably after coming down, soonyoung peppering chan’s face with kisses while keeping him close until the pair slipped into a deserved nap.

[the other members were quite disgruntled to come back to one of their two dorms that reeked of heat sex and the pheromones of their two missing members, opting to leave out some things before going to the other dorm after checking to make sure they were fine. they also teased them both when chan’s heat finally broke, and seungcheol received the text saying he could mark the younger so he’d officially be a part of their pack, comments like “don’t you think you’ve marked him enough soonie??” filling their group chat much to soonyoung’s demise]

[teampandawang]

SEVENTEEN REACTION: S/O being cuddly and clingy

HIP HOP | VOCAL TEAM | PERFORMANCE TEAM

By: Aria

Genre: Fluff

REQUESTED!

S. COUPS

As soon as the movie started you wanted to be near to Seungcheol. His proximity makes you feel warm and comfy. After all, you two have been separated for almost three months since he went on tour nearly that year so you missed him too much and set for yourself that you weren't wasting the moments that you were able to be together in calm, without the stress of his work or your studies, just enjoying yourselves.

The couch wasn't wide enough for being far from the other so you got the perfect excuse about being near to him, okay no... Not even near, stuck to him. You moved your body softly to find the perfect position being the little spoon you always were covering yourself with the fluffy blanket Seungcheol grabbed in his hands.

You pouted when the cold wind touched your tip toes because they weren't covered. Cheol noticed your tremble and giggled at your cute reaction. He dropped the rug and lifted a bit to cover you with it. You smiled at him and he tilted a little to attain your lips in a soft peck.

"You don't know how much I missed you, Cheollie." You whispered while he regained his last position behind you tying his arm on your waist and leaving another peck on your neck.

"No, baby... I missed you more." He murmured with his big eyes shining in the happiness of having you by his side. Your hands met his hand resting delicately on your stomach.

"I was a lonely baby." You added with a clingy tone that made his eyes roll in disbelief but without leaving the dreamy smile painted on his kissable lips.

"Hmmm... I doubt about it." He grunted while his hand left yours and traveled your back till it met a strand of your hair and he started playing with it. "Did you forget how many pics you sent in your daily pajama parties with your Unnies?" He asked playfully.

You faced him pouting again and stamping: "But they aren't youuu. And I wanted to be with my booooooy."

"You're definitely a baby mess. How did I fall for someone this coddled?" He laughed while you hid your face in his neck because of the red blushing on your cheeks.

"I'm not coddled!" You discussed sitting on your knees. "I just love the most handsome, kind, talented and sexy guy in this world, and I want to be with him 24/7 'cause he gives me peace and love. Lots of love and..."

Your words were suddenly stopped by the sweet touch of Seungcheol lips on your telling you to stop and relax next to him for the very first time after a long wait.

WONWOO

“How many time have I tell you to keep calm while I’m recording?” Your boyfriend asked trying to keep as relaxed as possible in front of your desperate behavior. His eyes were shut wide open waiting for an answer to come out from your lips. But you still pressing them in a childish smirk.

“I’m sorry, Beanie!” You almost shouted standing with a little jump and kissing his cheek.

“Oh! I can’t believe you’re acting like this…” He argued placing his hands in his hips with an accusing appearance that he has been using for days when you started acting this clingy.

You didn’t move a centimeter when you got sited back on where you stayed early keeping an angelic look holding your hands against your face and blinking fast.

“What’s wrooooong, babeeee?” You asked lengthening the words swinging your legs in the chair like a little girl. You heard Woozi growling and throwing some paper over his desk leaving the cringey scene you were making.

You just wanted some attention from your 24/7 busy boyfriend. You didn’t have enough time to be by his side and attending his recordings was an opportunity to see how wonderful he was. You admired him a lot and weren’t able to believe that you won his heart despite your different personalities.

“Okay, just hear me.” He added wanting to clarify the things for both sakes. “You know that I need to work, and recording is something important and I can’t being distracted.” He softened his look to tell you this in an understandable way.

“But-”

“No ‘buts’, Y/N.” He stopped your intervention with his deep voice almost whispering. Looking up for your eyes that were covered by crocodile tears just trying to make him feel bad.

His heart fluttered at your sight. He melted at your cuteness. You made him soft every time and he hasn’t learned how to control himself when you acted like that, being a childish girl, a baby. His baby.

“Baby, please don’t.” he said cupping your face with his hands. “Let’s make a deal, okay?” He smiled while you nodded bustling. “If you behave we’re going to have a cuddle’s night.” Your eyes brightened in triumph.

“And I can take my teddies?” You pouted.

“Yep!” He said calling back Jihoon.

“Deal!” You ended happy.

MINGYU

“Minnieeeeeee!” You shouted running towards the door where your boyfriend stood trying to handle his baggage after two months away on tour. He dropped it when you clenched around his neck and tried to round his waist with your legs. But the daze of the flight made him stagger and the falling down in his back with you.

“Auch!” He whined massaging the back of his head demonstrating the pain in his face. You instantly raised up and went to the kitchen for some ice to put him.

“I’m sorry, baby.” You apologized with a baby tone placing the cold bag in the painful place. He just smiled and received it held against his head. You answered with a worried smirk.

You helped him with the bags and stayed talking a while in the bedroom.

“Are you okay?” You pouted feeling guilty.

“I am. Don’t worry.” He answered with a soft tone. “I’m kinda tired. You know…”

You knew he just wanted you to be clingy with him. He always misses how cheesy you both were and claimed to recover the time apart.

“So…” You started entangled your arms in his waist and looking up at his gaze.

“So, we’re going to cuddle the whole week ‘cause I’m on holiday.”

You jumped in joy bringing ahead your cuddly mood for the guy that drove you crazy. He closed a little his eyes and then blinked looking like a cute puppy. You both giggled at the sight of each others being this soft.

The night was cold so you decided to order some food and stay in bed covered while watching some cartoons like a pair of kids.

“My cute little girl whom I love like crazyyyy.” He said unexpectedly hugging you tight and you laughed at him. He pouted in response and you decided to tickle him. You knew how weak he was and wanted to take advantage in the playful situation you were having.

He lost himself in laughter and started trembled getting closer to the edge of the mat. You noticed it seconds before he fall and you grabbed his arm. He shut his eyes open in shock but started laughing again.

“Who’s the clumsiest boyfriend in the world?” You asked teasing him poking his cheeks. “Aren’t you a babyyyy? You’re my baby!” You added hugging him.

“Ain’t me the one who’s supposed to say that?” He said before you kissed him softly making him blush. “Okay no… I’m not complaining.” He added responding your hug.

VERNON

You could tell that this was going to be your first date after around a year and you weren’t an expert hiding your excitement. Vernon was someone that made you feel truly loved. He was handsome, kind and funny, what else could you asked for?  He said he was arriving at 7pm for you and you were basically waiting for him half an hour before the planned.

When you saw his car turning around the corner a smile painted your face. This was the moment you have been waiting for weeks.

Your legs felt shaky and your heartbeat was trying to knock you down, because it couldn’t go faster. You took a deep breath to chill, cleaning your sweaty hands in your skirt and smiling while walking towards the vehicle.

“Hi, Y/N.” Vernon said with a flirty smile and a killer gaze over you. You looked gorgeous behind his eyes. You were the most perfect girl in the world and having you was for him something incredible. You leaned to give him a peck with a playful grin.

“Hi, babe. Where are we going?” You asked immediately.

Ten minutes later you were at the local festival where you were about to spend the whole night playing those common games, laughing like a fool at his craziness. Walking around the place, holding hands and eating whatever you found. But, something caught your attention: The Maze.

“Noonie…” You said timidly drawing circles in the floor with your right foot. He looked at you waiting for you to continue. “Do you love me?” You asked acting like a child. Of course he did, you were just looking for a way to obtain what you wanted.

“Are you seriously asking me that?” He giggled with awe in his face walking to you and posing his hands on your waist. “I’ll do whatever to prove it.”

“Will you?” You smiled widely knowing that you already won. He just nodded.

Then, there were you both in the middle of the crowd screaming and cheering you boy. He was sweaty of the much effort he was putting on making a record with the maze, but he was also enjoying it. It was amazing when the bell indicated he scored the best and the prize was yours.

“That’s my baby! You’re the sweetest and most amazing guy in the world. I can believe how cute and perfect you are.” You basically screamed pushing his cheeks and kissing loudly all over his face leaving lipstick marks on it.

“Babe…” He said embarrassed. “Can you control yourself a bit? I beg that everyone is looking at us.” You looked at him judging but ignoring what he said and starting kissing him again.

[lxveille]

5 and Cheollie for the flash fics please! You're the absolute sweetest and your choice of three biases are also A++

title: lately i dowc: ~ 900a/n: you’re the sweetest !! and let’s be real, any bias choice in svt is a+ material. as is not unusual for me, i make maybe odd choices with prompts so… i hope you still might enjoy it!

“Cheol?” you call back out the living room from where you’re standing in front of the fridge. There either isn’t or you miss his response. With one hand still holding open the door, you lean back to try to glance out to where Seungcheol is still seated on the couch and repeat his name. This time, he answers back with a near singsong of your own name. You smile, if only because it’s always nice to hear him sounding so chipper at the end of a long day. “Do you want anything from the fridge?” you ask.

“I do,” he answers.

You pause. There’s a pattern you’ve been noticing lately. A tiny change in his usual lexicon that went over your head the first few times. But it only took one instance of noticing it for it to start sticking out every single time since. But you shake your head, insist that you must be building things up to more than they are, and instead ask back, “Cola?”

A safe bet confirmed when he replies back with a simple yes please. The perks, perhaps, of how long you’ve been with Seungcheol. Enough time getting to know someone’s habits affords anyone something akin to psychicness in some regards. And doesn’t that make noticing a change of even more importance?

You close your eyes for a moment and call yourself silly under your breath. Then you grab two cans out of the fridge and head back to the living room. Seungcheol looks away from the TV as you come back out of the kitchen and smiles broadly. As if it were the first time anyone on Earth had ever been so kind as to bring him a soda, or like he’d never quite get over the sight of you walking towards him.

“Here you go.” You hold one can out to him, condensation already forming on the tin and dampening your fingertips. As he takes it from you, you climb onto the couch to sit cross legged beside him. There’s indents on the plush cushions from where both of you usually end up sitting for movie nights and evening chats. It used to just be you, sprawled out across the whole length of the couch. Now whenever you do that it feels like there’s too much space.

Seungcheol’s scrolling through options on the screen of recommendations for your account. It’s an odd mix of action movies and comedies and baking competition shows. You’re only half listening as he reads off titles, earlier thoughts still nagging in the back of your head.

Finally, you cave. Or nearly. “Hey, would you dump me if I turned out to be a conspiracy theorist?”

He doesn’t even set the remote down, hand still hanging in midair as he turns to look at you like you’d just spoken in an alien language. “I wasn’t… planning on it?” he answers with a slight chuckle mixed into his words,  clearly still thrown off by your sudden question. You raise your eyebrows and press your lips into a line, as if to prompt him for something more decisive  as an answer. “Okay, now I’m worried,” he decides. His hand falls into his lap before he angles himself  more towards you. “What’s going on?”

“You’ve been saying ‘I do’ a lot lately.” Jesus, it already sounds so dumb to be even saying this out loud. He blinks a few times. “Like, instead of just saying ‘yeah’ to questions. Or whatever. It’s silly. Forget it. Just, you know, it caught my attention I guess?”

“So what’s your conspiracy theory?” he asks after a moment.

You open your mouth to answer only to stop yourself short and wave a hand in the air, as if you could summon string and facts and photos out of thin air to make it all clear without having to bear saying it yourself. “Just….” More vague waving, with Seungcheol’s gaze shifting between your wild gesturing and your face with amusement on his face. It’s that smile, endeared even as you make surely zero sense at all, that encourages you in the end. “Like, are you trying to make me think about marriage?”

He’s still smiling as he says, “What? A guy can’t say I do without trying to send some kind of subliminal messages now?”

“I told you it was dumb!” you defend quickly, “And a conspiracy theory. So, like…” Cue further, more emphatic waving of your hand in the air, “Redundant! It doesn’t matter anyway! Let’s just forget I even brought it up, okay?”

When your hand finally comes to a still at the end of your hurried words, Seungcheol reaches out to take it in his own, laughing lightly at your frazzled answer. “It’s okay,” he tells you. “Don’t worry about it. You always were too clever for me, you know?”

You let your hand sink some, the weight of it resting fully in his palm. And given what he’s just said, it feels like there’s a certain kind of irony as all you muster back to him is a simple, “huh?”

Seungcheol’s smile grows a little bigger. “I didn’t really know how to bring it up,” he confesses, “So I was hoping I might be able to, I dunno… kinda figure out if it was on your radar at all.” He expression falters when your first reaction is only a stare.

“Oh,” you manage finally. “So. What you’re saying is… I’m not absurd. And I’m actually… right?”

He nods, and smiles in time with you. “What else is new?”

[ask-svt-hearteu]

Seungcheol’s takeover of @ask-svt-hearteu

Seungcheol: HI CARATS !!! I’m here to answer any questions you have today hehe cuz it’s my birthday ! I love you all and let’s have a good time :D

Mini Masterlist of all Seungcheol Day asks (some asks are shortened) :

Happy birthday scoups! I hope you have a wonderful day 😚 (btw you should totally wear that bullet proof vest again sometime in the future)

Happy birthday to the sweetest, funniest, overall best leader, and my bias, Seungcheol!! I hope you have a wonderful day and that you get all of the love and praise and happiness in the world from your members, and everyone else. Cheers, darling! 🍻

Happy birthday, babe!!! I missed the other birthdays because of work. But I'm here today to tell you that I hope you have a amazing day. - 🐥 anon

Happy Birthday Cheol!! You're an amazing leader with an amazing smile and personality. You never fail at melting my heart with your adorable smile ❤ please don't forget how much you're LOVED!!

happy birthday seungcheol !! hehe you and my baby brother share the same birthday 💞💞💞

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHEOLLIE(also my birthday was on3rd Aug heheh fellow Leos)

Happy birthday Seungcheol oppa!! Tough being the supposed dad when all you want is to be the supposed maknae too eh hehe!!

When are you going to give my heart back, Cheol? -💖💙

Happy birthday Seungcheol❣Seventeen's leader a̶n̶d̶ ̶b̶i̶g̶ ̶b̶a̶b̶y.̶ I hope you spend it well, you deserve it ! Always take care of your health and eat lots !! I love you~~

HAPPY BIRTHDAY COUPS!!! even tho coups isn't my bias he bias wrecks me so uhh does that count? Anyways HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO OUR BELOVED LEADER S.COUPS!!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO OUR FANTASTIC LEADER!! I HOPE YOU HAD A GREAT BIRTHDAY SEUNGCHEOL!!

Happy Birthday, Seungcheol! I hope you never lose your beautiful smile, because it makes my day 💜

Happy birthday Cheollie~ thank you for being an amazing leader!! Have a wonderful day, love💓 -👻🌺 anon

Happy Birthday to one of my favorite people to exist. I hope you have a great birthday today Seungcheol and gets lots and lots of love💗❤️💖💕💙

Seungcheolie!! Happy Birthday!! Did you enjoy your day baby? Thank you so much for everything you do!

Happy birthday cheol you never fail to make me soft for u!! I love u and i wish you your best birthday cheol!

Happy birthday to Seungcheol, one of the sweetest men on this planet! I love you so much! Have fun, eat good and remember, today you're the boss. Your day, your way! 💕💕💕

Happy birthday Cheol! I hope you're happy and enjoying this day with friends and family. You're the best leader ever and you inspire me all the time. I love you lots and hope the best for you❤- dance anon

Scoups happy birthday I love you and all of seventeen to the bottom of my heart

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SEUNGCHEOL!! thank you for everything you've done from working hard on all your raps to being such a dependable leader. I'm so proud of you and how far you've come ♡ so now have a wonderful day full of relaxation and rest, I love you so much - happy birthday cheollie!! ♡♡

Happy birthday to our leader Scoups!! I love you have an amazing day, and boys you should take care of him today, since he works so hard!! I love you and thank you and seventeen for bringing me so much joy!! ~ UK anon

SEUNGCHEOL!! my lovely bias :) HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!! i hope you have the most amazing spectacular day with your members. you’re an amazing leader and we love you SO much!!! 💙💙💙💙💙💙

Ahhhh it's our favourite leader's birthday today! :D Happy birthday Coupsie!!!

Happy Birthday Cheol! Thank you for being you!! -ny to FL anon

Happy birthday leader coups!!! Dont let the other members bully you too much!! Demand them to work for you on your birthday! But enjoy you birthday, live happy, and always stay the same! 🎉🎉🎉🎉🎂🎂🎂🎂

Happy Birthday to one of my 13 bias wreckers! I love you 💜💜

[xiaohaos]

Father to be! Soonyoung

Inspired by @cheollies your drabbles r so cute OMG I wanna die!

Genre: fluff/angst This ended up being so much longer than I intended fml

- the way he approached you when he wanted to ask about having kids was so cute - You were just spooning in bed under a pile of blankets - He was stroking your hair softly - At first he whispered it , so you couldn’t really hear - Then he used his free hand to intertwine his fingers with yours - And he mumbled - “Do you think we’re ready to have children?” - And soonyoung is a very forward person so it surprised you that he was nervous about it - You squeezed his hand and told him your were pretty much ready if he was by your side - (Oh my god the cheese) - Let’s say y’all had a pretty great time that night - But obviously things don’t happen instantaneously - And fast forward 9 months later, there are still no signs of a baby kwon - The stress was taking a toll on you and even though Hoshi was v v EAGER to do bedtime stuff with you - It was getting pretty exhausting for you and it was creating tension in your relationship - For the past few months, you’d brush the negatives as just another trial - But worries had built up in your mind that you never told him - So after seeing another negative sign on a test, you just broke down crying - And Soonyoung was there beside you immediately, at least on the other side of the door banging on it, to make you let him go in. - You eventually opened the door, to see no traces of his usual smiley gaze on his face - Instead he furrowed his eyebrows, eyes flitting to the test and back to your face streaked with dried tears and made a connection - He engulfs you in a hug, rubbing circles on your back soothingly - “There’s always next month, right?” - But his voice is wavering, as though he’s unsure of it himself - Because like you, he’s pondered before his dance classes, when he gets there early, If the reason why you were so unsuccessful was because there was something wrong with him. - What if it never happens? - the unspoken question between the both of you was voiced out. - You were so sick of keeping quiet that you told him out right. - The outpouring of feelings kept to yourselves took place and by the end of the conversation, you sighed and said. - “Jagiya, let’s take a break. This stress isn’t good for either of us.” - And it was a very relaxing break - The both of you spent more time concentrating on each other than any potential new additions to the family - Your anniversary just so happened to fall in the same month and you and soonyoung managed to have a get away (budget) mini holiday to an onsen in Japan. - There was a private bath in your suite ;) - The both of you forgot about your little break and decided to just let loose. - Who knew that letting loose actually worked. - That day you had just taken a test because you’d felt a little off for the past week but surely you couldn’t be - Obviously you were proved wrong as a few minutes later you were staring mouth agape and heart pounding ferociously against your ribcage - You swung the door open with a slam and yelled - “SOONYOUNG-AH, come here, I think my eyes are fooling me.” - “What is it?” He asks when he reaches the bathroom door, already grinning from ear to ear. - You tilt the test so he can clearly see the indicator and you swore you saw a tear escape from his eye. - Actually you did see at least a thousand slip from his eyes as he began bawling, tightly embracing you and twirling you around. - “ Y/N WE’RE GOING TO BE PARENTS!” - And you thought you were going to be the emotional one. - He practically yells it everyone he sees - “MY JAGI’S HAVING MY BABY!” - “Soonyoung-ah, you’re embarrassing meee….” - Pregnancy wasn’t easy on your body to say the least - Emotionally, you were easily irritable, getting frustrated with Soonyoung whenever he came home a tad late from the studio, or if he made a harmless joke about you. - Physically, you were hit by a massive wave of morning sickness that didn’t not dissipate after the first trimester. There were also several scares that made Soonyoung speed to the hospital as fast as possible in panic. And you were put on partial bed rest due to genetic problems. - This made you even more furious at everybody, being cooped up in the apartment most of the time. Though Soonyoung made sure that at least one of the boys came to visit you from time to time, especially when he was working late - All this made you an extremely nervous wreck as well, on edge that something might happen. - This also made Soonyoung take more time off work to baby you because if anything happened he’d blame himself the most. - He just wanted to keep this baby so bad - He always unconsciously has his hand on you belly at all times, especially when you were further into the pregnancy. - Every time he found you hunched over the toilet bowl, retching your guts out, he’d rub your back and make sure you felt better. - Horny asshole tried to keep it in his pants as much as possible but you tried it once and boy was it an experience for the both of you. - Cried at the first ultrasound - Carries the photo in his wallet - Constantly shoves it in Wonwoo’s face whenever he gets the chance to - “Look at their teeny hands” - “Soonyoung shut up, I’ve seen that like seventeen times,” - “I KNOW, but that’s my little bean you’re looking at.” - Comes up with the cutest motherfluffing nicknames for the baby - Bean, star, tiger - He accidentally called them beanie once and then started laughing because he thought of wonwoo - Goes along for birthing classes because he thinks they’re really cool. - *starts imitating breathing exercises* isn’t this what you’ll have to do during labour - You want to punch him but can’t because he looks so adorable with his puffed up cheeks and squinty eyes - YOU BET he wants to know the gender as soon (young) as possible. - You guys have a gender reveal party cos why not? - Any excuse to gather all the guys in one room, is a valid excuse for a get together - Even though they’ll be extremely rowdy and extra - Cheol, MINGYU and Seungkwan can’t keep their hands off your slowly growing belly - Seokmin starts doing anything to make you laugh cos he’s highkey scared of you in mood swings because of what he heard from Soonyoung. - Jeonghan low-key hints that he wants to be like you because he wants to lie around all day too - You highkey want to slap him cos having constant back aches and feeling uncomfortable 24/7 is not fun - Joshua is trying to claim the godfather spot - Chan and Hansol r slightly weirded out by it and would much prefer when the baby can crawl around so that they can play with them - But chan’s excited cos his favourite Hyung is having a baby and the baby will practically be his niece/nephew - Jun, Minghao, Jihoon and Wonwoo are so indifferent because they hear about it all the time and are so used to it that they just hold normal conversation with you. - you and soonyoung already know the gender before revealing the answer to everyone else in the room and it’s - A BABY BOY! - Soonyoung is already planning everything he’s going to pass on to his son - Sebongies r shook as they’re going to have a mini sebongie running around - That night is when you felt the baby’s first kick, at night whilst lying in bed trying to find a comfortable position to sleep in - You put a sleepy soonyoung’s hand on your belly to feel the baby’s movements and immediately he’s awake when he feels a jolt - But instead of him feeling in awe with his eyes full of adoration like you are, he looks worried. - “Doesn’t that hurt?” - And you almost burst into tears because holy shit does this boy care about you - “It does a little,” you admit. “But if you rub it, it’ll feel better.” - Tbh you only said that because you LOVE his belly rubs - And his hand stayed there the whole night - You guys go baby shopping together one weekend and suddenly he becomes the fashion advisor of your son. - Picks out the cutest dungarees and even a matching beret (sorry not sorry) for him - He sees the baby carriers and prams and drags you there, immediately begging to get the coolest one there - You oblige but only because you can’t say no to him - There was one night after you binged ate a bunch of unhealthy snacks, you felt incredibly insecure about all the weight you gained and refused to change in front of him, even though you usually weren’t self conscious around him. - He immediately noticed as you stared yourself down in the mirror, and backhugged you. Whispering all the things he loved about your body. - “And I especially love, the fact that you’re carrying my son in there.” He mumbles holding your tummy in his hands. - Istg this boi - He will always without a doubt get you the food you’re craving, you don’t even have to say it and he’s already on it. - He’s basically the sweetest. - Talks to your belly so so much, about anything and everything. You pretend to sleep just to hear him promise to give the world to your son, sometimes bringing tears to your eyes and exposing yourself - “JAGI that was only meant for him to hear!” - Remember when I said you were always on edge for something to happen - Well something did happen - You woke up in the middle of the night feeling slightly crampy and crappy, adjusting your legs slight, you felt something wet between them - You bit your lip hoping for the best but when you turned on your bedside lamp , you saw that your fingers were slightly stained red and so were your sheets - Panicked, you shook soonyoung awake, speaking in a hushed tone. - “Soonyoung, I’m bleeding.” - His eyes shot open, terrified, like his worst fear was coming through - He helped you to car as much as he could, hastily driving to the hospital where he frantically tried to get medical attention for you. - The doctor delivered the news, the baby was healthy and alive but you had placenta previa ( where the placenta is blocking the cervix ) causing the slight bleeding - Bad news was that you most likely wouldn’t be able to deliver naturally and would probably have a caesarean. Which was fine with soonyoung because he just wanted a healthy baby but hard on you because you’d heard about the magical birth stories and wanted one like that - You were kept in the hospital overnight so that they could monitor you, and on full bed rest now which dampened your mood even further. - “So no more sex for now, eh?” He joked, trying to lighten the mood. - But you just turned away from him and shut your eyes so you wouldn’t have to think anymore - So you spent the whole night sleeping on the bed alone while he squeezed himself on the couch in the room - When the time came for you to be discharged, he grabbed your hand quietly and led you back to the car where he drove back home in silence. - After getting back home, you shut yourself in your room and cried into the pillow. He tried coaxing you out but to no avail, he only saw your face during meal times. - He got advice from Jun to just give you some space, and that’s exactly what he did, only talking to you when necessary. - It created a rift in your relationship, some nights with him just sleeping in the half built nursery cos he couldn’t bare to be on the same bed but not be able to cuddle you. - It was a week after where he couldn’t take it anymore, venting out his frustrations on Chan during dance lessons earlier that day. - He didn’t deserve to get yelled at but Soonyoung couldn’t help it - Not talking to his closed off wife was killing him. - He stomped home, flinging the door open. - “Why the fuck are we not talking about this?” He yelled - Which probably wasn’t the best way to address the elephant in the room. - You were sitting on the couch, mindlessly scrolling through the tv channels, spaced out - You jumped when you were abruptly snapped out of your thoughts by a vehement soonyoung. - “About what,” you cowered in slight fear. - His features softened as he saw the scared look on your face. - “Everything? You? Me? Our Son? You’re supposed to be able to talk to me y/n, not push me away.” - “It’s only this once, jagi…” - “That’s not true and you know it. You were doing it when we weren’t able to conceive.” - “That’s because I’M AFRAID!” - “WELL SO AM I,” - He kneels down, pulling on bunches of his black hair. - “I know you’re upset about everything that’s been thrown our way, and you have every right to blame me because it was my idea in the first place. But please, don’t block me out.” - You start weeping, wailing and shrieking about everything that’s happened so far and he just envelops you, calming you down and stroking you hair. - “It’s going to be okay.” - The both of you fell asleep on the couch, soonyoung hugging you close, never wanting to lose this feeling again. - he starts making sure he spends more and more time with you at home, making chan, Minghao and Jun to take some of his classes for him, even asking jihoon to pitch in from time to time. - When he really couldn’t be at home, he makes wonwoo go over and hang out with you just because he can’t trust you to make sure you were only doing light work. - And wonwoo is so chill about everything - Drops random facts about pregnancy - “Soonyoung made me read that for him” - Finally finishes the nursery in time for the doctors appointment that will decide the birth of the baby. - Unfortunately, the placenta was still stubbornly over your cervix, so an elective caesarean was necessary. - Soonyoung held you for the rest of the day, whether it be around your waist, or a full on embrace, consoling your sobs and kissing you on your cheeks or mouth, murmuring about how strong you were. - It got a bit insufferable seeing him every hour of every day and he tried giving you space for you to breathe, but he couldn’t help pampering you and doting on his son. - You couldn’t even put your two feet on the ground for 30 seconds before he started complaining. - When your first contractions started, you freaked out because your c-section wasn’t scheduled until next week. - You screamed for soonyoung and in an instant he was there. - The cramping started again and you cried out, clutching on to your belly, some blood trickling down your leg - “It hurts so bad. I think I’m in Labour, jagi help.” - Soonyoung who had been briefed beforehand, when the doctor pulled him aside, instantaneously picked you up in his arms without a word and carried you to the car. - He continuously checked on you as he once again hurriedly drove to the hospital, your eyes squinted shut, face contorted into one of pain - He wished that he had every power in the world to alleviate the pain but this was one of those times where he was completely helpless in the situation. - He had informed your consultant before he got into the car about the situation and she was already waiting there for your arrival. - They whisked you away in a wheelchair and shoved some scrubs into Soonyoung’s hands, ushering him to go and change. - You wished soonyoung was there to help you get your spinal block but you couldn’t complain as it relieved your pain immediately. - It wasn’t until you were being prepped for surgery did you finally see him push his way through the doors and rush to your side. - He looked so ridiculous wearing those medical garments that you wanted to laugh. - The laugh was muffled though, due to oxygen mask over your mouth - The corners of his eyes crinkled as he saw you giggling at him - Hoshi tried not to reveal his inner feelings as to not scare you even more, he knew that the caesarean was a major surgery that came with complications that could occur - He just let his excitement to see his son override the rest of his emotions - He grabbed your hand began talking to you non stop as a distraction as they were about to begin the incision. - He asked if you were okay when you instinctively scrunched up your face - “It just felt weird that’s all.” - You dared him to look over the curtain and he immediately paled and sat back down, gripping your hand with two hands now - He’s pretty sure he saw one of your organs, yikes. - The both of you definitely cried when the baby first cried. - You both saw him and knew you couldn’t love anything else more than him in this entire world. - Tears in your eyes, you looked at soonyoung and smiled, mouthing “he’s finally here.” - Soonyoung got to hold him first, while you were still being sewed up and in recovery. - You requested for skin to skin contact much to his dismay, so he had to embarrassedly take off his shirt in front of a giggling nurse, before holding his son close to his chest. - He felt the warmth blooming inside of him and protective instincts immediately coming into play as he cradled his son. - He fell asleep with his son on his chest. - Isn’t that the fucking cutest thing you could ever imagine - Half an hour later, you were wheeled in and almost burst into tears again, seeing your husband cuddling with your son. - You stared at them lovingly, observing the rise and fall of Soonyoung’s chest as he rested. - He slowly awoke, a few minutes after you were in the room and smiled sleepily at you. - “He’s perfect.” - He was reluctant to let go of his son but he knew he couldn’t say no to you so he passed the baby over to you and watched you with absolute adoration on his features - You were a natural. - He supported your back as you held your son, smiling excessively as you cooed and brushed your fingers against the baby’s cheek. - It wasn’t until evening that visitors started streaming in slowly, your parents, your in-laws (who came bearing food) and finally the Seventeen boys who had to be shushed several times by nurses passing by. - They basically played pass the parcel with the baby boy as he travelled from one uncle to the other - “I can’t believe hoshi’s the first one out of all of us to have a child.” - Seungcheol announces to everyone in the room - “I’m taking no offence to that.” - There was a point where no one could stop the baby from crying except for Chan, who pacified him so easily it was like he was born to do it. - “HAH THE BABY LIKES ME THE BEST SUCKERS” - Seungkwan , Jisoo and Mingyu couldn’t stop cooing over him - And Minghao was just constantly complaining that when the baby was to go to the studio, they would be the ones to hear annoying crying all day. - When all the sebongies filtered out of the room, Jihoon leaving last, and the baby was wheeled off to the nursery was when soonyoung squeezed himself into the hospital bed - You leaned on his shoulder and fell asleep, knowing that you’d made the right decision in starting a family with him

Bonus round (cos this thing was wayyy more angsty than I planned): - after your scar is healed, soonyoung loves kissing it and your stretch marks, constantly mentioning how proud he is of you. - Him fumbling with feeding the baby for the first time because he didn’t want to drop the child - Him immediately wanting another one when your child begins to struggle out of his grasps because he misses cuddling a little baby - but you’re like “hold your horses, cowboy!” - Him snuggling with his son more than you and you get jealous but the sight is so cute that you can’t complain - Just an overall fluffy as hell dad.

[lovelycheollie]

11 Question Tag

Tagged by my forever Tumblr carat boo @chillihansol because her whole nine yards said so.

Rules: Answer 11 Questions from the person who tagged you then make 11 more Questions for the next people you tag.

01. What’s something you did that you regret the most?

▪To be honest I don't have any regrets at all. Like for all I know everything happens for a certain reason. Plus if you choose it, don't regret it -Hannah 2017 hahahahahah

02. Last film you watched?

▪Spongebob Out of Water please don't judge me I just miss Spongebob

03. Describe how your first love went :“”)

▪Young, dumb and broke. Lol well I was so unsure if it was my first love but I did love the kid, but then again we were too young and it seemed like we were playing with fire. Not to mention he was playing but I loved him so. Hah.

04. What are the languages you speak and you wanted to learn how to speak??

▪I speak 4 languages: Filipino, English, Japanese and Meme. JK

▪Well I've been a pro at speaking Filipino and English but I just started understanding and talking Nihonggo

▪I am eager to learn the Korean language, so please, if you know someone who could teach me, tell me. Help out a Caratdeul.

05. What instruments can you play?

▪I used to play the piano when I was a kid but it's in the past now. These days I usually play the guitar 💕

06. What is your ideal age of marriage???

▪Hanni and I have the same ideal age of marriage, it's 27. WE AREN'T SOULMATES FOR NOTHING

▪My mom says it's an early age to get married (?) But she needs grandkids from me and Cheollie hahahahahaha

07. If you were given a chance to so spend a whole day and night with your bias, what would you do?

▪Please, don't. I can't even think straight

▪Well um, probably confess immediately in the morning, so that we could have a great picnic for lunch and a cuddle session at night. Date secretly, let the public know and then get married. A perfect plan. I just wish

08. Who is your favorite singer? Rapper?

▪Well I dont really have a favorite singer

▪But Jay Park is somehow on the top for me. I like his songs

▪Rapper is Seungcheol BECAUSE. JUST BECAUSE

▪ and also Zico cause his pieces are really nice (I recommend She's A Baby and Artist)

09. What are the five songs you’ve been jamming to lately?

▪CLAP AND LIKEY the tune's stuck in my head someone help me

10. Are you an introvert or extrovert?

▪I am both an introvert and an extrovert actually. I'm in between

11. Lastlyyy, pls be vvvv honest :“) what do you really think about me? (vvvv fun fact: i love you 💞)

▪Oh sweetest Hanni I think that we were just meant to click with each other. If your house was just near here I'd visit you often and give you treats. And I feel like you're a soul sister or something and I'm happy that I met youuuu💕💕 I LOVE YOU TOO AHHH

Questions:

If you were to be in a kpop group, what would your role be and why?

What's the memory that you wish to forget?

Have you spotted anyone here in Tumblr that you want to be friends with?

What's the last thing you'd do before meeting your bias?

Favorite actor/actress?

What are your ideal traits for a partner?

Something that triggered you to make a Tumblr blog?

Who's your current crush?

What profession did/do you wish to pursue?

Why'd you pick your bias to be your bias?

Last but not the least, can we be friends?? (Because I want to 💕)

Tagging: @chillihansol yay for you, @olafrina @seungkwandata @jeonheart @myungho @hanniran @17dad @seung-hannie @seung-kwanie

[epigrvm]

// just a small reminder that you’re beautiful and out of this world amazing. thank you for writing such beautiful muses and gifting my dash w your presences and theirs. you’re doing great sweetheart and I hope you know that ilysm. I can never thank you enough for writing such a wonderful muse like cheollie and mimi. ; n ;

﹤     you  are  such  a  sweet  pea  .  seriously  ,  you          always  say  the  sweetest  things  &&  it  makes          me  feel  so  loved  .  if  it  wasn’t  for  you  taking          the  reigns   and   pushing  me  to  let  my  ideas           blossom  into  more  than  just  ideas   ,   then   i           wouldn’t  have  been  able  to  write  with   such           talented  and  amazing  people  such  as  you  ,           my  sunflower  .  thank  you  ,  always  . &&  ily2  !    ﹥