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Professionalism even when you're on the brink of death
Also, I didn't notice this before but I love how Benedict gets slightly startled by Andrew's sudden scream (his hand 🤭)
#my sheriarty heart#sheriarty#moriarty#jim moriarty#sherlock#bbc sherlock#sherlock fandom#sherlockfandom#sherlockbbc#benedict cumberbatch#andrew scott#sherlock bbc#my post
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You're gone (you've been gone for a while now)
read it on AO3 at https://archiveofourown.org/works/53292424
by ksdruxmd
“Oh, dear…’’ Jim’s soft voice hits him harder than he ever thought it would. “To what do I owe the pleasure of your company, Sherlock?’’ Sherlock wants to roll his eyes. Wants to scream at him. Wants to grab him by the collar of this ugly straitjacket that he definitely hates wearing and yell at him for their current situation. But he instead just smiles slightly and runs a finger through his hair. He wonders why can’t they just talk without the formalities. “I decided to pay an old friend a visit. Since I’m finally dying and it seems like you’re having my heart in your hands, ready to be burned, I wanted to return back the sentiment from last time - you died in front of me, I’m dying in front of you.’’
Words: 1909, Chapters: 1/1, Language: English
Series: Part 10 of Sheriarty my love
Fandoms: Sherlock (TV)
Rating: Teen And Up Audiences
Warnings: Major Character Death
Categories: M/M
Characters: Sherlock Holmes, Jim Moriarty
Relationships: Sherlock Holmes/Jim Moriarty
Additional Tags: Mind Palace, Angst, Angst and Feels, Jim Moriarty in Sherlock Holmes's Mind Palace, This hurt too much, Hurt Sherlock Holmes, MY BABIES, The Author Regrets Everything, a bit of comfort, Rushed
read it on AO3 at: https://archiveofourown.org/works/53292424
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Hi bewitched-bullet,
I'm the anon who talked about their "irreconcilable differences" when it comes to how to portray the characters the other day. I only mentioned it in passing because my main point was their lack of communication. Now I'd like to elaborate on the character portrayals. Like I said I've followed them for a year. And for the last 5-6 months I've observed their interactions on an almost daily basis.
(I'm a peaceful and gentle person and I hope my writing has reflected those qualities)
TL;DR: John has been trying to establish the relationship as a middle-aged couple; Sherlock's characterization is more in Series 1.
During this short six months, I've seen John's love declarations at least 4 times, which was either doubted, ignored, or "forgotten" the next day by Sherlock. Not big declarations, but those that came naturally as a result of the scene. John was apparently discouraged (since probably 3 months ago? It's so hard to search the posts with the Archive turned off) and even stopped acting jealous when there was Sheriarty. Oh, there was one time, I think your other followers may also remember, that John and Sherlock talked about John playing clarinet. It was a huge reblogged post and in the end John posted a photo of him playing clarinet with a ring on his finger. When followers pointed it out,John asked Sherlock something like "what could you deduce from me wearing your family heritage ring?" The question never got a reply. I'll send you links of love declarations when I get some free time to search through the blog.
Sherlock, on the other hand, is portrayed mostly as in series 1: reckless, brilliant, petulant, etc. and cranks up those qualities even more than Series 1. From time to time he forgets Rosie's existence. He also adds a characteristic that was not in BBC canon: Sherlock's lack of understanding of common daily expressions, like heart=feelings. I've seen him given anatomy lessons to followers when it came to "heart" and such. When followers questioned how he was able to go around his work if he didn't understand very common expressions or having edibles at home when Rosie lived there, John explained something like, "oh, he's toying you guys. That's not the case". The thing is that Sherlock behaves the same with John, so "toying with followers" doesn't explain it. The real reason is that they see characters at different timelines/ life stages.
I haven't followed them long, but I could already see for a while now that they couldn't meet in the middle ground, so the problem went back even further. I saw posts that saying the group doesn't talk as mods. Let's say that I wouldn't be surprised considering the lack of communication I've observed. This mess could have handled so much better if they had real communication along the way. They should have parted their ways a long time ago if they successfully communicated that the differences were irreconcilable. Personally I don't think it'll ever work out with zero behind the scenes, especially among characters with a long complicated canon history.
Best Regards
These are extremely good points for the role play community.
If their interpretation of a character they are playing doesn't vibe well, be cordial and try different characters, make adjustments, or separate ways.
The John mod mentioned that they have a 3 year history of rping together. The blogs are only.....2 years old? So they were rping together for a year before coming to tumblr.
If the John mod was dissatisfied with their character chemistry and rp style(s), a year is more than enough time to figure that out.
Of course people can change their minds. But as we have seen from Mycroft/John and Harriett mods, they refuse to speak out of character to deal with the more serious issues.
It's a mess
Search tag "a scandal in tumblr" for more info.
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RE the texting post you commented on my tags:
after I finish writing White Flag guess what I’m gonna write (hint: a texting fic)
AS A READER OF WHITE FLAG, I'M SO EXCITED! Just taking the time to say I love your writing and you're super awesome for it <3 Keep it up and take your time (Also as a multishipper at heart, the fluffy Sheriarty in there is feeding my soul)
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Bene-sings Cumbersongs. *melts*
#fuuuuuuuck my heart i die#benedict cumberbatch#bbc sherlock#sheriarty#sherlock#august osage county#pianobatch
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Rating: Explicit
Pairing/s: Jim Moriarty/Sebastian Moran, Irene Adler/Sebastian Moran
Summary: Sebastian Moran was never one for destiny, that was just shit for people who read horoscopes and went to bed before 9pm. All he wanted was blood, booze, and sex. That was until Jim Moriarty, most dangerous man in London, came along.The debauchery was then served with a side of murder.
Otherwise known as my first super long MorMor fic! Will be very fucked up, but what else can one expect from this murderous duo?
#mormor#mormor fic#strap yourselves in bc this is gonna be a wild ride my chums#I love sebastian with all my heart but too many fics i've read have portrayed him as such an emotional person like come on idk#so he's more...emotionally turbulent in this one#lol#moramori#maybe some#sheriarty#who knows at this point#sebastian moran#jim moriarty#good luck and remember to keep your hands in the vehicle at all times
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The Fics I’ve Written
(I borrowed a bit of @inevitably-johnlocked’s tagging system for this- I hope you don’t mind, Steph!)
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Note: The list goes from oldest to newest, so my older fics aren’t great and aren’t Johnlock. There will be a clear divide in when they become Johnlock again.
Not Johnlock/Read at Own Risk
Prior Engagements
(M, 2,084 w., 1 Ch. || Canon Divergence, Angst, Semi-Canonical Character Death, Warstan-ish)
Summary: What if Sherlock had never died? What if he never jumped off of the roof of St. Barts Hospital and instead successfully defeated Moriarty? What effect would it have on John and Mary?
He Fell
(M, 1,427 w., 1 Ch. || Post-Reichenbach, Angst, Sherlolly, Pining Molly Hooper, Bathing/Washing, POV Molly Hooper)
Summary: The aftermath of Reichenbach from Molly’s perspective.
Poison
(E, 5,933 w., 6 Ch., WIP || Graphic Depictions of Violence, Slight Non-Con, Canon Divergence, Angst, No Reichenbach, Abusive Tendencies, Blackmail, Sheriarty, Angst with an Unhappy Ending)
Summary: Sherlock is kidnapped by Moriarty, and must face a tireless onslaught of abuse as he attempts to break free. (WIP/Sort of abandoned.)
Not Until It’s Gone
(M, 4,109 w., 5 Ch., WIP || Fluff, Warnings Don’t Apply Because It’s Abandoned, Straight John Watson, Sheriarty)
Summary: Sherlock Holmes and Jim Moriarty have what one might call a complicated relationship. Chips, bombs, and poolside chats are their ideas of 'romantic'. They're basically each other's addiction. Unfortunately, addictions are almost always bad for you... (Abandoned.)
Johnlock/Better Written
A Bug in Baker Street
(T, 1,525 w., 1 Ch. || Fluff, Poor Mycroft, Naughty Misunderstandings, IKEA Furniture, Mycroft’s Meddling is Detrimental as Usual)
Summary: Mycroft bugged Baker Street. Sherlock and John are there alone…Well, what did he expect?
The Wedding
(T, 2,474 w., 1 Ch. || Canon Divergence, Angst, Drug Abuse, Ambiguous Ending, Minor Warstan, Sherlock-Focused, Mrs. Hudson Cares a Lot)
Summary: Sherlock Holmes can't bear to see John get married. Unfortunately, he's powerless to stop it.
The Fall
(M, 2,214 w., 2 Ch. || Angst, Deathfic, Pining John Watson, Requited Love, Happy Ending Because I Was Threatened, Canon Divergence)
Summary: John is finally ready to go meet Sherlock. (Edit- Now has a second chapter because my friends hated me for the original ending.)
Three Acts
(M, 5,799 w., 5 Ch. || Canon Divergence, Angst, Minor Warstan, Series Three Fix-It, Post-Reichenbach, POV Sherlock Holmes, Canonical Character Death, No Rosie)
Summary: Mary is not who she seems. (Series three fix-it/Alternate ending)
The Blue Scarf
(M, 734 w., 1 Ch. || Angst, Ambiguous Ending, Mourning John Watson, Post-Reichenbach, Character Death)
Summary: John Watson, immediately post-Reichenbach.
I’m Right Here
(T, 3,027 w., 1 Ch. || Fluff, Tooth-Rotting Fluff, John Watson/OFC, Humour, Sherlock is Bad at Feelings, John Goes on Dates)
Summary: So, John keeps going on dates, even though Sherlock is. Right. Here. What’s he doing wrong? And why does John always end up back at Baker Street?
My Heart Beats For You
(M, 1,212 w., 1 Ch. || Angst, Unrequited Love, Unhappy Ending, One-Sided Johnlock, Canon Divergence, TLD Rewrite, Hanahaki Disease, Major Character Death)
Summary: Things go very, very badly when John makes a horrible mistake. (The Lying Detective canon divergence.)
Illusion of Choice
(T, 1,553 w., 1 Ch. || Angst, Canonical Character Death, Canon Divergence, Unhappy Ending, Deathfic, Unrequited Johnlock)
Summary: Yet another Canon Divergence from Reichenbach. This time, Sherlock does something very, very unexpected.
Miscellaneous/Current Projects
Just a Magic Trick
(M, 1,004 w., 1 Ch. || Angst, Canon Divergence, Canonical Character Death, TRF Rewrite, One-Sided Sheriarty, POV Jim Moriarty)
Summary: Jim Moriarty didn’t really mean for Sherlock to die. He didn’t want this. Any of this. But it’s too late, now. Can’t he just understand that it was a game? It was just a game. Dinner, Mr. Holmes?
(M, 21,275 w., 6/11 Ch., WIP || Angst, Canon Divergence, Hannibal Fusion, Happy Ending, Slowburn Johnlock, Cannibalism)
Summary: Sherlock races to solve a string of violent, targeted, and cannibalistic murders before his loved ones are next. It’s a good thing Dr. Hannibal Lecter is there to help him solve the case. Right? (WIP.) S. Moran Interview Transcripts
(M, 1,675 w., 2 Ch. || Angst, Implied MorMor, POV Sebastian Moran, Post-Reichenbach, Canon Compliant, Mycroft Makes Mistakes, Audio Transcript Format)
Summary: Error. The recording of [redacted] you are looking for does not exist.
One Word
(T, 1,423 w., 1 Ch. || Angst, Sherlock Does It All For John, Ambiguous Ending, Canon Divergence, TRF Rewrite, POV Jim Moriarty, Implied/Referenced Suicide)
Summary: What if one word was all it took to change the canon course of The Reichenbach Fall forever?
#jalexandria#writing#writing angst to make people suffer#sherlock#sherlock holmes#bbc#john watson#johnlock#bbc sherlock#johnlock fic recs#my fics#signal boost#I mean really#I’m desperate#i hope I did this right#Reichenbach
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They work together so smoothly as if they've done it dozens of times before, they move around each other, read each other with such ease, every scene was a piece of art, everyone around could see how much they fit together, amazed by their presence, lestrad found it intriguing, Louis was threatened by him and how familiar he got around his brother, and John was just baffled enough to render him silent
And look at how they look at each other oh my God, stop teasing my little Sheriarty heart
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I was delighted to be tagged by Our Lady of Words and Joy @howlinchickhowl Cheers, dear!
1. How many works do you have on AO3?
Earlier today it was 40. Now it’s 39. WHAT GIVES? Did someone eat a story? Which one? I am so confused.
2. What’s your total AO3 word count?
137 098. At least that hasn’t changed...
3. What are your top 5 fics by kudos?
Highs, and Your Lows (i will weather them)
This Time (We'll Be Fine)
Teenage Tales
To Keep Your Gentle Heart
Captive Look
Huh. Would you look at that. All Gallavich stuff!
4. Do you respond to comments? Why or why not?
Eh. Well. Listen, I always want and mean to respond to comments, because as a commenter I always love a response from the author, but I am procrastinator supreme so a lot of the time I just... don't. Not for a great long while at least. Then, two years AFTER you left a comment, you might get an e-mail notification about me responding. It's horrible, really, because I keep the comments in my heart and treasure them so much and the lovely people taking the time to leave a few words on my silly stories really do deserve better.
5. What’s the fic you’ve written with the angstiest ending?
Life, Still to Come has the one main character Jim Moriarty killing himself and his lover Sebastian Moran after he's diagnosed with incurable brain cancer, so I guess that's pretty angsty? The tone of the fic, however, is... kinda soft and peaceful, really. It doesn't feel so very sad, I think.
For Gallavich, I've got Chapter 7 of my ficlet collection Highs, and Your Lows (i will weather them). It's an Wild West AU kind of deal, where Ian Gallagher is visited by the ghost of the young fiend Mickey Milkovich after his dad beats him to death. That one is sad, but there's the glimmer of a promise that they might meet again one day, in a better world.
6. What’s the fic you’ve written with the happiest ending?
My fics mostly end on a happy note, and I have a hard time pinning down which is the happiest. Hm. I'm gonna say Pressure or possibly Foreign Country, if only because the happy endings there are offered in contrast to the otherwise angsty story and so seems all the happier for it.
7. Do you write crossovers? If so, what is the craziest one you’ve written?
I have, once. Well, started one, really. Notes Regarding the End of the World is a crossover between Sherlock BBC and Mark Lawrence's The Broken Empire trilogy. I still feel there's a bunch of potential there, but I'm very hesitant I'll ever finish it.
8. Have you ever received hate on a fic?
Not to my recollection, no. Back when I posted my SW fic on the Jedi Council forums you might receive critical comments at times, but no hate.
9. Do you write smut? If so, what kind?
Not really, no. I'm not very interested in reading it, and so see very little point in writing it. There's been a few semi-explicit depictions of sexual acts – most notably in Claim – and I'm not averse to writing kink fic, even if they don't typically include actual sex when I do. For instance, I did The Ways We Bend and Break and Mend for X-Men, and the whole point was Charles first whipping Erik and then cuddling him – except in the end it turned into a character study with lots of emotions, and I think any attempts to write smut would be like that for me. Accidental character drama. XD
I might have a Gallavich thing for kinktober that is likely to be pretty explicit and kinda messed up. We'll see.
10. Have you ever had a fic stolen?
I don't think so. There have been a few instances of stuff popping up bearing a strong resemblance to things I've written, but there's also been times when I realize that things I have written bear a (very much unintentional) strong resemblance to other stuff that predates them, so I really think that's the nature of the beast. In any big fandom, the same ideas are likely to occur to multiple people, and we are all, often unconsciously, inspired by the same things and by each other.
11. Have you ever had a fic translated?
Yeah, to Chinese and Russian.
12. Have you ever co-written a fic before?
Yes! Pathoftheranger and I co-wrote (How to Break the) Alibi Armistice, which was fun!
13. What’s your all-time favorite ship?
I'm a creature of ever-changing affections, so I'm not so good with ”all-time favourite” and to be honest, I mostly tend to have favourite characters and ship them with everything in sight... Currently it's all about Gallavich but pretty much all ships including Jim Moriarty is forever gold to me (though MorMor is The Best. Or is it Sheriarty? Or maybe Mormorlock? Or Moriadlock? Or Johmlock – notice the 'm'?). Cherik's a big one too!
Ask me again in six months and my answer might well have changed!
14. What’s a WIP that you want to finish but don’t think you ever will?
The aforementioned Notes Regarding the End of the World. And I have this superlong Star Wars fic I started writing when I was 16 and wrote for years and years and then just... stopped writing, when I was maybe 20 pages from the end? It's currently at 180k words. This one I DO have some hope that I will go back and finish one day, although it's likely to be a jarring experience since I'm very much not 16 years old any more and my ideas about writing and the characters and everything have shifted quite a bit.
15. What are your writing strengths?
I do pretty well with the short format, I think. And with dialogue? Finding the voice of the characters (some more than others, certainly). Writing in my native Swedish, I think I'm pretty good at offering decent prose – I'd like to think I have a fairly developed ear for the flow of the text, and the melody of it? But when writing in English, that gets quite a bit harder. This really annoys me, because I'm rather preoccupied with the stylish elements of writing – though I've found that a lot of people seem happy enough to overlook clunky writing as long as they find the story otherwise engaging, which is a huge blessing for me. I believe I can build a decent plot, but since I can't write anyting longer than a few K these days there's no telling, is there?
16. What are your writing weaknesses?
Primarily getting any writing done at all. Mostly, I stare at a blank page and despair and then I give up. This is why I no longer write long fic. I also tend to reuse favorite phrases or themes far too often. And there are so many subclauses... Proofreading happens to other people (I'd like it to happen to me too, but I'm terrible with it). I'm not good at accepting constructive criticism, even when I ask for it. I will often favour style over efficiency, and I'll stubbornly refuse to admit that this can be a problem.
17. What are your thoughts on writing dialogue in other languages in a fic?
This question makes me feel like I ought to have developed thoughts on this, but I don't so much... I don't mind it? I've used it. Uh. It's a good idea to do a bit of research and not just rely on Google translate for it? If you don't like it, don't use it. Those are my thoughts.
18. What was the first fandom you wrote for?
Star Wars. <3
19. What’s a fandom/ship you haven’t written for yet but want to?
Buffy/Angel/Spike. The Book of All Hours. Heroes. Maybe something based on The Coldfire Trilogy... ? Oh, and the Bible. I'm sure there are others.
20. What’s your favorite fic you’ve written?
I really don't have one. There are a few I'm particularly happy with, but no one that truly stands out... That said, I was quite chuffed with how the first ficlet in Or Else Into the Light, my (tiny) collection of Anakin redemption one-shots, turned out. And Claim. I’m very pleased with Claim.
Tagging @dreamylyfe-x @fiona-fififi @pathoftheranger @abundanceofnots and @captainjowl
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TS x Sides BBC Sherlock AUs
Aaaaaaaaaaand I'm back on my BS, hey y'all!
Alright, I'm just gonna cut to the chase- I'm a BBC Sherlock and TS fanatic, and so is @thomasxsides, and while we have different preferences I have ways to accommodate for that! So- here are my different takes on the casting for this AU because so many different ideas work here and I love it- though I'll only mention four characters of note each time
(This goes in the order I thought of them- not from favourite to least favourite or vice versa)
Variation 1 (the first AU I thought of):
This one follows the premise of the show itself- very few changes here, though Johnlock!Thomgan is more emphasised and follows through because oh my god I've had it with the queerbaiting istg-
Sherlock: Logan
John: Thomas
Mary: Janus
Moriarty: Remus
Variation 2 (my personal favourite):
More Johnlock based than Warstan, though the Warstan is there- follows an AU where the queerbaiting just blips out after Series 4 and Johnlock!Thomceit commences because comfort ship, ayo-
Sherlock: Janus
John: Thomas
Mary: Remy
Moriarty: Remus
Variation 3 (this one's for you River):
Sheriarty based because of that one scene from The Empty Hearse and because River said they love Sheriarty, and I'm a sucker for protagonist x antagonist ships, so this one's for you friendo!
Sherlock: Detective Sanders (even though I consider him a separate character, in the canon of Kill in the Blank, he's technically just Thomas with a different profession- so this works out)
John: Virgil
Mary: Remy
Moriarty: Remus (basically, if Remus isn't Moriarty, it just doesn't click /hj)
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If I make any more variations, they're certainly being added on, but for now, here are the three main ones!
I hoped y'all liked it and River I hope I have satisfied your Sheriarty heart!
#hibiscus' aus#ts x sides bbc sherlock aus#character! thomas#ts logan#ts janus#ts remus#ts remy#ts virgil#thomas sanders#logan sanders#janus sanders#remus sanders#remy sanders#virgil sanders#detective sanders#thomgan#thomceit#thomsleep#intrumas#sleepxiety#thomas x sides#ts x sides#tsxsides#sanders sides#sanders shorts#bbc sherlock#big text tw#bold tw#italics tw#coloured text tw
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Look at my sunshine💕
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I need to love you every day and every night (and I love you with everything I have)
read it on AO3 at https://ift.tt/s9iSxoh by ksdruxmd Sherlock and Jim. Jum and Sherlock. Two names, as if created to be written next to each other. Two hearts, beating for each other, as if the world won't ever end. One marriage, one love and two consultants with a long love story behind themselves. And everyone else around them, feeling like third wheels :D (aka my married Sheriarty fanfic that has been around the tag for some time, now finally in English too) Words: 16918, Chapters: 3/?, Language: English Series: Part 9 of Sheriarty my love Fandoms: Sherlock (TV) Rating: Teen And Up Audiences Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings Categories: M/M Characters: Sherlock Holmes, Jim Moriarty, John Watson, Sebastian Moran, Mrs. Hudson (Sherlock Holmes), Greg Lestrade, Mycroft Holmes, Irene Adler (Sherlock Holmes), Molly Hooper, Sally Donovan, Philip Anderson (Sherlock) Relationships: Sherlock Holmes/Jim Moriarty, Sherlock Holmes & Jim Moriarty Additional Tags: Fluff, Fluff and Humor, Romance, Domestic Fluff, Married Couple, Established Relationship, Some Plot, Implied/Referenced Drug Use, Sherlock Holmes/Jim Moriarty Fluff, Long-Term Relationship(s), Consulting Husbands (Sherlock), Enemies and Lovers, POV Sherlock Holmes, long chapters, Smut(maybe?), Teasing, Attempt at Humor, general adorableness, Sheriarty my way, Translation, AU where Sherlock and Jim met while they were 13, Character Study, BAMF Irene Adler, Third wheel John Watson, mystrade, Parental Mrs. Hudson, mentioned parents - Freeform read it on AO3 at https://ift.tt/s9iSxoh
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Sheriarty (Jimlock) fanfic
Sherlock stepped into the house without hearing the usual warm greeting, nor seeing the familiar smiling face.
He froze for a moment uncomfortably.
Quietly taking off his coat and changing his shoes, he walked to the living room to see Jim standing in front of the window with his back to him.
The weather outside was gloomy, there was no rain, but it was extremely depressing.
Jim stood there, like a cold stone statue frozen in the gloom.
Sherlock's heart tightened.
"Jim."
He called him, walked towards him, and stood a few inches behind him.
Jim didn't answer.
The uneasy feeling in his heart increased.
"Jim."
He called him louder once.
A broken, flat answer was squeezed from Jim’s throat:
"...Sherlock..."
Uneasy continued to invade, oppressing his heart.
"Jim, what happened."
He stood there and asked.
Jim slowly said:
"Sherlock."
He turned his head slowly.
Sherlock's lips tightened in an instant.
He saw Jim's eyes, they were hollow and sad. He heard Jim asking him stiffly:
"Is my existence.. wrong?"
The downhearted depression permeated, and the passage of time was slowed down drastically.
"Jim, tell me what happened."
He didn't answer his question, just continued to repeat his inquiry.
“Is my existence wrong?”
Jim looked at him, a tiny arc curled up at the corner of his mouth.
"Did I tell you,"
His voice was faint, like it’s from a different dimension.
"… that I have a 15-year-old sister?"
Sherlock frowned.
"No."
He thought he knew well enough about Jim's family background, but he had never heard of him having a younger sister. Not to mention that she is 15 years old.
The corner of Jim's mouth hooked abruptly again.
"It's ok. Because today, she died."
"…”
Sherlock couldn't react for a moment.
And Jim just continued to say:
"My sister, she died today."
He paused.
"And my father, said before her body, to me— If it was you who died, that would be great."
The sky outside the window seemed a little gloomier than before, but there was still no rain. Just gloomy.
Sherlock felt a little depressed and nauseous.
"How come……"
"My father," Jim said with a chuckle. "My father, had always wanted a daughter." He lowered his head and stopped, and continued: "But after giving birth to me, my mother has been in poor health and can't bear another childbirth. So..."
"That sister is not your mother's child."
Sherlock took the conversation clearly.
Jim nodded.
"Since he had that girl, my father completely abandoned me and my mother. He divorced her then married the girl's mother. He loved that girl from his heart. And I..."
He sighed with a wry smile.
"Just like how he loved that girl, he despised me, and hated me. Right down from the heart. If he could, I knew that he would take every bit of me and give that entire to her. Everything.”
"..."
Sherlock looked at Jim. He felt suffocation in his chest.
"But," Jim said again. "I don't know what happened. The girl has had a serious disease since she was born. Every doctor said she probably won't live to 20 years old. Today, she died.”
He looked at his feet, and took a deep breath.
"I went to the hospital just now and stood in front of her body. And my father, my father... he hit me trembling all over, and said to me, if it had been me who died, today would be the best day of his life..."
He raised his head, a stream of tears slowly shed from the corner of his eyes.
Sherlock saw rain hit the glass pane on the windows.
"Sherlock, you tell me..."
Jim's lips opened and closed pale and trembling, and Sherlock could hear the sobbing in the air.
"My existence, is it wrong?"
The rain hit the glass, crackling. The air was filled with suffocating silent echoes.
"Jim."
He took a step in Jim's direction.
He saw Jim's body shake slightly, tears dripping from his cheeks.
"You're right, Jim."
He walked slowly towards Jim step by step.
"You are not at all wrong."
He was standing in front of Jim, and he could see Jim's eyelashes trembling from a distance.
“You have never been wrong.”
He looked into Jim's eyes. Extreme pain and despair were surging in those eyes at this moment.
"You're the best."
"...Sherlock..."
Jim's voice was cracking up.
Sherlock held him in his arms.
"Sherlock..."
"It's okay, Jim."
He held Jim and gently stroked the hair on the back of his head.
"No matter how others think of you, you will be my Jim. Unique, from the rest of the world.”
His voice is soft and deep, like hypnosis.
"No matter what happens, you will have me. I will always be here."
He said firmly.
"Because you are so perfect, irreplaceable."
The rain poured down outside the window. Jim was still in his arms, crying like a child.
Sherlock embraced him, gently, tightly, as if holding a rare treasure.
"You are, to me, irreplaceable because you are, my whole world.”
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Time for a post-midnight ship song rec, because it always is. The atmosphere for this one is so Jim for me, it just murders my heart. Sheriarty, Mormor, ship of your choice...enjoy, and happy new President day. :D :D :D
Equador - Blood
Oh, and here’s one strictly Mormor. :D
Royal Blood - Trouble’s Coming
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My favorite fics of 2011
Continuing to sift through old bookmarks, here are my favorites from 2011 that are still up:
26 Pieces by Lanning (28K, E, Johnlock) Mycroft gives Sherlock the apparently simple task of solving a puzzle box containing a stolen microchip. It isn't simple.
A Life Well-Lived by Kate_Lear (20K, E, Johnlock) ‘John got scared off men by an abusive past relationship. Sherlock has to try and woo him while not scaring him off with protective possessive rage.’
A Love with No Name by aceofhearts (49K, M, Johnlock, Warstan, Mary/Irene) In which Asexual!Sherlock and Straight!John are platonically in love life partners.
A Thorough Examination / In Depth by emungere (15K, E, Johnlock) Sherlock watched John's mouth as that smile slid away too quickly. There had been something there, something he'd not had time to analyze. He was left with the unsettling impression of having witnessed an expression that didn't belong on John Watson's face at all. In its wake it left the equally unsettling thought that perhaps he didn't know John as entirely as he thought he did.
A Week in the Country by chainsaw_poet (20K, NR, Gen) Sherlock's lifestyle has taken its toll on his health and John is worried. With Mycroft's help, John coerces Sherlock into taking a holiday in the country to get some rest. Unfortunately, their trip doesn't quite turn out to be a relaxing as John had planned, when Sherlock's latest case decides to catch up with them.
Blind Man's Bluff by Rae666 (25K, T, Gen) "We are gods among mortals. But even gods must be tested." Sherlock loses his sight temporarily and must rely on his other senses and John in order to solve the case at hand. But as the killer draws closer, could the pair be in more danger than they first thought?
Contamination by LauraJV (16K, M, Gen) In which an artistic murder draws Irene Adler and her brother Nathan into the lives of Lestrade and Holmes, and Dr John Watson balances his morals against the happiness that is a warm gun.
Dehumanise Me by deuxexmycroft (26K, E, Johnlock) John is sent down for life after accidentally murdering someone, and gets snatched up to play prison wife for a strange man named Sherlock Holmes.
Disguise by kaalee (55K, E, Johnlock) Sherlock's disguises are little more than a nuisance to John until one day he walks into the kitchen dressed as someone from John's past, someone John had tried to forget.
Evidence of Human Life by thesardine (16K, E, Johnlock) Sherlock's sanity deteriorates while he and John are stranded on a deserted island.
Floriography by lbmisscharlie (21K, M, Johnlock, Warstan) Florist!AU - Sherlock is a florist and he's doing the flowers at the wedding of John Watson and Mary Morstan. John's about to marry his best friend in the world. He's happy, in love, and content with Mary. So why can't he get tall, enigmatic man who did the flowers at his wedding out of his mind?
Getting Better by noxcandida (75K, T, Gen) Tristram Holmes dreads attending his new primary school, fearing he'll be teased and bullied as usual. Only, nothing goes exactly as he thinks it will when he finds himself with a seemingly unlikely friend in Emily Watson.
In My Master's House 'Verse by BrighteyedJill (185K, E, Johnlock, Mystrade) As a new slave in the Holmes household, John is having trouble finding his place. (This series began posting in 2011 and continued until 2014)
In The Land Of The Blind by entanglednow (12K, M, Johnlock) Apocalypse.
Indecorous by Basingstoke (55K, E, Johnlockary but it’s a different Mary than in the show) In which John learns to balance a kinky girlfriend, an asexual boyfriend, a ten-inch cock, his sister, the neighbours, his friends, and his blog. Some are more balanced than others.
Lacuna by coloredink (15K, E, Johnlock) God, it must have been terrible, to think that he would never have this again.
Let's Make a Bed Out in the Rain by theimprobable1 (17K, M, Johnlock and Warstan) John is devastated after his long-term girlfriend leaves him. Sherlock helps him through it.
Level 65 Paladin Looking for Group by etothepii (10K, T, Gen) "I think I met someone," John says at his next therapist's appointment. "A friend." "Really?" Ella asks. She sounds pleased, and also surprised. "What's his name?" John nods. "Really. His name's Sherlock. He -- he plays the same game as me, the online one. We party together."
Major Pieces by Lindentreeisle (31K, T, Gen) Sherlock knew that he could thoroughly rely upon John Watson's moral sense. And that's why he knew that Lestrade was wrong, wrong, wrong.
My Phone’s on Vibrate For You by misslucyjane (21K, E, Johnlock) Sherlock texts John all the time. Today’s different.
Never-Ending Cycle (orphaned) (17K, T, Johnlock) Or, four times Sherlock Holmes attempted to propose to John Watson, and the Christmas Party at which he finally did. Sherlock thinks he's a miserable failure, John is confused, Mrs. Hudson and Lestrade provide some unsatisfactory advice, and Mummy is, as always, the solution. All in a lovely, fluffy holiday theme.
On The Ice by berlynnwohl (35K, E, Johnlock) "Sherlock, I once saw you taste a vacuum cleaner attachment that had been used as a murder weapon, so can we please not pretend that Dungeons and Dragons is too weird for you?"
Parallel by brbsoulnomming (77K, M, Johnlock) There's a case at a secondary school/University, some series of threats or string of bizarre murders that has the entire campus shaken. In the course of the investigation, Sherlock and John meet two students. And, because they both want to help with the investigation, they get to watch them become friends and fall a little in love. And that makes them feel things about themselves that they've been working very hard to not feel, thank you.
Secondary Exposure by thesardine (18K, T, Gen) After twenty years, the killer who abducted John as a child has resurfaced. Now John and Sherlock must track him down before he claims another victim, and at the same time navigate the shifting nature of their relationship.
Sic Gorgiamus Allos Subjectatos Nunc by etothepii (20K, M, Johnlock) "Sic gorgiamus allos subjectatos nunc. It's the family motto." "What does it mean?" "We gladly feast on those who would subdue us." (Addams Family crossover)
The Art Of Seduction by flawedamythyst (97K, E, Johnlock, Mystrade, Sheriarty, John/OMC, Sherlock/OMC) Sherlock ran a website called The Science Of Seduction, on which he gave advice on the best ways to get laid, wrote blog entries detailing the results of his various sexual 'experiments' and generally contributed to the stereotype of 'every gay man is a sex-mad playboy'. John avoided the thing like the plague. AU in which Sherlock treats sex like he does crime in canon.
The Baker Street Series by magicbunni (199K, T, Gen with background John/Sarah) Conspiracy and murder find Sherlock Holmes and John Watson surrounded by covert enemies in the heart of Scotland Yard. Together, they unearth clues that illuminate the scope, depth, and distorted psychology behind the crime. And, after a preemptive strike ordered by the mastermind they pursue, Holmes elects to continue the investigation under conditions that will force John Watson to fight for his friend's -- colleague's -- life.
The Penultimate Problem by Random_Nexus (18K, E, Johnlock) Angst, apocalypse-light, pseudo-hiatus, and other hijinx ensue.
The Love Song of Dr. John H. Watson by Kate_Lear (11K, E, Johnlock) John takes Sherlock out for the evening on Valentine's Day.
The Perfect Specimen by Cleo2010 (27K, E, Johnlock) After seeing John undressed for the first time and making certain observations, Sherlock quickly becomes obsessed with a certain body part belonging to his flatmate. This is the story of how that first sighting came to be and the following attempts to learn more. An unashamed masturbation-fest, first person and very detailed. It's rated explicit for a good reason!
The Poster Girl by stardust_made (67K, M, Gen) A seemingly straightforward case has Lestrade calling for Sherlock's help. Written from John's POV, this story takes place two months after the events in "The Great Game" and follows the investigation of the murder of Veronica Havisham: seventeen, popular—and murdered in Hainault Forrest on a Friday night in June.
The Progress of Sherlock Holmes by ivyblossom (62K, E, Johnlock, Warstan) “I had,” he said, “come to an entirely erroneous conclusion, my dear Watson, how dangerous it always is to reason from insufficient data.”
The Pull of One Magnet to Another by ellie_hell (46K, M, Johnlock) Mummy has arranged Mycroft’s marriage with an ex-army doctor. However, John meets Sherlock first, and sparks fly.
The Top-Secret Livejournal of Sherlock Holmes by malacophilous (23K, M, Johnlock, Sarah/John, Sherstrade) Sherlock has a Livejournal, which he updates constantly via his mobile phone and netbook. Everyone offline thinks that he's this stoic super-genius, when in reality he's a bonkers super-genius.
There's A First Time For Everything by Kate_Lear (21K, E, Johnlock) A series of 'firsts' in Sherlock's life.
Those Left Behind by nickelsandcoats (33K, E, Johnlock) After the events of The Great Game, Sherlock is on the hunt for revenge as John waits for Sherlock to join him. But deception abounds as both men struggle to come to terms with the paths their lives have taken.
What Makes Us Rich by flawedamythyst (31K, E, Johnlock) Agreeing on a compromise is one thing, living with it is quite another.
Whirlwind by rubyofkukundu (19K, E, Johnlock) You may be familiar with the following fanon ideas: 1. Sherlock was very sexually active at university. 2. It was while John was a student that he discovered he was bisexual. I decided to put the two together :D
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WIP Game
Tagged by: @salexectria
Sorry this took so long! I’m going to leave out everything with “unnamed” or just…really completely incomprehensible as a title and divide it up the way it’s divided in my files. I don’t have everything organised so a lot’s missing from this list. -shrugs- I’m only doing fanfics to save space, which… LOL This is still going to take a while…
The rules: post the names of all the files in your WIP folder, regardless of how non-descriptive or ridiculous. Followers can send an ask with the title that most intrigues or interests them in exchange for a snippet or info about it.
Tagging: @leafenclaw @jamlocked @like-the-direction @hunnislutt @antoncrane @cake-warlock @the-hero-queen-of-albion @rebeldynasty @acapelladitty
Oneshots:
Allhallowtide – Babs & Eddie (Batman: Arkham)
Clean (Fable: Legends)
Common Courtesy (Fable: Legends)
DAI short (Dragon Age)
DBG oneshot (Prof. Moriarty series)
Deep Blue (Fable II)
Five (BBC Sherlock)
Goodnight (Darkside)
Hands J/S (BBC Sherlock)
mistakes were made (Fable II / Fable III)
Old Kingdom thing (Fable)
Oneirophobia (Fable III)
psychopomp Jim thing (BBC Sherlock)
Reaver & Sparrow get into a brawl (Fable II)
Reset (BBC Sherlock)
Seb thing (BBC Sherlock)
Sheriarty angel & demon au (BBC Sherlock)
Sheriarty angst again (BBC Sherlock)
SHJM WIP Letter writing for emotionally repressed detectives (BBC Sherlock)
Sídhe (BBC Sherlock)
Three (BBC Sherlock)
Torn Seams – Babs & Eddie
Prompts:
1 Corinthians 15 – idk what I’m doing with my life anymore (BBC Sherlock)
Far Beyond The Walls They Come – post-Spire Sparrow prompt (Fable II)
Jim POV romance thing (BBC Sherlock)
Kiss Prompt – a kiss that shouldn’t have happened – Reaver/HoBW (Fable III)
Kiss Prompt – we’re actually being kinda silly for once kiss – Reaver/HoBW (Fable III)
Kiss Prompt – we’re actually being kinda silly for once kiss – sheriarty (BBC Sherlock)
Moment in time prompt – Logan v (Fable III)
Moment in time prompt – William Black v (Fable)
Nonsexual Intimacy Prompt 1 – finding the other wearing their clothes (Fable III)
Nonsexual Intimacy Prompt 5 – reacting to the other one crying about something (Batman)
Nonsexual Intimacy Prompt 6 – slow dancing (Fable III)
Nonsexual Intimacy Prompt 7 – back scratches, shoulder rubs (Batman)
Nonsexual Intimacy Prompt 9 – patching up a wound (BBC Sherlock)
Pierce & Humphrey prompt (Fable III)
POY Sheriarty (BBC Sherlock)
Pre-Holmsesian canon TRF (BBC Sherlock)
Rare Word Prompts – Anagapesis – Sheriarty (BBC Sherlock)
Rare Word Prompts – Anagapesis - re John (BBC Sherlock)
Rare Word Prompts – Cafune – Reaver/HoBW (Fable III)
Rare Word Prompts – Trepverter – Sheriarty (BBC Sherlock)
Sheriarty pwp (BBC Sherlock)
The Nature of Flowers – Deep Water Prompts 1178 – we planted her heart in the ground and watered it daily
things you said minific prompt – momma (BBC Sherlock)
things you said minific prompt – Prongs (Fable III)
To Write (this is literally just a list of prompts I haven’t started)
Unusual Inheritance Prompt – you died and left me a haunted house – sheriarty (BBC Sherlock)
Unusual Inheritance Prompt – you died and left me a haunted house – Sparrow & HoBW (Fable III)
World Swap Prompt – Fable & Sherlock (Fable III, BBC Sherlock)
Long fics:
( smile ) (BBC Sherlock)
241a. (Fable II)
65118 Blackbird Way (Batman)
Asylum (Fable II)
Black As Night (Fable II / Fable III)
Bloodwrit (Darkside)
Bowerstone Boarding School for Exceptional Young People (all the Fable)
Decopunk ScRiddler thing (Batman: Arkham)
Demon Door FII AU (Fable II)
DS x S Crimson Stone rewrite (Darkside, BBC Sherlock)
Fable ghost&mrsmuir decopunk-noir AU (Fable III)
Fable noir AU (Fable III)
Fable Pirate AU (all the Fable)
FL Steampunk AU wtf do I name this (Fable: Legends)
Gothic Horror AU (BBC Sherlock)
HZDxF4 (Horizon: Zero Dawn, Fallout 4)
In The Darkness and Howling (BBC Sherlock)
Jim is Sherlock’s flatmate v1 (BBC Sherlock)
Kurland-esque post TRF (BBC Sherlock)
music AU (Fable II)
Nevermore (Fable)
NG+ (Forbidden Game)
Non Compos Mentis (BBC Sherlock)
Observer Log – INTL – 9145 (BBC Sherlock, Horizon: Zero Dawn)
Roadtrip AU (Fable III)
Rowan fic (Fable III)
Sherlock Christmas fic (BBC Sherlock)
SPECIAL (Fallout 4)
Switched pt 2 (Death Note)
TAB-verse/fae Jim fic (BBC Sherlock)
The Archon’s Folly (Fable III, Death Note)
The Blind Baker (BBC Sherlock)
The Devil’s Playground (Fable III)
The Prisoner (Fable II – Fable III)
The Sparrow’s Rest (Fable III)
Twisted Vision (Fable II)
Under the Arbor Blessing (Dragon Age)
Viral (Kuroshitsuji)
Writer AU (BBC Sherlock)
Series:
A Crown of Falling Leaves (all the Fable – A Court of Ice and Shadows series)
A Labyrinth of Frost and Illusion (all the Fable – A Court of Ice and Shadows series)
Sherlock Noir AU pt 1 (BBC Sherlock)
Sherlock Noir AU pt 2 (BBC Sherlock)
Sherlock Noir AU pt 3 (BBC Sherlock)
Sherlock Noir AU pt 4 (BBC Sherlock)
Sherlock Noir AU pt 5 (BBC Sherlock)
Sherlock Noir AU pt 6 (BBC Sherlock)
Shattered Albion – Do Automatons Dream of Steam-Powered Sheep? (Fable III)
Shattered Albion – Shattered Memories (Fable II – Fable III)
Shattered Albion – The Black Court (Fable III)
Shattered Albion – The Void Queen (Fable III)
#there's so many little random snips I have hidden around from...idk what even fics they'll be for#I also have a ridiculous amount of WIPs in non WIP folders so who the hell knows what else should be on here#my writing files make 0 sense to anyone but me LOL#not even me tbh#just throw the whole writer into the bin LOL#ANYWAY yeah I'll answer asks if anyone wants to do that part but no pressur#very long post
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