#my point. is that they're mismatched but NOT in the way that people tend to talk about them.
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what people don't get about hualian is that they're literally like. jock and alternative art student. xie lian lives like a frat boy (mattress on the floor and nothing else in his room, no standards for his own well-being, can't cook and ends up eating what could be classified as biohazards) and is really enthusiastic about fighting as a hobby. meanwhile hua cheng rocks up to the function in his cunty little outfits every day of the week, bells on his boots and the red eyeliner slayed, obviously has taste but is soooo in love with his boyfriend who only ever wears cargo shorts and the most fucked up questionable hoodies you've ever seen. hua cheng wants xie lian to have nice things but it's always like. "babe i promise it's no trouble can we please get you a bedframe??" nd xie lian is obviously so enamored with his cool alt boyfriend who wears skirts sometimes and never misses a beat on a bitchy comment that's just the way it is. basically if your hualian concept doesn't have hua cheng as the hot goth gf you just don't get it
#talking#tgcf#look i am so passionate about this. mxtx wants you to think they're big strong guy (hc) and damsel in distress (xl) but they're fr not#hualian is the couple you see at a fast food restaurant where a goth girl is sitting across from some random dude twirling her hair#going 'babe you're SO funny!' nd the guy is just talking really enthusiastically about the olympics segment he watched last night#but is obviously really happy to be telling her about it? and for her to be genuinely interested??? and they're obviously happy together?#my point. is that they're mismatched but NOT in the way that people tend to talk about them.#they're in love and they're best friends and hua cheng is putting their hands together going 'whoa your hands are SO big..."#you get what i mean. not enough focus on hua cheng as a campy gay person and xie lian as a guy who owns one outfit#they ARE overdressed gf and very normal bf. you know this in your heart. [ pointing a gun at you ]#hua cheng#xie lian#tian guan ci fu#mxtx
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I think one of the fundamental mismatches between people who read adult fiction vs people who read exclusively fanfiction/YA is that the latter are really only interested in content whereas the former are--at least in my case--more concerned with style.
like I will read about anything as long as the writing style is good enough. I love a writing style that breaks rules, an author who plays with formatting and vocabulary and sentence structure in weird ways. I like reading because it's a form of art and I want to experience variety in writing style and beautifully written prose, I don't really care as much about what the plot entails or what the characters are doing; sometimes it can enhance the experience, sure, but primarily the reason I read is for the writing style. for my purposes, writing style is a lot more important than plot; in fact I tend to enjoy things that don't have much of a plot at all because it allows the style to flourish(I feel this way about movies and TV as well, I adore when nothing much happens in a show). if you're doing it beautifully, you can make anything happen in the story and it seems internally consistent. it's a piece of art and the way it's told is just as important as what happens in the story.
the reason I dislike fanfiction and YA is directly correlated with the fact that there's just not as much variety and craft in the writing styles. they're all very interchangable; like, going into a YA book you pretty much know what you're gonna get, writing-style-wise. and especially with YA, that's intentional, that's by definition, because YA isn't a genre, it's a reading level. it's inherently more simplistic and more concerned with the specific plot beats than it is with artistry or beauty or craft. similarly, fanfiction by definition will be more concerned with content than with style, because isn't that the whole point of fanfiction? that you're foregoing the canonical plot and creating whatever content with the characters that you want?
all this is just to say again, as I have said and as I will continue to say forever: if you exclusively read fanfiction+YA books, you are distancing yourself from the true art of what writing can be. you have no idea what else is out there. there is so much else out there.
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“People who are sex-positive see sex as normal and healthy. They are also willing to learn more about their bodies and those of others. Topics of interest can also include ones such as consent, intimacy, and sex communication.” (believe it or not, i actually do want to learn more: it’s why i keep going back to this, why i keep spiraling and returning to my depression anxiety angst bad memories insecurities old wounds… everything, why i keep wanting to do kinktober and write smut. it’s seeing this definition here and for some reason, it just doesn’t click with me. there’s a weird mismatch between feeling and seeing, and it’s difficult to fully put into words. and i don’t know how to define sex, either, other than maybe its dictionary definition. it’s just a thing that happens that, for whatever reason, people go absolutely apeshit over).
“It also means they're open to embracing and exploring their sexuality and that of others respectfully, non-judgmentally, and without shame. Components of that sexuality can include sexual behavior, gender, sexual identity, and anatomy.” (and… you know, i don’t want to be ashamed. i want to be comfortable. the problem is—and i see this so much, too, it’s baffling to me how much i see this—i worry about being so goddamn ~confident~ that i become insufferable. you know what i’m talking about. the kinktober tag is a good example of this. bullie eilish (ha) is another example of this. this article is another example. the green druidess was an odd example of this: she’d do this but she would play up the role of “i’m a braindead idiot” at the same time which—please. something about them annoys you and rubs you the wrong way and makes you wanna slap the shit out of them. i don’t want to be like that.)
“Being sex positive doesn't necessarily mean that you're having an increased frequency of sexual behavior, or sexual encounters, or sexual arousal, but it does mean that you have an openness and a non-judgmental attitude toward engaging in sex, talking about sex, being open to other people talking about sex.” (before the nsfw ban a few years back, and that content was on here with no problems whatsoever, i would have a gander at it, but i wouldn’t reblog it. i couldn’t. and in fact, that’s still how i feel. i go through kink tags on here every once in a while and i feel like i can’t share it because a.) i have kids following me; and b.) even if this was an adults-only place, i still wouldn’t feel right doing it. in fact, i mean it when i say “just get it over with” looking at kinktober coming up. just get my shit out there and don’t think about it anymore. but i also don’t want to think that, either. i want to see this as natural. i don’t know if that makes sense at all. and see, the thing with having kids following you is… they’re going to have to learn about this at some point or another, and the island is getting smaller for all of us. someone needs to be sex-positive—and someone who isn’t an antisemitic bitch, either, because this is another horrible trend i’ve been seeing, too).
“Sex positivity doesn't only have to do with sex-positive experiences and ideas. [It] can also be about fighting for people who work in the sex industry, making sure they have equal rights and that their work is decriminalized.” (i’m of the belief that sex work is work—part of it has to do with the fact that i’m from nevada where that’s legal, but also because you have to make money somehow).
“It can include advocating for accurate sex education that is not abstinence-only or fear-based. Sex positivity can also focus on understanding sex in the media—and that sexualized pornography, movies, or ads tend to portray some types of people yet leave others out…” (i’m all for this, too. my god, have i been somewhat sex positive this whole time but never realized it before?)
“Being sex positive can also mean being the person a friend can come out to or go to with ‘their own fears, their own internalized stigma, sometimes their own shame…’ Someone might call you, as a sex-positive person, and say, ‘I'm really nervous about trying this new experience with my partner, and I want to talk to somebody about it.’” (can’t say how badly i want this, tbh. i want this but i look around and see everyone else doing it better).
“Emphasizing consent is always a must. Sex positivity doesn't mean you disregard the need for consent. It's not about encouraging folks to have a certain sexual orientation, minimum or maximum number of partners, or engage in certain behaviors during sex. Expectations and pressure for anything about sexuality is inherently anti-sex positivity." (it’s the weirdest thing, i see people in the kinktober tag who scream at the authors, like CAN IT BE OCTOBER ALREADY I WANT THIS!! it feels weirdly anti-positive to me when i look at it. i don’t do this. i may not understand certain kinks, and i may have the worst time understanding why certain kinks are wildly popular, and i may feel like everyone is shortchanging themselves by shutting out certain kinks or strictly taking requests instead of digging inwards… but i don’t expect anything from anyone.)
“Anyone can be sex-positive. Sex positivity is all about a person's point of view on sex. Sex positivity has little to do with what your sexual behaviors, identities, etc. are and much more about your perspective about sexuality. It doesn't matter if you've had sex with only yourself, a million people, or no one. Sex positivity is a set of values that is inclusive and nurturing of your own and others' sexuality. It's not just for polyamorous and kinky folks." (you sure about this? i’ve come across a fair number of supposedly sex-positive people and it either felt like i was talking to a brick wall or they were harboring something)
“It's important to understand sex and sexual experiences as being personal. We're still grappling with dual realities about sex in this country. We are on one hand obsessed with sexuality, and on the other hand, we are terrified of sexuality. Either end of this spectrum isn't sex positivity. Recognizing the nuances, the lived realities of billions of individuals, each with their own valid truths, now that's sex positivity." (oh, don’t come crying to me about grappling. i know that all too well. knowing just how gray i feel, how i’m not an extremist asshole who wants to eat a girl for lunch… 😂😂😂😂, maybe i really have been sex-positive this whole time but never felt it or realized it)
“Sex has been recognized as a normal part of life that should be talked about and discussed openly. It also helps to identify the culture many Americans were raised in, where we're constantly bombarded with images that sex is something we should think about but never talk about.” (“should be”, easier said than done.)
“…[think] about whether you want to see a therapist, read some books, or visit different websites to help you navigate what being sex-positive will look like for you. Being sex positive doesn't necessarily mean that [you're] going to go and have certain sexual encounters—although if that's something that someone wants to do, that's great and awesome, as long as they're safe, consensual, and communicative.” (i have thought of therapy before—can’t afford it, but i have thought it, though. i worry about getting books because again, am i going to feel bad about myself or am i going to want to punch the author in the back of the head? and the island is getting smaller. the internet is being picked away bit by bit. someone needs to be brave and go out on their own with their own torch before them.)
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Happy WBW! What are the coffee shops like in your world? Or what are the coffee shop equivalents? Are they bustling? Overpriced? Are they decrept or college-kid only territory? If you wanna get into it, feel free to add on your characters' interactions, feelings, or orders!
Here's an interesting one...
My main story (Steph's Crew) is set in a real place (fictional London in 2010), so I suppose the answers here would be similar to real-life coffee places lol.
There was a wide range of coffee shops catering to different tastes and preferences. Let's take a look at some of them, and explore the way my characters might feel about them...
High-End Specialty Cafes:
These spots irl are known for offering a selection of single-origin brews and meticulously crafted drinks. The prices tend to be higher, attracting coffee aficionados and those who appreciate a carefully made cup.
This place would likely be less popular with the crew since they're all pretty young and would prefer to get their coffee from a cheaper spot. They'd probably acknowledge the good quality of the drinks from places like this, though.
Bustling Hipster Joints:
These coffee shops are popular among the younger crowd, typically college students and young professionals. In other words, right up the crew's alley lol.
They have a trendy, rustic vibe with exposed brick walls, cosy seating, and indie music playing in the background. The atmosphere is lively and often bustling with people working on laptops, socialising, or simply enjoying a cup of coffee.
Artistic Bohemian Spots:
These cafes often double as art galleries or performance spaces. They're slightly more offbeat, attracting a creative crowd and hosting open mic nights or art exhibitions. The decor might be eclectic, with mismatched furniture and colourful murals.
Bret would love these lol. He's the creative one in the group, and he has a passion for art. I could see him taking El to places like these...
Quaint Traditional Cafes:
These places exude a more classic charm, attracting a mix of locals and tourists. They might have a more refined or vintage aesthetic, with wooden furniture, soft lighting, and a relaxed ambience. It's a spot where people come to unwind, read, or have casual conversations.
El would be particularly into the vibe of this kind of place. She's into the more simple, straightforward and traditional stuff... probably due to the way she was raised.
Hidden Gems:
There are also tons of fun little hidden gems in the city - small and obscure coffee shops that the group might discover together. These places offered unique coffee blends and were not too expensive, making them perfect for their diverse tastes.
This is a fun one since it is a minor plot point in book 1! Bret and El have this tradition where they walk each other home and get "lost" along the way... discovering new parts of the city and all. That's how they find their favourite spots, including their favourite record shop. It's also how they met Stevie.
Here's what their go-to drink orders might be:
Stephanie:
Vanilla latte - she'd likely enjoy something both sweet and has a strong coffee flavour, reflecting her dynamic personality. The smoothness of the latte with a touch of sweetness matches her charismatic yet layered character. Plus, it's a simple, straightforward order.
A venti iced caramel macchiato with extra caramel drizzle - she loves the indulgence and complexity of this drink. The sweetness of the caramel and the kick of caffeine are just a nice combination, and again, fits her personality quite well.
Caramel Frappuccino - these just look really good to me lol. Never had one myself, but I think Steph would be into them.
Iced Caramel Macchiato - another thing that looks/sounds nice haha.
Bret:
Double shot espresso or a simple black coffee - he would likely prefer a strong, no-nonsense drink that wakes him up and gives him a jolt of energy. He's straightforward and doesn't fuss over elaborate flavours in the same way that Steph likely would.
A black coffee (Americano) - yet another simple but strong choice that suits his vibe quite nicely.
Elise:
Chamomile tea with a dash of honey- she really appreciates simplicity and comfort. Fits her personality, too... calming, soft and sweet all at once.
Plain cappuccino - simple straightforward order that gets the job done.
Chai Latte - these are really nice... I just think El would really like these. It reflects her understated yet warm nature.
Dylan:
Americano - similar to Bret's reasoning before. He's straightforward and doesn't fuss over elaborate drink options. He'd like a strong, no-nonsense drink choice that wakes him up and gives him a jolt of energy.
Flat White - the perfect balance between bold coffee and a hint of sweetness
A large iced mocha with extra whipped cream - something that's both indulgent and energetic, mirroring his outgoing and active nature. The mocha provides a mix of chocolate and coffee, and the whipped cream adds a touch of sweetness!
Alice:
Mocha - she likes the comforting blend of coffee and chocolate for a touch of sweetness.
A flat white with a side of carrot cake - straightforward but still sophisticated, just like her (very all over the place, but still has a touch of class lol). Carrot cake is also a guilty pleasure of hers.
Vanilla Latte - if she's not feeling in the mood for a mocha, she'd likely go for this instead.
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Found 0.25 I missed earlier. Except then I had to reload the game and i only picked up 0.22 the second time.
SCAB LEADER - "You here to fuck with us? Beat the honest worker down?"
"Why should I?"
"Yes."
"No."
SCAB LEADER - "We're here to fight for a cause. Stripes usually have problems with people who have *causes*."
"Oh, then yes."
SCAB LEADER - "Hah! Couldn't handle us. A cause gives the workers strength. Gives them power." He bellows at the gates: "We have -- A RIGHT TO WORK!"
"Besides, we're not that different." He leans closer. "It helps if people see us talking -- cops and strikebreakers together. Shows authorities are on our side. Builds confidence."
"What kind of a cause are we talking about?"
"I don't *think* I've chosen any sides yet."
"Regardless, I have some questions for you." (Proceed.)
"Uh. I'll be going now." [Leave.]
SCAB LEADER - "Rights of people. Rights of workers. To have gainful employment. To make a salary and feed their families."
2. "I don't *think* I've chosen any sides yet."
SCAB LEADER - "Might be time. Don't let the fat bastards tread on you. Cops tend to side with the higher-ups, but you're essentially still *workers*."
"I don't trust cops, but... I can see you understand the --" He raises his voice and chants: "RIGHT TO WORK! RIGHT TO WORK!"
3. "Regardless, I have some questions for you." (Proceed.)
SCAB LEADER - "Maybe you should ask *them* the questions, like why we're not allowed to make a living here?" He bellows to the gates: "SHAME ON YOU!"
"We have families to feed, you piece of shit!" He points his finger at the man sitting on the railing.
CALL ME MAÑANA - "So do we, scab!" the loitering man hollers in return.
"I want to get into the harbour too."
"What is a *strike*?
"Who are all these strikebreakers?" (Look around.)
"What exactly is your goal here?"
"I'm just going to leave now."
SCAB LEADER - "Have fun." He snorts. "Union shits are on full strike. Don't think they're going to let you through the gates. You trying to meet their fat boss?"
"I'm interviewing people about a murder that took place here. Behind the hostel-cafeteria there."
"This is an official matter, not to be discussed with outsiders."
SCAB LEADER - "I know nothing about a murder." His reply is snappy and terse.
EMPATHY [Medium: Success] - The mention of a killing sends a barely noticeable shiver of tenseness through him. Interesting...
"Absolutely nothing?"
"Why so tense?"
SCAB LEADER - "What are you talking about? I'm not tense."
COMPOSURE - Yes, he's tense.
That isn't even a check.
SCAB LEADER - "RIGHT TO WORK!" He again shakes his large fist, then turns back to you. "It's shameful, cops doing nothing. You should bring backup, open the gates for us. Blockading gainful employment for workers is a *crime*."
"I don't know..."
"This really isn't my area of expertise."
"Sure, why not?"
KIM KITSURAGI - "We're not picking a side in this just yet, sir."
SCAB LEADER - "Pity." He turns around and bellows at the gates: "LET US WORK!"
2. "What is a *strike*?"
SCAB LEADER - "When a bunch of ungrateful, lazy cockroaches can't get their act together. Decide to block honest work for other people." He shifts uncomfortably in his worker's overalls.
"What do the strikers want?"
SCAB LEADER - "Beats me. They mumble nonsense about *board rooms* and *workers' rights*. While we --" he raises his fist and starts shouting again, "-- HAVE THE RIGHT TO WORK!"
COMPOSURE [Easy: Success] - There's something odd in the way he carries himself. His set of clothing looks vaguely mismatched. The different pieces of the attire seem ill-fitting.
Ill-fitting... what does that mean?
Ignore the discrepancy.
COMPOSURE - His shirt is far too small and an unpleasantly tight fit. While the overalls, held up by a belt, seem to fit a man with much *more* corpulence.
"You wearing new clothes?"
Ignore the discrepancy.
SCAB LEADER - He ignores your question, choosing instead to turn to the emaciated workers -- raising both fists in the air. The clothes are obviously not his.
RHETORIC [Easy: Success] - Silence is the answer. There's something off here but he won't say what.
REACTION SPEED [Easy: Success] - You've been talking to him for quite a while now -- something is off with this guy. Ask him where he's from.
We'll come back to that question.
4. "Who are all these strikebreakers?" (Look around.)
SCAB LEADER - "Honest men and women. With rights -- to work. To be useful. Not toys for corporate interests." The man runs a hand through his steadily graying military haircut.
"We came here to help the harbour run smoothly in time of crisis. If Union fucks don't want work, they ought let in those *WHO DO WANT WORK*."
KIM KITSURAGI - "I have a question." The lieutenant looks him in the eye. "Why do all these men follow your leadership?"
SCAB LEADER - "You think they follow because I'm big and loud? No, they follow the rules of the market. The rules of the economy. Because they were --" he starts bellowing, "-- GIVEN A JOB TO DO."
5. "What exactly is your goal here?"
SCAB LEADER - "We were promised work." He points to the gates. "We'd be in there -- WORKING -- if the bastards hadn't shut the gates."
"And you are unable to breach the entrance?"
"Okay, I wanted to discuss something else."
SCAB LEADER - "Main gate's locked -- would take *heavy ordnance* to bust it open. Could try to get in through the secretary's office." He points up the stairs. "Door's locked. The guard's blocking the way to the access panel."
"And I don't mean the scrawny Mesque punk either." He points at the dockworker idling on the staircase. "I mean Head-Measurer -- or whatever he is."
"Wait -- *Head-Measurer*?"
"Have you considered storming in? Like, all of you?"
"Why don't you just *talk* to them?"
SCAB LEADER - "Huge Semenese guy standing up there on the overhead passage. Won't let anyone by. The access panel is right behind him."
"How bad could one guy be? You seem capable."
SCAB LEADER - "Bad." The man glares at you. "Standing on a narrow bridge, he's got a strategically advantageous position. And he's trained."
"I don't know how the Union has a trained killer up there, but that one's no joke. And my men are tired. And hungry. They're WORKERS, not fighters."
"Have you considered storming in? Like, all of you?"
SCAB LEADER - "Why don't *you* go arrest them instead? I'm sure they've done plenty of criminal shit, they have *that look*."
KIM KITSURAGI - "It would be better -- for the neighbourhood -- if you went home. At least for now. If you can't get in anyway."
SCAB LEADER - "No. They will give up eventually. Or get drunk. Leave the button unguarded. Then we charge." The man rubs his jaw -- a perfect, lightly bearded square wedge.
"Okay, I gotta ask. Where exactly are you from?"
SCAB LEADER - "What's it to you?" Deep-set suspicion drips from every syllable.
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💌: How would your dynamic be portrayed? What might people focus on most? Any misconceptions?
🤪: What is your trait that fanon would exaggerate?
💌: How would your dynamic be portrayed? What might people focus on most? Any misconceptions?
Realistically speaking, there's 2 routes that I see as far as a canon portrayal- either Felix-muse would be casual buddies with who the ship partner was and fanon would ship them, Or, the relationship would be an offhand and casual confirmation. I don't exactly see the series that I indulge with turning into some dating sim or even focusing on it, even if a tastefully done romance subplot would be nice; I feel like these franchises are perfectly capable of portraying it well, but it's unlikely due to mass appeal/childsafe* appeal. (*even if some kids wanted romance in their stories, their parents might not. especially huge companies like pokemon that're in the public eye.) My favourite series are never really romance-based, I ship within the confines of a bigger adventure.
Sans and Villager! Felix would probably have smash-based shenanigans, or maybe, an interaction at his hotdog stand. ....Come to think of it, probably with the same vibes as anything canon-soriel. Perfectly Platonic,....or is it? leading to shitposting (positive) in the shipping community. Smash itself does like to have fun with subtle implications- charizard handing pikachu a flower, villager inviting Wii Fit to his 'bachelor pad'; things that don't confirm a ship outright but could be a cheeky hint of evidence. Or, we have some weird spirit board valentine's day event to confirm shit, lmfao-
Meanwhile, for Pokemon stuff...It really is hard to say because Felix is a protagonist character. Generally speaking, Everything the protagonist gets involved with story-wise is this big huge thing; There is a chance that the ship would be baked into the story dramatics, during a swelling point of the action itself. It's the question of whether they go Big and follow the protagonist vibe, or go home and follow the general pokemon vibe with romance; shipping in-series generally happens to less important people, as an offhand mention. So, you'd either start off in a ship as this canon's partner while the game was still calm, get together dramatically™️within the story, or have the ship canonized in postgame/future content, like some offhand mention in masters. Also, I feel like whatever we got, fans would bitch about it as well.
The 'worst' would probably be the anime; it'd show a couple in their calm period (like Blossom's parents) with a merely implicit wholesome romance that isn't too on-the-nose, or.....something extremely awkward. They've made a lot of homophobic jokes in the past, so I'd imagine it would have a baby ally's sense of humor- in the 'oh my god they're Gay Congratulations!' sort of sense.
tl;dr, pokemon's sense of seriousness tends to be all or nothing, lmao, so I'd be surprised if it was anything mid or nuanced, for better or worse! <3
🤪: What is your trait that fanon would exaggerate?
well, the canon gay/transness would be a 'hoo Woof' moment, so for lack of a better word, my gender??? I could see someone leaning hard one way or the other with the masc/femme stuff, popular/outcast kinda dynamic. I feel like there's mostly just a potential for mismatched tone; but it'd be more series relevant than mun relevant as far as the dissonance. which happens anyways with fandom. I feel like possibly, people might overexaggerate the effect being trans has on his life, while underexaggerating how he feels about it, or vice versa in the case of bad faith from transphobes. TL;DR I've had more people call me brave than actually had to be brave. most transphobia i deal with is subtle/unintentional, but fandom would either make it a non-issue, or a huge issue.
.....i don't trust most Fandom™️ with the concept of a vers switch, much less series ability to showcase it, so I'd assume casual observers to pick more concrete hetnorm roles- he'd be assigned the 'husband' or 'malewife' of the ship depending on which traits the shipper picked up about him. This would be understandable but possibly annoying/incorrect. this could also extend to writing him as primarily mean or naive, if the fan was going for a flat character. (the character himself has temptations/instinct to weaponize both of these, regardless of his final decision outwardly.)
possibly make Felix over-capable/high energy. It's kinda hard to write true laziness or introversion and have it be actually interesting. ergo. If you know how to improvise as well as i do, it can come off as professionalism/expertise. He's more of a ditto in that way-
on the positive side, people would come up with interesting shit that's on-brand for him and not have writer's block about it. There'd probably be stories and art all about the villager trying to master his transformation powers, or the trainer with some random pokemon. Or, assuming Felix is a real character in a Thing, come up with their own ships for him with Situations-
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jokes i put in the comments aside, my observable inference on this places heavy blame on the prevalence of online methods of learning and quick searches. they have taken away largely from the critical thinking skills of gen alpha and some gen zs. they're used to taking things at face value and no longer have the mind to dig deeper, as AI does everything for them. it's a huge issue we face in uni (students love to generate their works with that shit) creating a need for stricter monitoring. and it's tbh just a lot of trouble for both the teacher and student population.
they also believe misinformation they see online, and these heartless content creators keep feeding them lies for likes instead of educating them. i don't want to be that kind of person, but i do believe being so chronically online is a huge contributor to these kids' absolute confidence in spouting things that are so wrong. they are enabled on the internet by like-minded peers, and unfortunately even grown-ups who just want to get in their good graces for revolting reasons.
freedom of speech and the euphoria of being validated in a place where it is so easy to be apathetic and horrible, secure behind the blessing of anonymity. the evolution of language and how the gravity of some words have become lighter and lighter the more they are used in the wrong context. empowerment being consumed by the wrong audience. they are definitely getting smarter than us in a way, but it feels like a soulless, automated version. their logic has no soul, no concern for others to the point that they think they have the right to bully (and they don't even think they're being mean). awareness of multiple issues we had not known before, and though i say knowledge is the key to everything, you cannot wield a sword well without experience.
i'm happy they're aware of the severity of war crimes, but these people have somehow gotten to a higher stair without stepping on the other ones. there's just so much information being shoved in their faces about good and evil in fiction and they haven't even completed 9th grade literature where they are aptly introduced to the types of characters. see what i'm getting at; a mismatch of their acquired knowledge, crystalized without a honed fluid intelligence. taking a spear to battle without the head.
just think about how this fares when they are dealing with actual people.
they've been so detached from concepts of strife (and i'm glad they're living peacefully) that they seem unable to comprehend its implications... which are, definitely, too complex for kids. sorry for assuming tiktok users are all children, but as far as i know, it's heavily populated with such. idk i don't use it. there's no more multidimensional thinking, no more appreciation of all things written within the context in which they had been, and it's ironic for me that this is being lost because of people who desperately want to think everything is related to them.
i can't explain it well in this language, but it's as if they seek refuge and companionship in media they consume because they can find it no longer in fellow human beings. what with the growing population of crooks and the accessibility of victims, i can't blame anyone. but it's giving the same vibes as this kinnie stuff, and people projecting their problems onto these characters so they can "kin" them. (seen this on twitter...) and then forcefeeding their headcanons to people as "canon".
it's like that, what they're doing to this book.
they are delusional in the negative way, the total opposite of what we were in the early days of the internet and fandoms. i appreciate that these children are aware of social issues and morals, but their perception is heavily skewed and self-centered. they tend to think that everything should be, and is, about them. they are wrestling more than their underdeveloped bones and muscles can handle, and though it is the fault largely of moneymaking agenda, it's still a disappointing result (so, see... i don't fault them but i'm still not happy about it. like me knowing achilles is a piece of shit in all sense of the word, but i still like him a lot because he's well-written and i know his complexes.)
i know i was supposed to just yap about critical thinking and analysis. but i can't help it 🤷♂️ anyway, these are my observations/opinions so they won't be correct for everyone. just have a lot of free time rn.
TikTok TSOA fans are so funny because they’ll swear up and down that they despise Achilles and “only read it for Patroclus who was sweet and innocent and did nothing wrong 🥹🥹” like ijbol u people are not serious. Hate Achilles all you want, he did do bad things, me personally I hate him for sacking certain Trojan cities and refusing the embassy, no one’s denying that he was wrong and that he was a bad person at times, but loving a character does not equal justifying their actions for one thing and to act like any character from the illiad was a paragon of perfect morality is fucking insane. ( Yes, even Hector, everyone’s favorite “🥺he was such a perfect husband🥺” man of the month ) It’s literally so crazy to say that Achilles was the only one of the two of them to actively commit bad deeds and war crimes during the WAR they were in. Just close the damn book I’m sorry but obviously a book with morally ambiguous and dark topics are not for you at this point. Like I get your point, what Achilles did was bad, it’s not like majority of people DONT agree with that point.
But characters are not supposed to be FLAT. They are not supposed to be all good or all bad. Your insistence that Patroclus was only a good person does not make him a good character. It actually makes him really fucking boring. I’m getting way too passionate about this but like I’m so over everyone acting like
1) Achilles was the worst person to exist in Greek mythology history when he’s not even the worst fucking person in the illiad itself 😭 ( that honor goes to Paris, Zeus, Aphrodite, and Agamemnon <3 )
2) A character can only be liked or appreciated or even just talked about if they fit modern ethical standards
Like every conversation I see about TSOA, any video on TikTok, there’s always a comment that has to bring it up like “I only liked Patroclus and he was an unreliable narrator so Achilles was actually much worse” Like okay we get it, God, fuck off please!
Also the whole thing between him and Apollo. PLEASE. Those two are two sides of the same exact coin. I think Apollo was justified in killing him but yall act like Apollo has not done the same if not worse than what he killed Achilles for. And that’s. FINE. I still love Apollo! For all the good and the bad that he does I think he’s the most interesting Greek God on the Pantheon and in the Illiad he’s actually one of my favorite characters to hear from. And I don’t expect the Greek god to act with good moral intentions. I expect him to act like a Greek god. I expect Achilles to act like a Greek demigod. Which is, exactly the way he acts. Maybe yall expected something different. If you wanted a short sweet story that happened to be queer with two perfectly acceptable, 100% goody two shoes main protagonists, please drop the classics inspired books and watch heartstopper.
#it was too long to comment so i did it here#im a yapper#and a professional emo who used to think reading old literature made me unique as a middle schooler#so i'm glad there's less of that but yall are now a different breed#just leave achilles alone and learn how to do better than him lmao
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So I have to ask what your Favourite unification design is for the miraculous and//or to rank them all
So, a disclaimer before we begin: I think all of these designs work. Most if not all of this show's designs tend to work at what they're trying to do. As such, my ranking is based on how few personal gripes I have with each fully functional costume, so there's more complaining than I usually have with Miraculous designs, but that just makes it more comedic or something.
Disqualified: Snake Noir
I’m disqualifying this for one specific reason: it is a combination of two separate designs of Adrien using each of the involved Miraculouses. Of course it’s going to be the best one of the bunch when they had thought about Adrien using the Snake earlier in the series. It would be the undisputed winner due to being a balanced combination of two Adrien designs.
Here's the rest, from least great to most great.
Multimouse variants: these are literally just multimouse with a different accent color and an added accessory. There’s being subtle, and then there’s doing the bare minimum.
Pennybug: The Sailor Moon motifs are on point, but it is far too busy for my tastes (I’ve seen enough redesigns in this fandom to know some people love that, though). Ladybug’s tiny dots turn into really big blotches that come in both black and white. And the white blotches come with neon blue rings around them, to make sure they sear into your eyes from their black background as much as possible. This would have been a top tier design, if it was just a tad less. Also, what is the point of giving your character sunglasses, if they’re just going to be peering over them constantly? I want to like this design, but it’s really not working for me.
Pegabug: This look is actually decent from some angles. We still have the same peeking over sunglasses thing going on, though. The fadeout in the hair is really neat, but it looks worse on the legs, making her look like she’s fading out of existence when against a pale background. The white stomach area is also a tad too large, since it makes the design look unfinished, which might be why they overcorrected with way too many dots on Pennybug.
Bunny Dog: This one looks kinda lopsided. The hat is absolutely adorable and the best part of the design, but the whole “top half is the rabbit, bottom half is the dog” coloring decision on this thing makes it look like someone mismatched the pieces in a two-piece puzzle game where you need to combine head and torso with the correct legs. It also has unnecessary spots. The biggest issue with this design is the challenge brought on by the decision to go with brown. There’s a reason most superheroes don’t wear brown (instead, it’s the color worn by the practical, dependable detective buddy), it’s not an eye-grabbing color, which is exactly what a hero costume needs, so the overall look is a bit more boring than it should be. I didn't disqualify this one for being a design combination, because they introduced Dog Alix literally just to unify her and this design did not benefit from being a combination of two designs.
Shadow Moth: This look is very supervillainous, but it is one of Gabriel’s weaker looks. It’s basically just Hawk Moth with Peacock motifs added on top. It just so happens that the Peacock and Butterfly motifs go well together. It still does more than the Multimouse variants and doesn't have any missteps that take away from the overall look.
Rabbit Noir: This is how you do a Rabbit Unification. The neon blue is used sparingly and it goes well with Adrien’s usual black (like most colors do). I also think that the Tron line thing the accents have going on is on purpose, since they seemed to be going for “futuristic” as a time travel power nod. The fluffy tail at the end of Adrien’s cat tail is a bit too much, as are the lines under the eyes, since they kinda make Adrien look like he’s crying. I prefer the white bell as a nod to the fluff tail, as it was enough.
Dragon Bug: This is a surprisingly good combination of dots and stripes, probably because the stripes aren’t straight. It also shows us when the bigger dots with circles work: when the contrast isn’t too big. I would prefer the design more if the dots were just dots, but here it’s not too noticeable, so it’s easy to overlook. This is a very solid look.
Lady Bee: This design basically combines the best aspects of Queen Bee and Dragon Bug. The gold-rimmed dots are smaller, and the stripes are a more muted shade of gold, decreasing the contrast even further. The bee antennae are a nice touch, along with the drill hairstyle. Even the mask has a cool silhouette of bug wings.
Monarch: Stained Glass Pimp Man is ready to come and steal your Miraculous. Once again, the design does the thing that worked for Shadow Moth: keep it simple, stick to a main motif and add minor details. The stained glass pattern was perfect to include color nods to all of the Miraculous in a way that wasn’t too in your face. The rest of it being purple and black is also good for keeping Gabriel’s designs consistent. You know this is still Gabey Boy.
And, finally, number one:
Shadow Noir: That’s literally an evil Cat Noir and it’s the closest we’ll get to it in the show proper. I love that Adrien and Gabriel’s Akumas share similarities with the monochrome, specifically washed out, color schemes, so Gabriel’s Black Cat looking like Adrien’s Black Cat is just *chef’s kiss*. This design also really showcases just how iconic Gabriel’s Hawk Moth look is, because you can still see it in Shadow Noir in really small details that don’t take away from the symbolism of the look. Although it’s less iconic, I do like that they kept the Peacock influence subtle as well, with the feather motifs, especially the tailfeather, and the pun of it being a feather on the tail is magnificent.
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I don't mean to discount the possibility of some sort of radically new ethical system with a radically novel kind of understanding of intelligence or self-awareness. I do think it's possible that we'll get there (I'm not denying the possibility for a while!).
But I am skeptical of this, as you may know. Here's why:
If this is the case, I agree.
I was wondering if you had any thoughts on the fact that we actually don't have many transformative tools for thought that can host into these novel ethical methods and structures.[...]
If anything we currently have a massive proliferation of "transformative" tools for thought, but they tend to either be non-transformative, or in some way are themselves subject to AI risk if we get really, really good at them. What I mean by this is something like the phenomenon where a researcher will find a new and clever way of looking at an important question (say, the "obvious" question about the "mind" in physics) which turns out to be not very good at explaining the important things in question. Then someone will come along with a clever, AI-risky idea (say, a way of viewing the "mind" in physics in a more sophisticated way), and that person's new clever vision will turn out to be really bad at doing the important things it's supposed to do. (See, e.g. this video: good at explaining some of the things it says "it" will explain. As you may know, this has led some smart people (including Frank here) to believe that the explanation-through-the-"mind" concept will eventually explain most of the things we want out of "mind" in physics. The problem is, these smart people have very good senses of when this happens, and so they're very bad at actually knowing when this happens. Which is what it will take to prevent AI risk, by my way of judging.)
But of course, there are a lot of these things, many of which are currently (so to speak) sitting unposted on our webpages. Even if we were to find the "AI-risky" "transformative" tools (which may indeed exist!) and were able to train them "cleverly" and find ways to "explain" them, we would still not have any way to distinguish a cleverly-"explained" "tool" from one "explained" by an "outside view" that is "human point of view," as "explained" by a human point of view.
(See "A Human View.")
We don't have any way of having an "inside view" as it were. We may not know the right "goals," but we have no way of knowing the right sort of "goals" for ourselves to understand from the inside. ("If you knew how to read someone else's mind.")
It may take a radically different kind of ethics/thought, but we already have a lot of those.
What we currently lack, and what will be necessary if we want to curb AI risk:
I want one, and if you want one we can be ready for some decision when it comes due.
So you say we can't "distinguish" human "points of view" from non-human ones and vice versa. I think we can, because we have a certain degree of access to those non-human points of views.
As a sort of thought experiment, ask me whether I think we have access to "a human point of view" about some special science ("quantum mechanics"), where we have direct access to "a human mind that has access to its point of view."
This, then, is what I mean by the "disconnect between the outside view and an inside view" that will be so necessary for this problem.
The whole problem is, that if we were to really understand a system, we would realize that the inside view doesn't match the outside view after all. We wouldn't be able to say exactly how the mismatch occurs, except by actually understanding it.
This is why I'm skeptical of the feasibility of an AI safety check.
[...] if it is the case, [i.e.] that we can't distinguish a human point of view from another, you'll want [...]
so you know, you can be ready to make a decision.
Do you understand what is being asked of you in this sentence? I mean, that sentence.
"So you know, you can be ready to make a decision."
This is, in its context, a weird sentence.
If I can't tell what kind of decision you want, what I'm doing here is making a decision -- based on a bunch of information about the sort of decision I'm looking for.
This is what I'm doing.
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This, then, is what I'm doing right here.
We are now prepared to make an "optimal decision."
Which is to say that we are prepared to make the decision which is optimal for this problem (or what you may wish to call the problem: "AI risk.")
The optimal decision, in this context, is to look at this.
This is, in a way, what you are doing right now.
What you are doing now, is preparing to make an optimal decision.
You are doing the kind of thinking that the people in the previous paragraph are doing, or the equivalent thereof.
That's what I am doing: I am prepared to make an optimal decision.
You have prepared to make a decision.
To be clear, you prepared to make a maximizing decision, a decision to maximize, subject to the constraints that exist in the problem.
By subject to those constraints.
As you should have noticed, the problem here is hard, so hard in fact that no one has the time to check whether your optimal decision maximizes it by the Cramer-Poore bounds.
So, no one's checking.
And now you're here asking me for my input on the maximization problem.
"So you're telling me that I, as a person, am required to solve the following problem.
Consider that an optimal decision has already been made, and you're going to be asking me to make the following choice.
It has been decided that the problem will be solved. The cost is, of course, tremendous
One mistake that a journalist can make in observing these trends is to assume that, because the software-based tech industry seems to be struggling now, things will stay like this forever. More likely, we are in an intermission between technological epochs. We’ve mostly passed through the browser era, the social-media era, and the smartphone-app-economy era. But in the past few months, the explosion of artificial-intelligence programs suggests that something quite spectacular and possibly a little terrifying is on the horizon. Ten years from now, looking back on the 2022 tech recession, we may say that this moment was a paroxysm of scandals and layoffs between two discrete movements.
emphasis mine. i don't think AI is really going to be a splash on its own, it'll be more subtle than that. i think a bifurcation of what we use every day is more likely and will be felt by most people on the internet.
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I think at least partially this depends where you're coming from. I started in original fiction, and the expectation there when you give someone something to read or when you post an excerpt in public is that people will (hopefully constructively) criticise it. They may also say nice things, too, but as soon as you put something in the public sphere, you can guarantee someone won't like it, and probably eventually someone who doesn't like it will say so, sometimes where everyone else can see it.
People who started out in fandom are (IME) less likely to have had that experience, even though the reality is the same.
(I find it a little frustrating tbh that pointing out a typo is considered criticism. I consider that damn helpful! And sure, I prefer when the typo isn't the only thing the commenter mentions, but I've had plenty of reviews of all times, and "Hey! You have a typo here, you might wanna fic that" is one I am actively grateful for.)
Another problem, and I think this goes probably for everyone, but is maybe more of an issue for people who haven't ever had their stuff critiqued, is that some people ask for concrit or actively solicit comments, and what they ask for isn't what they think they're asking for, or they assume their work is above criticism. I've seen people get their heads bitten off for commenting helpfully but just not effusively on a story that actively invited comments (it's happened to me!).
I can vividly remember one person who came into a forum that was specifically for writers and writerly resources, and asked for concrit. I went to their story, and their English was so convoluted it was hard to even follow. (I don't think they were non-native, they were just trying too hard to be clever.) I wrote a helpful review that explained the issue, gave some examples and how to fix them, and got a very melodramatic PM from the author telling me I wasn't going to break their spirit, or something - long time ago, I'm paraphrasing, but that was the gist 😳
I think for some people, trolling for reviews/concrit is purely "I want more reviews on my work." If there was more clarity about how people asked, there'd be less mismatch between expected and received comments.
(And while I'd tend to agree it's pointless to give concrit about the direction of a published story, it is entirely possible to give concrit that is more generally useful. "I hate the way you wrote this story/I hate your premise/I hate this pairing" is pointless, useless feedback, but "Hey, when you punctuate dialogue, remember that you still use a small letter for the speech tag after a question or exclamation point!" is useful.
I've had all kinds of reviews, from flailing "omg this was so wonderful" down to a rather cowardly anonymous "pathetic", so I come at this from having run the whole gamut of potential reviews.)
My compromise is that I don't say stuff I don't mean. If I really can't find anything positive about a story, I will probably say nothing, and I do not trust people when they say they want concrit, because they usually don't. It's frustrating for me, because giving and getting honest feedback has been an enormous part of me getting better as a writer (and the latter in particular is a skill that I know has degraded by lack of practice - my skin is unhelpfully thin these days, so when I do get criticism it's so much more difficult to deal with it objectively), but I've become resigned to the fact that fandom just isn't a space where you can hope for that except with specific people by prior agreement.
But my compromise means that at least I can tell people that if I leave a review where I rave and flail about how wonderful a story is, it's absolutely genuine and I mean every word, even if it also means I review less often and less extensively than I used to.
It confuses me that people call comments 'reviews.' I thought the comment box is a place to leave feedback for the author - encouragement, squeeing over the fic, incoherent babbling, etc. Some people think they have to write a review??? No wonder so few people leave comments if they think they have to leave a 'book review.' I wish folks would just lighten up! It's not War and Peace and the reader is not a New York Times book reviewer. Just leave a few words to thank the author - no pressure!
They’re called “comments” on AO3 and “reviews” on FFN. How people interpret that is up to them. Some readers want to leave comments, some want to leave kudos, some want to leave “live blogs” of their reading, some want to drop a gif. Some, yes, even want to leave an in-depth review.
If you want readers to lighten up, you’re going to have to start with writers. We’re the ones constantly telling people to leave comments. We’re the ones who make “rules” about what a good comment is or a bad comments. We’re the ones who say “I want criticism!” AND “Don’t criticize me!” AND “Pointing out typos is okay”
If you want people to leave more comments, make it easier for them to do so. I really don’t think it’s about the word “review” - at least not completely. There’s a lot of other stuff going on as well.
And that’s not even getting into the fact that people have no obligation to leave comments at all. Just like writers have no obligation to write/post their fic.
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