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hi! i just read devil like me and it was so good 😭😭😭 i’m not even that into the witcher but that fic has me in a chokehold. hope this isn’t too intrusive, but i was just wondering what happened to the ao3 account that devil like me was posted under? 💖
The short answer is that I'm extremely stupid and forgot to delete the footnotes with my tumblr account in them when I orphaned it, lol
The long answer is that I wrote that fic very early into my witcher fandom journey, and it doesn't represent my views on any of the characters anymore. I wrote it for an audience, not for myself (which is totally fine because dang we all want validation sometimes!) I wrote a lot of 'y/n' fic in the earlier days, I think because it was easy/formulaic for me and I enjoyed the happiness it brought other people. But I didn't feel challenged or like I was bringing anything new to the table. I think 'DLM' in particular is representative of those feelings. I didn't want to delete it completely because I know some folks were enjoying it, and I hate the idea of getting rid of someone's comfort fic. So the solution was to put it onto a little raft and push it into the AO3 ocean.
I am very glad you enjoyed it, anon, and I hope this sates your curiosity! Nothing happened to my AO3 account, it's still 'inber'. ❤️
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Jason and Cass' opposing views on murder is so interesting. Their conflict is not purely moralistic - that is to say, it's not purely that Jason thinks murder is okay, and Cass doesn't. It's their identities, their original and most fundamental worldview. Jason is a murder victim and Cass is a murderer. Yes, Jason kills people as Red Hood, and yes, Cass dies multiple times, but this never truly erases how they see themselves. Jason will always have been murdered, and Cass will always be a murderer. They are unable to fully extricate themselves from those roles, and thus will never approach life or death the same way.
#cassandra cain#jason todd#so i may have spent thirty minutes reading jason meta#cass will always be my fav but damn if jason meta doesn't hit on a spiritual level#that boy is messed up#idk if this post makes any sense?? jason experts feel free to correct me#it's interesting too how so much of their trajectory is trying to change that identity as victim or villain#jason becoming red hood is creating the autonomy being a victim denied him#cass becoming batgirl is creating the autonomy being a (forced) murderer denied her#yet they both are unable to truly let go of what the world made them#thus both being perpetually haunted by their past selves#meta
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pov you're jean moreau
#all for the game#the sunshine court#aftg#kevin day#jean moreau#neil josten#someone has probably done this already#but the idea has been fucking haunting me for the past few days so i had to make it#posting on my sideblog because i Cannot have it on my main
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in reference to my last reblog. what do you call this subgenre of 70s-80s manga protag
#not all the SAME guy. same breed of guy though#dark hair and pronouns....??????#and for jotaro and guts they both get an eye injury in the right eye i guess if you subscribe to jotaro living past p6#you could honestly swap their places here depending on the point in the timeline#forgive me about my knowledge on akira/devilman btw i literally just watched the ovas yesterday#haunted by 'spirits' and/or used as an ability is probably more accurate for kenshiro but still#me.txt#jotaro kujo#akira fudo#guts berserk#kenshiro#fist of the north star#jjba#devilman#berserk#stardust crusaders#jojo's bizarre adventure
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top 10 worst divorced couples ever
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i drew this like a month ago and i am TERRIFIED to post anything on here but ive been convinced
#joshua graham#edward sallow#sallowgraham#im so fucking scared to post man i think i might actually cry#fallout new vegas#fallout#fnv#caesar fnv#fucking wild this thing has become my magnum opus.#im miserable#everyday i rethink the actions ive taken that have lead me to the point i am in life now#i feel like this is to blame for most of the bad things that have happened to me in the past few months#my legacy is nikocado sallowgraham#and i dont think i can ever recover from that.#my life is ruined. i am an artist forever haunted by his past.#anyway i still let out a giggle everytime i see someone reblog this again#i take it back i NO LONGER giggle whenever i see someone reblog this.#i hate it. this thing is a MONSTER.
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ok everybody block dnp on all socials they have eyes everywhere. they know way too much. those omniscient fuckers are always watching. no one is safe.
like what do you MEAN you know about those stupid “real voice” compilations and people absolutely clowning about jumpcuts and smudged whiskers and what do you MEAN you’re aware of those 2009 phan theories people still debate to this day? what happened to “i don’t check my indirects” “i don’t go on the tags”?? i bet you’re lurking RIGHT NOW reading this very post. all men do is lie. can’t trust anyone 😤😪
#/j#dnp#dan and phil#pinof#phan#gamingmas 2023#yeet my deet#dan howell#daniel howell#amazingphil#phil lester#danisnotonfire#i didn’t participate in the phandom until they came out#i was an older phannie i started watching at age 16#so i knew better#so this feels like i’m being punished for something i didn’t do#and having always been mortified and embarrassed by the shit yall would say back in the day#my only respite was “ok maybe dnp didn’t see this”#no they’ve seen EVERYTHING#you’re past is coming back to haunt you but your past is also coming back to haunt me lmao#to be clear i am part of the problem simply for consuming phan/phandom media at the time and therefore giving those videos views#but i was always terrified of the phandom#like i didn’t even consider myself part of the phandom for my first 4 years as a phannie#i was a closet demon phannie lol#i started participating after they came out and we were all actual adults about it and super respectful#i was like we’re all old and gay now i love this for us#yeet my deenp#bog
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The idea that uni protesters are "elitist ivy-league rich kids larping as revolutionaries" on Twitter and Reddit and even here is so fucking funny to me if you actually know anything about the student bodies at these unis. Take it from someone who's going to one of the biggest private unis in the US, 80% of the peers I know are either from the suburbs or an apartment somewhere in America, children of immigrants, or here on a student visa. I've heard about one-percenter students, but I've never met one in person. Like, don't get me wrong, the institution as a whole is still very privileged and white. I've talked with friends and classmates about feeling weird or dissonant being here and coming from such a different background. But in my art program, I see BIPOC, disabled, queer, lower-income students and faculty trying to deconstruct and tear that down and make space every day. So to take a cursory glance at a crowd of student protesters in coalitions that are led by BIPOC & 1st/2nd-gen immigrant students and HQ'd in ethnic housings and student organizations and say, "ah. children of the elite." Get real.
#also idk how to tell you this but even if it were true. wealthy children potentially sacrificing their educational careers to protest is#a good thing actually. idk how to tell you that caring about people from other nations is good#personal#“this war has nothing to do with most students cuz nobody's getting drafted” idk how to explain to you that we should be angry#that our tuitions of 10s of thousands of dollars that we pay every year for an education is being used to fund a genocidal campaign#also the implication that if you go to a uni institution you are automatically privileged by participation no matter your bg#i didn't /want/ to go to this school. i was supposed to go to a school with an art/animation program. but i realized my immigrant#parents have been working their whole lives to get me here. and turning the opportunity down would be a disservice to their sacrifice#this is getting into convos of “what 2nd gen kids owe their parents” which is different for everyone but. yeah#i just get pissed off at seeing people misrepresenting student bodies as “wealthy” and “privileged” and “elite” when it's such a blatant li#i remember a year ago a friend told me they can't fly home to hong kong for winter break because the plane tickets are too expensive#so they have to find temporary housing around the area#last quarter for a film doc class my film partner made a doc on a small group of marxist grad students from india discussing praxis#during a rally a few months ago in response to police presence the coalition invited palestinian students to speak about their experiences#and lead songs and read poems they wrote. these are STUDENTS. are they elitist too?#this is not to disregard my own personal privilege either.#this whole narrative's just to rationalize a lack of empathy to me. seeing a 19yo student get shot by a rubber bullet and your first#reaction is “HAW! HAW! bet richy rich didn't see THAT coming when she put on her terrorist hood!”#newsflash. these big uni campuses are HAUNTED by the violence of past protests and revolutions and police brutality. we know.#why do you think these coalitions have been making reinforced barricades at record speed
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It hasn’t even been a full year and I already have three owl statues to sit ominously around my Stardew Valley farm…
Have I pleased the owls somehow? Do the bird gods look fondly upon me? Is it because I shower my chickens with love and affection?
I am constantly out at night running around and seeing owls fly across my screen because I lose track of time. I am broke because I only sell two jars of mayo a day and keep all of my eggs for no reason and get distracted foraging around the whole map. I didn’t even craft a glow ring until late summer because I forgot they exist. I am an absolute disaster farmer.
How the heck did I get the luck for this to happen…
#stardew farmer#stardew valley#stardew fanart#stone owl statue#stardew valley farmer#I haven’t even gotten a meteor yet#there’s been an owl every season thus far#it would be hilarious if another one showed up in winter#my past reading the Ga’Hoole books come back to haunt me…
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i lived bitch
#my art#fanart#starkid#team starkid#tinky#t'noy karaxis#tnoy karaxis#hatchetfield#hatchetverse#npmd#i had to shrink this down to put on tumblr sighhhhh#what is he sitting on? idk man mind ur business#this drawing has been HAUNTING me this past week and now ive finally exorcized it
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i want juice but there's none in this damn house
#dndads#dungeons and daddies#normal oak swallows garcia#normal oak#sparrow oak garcia#sparrow oak#anyway one of my post finale hcs just bc i think it's funny#no more teenie the teen tape/binder thank fuck it still haunts me#i gotta get over feeling weird posting past a certain hour like what is this twitter? i dont think so#my artwork
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ark aftermath
#being in the ark with knives who had gathered such immense power definitely fucked with vash's brain#their fight before the ark haunts me. what do you mean 'blackness of decay' jesus christ#it reminds me of 'youve got more of them...scars'#knives seeing that his brother is actively like. dying.#also what do u mean knives tried to merge with him. that definitely took a toll on both of them#anyway so vash has vivid hallucinations of his brother and whatnot#wolfwood hates himself for that obviously#just imagine the horror he would experience if vash called him 'knives'#vash literally spitting blood because 1) anxiety 2) hes so fucking tired and tortured and shit#he wants a break guys give him a break#but ooobviously vash (the man he is) he'll never accuse wolfwood of trapping him in the ark. of betraying him etc#so he'll just be happy to be there alive and relatively well and hope the same for his brother#at least for the time being before vash meets him and kills him#this is the longest comic ive made sorry if it feels a bit rushed/not well concluding#best i can do#its been kicking my ass for the past week and i just wanted to be done w it#trigun#vashwood#vash the stampede#nicholas d. wolfwood#trigun maximum#trigun fanart#my art#millions knives#<- for a fragment of a second#what else#tw hallucinations#tw blood#tw emetophobia
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I know we're supposedly in the era they're upfront with us and everything and maybe it is just the truth that they've decided marriage isn't for them but I will be keeping one foot on marriage hill with a sign saying "if no marriage then why always weird about marriage" just in case
#dan and phil#phan#titspoilers#and honestly the answer might just be to fuck with us but i simply cant look past it lol#my fiance nordvpn alone is gonna haunt me for years
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your alttp link and zelda art scratches my brain in such a way ill never get over
I'M SO HAPPY TO HEAR THAT !!!! that's the exact thing they're doing to me too so it's so exciting if it's not just me !! and like if I could put some of those little brain demons into art...
I like to think Zelda doesn't smile all that much like she's just kinda stiff and awkward but then when she does smile it's goofy big smile...
#many thoughts about tiny things#I've been feeling a bit art blocked and rough lately so they are just standing in a void in silly outfits#I FORGOT TO FUCK UP HIS LEG... it's very important to me even though I've forgotten or flipped it before so I added some squiggles in paint#it will continue haunting me on tegaki I guess rip#ask#link#zelda#a link to the past#tloz#the speed with which I went ''fuck it it's fine enough'' and pressed post on Tegaki and then instantly went ''HIS LEG!!!!!''#that belonged in a comedy. the wonkyness and mistakes that's fine but this? a tragedy.#how else will I learn to move on from all the land mines I stepped on in the game smh#my art
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W. Wait. Hold on a second
Lemme just
Oh.
Oh no
#my past haunts me.............#I'm literally so fucking predictable I HATE THIS how did I not see it coming#I can't resist a sad goth man 😔 bonus points if at any point he looks like a pathetic wet kitten#bg3#sleep.txt#I was obsessed w julian like 5 years ago I'd even FORGOTTEN abt this mf. apparently he has done irreparable damage to my taste in men
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Horror's nightmare
Horror doesn't think much on his past anymore, but his nightmares often resurface the guilt he's buried about the idea that he could have prevented it all somehow, even if it came at the cost of his own life.
Thankfully, Nightmare is here to make him a hot drink to calm his nerves and promise him a visit to his brother when the sun is up, because Papyrus will always be very glad to see his brother alive and visiting (and as sleepy as ever).
#UTDR#UTMV#Horror Sans#Nightmare Sans#My Art#Truce au#Bad dreams comic#Just when you thought you were safe from my 50 ongoing art projects I remember to finish another one >:3c#I had a lot of fun with this one! Despite how kind of grim it is#It gave me a chance to play with different brushes and work with colours and such which is cool :D#Anyway yeah Horror likes to think he's at peace with his past#Especially considering who he lives with - he's probably the least haunted of the 4#But there is always a nagging thought in the back of his mind that he is in some way responsible#If not for breaking the core and more or less killing the scientist trying to fix it#(Even though it was at least partly justified since they tried to kill him first)#Then for letting the human go by with lvl in the first place knowing that they would end up killing Asgore in the end#Even if he couldn't have possibly known how bad things would get as a result#Also!! In case you're wondering Monster Kid and the dog are in the start because it's a dream#In his mind he always remembers horrortale before it started falling apart and losing people#And now... (turns my terrible little eyes upon Cross)
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