#my subconscious is screaming at me
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elvishdemigod · 2 months ago
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That's it, I'm screwed. I'm at that point where my OC appears in my dreams with the canon character they're shipped with
I dreamt of a cutscene being added into Fallout 4 depending on who you romanced, and it was MacCready and David. Mac romantically bit David's neck at the end. They weren't getting freaky or anything, they were both standing, fully clothed, out in the open.
Maybe this is just the frustration of the writers block for both the normal story and the smut-shot bubbling up.
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hinamie · 7 months ago
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wanted to practice some more intense angry expressions and what better excuse to further my agenda of giving megumi the emotional catharsis he deserves
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justanotherfanfolks · 5 months ago
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CHAAAAAAAAAATTTTTTT!?!??!?!?!??!?!?!?!?!?!!??!?
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padfootastic · 4 months ago
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i am so tired of female characters being inherently written as ‘terrifying’ or ‘scary’ w no respect to their characterisation.
for one, it feels so fake. i know so many women irl (i am one!!!) and there are very few, of any, that i would categorise as ‘scary as is’. heck, even if we go by tempers—the numbers just don’t match.
but somehow in fics, every single woman is a terrifying force of nature bc that’s…somehow…the only way we can think of women? idk?
and also just, it’s such a two dimensional characterisation that i only see w the female characters. all men aren’t angry and hex-happy and scary all the time. they’re affable, chill, respond to situations thoughtfully instead of always resorting to violence.
i think it also bothers me bc the anger thing flows neatly into the v gendered carefree man child/stuck up fun sponge stereotypes that so many relationships are forced into. it’s just an icky dynamic all around.
and lastly,,,i don’t think it’s even normal for a character to be latently terrifying everyone all the time??? unless it’s a specific quirk of theirs??? like women aren’t dementors bro chill tf out
#i just get. so frustrated by how women are written#and ofc this isn’t just limited to fics#all books have these gendered tropes#and i get so annoyed#the whole thing anger also#is it just feels so disingenuous#bc womanhood & anger (and performing/displaying it) is so complicated bc of socialisation n patriarchy#women are simultaneously not allowed to be angry and portrayed as screechy harpies#and so when characters are written like that it just seems to reinforce these ideas#clearly it bothers me a lot haha#u just can’t escape it ykno? that’s my issue#it makes it’s way into writing on such a subconscious level#and people think they’re writing a strong female character#when really they’ve just introduced someone with anger issues#like. it’s NOT normal to always be scared of someone and their reactions ok?#and it’s not okay for women to always be parenting the people (men) around them#constantly checking to see if something is dangerous or if they’re fucking up or do all the responsible things like#how can u not see ur reproducing gendered notions of personality 😭😭#like plssss#and it’s fiction!!!#we are writing about magic and fantasy#but it’s hard for us to conceive of an alternative perception of womanhood? be so fr bruh#like. i guess what i’m getting at. is that women are also just. People. ykno? we can write them normally#just look at the woman around u for one and you’ll get so many ideas 😭#even if we just take anger#9 times out of 10 a fem character will be screaming and hexing and throwing her weight around#but you can be angry in so so many ways#and u can even be someone who doesn’t GET angry. not in such a way. who can’t hold a grudge.#just. i really wish we diversified the way we wrote women. s’all.#pen’s yapping
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jordangrandprix · 10 months ago
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casa jay has been near rock bottom for a few reasons, but i’ll cut to the chase on one of them: i have 3 eggs and 2 slices of bread to live on til i get paid on the 1st. can anybody help out with grocery money?
v*nmo/c*shapp: multi21champ
p*ypal: multi21jay
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frogayyyy · 2 months ago
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nothing more satisfying than figuring out what that split second of a song reminds you of
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ilkkawhat · 5 months ago
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I had a dream that someone made a custom Alan Wake Lego set, and in the dream I sat through a 4 hour step-by-step guide to build it. I'VE NEVER EVEN CONSUMED ANY ALAN WAKE MEDIA!!! curse you /j
that brings me so much joy to hear which is much needed cause this day has just been chaos for me lol, i’m honored to have influenced your subconscious 😂😂😂
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downtherabbitholewithlucy · 2 years ago
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👀Sam be staring👀
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And I be lookin' (respectively... sometimes.)
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blorboresidue · 1 year ago
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oh gods this is the funniest thing I've ever done and I didn't do it on purpose. I've actually put a literal "[arnold rimmer voice] twelve minutes...and that includes the time it took to eat the pizza" scene in this fic
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thehecklingmouse · 11 months ago
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I had a dream that I went to an auction and I got a kaveh lion plush and it literally made my day and when I woke up I was devastated
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merevide · 2 years ago
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2 in the morning, trying to not fuck up putting on nail polish and i just remembered nat scatorccio is dead in the dirt actually not coming back going cold in the earth permanently eternally fucking DEAD. what the fuck.
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skhardwarevers1 · 1 year ago
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damn. My brain can’t decide if I call myself SK Sikada or Kada
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taanekii · 1 year ago
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redshiftsinger · 1 year ago
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what the fuck what the fuck what the FUUUUUCCCCCKKKKK
What are dead man walking tornadoes? :O
it’s a multi-vortex tornado. i dont remember the tribe it originates from (i think it was cherokee), but there’s a native american legend���? saying? that goes “if you see a man in a tornado, you are about to die.”
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the most infamous shot of a dead man walking tornado hit jarrell, texas in 1997
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it did so much damage to the town it caused the scale that tornados are measured by, the fijita scale, undergo revisions, and it made anchoring buildings in the tornado alley region pretty much mandatory. (it took the entire town off the map. only those who had taken shelter outside of the town or in underground bunkers survived.)
two more examples of dead man walking tornadoes looking like a person are a tornado from 2011 that hit cullman, alabama
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and a tornado from 1975 that hit xenia, ohio
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#this may seem an over the top reaction if you do not know -- and I don't think I've told anyone this specific detail before actually#not out of secrecy or anything just it didn't seem like something that added much to the story when I've told said story more broadly#I used to have chronic nightmares about tornadoes#I knew almost nothing about tornadoes! I didn't seek out info about them! I knew basic tornado safety that's it#and like. The stereotypical images of funnel clouds. Wizard of Oz.#but my kiddie brain generated LITERALLY ALMOST EXACTLY THAT FIRST GIF as the most terrifying of those nightmares#like I'd have ones where I'd hear the funnel but see nothing and then my house would be smashed to rubble#I'd have ones where I'd see a stereotypical funnel too and all of those were scary#but the ones that would actually wake me up screaming were the ones where the tornado had legs and was stomping toward me#and I'M CERTAIN I HAVE NEVER ACTUALLY HEARD OF THIS PHENOMENON EXISTING IN REAL LIFE BEFORE#I thought my kiddie subconscious completely made it up!#mashing up tornadoes with giants as 'scary things that can kill you' or something#'what's scarier than a tornado? oooh I know! A tornado with LEGS!' like that sounds fucking ridiculous right??#anyway I've told people I used to have nightmares of tornados but not the 'it has legs sometimes and that's the scariest one' part#that sounded dumb to me so I never really brought it up bc at this point I've spent like thirty years thinking it was random brain junk#so I reiterate: what the fuck what the fuCK WHAT THE FUUUUCCCKKK#anyway that's your Obscure Redshift Lore for today
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chestersbraincell · 3 months ago
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NO NO NO YOU DON’T UNDERSTAND THE HORRORS ARE RESERVED FOR THE NIGHT SHIFT EMPLOYEE JUST BECAUSE IM CLOCKING OUT LATER THAN USUAL DOESN’T MEAN YOU CAN JUST-
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jazzband22 · 5 months ago
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eek!
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