#my room is a damn mess
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lost dog
#personal art idk. gonna throw up if i keep messing with this#my childhood home had a pink and green kitchen and living room#we had pink walls and green checkered tiles#my mom hated it#doodles#my art#i dont think i have an orginal art tag..... damn..
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I have officially started painting the walls in the living room.
well, I've mixed/adjusted the paint and painted some swatches and put up masking tape and all that stuff. I'll be painting tomorrow. I'm so excited (to get started, but mostly that I'll finally be all done with evvvverything*)
*until I think of the next thing I want to do, and the next one after that, and -
#I'm just so damn happy I actually managed to get everything else done today!! the living room was a mess before#well it's even worse right now but that's because all the furniture is in the middle of the room lol#but yeah I finished unpacking almost everything (there's still a few boxes with like old memory stuff etc. in the storage room but that#doesn't count because we don't use or need that stuff)#and I cleaned and I did the laundry and I put away (some) clean laundry and I blocked most of the bunting for the birthday garland I'm#making and I tidied everything and I fixed a bunch of things and#okay I think that's all#but hey that's kind of a lot?#idk but it definitely is for me#I think I sat down for maaaybe an hour or two the entire day?? that's. actually concerning and it explains the pain in my feet oh no#sometimes when I'm walking (not standing) I don't notice the pain until it's too late...#well shit I hope I'll be able to actually paint tomorrow lol. guess I'll have to sit down for some of it but I did that last time too and it#was alright#personal
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Every Film I Watch In 2023:
185. Gulmohar (2023)
#gulmohar#gulmohar (2023)#2023filmgifs#my gifs#that was so good holy shit#the script was so cohesive#with the motifs of boxes and rooms and secrets and scattered mess#i was like 'what the hell why isn't every desi film this well written'#as if i expect every Western film to be well-written ha#we always judge our own worst#and yes the first half of this was damn near triggering#esp with the nagging and the criticism#i almost had flashbacks ugh#but then my god the vulnerability#the devastating secrets#oof my heart#and yes i fully teared up at the end#also really beautifully shot#with the sunlight#and the rich colours#such an excellent cast#all of them were so good#which means it was excellent direction#also fuck yeah to Bollywood screen divas playing secret lesbians onscreen#i am HERE for this trend#queer film#queer desi film#even
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when i tell you my biggest regret this year is uninstalling FO4 to make more room for other stuff
#it was literally only a few months ago i did it too#to make more room for BG3 and its mods#it wouldnt be so bad if i had noticed the second update sneak through#i had deleted all my mods as well LOL but thats not that big a deal since i had far too many#and the load order and dependencies were a MESS because i was stupid in 2018 when i last did them apparently#tbh though i literally have my dissertation due in three days#so i huff and puff but this is a good thing#damn you fallout amazon
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hello i am on a family vacation. check out my little balcony
#there's 19 of us. wh#this doesn't include cousins and such. just my siblings and their families. damn#i did get a room for myself tho 👍 for obvious reasons#i already miss my cat ngl 😔 and i'm worried#we're only away for 2 days and left him with enough food and water but.#he already looked distressed before we left 🥺 probably bc of all the mess. so i'm worried 😔
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bro i swear ara might be one of my Favorite characters she makes me so sad but i also like girly get a grip 😭 i love the way u write everbody especially sokka because hes so different but still has his yk quirks and tbh when ppl write him romantically they kinda leave it out
heres ara cuz i am this 🤏🏻 Close to just giving her a playlist since shes so ..woman. yk what i mean??
anyway i kinda Imagine her cut to be simliar to zuko and very uneven cuz bro Zhao will not acutally give a fuck to at least make it nice
this is just a fall from grace even tho its Basically the best thing right now since shes away from all that crazy shit
OMG ITS THE GIRL! The one & only Ara!!! I love how you did a before and after, girl thought she had her shit handled! Only to have her shit handed to her. She has serious sad girl energy but you’re so right she needs to handle it haha.
Thank you so much for this I am squealing with joy you’re amazing!!!
#omg if you make ara a playlist PLEASE share with me#I have some Ara songs too that every time I hear them I’m just like damn it girl get it together#ara made a mess and then made a bigger mess by trying to cover it up#she’s actually a deeply self centered person who has been conditioned from a young age to use and abuse#she doesn’t realize how much damage she is doing by pretty much stalking sokka haha#it’s easy for me to be like come on ara get up and get it together because I’m not experiencing what she’s dealing with because I think#at this point in the story she is seriously at the lowest#girls got NOTHING#I mean some ‘friends’ who she refuses to be friendly with & occasionally sokka yells at her#it’s funny you mention her hair looking like zuko because in all fairness she does look a lot like zuko haha#probably while zhao picked her out ha#let’s not dig too deeply into that lol#tis a whole can of worms#but seriously my jet loving mutual this is amazing#your style is so cool I love it#thanks for taking the time to draw our sad girl#we gotta dilf chapter next chapter then we’ll check back in with the girls.#aka azula & squad#suki & Katara (it’s about time out fire bender got a check up to see if he’s cleared for training)#gosh I love putting Katara and zuko in a room because it always leads to shouting#anywayyy you’re amazing thank you#jet-apologistmybadhomies#liab#ITF#fanfic art
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The chronic back pain I get because I don't have a desk to work at is mad. I feel like an old woman. I'll be graduating this degree with a piece of paper and a walking stick.
#law school woes#I have a giant bed that's helped with some of my sleeping issues ngl#but there's no fucking room for a desk#at this point I'd be down to just have a singlebed mattress on the floor again just so I can get a goddamn table and chair in here#sleeping on a mattress on the floor is underrated btw I kinda liked that part of moving places a lot#I'm closer to the ground and the earth#but also the design of this room is so poorly done#I like when a bed is long ways against a wall cause I like sleeping in corners - feels safe#but this room has sliding cupboard doors on one wall#windows spanning most of another wall#and so there is no corner in this room where a bed could comfortably be lengthways against one of the bare unobstructed walls#cause the head and foot of the bed would be in inconvenient and definitely not harmonious places#and it would mess up the whole damn affair#so instead I have to have a bed in the middle of the room smack bang and taking up so much more floor space#then there's my bedside table and my bookshelf#getting rid of the bedside table would not help#and removing the bookshelf MIGHT give me room for a small/thin table but no chair and now a problem with all the stuff that needs shelving#snatching the house design plans from whatever idiot did this#I was designing houses better at 12 years old in videogames
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Update on my not so lil guy, he’s not hiding under my bed anymore 🧌 loves laying on the lil blue thing in the bottom pic, didn’t mention it in my other post but his name is Blue.
#I’m bad at writing life updates I don’t post about myself even on my private socials lmao#dl#rooms still a damn mess unpacking is a bitch idk how we both have so much shit
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i’m so thinmking about wt and it’s not fairrrr everything ever happens to them
#WHAT FATE A SENIOR. VINE BOOM#crammerposting#how messed up can i make this family of iterators. just fucking watch i guess#i dont knowwww it’s just like. literally what fate a senior. going through it everytime something happens#ns ns cd fta ns AGAIN oh my god i think sep is gonna be the reason weaving collapses early#grhtghhhhh#paces around my room gripping my head#HEEEELPPP HELP MEEE !!!!!! HHHEELLPPP !!!!!!!!#somebody yalk about weaving to me im gong to lose my damn mind#ive beenstuck in this gayass room for ten thousands years
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I did my hawks cosplay try on today to check that everything was right and I snapped a couple of pics since I was at it. Now that I'm sorting them, I noticed that you can def see my hawks merch around the room in some of them lmaoo
It's criminal how little dabi merch I own (I'm stupidly picky with him). I could've sent dabihawks subliminal messages
#Prolly not gonna upload those where you can see my room tho#Cause it's a mess#At times like this I wish I had a workshop area for my creative stuff lol#Anyway the con is almost here and I'm impatient#I wonder if I'm gonna resist staying in full costume all day#That damn wig cap gave me an headache...#Thyandra.txt
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just putting me being petty about mlvn behind a cut don't mind me
okay but. tbh I’m really enjoying pulling all these parallels and more nuanced (canonical) arguments against mlvn that have nothing to do with Will’s happiness because (on top of it now being more settled in the distance since the vol ii drop) it just reminds me that even if there was no byler option, Mike and El are fundamentally incompatible even before they set a borderline terrifying parent-child dynamic set into the foundations of their romantic relationship.
“Don’t make it the byler show” FINE. I’ll throw all the Will-related explanations out and pull all the "freeze frame" evidence for why, even independent of Will, Mildew is a fractured relationship that is both unequal on several levels AND will ruin even potential ongoing friendship if they don’t end this weirdly familial and unpleasant-for-both dynamic right now.
I know its slightly petty to enjoy it but lol. I've repeatedly said my GA self was convinced of the end of mlvn before I did an iota of digging for canon endgame byler, so. I never actually needed to see Mike’s feelings for Will to know it was over & should be for Mike and El, no matter how loud (and wrong) mlvns claim “their ship is canon,” Mike’s 9 “I love you’s” or her hearing about his love “saved the world” lmao ☠️
#its hilarious how like. not even a single rewatch of S4 has reminded me just how mad it was to watch the first time#that fight in their room + all the parental coding for Mike + El just. once again not giving a damn like#what show are you WATCHING if you miss this?#how do you not realize grand love confessions not working is so common a trope its delineated on TV tropes lfjhlksdj lmfaooo#a mess. its a choice to be that blind if you're still here a year out like??? how?!? are you just watching scene packs or something? lmao#anyway.#anti mlvn#stranger things#my st commentary
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Hey uh
anyone here on Art Fight this year or-
Cuz I'm on there, same name and everything. I'm on Team Vampires.
You can like, add me or whatever...I mean, if you want...
I haven't interacted with anyone on here or even really drawn in a couple months, sweet pulsating spider-christ ...
#I KNOW I KNOW I CAN JUST. DO THE THING. BUT I ALSO CAN'T. YKNOW????#I DON'T KNOW WHERE MY MIND HAS BEEN I DON'T#I'M STILL STRUGGLING WITH HEALTH Y'ALL#and sometimes instead of bouncing back and forth from feeling stable enough to do things and absolute dog shit i just-#-'welp i guess I'll just not do anything! that'll solve all of my problems! I'll get better if i don't do things and just rest and space out#-'WOW I CAN JUST BE ISOLATED AND PATHETIC IN MY ROOM ALL DAY COOL'#like...I EVEN GOT MY PAIN MEDS BACK! AND I QUALIFIED FOR A HIGHER DOSE WHICH IS A MIRACLE BC THIS IS FLORIDA!!#but like. idk.#and it's not like i don't care at all!!! I've missed you guys like fuck!!!! i just feel like I'm so far behind and everyone is on another-#-plane of existence at this point! and the longer it goes the more guilty i feel coming back bc i feel ashamed and lazy...#but i know you guys don't give a shit about at all. and I'm sorry for assuming and being so hard on myself#but also my fandoms are all over the place rn so uh. I'm so sorry LOL#but seriously anyone on art fight?? i really need to get back drawing but it's daunting...#especially since my guess 2 or 3 years were kickass by the last 2 literally no one but my wife interacted with me#one friendly fire from my partner. in two fights. after putting HOURS OF EFFORT THRU CHRONIC PAIN AND ILLNESS into all of those pieces...#i know I didn't draw a fuckton but i just got so discouraged and sad after awhile. and some never even got any attackee comments.#it all felt so damn pointless#but I'm nothing if not a survivor#as Zapp Brannigan once said; 'the spirit is willing but the flesh is spongy and bruised'#I'm a hot fuckin mess but even if i barely get any interaction at all again i can at least say i didn't give up-#and put in effort and love like always. no half-assing with art fight unless it's just me and my wife or a friend doin stupid friendly fires#BUT ANYWAY I STILL WANNA FUCK SLASHERS. IF ANYTHING THERE'S STILL THAT. IT'S STILL ME.
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i meant to take a picture because i did blue eye shadow and gradient nails to go with my sequin dress but i didn't
#the damn sensor was still on my dress so i spent an hour prying it off#typewriter dings#tbh. shopping at that macy's fucking sucks#it's a mess!#but TBF working at that macy's fucking sucks#because customers leave it a mess then recovery never fully fixes the mess#and don't get me started on the stock rooms
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❄️ ADVENT CALENDAR day 22
this cold is sapping my will to do
#need me 3 heaters#directly pointed at my feet and person#damn this cold basement and my pets in another room#don’t you stupid animals know anything about winterizing behaviors?? come give me your body heat#2022 advent calender#adopt wip#we’re the 23rd in case anyones confused#follow neb for the most confusing advent calendar event around#love you guys stay warm if you’re in this cold mess
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hm. I might delete baldurs gate tomorrow. I don't care about playing it anymore
#i probably won't delete it and just let it marinate. perhaps I'll come back to it#i should NOT be thinking about this damned game when my room is this big of a mess#i want to fix and paint my walls i NEED to cleaaaaaaaan#no se por que me cuesta tanto ordenar mi habitación me voy a rajar un tiro#nero habla
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Y'all ever calm down from being absolutely furious about something and then suddenly start hallucinating? Is that a normal thing?
#Did some chores to calm my mind down from being mad at a teacher and their teaching methods when I looked up and saw a figure walk past#which I knew wasn't there#Then saw two orb looking things fly past when I was walking back to my room#Honestly I'm surprised by my own reaction which was just “Damn alright I guess I'm just seeing shit now”#Now that I'm thinking about it my body could just also be messing up because I chugged a huge thing of water out of spite#And then did chores right afterwards#Also if one of you trys to suggest it was ghosts I swear to god-
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