#my silly hallucinating medicine student house AU goes brrr

[tiredandanxiouschaos]

I saw that reblog of my previous hallucinating medicine student House AU talking about Wilson's younger brother being a metaphor for House's want for irl Wilson to look for him and YES. I also thought about some other subconscious parts of House's hallucination and I thought that things like Wilson's and House's arguments is fantasy mixed with irl memories of their irl arguments that lead to the end of their irl friendship, but House's mind right away makes happy (or at least happier then irl) endings to them. Also, I think that all those self-reflections or in general odd behaviour for someone cold like House is just his irl thoughts/emotions/personality traits slipping in and his leg hurting more or less is a metaphor for his irl mental pain being better or worse the certain day. He also gets ideas while Wilson says something, because irl Wilson was his muse when it comes to piano playing (which irl House used to do when he still lived in his family house) and main motivation to study. And Kutner's $uic1de is a real memory that wasn't suppoused to slip in, but it did.