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I really don't think the Gilmore Girls fandom (or the writers, either) take into account that Paris Gellar was 19 years old, stranded in England with her much older lover, her second serious relationship ever, months after musing how small and old he looked in the hospital and how he'd tire of her while she was in a foreign country isolated from everyone she knew....and then he up and DIES on her, and she's the one who has to make arrangements. Just think about how terrifying that would be, how she'd have to explain who she was to his colleagues and family, how much they would probably judge her.
She wasn't even old enough to buy her own beer back home! Come on. She was still a teenager. Just imagine the huge, huge trauma of that. The show plays it off as comedy but it's really horrific if you think about it for two minutes and how truly awful it was for Asher to place her in a situation like that in the first place.
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IWTV Trailer (me losing my freaking marbles - YOLO) Pt1
I'm just going frame by frame thru AMC'S BEAUTIFUL new IWTV trailer. But I had to split this into 2 parts cuz Tumblr won't let me post 30+ pics.
We've already seen Lestat's Theatre portrait on fire (burn, bish!) but the TRANSITION they made here is DISGUSTING--they know what they're doing!
Lou goes from thinking about setting the Theatre on fire (nervously/uncomfortably rubbing his chin, my poor baby), to another scene of him chainsmoking and staring sadly off into the void. I'm assuming it's the 1970s interview, cuz we see Afro!Lou in the same shirt when he effs up BB!Daniel a few minutes later.
AND they said Louis's "stronger, and harder, too," during ANOTHER closeup of Louis chainsmoking. Pyromaniac du Lac LIVES.
Then we get that INTERESTING exchange with Loumand about Oldmaniel:
Armand does NOT like this interview, no ma'am! What are you tryna hide?! 🧐
The fandom legit already MADE THIS JOKE too! XD
The parallels with Loumand enjoying watching movies together (NO CLAUDIA 👀)--and Loustat enjoying opera & movies together.
Loumand as a happy old married couple--I mean it, Rolin: what TF happened between the 1970s interview, the year 2000, and 2022, to make Louis' mental state get SO DANG BAD!?
Armand seems to be implying that 1970s SanFran wasn't where he failed Louis, but 1940s Paris when he burns the Theatre--but I'm seriously wondering if something else went down, cuz LOOK AT MY BABY. BLOOD TEARS. I cannot.
This hollow, fake smile Claudia gives when Loumand walks into the room; wearing makeup & an adult hairstyle tryna look grown--I wonder if this is the same night she joins the Theatre?
Lou & Claudia--he just gives her The Eyebrows, not saying anything (but Armand looks WAY too smug ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)); and we know Armand AND Claudia can EASILY read his mind way better than he can read either of theirs.
Louis calls her "a spark in the dark," right before they cut to the bombs falling all over WWII Europe with flames everywhere--including all over her face--foreshadowing her ashes to ashes, dust to dust. ("Rigged to burn," Louis said in S01E03.)
Did they get hit by bombs, or fall into mine fields?! Jfc. (OR maybe they were sleeping underground, in the earth, and woke up in a battlefield--GOD.) And this must be the same scene where Lou eats the heart--we see Claud throwing limbs around--are they scavenging bombed up corpses?
And the flame in the photographs Louis takes, which she's been tearing down--figuratively in the other teaser, and literally here.
Claudia finna GO OFF! (I HAD to make this one a gif, to see her wrath in MOTION ����)
EAT that racist French White, Claudia, PLEASE. Colonizer Capital--Paris SUCKS!
LOUIS DE POINTE DU LAC, ladies and gentlemen. U_U
You're one of a kind, sweetie--that's why the whole Theatre was tripping, cuz Lestat's "coven" in NOLA didn't look ANYTHING like how all other vampire covens worked. Lestat & Louis & Claudia were a FAMILY. They lived like humans--or as close to human as possible. Plus they were painfully weak, with none of the Dark Gifts. They weren't living like monsters--at least not on the surface....
In the other teaser I thought this dirty heifer who attacked Louis was a revenant, but if she's in the Theatre then this must be Alessandra or Eleni (which means a Rhoshamandes name drop!? 👀💀)? Please random dude please be Benedict. 🙏 I need more TVC cameos!
I'm wondering if this was part of a performance when Madeleine & Claudia were part of the Theatre, not during the Trial? OR this is AMC's recreation of the film version with the naked lady--"so we can eat people."
Armand finna GO OFF! But WHERE TF are his FANGS!? That's my ONE major gripe with this show--I'm so sick of seeing these stupid acrylics everywhere but no FANGS.
Then the trailer immediately tells me to STFU, LOL. XD
Lelio Rising. Lelio Falling. (Ooooo--the Tower Scene should be SPICY)
Then they use the "script" line to transition to The Trial, when Armand forced Lestat to be scripted! 😭 DIABOLICAL! And I LOVE this frame--it's giving me Oppenheimer when he was walking through the stands as everyone applauded him for dropping the bomb & he was PTSDing. (I had to make a separate post just for this brainworm.)
So Dan's finished the interview and this is his editor. (OR, even spicier, this dude's from the Talamasca, and Daniel's broken the NDA & fled the penthouse?) But chile, ain't nobody scared of LDPDL. 🙄 Daniel should be well aware by now that Louis snapped in the 1970s, sure, but he's not the REAL threat in that house, Mr. Mediocre Star to a 500 Year Old Vampire. Unless they're talking about LESTAT? 👀💀 WHERE TFC IS HE IN 2022?!
What in CHRIST'S NAME is coming out of his effing NECK? 😱 It was SQUEALING, like a KOCHON.
Louis slinging blood at the Sea of Galilee Armand stole for him, LOLOLOL.
Louis effing Daniel up--"you were disrespectful!" I wonder if BB!Dan crying was when Armand was busy stalking him when he was drunk AF & dying of alcohol poisoning.
I LOVE THIS. Louis is the center of it all--"It's you and me. Me, and you." 😭💔 Said over and over--Louis and Lestat, Claudia, Armand, and Daniel (and even Santiago U_U).
#interview with the vampire#louis de pointe du lac#pyromaniac du lac#louis de pointe du black#justice for claudia#loustat#loumand#must see tv#SCREAMING#screaming crying throwing up#the hype is real
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mile has been putting up posts of everything that's recently wrong in his life and i feel like giving him the biggest and warmest hug (and telling him that it's most likely because of the eclipse season that just went by and that it's not him🙈🤣)
his ipad was bent
he revealed he lost his custom-made MP ring in Paris (Paris is now on my shitlist for this reason btw....not a romantic city anymore....it is now associated with loss)
one of the headlights of his car was not working
his luggage's zip got wonky
and today one of the tyres of his car is giving him trouble
he's been whining on insta reels POOR BB!!!
i just want him to take some time for himself and not spend that time buying or playing guitars and just take stock of his things...and get them fixed before the damage happens...i say this coz he's got an entire fucking plaza to run (??)....i mean...ofc he has a team etc but still it's his business (right?....it's not his dad's right? idek lol i just know he's INVOLVED in the business big time)
just....take care mile
#also for what it's worth#mile honey#we're through with all the eclipses for the year i think.....so it should only get better <3#mile phakphum#someone give him some time to FIX THINGS#i'm so bitter about his MP ring I REALLY LOVED THAT RING SO FUCKING MUCH#i'd have gifted it to him again myself if i lived close by and actually had him in my life#the new ring is okay#the band of the ring looks like a watch's wristband sooooo.....#ANYWAY#just be careful while driving mile...please check the functioning of your car properly before taking it out#otherwise just take a taxi#who am i kidding mile would have more than one car lol okay okay yeah#kinnporsche
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They met a whole person in Venice!!!
ETA: turns out, not even----endorsement for Air BnB....heelarious!
Alsoooo.....
As if on cue, suddenly
includes A pic of Mark, cuz everybody's been pointing out how FASCINATING it is that she's the ONLY ONE ever papped on set, as if, you know, again, she arranges this crap majjjikkkally....
And the BB is verryyyyyy pissed off that it's pointed out (not by me, but this person and I should be friends!) she's a fucking scab. And continue to miss every point made.
Umm....nooo.....she's "just in a cult and likes to scab", Silly....and she was the one "for drunk and did drugs" (sic) as she routinely brags. This is a cult project, no "hustling" involved....
Again, now we know who my troll was, yesterday, "documented", huh? And, actually, seems like Mark kinda is....which, again, deeply disappointing, but there it is. PP absolutely didn't "plan" and doing a student film is most assuredly not "winning".....
We'll see it flop on Netflix and be a rough one and done....hopefully everybody finally recognizes fully how talent-free Cooper is, at last.
Ummm....dude, seriously, THAT'S your narrative, not a strike, everybody snorted? And it's a "fucking fact"/paying the price? Please explain how Cole was front row at Vogue World, now in Paris then....orrr how freakin' Bella Thorne attended actual premieres (versus dumb side parties) while in Venice? Or even Crotchi at NY Fashunn Week....
Dude, I get you want to pretend this, but the "facts" are PP's doing this cuz it's thru/for her cult and she's probably not getting paid.
Also, what about Sweatboi? He seems unemployed and poor?
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The douchebag OCs
So the title says it all! Time to talk about my douchebag OCs that my poor boy Léo knows and has to deal with. Their names are Henri and Rico.
Here is Henri Chevalier, Léo's ex. Here is my Stardew Portrait of him:
Léo was deeply in love with Henri. They met on the bus. Léo usually isn't the first to flirt, but when he saw Henri get on the bus, he knew he had to make some kind of move. The bus was full, and Henri had no choice but to sit next to Léo. They ended up chatting when Léo complimented the jacket Henri was wearing, and Léo actually asked for his number before getting off the bus. Henri was shocked but flattered. Henri essentially went lmao yolo and gave Léo his number.
The two dated for two years. They moved in after the first year, and Henri ended up buying promise rings for them. Neither of them were ready to get engaged, but they knew they wanted to be together forever.
Henri wants to become a famous actor, but he wants to do so by landing a starring role in a movie as his first major role. Léo supports him, but Henri ends up using Léo for his money.
Henri ends up landing an audition for an upcoming movie. He's just an extra, and nearly turns it down before he realizes he might get to meet the A-List celebrities who will be in the movie.
And boy does he ever. Henri ends up breaking up with Léo when he comes back from his first day of shooting the film, and of course it was over the phone. He explains that he met someone else, someone who would be able to further his connections. That person happened to be the star of the movie who just so happens to be the second douchebag on this list.
The next OC is Ricardo Hernàndez-Pérez, aka Rico. He is Henri's new boyfriend. Here is his Stardew Portrait:
Rico is a handsome and very charming actor from Cuba. He knows exactly what to say to get people to do precisely what he wants. He uses this knowledge to seduce Henri.
When he saw Henri, he saw someone that he could use. Henri was shy, handsome, and good actor. Rico wanted to meet him at first because he found the man attractive, but also because he could see how naïve this man was. Laying on the charm thick, he ended up getting into Henri's pants that night.
Henri was shocked and horrified that he had just cheated on his boyfriend. Rico told him that it was for the best. Léo wouldn't be able to land Henri roles. Léo wouldn't be able to fund Henri's dreams. Rico promised to take him to LA, New York, Paris, and all sorts of other places around the world. He promised to make Henri a star.
Swayed by these promises, and also by Rico's stunning good looks, Henri broke up with Léo the next morning. He did not reveal that he had slept with Rico.
Rico's goal is ultimately to have Henri as a pretty thing to hang off his arm, and also someone who will do anything for him. However, Rico is not afraid to drop Henri if the man shows any signs of hesitation. Rico is not a nice person. His charm and kindness are a complete façade.
So these are my douchebag OCs that will be in Buttercup Baby! Rico is only mentioned, but Henri does have a role in the story. I will be tagging them in further posts as bb henri and bb rico
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Saint of the day August 12
St. Michael My, Roman Catholic Martyr of Vietnam. He was the mayor of a town in Vietnam when the persecution of Christians started. Michael was martyred with Blessed Anthony Dich, his son-in-law, and with St. James Nam. Feastday Aug. 12 https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Michael_H%E1%BB%93_%C4%90%C3%ACnh_Hy
St. James Nam, Roman Catholic Vietnamese martyr. A native of Vietnam, he became a priest and joined the Paris Society of Foreign Missions. Seized in the anti Christian persecutions, he was beheaded with Sts. Anthony Dich and Michael My. Feastday Aug.12 https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Vietnamese_Martyrs
St. Anthony Peter Dich. Roman Catholic Martyr of Vietnam. He was a native of Vietnam, a farmer who was beheaded for sheltering a priest, St. James Nam. Anthony was canonized in 1988. Feastday Aug.12 https://www.st-anthony.cc/martyr-saints-of-vietnam-english/
St. Just. Patron saint of the church of St. Just, near Penzance, Cornwall, England, also called Justus. It is possible that several saints' lives are present in the accounts of Just's life, as he is variously described as a hermit and martyr.
St. Jambert or Lambert, 792 A.D. Benedictine archbishop of Canterbury, sometimes listed as Lambert. He succeeded St. Bregwin as archbishop in 766. Jambert was the thirteenth prelate of the primal see of England and was noted for his patronage of monasteries and the poor. https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Lambert_of_Maastricht
St. Merewenna. Patroness of Marharm Church, in Cornwall, England. Sometimes known as Merwenna and Merwinna, she was a daughter of Brychan of Brecknock. https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/M%C3%A6rwynn
St. Murtagh, 6th century. Bishop of Killala, Ireland, appointed by St. Patrick. Also called Muredach, he was a member of the royal family of King Laoghaire. Murtagh reportedly met with St. Columba at Ballsodare, near Sligo, in 575. He died as a hermit on Inismurray Island. https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Muiredach_of_Killala
ST. JANE FRANCES DE CHANTAL, RELIGIOUS, https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Jane_Frances_de_Chantal
B. INNOCENT XI, POPE https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Pope_Innocent_XI
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i love seeing your unfiltered thoughts so much bb kendra omggg :(((
fun fact i actually don't really like dbac the normal, album version, but i lOVE the acoustic version she sings in paris, which is what i always imagine atan would be singing anyway. taylor's songs where it's just her and her guitar/piano??? the best
neteyam is 100% lover boy. i always thought that about him, that he would put 100% of his soul in everything he did, including and especially the way he loves atan. it takes such love and unwavering conviction to do something like what he did, to leave knowing it'll break him just so she could be safe and heal, i love him so much
i think atan is incredibly strong, and resilient, but to me in that moment it wasn't necessary out of strength that she did what she did, it was more her defence mechanism kicking in, doing what she does best, ignoring the problem and denying denying denying. she has very few (if any) healthy coping mechanisms, and that is shown so clearly when the results come back and she realises she'll die, and she doesn't even acknowledge it, she's just relieved that it's not anyone else. :(( my poor bb
i'm so happy you're picking up the little hints that i dropped in the looks/body language bc i always wondered if people picked them up as they were reading them, so thank youuuu :(((
it warms my heart so much to hear you talking about my female characters bc we talked about this and to me, my stories aren't neteyam stories, they're my female character's stories that neteyam or jake or lo'ak happen to be a part of. my main concern has always been the main female character and her journey, which is why it's very rarely if ever just about the romance aspect of it. and with cardigan that is most apparent bc it's the longest story, but yeah, i love them all in their own ways and their difference and similarities are somehow just different aspects of myself i guess (for better or for worse)
i think with cruel summer/cardigan neteyam is interesting bc i always thought - what would have happened if atan never got an avatar? it's interesting to think about bc on one hand i do believe they'd still end up together bc in cardigan there's an obvious inevitability to neteyam and atan, but i think part of the reason neteyam fights so hard for her in cardigan is because their relationship is ultimately possible. i feel like cruel summer neteyam would have also fought tooth and nail for vol if she got the avatar sooner.
ilysm and i'm always so grateful to see these :((( i hope you enjoy my ramblings xx
lllicit Affairs | Chapter VI: Death by a Thousand Cuts
Pairing: Neteyam x Human/Avatar!Reader
Chapter I Chapter II Chapter III Chapter IV Chapter VI Chapter VII Chapter VIII Chapter IX Chapter X
Synopsis: You and Neteyam both have a dark secret that would change everything between you - and neither of you are willing to share.
Warnings: angst, some fluff, Lo'ak x reader, jealous!Neteyam, both main characters thirsting for each other, mentions of lab work, disease, blood, cursing.
Word Count: 7,2k words
A/N: Chapter 6 is the chapter that sets EVERYTHING in motion for what's to come. There is a LOT to come, a lot of drama and angst, maybe some smut (? 😉) and this chapter is meant as a stepping stone to the beginning of the end. Also, realised I forgot to ever mention, that if the dialogue is ever italicised, that usually means the conversation is in Na'vi, I don't know how I have never made it clearer, but here we are.
Thank you so much for everyone who's been reading and asking to be tagged, I never expected this to gain any traction and I am so grateful for people enjoying it x
My heart, my hips, my body, my love Trying to find a part of me that you didn't touch Gave you too much but it wasn't enough But I'll be all right, it's just a thousand cuts
One second.
“Just one second, Neteyammm!”, you whined, as he was trying to remove the blanket from your currently very comfortable and very warm body.
“It’s late, come on! Early bird catches the worm, isn’t that what you people say?”
“Nobody says that, I don’t know who told you this lie.”
“It was you!!” he says, and he’s laughing at your whinging while trying to remove the blanket. He’s not trying that hard, considering he would make an easy job out of the task if he used a tenth of his actual force, but he couldn’t bear the thought of bringing you any unnecessary distress. You had enough of that in your life, and he wanted to be a source of comfort for you, a shelter in the storm.
You scooted on one side of the bed close to the edge, and left a big gap which you brought to his attention by patting it aggressively.
“Press the button on the audio player and lay with me, please? I don’t feel like going out today.”
He couldn’t say no to you, he realises. He would follow you anywhere in this world, do anything you asked of him, regardless how stupid or reckless or crazy it was. He would always follow you, for the rest of time, and he was happy about it.
A song he liked came on, one that he’s heard you play before and there was no doubt in his mind that he liked it better when you sang it. He circled the bed and lay in it, next to you, in the dark.
“Thank you, light of my life.” You attached yourself to him, arms sprawled across his bare chest and legs carelessly placed on top of abdomen and hips, and sighed contently. He could feel your warm breaths on his neck, leaving goosebumps in their wake. He turned his head to you and placed a small kiss on top of your head and listened to the soft tune filling up the room.
“Oh, goddamn, my pain fits in the palm of your freezing hand
Taking mine, but it's been promised to another
Oh, I can't stop you putting roots in my dreamland
My house of stone, your ivy grows and now I'm covered in you”
“You’re annoying.”
“I know I am, but you love me anyway.”
I do, Neteyam thought. I really do…
Things happen in life sometimes, and it makes you lose your ability to react. There was no reaction, definitely no overreaction. You stared at the vial of blood that shattered all across the floor, all across you and your mind was blank. Almost robotically, you made your way to one of the benches and got some paper rolls and the IMS laying next to it. You carefully cleaned all of it, and spit whatever made its way to your mouth to the floor to be removed. When you were sure everything was gone, you went to the sink and removed your goggles and gloves, and scrubbed yourself clean. You felt yourself moving, picking up a bucket of water with some floor cleaner, felt yourself adding disinfectant to it and moping thoroughly, but it was like an out-of-body experience. Like you were merely a puppet executing orders from above. Cleaning everything took about an hour, after which you made your way back to your room slowly, deliberately.
You didn’t sleep. You spent the whole night looking over everything you and the rest of the scientists have ever found out about this virus. You didn’t know its way of transmission. Maybe you had nothing to worry about, maybe it’s not by blood. You knew it’s not by air, you’ve seen plenty of people infected whose family was fine. So even if you do get infected, the people at the lab should be fine. Your friends would be fine. He would be fine.
Next, incubation period. That’s a tough one, in-vitro studies show it takes the virus anywhere from 2 to 12 months to show symptoms. You don’t know how that changes in humans. You don’t know any of this shit for humans. You could be perfectly fine, you could die within the month. The thought made your blood run cold.
You sat in your chair for the remainder of the night. Unmoving, unthinking.
That’s how Norm found you.
“Hey, Ace. What are you doing up?”
You scrambled for a lie.
“Just woke up, actually. Listen, if you are going to check on the boy, can you please bring my supplies to the tent and tell the Sullys I won’t be in today? I was too exhausted to run any experiments yesterday so I will do it today.”
“Oh… is everything alright? You haven’t missed a day in the village since you got your Avatar.”
“Yeah, everything’s fine, just worried about the boy and want to get to the bottom of this sooner rather than later, if possible.”
“Alright, I can bring you back some of his blood to run as well?”
“NO!”
Norm’s eyes widened in shock at your response and you knew you fucked up, you knew you slipped up. Calm yourself…
“It’s just not necessary at the moment since I have other blood and I don’t want to overwhelm him, if it’s not imperative. I will retrieve some blood when I check on him tomorrow.”
Norm looked at you with a concerned look, but eventually relented.
“Ok, whatever you think, Ace.”
“Thanks, Norm.”
“Let me know what you find tonight. I’ll tell Jake, but they might not be happy with you.”
“You can explain it’s an emergency, I’m sure they’ll understand.”
You struggled to get up and get your legs to not want to collapse beneath you. Eventually, you made your way to the sink and washed, you scrubbed your face as hard as you could without removing a layer of skin, and your teeth until you felt the familiar taste of metal coat your teeth. You hoped that maybe you tried hard enough, the last 6 hours can just be erased from your life, from world. You hoped it could undo the damage that would plague you for the rest of your most likely very short life.
Luckily, most scientists seemed to be out. Claire was teaching Na’vi kids English at Grace’s old school that Jake deemed fit to be reopened, Max left with Norm to check on the situation of the village, and most of the Avatars would be out on missions or training with Jake. You made your way to the quiet halls to one of the labs, and prepared for your long day ahead. This will be hard to do by yourself, but not impossible.
First step, respiratory fluids. You remove a sterile cotton swab and swab your pharynx as thoroughly as possible and place it in a tube. That’s easy enough. Next comes the blood. Finding a vein has always been hard for people to do on you, and it’s not gotten any easier in time, so after poking yourself a few times in the wrong place, you manage to get enough blood to run experiments on.
Hours of sample preparation, incubation, pipetting and running went by at an excruciatingly slow pace, like the universe was revelling in making every second of torture last forever. You thanked your lucky stars of the progress made in lab equipment and that you didn’t have to spent days on one PCR, like your mum was saying it had to be done back on Earth about a century ago. Regardless, it took most of the day for you to do everything you needed, check for all the proteins and markers you knew were deregulated with this virus, and by the early hours of night, you were done.
Aș people were starting to return to the hub as another day was nearing its end, you retreated back to your bedroom to work on the data analysis. You did not want to see anyone, did not want to speak to anyone until you knew at least some things. The less you talked, the less lies that had to come out of your mouth, and that seemed ideal to you.
Inputting the data and having to wait on some software to give you your literal death sentence felt so tragic is was almost comical, and you had to stop and ask yourself if you were some serial killer in a past life to warrant all the pain and misery life seemed adamant to throw at you. For the first time in so long you couldn’t even remember, things were going… well. You were strong, and doing well, and lived outside of the walls of this lab. You had a chance at something more, you had a chance at maybe one day healing and working through your issues and maybe even coming out the other side a better, healthier version of yourself. You had a chance at love.
And there it was�� positive. One second.
THE FIVE STAGES OF GRIEF STAGE I: DENIAL
Your blood became poison in the span of half a day, but at least you now knew it wasn’t transmitted through air. That means no one else would have to suffer because of you. The thought made you weirdly calm, and you realised you didn’t care about your own health all along. No, you weren’t sad anymore, just relieved. A wide smile appeared on your face at the results, and you jumped out of the chair with enthusiasm at the great news. Everybody would be ok. Norm, Max, they would all be ok. You will handle all the virus experiments and blood samples from now on. They wouldn’t have reason to doubt you or question you, not when it made most sense anyway, since you were always in the village and knew the protocols and techniques the best, anyway. You would go on the same way as you had, and no one had to know or suffer because of your mistakes.
With those thoughts still floating in your mind and a Xanax on your tongue, you made your way to the comfortable bed and crashed without a dream in sight.
You were up before dawn again, and ready to get started on your day at the village. You were looking forward to gun training with Jake, and finally putting those years of practice to good use. You found Norm deep in thought in the link room, and he didn’t register you walking in until you patted his shoulder and he jumped out of his skin.
“Jesus, Ace. You scared the shit out of me.”
“I noticed. Why so jumpy, Norm?”
He gave you the quickest look known to man then quickly busied himself with literally anything else. “No reason, just focused on the task at hand.”
“…turning on the linkpod?”
“No one likes a smartass, you know?”
“So how was the village yesterday? How is the boy?”
“He’s alright, still not great, but his vitals are stable for now.” You noticed he did not answer your question about the village, and found slight panic rising in your chest.
“Is everything okay? Did something happen in the village?”
“No, Ace, everything’s fine. You don’t have to worry about everything, you know. How did the experiments go yesterday?”
“The virus is not airborne, it seems to be transmitted by blood, so we need to be very careful handling samples.”
“We always are. But good work, good to have some concrete evidence finally. I’ll look over your analysis soon.”
“You know, I’m not quite done with it, so maybe wait and we can look over it together?”
“Sure, that makes sense.”
You didn’t buy Norm’s pathetic attempts at deflecting the subject of the village, but you did not want to fight him so early in the day, so you guess you had to find out what happened for yourself. You woke up in your Avatar body soon enough, and could already tell the village was already awake and buzzing with the perspective of a new day. The guitar sitting on the ground next to your sleeping mat caught your eye, and you smiled softly at the memory which now seems a life away. Your fingers lingered on the chords and you strummed it gently a few times, enjoying the sounds that seemed to settle in your heart. Adjusting your braids in the small mirror you brought with you a few weeks ago, you made your way out of your tent and straight into Neteyam’s chest with a loud thud.
“What the fuck?” You say, indignantly and then look up to find Neteyam watching you with an unreadable expression adorning his beautiful face.
“Hi.” He says, and tries to muster a small smile.
“Hi…? Is there any particular reason you have decided to attack me first thing in the morning?”
“I was just coming to get you, I heard the guitar playing. I didn’t think you would be running straight into me. Are you ready? We can spend the morning tracking a herd of Talioang that the hunter party spotted a few clicks south of the village. It will be good practice for you.”
“…alright? Can I get some food first? I’m famished.”
Neteyam shifted uncomfortably in front of you and looked… nervous, you realised. What the hell was going on with everyone?
“I have food that Ma packed for us, we can eat in the forest? I’d really rather get a move on as soon as possible, this will most likely take most of today, anyway.”
“Is there a particular reason you seem so eager for me to leave? You and Norm have both been acting weird today, and you are both terrible liars.”
Neteyam gave you a hard look. “Let’s go, Y/N. Unlike what you like to think, you don’t need to know everything, and not everything concerns you. Let’s go, now.” Nothing’s changed, you realised bitterly. Last night was just a fluke and you hated yourself in that moment for letting your guard down.
“You can be a real dick sometimes, Neteyam.” You said and took off without looking at him.
You ran for about 5 clicks without checking behind you, knowing full well he was following you, your hearing being one of the many senses that heightened in this body. You stopped suddenly at the sight of a huge footprint, one you could identify as the Sturmbeest, or a Talioang, like it was known to the Na’vi. Soon enough, you saw the ground littered with them, and began carefully tracking the beasts.
“Alright. How far would you say they are and which direction?” Neteyam asked, approaching you slowly. He was back to teaching mode, and you tried your best to learn, instead of recoiling and telling him to go to hell, which is what you really wanted to do.
You touched the ground and felt it with your fingers, trying to assess the moisture level and deepness of the mark. You thought about for a while.
“I’d say they’re quite fresh. Maybe this morning? Taloioang move slowly, about 1 click every hour or two, so I’d say we’ll find them about 2 clicks east?”
He didn’t even have to touch the ground to be able to assess it. He was impressive.
“Good. Let’s go. We shouldn’t run, they have good hearing and the wind is blowing east, which means they’ll be able to smell us if we’re not careful. We will take a roundabout way and approach them from the south.”
You both made your way through the forest and it was your turn to follow him, although you stayed close behind and tried to look around you and pick up on clues, tiny sounds and movements, trying to learn, trying to see. “Eyes on the tracks, Y/N.”
You rolled your eyes, but did as you were told. Eventually, Neteyam let you deem the appropriate time to stray from the tracks and move south to avoid being spotted. Soon enough, you saw the herd of prodigious beings, bathing in a shallow lake. You made your way slowly, sneaking on the ground, with Neteyam close to you, and you felt his arms grazing your sides every inch of the way.
The herd was protecting the calves, 5 in total, playing and splashing in the clear water. You watched in amazement, just enjoying the view of these seemingly ferocious beasts that in the moment, felt more like a family watching their children play at the local pool. You couldn’t believe the beauty and mild predisposition, the complex nature of these animals whose equivalents were long gone on Earth, long decimated by humans and their needless desire for wealth and acquisition, for mindless cruelty. You felt your stomach drop at the realisation that soon, this could be Pandora, if you didn’t fight will all your being in the upcoming war.
You felt a sudden gentle pressure on your lower back, a pressure you quickly identified as Neteyam’s hand and you shuddered at the touch. He neared his mouth to your ears, and you felt his warm breath tickling your neck, a sudden warmth pooling in your lower abdomen.
“You’re not allowed to kill anything yet, but I want you to show me how you would go about it. Show me your bow work, how would you aim from this position.”
You slowly removed your bow from from your person and sat up, in a now crouched stance, and loaded the arrow, doing your best to accommodate for the uncomfortable position you were in and the tight space you were sharing with another person. You held your breath, engaged your core, and aimed as if you were going to release your arrow on the target about 300m away. Neteyam’s large hand touched your upper thigh, by your left hip and squeezed gently. Your arm dropped suddenly and snapped your head in his direction. He didn’t react to your sudden snap, instead talking lowly, so as to not give your location away. “Your leg is not in a position by which you can maximise release. You will have more power in the shot if you place this knee on the ground and lean into it.”
You wanted to take that hand and either break it or redirect it on other parts of your body that felt like they would explode if they didn’t feel him, have his touch provide the relief that was desperately yearned for, needed. You wanted to scream at him or make him coax the screams out of you like a war-cry, wild and desperate. You wanted to kill him, you wanted him to kill you, slowly and painfully, taking his time on your body until you were falling apart at the seams around him. You hated him, you loved him. You hated him.
You gave him a hard look, an angry look directed at your thigh, and he removed his hand from you. You wondered if he knew, knew what he was doing, wondered if he felt the same way, if he too was struggling to catch his breath at the torture of knowing he can’t have you, claim you, right now, right in this second, right here. You hoped he did, hope it ate him alive, the yearning and the desire. Because that’s what it was doing to you, what he was doing to you. You turned your attention back to the herd and adjusted your position based on his advice. He was right, you could tell right away, as you felt a lot more power when aiming the arrow this time.
“Much better. We can go now, we will give the location to the hunting party and the will be able to secure us dinner for a couple of weeks from the back of a couple of Ikrans.”
You made your way out of their surroundings, and slowly started walking back to the village. After about half an hour, he stopped on a rock and removed the food he was carrying in a pouch. You didn’t join him, preferring to keep your distance and thus a clear mind, not being able to afford being weak around him anymore.
“I thought you were famished.” He says, with a slight smile. You shook your head and turned around, taking in the views of the forest, distracting yourself with the flowers reaching out their neon green tendrils towards you. You kneeled next to one, and touched them gently, enjoying the way they cupped around your hand and tugged, like they were urging you to come closer so they can spill their long-forgotten dreams to you. You heard him sigh loudly.
“Sorry for being a dick. Just had a fight with mum and dad, and I took it out on you. I shouldn’t have, and I am sorry. Come eat, please? I don’t want you passing out on me, you’re not as easy to carry as you used to be when you were human.”
You remained on your knees still, focused on only the plants and your gentle tug-of-war. You knew how much pressure Neteyam was under, has been for pretty much his entire life. A prodigy created… or made, no one could really know for sure, he began training when most babies learn to walk, and speak, and play. He has never had a childhood the way Lo’ak, or Kiri, or Tuk, or pretty much any other Na’vi children did, mostly fleeting moments of bliss in between a lot more moments of stress and struggle. He never complained, though. Not out loud, not to anyone else but you, once he realised you were a safe haven from the storm. You didn’t pass judgement, or make him feel bad for sharing his feelings, and he felt like he could tell you all the hardest truths his heart has always craved to speak out loud. You have always wanted to protect him from the world, a world that demanded so much of him, that asked for a sacrifice of which it was undeserving. Being Olo’yektan, leading the people, being the one person everyone relied on was a great honour, a great achievement - one you didn’t think he wanted, but was never given the chance to decline.
“What happened?”
You walked slowly towards the rock he was laying on, and sat at its foot, crossing your legs on the slightly damp grass. You grabbed a piece of jerky from the pile of food and slowly chewed through it, humming in appreciation at the smoky taste and rich flavour of the meat.
Neteyam grimaced and didn’t look at you, choosing to focus instead of his arm guards, picking at something that was clearly not there. “More sacrifices I need to make in the name of the future, of the people.”
“I see you still haven’t learnt to say no, even after all this time apart.”
Neteyam’s hand froze in midair, his eyes widening slightly - it was the first time you brought up the year apart. He braced himself for what he thought was the beginning of the end, of you finally demanding answers he didn’t think would ever satisfy you, but no other words left your lips.
“I can’t say no. I owe my parents everything I have, everything I am. This village, this life, is all I know. My dad gave up on everything he knew to stand up for our people, to make sure we’d get a future worth living, a family worth saving, a world still worth fighting for. He became Olo’yektan despite all that stood against him because he loved my mum, loved us, even then, even before we were born. My grandpa died defending this village, watching home tree get decimated in front of his eyes, with only the people’s safety on his mind and tongue. I see that bow that my mum cherishes like a gift from Eywa herself and I want to be worthy of it, someday. And if it means giving up some things, maybe that’s just how it’s meant to be.”
“Maybe whatever you’re giving up is making room for something ever better, Neteyam. Sometimes we want something so bad, we can’t see the forest for the trees.”
He looks at you confused for a second.
“That’s a saying. What I’m trying to say is maybe you are over focused on something you want right now, that you think is the best thing for you, but maybe you just are not focusing on the bigger picture. Maybe in the future, whatever you’re giving up now will make room for something that was much better for you all along.”
Disappointment filled his chest at your words. Neteyam looked at you with deep sadness marking his features, and he could see you were trying to think of things to say that could make him feel better. In all honesty, he wanted - needed - you to tell him to be selfish, and trust his gut, and follow what he knew was right in his heart, but he also knew that being selfish is not a trait that came naturally to you. You have always respected the deep bond Neteyam had to his family and his people and you always used to tell him how proud of him you were for how strong he was, for the lengths he was willing to go to to protect and nurture those bonds.
You felt an overwhelming sense of grief at the realisation that you will never get to see him become Olo’yektan, see him become the man everybody knew he was. He would never be yours, and although that painful conclusion had settled in your soul and had time to scar in all the time you knew him, a new wound, deeper, bloodier, deadlier, tore your heart apart at the thought you would not even be able to watch from afar. You would have been satisfied with scraps, just watching him rule, and be, and love someone else and imagining it was you. You never thought you’d get more than that anyway, never had any delusions for more. The scraps would have been enough, and now even those were brutally taken from you, like everything else in this life.
You needed to leave, now.
“Should we head back? It’s getting late.”
You walked back in deep, uncomfortable silence. Eclipse made the nature shine and glimmer with colours your sadness dulled to muted tones. There was light coming from the village and you realise how badly you wanted to be alone, in your tent and read, or watch a movie or a show, and ignore this world for a little while while you licked your newly-opened wounds. Tonight was a communal dinner around the big bonfire in the centre of the village, and you felt grateful your presence would not be missed in such a crowd. You’ve come to love these dinners, another one of the many ways the tribe connected to the village and to each other, but tonight you couldn’t entertain even the thought long enough to count.
“Can you please tell your family I am sorry, but I will probably head to bed early. I’ll be early for breakfast tomorrow, I promise.”
“I can do that. I’ll see you tomorrow.”
You nodded absentmindedly and closed the flap of the tent shut.
Neteyam watched as you left him, still reeling from your conversation. Much like you, he just wished to hide in his family’s tent and pretend for a night things are different, that they are better. Actually, if we are talking about wishes, he wishes he could be in your tent. In all honestly, dealing with you on a day to day basis, seeing you, your body, touching it more and longer than he knew he reasonably had to, was making him think thoughts he knew he had no business thinking. In his wildest dreams, he’d be in your tent and making your eyes roll back in the way that drove him crazy. In his wildest dreams, he’d be coaxing sounds out of you that only he would ever hear. In his wildest dreams, your hands all over him would heal him and break him at the same time. He was desperately in need of some relief, and he loathed all decisions in his life that lead to you not being able to be the one to provide it for him.
He made his way to the bonfire, and greeted all of the Na’vi that respectfully bowed their heads at his arrival. He saw his family at the centre of the crowd, where they normally sat, and joined them silently. They all gave him uneasy looks - all but one. Lo’ak was blatantly glaring at the older Sully, a look of disappointment and disgust marring his normally kind face that reminded Neteyam so much of their dad.
“Did you tell her?”
Kiri elbowed Lo’ak in the abdomen, but he didn’t flinch. He did not even bother to acknowledge Kiri, or the low hiss escaping their mum’s lips - his eyes were still boring into Neteyam, unwavering.
“No.” Neteyam’s expression darkened and in a split second, he became the warrior his dad moulded him into. “And you will not, either, Lo’ak. Do you understand me?” Lo’ak had to look up to look at his brother who was now dangerously towering over him.
“Oh, the mighty warrior giving out orders, what else is new?”
“Lo’ak, that’s enough.” Neteyam heard Jake intervene, and he eventually had to physically put his body in between his two sons, who still refused to look away from each other.
“Fnawe’tu (coward).”
Neteyam watched his brother turn his back on his family and walk away from the feast, and although he wouldn’t admit it to himself, he knew deep down that Lo’ak was right.
You were almost robotically flipping through the directory of movies and tv shows on the laptop that you had with you in the village, not quite ready to go back to the lab and have to deal with the consequences of your newly acquired “condition”. You had all night to do experiments, and lie to yourself that you were fine until you eventually succumbed to a Xanax-induced blackout. You wanted to be in this body just a little while longer, because, in this body, it was easy to forget the realities of your actual life.
You saw a five-fingered hand emerge from the entrance to your tent, and you laughed incredulously at the clown you loved, who seemed to have a knack for improving your dour mood.
“I am here to bother you.” You got up and started making your way towards the entrance of your tent.
“Shouldn’t you be at dinner?” You say, laughing and pulling Lo’ak by the hand, so he stumbles unattractively into you.
You wrap your arms around him and hug him gently. “Skxawng.”
“I should, but I am here instead. We haven’t had movie night in so long.” He lay on your sleep mat and you hissed for him to move over. “You’re getting way too comfortable hissing at people.”
“Not people, Lo’ak, you!” You smiled saying that, knowing you were quoting Kiri, and he groaned exasperatedly.
A few more weeks passed, and you felt the discrepancy between your bodies become more pronounced than it had ever been. It turns out, the incubation period of a Na’vi virus in a human is not long at all, and roughly around last week, you began displaying symptoms. You were taking every drug under the sun to try to soften them, but you had seen one too many good Na’vi people die due to this to know what was lurking underneath the comfortable cushion of drug-induced health. Despite all that, you felt on top of the world in your avatar. You were continuously improving, and, with a little bit of luck, will be completing your first kill soon - the first stepping stone to becoming Taronyu, hunter. If you do that successfully, you will be taking your Iknimaya with other Na’vi apprentices, and finally get your own Ikran. You were buzzing at the thought, and the image of you flying in the sky was enough to push any other worries out of your mind.
After that weird day that ended with Lo’ak in your tent watching Friends together and teaching him the chords to a song you both loved, things went back to normal, sort of. You couldn’t shake the uneasy feeling that the Sullys were hiding something from you. They exchanged looks, and avoided certain subjects, and you were starting to be worried they guessed you were ill, and were tiptoeing around the subject so as to not upset you. That was a good theory, although it could not explain the heavy tension between Neteyam and Lo’ak that also started that night.
You saw them bicker and fight your whole life: two opposing personalities, both of whom had misunderstandings about the other. Neteyam could never understand Lo’ak, understand that, despite being the chieftain’s son and the grandson of the Tsahik and former Olo’yektan, people still looked at him like he was not quite full Na’vi. His eyebrows and five fingers made his appearance uncanny enough to always attract whispers and looks, and despite Lo’ak’s apparent devil-may-care attitude, he cared. Neteyam could also not understand anyone who wished to live freely and discover themselves, make decisions and choices that would lead to a happy, fulfilled life, rather than a proud and accomplished one. Finally, Neteyam did not understand that skill and tenacity doesn’t come easy to everybody, and the weight of living in his shadow was bearing heavily on his baby brother’s back.
On the other hand, Lo’ak never tried to understand the burden Neteyam had to carry, because, in his desire to not appear weak, he took it in strides and never complained. Lo’ak never fully understood the downfalls of what being “the perfect son” brings: no freedom, no childhood, no time, no fun, no choice. He only ever focused on the positives: praise from his family and clan, skill and composure, the title of future Leader of the Omatikaya. He will also never be able to understand the depths of Neteyam’s love for him, who, despite all their differences, would be willing to sacrifice everything, even his own life, to make sure his baby brother would never having to experience these burdens.
This tension felt like more. More than you’ve ever seen, not mended in time, they were always glowering at each other and only speaking to each other if prompted or forced by their increasingly frustrated family. You tried to talk to both of them individually and ask, but you were promptly sent on your way each time. You could tell Lo’ak was itching to spit it out, but every time he got close, he flashed you a look of hurt and fear, and moved on.
Eventually, you stopped worrying about it. It will come out in time, and you had better things to worry about. Your training became brutal after that day tracking Sturmbeests. Neteyam would come to your tent before dawn, sometimes having to wait for you while you woke up in your Avatar body, and you were always gone past eclipse. You were tracking, joining hunting parties to learn, working on shooting arrows while on Pa’li or in nearly impossible positions (he made you shoot targets hanging upside down from the branches of trees, seriously) and working on guns and practicing with Jake and his soldiers. Jake made you his second-in-command during these sessions, and you enjoyed having the roles reversed and having to watch Neteyam squirm every time you touched his arm, or waist, or thighs, in order to adjust his shooting form. You also taught Lo’ak, sometimes late in the nights, where he would sneak into your tent and ask you questions about guns that he hoped would bring him in his father’s good graces for once in his life. You loved teaching them, and you felt powerful with all the eyes on you, trying to absorb every piece of information coming out of your mouth.
“In your hands, you are holding a sub machine-gun.” You said and you made your way through the 10 soldiers in your midst. “It can fire up 600 rounds per minute. You have a button on the side of the weapon, as you can see right there”, you stopped and show everyone on your own weapon, “that allows you to choose between semi automatic and fully automatic. What’s the difference, Lo’ak?”
“A semi-automatic guns fires one shot when you pull the trigger, a fully automatic gun fires continuously until you release the trigger.”
“Tsantu (good guy)!” you said with an intimate smile. Lo’ak was making amazing progress, and you were proud to be even a small reason why.
Neteyam gave Lo’ak a hard look as he answered your question. He was angry with his brother because of his recent attitude, he thought. That’s the reason. Not at all because you were smiling at him with that dazzling smile that used to be reserved for him years ago, definitely not because he knew Lo’ak was sneaking in your tent at night and doing Eywa-knows-what, a fact which kept Neteyam up nights with images he would do everything in his power to be able to erase from his brain. Neteyam was exhausted. He hasn’t slept since this thing started, not until Lo’ak returned to his tent after his meetings with you, and he was able to look at him in the dim light of the night and gauge for himself if his brother was flushed, or panting, or extra happy for one reason or another. Despite never seeing anything that he could deem suspicious, the images of his baby brother taking for himself what was his, what should be his, haunted him and made him sick to his stomach.
Coward. Lo’ak words rang in his ears incessantly throughout each day, never being able to fully block them out.
Neteyam saw you move from Lo’ak and towards him, and tried to remember what they were talking about. Sub-machine guns, right.
“Now, SMGs are best used in tighter quarters or close to mid-range. The spread will make it inefficient for long-range. If you find yourself on the back of your Ikran shooting at a plane or Valkyrie, make sure you close the gap between you or use your bow, instead.”
“An SMG will have a lot of recoil, making it harder to shoot accurately, but there are a few tips you can use to make to improve your aim and accuracy.”
“First. Always fire in short bursts, if you are firing on automatic mode. A few shots at a time will make sure the kick is not unmanageable. Two, account for the kick and adjust your aim to compensate. Think of shooting an arrow and how you always take the wind, its direction, speed and power in consideration before you actually release. It’s a similar principle. The recoil will make the gun kick upwards, so always aim slightly lower than what you want to hit. Three, don’t aim for the head. Leave that for a bow or an assault/sniper rifle with a scope. Aim for the abdomen and chest, since that is a wider target and more likely to hit. Everyone on the same page?”
Neteyam was forever in awe of you, but it was particularly impressive watching you now. You were confident and powerful and knowledgeable. Neteyam felt bad admitting it, but you were a much better teacher than their dad ever was. Toruk Makto had many incredible qualities, but his patience was definitely not amongst them, and his lessons tend to get a bit derailed by his inability to understand that Na’vi are not predisposed to guns or understanding Sky People technology. You were calm, and kind, and funny, and you made it easy for everyone to follow your instructions. In the span on a few weeks, all of the Na’vi and Avatar soldiers training for the upcoming war became better at pretty much every aspect that they were training in, and I think everyone felt just a bit more comfortable about the conflict that was soon to befall them, with you by their side.
After the lesson was complete, you left alongside Lo’ak, sparing one last look in Neteyam’s direction. He was already watching you, and you saw a fleeting angry look that was quickly replaced with an expressionless mask. He was getting good at that, you thought.
“Do you want to do anything? If I have to listen to Kiri talk about all the new types of flowers and plants and shit she keeps finding in the woods, I will lose my mind.”
“Be nice.”
Kiri has been particularly hyperfixated on her newfound discoveries recently, and you tried your best to pay attention to every time she was describing them, in detail, but in reality you were always so exhausted by the time dinner came around that you were only assimilating about a tenth of all the words coming out of her mouth. You felt bad, and made a mental note to dedicate a couple of days to your friend that you saw less and less each week.
“Your Iknimaya is getting closer and closer each day, how do you feel?”
“Honestly I haven’t thought about it that much, just taking it one day at a time.”
“I think you should start thinking about it, cause it’s going to happen. You’ve managed to blow everyone’s expectations out of the water. It barely been two months since you got your avatar body, not even my dad did this so fast. You were made for this, Angel.”
You didn’t know what to say to that. You were grateful for Lo’ak’s faith in you, but with everything happening in your human body, it felt pointless looking towards the future.
“You will be one of us, soon. I’ve had dreams about this my whole life, you know? It’s like I manifested your Avatar, Norm should be thanking me.”
“Lo’ak…”
You didn’t like the turn this conversation took, and felt an uncomfortable twinge settle in your chest at his words.
“There are perks that come with being an Omatikaya, you know? You can make your bow out of the wood of the Home Tree… and you can choose a mate.”
Fuck.
Neteyam was making his way back to the village with the rest of the soldiers, casually chatting to one of the Avatars returning with them. He wasn’t paying attention to the way until his body knocked into one of the Na’vi walking in front of him. Utsou was staring intently at a scene unfolding in front of him, a scene that turned Neteyam’s blood to shards of glass, leaving cuts and bruises along his entire body. It was you, smiling, running your hand up and down Lo’ak’s arm whilst his hand was cupping your face and caressing your cheek. It was such an intimate interaction, it felt wrong to everyone there to even be able to witness it, and Neteyam felt himself becoming nauseous. With the image now seared into his memory and rage turning his breaths to pants, he turned around and left everything - everyone - behind.
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Oh I'm so excited about this one! Marinette's little soft looks she gives Adrien in recent episodes before snapping herself out of it is adorable. Not overwhelming, just nice. Poor Adrien doesn't know what he wants to do. But the thing that hurts me most (probably because I was always in the same position he is in, so understand more than hurt from it) is the fact he thinks that with Ladybug adding more people to the team, he won't be needed and thus won't be Chat Noir anymore. OOOF it hurts! Poor Adrien doesn't realize that if Ladybug didn't give these Miraculous out, Shadow Moth would've gotten their Miraculous from them a long time ago. I rewatched all episodes out now in chronological order, and it's so obvious she cares about him and could not be able to do what she does without him. What needs to happen is for her to not only tell him that, but express it somehow for him to believe it.
"Come on, Plagg. It's time to start thinking about our future." OUR future. He's including Plagg in that future. Good! I definitely understand what this episode is trying to get across about jobs and careers, but a majority of people can't and never end up doing a job or career they love and gives meaning. Some struggle just to find something they can do with their circumstances, much less something that'd make them happy. A very good message though to encourage young kids to look into many interests and try to find what you enjoy to life to end up doing that makes an impact on the world to spread the positivity and happiness. Hey hey hey Alec, how dare you go after Andre the Ice Cream Maker?! But good on him for not letting it affect him at all, he's doing what he loves so the criticism doesn't matter. "Pistachio and pecan for the clear-sighted young man!" "Who? What young man?" "Hello Marinette." I love Luka so much and Andrew's voice is so smooth. x3 I've wanted to learn the violin for years, I have one, but have never been able to do much with it. Luka having and playing his violin makes me incredibly happy (and adore him even more). "Whoa. You definitely have a gift for finding the right words at the right time." "Adrien." "Ah, well, most of the time." LOL But this entire scene. Luka saying you haven't told him about your feelings have you, her noticing he's sad, and Luka being like let's go talk to him and help him then! Just. AWWW! Poor Adrien has so much pressure to find something he wants to do or his dad will make him do what he wants instead. That's going to make it even harder for him to find something... I remember a spoiler from a long time ago, of Adrien baking with Marinette. What if he finds he loves it when that happens, and it's what he wants to do? :o Ahahahaha when Luka goes and sits next to Adrien, Adrien looks up at Marinette expectantly to sit down too. Probably thought by him. but she went the safe route and went next to Luka. xD Adrien, thinking he knew what Luka and Marinette want to do. Luka knows what he wants but it isn't what Adrien or the rest of us thought. Marinette thought she knew but now she's not sure at all. So all three are kind of confused and it's complicated. Life's complicated. Have you noticed, this is the most honest Marinette and Adrien have ever been about something so deep and personal to them? And they're able to do it around each other. Because Luka's there. He's like their emotional guide to help bring them closer and I love it. "Nothing, my mind is empty!" "I'm completely lost!" - Marinette and Adrien say together. Dang. When Luka explains Marinette and Adrien's "inner music" that felt like the most deep and personal scene this show has ever had. "You two will eventually find what's already in front of you," he says before he knew. As they look at each other. Oh lovely foreshadowing moment here. "But you can't hear it clearly, just let the melody flow." In other words, let things happen as they should. Don't force anything. If it feels right to do something, do it. If it doesn't, don't. Wow that violin is so beautiful. Adrien and Marinette's reactions in
sync, the surprise at the tune, the contentedness, and wordlessly looking at each other before getting up and sitting closer. Such a beautiful scene, this has me in awe honestly. "I've wasted my life!" oh I'm sure that hit hard with some of us older viewers. :c I have trouble sometimes not thinking this way, but there's always still time to change how things are. I love that everyone's dreams are either sweet and positive or just plain silly. Like CrocoJagged.
Hey, hi there, son! I absolutely lost it LOL this was brilliant! And the way he runs away on his hind legs it's too much XD "Hey Adrien, go hide behind that tree!" and then he drags Marinette along to hide her. So funny he's the one taking control in this situation. He's really shown his superhero potential in this and Optigami, even when not suited up. oooh Marinette wasn't where he brought her. That was sus. "HEEEELP I DON'T KNOW HOW TO SWIM!" "If we get hit, we'll reveal our secret identities!" "What do you mean, m'lady?" "When I was six I wanted to be the Knitting Fairy, and the Knitting Fairy didn't wear a mask!" The fact she's distracted and Chat Noir had to be paying attention to pull her to safety was such a Ladybug move. What do you mean you're not needed, Chat?! Obviously you are! Also she's giving you information about herself! LISTEN. She never used to and doesn't have to tell you these things, she's choosing to! And she even asked about you and your childhood! "You must have just forgotten!" or didn't have one. I honestly didn't have a dream as a kid, either. I don't know, I never wanted to grow up and be anything in particular that I thought I could do. I didn't have wishes of things I wanted to do for fun much either. I don't know why exactly, but I had a dad that's enough like Gabriel so maybe that's why. (My sister proceeded to tease me about being a sentimonster, since there's that "Adrien's a sentimonster" theory going around). "But Dad, crocodiles know how to swim..." "I didn't when I was a kid!" THIS SCENE XDD I love it! "If Chat Noir and I get hit, you must come back to this exact moment." Yeah it was at that point my suspicions of Luka finding out about them both seemed to be very likely to happen. "Nobody can know about our secret identities." At this point I was going omg omg omg omg the entire time lol The fact that Adrien would decide to have his identity revealed so he could learn more about himself to help him in the future. o.o This poor boy! And here's Luka finding out about Marinette being Ladybug! The dramatic zoom in! Viperion goes "Marinette?!" literally with Chat less than a foot away and he doesn't even budge. He's really that sad he's not even paying attention to what's going on Dx Okay, Ladybug calling on her Lucky Charm just to have the plushie squeak in her hand got me lol "My childhood dream is being what my parents wanted me to be!" Adrien seems happy. And he's himself, it looks like, so I don't know if we just got it cut off short or if he is exactly what his parents wanted him to be, so he's happy knowing that information?
This back and forth between a serious moment and a hilarious one! Shadow Moth's horrified Adrien's Chat Noir lolol not even the same kind of reaction that was in Chat Blanc when he found out . Okay but back to Luka. I think he was much too far away to hear what Adrien was actually saying, but he can see that it's Adrien standing where Chat Noir was.
He sees Adrien's where Chat Noir was.
The realization that Chat Noir is Adrien.
Understanding exactly what it means for Marinette to be Ladybug and Adrien to be Chat Noir. It's interesting how the people of Paris were able to still have jobs that was as close to their childhood dreams as possible. The man that wanted to be Santa makes toys. Mr. Banana wanted to be a cucumber and while he's not one, he wears a Banana suit every day. Jagged wanted to be a crocodile so the closest he could get was to have one as a pet. Marinette wanted to be the Knitting Fairy and look at all she can knit and sew! Alec: "When I was a kid, I just wanted people to be happy!" so sad that his bullying made him want to make others miserable instead. But it's nice that he wants to start now trying to make others smile and be happy c: "Sorry Alec, but when you're a superhero, even your dreams have to remain a secret." But she told Chat Noir hers. If that's not her going in the direction of outright telling him who she is....! Please let Luka be the one to help Ladybug with Chat Noir and Adrien with Marinette. Please. They need it. They have to have Ladybug realize her feelings for Chat and be willing to tell him everything. And they need Adrien to open his eyes and realize his feelings for Marinette. Once those things happen, they'll be okay. Except Adrien still doesn't know what his dream is because that was taken away by Second Chance. Personally, I think his dream of wanting what his parents wanted him to be, is what he already is. He just doesn't know it. As for his future, that can be up to him to start finding! "Thanks to you, our secret identities were persevered and nobody discovered who Chat Noir and I really are..... uh, not even you, right?" "Not even me. Luckily Wishmaker never hit you or Chat Noir." LIES Funny that he was "Truth" before, but now he's spitting lies. HOWEVER don't worry, I understand very much why he's lying and with the way Marinette is, this would be something she'd worry about and obsess over and Luka doesn't want that for her. He knows he can handle it, and she'll find out about it later when she's meant to. I just think it's ironic and funny lol And ooooof the way Luka's face fell after she left. Poor bb. "It was nothing, Marinette. You know you can always count on me." Luka's going to be Marinette and Adrien's best friend in a way that Nino and Alya just can't be. I can feel it. "We're all okay. Thanks to Ladybug and Chat Noir."
Oh. Oh you dorks! It's like they somehow know deep down they're Ladybug and Chat Noir with that look at that line. They're looking at each other like they know to some extent... I'm sure nothing happened in an episode we have yet to see but, it feels a bit weird, don't you think? "I may not remember my childhood dreams, but that's okay! It's time to focus on the future and find my inner music, like Luka said!" AWWW good for you my precious sunshine boy! Keep being you. Also Adrien's disturbed look at Plagg killed me again.
Marinette: "I'll do it all! .... I'll be Luka's best friend and I'll love Adrien!" Yeah see, that's it! You guys are best as best friends, and Luka will one day find someone else and he'll be happy to have you as his best friend when that time comes too. As far as all the other stuff, that sounds very busy and exhausting, but if it makes her happy! "How can you love other people if you don't love yourself?" Oh dang, that's such a good line to have put in this show honestly! Nicely done. So this is definitely one of if not my favorite episode. Chat Blanc's been my favorite but this is at least up there with it! There's so much to take from this episode, and so much that can come from this episode's events that I'm both extremely excited and scared to find out what happens next.
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- Inside Giorno's mind -
Devil Giorno: Woah! This ride is crazy! We're so high up!
Angel Giorno: We're bouncing around! I hope Bri is okay!
Haruno: *dizzy* Oooh! I don't feel so good! My tummy's doing flip flops!
Angel Giorno: Easy, easy. The ride will be over soon...
*Suddenly the screens turns dark*
Devil Giorno: What the-?! Did we just faint! The Don of Passione fainted on the ride?!
Haruno: *lying against Angel Giorno* No yelling! My head hurts...
Angel Giorno: *carries Haruno* Well, at the very least, we should make sure Bri is okay!
Bri's voice: Gio?! Gio, are you alright?
Devil Giorno: Sounds like she's fine.
Angel Giorno: Thank goodness!
Narancia's voice: Hey, Gio! Come on pal, wake up!
Fugo's voice: Easy, the ride must have taken a lot out of him. He'll wake up soon.
Mista's voice: Hey, he's waking up!
- Outside -
Giorno: *slowly opens his eyes* W...What...? Hm. Where are we...?
Awwwwww poor bb🥺🤣, tbh I'd have been finished on one of those rides too lolol.
Bri: awwwwhhh we were on Crush's Coaster and you kinda passed out...
Giorno: Oh... *blushes*
Narancia: it's alright Gio, Abba wouldn't even come on with us, so this is still pretty brave.
Mista: yeah, don't worry about it
Fugo: are you still dizzy? We can sit down for a bit before meeting up with the others.
Giorno: No no, I'm alright, besides, Mr Polnareff is probably waiting on us...
Bri: it's okay, the last time I spoke to Bruno, he said they were still driving around Paris, and Trish is still shopping, what would you like to do next?
Giorno: we've all chosen things to do, it's your turn
Bri: ...
Giorno: you want to go into Sleeping Beauty's castle don't you
Bri: *looks away* no
Giorno: *laughs* come on, it'll be fun *pulls her by the hand*
Narancia: oi, wait for us!
Ahhhh I ran in strange direction here (when am I not). I just hc that they traveled to France for Polnareff after everything happened, and well, just let the rest snowball lol. I hope you're having a beautiful Christmas eve, and that you're well. As always, tysmmmm for these I'm so grateful. Stay safe my lovely ❤🌟💗⭐💖⭐💐🐞❤🕊
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PLS THAT LAST UPDATE???? I had to reread it to gather my thoughts although anything analytical is out of the question because all I can say is “ AHHHHHHHHH”
ok BUT THat LAST UPDATE WAS A JOURNEY. ok every update is journey BUT DOYLE!! Doyle?? D O Y L E !?!?! WHEN I READ THAT ENDING I GASPED. Stared at the wall. Had to refrain from screaming because neighbors 😫.
not this being the second time Aaron has found someone he loved on the floor pls spare my poor bb he has been through enough 😖💔 and PLEASE I BEG OF YOU TO SPARE ME ANYMORE HEARTACHE. WHEN AARON WAS WORRIED SICK IT MADE MY HEART HURT🥺 these two have been through so much for them to not end up together??? Right??? It’s been like 10+ years?? Sounds like some soulmate material to me... i can guarantee you I will absolutely not recover if they don’t.
also I loooove how we are diverging from canon a little bit because ✨your mind ✨ should not be limited to the terrible plot holes of criminals minds. The way you made canon work better than the writers did .... pls 😭 someone give you a raise. I can’t wait to see where you to take this story!! I’ve read so many different hotchniss fics and the whole Emily leaving for Paris is obviously a staple but I was very very very pleasntly surprised to see you switching it up!! That’s some queeen shit!!! and also I know you have another story where Emily does go to Paris. THAT ONE HURT TOO. but the ending was perfect. As always!!! Ok please treat yourself on my behalf because you deserve it and then tenfold. I COMPLETELY AGREE ABOUT “THE READING THIS FOR FREE” COMMENT SOMEONE ELSE MADE EARLIER! It feels illegal that I am reading that masterpiece for free. You feed us goood with every update!! like BLESS YOU, YOU TALENTED MIND YOU✨✨✨🤍🤍
Hi🙂 Ah okay so first of all, thank you SO much for this - what a review, haha! I live for things like this, and this chapter was indeed a journey. Aaron has definitely had a rough few years (they both have), and those parallels were very intentionally done, so I’m glad you noticed that. Aaron just needs a hug at this point. As for canon divergence, I don’t want to give too much away, but LOL I will take a raise any day!🤣. I laughed at the “terrible plot holes of criminal minds” remark. AH right? I’m so glad you loved it - oh my goodness, this is one of the best things I’ve ever read. Honestly sharing it with you all has been such a joy. Thank you so, so, so much - what a lovely compliment, and I’m so glad you love it. I also agree A&E are soulmates (clearly, lol) so hopefully they can figure themselves out before the ending. This made my morning, so thank you. I hope you have a great day! ♥️
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Within You - Bloodbound AU- Chapter 1
Summary: One year after defeating Gaius, the gang has finally found peace… Until a tragic incident awakens the ultimate and most dangerous threat they ever faced.
Genre: Angst/Adventure/Romance
Rating: T - Warning for violence and language
Notes:
- Sequel to the fics For You, In The Daylight and Without You. You can read all of them here.
- Sorry to everyone who liked my plot about The First Vampire. I wrote it before Book 2 release and now I really felt like changing it, as I want to explore some characters and elements from the original BB universe in this fic.
- Slightly NSFW alert/Minor Nightbound crossover
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Lysimachus
The previous night had been intense. A failed attempt to perform a ritual to bring back a loved one resulted in someone summoning some sort of demon instead. It took three hunters to contain the threat. Even being a vampire, Lysimachus still felt sore and bruised from the battle.
"What time is it?" He rubbed his eyes and checked his phone screen. 9:36 AM. And about ten unread messages from his sister. Kamilah was extremely upset because he hadn't picked up her calls.
"Same old Kamilah," even almost two years after their reunion, her habit of acting so overprotective of him would never die. He needed to let her know, every single day, he was alive and well. "Oh shit."
The last message wasn't another complaint, but a summoning from Adrian. A Council meeting was scheduled for that night. Being one of the six Clan leaders, he was forced to attend. The subject was said to be highly important and related to his personal interests.
He wondered what could it be this time. Since defeating Gaius, they had been living normally. Some groups tried to follow his lead and start a rebellion in New York, but they were easily contained by Kamilah, Adrian and the others. Their biggest issue they had was his sister's disastrous honeymoon. She and Amy chose a private island in Greece as destination, where they had a nasty encounter with the Order Of Dawn, a secret society formed by some of the most elite and efficient killers in the world. Their sole mission was the eradication of their kind.
If there was an organization Lysimachus hated to his guts, that was the Order. Not only because they rejected him in the past, when he was still a vampire hunter, but because they acted fanatical and biased about their views. It was very pleasant to see their headquarters being burned to the ground, but what they discovered deep down the compound changed everything they knew so far... the tree that originated their bloodline. The Tree Of Eternal Life.
The secret files they found in the Order Of Dawn's computer told an entire different story about their origins. They were all wrong, including Jameson. The First Vampire, supposedly helped by a goddess, drank blood from the tree. Which granted her all the power she possessed.
There was an attachment on Adrian's email. Lysimachus opened it and started reading. He had been studying the tree's blood. And from the results, that story was being proved to be real.
After a quick showering, he went to the same usual diner for coffee and breakfast. The owner, Hazel, was a very sympathetic Fae, giving every meal a personal touch of her magic.
"Morning," Lysimachus greeted, "the usual, bacon and eggs, and... Espresso, extra strong please. I'm gonna need it today."
He glanced at the very end of the diner, at the most secluded booth, near the old jukebox. Lysimachus could barely see her short figure with magenta hair hidden behind the daily newspaper.
"And a blueberry French toast for the lady, please."
Lysimachus sat down right in front of her, who barely noticed his presence until she dropped the newspaper she was reading.
"Hello to you too," he joked, facing her closely.
"Oh, hey," Katherine removed her sunglasses, revealing the results of a poor night of sleep and complete exhaustion. "I came here for some coffee. I don't think I can make through the day without it."
"Same."
"All I can hope is no one will be doing anything stupid tonight. I don't think I can't handle."
Lysimachus let out a small laugh. They had been working together for one year now, hunting supernatural threats and protecting magical artifacts. There was some romance in between, but nothing serious or official. Katherine wasn't the kind who created too many attachments. Neither was him.
"Don't tell me," yet, he felt bad for leaving her behind. Her company was enjoyable. "I'm suppose to go to New York tonight. Council meeting."
Katherine stared at him in silence for a moment before rolling her eyes.
"Why do you even agree to be part of that vampire elitist crap? Isn't it exactly what you always hated and wanted to abolish?"
"I... uh..."
He didn't exactly have an answer. After The Baron's death, he was immediately chosen to have his seat. He rarely spent time in New York though, he mostly traveled through America and other parts of the world, seeking for vampires in dangerous situations, in need of a Brand or protection.
"It's for a greater good," he lied. The position was kinda imposed to him.
"Sure," Katherine let out an ironic chuckle. "Whatever you tell yourself."
Through his cell phone, Lysimachus scheduled the first flight back home. While he couldn't wait to hear his twin sister's complaints about his constant absence, there was one person he wished to avoid at any cost... Priya Lacroix.
"I'll be back next week," he assured Katherine. "But if there's any emergency..."
"You know I can handle it own my own," she interrupted. "But as for you, watch out for threats with brown hair, sharp fangs and red eyes. She was spotted at Alicia's former club several times in the last few months. Don’t even try to tell me she wasn’t stalking you."
Before he could answer, she stood up and walked away, leaving him wondering if that could be an act of jealousy or only her usual bad mood in the morning.
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Kamilah
"Anything else you need, Mrs. Sayeed?"
"Could you gift-wrap this for me, please?"
Kamilah sighed in relief as she accommodated herself on the comfortable seat of her private jet. She thanked the universe, and the humankind, for the existence of airport shops. She was so busy during her business trip to Paris she didn't have time to pick her wife a proper gift for their one year wedding anniversary. If there was one thing she considered extremely necessary was to spoil Amy. Though the girl refused to admit, she loved being spoiled.
Yet, she couldn't grant her the one gift she wanted the most, being Turned. They only had one conversation about this and Kamilah gave her a definite answer. When she reached her thirties, age when she was Turned herself, they'd finally discuss this again. Amy obviously wasn't thrilled about it.
Kamilah opened her laptop, attempting to chat with her brother, but he wasn't online. He was never online, or even answered phone calls, after he started this new lifestyle. Adrian messaged all the Clan leaders requesting a meeting to discuss important information, and she'd be truly angry if her twin brother wasn't there.
During the flight, she took some time to read the papers Serafine Dupont delivered her before her departure. She only met Amy once, during their honeymoon in Greece and an incident with the Order Of Dawn. Being a psychic vampire, it was enough for her to take some conclusions about her wife.
Bloodkeeper, Kamilah read. The parallel line that descended from the Tree Of Eternal Life. Passed to one woman, born in every generation and triggered by the contact with vampires. They had the ability to access every memory, from every vampire that ever walked on Earth.
That was the most coherent answer of why her visions were increasing. Being married to a vampire, Amy couldn't be any closer to that world. Somehow Kamilah felt relieved. After all, the prophecy previously made by Wright's cult in London was mostly wrong. What made Amy special, was her bloodline. She was no Chosen One to bring the First Vampire back to life. That was nothing but a myth created by old civilizations and passed along to their descendants. Only one of the many legends regarding their main ancestor.
She closed her eyes, trying to get some rest before her arrival, but Serafine's last words were still repeating inside her mind.
"There's more about Amy than it shows. I could sense something within her... a darkness."
Hours later, she was finally back in New York. It had passed 7 PM and her penthouse was dark and silent. She sighed, placing her bags near the front door. Amy should still be working at Ahmanet Financial. She was about to make her way to the master suite when someone jumped on her back.
"Surprise!" She recognized her wife's cheerful voice. "Please don't go to the dinning room, I'm not done yet."
"Amy..." Kamilah said, still stunned by the surprise. "I couldn't sense your presence and you're not even a vampire. How on earth do you manage to do that?"
"Practice I guess? By being married to a vampire?"
"I suppose you're right. Anyways, what were you up to in the dinning room?"
"Wait a sec," Amy disappeared through the corridor for a few minutes. "Stay right here."
Kamilah waited patiently, examining her surroundings and being surprised the penthouse was very organized, even in her absence.
"We're making some progress," she thought.
"You can come now."
The female vampire followed her wife, finding a candlelight dinner waiting for her. A huge smile appeared on her face. After she teased Amy a little bit about her cooking skills, they exchanged a few quick kisses and sat down to eat. Kamilah picked one special bottle of wine from her collection. She glanced at her wife, putting on some music on the stereo. Amy had the most beautiful and pure smile on her face. Serafine could only be wrong. There was no darkness inside her. Only light.
"So," at the table Amy's expression changed a little, "how much did you speak to her?"
"Who?" Kamilah took a sip of her wine. She already knew the answer.
"You know who I'm talking about."
After some alcohol in Greece, Serafine let slip some juicy details about their quick affair in the past, what caused Amy to become extremely jealous of her.
"Only enough," Kamilah assured her. "Small talk, work and... about you."
"What about me?" Amy raised her voice, clearly annoyed.
"Your visions. They're increasing, Amy. I needed answers."
"And what did the expert told you?"
"You're a Bloodkeeper."
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Amy
Bloodkeeper. A rare kind of human that possessed the ability of accessing every vampire's memories. Amy shook her head in denial.
"One more label to the list," she thought. "Damsel in distress, The Chosen One, Bloodkeeper..."
She entered the bathtub, that was in just in the perfect temperature. Everything was perfect in her life right now. The penthouse she lived with Kamilah, her high-ranked job at Ahmanet Financial, the business classes she was taking, their marriage... yet, she couldn't help feeling there was something missing. Since her death experience, she was constantly feeling empty, incomplete. Something she couldn't explain.
"I know what it is," her mother told, when she shared these feelings, obviously omitting all the supernatural and eerie part. "Motherhood. Your biological clock is ticking."
"Mom, I'm only twenty-four. And no, we're not even considering this possibility yet."
Deep down, she knew what would fill that hole. She knew exactly what she needed. She wanted to be Turned. Amy intended to keep all the promises she made in her vows, except for one: 'til death do us part. They could skip that part. It could be easily replaced by: 'til Turning makes us eternal.
When she left the bathroom, Kamilah was getting dressed for the Council meeting. She picked something formal, yet more casual, instead of her usual suits. Even after being together for two years, Amy was always impressed by how stunning she looked. Her wife would look great in anything she wore, even in the costume Lily designed her for their last Halloween party.
"I forgot..." She sighed, recomposing herself. "I printed the reports from the last few days, I left them on the office's desk."
"I don't need to see them," Kamilah shrugged. "I trust you, you run that company so well as I do."
"You're gonna make me believe it someday."
"It's true. Your communication skills have gotten us profitable deals, attracted new clients and everybody loves the improvements you suggested. Trust me, you're doing absolutely great."
Amy sat down by her side in bed and laced her fingers with hers. She felt a little remorseful for arguing with Kamilah as soon as she came home. She had all the right in the world to be concerned. Living for over two millennia, she had done things she deeply regretted, and having Amy to watch them, like a movie, should be truly upsetting.
"I'm sorry," she said. "I'm just... sick of all of this. All these names and speculations about me. Can't I just be... Amy? Amy, the regular mortal?"
"You're far from regular. You're the most remarkable person I've ever met," Kamilah tuck a strand of her hair behind her ear. "Whatever you are, Amy Sayeed, I love you."
"I love you too."
Amy wrapped her arms around her wife's waist, kissing all the way up from her neck until her soft lips. She kissed them passionately for minutes. While their tongues moved together, Kamilah’s hands moved down to the knot on her bathrobe, untying it and exposing her naked body.
“I missed you,” her nails softly raked Amy’s stomach, “so much.”
“And so did I,” Amy whispered in her ear. “But you were always on my imagination, you know?”
Her last sentence sparkled Kamilah’s attention, who raised a curious eyebrow.
“Oh really? Have you been having fun without me?”
“Quite a bit, if you ask me.”
That was one of Amy's favorite manners to provoke her wife when she was away on her business trips. Or she'd ask her opinion on which underwear she should wear that night, followed by pictures. It had the power of causing some interesting effects when the female vampire got home.
Kamilah's hand traveled down her body and stopped in the middle of her legs, touching her most sensitive spot only to tease her.
"After this Council meeting," she spoke in her usual demanding tone, "you better be prepared."
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Kamilah
Adrian requested to see Kamilah in particular, one hour before the meeting started. He wanted her to be the first one to see his findings in person. She and Amy arrived at Raines Corporation at 11 PM, Lily was already there, preparing the slide-shows. While the girls got distracted, speaking about their video games and favorite TV shows, Kamilah followed Adrian to the laboratory.
"Is it..." her eyes went wide as she observed the ancient, marble sarcophagus in the middle of a highly secured room.
"Yes," Adrian told. "I retrieved it from that underground temple in London. But..."
"But?"
"It's not the First Vampire in there."
"What?! What about Amy's visions when she was in that death state? She saw her. She spoke to her."
"Indeed, she spoke to her trapped spirit, but, this? This is unreal, Kamilah. The First Vampire's body is stored somewhere else."
That wasn't the only one of his findings. Since the discovery of the Tree Of Eternal Life, Adrian obtained many samples of its blood for studying purposes. The blood that started both of their lines, Vampires and Bloodkeepers. The blood that was rumored to be the ultimate source of power.
"The results are absolutely impressive," he explained. "For example, besides finding out this body is not the First's, I concluded that what truly killed Gaius was Amy's blood, not that stake. The Bloodkeeper blood in contact with his heart, had the ability of destroying an ancient vampire."
"So?"
"Unlike ours, her blood has no impurities."
He drove her to another section of the laboratory, where the samples of the blood were being studied for different purposes. One of them, was Adrian's most proud creation, a serum that could cure Ferals and prevent new vampires from developing that condition.
"What about the the other samples?" Kamilah asked, her eyes running through the screens and laboratory machinery in front of her.
"One of them is to give us more time in the sunlight."
That was no problem for Kamilah. Her ring still worked perfectly, even after some time. And so did her brother's and... Priya's. Lacroix's new line of swimming suits and beach outfits was hit during the last summer.
"And these," Adrian's lips turned into a smile, "my two biggest dreams. Two projects in development."
"Don't tell me you're trying to become human again?" Kamilah rolled her eyes.
"It could be an alternative. Kamilah, some of us never wished or adapted to this life."
"Fair enough."
That wasn't the case for her. After 2065 years, she was pretty comfortable being a Vampire. With Amy, she was enjoying her life at fullest now.
"This one is my top secret project," Adrian showed her another sample. "It's uh... a project for us to be able to reproduce. I don't know what results it could bring and I have no one willing to test."
Kamilah quickly dismissed that subject. Being a mother was something she never considered before, not as mortal, even less as vampire. At the moment, Amy completely agreed with that decision. They still had a lot to experience together before taking such a big step in their relationship.
She returned to the main hall, where a surprise awaited for her. Her long missing twin brother had finally showed up.
"Well," Kamilah crossed her arms and frowned. "Hello, stranger."
Lysimachus didn't say anything, he only involved her in a bone-crushing hug and messed up her perfectly lined hair.
"I missed you too, sister."
"Well, your life must be active in New Orleans as you barely have time to call anymore."
"Sorry," he smiled. "I've been quite busy."
"When am I going to meet her?" Kamilah playfully elbowed him.
"I have no idea what you're talking about."
Together, they followed to Adrian's conference room, where the meeting was about to start.
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Lysimachus
Since the night of Kamilah's wedding, Lysimachus had permanently cut ties with Priya. The only few times they met were during Council meetings or when she was visiting New Orleans by occasion. The fashion designer wasn't obviously interested in changing for better, or maintaining a healthy relationship. All she ever cared about was her fame, status and herself.
As usual, she made her late entrance in the conference room, eyes focused on her cell phone and pretending to not notice his presence.
Kamilah started with the formalities and, before passing the word to Adrian, she asked:
"We have some important information to be shared tonight, but before that, anyone has another subject that should be discussed in this meeting?"
"I do," for the first time Priya looked at him. "I'm starting a petition to impeach Council members that who are mostly absent from meetings and have a questionable conduct, such as hunting their own kind or sharing private information. Also, the Pact clearly states that every member should be a New York resident."
Lysimachus ignored her desperate attempt to insult him. He should be expecting that. Priya would attack him in every opportunity she had. Three of the projects he proposed to the Council were denied because of her.
"I meant..." Kamilah sighed, "another important subject."
"I'm getting married!" Lester announced, standing up from his chair. "We've met during my visit to a ranch in Texas. She's a cowgirl and horses aren't the only thing she's good at riding, you know..."
"What?" Lily and Jax asked at the same time, exchanging looks. "Ewww."
"I never thought I'd say that," Amy said, "but I miss The Baron. At least with him we had all these interesting murder and betrayal accusations, instead of... this!"
Kamilah only shook her head and gave Adrian a signal to proceed with his subject. While Lily set up the technological part, they still had to hear Lester bragging about his fiancée for some very long minutes.
"Congratulations," Lysimachus tried to make him stop before it became to graphic for everybody's sake.
"Yeah," Priya smirked sarcastically. "Maybe you're next, Hunter. I mean, after you sell out our heads to your girlfriend, she'll want to stick around."
It was becoming too much for him.
"I never shared a single bit of information we discuss in this room with my co-workers from New Orleans!"
"Can you all shut up?!" Kamilah angered. "Relationship counseling is in a different building. Two blocks away."
The presentation started. He knew what Adrian was about to share, being a former member of his company he had sent him all the research results he managed to obtain beforehand. Now, they were finally having access to real information about their origins and all the potential the blood from the Tree had, not only to create but to destroy.
"Any further comments?" Adrian inquired.
"I'm not a disgusting Feral, I can walk in the sunlight and I have no interest having children," Priya headed to the exit. "Can I leave now? My new collection isn't going to draw itself."
As she opened the door, another female figure was standing outside. Everyone turned their heads and stopped to watch. Katherine walked into the conference room, going straight to Adrian.
"Adrian Raines? I've obtained confidential information that, not only you're in the possession of the First Vampire's blood, but has been using it for research."
"That's correct."
"Being it considered one of the most powerful and ancient artifact, I've been hired to monitor it closely."
"Why don't you follow me to my office?"
As they both left, the whole room stared directly at Lysimachus, even his own sister. He had absolutely nothing to do with that, except... that he remembered connecting his cell phone to Katherine's computer one night to sync some files.
"Fuck!" He thought. He couldn't have acted so careless.
Priya stood by the door with a victorious grin on her face.
"I told you so," she said before leaving.
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Amy
When they finally made back home, a heavy rain started pouring outside. Kamilah was completely stressed, pacing around her home office. At first, she thought to be a scheme plotted by Priya against her brother, until he admitted his mistake. Yet, someone had indeed hired Katherine to have deep access to Adrian's research and they couldn't figure out who.
"I always knew my brother was making a mistake getting involved with those people," Kamilah vented to her. "Sooner or later, it was bound to happen."
"Do you think Priya is actually right?" Amy massaged her wife's tense shoulders. "That he must pick, between New Orleans or being a Council member?"
"The more I hate to admit it, yes. Lacroix is right this time, Amy. Even though my brother has done an amazing job as Clan leader, he can't keep a double life as Nighthunter. He may have put us all in danger, that was the most important information we had in ages."
"And what do we do now?"
They had been together long enough for Amy to decipher all Kamilah's looks. The one she had at the moment meant she was about to suggest something she wouldn't like.
"No..." Amy scowled. "Absolutely not."
"Amy," Kamilah closed her eyes, trying to stay patient. "Adrian agreed. Being a psychic vampire, Serafine can debrief her."
"Doesn't your brother knows how to debrief people? Why her?"
"He's not doing it. Lysimachus thinks it's too extreme and could put her in danger with her employee."
"Okay," Amy threw her hands in defeat, "it's for a good cause I guess. But she's staying away from you."
"Of course."
Suddenly, Kamilah had her pinned down to the bed, eyes red in desire.
"I love when you're jealous," her nail traced Amy's cheek. "I can sense the insecurity in your heart, the fear of losing me to someone else, the thought that you're too inexperienced..."
Kamilah was right. Amy had all of that in mind when it came to Serafine, Gaius or even her Italian girlfriend. The flashes that were now often popping-up in her mind of their moments together only made it worse.
"But truth is..." she whispered in her ear, "no one has made me ever feel this way before," Kamilah placed Amy's hand on her chest, where she could feel her heart beating fast.
"Really?"
Kamilah didn't answer, her eyes were determined to prove Amy her feelings. She drove Amy's hand to another spot, inside her underwear.
"Or this way. You have the power of driving me completely crazy."
"Okay," Amy smiled in satisfaction, feeling how much her wife wanted her. "I see your point now."
She wanted her too. She wanted her really badly. Their mouths had just found each other when a cell phone started buzzing.
"Ignore it," Kamilah ordered, against her mouth. "I don't want to hear anything else, other than you saying my name loud tonight."
It continued. And Amy tried to keep her focus on the tips of Kamilah's fangs brushing her neck. But the buzzing wouldn't stop, for some reason it seemed to grow louder. It was entering her ears causing discomfort. Penetrating her brain like if it was ringing inside it.
"I'm going to pick up," Amy told, pushing her away. "All this noise is giving me a headache."
"Huh?!" Kamilah furrowed her brows confused. "I can barely hear it, it's coming from your purse in the living room."
As Amy grabbed her phone, the number of missed calls scared her but no more than the text from her mother.
"Amy, what's wrong?"
She couldn't answer. She just stared at the screen paralyzed in horror.
"K-Kamilah... it’s my dad... h-he's in hospital. He had a heart attack!"
#bloodbound#kamilah sayeed#kamilah x mc#playchoices#choices stories you play#bloodbound fanfiction#within you
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monster live reacts to interview with the vampire
Alright I'm about to watch Interview With the Vampire for the first time and I'm gonna live react to it (in one post so I don't blog people's dashboards).
I don't know anything about this movie so :)
A new - Indicates when something new has happened.
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- Let me see that fucking scientologist!!!
- WAIT CHRISTIAN SLATER'S IN THIS?! WH-
- I like this *very* dramatic music playing
- ...I don't think I've ever seen Christian in anything other than Heathers so.
- (When Louis turn on the lights) WHY IS HE SO VEINY LMAO.
Okay edward cullen
Ah yes vampire backstory
- Poor guy 😔
- OH SHIT IT'S THE BLONDE BITCH. IS THIS LESTAT??
- Oh shit he's about to get a little sucky sucky... Shit nvm she's dead
OH SHIT WE FLYIN
He's just taking a little swim. Literally how did he survive.
- Oh shit hes back
Just kiss already, fuck dude
- OH. He's a quick little guy, just a little cuddle with my pal
Bleed on his ass. Oh shit he's into it
Oh shit he's turning into a werewolf.
HIS VAMPIRE WHAT. He's got new ass eyes.
WHAT THE FUCK THE STATUE'S EYES ARE MOVING
- "Coffins are unfortunately a necessity" am I the only one who's like... Totally okay with the idea of sleeping in a coffin or
- Lestat is really pretty 😳
- Oh he's god a nifty little thumb thing, that's very epic of him.
- HE REALLY JUST FUCKING CAUGHT THAY DAMN RAT AND IS NOW EATING IT....
He shook that damn rat out like it was a bottle
- Doggies
READ HER THOUGHTS WHAT
- Oh shit they taking the dogs for walkies
Sir you have lipstick on your nose
NOOOO THE DOGS.
- Oh shit he's mad
LESTAT'S LAUGH LMAO WHAT THE FUCK
- He is fucking hungry. All those chickens gone to waste.
Oh shit
- He's such an asshole omg
OH HE'S MAD
- Oh shit he's giving him the hand. Louis is NOT having Lestat's dramatics right now
- Oh shit THE CRAWFISHNOOOO
Oh shit she's dead. Poor girl :(
- Yes love arson
Lestat is SO DRAMATIC "PERFECT! PERFECT! JUST BURN THE WHOLE PLACE DOWN!" I think that's what he's doing sir.
LMAO "OH SHUT UP LOUIS, COME HERE!" yeah get his ass Lestat
- Oh a cemetery:) this is nice
- Lestat's only moods are: overly dramatic, horny.
Also I absolutely refuse to believe this man is straight
YO THOSE FUCKING CHEEKS ARE *STRAINING* IN THOSE PANTS
- Just me and my big happy vampire family :)
Aww wait okay that's actually kinda cute. Just two dad's spoiling their daughter :) I'm sure nothing bad at all will happen.
LMAOOOOOO "Claudia! Now who will get to finish your dress? A little practicalities, remember, never in your home" AND THE LITTLE HAND SLAPS LMAO. I fucking love him.
AWWW HER LITTLE COFFIN IS SO CUTE
(NOOO MY DRAFT DIDN'T SAVE AND DELETED A FEW THINGS I SAID)
- Anyway, I'm at the part where Claudia is upset over Lestat treating her like a doll. Which I can't blame her, I wouldn't be too pleased about it either if this was how I was treated for the past 30 years.
Oh shit she's throwing the dolls away.
THERE'S SO MANY OMG
Oh shit there's a body on the bed. Lestat is not happy, oh shit he's shaking her around.
LESTAT CALM DOWN DAMN
- Oh shit she's cutting her hair off. You know what you fucking go, stand up for yourself.
It (short hair) actually looks pretty good, we love that for her.
OH SHIT NVM IT'S BACK SHE IS ANGRY
- I do not blame her at all. Even though she was sick her whole life was still robbed from her, I compl understand the rage, this is an amazing performance.
LESTAT SHUT UP! YOU FUCKING DID THIS DUDE.
OH SHIT SHE'S FUCKING CUTTING HIS ASS
- He just pulled a David line "you will never grow old, and you will never die"
- Louis is such a sweetheart. I love him so much. (I love lestat too he's just a bitch)
- Poor Claudia. She deserved to be happy.
"my love..." 🤢 What.
- Lestat's fucking dramatic piano playing JSWJRKEK
- Lestat is really just Klaus Mikaelson with less rage (maybe)
I feel like she's got a devious little plan.
"we forgive each other then?" He just wants someone to love him man...
OH MY GOD DID SHE JIST DRUG HIM LMAO
OH NO IT'S BC THEY'RE DEAD
OH SHIT!! SHE JUST FUCKING SLIT HIS THROAT! You know even though I love Lestat. I'm proud of Claudia.
"good night, sweet prince" get his ass
- I'm glad she's doing research though, she deserves to know what she is.
- AWW BIRDIES
- Uh oh he god ding dong ditched.
I'm making a prediction right now: Lestat isn't dead.
choking his ass out fuck. That corpse was dirty as hell but I assume I was right and it was Lestat.
I knew it. He is a little leather bastard now.
- OH SHIT SET HIS ASS ON FIRE
HE'S FLYING WHILE ON FIRE LMAO
Louis you fucking go, king shit.
- Claudia is quite the artist. Shit dude.
They're in paris now :) I have a tiktok for this, will post afterwards.
- I'm so glad they're both happy. I'm sure it totally won't be ruined or anything :)
- Oh shit new Vampire?? Just me and my new pal syncing up
I LEGIT THOUGHT HE WAS ABOUT TO GO THROUGH THE WALL LMAO
OH NVM HE'S JUST DANCING UP IT
- WHO IS THAT 👀
nvm I don't like him he gives me bad vibes.
- Vampire party?
Just a play nvm.
Oh shit this is fucked up. Hey guys I don't think she's apart of his.
Nvm she might be idk. (she wasn’t)
YOU KNOW WHAT I HAVE A GIF FOR THIS FEEDING SCENE IN THE PLAY
- The dress Claudia is wearing is very pretty though
- THE WAY HE REACTED TO THE OTHER BITE MARKS ON THE KID'S HAND LMAO
- I don't trust this guy.
Oh shit old ass. 400
Oh shit they have what we do in the shadows rules.
- Poor Claudia.
- Oh shit she's going to the doll store 😔
- I AM SHOCKED I JUST REALIZED THIS GUY IS ANTONIO BANDERAS LMAO
Me listening to this guy talk: wait that Antonio Banderas?...
Me: there's no way *starts looking it up*
Me when I look at the cast list, now covering my mouth: ....it's Antonio Banderas....
Louis better not fall for this shit. Claudia needs you dude.
Tbh I wish my nails looked as good as Louis'
- That sidewalk is so fucking skinny man.
- Who's the lady...
Oh shit Claudia 😔 poor thing. She doesn't deserve all this pain.
Oh shit he's gonna do it.
Oh shit he's doing it.
OH SHIT HE DID IT.
- Poor Louis 😔 this story is just a "I feel bad for everyone" kinda story huh.
WHAT THE FUCKWHY ARE YOU KISSING HIM HUUUH????? 🤢🤢🤢🤢🤢🤢🤢
- NOOOO WHAT'S HAPPENING
CLAUDIA NOOO
WHAT IS HAPPENING
This is very not epic of them.
Oh shit are they in like a sun trap or something, like in what we do in the shadows
DNWKSLSK I WAS RIGHT. I'm a fucking genius.
Oh no 😔 poor Claudia man.
- Oh Armand is actually helping. That's very epic of him. Scared it's 100% too late for Claudia though.
NOOOOOO
Poor Claudia 😔 you'll be missed AND POOR LOUIS THAT WAS HIS ONLY FAMILY >:( angry.
I would say at least Claudia's freed but literally to where... :( I hope she's somewhere happier.
- His eyes are so red omg.
AWW HE'S CRYING
- GET YOUR REVENGE BB
Ooo it was very pleasing to watch that liquid pour down those fancy steps
- YEAH BITCH GET YOUR REVENGE LIGHT THOSE ASSHOLES UP
OH MY GOD???? HE FUCKIN CUT HER HEAD OFF WOOOO. GET THEIR ASSES LOUIS!
This vest on him? Iconic.
OH FUCK JUST CHOPPED THROUGH HIS ASS LIKE NOTHING
YOU GO LOUIS. ICONIC. AMAZING.
- LMAO THE WAY HE THREW HIMSELF INTO THE WINDOW OF THE CARRIAGE
- Oh Louis 😔
- Now he's all alone this is so sad :(
- He’s a movie nerd, understandable.
- He's so pretty
- WAIT OLD DEATH???👀👀👀👀 L-lestat?....
Body in the vines.
Bats :).
AAAAAAA I KNEW IT
HE LITERALLY CAN NOT DIE. HOW IS HE ALIVE.
You look a little decrepit my man
"still beautiful Louis" *cries*
THE WAY HE SCOOTS AWAY LMAO
"the more I wanted you" just admit you were in love with him, loser.
"become the old Lestat" well I don't think we need that. Love you though :)
- Mans really just said "but louis I wanna be traumatized too :("
OH SHIT CHOKING HIM ALL THE WAY UP TO THE CEILING
- Oh he's got a nice car though :)
- LESTAT LET HIM GO HE'S DRIVING
HE'S SUCH A DRAMA QUEEN I LOVE HIM
THE END
I really liked it :) a little weird how they made Claudia and Louis’ relationship seem romantic, I didn’t like that, and well some other things too but, you know.
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Congratulations on 1000 followers darling ❤❤❤ Requesting Señorita by Shawn Mendes and Camilla Cabello with Shakespeare (Ikemen Vampire)
(Rose kindly did not mention here that she had to resubmit this request because my DUMBASS THUMB deleted her first ask instead of opening my draft. ����🏻♀️)
THANK YOU BB! You are always so supportive! I have now listened to Señorita approximately 5 million times and have 0 regrets. Thank you for requesting as part of my follower celebration!
Cut for length.
That afternoon, as she dressed, she had thought to herself that she had earned this. She had settled in to her life in the mansion and worked diligently alongside Sebastian. All her time in Paris had been instructive, but her… housemates were protective, and she had not yet had any time out in the city alone, to learn the way she liked. She had, apparently, spent enough time in the city to make an impression on some of their neighbors, enough that when invitations to a ball honoring a Spanish Ambassador arrived, one of the envelopes bore her name in lovely script. Her would-be escorts mysteriously all had something to do that night (aside from Napoleon, who had been hired as a sword for the evening long before she knew anything about it). Le Comte had fretted, but when she pleaded with him he smiled, presented her with a set of star sapphires, and sent her off with his blessing. She knew as she stepped into the warmth of not-yet-sunset that the evening and the party were hers, chances for her to be a part of Paris the way she dreamed.
It turned out to be her chance to get caught in a sudden summer rainshower, halfway through her walk to her coach at the end of the drive. Her skirts were immediately soaked, and the shock of the storm’s crescendo disoriented her so severely that she couldn’t think to turn back or run forward. The rain around her was so dense and constant she couldn’t see the mansion or the coach, anyway.
Her brain was eager for something to locate in the confusion. So when a breathy voice cooed right beside her ear, she didn’t even scream.
“Well met, poor maid begowned by firmament! Clouds should repent their sunset sins ‘gainst you.”
As she parsed out the speech, a hand slipped over hers. She allowed herself to be pulled to one side. The torrential downpour alarmed her more than a stranger she couldn’t see. She did not object when another hand found the small of her back and gently pressed her forward.
“Your form delights,” the voice murmured, both close and loud enough to be heard over the roar of the rain. “Witness its fit to one/humble admirer who offers aid.”
These frenchmen! “Please get us out of this!” she shouted. Her hair and dress were already heavy.
“My ev’ry step so devoted, sweet star,” her rescuer assured. When he moved around her body, the fluidity of it established he was a vampire. For less than a second his form blocked some of the rain, then he had her up in his arms and seemed to be running. She could not imagine how much her skirts weighed, besoddened– oh, dear, his speech was catching– as they were, but he showed no tension as he carried her. So smooth were his steps that she missed entirely when he took them out from under the pelting rain.
He set her down gently but immodestly: she did not think her body needed to be dragged quite so far along his before her feet touched the floor, and she took a step back once she could. She recognized that they were in one of le Comte’s pavilions in the gardens. Her fleet-footed rescuer had run around the mansion to take her there. The realization put her on guard.
He shrugged off his brocade jacket and squeezed it. Water splashed on the floor of the pavilion, loud enough to hear over the downpour. He offered it to her. “My coat is yours, to dry your personage.”
She took it, curious deep rose color that it was, and wiped the water from her face as best she could before she attempted to get some more out of her hair and dress. The pavilion was safe but humid. Her dress was plastered to her body; the air was hot from summer rain.
She stilled when a loose and still very wet lock of hair was pried off her neck. She had not realized he was close enough to do that.
“Sapphire moonlight,” he murmured, his voice sounding charmed as he did. “Magic stone aglow.”
She moved another step back. “These stones are a gift,” she warned, “from le Comte de Saint Germain.” They were a loan only for the evening, but she didn’t think this stranger needed to know that.
Her rescuer froze and smiled. His hands came up, palms golden in the light that moved through the slowed rainfall.
“From me, sky’s darling, fear nothing at all,” he said. “What vows need you? I will give all, gladly.”
“Stay back, then,” she answered immediately. “At least while I am drying my hair.” He smiled without apparent reservation and took his own step back.
“Who are you?” she asked as she pulled down her hair and squeezed it in his coat. The sound of the rain remained constant, but significantly softened.
“I am a figure known to our dear Comte. ‘Guillaume,’ I sign my bills, and am so called.”
She thought that over as she wrung more water out of her hair. He had not said le Comte liked or trusted him. “I am supposed to be at a ball for the Spanish ambassador at one of the nearby mansions,” she half-warned, half-admitted.
“A poorer party, surely, without you,” he said. She shot him a look, but despite the humor she thought she had heard in his tone, his smile was wan. It warmed her to him somewhat. He reminded her of her housemates; there was something lost about Guillaume.
“Were you going, as well? Before the rain?” It wouldn’t explain why he had been on le Comte’s property, but had he been a fellow invitee in the general area of the party, that would have provided her some reassurance that he wasn’t a wayward (and therefore dangerous) vampire.
He looked stricken. Slowly, he said “I had no business with partygoers. But, Spanish princess, have no fear of me.”
That had not been the answer she was looking for, but his tone was anguished enough she decided to distrust less. “I’m not a princess,” she said. “Just a guest.” He did not look surprised, but she still didn’t feel that he was making fun of her.
“A fine guest to celebrate properly,” he offered with another earnest smile. She contemplated the sad edge of it as he stepped toward her again and leaned close. The last she saw of his eyes looked more predatory than lonely, but not entirely assured. His breath at her jaw was not innocent, and his words were honeyed– honeyed bait, to her ears. “Finest, moon-radiant señorita.”
She gasped as the sensuality of the word found purchase in the flesh of her throat and spread outward. His jacket slipped against her skirt as it fell from her hands.
She tried, unsuccessfully, to speak. Guillaume laughed quietly and hushed her without moving away. He slid a hand around her body to the same place on her back he had used to usher her away from the rain. His other hand found her neck, and cushioned her as a kiss found her ear and made her sway.
Oh, love, your kiss is deadly, don’t stop–
Yes. This. The promise of what came after a dance, that was what she had dreamed of.
“Favor, señorita, a poor poet/ with a single dance,”–indeed, he had already started their movements, his warm hands still at her neck and her back as she blinked at the underside of the pavilion’s dome– “a sevillana,/ or whichever steps should please you the most.”
“I don’t know that dance,” she whispered. Her mouth felt very dry and she could not keep her tongue off her lips.
“Teach me another, then, of your making,” he murmured. He smelled like wet fabric, somehow unmusty– like scented linens used as a tent. She wanted to spend a night with him under the sky and know the way he tasted. “I beg you this: one dance, together here.”
She wasn’t sure how her brain had so completely relaxed all suspicion, a person like Guillaume meant she should be running. But she was relaxed. She wanted to stay, and to dance with this sad stranger in the dying light and the dying rain. She wanted even more than that. So she nodded, and the happiness in his sigh only made her smile.
“Señorita,” he whispered again, and she closed her eyes to let the way his tongue caressed the r instead of rolling it stroke all her senses.“Guillaume,” she whispered back. They moved together, until one dance became more. It made no sense to half love him already, but his closeness and the distant torture in his smile pulled her in. He sang scraps of sweetness and la la las that the magic of last light and last raindrops made her believe were just for her.
When night was full around them, she murmured “I love it when you call me señorita.”
Shakespeare’s lines are (my) attempt at iambic pentameter because WHY NOT. They’re all definitely decasyllabic verse until his single words at the end. /confetti Songfics are hard! Lesson learned!
Song is here (US YouTube). Lyrics are in bold italics. Señorita was written by Shawn Mendes, Camila Cabello, Watt, Benny Blanco, Ali Tamposi, Charli XCX, Jack Patterson, and Cashmere Cat.
#rose-of-yonezawa#pseu slings#ikevamp shakespeare#señorita#iambic pentameter#(very very loosely)#(either way a tag I would have SWORN I would never use)#decasyllabic verse#decasyllable#songfic
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bring the soul
Bring the Soul (2019, d. Park Jun-Soo)
Framed by a fancy dinner in a gorgeous Parisian apartment, this documentary follows BTS on their Love Yourself tour from Seoul, through North America, and then to Europe. Although it stands alone, it's also, as signalled by the preceding trailer, a teaser for the Bring the Soul docuseries which will be airing on… WEVERSE? Lord.
With only snippets of concert footage, this sits closer to the Burn the Stage movie than the true concert movie of Love Yourself in Seoul. But I do think it's an improvement on Burn the Stage, it's much better as a stand alone and those little snippets of concert footage go a long way towards knitting the strands of the movie together.
Big impression was how much of a physical grind this tour was and what a toll it took on them. I’m so glad the second half of the tour (not in this doco) was much more spread out, and Speak Yourself the most spread out of all.
Some spoilery things behind the cut.
Some moments that stand out in my memory -
Jungkook crying and being comforted by his hyungs because he felt he had done badly at the Seoul show.
Jungkook again being injured and having to miss out on dancing in the Europe shows!
Namjoon musing on how he's missed out many normal experiences.
Namjoon telling a story about a friend who was finishing up his service as a policeman, and being away from his girlfriend of 3 years. How there are those who wait but also those who make the other wait. He compared it to being on stage - they perform hard but the audience is also screaming and being with them so enthusiastically - they're the ones who waited, so it's important to BTS to make them feel the wait was worth it, that they're giving it their all.
Hoseok walking around Berlin, "important business!", comparing his coat to the wall. Going to musuem island! Saying he understood more why Namjoon and Taehyung like the outdoors.
Dance leader Hoseok! Monitoring their performance and saying they were loosening up a bit but they needed to just tighten it up and make the performance clean.
Yoongi working out and saying "what if I get buff? Captain Korea…" (Jimin laughing at his workout face!)
The intercut between Yoongi in his hotel room, very seriously working on a song, and Jungkook very seriously working in HIS hotel room… on a cartoon of a puppy!
Jimin yelling at Jungkook being slow and dragging him to the car - I LOVE HIM.
Jimin having to rest his injured knee, poor bb…
Taehyung being late in Paris because he was at a museum!
Taehyung crying at the Paris show because he lost his voice.
Jin saying he liked being at home because he could just go out and buy food or whatever - but when on tour, having to go with security and a manager, and not wanting to be a hassle.
Jin at the zoo! Looking at giant birds and saying he'd be dead with one peck! "Let's go somewhere safer."
All of them imitating each other and their little trademark statements at concerts! THEY'RE SO HILARIOUS!
I really enjoyed it!
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Saint of the day August 12
St. Michael My, Roman Catholic Martyr of Vietnam. He was the mayor of a town in Vietnam when the persecution of Christians started. Michael was martyred with Blessed Anthony Dich, his son-in-law, and with St. James Nam. Feastday Aug. 12 https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Michael_H%E1%BB%93_%C4%90%C3%ACnh_Hy
St. James Nam, Roman Catholic Vietnamese martyr. A native of Vietnam, he became a priest and joined the Paris Society of Foreign Missions. Seized in the anti Christian persecutions, he was beheaded with Sts. Anthony Dich and Michael My. Feastday Aug.12 https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Vietnamese_Martyrs
St. Anthony Peter Dich. Roman Catholic Martyr of Vietnam. He was a native of Vietnam, a farmer who was beheaded for sheltering a priest, St. James Nam. Anthony was canonized in 1988. Feastday Aug.12 https://www.st-anthony.cc/martyr-saints-of-vietnam-english/
St. Just. Patron saint of the church of St. Just, near Penzance, Cornwall, England, also called Justus. It is possible that several saints' lives are present in the accounts of Just's life, as he is variously described as a hermit and martyr.
St. Jambert or Lambert, 792 A.D. Benedictine archbishop of Canterbury, sometimes listed as Lambert. He succeeded St. Bregwin as archbishop in 766. Jambert was the thirteenth prelate of the primal see of England and was noted for his patronage of monasteries and the poor. https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Lambert_of_Maastricht
St. Merewenna. Patroness of Marharm Church, in Cornwall, England. Sometimes known as Merwenna and Merwinna, she was a daughter of Brychan of Brecknock. https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/M%C3%A6rwynn
St. Murtagh, 6th century. Bishop of Killala, Ireland, appointed by St. Patrick. Also called Muredach, he was a member of the royal family of King Laoghaire. Murtagh reportedly met with St. Columba at Ballsodare, near Sligo, in 575. He died as a hermit on Inismurray Island. https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Muiredach_of_Killala
ST. JANE FRANCES DE CHANTAL, RELIGIOUS, https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Jane_Frances_de_Chantal
B. INNOCENT XI, POPE https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Pope_Innocent_XI
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spencer astoria waldorf
spencer astoria waldorf
daughter of sebastian and fiona astoria waldorf
(kind of a hybrid of serena vanderwoodsen, paris hilton, and london tipton with a litlle spencer twist!!)
hotel heiress of the waldorf astoria hotel chain
(hi im stella and this is my bb spencer !!)
to say that spencer was born with a silver spoon in her mouth would be an understatement. she is the child of sebastian waldorf and fiona astoria waldorf. sebastian was the heir of his family’s chain the ‘Waldorf’s’ hotel and Fiona was the heir of her family’s chain the ‘Astoria’ hotels. the two fell madly in love over the timespan of them fighting over a property for a hotel in santorini. long story short the two ended up being married and that was the first conjoined chain of the ‘Waldorf Astoria’ hotels. it was like a modern day romeo and juliet. minus the deaths. this was the first of their conjoined chain with many to follow as a posh hotel in major cities, not to mention the hotels already existing around the world. her family traveled all the time growing up, and while for school she was mainly stationed in manhattan she often studied abroad and spent her summers all over the world. her family owns the top penthouse of their hotel in santorini (where she currently lives) and they spent every christmas there through her years of her growing up.
needing an escape from the city she practically moved to Santorini full time before her 20th birthday.
although spencer’s childhood seemed picture perfect, not everything was. there was many things that were never talked about, paid off to be hidden, and never shown to the public eye. a lot of problems spencer had people just tried to brush off with a “poor little rich girl” because money can solve everything, right??
when spencer was 17 something dark happened to her at a party. instead of bringing any light to the case her family was bought off as it was the son of a large company and they didn’t want to deal with press. either of the families. her parents obliged. when she tried to tell her friend she didn’t believe her because “he was such a nice guy, he would never do that” and “spencer you were so drunk, you probably just don’t remember” and this situation as a whole is where her trust issues stem from.
A QUICK BULLETED INTRO TO SPENCER:
ANYWAYS THAT IS LONG AND PROBABLY BORING AND U DO NOT CARE!! HERE ARE BULLET POINTS ABOUT SPENCE THAT ARE QUICK AND EASY!!
-spencer is a wildchild and a party girl. she’s been rebelling since she was a teen and her parents have paid to have many stories not make it to the press. she’s a good and fun time and she won’t let anybody stop her.
-although she can have a wall up and be mildly cynical when it comes to relationships she is also weirdly loving?? especially when drunk !! like she loves to be cuddled, or sit on your lap, or be piggybacked, or just rest her head on your shoulder. she also is probably hugging you and giving you kisses on the cheek !!
-is very outgoing and can also be very bubbly
-is SUPER impulsive and has often paid the consequences for her actions
-can find herself looking for love in the wrong places, whether it be a bad person or a drunk text at 3am
-she can be SO stubborn and sarcastic at times and like APOLOGIES IN ADVANCE????
-poster child for dom perignon and makers mark
-can be sassy at times but like it’s kinda cute ?????
-she is either not afraid to say what she’s feeling or she bottles it up deep down with past secrets and thoughts
-she has trust issues but is something she is working on so pls be patient w/ this angel!!
-actually such a sweet and genuine person, although along with the sass she can be a little bitchy from time to time
-her intentions are good but sometimes her impulsiveness gets the best of that
idk this is just a little bit will probably add more !?!?!? idk
MESSAGE ME IF U WANT TO PLOT OR LIKE THIS AND ILL MESSAGE U !!! <3
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