#my mind is at peace lmao
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dyed my hair for the first time in like 4 months tonight
#so so relieved#my mind is at peace lmao#before this I had like an inch and a half of extremely faded pink/blonde and then like 3 inches of roots#and now it's all bright red so. all back to normal#I'm only gonna get five and a half hours of sleep but it's fineeeeee#totally worth it
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Wait-Pastel...why did you need to change the chapter count? We all saw it go from 26 to 27. What changed huh? I'm watching you Pastel. I'm in your walls. Say hi to your sister for me please! (You're an amazing writer, oh and you dropped this. 👑)
Shhhhhh move along nothing to see here no sir (Hehehe and thank u 🩵)
but the reality is, I always suspected this “last chapter” might split into two parts since there’s a lot I wanna play with— but it’s always nicer to go UP in chapter count rather than down you know?
#TNV asks#tnv final chapter spoilers#was playing it safe lol#because u never know when it comes to writing!!#I always wanted to have a final chapter count while posting to give people peace of mind#but it was always a bit of a ballpark count#originally TNV was going to be 15 chapters LMAO I PLAYED MYSELF#sorry for being so slow I have family in town#also my sister is here for her birthday!!!#hoping to get back to bringing you angst soon hehe
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Day 4 of drawing Matt's teen facts because the Li Wilsons make me sad!!
S2E5: Link is always a Chelsea player for Halloween and his dads go as his biggest fans :>
#i got tired of looking at this :D#but i love them#and i need to give Marco not love frfr#i should probably design the other kids at one point they're just in my sketchbook rn#i haven't even drawn a teenage link yet LMAO#my art#dndads#dndads art#dungeons and daddies#dungeons and daddies art#dndads s2#dungeons and daddies s2#lincoln li wilson#marco li#grant wilson#li wilson family#i see you dropping the li from his name too matt 😭😭#WHAT DID MARCO EVER DO#dads=one unit in links mind obvi#i have a fic about grant leaving like link asked and just writing a note to marco then peacing in the night#bc he's a coward!! obvi haha#i like making myself sad :D#this is the perfect podcast for me#art
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*alexa play he had it coming*
#haunted by this actually#friday night lights#fridaynightlightsedit#fnledit#tyra collette#tim riggins#filmtvdaily#popularculturesource#usercreate#nbcladiesdaily#otpsource#tim x tyra#mystuff#no im sorry but tim and lyla hooking up literally has so many consequences for everyone close to them I AM NOT ROOTING FOR YOU TWO!#YOURE SELFISH PEOPLE SUFFER YOUR CONSEQUENCES AND RIGHT YOUR WRONGS!#'wouldnt it be so cute and fun if they get together' no it would not and im ignoring all of their scenes god bless#if this show ends with them together expect many fanfics coming from me cuz i have a lot to say lmao#is anyone gonna read them probably not but also i dont care this is for me and my peace of mind
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i rebuke any and all coworker crushes past present and future oh my god i just know this is the reason i can't meet my soulmate i've been too preoccupied with these bum ass losers
#i dont wanna be rude but like these men wont even ask me out like its not happening#choosing peace actually maybe its really registering in my mind now#also i cant date a coworker we would be so broke together lmao
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Shoutout to the curly hair alastor enjoyers out there this one is for you 🗣️🗣️‼️‼️‼️‼️
#hazbin alastor#hazbin hotel#hazbin hotel alastor#alastor#hazbin hotel alastor fanart#hazbin hotel fanart#alastor fanart#ignore my deranged comments that I make on my own art please LMAOO#let me be silly in peace pls#sane tag rambling incoming ‼️#I feel extremely normal about him#(lying)#personally curly hair alastor changed my life#so if you haven’t had the lovely experience of seeing yet please enjoy#anyways the longer I draw the silly murder deer#the more artistic liberties I find myself taking LMAO#this idiot has burrowed his way into my mind#and I don’t think he is choosing the leave anytime soon#so more art will probably come#so there goes my artblock ig#curly hair alastor….#save me#save me curly hair alastor
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they're way overdue on their fanum tax
#i miss them#i've probably said that a thousand times already#they're always there at the back of my mind#whenever there's a new ship i'm into#they always come out and occupy my braincells#whenever i draw these two it's like i'm giving them a peace offering to appease them before i get into a new ship lmao#nothing says an old couple like doing your taxes together#now i'm ready to draw new ships letsgooo#my art#wip#sketches#cod bell#cod perseus#bocw#duo au#second#photo ref from officers (1971)#on my watchlist for years now but still haven't found a good eng sub
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i recently watched l.otr for the first time ever and i haven't been able to think about anything else tbh
#this is also me saying sorry i haven't been here a lot over the summer my mind is so occupied by my bachelors thesis that it gave me#an anxiety attack earlier even tho i have until nov 29th to finish it LMAO but yeah that's what has been going on with me#but yeah i mentioned the l.otr thing because i am already rewatching ( this time the extended version ) because it's the only thing i think#might help calm me down so i can go to bed in peace smh maybe this is also a sign to try writing some muses and bring them here ??? idk tho
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honestly it's been really healing being back to actively contributing things and writing out thoughts on tumblr the last week or so, because while twitter tends to be easier for me to write out Thoughts on without getting overwhelmed, the environment in the twitter fandom circles i'm interested in is not only infested with antis but cliqueish in a way that is caustic to the fucking soul if you try to express a thought that's more than three sentences long--a hundred times over if you're autistic in slightly the wrong way--and it's incredibly reassuring to come back to an environment where the very kindest and most inclusive people toward you are not clearly thinking the r-slur the entire time they interact with you lmao
#whosebaby talks#took an incident of just open petty cruelty the other day for me to finally go#you know what all of this is doing a huge number on my self-esteem and scrupulosity and social anxiety and mental health overall#sometimes it pays to hold out and give the benefit of the doubt#when your knee-jerk reaction is to think something Must Be a Sign of Shitty Intent; bc often it will turn out that wasn't the case at all#but unfortunately sometimes it turns out people are in fact just being shitty in exactly the way you thought they were#and at the *very* best you are incompatible in such a way that if they don't have bad intentions you're just never going to be able to tell#or well. not even necessarily bad *intentions*; just shitty behavior that's harmful to you regardless of whether they mean well#sometimes you just gotta accept that even if neither of you *is* being shitty it's not worth your peace of mind to never be able to confirm#and it's better to just save both of you the stress and not try to pursue that.#it fuckin sucks when it's people you think are cool and really want to get to know; it's a hard lesson to learn; but it's the way sometimes#......and then sometimes the confirmation you finally get is that yeah okay this is some bullshit#and not in a way that can likely be communicated past; no matter how much effort you make to be kind; clear; and mature#and being publicly humiliated for carefully trying to yes-and some clarification on meta of mine#which was being used in ways i was deeply uncomfortable with; and had had no warning would take the turn that it did#and which was contributing to the original post gaining traction in the first place#all targeted in ways pretty much tailor-made to hurt someone with specific issues they had seen me talk about + acknowledged#was just. yeah i think i'm done here lmao#i am Not someone who takes down meta once posted#so the fact that it was bad enough to make me delete an entire thread really says something lol#anyway. lots of other context there; and i appreciate that in some ways the person was genuinely trying to be kind; but i'm. yeah.#that shit Hurted Extremely; and made me realize that while i'm not the *most* well-socialized or articulate or approachable#there is just something in the water over there and no amount of The Problem Not Being Me would have mattered#and the nice asks/replies/comments i've gotten both recently and during hibernation make me feel warm inside; thank y'all <3#the salt files#bullying cw#ableism cw
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after a day of contemplation im no longer as much of a hater <3 unraveled you seem.. fascinating
#not looking forward to the keefe inner monolouge still but!#i think the human perspective and potential human characters will be really fun!#and the whole perspective of his emotions slowly numbing sounds cool :)#my first instinct is to be a hater but i think this book has potential actually :) i dont think shannons the type to do a money grab#if she says theres important shit!! theres probably important shit!!#that also adds a new aspect to this because its like. if theres important shit. why didnt keefe tell sophie.#trust issues? sokeefe breakup book 10?#lmao anyway i am going to try and go into this book with an open mind#i think what annoyed me most yesterday was just. the keefe takeover of the series.#i dont really like how the plot has turned toward keefe instead of sophie but i can get over it :)#i dont even really dislike keefe? i just dislike the sheer amount of him in the later books compared to the other characters#i dont dislike sokeefe either! just the amount of it in both books and fandom#but i will get over my hater instincts. i am a lover from now on.#sorry this was rambly. peace and love and unraveled amen.#kotlc
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and theyve been inseperable haters since
#the new guy in town#tngit#mspaint#FUCK IT!!!!! IF I WANT 2 make my oc STORY I SHOULD JUST DO IT AND NOT BE OBSESSIVE OF WAITING TILL I CAN DO IT BETTER. I SHOULD JUST DO IT#beedoodles#my ocs#goops lore introduction#probs should have a part 2 but im takin a break#ive been exclusivley drawing in mspaint today and NEARLY all entiredly with my mousetouchpad lmao#new guy#goopy#HELLL YEAHHHHGGHHH I SHOULD JUST MAKE STUFF ill make it shitty as long as i put my heart n soul into it i shouldnt need for it to be done#“better”#anyway cant a guy gurgle and be slutchy and slimey in peace whell i guess not gottamn#guy CANNOT mind theyre own business
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Current Ninjago *wip* Projects List
Ninjago Arena: Ninjago but a Mortal Kombat game animation project
NRB: Ninjago but i wrote a bad rap battle or like 3
Darkleys Graduation: I made darkleys more serious and whatnot
Animatics: Dont be Sad -Tate McRae (Morro) Rockstar - CallmeKarizma(Jay) Thot -Tokyo's revenge(Llorumi critical/joke)
Art Projects that will take me 20+ hours to finish feat: Overjay au, Overlord Possesion type study??, Post-Possesion au(art and writing) Ninjago: WhatIf (art+writing). Other long ass art starts
For all the people who didn't ask why i keep disappearing or why i mention a project you've never heard of. There's a lot. And I'm not even including the 17fic backlog. Ufkbfkabfakb.
Feel free to ask about any of these, I just answer asks slowly because of anxiety around disappointing people or just not having an immediate response. Or if they're compliments i just save them for encouragement.
#ninjago#coffee speaks#coffee doodles#sketch#coffee wips#ninjago au#This post is fucking massive buts its interest how i manage to not juggle any of these properly#arena is the most fleshed out its just time consuming and i think i hate the animation process but like animations yknow??#same with the animatics...i pick them up once every 2 weeks but with the exception of 'thot' they're all like 1200 frames#and i animate on 8 frames a second for my peace of mind#the rap battles are coming along slowly...they rhyme they just don't burn the way i want them to. I wanna make a server but social anxiety#the last group project i was in Ninjago: Master of abridgedzu fell apart because there wasn't any real order to the thing.#the writing team vs the VA team was vastly different. And i loved every fucking session even the ones never posted#maybe ill di them out of my files and post but most of the mods from that server became inactive like a year ago so i don't know#if im allowed to just post that yknow.#I wanna bring it back but it needs structure that i can't provide by myself.#If you made it to the bottom of this wall of text comment one of these ^-^ so i can be your friend lmao bye#coffee art
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ppl who are like "actually this character is entirely virtuous" or "actually this character is the literal devil" are really boring actually! and usually just ignore half of a character
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#god i wish i believed in magic lol#it would be so fun to do little witch shit and believe herbs can fix my little problems i would love that#bc honestly the closest i get is believing that the placebo effect leads to people who do this stuff maybe experiencing like…#psychological peace because they feel protected by their rituals#love that#love things to bring people inner peace#im super curious about that kind of stuff like wicca and tarot and the like at least as like a fun thing but i just don’t believe in it#i really would love to study dietetics and i keep trying to but the schools in my area make it annoyingly difficult to have a clean route#Like going point A to point B is extremely difficult#but i feel like studying the effects of food on the human body is like the closest i could come to a belief in#some kind of herbal divinity and i understand that is probably just barely a component of any of this stuff but it’s what i#Was looking at on ig just now so it’s fresh on my mind lmao#sorry to any believers if anything i said came off as insensitive#if nothing else it looks fun from my little cynical armchair#idk i feel like this is the only place i can talk abt this stuff freely tbh lol#tumblr has always felt like a little cave to me i just come here to spew thoughts into a void and ig watch kpop boys be sexy#rip
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things i'd like from bg4 or any similar future games
I think BG3 is very detailed; but I would really like it if the backgrounds had mattered more. Or at least for every one. I heard if you're a drow/half-drow noble you get special dialogue with Minthara. But why didn't my Folk Hero!Tav with Wyll [or just in general?] Or my Outlander!Tav with Karlach? I love that your character gets special interaction with all and sundry, at times, re: class and race. But backgrounds make a charcacter. I don't need details. Just a bit of a nod. At least within the camp.
This brings me to point two. I wish there was a way to get friendship points. It is so strange the characters can be 'meh' about you, dislike you [and strongly], but high to exceptional bonds trigger romance. What about close friendships or growing into a family?
Speaking of, I definitely would have love some down time chatter. It is so strange to me that you get a 'this could be our last time in camp' but don't do anything with it. I appreciate the tiefling [or goblin] party. I love the idle banter on the road. But why not a couple of casual fireside chats. As a group?
I love Halsin but the fact that he is the only one we can have a polyamorous dynamic with, is bull. I'm fine with not every character being into polyam -- but maybe research more before diving into it. I am 90% sure Wyll would've been okay with Polyam - a triad too! - if it was Halsin or Astarion [maybe with Lae'zel but I have to play further to be sure]. I could see Astarion and Shadowheart swinging a 'v' dynamic, and being the best [or worst for Tav's sanity] of metamours! Maybe it would have been a hassle for coding to fit every configuration, but we deserved at least a COUPLE of Tav x Origin x Origin loving.
Also, I think we should have been able to encourage - or maybe it could have happened sans MC involvement - the npcs getting together.
#bg3#baldur's gate#larian studios#i have more thoughts#but that is all im going to say for now#if i got into my frustration about how the only fat characters that are taller than dwarves are evil i'd be here all week#or why is there only ONE character of color in the main cast?? - no karlach doesn't count bc her voice actress is white#i know no one in larian goes here#but if anyone is ever considering an if or a video game! keep this in mind#i really love how games like wayfarer/infamous/dropout/exile [to name to name a few] have 'main' characters who are either#strictly platonic or can differentiate between what dynamic mc will have with the potential romance options#i also love how they have subromances#i wanted to list that too put this was getting long#i also no one but my moots will read this but that's perfect bc we can bitch in peace#nd that's what i wanted to get off my chest#i keep looking at karlach and dammon and being like roflmao why cant theys mooch?#or if pandira was a side/sub romance or lia - i like their fces okay#and im looking forward to adair/shadowheart/halsin but what ive heard there isnt much to be excited about lmao#also there's no bg4. the header is jokes!
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been thinking about how asuna’s [spoiler] scene in the last chapter of idol sengen is oddly underwhelming in the volume version compared to the piccoma release?
i mean l i ke (spoiler reveal under the cut)—
idk if it’s just me but seeing it in colour made the scene hit harder somehow? in some way?
s o . im just. thinking ahead here but…
what if i tried to overlay the colour panel onto the page when i eventually tl it in a few months?
i’m not good at picture editing at all.
b u t still.
i kinda wanna try to go the extra mile for asuna anyway… hmmmmmmmmm…
#oh welllll. in the end that’s for future me to decide ig…#i’m not even sure if anyone would be interested in it anyway…#maybe i could pay someone to do it for me instead (<-has 0 connections)#hm. maybe i should’ve tried to socialise more in school. maybe i’d have met a p.shop guy or two lmao#oh well. ig it’s video tutorial time… maybe… i hope i don’t fall asleep~~~~ bc it’s for asuna….!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#in any case!!!! my mind and productivity has been completely ruined by thoughts on my newfound doomed crackship of asuna x sena#like it’s a ship that could go wrong in so many ways (whether asuna gets with sena or not) and im just. ✨thoughts✨ yk???#i love the concept of rivals/enemies to lovers asumona but. like. asusena. yk.#like picture this: pov you just realised that your loving gf’s sister is the same newbie idol you’ve been unfairly antagonising and such#a n d knowing how strong sena’s sisterly love for mona is… yk??? doomed crackship is ✨doomed✨#aighhtttt ok im done with asuna thoughts for the day i s w e a r#(though ngl if they somehow end up giving asuna a cv and she somehow turns out to be ✨e m i t s u n✨ of honoka-chan fame (very unlikely)…)#(…i will pass on in ✨peace✨ idk i just think her powerful yet soothing voice would suit asuna (<-fell back into ll phase))#o k o k im done fr this time i s w e a r anyways stan asuna frusu ok bye
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