#my queer ass will not survive it
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ramona-thorns · 2 years ago
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i just learned that Evan Peters was supposed to be playing Aubrey Plaza's husband in White Lotus and now I don't know what to do with that information.
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thatone-churro · 3 months ago
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i mean i’ll say it again even though i haven’t felt this close to it since literally high school:
queers. please stay alive. we will survive. we will persevere. historically we have. historically we will. it’s really fucking bleak rn i know but nothing’s happened yet. there is always a fight and by fucking god we will fight. i just need y’all to stay the fuck alive. please stay the fuck alive.
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talentforlying · 11 months ago
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one of these days i'm going to write up all that i've changed from azzarello's bullshit era and the one (1) piece i've kept from milligan (and also changed) and the only thing currently stopping me is that it is going to be so, so inside-baseball incomprehensible. and i almost never want to go reading/screencapping azzarello and milligan to add references but i Want to add references.
canon is goop, just know that we continue to ride the bus down "hellblazer ended at #250 and looks like swiss cheese before that" street.
#( ooc. ) OUT OF CIGS.#i'm doing page maintenance before i fuck off to work rip it's got me thinking#anyway i think i said WAY back on this blog that a side goal of mine is to make hellblazer lore accessible to non-comic readers where i can#bc it's such a Heavy comic & i love it so much & i always felt Terrible recommending it to people only for them to be disgusted#and like. @ past me that particular goal is NOT as easy as you thought it would be lmao#esp because i have a habit of getting VERY detail-oriented when it comes to talking about hellblazer i think#but by GOD it's still a goal. i can put in some motherfucking references here and there when i talk about The Lore#like. azzarello's writing style never translates well for me in synopsis bc he Loves to put the audience in the outside perspective#where we are bystanders/with the rest of the bystanders to constantine's actions and not to his motivations/inner monologue#and i HATE that. hellblazer has ALWAYS been about what this guy has going on underneath the masked exterior#all the things you can't say out loud when you're queer and working class trying to survive in 70s-80s-90s england#but that you FEEL with your WHOLE fucking chest. how that feeling drives you to enjoy little rebellions wherever you can get them#(also azzarello just fucking Sucks LMAO but i'm talking style rn)#so i end up relying on frusin's art to tell the story a little more bc i think he understands the Theatre of constantine's public persona#and when that theatre is Absent then it's really REALLY noticeable. so frusin keeps me in it most of the time#and if i'm digging into frusin art then i'm Going to want to compare it to older panels bc i like body language consistency#milligan on the other hand has NOTHING to save his sorry ass bc his writing is drop-jaw fucking terrible AND the artist seems to like it#but the loss of john's thumb being tied to his mental health (ignoring the bullshit with shade) has always felt. important to me somehow id#anyway MUCH thinking about my favorite loser on this about-to-be-annoying day shdjksd he has been done so dirty#hellblazer brain go brrrr
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snekdood · 3 months ago
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i mean i should probably stop saying shit just to be mean
#on the other hand....#the social environment cultivated on here almost demands it lest i let people walk all over me#definitely one of those skills i picked up in childhood to survive social situations back then#not a great skill. not even one i particularly like using. in fact i hate this part of me that feels the need to be judgemental#the logical part of me- the more ~~evolved~~ part of my spirit you could say knows its stupid and has hated doing it since forever#i completely stopped for a while. and then my abusive ex did all the shit they did so i felt like i had to dig that judgemental asshole sid#back up to defend myself bc ik thats the level they operate on. but it also started being the level a lot of ppl on here operated on soon#after (and im not entirely unconvinced they weren't an influence as to why people became more of an asshole on here)#(them or twitter. probably a mix of both but mostly twitter users coming here lol. also had to be an ass on twitter to survive)#so now i feel like i have to cling on to this side of myself i was more than happy to let rot in the dirt bc if i dont then people are gonn#use my vulnerability and niceness and lack of desire to use ad hom n shit against me so they can bully and abuse me and say whatever#and i have to keep this image up of being unphased and happy all the time and then i snap and then its a whole problem to people#so basically be nothing ever bc ppl on here will think thats you forever moral of story i guess im not sure.#best advice i can give: dont exist online publicly in any significant way. if you wanna be a pfpless. bioless account that is your god give#fuckin right okay. never are you obligated to be part of this shit and im personally telling you its hell and if i knew then what i knew#now i would have never started coming on to tumblr in the first place. its cool i learned about all this queer stuff or whatever but it#sucks otherwise#tumblr. twitter. insta. any social media where the point is to make posts and write posts more than anything else#dont bother. so much is lost in text-style communication. bridging gaps is nearly impossible. you will always be misunderstood#i think thats the case for most vocal communication but ESPECIALLY digitally
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unmaskingdisability · 6 months ago
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A rock was thrown through the window of our local trans resources office.
My trans and Disability Group was attacked by a dozen troll accounts last week talking about how trans people are into beastiality and child porn.
Troubleshooting, a coworker told me "if these are the worst things that happen this year we'll be getting off lucky"
I know he's right. And the fact that that's true terrifies me.
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littiescorp · 6 months ago
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Just booked my first therapy appointment, hopefully things are finally looking up ✌️
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tearlessrain · 1 year ago
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okay the way gods/the afterlife are handled in forgotten realms lore is bleak as fuck. like. the mortal realm basically being a prayer-powered generator and source of fodder for the gods to throw at each other in their constant conflicts and if you don't like that and refuse to participate, fuck you you're Going In The Wall. they may or may not be interested in helping you but you're still gonna have to pick one to grovel at if you don't want to spend your afterlife getting Pink Floyd-ed into oblivion and/or shanghaid into being a demon.
like. what the fuck. this is a dystopia and even dying won't get you out of it.
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badolmen · 9 months ago
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…yall afraid of pancakes?
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bisexualvampires · 9 months ago
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mossytrashcan · 1 year ago
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just got flashbacks to my mccafferty days. do you know how insane it was for my first major, close to home cancellation to include a theory that the main singer was long con faking being pansexual so he could like use slurs
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ohwaitwhatdamn · 1 year ago
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The fucking sunsets tho
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homotron-5000 · 2 years ago
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Fr like wtf man 😔
Hyper fixations or smth and Will Byers being the star of them
Wish I could hyper-fixate on something cool like spaceships or trains.
But instead I got this loser
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evilsanlang · 3 months ago
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I'm sorry but I cannottt take americans who fearmonger about a 2nd trump term being a dictatorship that no one will survive seriously. they really treat dictatorships as this mythological boogeyman that will come for their white queer ass personally because they've always been safely removed from the reality of the violence and turmoil that their country routinely instills in the global south. they don't know anything about the dictatorships that the US have supported in my country and many others, only that it's a Bad Thing that is supposed to happen to brown monkeys, not meee. you're okay with the violence the US turn to the rest of the world, and your only fear is that this violence is turned against you - nevermind that the people who have dared challenge this sentiment within the US have had to bear the brunt of this violence for centuries. you will be fine. quit being dramatic and try to learn from people who have actually lived through dictatorships that your shitty country couldn't help but have its dirty hands in
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socialistexan · 2 months ago
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I just want to start saving stuff like this so that should my queer, trans, Jewish, commie ass survive what is to come, we can tell historians that yes. They did in fact know what was coming and they chose it anyway.
None of these fuckers get to claim ignorance. Not a single one. They're going to carry that shame forever and may every single one of their spawn and their spawns spawn for 100 generations carry that shame.
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bodhrancomedy · 7 days ago
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dumbcrustyassbitch · 7 months ago
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my favourite things that reneé rapp has said
(in no particular order)
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• "but also, like, yes, it was fun, but it was just silly, like, we made, like, a musical of a movie that was already a musical based off of a movie, like... like, we're not out here curing cancer, we're just having fun"
• "moana"
• "i would hit on me"
• "mommy. i love her, i love you, mommy... yeah... in a respectful way"
• "ADHD! ADHD!"
• "there's a dress code... okay, and i didn't wanna adhere... to the fucking dress code... because i don't wanna wear a collared shirt if i'm told to"
• "i'm reneé rapp and i'm ruining my own life"
• "serious question... serious fucking question... do you- do you ever just kinda like look at your nipp- like, feel- like, feel your nipple... and you're just like... you're so cute!"
• "it is with a... heavy heart that i announce that this ass is in fact... still fat"
• "also, disclaimer, screw your diet culture, i'm enjoying my time with my fridge, thank you"
• "actually best ass i've ever seen in my life"
• "men should die🤗"
• "i should be sedated from time to time"
• "i feel... um... fucked"
• "today, i'm not thriving, i'm surviving, but maybe tomorrow... we'll be thriving?"
• "there's a baby... there's a baby, there's a baby, there's a baby... i'm gonna steal it"
• "i love margot robbie, so that movie is gay to me... in a way... cuz she's so cute in that movie... ah!"
• "there's no real way to, like, act or, like, look queer or gay, however, i was acting and looking gay"
• "i mean, i'd like to say thank you to all of my exes, like, i've profited heavily off of that and i really appreciate it... and a huge thank you to every man that helped made me realise that i was a lesbian"
• "harry... come out"
• "'can i be your next chair' what does that mean? ..... 😳"
• "jokes on you, skank, i don't run, it hurts my fucking knees"
• "mommy's tired, like... take mommy home"
• "um, delusion?"
• "any notes for her? ... date me?"
• "because i was like, motherfucker, one thing you're not gonna do is take away my pride"
• "yeah, a lot of people were, um, upset... and i... enjoyed it"
• "if the shoe fits... lace that bitch up and... run"
• "be mad. go home. touch grass. play in traffic."
• "leave him. quickly. with a swiftness"
• "just for a little clarification, i didn't bring that bag of apples... it was just there"
• "one could yap and one could strap"
reblog with your favourites !!
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