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I know I joked about DVDs but in all seriousness, I'm really glad that there's an option for watching VODs that isn't on Twitch and YouTube. It's been mentioned a few times today, but both of the interfaces of these platforms have been increasingly enshittified. I simply do not use YouTube anymore because of how horrid the interface is. I caught up on campaign 2 entirely on YouTube (and sometimes via podcast) in 2019 with no issues, but it is straight up maddening trying to use it now, and I don't know that I would have made it through the campaign if I was trying to catch up today.
I absolutely understand being tired of additional streaming services and I am absolutely in the same boat, but I also don't know how many people really recognize how gutted media distribution has become in the last ten years in the name of convenience. We all kind of realize it, but it's hard to grasp just how extensive it is. We can talk about independent business choices separately, and we should, but when the only platforms on which you have the option to distribute your work are at best frustrating to use and at worst hostile to human life, when monetization services can censor anyone they please with little explanation and have been cracking down on any content they arbitrarily deem inappropriate, when it is not clear that centralized conglomerate social media sites will continue to exist in the next year let alone decade, it is genuinely crucial for independent creators to start building alternative avenues of distribution that they control now.
#this is not about discussing the independent business choices but just for the record#i do think the way this has been handled thus far is solid and extremely reasonable.#and also i do think people would've lost it if dropout had not started largely subscriber-only and made that decision later.#just saying. I 100% think dropout's model is reasonable but they are STILL more restrictive in subscriber-exclusive content than this is#frankly at this point I do tend to favor creators who actually exhibit some business savvy cuz like#I don't necessarily presume that others will be in the space long term and i just don't have that much time to get invested in things#also cuz imo those people also tend to understand format better which is my vibe lol so there are other reasons but#i did work at a digital media company for five years and felt like fucking cassandra over literally this issue exactly so like#I'm not here to claim that I'm an expert but I do get it#the current situation SUCKS and trying to get through it is like threading a needle during an earthquake. while you're on fire.
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I'm in book 3 of thousand autumns (7s editions) & I was having a lot of fun but I am in fact at the point where I must know: when are these guys in love. when does that happen. DOES it happen?? typically I prefer a much more pervasive sense of "these guys are freaks about each other" & thus far these guys ARE freaks (complimentary) but they don't seem to be especially freaks about each other outside of the whims of fate.
#thousand autumns#mine#i would keep reading for bai rong but she's not actually in it enough#thus far the plot has been like Our Two Leads Are Just Fundamentally Different over and over#and there isn't a LOT of internal stuff#so it's been fun adventures but like I'm not sure the adventure alone is going to sustain my interest for another#lemme check#2.5 books#for the record I'm where yan wushi is going to lead them out of the caves if spiders and apes#so if the answer is “directly after the cave of apes and spiders” I will be delighted
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*starting to write the Gid parents fic* how the fuck am I gonna write Yona, they’re all so inconsistent— *realizes that Yona is basically how the media sees Texas* oh. Wait, this is gonna be easy then
#at first I thought it was weird that there has been a character from Yona in every single campaign I have seen thus far#and that they can’t seem to decide between desert and lush farmland#before i actually thought about each description of Yona we have gotten from each of those characters#and how they almost perfectly replicate how the media can’t seem to decide if Texas is either a desert or a lush Greenland#so I have realized that Yona is basically Avantris’ version of Texas#which would also explain everyone’s accents#bc even tho my accent is more akin to Kremy’s i have family members whose accents replicate Gideon’s#for the record if it ain’t obvious im from Texas. and so is the majority of the family I know about#which yes is also the reason why I have such an easy time writing Kremy and Gideons accents#legends of avantris#once upon a witchlight#ouaw#gideon coal#I’m just unsure what part of Yona Gid is from#since the background of his part in the intro has the desert#but also im pretty sure he was raised on a farm so#so i think i might just have to base his location off of the farm my dads family lived at for a while#which was a mix of the two I’d say
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(Almost) Every time Aeneas shouts for Paris to get down from the mast in What Could Go Wrong: A Compilation (with bonus Paris falling off the ship and screaming at the end because why wouldn't I also include that it's hilarious)
#paris the musical#greek mythology#music#ever since I've discovered the screen recording function on my tablet I haven't been the same. I wield far too much power now#excuse some of the choppiness I tried my best#I think Aeneas and the crew shout at Paris something like 9 times??? I can't take this song seriously it's comedy gold#remember when I said Paris is the densest lead role I've come across in a musical? yeah... YEAH. he's like this throughout the whole show 🥲#bless him. he lacks the ability to listen to anyone ever. I bet the gods were like 'we can't let him drown now he needs to start a WAR'#and thus manages to make it to shore washed up and miraculously alive. divine plot armor so to speak.
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+ Good morning, Heaven's Fury!!
+ Pardon the brief radio silence, I was bogged down trying to pack, prepare, and decipher the tedious legal jargon around my 'transfer'; That, and I was not prepared for my Milkrun. Not sure what I was expecting, but I haven't been this tired in years. + Fantastic news, however! As of tonight, I am shipping out to join MSMC's 148th detachment, "Aftermarket Brokers"; I saddled up with a more R&D-centric detachment in an effort to make the most of my specializations. It should be a nice balance of ground deployment, prototype development, and study. Of course, there's still the brief training window before I can actually meet, let alone deploy with, my squadron- but my application was picked up by 148th almost immediately.
+ No more putting it off, I guess. Now's the time for that last, big step; Moving in. + Thank you all for your inspiration, and for the motivation to make this jump- I hope to make you proud.
+ (PS; I have a bottle of Kahlua to send to Slipshod, I think I owe them one, don't ask. Had to try and guess what they might like; I'll send that over once I'm settled.)
+ Thank you, again, -- "GRAY"
// Congratulations, Gray! The 148th are a very talented squadron when it comes to engineering, they're very lucky to have snagged you so quickly. I'll have your welcome gifts sent over to their hangar, so you can access them right away after you get moved in.
+ aw shit, you got me kahlua? man, I haven't had that since HORUS - I'll look forward to drinking that. (one of my old hacker buddies liked white russians a whole lot; we used to experiment with my vodka collection and see what we could come up with that didn't taste entirely awful.) oh, and you're very welcome for the help ;)
> Congratulations on joining MSMC officially, Gray. While I myself have not personally interacted with the members of MSMC-148, I have it on good authority that they're a very well put together team. I think you'll be a good fit with them - they wouldn't have picked up your application so quickly if they didn't think so, too.
+ yeah, congrats on getting in with the R&D squad - they're good pals of mine. rumor has it some of their older members were privy to our side of the zheng license back in the day - might wanna ask around and see if they still have any of the original blueprints. also, if you see him around, tell Tinkerbell (his actual callsign is Tinker, but I'm not gonna let him off that easy for beating me at poker) that it's his turn to host game night; drinks are on me since I lost last week
// You've really come into your own since we first met you, Gray; it's an honor to get to welcome both you and GRAE to the team. We're all incredibly proud of you, and look forward to piloting alongside you someday very soon. And hey, if you ever need guidance on where to go next, or just want to chat - our hangar doors (and our inbox) are always open. You know where to find us.
+ ditto that. you did good, kid - welcome aboard!
> Congratulations again, Gray. From all of us.
Yours among the stars, forever and always!
-- Angel, Slipshod, & Lockbreaker
#lancer rpg#lancer ttrpg#lancerrpg#// two new MSMC members within a week - Recruitment's gotta be over the moon with my PR success record thus far#// er- not that I'm getting any promotions for doing my job well; I do this because I genuinely love interacting with all of you out there#// the fact that I get paid to do this is secondary to the satisfaction I get from talking to y'all (plus it doesn't pay that well anyways)#+ I should get you an invite to games night - there is usually alcohol involved but for you I think we can tone it down a bit#+ can't be setting too bad of an example for our newest cadet now can we? ;)#> I'm incredibly proud of the pilot you've shaped up to be Gray - you join MSMC not just with my blessing; but that of our entire squadron#correspondences with: MSMC Gray
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Silent wake as the day is burning
Slip back into my silhouette
I don’t know when the trains are running
Get me back home to hide away
#tunes#erra#progressive metalcore#god it’s so fucking good#it’s all the best parts of drift and neon and I’m so fucking here for it#I love that they’re coming back to this sound#drift and neon are my absolute favorite albums so I definitely fuckin dig this#so fuckin stoked for this record#and like cure is all the best parts of ST#and pale iris is like revisiting eye of god#and that’s so fucking cool to see the culmination of all thier growth thus far#and I am SO FUCKING PROUD of Jesse like#his lyricism and his vocals have improved so much over the years#and the music itself has just matured so fucking beautifully#and they’re such a cohesive unit now like their sound is just so tight and put together#I’ve seen a lot of dissatisfaction among fans over these three singles but like#honestly fuck off this is their best stuff to date and I’m not fucking kidding#they have grown and matured and it has been SUCH a privilege to watch that metamorphosis in real time#god I just love them so much#I’ve been here since moments of clarity and I feel so fucking lucky to have been able to see them rise and find their place#Spotify#also the mix is so good????#that’s been a real challenge for them in previous releases#so it’s really really nice that they’ve finally got a team that can help them shine#and I DIG how bass heavy this track is#giving Conor a chance to show his stuff
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i finally have to block a fandom tag bfhsv 💥
#just me hi#not cuz anything awful but it's lowkey distressing to look at bfskhghs#the m0uthwashing game that is#haven't had problems w/ anything like that until now so that's interesting! wonder why that is#i'll prolly stew on it later lol :3#me n my microwaving thoughts pfsvh#//so Project Stuff#i'm spooked !! so spooked to be working on stuff !!#and i don't think soft talk or hard lessons have helped at all thus far so i'm just gonna have to figure out a super stealthy very sneaky#way to get anything done pfsh#//man i've been kinda jumpy recently too kfshv--#not much reason for that i think.. tho i might just be kinda tired (more than usual) so hmmmm#//also got super hungry out of nowhere earlier and Houuuuu#do you ever just. Have Sensations khghfjsvh#cuz it hit me like. a weird coolness in my core + shakiness in my hands at once#and i ate like 3 pieces of pizza in record time to avoid the Consie Quences and it worked so ehegh :3#//but yeehoo.. i gotta figure out a system for pi.e...#usually i'd ask a sibling to help out but reed is like the only other person who kinda gets what i'm going for and it's kinda hard to hide#the queer stuff in this story so Lmfhsvh#you know how funny it is to have to go the historian route and trip over almost saying the word 'girlfriend' and slide into 'friend' kfshv#silly silly things#//Ohh and i gotta organize the bl.s playlist again#i keep forgetting to do that lol...#hmnmnmmn...#//oh bloo. anywho! i'm gonna get tea :3#ba da da dee; there's really nothin like sweet tea lol#tooooodles :33
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Stuck in development hell for reasons outside my control help lol
#art talks about stuff#jesus fuck at this point i'm tempted to go back to my original monopitch idea + oto what i've recorded for nemo thus far#so i have proof that i've actually been doing SOMETHING in the past 5 months#i know no one is holding out for this and i'm not going to disappoint anyone if i turn around and cancel it all but#man i'm so fed up...
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my reload recordings are so embarrassing and funny. ryoji shows up and im like (incomprehensible, ear-piercing squealing noises of raw live authentic lizz reaction). i love having my excitement on recording. it is so funny to me. i love that these little guys make me happy.
#lizz.txt#i loove having most of my playthrough (thus far) recorded#the only thing that wasn't recorded was one rank of akinari's social link bc i forgot to hit record and i didnt feel like reloading 💀#i do not have control over the noises i make when i see things that make me HAPPY !!!#it would be really funny to edit together my reactions to ryoji but also highkey embarrassing. i promise i have thoughts in my head#but also i think it'd be cute to turn my recordings into gifs...#im gonna show up on main one day with like “here are some ryoji mochizukis from november 9th. lets all look at his body language”#(dreamily) ryoji...#<- guy who can't stop kicking their feet around and giggling and smiling whenever i look at ryoji and minato#also im pretty sure most of my early reload recordings were just me being like#“OMG!!!! LOOK AT HOW PRETTY MINATO IS!!” (runs around in circles) GLKHFLDH#and then whenever yukari does something im like “hey Did You Know I Like You a Lot. You are Excellent character”
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I am so normal about him.
Mostly a study for line art, shadows, and color, so background got ignored.
#danganronpa#danganronpa 2#nagito komaeda#ultra despair girls#my art#fanart#art#I don't actually know the time for this one because I forgot to record it#But I spent about three hours on it today and at least another three hours over the past few days#so#estimated time: 6 to 8 hours#ngl I'm proud of this one. Cleanest line art I've managed thus far#ultra despair girls spoilers#danganronpa 2 spoilers#I doubt anyone cares for those at this point but Imma tag them anyway#pretty sure Tumblr compressed it so click for the full quality
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are u hyped for the next madoka magica movie
YES
#i didn’t feel like blogging today so my insanity was hidden from the public eye. until now#IT LOOKS FUCKING CRAZY i have full faith in the team bc the main series + rebellion are sooooooo good#but am also frightened by the idea of them potentially introducing twists for the sake of twists and derailing the story#and people mentioning magia record which apparently fucking sucks 😭#NOT TO BE DEBBY DOWNER but the core story of madoka thus far is so dear to me so if they’re reviving it after over a decade…#i want it to be a fitting and fulfilling conclusion and not leave us all more confused and such… another open ended cliffhanger of sorts#Unless they’re planning on more content after this movie#but a part of me would also love if the main cast’s story finally got concluded and they could just rest 💀#TLDR i feel like this series very easily has the potential/ability to be never ending and i don’t want that. bc it’s not fulfilling#BUT ON A MORE POSITIVE NOTE (overall i am extremely excited btw and it looks amazing from the promos)#IF IT TURNS OUT HOMURA/THE QUINTET ARE A PART OF WALPURGIS AND THEY WERE FIGHTING THEMSELVES IN A LOOP ALL ALONG I WILL GO CRAZY#<- EX LITTLE NIGHTMARES#THANK YOY FOR THE ASK!!!! ❤️
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I love that he tells her to look away when he throws a flash grenade too <3 Peace and love
#Watching someone else play instead of playing it myself so my hands r free to post every minute observation I have#failed to record on here thus far#re4make#re
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(WIP incoming! beware of very sketchy sketch!!)
i love that my poto brainrot is so severe that i gave one of my ocs a whole new design inspired by the phantom,,, except its light & sun themed instead of Dark and Emo like our favourite sewer skrunkle,,,
#talking about the design for caoimhe's new operatic voicebank 👉👈 the vb is done i just need to finish the art for it !#its super exciting cuz this is THE most androgynous voicebank i have recorded for her thus far 🤯#its only 4 pitches but her two low pitches are So masculine and her two high pitches are so much more feminine im obsessed#(the pitches are E3 D4 G4 and Db5)#she could use an A3 pitch as well but im happy with her for now!!!#her high range is definitely operatic in tone but her low range is more just. solid#i may have stolen the phantom's dress shirt and put it on my own lesbian oc cuz i Love that shirt it scratches my eyes so good#caoimhe is a butch lesbian in general but im SOOO obsessed with her new design she looks so good in her silly gold mask and big boots#i gave her a cape thingy also bc of course i did#her hair is slightly longer than usual here :D shes taller too cuz she has Big Boots on#i sketched this on my phone with my finger pls dont mind the Messiness#myart#caoimhe utau#the pose is very dramatic fjsjdjdd im a dramatic person
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AHH, MY FRIEND AND I ARE JAMMIN' OUT TO HANSON'S MIDDLE OF NOWHERE ON OUR WAY BACK FROM THE BREWERIES, AND I STILL REMEMBER EVERY WORD, LMAOOO.
#I'VE NOT LISTENED TO THIS FULL ALBUM IN PROBABLY 15 YEARS. STAPLE OF MY FUCKING CHILDHOOD MAN#music#my childhood!#This is me#We're four songs deep thus far and I have to say I still love this record
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no idea why but for some reason i feel like the next episode of dr who's gonna be one i'll especially want to be caught up for? again no clue why i feel that way since i'm currently behind - it's not even like i've seen the teaser for it yet or anything - but fwiw the last time i had that feeling was before fugitive of the judoon, and love or hate that episode i'd say i was right about needing to experience it in real time. i've never been one to care about spoilers much but i do very clearly remember making a point of staying off dr who related internet spaces until i got home from work the day that one dropped (and having any feelings that remind me of pre-pandemic 2020 is already a trip in itself wow) & i kinda think im about to wind up doing the same this weekend (since i already know im not gonna be able to watch it right away)
#i will however try to catch up now so im at the right point to watch it soon as i do get a chance (& thus return here)#oh & i should state for the record i am not one of the people who thinks jonathan groff is gonna be playing jack somehow#(i realize that could sound like the implication given the otherwise very random comparison i just made. trust me i meant it to be random)#to be honest i would love to see his character be something like the one jamie parker voiced in plight of the pimpernel#(i mean if it has to be like anything we've seen before that is. which of course it doesnt)#again i have zero reasoning for this#i mean aside from simply having enjoyed that audio#but who knows perhaps once i catch up to where rogue actually falls in the season i'll have taken that back#it was a rather dark twist i could easily see it not being appropriate to drop in the middle of just any old season#depending on what the vibes of the surrounding episodes are i mean#i get the sense the most recent one was about racism no?#so for all i know maybe now is actually the time for a lighter one#still cant believe how far into this season we are#then again i cant get used to these short seasons anyway & i dont intend to either#8 episodes is honestly disgraceful it does NOT get credit just for being longer than flux#at least that had an excuse#anyway on the off chance anyone's been wondering - this is why i've not been posting much about current who lately#i've been too busy to keep up but hopefully that changes this week#the david tennant specials i also watched far after the fact & never bothered to formally comment on them#i think i may have thoughts on the first & last ones typed up in my drafts somewhere but im p sure we're done discoursing about those#so i was planning on just letting it go for now anyway#we'll see
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love you, love you, love you;
mr. crawling x reader
plot: some things are best expressed without the need of words — themes: spooning/cuddling, smut, maybe yan vibes — w.c: 1.1k
a/n: my first homicipher related fic. i want to try one for mr. silvair & mr. gap next, bc they were also my favs. this game has been taking over my life so much lately. like it’s been in my dreams, haaah.
masterlist • ao3
Mr. Crawling was always loud when he was excited within your company; his laughter filled out the vast empty spaces that were otherwise unadorned with familiarity. Whatever you once sought from those winding corridors was ever-fleeting, temporary, leaving you stuck within the confines of his company.
Yet, when he felt what you could only interpret as affection—that’s when Mr. Crawling then became different—quiet, soothing, kind but also… curious.
And when you would usually sleep, he would stand watch, knelt over the floor as per his usual stance but sometimes crouched near you, sometimes leaning back against the wall with his legs pressed up against his chest. He would watch you as his life depended on it, unwavering in focus and with eerie intensity. He would watch as your chest rose and fell, leaning close on occasion to catch the sweep of your breath and sometimes, he would trace the pad of his milky fingertips in long, languid strokes against your face. Always so delicate, so tender, but for the most part, quiet and even shy.
Having once caught a glimpse of Mr. Gap in your blanket space, however, set something territorial off for Mr. Crawling and he was never able to recover from such an invasion. The very idea that someone else was able to infiltrate what he deemed to be your space—especially someone who he disapproved of—wasn’t something he could stand for. Especially with the sort of trickster Mr. Gap was, he couldn’t bear to see you get hurt. It would kill him on the inside (and on the outside, too).
So, just as you were getting into bed to rest up once more, he too, slipped in under the covers with you. At first, you were startled as usual, turning to face him with confusion evident in your eyes, murmuring out some words in a language that he still could not understand. He repeated something back, the meaning lost and indecipherable upon your ears, though soon surrendering to emphasis using gestures instead. A hug to bring you closer, a reassuring pat on your head and a small, longing kiss over your nose.
You listened to his words again, repeating over and over like a broken record.
Perhaps he meant no harm, after all.
You turned your back to him and settled into his chest, finding that he was surprisingly warm for what he was. His taller frame encased your body, wrapping his ashen arms around your waist—accidentally brushing the fabric that sat over your breast—nicking the cloth ever so slightly. Your breath hitched in surprise and as though in sheepish realisation, he withdrew right away, terrified that you were upset with him.
You drew out a long breath, reminding yourself again, that after everything that has happened thus far…
That, Mr. Crawling does not want to hurt you.
That Mr. Crawling has only ever helped you.
So perhaps, right now, Mr. Crawling only wanted to be closer to you.
You relaxed your breathing, settling into his comforting shadow once more and allowed for his presence to envelop you. He repeated the soothing motions of his grappling arm, although he held onto you softer that time. His hands explored your body with a delicate touch, as though afraid of breaking you—of upsetting you again—his motions growing confident the longer that you didn’t protest. It wasn’t long before he, otherwise not disturbed by your lacking, conscious awareness, decided to explore further with you. Mr. Crawling’s fingers didn’t ask for permission that time, creeping beneath the clinging fabric, feeling your skin against his palms, inviting a pleased, almost delighted smile to curl on his lips.
The silence remained unbroken as Mr. Crawling continued his explorative focus on you; the quickly-building evidence of his need growing harder the longer he pushed himself behind your body, the repeated touches arousing something warmer within him. To both his surprise as well as your own—you were not repulsed, allowing him to creep even lower, below the skirt of the dress and up, brushing his hand up to your exposed skin and, reading into it—you communicated your consent from the moment you parted your legs, allowing him to get even closer.
Confidence surged in Mr. Crawling as he pushed himself into your hilt, allowing his hardened length to slip inside. Betraying the stagnant silence, he shuddered out a ragged gasp before giving into his own rising need; grinding himself into your sopping sex with steadily increasing fervour. His fingers clamped around the curve of your hips as he held you in place, slamming every last inch of himself deep into your core.
Ever touch-starved yet wanting nothing more than to surrender to the sensation of you, Mr. Crawling continued to drive his cock into your needy cunt, soon wrapping his winding arms around your body and holding on tight. He bucked intensely as you soon succumbed to breathless whimpers, incoherently begging for his name. Equally desperate whines rolled off the slip of his tongue as he found his lips pressed into the crook of your neck, dampening your skin with sloppy wet kisses—as many as he could give.
It felt overwhelming for you in a way to be worshipped like this but you did your best to keep up with such intensity, especially as the warm, tingling pleasure built up inside of you, too. You held on just as tight as he did, your hand seeking out his own—fingers weaving into his bony digits—interlocking and squeezing tight the closer you got, your grip and otherwise clenching need tightening simultaneously. To feel him losing himself inside of you was dare you admit, addicting, feeling him completely fill and stretch you out leaving you almost dizzied from the impaling force.
Mr. Crawling, like you, soon surrendered to the rolling bliss from the flick of his hips, feeling a surging warmth mount and rise, encouraging him to lose himself to the searing heat of the moment and you. Encircling your body in a possessive hug, he suddenly began to mutter out a new word in a strained mantra, again and again.
Given how desperate he seemed to be, you understood the meaning as ‘close’, especially as his actions grew more strained and less controlled.
“Close, close, close,” he repeated.
It didn’t take his chased release to catch up as his hips grew to a stutter, rutting out one final pump before melting into you. Mr. Crawling cried into your neck, spilling out the entirety of his overflowing love, feeling the pent-up devotion trickle down your thighs—yet not letting you move away—still retaining his claim on you.
Instead, he kept you even closer than before, not allowing you to part from him ever again (despite understanding your yearning for rest).
Words were never the problem, it seemed.
Mr. Crawling would have always found a way to… connect with you.
#homicipher#mr crawling#mr. crawling#homicipher fanfiction#homicipher x reader#homicipher x you#homicipher x mc#mr crawling x reader#mr crawling x you#mr crawling homicipher#homicipher headcanons#homicipher smut#mr crawling smut#homicipher mr crawling#yandere x reader#x reader fanfiction#cross posted on ao3#x you smut#x reader smut#xposted to ao3#i wrote this after a nap after playing the game for 4 hours straight and then i had this like dream about it#and i woke up ferally desiring mr crawling like it was insane#i wrote this with possessed and perhaps crazed love#i am very normal about fandoms thanks#yapping in tags again i see
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