#my mental state boutta be

[thisbreadisnotgucci]

So I met a new coworker today who also enjoys JJK and she is caught up and we were discussing it and

Basically my emotions are cooked.

[kaysdenofchaos]

Was boutta go into another depression

Bro brought out the TMNT x Batman movie

My mental state has been revived from the ashes/pos

[ivormybeloved]

Wanted to try out a thingy I found with my MCSM OC (almost dying with Sparklez + his horrible uncle were only the BEGINNING)

First imagine is Portal Arc, Second imagine is Guardian Arc (fanmade season 3 idea)

Bro's boutta wish he was NEVER BORN (he uh. He actually already wishes that due to his current trauma but season 3 is about to take a toll on his mental state lol)

[pinktasticplastixx]

this band camp is so awful i’m boutta (remembers suicide jokes only worsen my morale and mental state) liberate myself off this mortal plane and become a god

[stealsh0e]

A new work in progress I couldn't contain the absolute excitement I have to possibly work on this after I submit my first uni project because I'll have more FREE TIME

I think I've mentioned before in an S post (I'll sort out my ocs with proper tags eventually lmao) but he gets a little. Goopy when he experiences very intense emotions, typically stressful. This is a result of him constantly running tests on HIMSELF due to an incident that may also be revealed soon. His body has been through a lot of stress and has been worn down to the point it can be destabilised very easily into a more inhumane form. But simply put I would say he's kind of like a kettle. Warmer = more difficult to not melt. Get this man into a freezer NOW!!!

Even though its clearly doing damage to his body, and even his mental state, a part of him truly believes he deserves to live a pained existence such as this. The other part is just. Desperately clinging onto the good parts of his life and trying not to focus on the negatives so much. He can be better than this. He's a good person. Isn't he?

He's long past even being able to call himself human anymore, both physically and in his heart. He beats himself up more than he likes to let people know, so it's nice to have a shoulder to lean. Yes this is me confirming that S is some kind of horrendous amalgamation of Sleep demon and human, he did this to himself!! It'll be a while before I actually show his other form because I really want it to just be. WILD!!! not just soggy lmao.

HES NOT DEAD HES JUST SLEEPING!!!! Alpha Beta boutta become the number 1 radiohead fan 🤨🤨🤨 bro my human is ill -slaps on the radio in his head or smth idk i dont listen to music-

S popsicle real btw not clickbait

[meloswifeyyy]

Relationship Alphabet

A - Attitude

Who often has the worst Attitude ?

Well, you obviously. Most of the time because you are hungry or you and Melo just got out of an argument. Melo usually fucks the attitude out of you anywhere, anytime tho.

B - Baby

Who wants Babies the most - first ?

Melo. He often jokes about having kids or when you are having sex he would whisper in your ear  “You trynna have my babies?” or  “You boutta have my babies ” when he nuts in you. He says that he wants 3 or more. You only want 2. You arent rushing into it.

C - Crying 

Who Cries the most in the relationship ?

You. You often cry alone when you miss Melo when he is at away games for so long. Or when your BP triggers, Melo would comfort you. When watching sad movies, or when someone you love dies. Tears of joys appear here and there. Or when you get into arguments and Melo says something wrong or disrespectful out of madness.

D - Dates 

Who has the best Date spots ?

Melo. He would often take you to fancy restaurants in L.A or Miami, or wherever you guys went. Or take you shopping at an expensive place. He would do dates at home like watching movies, have you cook dinner because he cant cook for shit, or he would have a bath waiting on you. 

E - Eat 

Who Eats the most ?   

You. You know damn well you cant survive without food. Its the 2nd best thing that has ever happened to you besides life and Melo. Cant even survive a night. If you would wake up in the middle of the night and get hungry and go to kitchen and try to sneak some food without waking Melo up, he would hear it and go to the kitchen and scare you, picking you up over his shoulder with one arm, and with the other putting the food away carrying you back to the bed because its a little to early in the morning to be eating. 

F - Freak 

Who is the Freakiest ?  

Both of you. You being the only girl that can fuck Melo like you do, and being the only girl Melo is sexually, physically, and mentally attracted to no other girl can do it like you.10/10 in bed. Now Melo on the other hand is a demon in bed. His strokes, hitting your G - Spot constantly with you feeling it in your guts. His 9 inch is almost  always on hard when he is around you. And his tongue is crazy, going in and out and on the pearl AT THE SAME TIME. Crazy right. Spelling his name out on you. He loves when you scratch his back up or give him hickeys everywhere. 10000/10. Makeup sex is the best. 

G - Games 

Who wins the most games ?  

Melo. He would always dare you to a game of Call of Duty or Fortnite to see who would win first. And he would always win. When you would play a game of Uno you would often win and he would be mad the rest of the day due to his competitiveness. But any other game he would win.

H - Happy

Who is the Happiest in the relationship ?  

Both of you. You are always happy when you guys are around each other. Even when you guys just got done arguing you are still happy that he is in your presence. Melo on the other hand is always happy with you around him, he loves to cuddle with you. Its one of his favorite thing to do. He just loves that you are in his presence. You are his other half.

I - Irreplaceable

Who is the most Irreplaceable ?  

You would say Melo but Melo would say you. Melo knows how to deal with you more than anyone else does. He knows all your spots and what you like and dont like. He notices all of your flaws and sees the good and beautiful in them. He knows your body, mind, and soul. No man has a better or brighter or bigger smile than him. He always brightens the mood. You on the other hand are different. A big beautiful smile. You know how to deal with Melo when he is sad, looses a game. You can tell when he is lying or telling the truth just by looking through his eyes. You know how to make him happy. You are the best he has ever had.

J - Jaded 

Who gets the most Jaded after doing something ?

Melo. He usually gets really bored after sitting in the house all day. He really wants to leave the house and do something fun but usually its night time and you would be taking a nap or would be sleep. 

K - Kisses

Who gives the most kisses?

Melo. He is always so clingy and that comes with all the kisses in the world. He kisses you all over your face in your sleep, even when you are sleep he gives you kisses. He loves to kiss all over your body.

L - Love

Who fell in love the fastest?

Melo. He had always had a crush on you and everyone knew you were the one for him. You just didn’t know it until you two started dating. He’s always making sure you are good. He loves your hugs. He was the first one to say “I love you”. He want kids you to have all 10 of his kids.

M - Motivation

Who gives the most motivation?

You. When melo is going to a game and is not having a good feeling about it you motivate him to push through it and win for you. 9/10 he will win or get a lot of points for you.

N - Night Owl

Who is more of a Night Owl?

Both of you. Sometimes when his ADHD is on 10 you guys stay up and listen to music, play games, go on ig live, or just fuck for 7 hours straight. Sometimes you have to tell him to got to sleep or put him to sleep (😏) because he has a game tomorrow and needs all the rest and energy he can get. It also the same for you.

O - Oral Sex

Who gives Oral Sex the most?

Melo. Trust me, you give him head a lot and it’s amazing, 10/10. But melo loves giving you head. He loves to spell his name out on you. Loves to see the faces to make you scream and shout. Loves sharing your cream with you (🥲). He loves to climb under the blanket while you are sleep for some breakfast in bed. Maybe even dinner. His lips make it even better. So glad he don’t got them white genes in his lips (😋😭).

P - Perfect

Whos perfect?

Obviously, no ones perfect but God (🙏🏾). But in your eyes no one else is better for you except melo. You couldnt imagine living life without him. Cant imagine what anyones elses kids would look like with you but. No relationship is perfect. Melo sees you as perfect. Your body. Your style. Your personality. He absolutely loves your touch. He loves touch but for you loving your touch is an understatement. He couldnt imagine his kids with anyone else but you. Cant imagine getting married with anyone else. When you guys get into arguments and sleep in seperate rooms. You barely get sleep because all you can think about is each other. How perfect you guys are for one another.

Q - Q? (Cant find a word, Tell me one and ill edit it.)

R - Relate

What traits do you guys have a like each other?

A lot. Both of your favorite food is Chicken tacos. You both love a good game of Uno. You both love sex. Duhh. Both of you guy’s love language is touch. Love playing fortnite together. Love listening to music and taking drives together. Both love lil uzi (we pretending yall💀). Just in general you guys are very alike.

S - Sex

(No question for this one lol. Y’all already know how we is round hea nahhmeannn😭)

The sex. Omgggg. The first time you and melo had sex was. So amazing. Can’t ever forget that moment. Melo is always so horny. Morning sex is the best. Sometimes a little top at the red light can turn into a few rounds in back of the McDonalds parking lot. Lucky enough all his windows tinted as hell. Or in the Victoria’s Secret fitting rooms. You guys could be listening to Chris Brown and he would really take you down, fuck you back to sleep, switch up the tempo, or make you wet the bed (i’m laughing hard ash). The hickeys. The high sex. Drunk sex (drunnnnkkk in lovvveee). Car sex. Balcony sex. All over the house sex ( i got bars.) Mad sex and Make up sex. I could go on. Sex with me so amazinggggg. (i was listening to this song while writing this one💀😫😫😫)

T - Trips

Who likes taking trips internationally?

Melo. He love to take you and a yearly or even monthly vacay. Just you and him. Turks and Caicos. Bora Bora. Jamaica. Iceland. Japan. Africa. Anywhere where you can get away from the world. The different places. The hotels. Being able to fuck anywhere and everywhere. The pools. The different air. (united states ait is so boring). The new food. The animals. You guys love the new places. He loves to see you happy and with a smile on your face.

U - U (Cant find a word, Tell me one and ill edit it.)

V - V (Cant find a word, Tell me one and ill edit it again.)

W - Right the Wrongs

Who rights their wrongs after an argument?

Usually it would be you first. If you said something that was out of pocket or melo didnt like you woukd quickly apologize. He would forgive you and still cuddle and kiss you and stuff because thats what he does. Tease you. But he would ignore you until he actually forgave you in his head. Melo would apologize and give you some bomb ass d for and apology. Or make that cute face that you can’t resist.

X - (Can’t find a word for X. Give me a suggestion and i will edit it)

Y - Young

Who acts like a Young ass child?

Both of you actually. That’s what makes you love each other the most. The laughs and jokes, the tv shows, everything you could think of. It’s nothing wrong with it at all. Y’all are always gonna bust a joke out at the right time. Maybe sometimes even the wrong time. (damn, double homicide). You guys love laughing with each other.

Z - ZZZ

Who has the worst sleeping habits?

Probably Melo. If you scooted over him even a little bit, he would probably scoot back closer to you or pull you back over to him. And the only con of that is he snores a lot. (Why this nigga snore with his mouth open?🤨💀). Sometimes if he was awake and you werent he would kiss all over you. He loves to lay on your 🍒.

Y’all welcome. I haven’t pose the one of these in a minute. This took me a whole month and a half. I’m tired as hell. 💀

[wishhouse-in-your-soul]

i'm up in ur inbox 👀 boutta ask u sum STUFF

when you made the initial post about ur henry and eileen hc u wrote this about henry:

I imagine he was a child out of wedlock. Mistress and comfortably wealthy businessman situation. He grew up with his mother until he was seven or so, when she suddenly passed.

(also I imagine he’s Mexican on his mother’s side... some of his voice lines seem to have a bit of a lilt to them so I imagine he grew up bilingual... hasn’t spoken any Spanish in like two decades though)

He moved in with his father after Tragic Mom Death™, who wasn’t into the idea of parenting and threw money at the problem. Getting nannies to raise him, sending him off to boarding schools, etc.

Also, they moved around a lot

what did his dad do for a living that made him wealthy? how well did Henry know his dad - and how well did he come to know the mistress? (what was the situation with his mom and dad's relationship status in the first place?) what did mom die from? (Dead Mom Disorder™️ also valid terminal diagnosis LOL) what was his experience like growing up with her versus his dad; does he remember his mom? any dumb little memory of her that he likes?

where's his dad now? relationship like; when was the last they spoke? (about what??) is Henry still an only child or does he have half-siblings now? (is dad still with the mistress?) is Henry due to get any inheritance? (if so, does he know?)

and now: i await. 👀👀👀

Look at you, asking me STUFF (I'm glad, you're always welcome to ask me stuff huhuhu) uuhhh crap how do people make money Hmm... early tech adapter? Importing... parts... whether you place SH4 as happening in 2004 or move it to be more modern (because let's be honest, Henry is accurate-if-accidental millennial representation), getting in on tech booms early and riding that wave is a good way to stay financially stable. Probably. Sorry for my confusing wording! I meant that his mother was the mistress, though I imagine his father has remarried a few times. Interestingly, he probably wasn't married around the time Henry was in his custody! I'm meaaan to my blorbos, I imagine her death was very sudden and traumatizing. Like... truck-running-a-red-light traumatizing. :') As much as he'd like to forget it, it's kind of burned into his memory and that whole period of his life was... rough. Effectively mute for a year or so? It definitely didn't help him with cultivating any sort of friend group. u_ù Despite that big ol' awful memory, he has some good memories of her... mostly of her cooking! He has a whole folder filled with recipes for dishes that he remembers that he's been tweaking to get perfect. His pozole is pretty good. :)

Life with his dad was a lot less warm, owing to a reluctance to raise his bastard son and his bastard son's fraught mental state. He was financially secure the whole time, sure, but his emotional needs were never really addressed which led to him becoming more and more withdrawn. His last conversation was probably about him leaving for college, and while I'm sure the door is still open in case he needs any financial support, the cold relationship coupled with Henry not wanting to ask for any help from him has resulted in silence. I'm sure he has older half siblings on his father's side, but doesn't have any real relationship or knowledge of them--they were most likely adults by the time he lived with him. I'm sure he does have a portion of the inheritance--not much proportionate to other family members, but still more than he'd make in a year. Henry probably doesn't know, and would be surprised to find out just because their relationship is so bitter.

[autism2009]

one thing i notice is a lot of "endo" peeps tend to confuse "idk what my trauma is or how to figure out what it was because this disorder actively attempts to mask it" with "i have no trauma whatsoever" its a lot of weird ass fucking nuance. (this is coming from a "nonendo" sys or what ever. i do not know these terms are fuckin dumb.) not boutta argue with any of them because hey man. you got guys in your brain, you got guys in your brain. but. yanno. im not in their mind. only a psychologist could tell you, and even then. iffy. i dont think "endos" are *faking it* so to speak but i definitely think they dont really get the terms theyre saying. every system does come from trauma, i just think many "endos" may be unable to pinpoint what that trauma is and confuse it for . like . no trauma At All (sorry for word vomit lmao.)

yeah yeah fair! and i do agree that yes while a lot of endos don’t think they have trauma (because as you do succinctly stated osdd/did occur to COPE WITH THAT) some people just… want guys in their head? (see tuplamancy) or want to pretend they’re mentally ill for clout or whatever.

but yeah i wouldnt “fakeclaim” an endo persay (by which i mean not say they have a mental illness. help what are words) because some people might not know they just have. a different disorder but some people use the non-traumagenic umbrella term of “endogenic” to just Pretend To Be Mentally Ill

[russianredassassin]

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My Top Posts in 2021

#5

hi friend!! it’s been a while!! I was wondering if maybe you could write Diana Prince but motherly with gender neutral reader? just like how she is with r around the house and between missions? thank you!’

hi friend, here it is I really hope you enjoy it sorry it took so long lol :)

2 notes • Posted 2021-07-03 22:08:10 GMT

#4

😱 wow thank you I’m... honored?! :D

(Sorry I am late in answering, plus im an awkward little clown 🤡 but again thank you ☺️

3 notes • Posted 2021-01-23 16:42:13 GMT

#3

Helena Bertinelli x Reader - I Love Your Stuffed Animals:

​(Not my gif)

Thank you for the request :) really hope this is somewhat what you wanted and you’ll enjoy it also sorry it took a while.  

Word Count: 1,171

A/N: Fun fact Fred is the name of my favourite teddy bears :)

George, Bonzo, Mandy, Floppy, Gerry, Huggsy, Fluffy, Fred, Patchy, Smiley, Buttons, Sunshine. Those were just a few of your stuffed animals you have in possession at the moment in your bedroom with every single one on your bed, with you lying on the bed with all of them next to you. Gerry, Mandy, Sunshine at the back as the tallest and getting smaller ending with the smallest Floppy, Fluffy, Bonzo sat up at the front. You were currently watching King Kong on the telly when out of nowhere, the news popped up.

‘We stop your regular scheduled programming with an important news flash. Gotham Mob Boss Salvatore Maroni is dead.’ The female news presenter said ‘He was found just a few hours ago in his state home in Upper East Side Gorham still in bed with what seemed to be a crossbow bolt lodged through his neck and was presumed to have happened in the early hours of the morning by the mysterious crossbow killer of the Birds of Prey...’ 

You turned your attention away from the news and glanced around to Helena now switched from her huntress gear to her purple and black pyjamas. Looking so adorably proud, with that sleepy little grin on her face. 

“Been busy?” you said sharing your own grin

“Yes,” Helena said before moving over to you on the bed “Very”

“And you didn't think to let me know that you were off to kill one of the biggest mob bosses in Gotham?” you said trying to make room for Helena on your bed without disturbing the teddies.

 “No offence Y/N but if I told you about every criminal I go after I wouldn't have time to do anything,” Helena said with a chuckle. The both of you were in your fairly sized purple and silver styled bedroom lying on the smooth silk bedding now watching the film. Helena was sitting with her back slightly against the headboard and you now laying your head on her stomach while Helena has an arm around yours. Occasionally stroking and gently rubbing your stomach and glancing down and just staring at you with her eyes as if to say `may I?’ before she leans down to place kisses on your head. The movie, now gearing towards its end with Kong quickly losing his grip before falling to the ground. When out of nowhere you heard a thud. Instantly Helena shot up and quickly analysed the surroundings to find the source of the sound. You meanwhile thought it was just Kong, but you crawled to the side of the bed to see that one of the teddies had fallen off the bed.

“FRED!” you shouted and realised it wasn't just Kong who had fell. So you swiftly bent down to pick him back up. Meanwhile, Helena just turned around confused.

“Fred?” Helena said, leaning over to see you reaching for Fred “Who’s Fred?” 

“Fred,” You said, smiling as you got back up on the bed and showed Helena “He’s one of my many teddies” Helena observed Fred before glancing over to the rest.

“One of your teddies...” Helena said staring at the teddies “Right erm, I don’t mean to insult or anything I really don’t but w...why?” Helena questioned, gesturing to your group of stuffed animals

“Oh well there all the animals and teddies I’ve had since I was a kid,” You said putting Fred back into his spot all comfy like “although 1 or 2 I may have bought as an adult because of how cute they were” turning back to Helena you smiled at her as she just frowned in confusion 

“Right,” she said getting back up onto the bed “Sorry it’s just being a mafia daughter and training to be a vigilante doesn't leave room for ‘teddy bears’ so...” You simply nodded and turned your attention to the telly, but out of the corner of your eye you saw Helena side-eyeing Fred 

“What is it?” you said looking at Fred then at Helena who looked at you before opening her mouth 

“Why do you like them?” She said slowly while again gesturing to the group of teddies

“Oh well they're fluffy for one, they're also warm, soft, and on a cold day there is nothing better than cuddling with one with the fire crackling and my favourite movie playing and wrapped up in my fuzzy blanket making me feel like the most comfortable person in the world and....” As you were talking, listing all the reasons you loved them, Helena realised something. When cuddling with you, right now for instance she is warm, soft with your fluffy hair and right now. She has never felt more comfortable in her life. 

“Helena?” you said, bringing her back the present. 

“Hmm yeah sorry,” Helena said flashing back to reality “What?”

“Are you ok?” you asked Helena, readjusting yourself in front of her “what’s on your mind?”

“Eh, nothing I was just...I was just thinking, about those things you said” Helena said takes a breath before continuing “you know about how soft and comfortable the teddies make you feel well...” she huffed and bowed her head the struggle of what to say written on her face. but you didn't say anything. Wanting her to clearly get out what she had on her mind. Instead of speaking Helena lay back on the bed and patted her side for you to which you instantly agreed, you went to put Fred back down, but Helena stopped you and motioned for you to lie down and have Fred join. So Helena was laying on the bed, you laying on her stomach, and Fred laying on your stomach. 

“Fred makes you feel warm and soft and comfortable, that's what you said” Helena softly spoke “Well when I am with you, I’m warm and soft and since my family, you are the only one who makes me feel comfortable” Helena looked down at Fred the teddy then up at you “The same reason you love all these teddys are the same reason why I love cuddling and hugging with you and also why I love you Y/N” Helena smiled at you with an expression one could only describe as pure adoration. Unbeknownst to you small tears started to build in your eyes. It isn’t that Helena didn't ever tell you I love you, far from it. But she never said anything like this, Open, poetic, beautiful. 

“Oh, well... Thank you Hel,” you said as your cheeks blushed bright pink 

“Was that... that ok or? Helena said shifting upwards “Shouldn't I have said....” 

“No, no, no it’s ok,” you said smiling leaning up and raising your hands to cup her cheek “Thank you, thank you very much, That means...the world to me” You then lay back down and placed your head on Helena’s stomach and cuddled Fred, Just as Helena cuddled you. You may have had more than your fair share of teddies, but Helena only had one soft, cuddly teddy. You. And she loved it. 

58 notes • Posted 2021-03-17 21:56:37 GMT

#2

Wonder Woman x Gender Neutral Reader - In Between Missions:

Word Count: 1,016

Warnings: None

This was requested by @mari-victoria-13 I hope you like it, cause I really enjoyed writing it

Being in love is wonderful, isn't it? I mean the whole journey of spending your life with that special person you love and adore. Well, my special person in question is the beautiful Diana Prince, known to the world as Wonder Woman. Only as usual she isn't here, normally she wakes up at the crack of dawn either to work out or perform hero duty. From saving hostages or slaying monsters.

Breaking out of your thoughts was the soft sound of pitter-patter footsteps tiptoeing down the hall to our bedroom. Strange since Diana wouldn't be back yet. Would she? Then the door slowly opened with the first sight being... a barefoot?

"Hello?" you said hesitantly eyeing the door and the mysterious foot

"It's me beloved, good morning" The voice of... Diana called out from behind the door, brushing the bedcover off to help Diana before a voice quickly froze you in your place "No, no you stay in bed now Y/N" the door swung open thanks to Diana's leg revealing Diana in nothing but her white cotton nightgown carrying a black metal tray with various breakfast items.

"What's all this?" you said sitting back onto the bed

"Your breakfast," Diana said coming into the room with a big smile on her face "We had pancakes yesterday so I decided to make you some toast with either Jam, Jelly, Marmalade or if you would preferer a choice of cereal and a muffin if you'd like" Diana walked over to the side of the bedside table and laid the tray down

"Oh, you didn't have to do this Diana I..."I spoke just as Diana shook her head

"No I did, if anyone deserve to have some breakfast in bed it is you Y/N" Diana sat down on the edge of the bed "Now what would you like love?"

"Well if you insist I'll have the toast with Marmalade please Diana," You said smiling at Diana before she proceeded to get a piece of toast and butter it and then put the Marmalade on, but as I was about to thank her and take it off her hand. She brushed me down and shuck her head

"No please allow me," she said lifting the toast up to my mouth and encouraged me to take a bite. Taking a bite into the toast and letting the crunch of the toast and the tang of the Marmalade settle in my mouth. Humming due to the taste of the beautiful breakfast present to you

“This is gorgeous Diana thank you,” you said smiling up at her to which she simply smiles back and kisses the top of your head

“Anything for you dear” Diana then stood up and walked round to the other side of the bed and got in and grabbed a piece of the toast and took a bite all the while smiling at you so lovingly. Finishing breakfast you slowly got up but Diana got up quicker using her super speed whooshed over to grab the tray "I am taking that Y/N, you go and get yourself ready for our day ahead" a little taken aback by the gust of wind by Diana

"Hmm, what do you have planned?" You said to Diana walking out the bedroom

"Just wait and see," Diana said stopping to reply and giving you a sly grin before disappearing out the room. You went into the walk-in bathroom and started the shower and stripped down and got in. Finishing in the shower you turned it off, stepped out, wrapped a towel around your body and another in around your hair and then proceeded to walk into the bedroom and dried yourself off. You were about to look for some clothes but a brand new pair of PJs lay on the bed. Confused but assuming it was Diana's doing you changed into them and headed into the living room, Diana knelt down scanning the bookshelf in the far corner.

"Diana?" you questioned

"Hello Y/N" Diana replied without averting her gaze from the shelf "Ill be with you in a second my dear" Leaning over to the couch you were about to reach for the remote on the arm when another gust of wind washed over you nearly knocked you onto the floor and but were caught by a now sat down Diana with a book in her hand

"Found it," Diana said as she gently pushed you back up and bringing the book into your view

"Found what?" you said now sat back up eyeing the old and worn book

"Well I thought we needed a new book and this is one of the very few remaining copies of the lost and lonely tales of the Greek world," Diana said as she manoeuvred herself on the couch "My mother Hippolyta used to tell stories from books just like this and I thought you might like it, its stories of heroes and villains, gods and monsters throughout the Greece"

"Hmm well if it is good enough for the queen of the Amazons then no arguments from me," you said smiling making Diana match it and then her cupping your cheek and stroking it with her thumb

"Indeed," Diana said removing her hand and opened her legs and patted the space between them "Now get comfy" You stood up and stepped over to Diana and sat on the space between her and brought your knees up and laid your head on her chest.

"How about the myth of Odysseus, especially his treacherous journey home?" Diana said looking down at your eyebrows raised

"Sure yeah I think I vaguely know the story," You said

"All comfy?" Diana asked and you nodded in affirmation "Good" She opened the cover and turned to the first page.

"After a long and horrid struggle lasting 10 years, the Trojan War finally came to the end with the Greek army standing tall over the Trojan bodies lying below them. A bout even Ares himself would've been proud of but. But their journey home was something even the oracle herself could not have foreseen"

70 notes • Posted 2021-07-03 22:05:53 GMT

#1

Yelena Belova x Reader - Getting Your First Dog:

"So, Yelena, you gonna e name the dog Fanny?" you said to her, who was holding the puppy in her arms. She looked up to me, ads of humour, which in this case actually worked and fit into the scenes they were in unlike previous MCU films were the humour seemed forced or not needed. Stand out character was of course Yelena, sorry Nat. From her humour to Florence Pugh's emotive acting that was heart-wrenching to watch in the best way. If I had to say 1 thing wrong about the movie is the fight/action scenes. It's not that they are bad but when compared to other MCU action (Captain America The Winter Solider) it just doesn't hold up. But Yelena was my favourite which is why I wrote this fic to express my love for her. Hope you enjoy :)

Translation - Собачки = doggies

Yelena practally had her face pressed up against the window of the pet store, matched with a wide grin plastered on her face. You knew Yelena had wanted a dog for a while now. She even had a name already picked and everything.

"Come on Y/N" Yelena said rushing inside the store with a ring of the bell. Quickly following after her, she ran past all the other animals ignoring them and leaning over to meet and greet all the dogs and pups in the window "Hello Cобачки how are you all hmm?" You politely smiled to acknowledge, and apologise to the shop owner who just casually nodded at you and continued reading their magazine. You then stood there to admire just how cute Yelena was, showering the dogs in adoration. Kneeling down you suddenly burst out laughing when a pup licks her face and she scrunches up her face.

"So have you decided what one you want hmm?" you said to Yelena who gently put the dog back down

"Oh, I don't know, I want all of them" Yelena said before slowly turning to you eyes and mouth quickly growing

"...No, no, no, no" you swiftly said catching onto Yelena's growing expression "I know that look"

"What...?" she said raising her eye brows "I didn't make any look"

"You're making one now"

"No I'm not"

"Yes you are"

"I'm no...I'm.." Yelena said furring her brows "I'm not, you are"

"Anyway" you said rolling your eyes "Which one will it be?

"I don't know they are all perfect" Yelena said with a small pout " I want them all"

"I know but you did promise to s..."

"Start with one, yes I know but I didn't expect this" Yelena said. There was a moment of silence that fell on the both of you as she tried to pick 1. Until she came across a tiny blonde coloured puppy with brown patches in the corner that fallen asleep up against the wall

"That one!" Yelena shouted, startling the puppy awake and turn to Yelena before giving a big yawn and stepping towards her and up nuzzling into her arms before yawning once again and falling asleep making Yelena gasp.

"This one" she said before bringing it to her face to cuddle it "I want this one"

"Yeah?" you said to which Yelena simply nodded and smiled so you waved over to owner to discuss everything.

Leaving the shop with your newest member of your family you decided to ask a nagging question.

"So, Yelena, you gonna tell me why you named the dog Fanny?" you said to her with a grin, who was holding the puppy in her arms.

"I named it after my sister" Yelena quietly spoke, a tear in her eye.

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[the-home-of-innovation]

Boutta watch Last life smp just to ruin my mental state a little bit

[vrisrezis]

My fav danganronpa characters with a crush (part 2)

- sdr2 chapter 5 spoilers

- chiaki in my opinion can be a character at times that is hard to understand especially given romantically, even if she is a romantical interest for our protag, however ..

- I think that chiaki having a crush is full of her trying to play different games with you, more specifically games you like, and doing what she can to seem entertaining enough.

- she hates the idea of boring you honestly, she has a fear of it to be honest. She also has a fear of making you disappointed in her in any way, so she tries to be especially kind when you’re around and watching how she acts.

- she never behaved poorly of course, but she’s still more careful around you anyways..

- she tends to sleep like a lot, we know this of course. She doesn’t wanna sleep around you too much though, especially if you invite her to hang out, she’ll feel so bad and feel like she will disappoint you.

- I think chiaki is good with a crush specifically because she can deal with it in a positive way.

- will blush if you try to touch her physically as she isn’t used to the physical affection but does appreciate it quite a lot!

- often chiaki will try to be positive and always is looking for ways to make you more healthy mentally as she is always a good positive influence mentally for people!

- she gives you a big hug before her execution, she’s very sad she’ll never really get to see you again after this, but is sure to give you some advice she never got to give you. And perhaps even tell you that she loves you.

- I don’t think personality matters much for chiaki but would probably like somebody with some sort of big “issue” because she’d want to help them. (Ex; having a issue with confidence or loving yourself; having a family issue; having an issue making friends)

- she’s a bit harder given her lack of romantical interest, however I did decide to play dangan island (danganronpa 2 island mode) and was able to get some stuff ;)

- I believe akane will blush at any compliments or whenever you may do something she deems as kind or “soft” as it’s something she’s not very used to

- Being kind and showing actual emotions and being open and vulnerable just isn’t really like her.. given she grew up in a situation where it’s very likely she couldn’t be like that. (My reasoning for that being her free time events where she seemed to be sexually abused or manipulated)

- it takes time but akane warms up to the idea of at least being a little more soft but that’s as vulnerable as she will get. Truth be told she just doesn’t know how to be vulnerable, it’s not like she doesn’t trust you or anything..

- akane might wanna fight you a lot and claim it’s just a friendly match, just her way of showing affection it seems..

- she always thought humans needed only food until she met you.. you taught her love and companionship is just as important for humans!

- i imagine akane liking somebody who’s very energetic like herself, she needs somebody who can keep up with her dammit!

- akane thinks about you a lot and initially doesn’t understand why she’s thinking about you so much and hates it. At a point she thinks that she wants to fight you, but it doesn’t fix anything. She still thinks about you..

- she comes to find out from her other classmates she probably has a crush on you, which makes more sense to her now but still.. she kinda hates it.. having a crush... isn’t that a weakness?? She can’t go soft! Not for anyone! Not for you?!

- but alas she is very soft for you and doesn’t know how to deal with her feelings and tends to overthink it and complicate things. She’s constantly looking into the things you do.. is there a deeper meaning behind it? Do you like her too? Or see her as a friend?

- nonethless akane thinks about these things a lot and I think she will definitely confess to you soon, she isn’t the type to keep silent about things really.. plus what’s the point in beating around the bush?

- since she does (kinda? Probably?) have a romantic interest towards gundham there’s some stuff to go off of here

- Sonia would be very quick to compliment a crush! She’s very kind in this regard I think and loves to compliment her crush a lot!

- Sonia would spend a lot of time with you, though she wouldn’t go out her way to purposely try to bond with you.

- the reason I say this is because I think for Sonia to crush on you she has to already feel a good bond/connection with you already

- it’s very likely that you’re a bit of a loner or didn’t grow up with many/any friends, she feels she can relate to you in this aspect and it makes her feel a bit better about these things.

- she blushes around you, especially if you compliment her or go as far as to hug her or something.. she boutta be so pink!

- que Souda being a jealous boy.. as he should .. you’re sexy and get to have a princess crush on you.. a ultimate princess nonetheless!

- Sonia loves talking to you about whatever creepy shit she may be into at the moment, but she loves hearing you talk about yourself as well!

- Sonia would be very trusting towards you, if you were ever a culprit during the killing game, or you were simply falsely accused she would never believe it! You are so kind and such a good friend!

- v3 spoilers for chapter 1

- Kaede has Shuichi but even at that not really a romantic interest, however looking into her character I can get a bit of an idea what she’s like romantically if you simply analyze her character. Especially given her love suite event and such.

- kaede will definitely seek your approval for things, I wouldn’t say to the point where it’s a flaw but she definitely seeks your approval when she goes on one of her optimistic Hope speeches

- I like to think kaede is very trustful of you, even in the killing game. I think that kaede will have trouble trusting the others towards the end (which would lead to her fall), but she will always trust you!

- kaede would at least give you a hug and while crying tell you her true feelings towards you before her execution ;(

- I think kaede likes to joke around with her crush a lot because she loves seeing them smile. Kaede also always knows how to comfort her crush and always knows the right things to say and how to cheer them up. She pays close attention to them and how they react to certain people and certain jokes.

- I think kaede could like a variety of people personality wise, I could say she’d like somebody like miu, shuichi, himiko, tenko, maki, kokichi etc. she could like any kind of personality but despite how you act if you seem to show interest in her this will make her happy

- even if u act all tsundere about it what matters to her is that you’re interested!

- I will try to make this one really gender neutral, I have for most of them but I won’t talk specifically about certain genders like I had with Mahiru, since there’s so much discourse within her sexuality.

- I think tenko would be interested in somebody that is a performer, I think that’s why she was so obsessed with himiko.

- she would be obsessed with you too though, always trying to be your friend and having conversations and doing her best to form a bond with you and constantly praising you, despite what your responses may be.

- tenko has a hard time concealing emotions and definitely deals with more emotions than most, crushing on you is hard for her to keep to herself for these reasons.

- which is why I think she’s pretty upfront with her emotions and will state at times that she finds you physically attractive but also finds your personality to be attractive.

- she will go as far to state anybody is lucky to date you, you could be with anyone you want.

- personality wise I do think it’s more likely for tenko to like somebody different than her own personality, somebody similar to maybe maki or himiko.

- lots of blushing from this gal, “you’re making me blush!” Can often be heard from her.

- Angie will be very open about her feelings, but this being when you get close as I think it takes a bit for Angie to like somebody.

- Angie will outright say you’re the one for her! That atua said you’re the one for her! So as such she is always calling you cute nicknames.

- Angie loves to grab your hand and drag you around to places. I also think Angie tends to act like you two are a couple already and probably claims you are ?

- quick to give hugs and such! She’s also quite clingy too and hates being separated from you at any time.. she loves being with you after all!

- she’s the ultimate artist for a reason, so she likes to make portaits of you and show them to you as well as other people.

- personality I don’t think matters much to Angie but I think she will tend to like people more shy, more nice, or in general just don’t really have a backbone.

- it makes it easier for her to have a person going along with pretty much anything she wants to do and no complaints or being that stubborn!

- likes praying with you a lot, claims she cannot pray without you now!

V3 spoilers for chapter 4

- I think that miu can be a bit strange towards a crush at least by her own standards. She definitely acts different towards you.

- she acts sexual and says sexual things specifically to gain your attention. Over time eventually stops doing this, but still does it from time to time.

- blushes around you, she feels nervous around you and she cannot help it.. she doesn’t fully understand why she gets so nervous though..

- it takes her awhile to understand what her feelings are, they certainly aren’t sexual.. (well maybe they are.. but it’s totally something else too)

- she will realize she cares for you a lot.. it will lead to her growing desperate to leave with you.. obviously she will give into that desperate need and it’ll be her own demise.

- miu laughs a lot around you as she cannot help but feel so happy in your presence. She wants you to feel the same so she tries to make a lot of jokes to make you laugh. She’s not always good with people and making jokes however and may come off as insensitive or mean.

- speaking of being mean, she’s usually very mean to everyone but never really to you. If she ever is she didn’t mean to be .. well mean. So she’ll try to make it up to you.

- has probably offered her body to you before. She also likes to show you her latest inventions and even invent things for you that you’d find useful. Many people find some of her inventions weird, she doesn’t care what anybody else thinks but she cares what you think so she has a fear you might find some invention weird.

- I think miu could like a variety of different people, but what matters to her is that you know how to catch her off guard. Whatever that be like kokichi with your.. attitude, or being more like kaede with your optimism and it being completely foreign to her. Catching her off guard gets her to like you. Though I do think praising her a ton totally works as well.

- you’re a lucky duck if himiko likes you! I think tenko would agree ;D

- himiko loves to smile and laugh around you, then again she wouldn’t stop smiling and laughing around you even if she wanted to.. she wants you to have fun too though! She likes making you smile by doing lots of magic!

- himiko blushes around you, you make her feel so nervous and giddy.. though she does pray with Angie when she’s feeling especially giddy because then she can avoid her feelings.

- this of course leads to kokichi knowing and teasing her relentlessly, but also genuinely telling her she shouldn’t run away from her emotions... in his own little way of course

- she likes spending time alone with you.. it’s pretty rare because of tenko which is why she likes spending alone time with you so much.. even if it makes her kinda nervous

- sometimes she feels nervous about preforming magic tricks and such in front of you.. but still manages showing off

- i imagine her liking the complete opposite of her tbh, I think she’d like somebody with lots of Rn every despite what her attitude would be to somebody like that. Maybe somebody really optimistic or somebody really in touch with their emotions.

[cosimuhs]

boutta drive around for two hours blasting everywhere by fleetwood mac with my iced coffee i cant tell if this is a commentary on how gay i am or my mental state,,,

[ping-ping-ying]

 NCT 2019: Mafia! Yandere!

Warning: toxic relationships, mental and emotional abuse, mentions of death/murder and suicide, kidnapping, illegal crimes, descriptive violence

NCT 2019: Reaction when their s/o tries to escape

To make this easier these will deadass be split up into units😂

Requested by @99-nct 🌻💓

NCT 127:

Taeyong: Would honestly freak a little. Since he made sure he kept track of you the entire day. He always knew where you were, and what you were doing. So when he came home from working late to see the house completely empty he panicked. But about four days after escaping he used all his resources to track you down, and found you waiting at a train station.

“Hey sweetie.” He pointed a gun to your back.

You stood there frozen.

“On the count of three, you’re going to come back home with me and get severely punished, or I’ll start shooting random civilians, your call.”

Johnny: Wouldn’t be as freaked out as you would expect him to be. All he needed to do was trace your steps. He made sure to look through your emails, phone logs, and sure enough, he found out you bought a plane ticket back home (unless you live in Korea lol) . It took him quite a while to find you in the crowded airport, but once he did, he gripped your wrist making you turn and face him.

“Hey doll face, remember me? The love of your life?”

Taeil: Home boi really caught you in the midst of your escape. You thought he went to sleep so you decided to high tail it out of there. But to your misfortune, Taeil was downstairs sitting in his chair. He held a glass of whiskey as he swirled it around looking at it intently.

“Now my dear, what do you think you’re doing?”

Doyoung: Was quite oblivious of the fact that you tried to escape. You both were at the mall and he went to go order food from the food court. Once he left you, you decided to sprint towards the malls entrance/exit. People gave you weird looks but you didn’t care. Your mind was focused on escaping. A mall cop saw you basically running and he came up to you and told you to stop running. In this moment you were about to tell this mall cop everything, but you were quickly shut down.

“Honey there you are!” Doyoung came jogging up to you.

The mall cop noticed your uneasy state, so he asked you,

“Do you know this man ma’am?”

You didn’t have time to answer because Doyoung came up with a smooth lie.

“Yes, this is my wife. She suffers from PTSD. Something must’ve triggered her, I’m so sorry sir.” He came and held your hand.

“No I’m sorry, please just make sure she is okay.” The cop bowed and walked off.

Doyoung then squeezed your hand tightly, to the point where you thought he was going to break a couple of fingers

“You are in big trouble when we get home.”

Mark: Mark wasn’t really a hardcore vicious yandere. He was actually surprisingly lenient when it came to you. That was his big mistake. You kept up your good behavior so he could give you more freedom, and that he did. You two were at a park and Mark had to use the bathroom. He told you to wait for him, and you, plastered a fake smile on your face and told him you would wait. As soon as the bathroom door shut you made a run for it. 

You didn’t care where you were going, as long as it was away from him. You lost track of how long you were running and decided to look back, when you did, you bumped into someone. 

“Are you all right miss?” An older woman asked as she helped you up.

“Yes, I need-”

“Babe!” Mark came running up to you. “I told you to wait for me! She’s so competitive, cheater.”

“You two are adorable! Have fun!” The older woman walked off and you looked at Mark. 

He grabbed your hand and yanked you towards the exit of the park. 

Haechan: This evil little shit actually let you escape, just so he can hunt you down. It was part of this sick little fantasy he had. When he finally caught you, it was not even an hour later. He knocked you out and threw you in the back of the car.

“I could do this all day princess.”

Yuta: It was his fault really. He left you at home alone all day and he forgot to lock the doors and windows. He was such in a rush that he forgot to do it. You walked straight out the door, and hopped into your car. The next thing you remember is waking up in the hospital. You were weak and could barley move, Yuta was asleep in a chair to your left. In that moment, you wanted to just pull out your IV but you couldn’t fore it was probably the only thing keeping you alive right now. 

“Honey! Are you okay?!” Yuta popped up and immediately grabbed your hand. 

“I think, I’m fine?”

“Where were you going? You know you aren’t allowed to leave the house without me.”

To your surprise, Yuta didn’t even suspect you tried to escape, because if he did, you probably would’ve been better dying off in the car accident. So you made up a lie to save your ass.

“I-I wanted to surprise you and make you your favorite meal. I haven’t cooked it in a while, and you seemed so stressed. I just wanted to do something good.”

“Oh honey.” He gave you a kiss on your forehead. “I appreciate it, but next time, just tell me where you’re going okay?”

“Okay.” 

Jungwoo: This sweetheart could turn cold in 2.5 when it came to you. He caught you trying to pick the lock on the front door.

“What are you doing?” 

“I wanted to go for a walk to clear my head.”

“No, come back to bed.”

“Jungwoo-”

“COME BACK TO BED!” 

Jaehyun: You kept being good and Jaehyun immediately knew something was up. You were usually a brat and acted out. For the past week he kept his eye on you. Then you decided to escape. Jaehyun was in the basement working out when you crept out the kitchen and to the front door. Before you could even touch the doorknob, both of your arms were pinned up against your head and your back slammed against the door. 

“I should’ve known you were up to something. You need to start obeying me more princess.” 

“Make me.” You spit in his face.

His head jerked to the side for a couple seconds and he smirked back at you. 

“You’re in for one hell of a punishment baby girl.” 

NCT DREAM:

(Except Mark and Haechan)

Renjun: Honestly, you were afraid to escape from Renjun. He was a sick sadistic bastard who had no problem bashing your fingers if you didn’t listen. So sad to say, you didn’t try to escape this time, due to the fact your broken leg was still healing, thanks to Renjun. 

Jeno: Another one who was oblivious to your attempt to escape. He just thought you had to use the bathroom, but when you didn’t come back halfway through the movie he went searching for you. He found you talking to a cop and went up to the both of you.

“Hey babe, you’re missing the movie! Is there a problem officer?” He said ever so sweetly. 

“Not at all young man, she just got lost is all.” 

Jeno grabbed your hand and squeezed it tightly while walking back to the theater. 

Jaemin: Just like Haechan, he loved when you “escaped”. The hunt was his favorite part, he stalked you the entire time. When you were walking back from the store, he sat parked right outside. Now all he had to do was grab you, but he decided to wait. He didn’t find it fun if the hunt ended so quickly. 

Chenle: This baby went ballistic. He was looking around the school yard for you. He thought you wouldn’t have gotten out of the hand cuffs. But behold, you showed up to school with your wrists wrapped up. You basically almost cut off your wrists trying to break free. Chenle walked up to you and hugged you. 

“What happened? Are you okay? You can’t leave me again. This time you won’t be in handcuffs.

Jisung: The school day was over and you tried to hurry out of the school. Jisung was lurking around and you didn’t want to run into him. A teacher stopped you to talk about your grades (leave it to teachers to ruin everything, lol *disappointed but not surprised*). Jisung made his way to you with a wicked smile on his face.

“Hey Jisung!” The teacher greeted him warmly. 

“Hello! Are you ready to go?” He smirked at you. 

You knew you were screwed. 

WayV:

(this boutta be dark asf sksks for some reason I see WayV as darker Yandere’s then the rest of NCT lord help me sksks)

Kun: You tried and failed for the fifth time to escape from Kun. This time you ended up recieving the worst punishment ever. He tied you up in the basement and didn’t give you food or water for two days straight. Then after he fed you, and made you get on your knees in front of this large bucket. He restrained your hands and held your head under water for 30 seconds. This went on two more times before he dried you off and let you go back upstairs. 

Ten: Ten wasn’t expecting to try and escape again so quickly. Since your last attempt didn’t go so well. He caught you trying to hot wire his car, since he hid the keys. He put a cloth soaked with chloroform over your face, so he didn’t have to deal with your struggling. When you woke up, you were chained up in your room on the bed. Your legs were free though. Ten came walking in with a tray of supplies. Ten wasn’t into torture, but you needed to learn your lesson. He sat down next to you and in his hand was a tiny scalpel. 

“Stay still baby, this won’t hurt as much.”

He hummed softly dragged the sharp object along your shoulder. The room filled with your ear piercing screams. All Ten did was hush you and continue to torture you.

Sicheng: Oh boy, this dude. WinWin caught you talking to another guy while you were trying to escape. But, he was more angry at the fact you talked to another guy. Straight to the shed you brought you, and tied you up to a chair. This wasn’t a regular chair (cuz know he’s in that zoooone let me stfu lol),this was an electrick chair (e e e electric shock…. okok imma stop now hehe). Sicheng never used this on you unless he was really mad. To make this even more painful, he threw a bucket of freezing cold water on you, and put a cloth in your mouth. No matter how many times you pleaded and shook your head, he flipped the switch. This lasted about five minuets, before you passed out.

Lucas: Lucas was a very jealous yandere. You could look at another guy and he would want to yank your teeth out. Today he saw you trying to escape his house by running out the door. You thought he wasn’t home, but he was. Lucas grabbed you and dragged you upstairs. After tying you up to the bed post, he got out an iron rod. He went downstairs and put it over the lit fireplace for a couple minuets. When he returned, your eyes immediately went to stare at the glowing orange tip of the iron rod. A little smoke came rising off the tip, and that set you into panic mode. Your struggles were useless as he sat down and pressed the tip of the bar to your thigh. Lucas wasn’t phased at all by your whaling screams, and I mean, not at all. Whenever Lucas was mad, all he saw was red, so in this particular moment, he didn’t care that he was hurting you.

Xiaojun: Xiaojun  was very quiet, and that was more scary than anything. Once he found out you tried to escape, he went into his sadistic persona. He would torture you softly at first, putting salt on the top of your hand and then pushing an ice cube on it, making it burn like acid. Then he would put a rope around your neck and choke you until you felt light headed. After that, he would choke you with his bare hands, since he doesn’t like using weapons to punish you. Let’s just say, you couldn’t speak, or barely eat right for about week. 

Hendery: Didn’t take your escape attempt lightly. He really isn’t into physical torture, so he just made you do hard labor with no food, water, or breaks. Whenever you slowed down or felt like you were going to pass out, he would remind you that if you kept slacking you wouldn’t be fed or allowed back in the house. In some instances, you would rather die than go back into the house. 

YangYang: This little puppy, was probably the most sadistic yandere ever. He found you trying to escape, and boy, you shouldn’t have done that. YangYang actually broke both your legs, and mentally tortured you for hours. When you didn’t seemed phased by his mental torture, he chained you up and left you down in the basement until you learned your lesson. You went about four days without food or before he caved in and came down with food and water. When you refused to eat or drink, he threatened to break both your arms. So you ate and drank, then later on cried yourself to sleep. 

-PingPing -3:53pm 

[softhwaa]

𝖊𝖑’𝖘 𝖋𝖗𝖎𝖊𝖓𝖉𝖘

masterlist 🌱☁️

nct 00 line

- met jeno, donghyuck, and jaemin cus they played overwatch together in 2016 dkdnhsjska

- met renjun during a dance comp in 2014

- met yangyang when she visited sm’s hq in china with kun in 2017

- tbh they’re normally split into [yangyang] and [renjun, jeno, donghyuck, jaemin - let’s just call them dream 00 line to make things easier]

- but they’ve all hung out together once or twice

- el was actually in the 00 vlog

- andddd the 00 live (but only thru a call 😭 00 line enthusiasts i feel you 😔)

- dream 00 line and el normally go do some random shit around seoul (as shown in the 00 vlog) like karaoke or han river

- sometimes they just spend the whole day playing video games together

- el and renjun are probably the closest cus they’ve known each other for longer 🤷‍♂️

- yangyang and el normally sneak out at 2 am and play truth or dare at convenience stores skdnhshs and go back to the wayv dorms at like 5 am

- sometimes bring lucas along cus he wakes up at midnight in search for food

- yknow that rainbow v ep where hendery and yangyang are just randomly dancing like the icons they are in the practice room?

- yeah that’s yangyang and el on a daily basis lol

- german buddies awwww

- yang and el talk in german when they conspire against the members haha

- they wanna go to germany together sometime but they’re both so busy 🥺😔

joshua:

- actually met el a looooong time ago

- so basically vernon brought el to the dorms once cus she kept on insisting to spend a night with his friends n stuff (keep in mind this was like 2013 or so)

- so 13 year old el was studying abroad (in germany) came to korea for break and brO y’all should have seen predebut el— at that time, she didn’t think she’d be a kpop idol but she was a gREAT dancer

- so when seventeen were training, she was like ahaha y’all suck at dancing

- jk but everyone was super shook when they saw her dance cus she could’ve debuted right then and there and it would’ve seemed like she had trained for a long time

- k so basically el was always so adventurous

- so she decided to go to the forest at 4 am cus she’s low key crazy

- and joshua was getting water and saw her rIGHT when she was boutta leave the house

- brO el pANicKEd nsnshshsjana

- but she brushed it off and was like “h-hey josh u wanna like come w me to this super sketchy forest at 4am and idk maybe make friends with those big birds... in the... forest...?”

- and he straight up was like sure wHy nOT

- yeah that’s how they became friends isndhshajabd (also w the big birds in the forest lmao)

- even tho shua is 5 years older than el, they get along great

- they normally play wii and stuff at el’s place

- they fight over what game to play all. the. time.

- wii sports resort is obviously the best but for some reason joshua always insists on playing mario kart

- in fact, josh and el fight a LOT but never over anything super serious (mostly it’s abt food haha)

- like who gets the last oreo, or who called shotgun first

- all in all, josh + el = bffs (pERioDt.)

chaeyoung:

- ngl el was a super famous trainee

- cus like 1) woAH a foreign trainee ! 2) crazy talented 3) hella down to earth and funny 4) tbh everyone had a crush on her 🤭

- so el was kinda like a “legend”

- and she thought she had to live up to the expectations of the “perfect, beautiful, amazing” girl that everyone loved

- but that rly took a toll on her mental state... (oh nooo ! ! )she just got rly self conscious abt everything...

- there was this one jyp trainee that she had heard abt...

- chaeyoung ! !

- they managed to get in touch and it was like that thing in “instant family”

- a 𝒄𝒐𝒔𝒎𝒊𝒄 𝒄𝒐𝒏𝒏𝒆𝒄𝒕𝒊𝒐𝒏

- one look and “bro she’s my bestie for life”

- they would train together like every single day even tho they were from diff companies, their bosses didn’t rly care cus aww they’re such good friends, 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒈𝒖𝒊𝒍𝒕 you’d feel if you’d separated them 🥺🤧

- chaeyoung really really really helped el with her mental health

- trainees would be talking to chae being like “omg ur friends w el?!?” and she’d be like “ikr my bestie’s so amazing 😉”

- after chae debuted, el was “nEOmU loNeLY” (hehe) but issok her bestie was fAMOUS 🤩

- when chae and el hang out, there’s always food involved kenxhsjsbsba

- cooking, baking, going to a restaurant

- el and chae are the purest best friends 🥺 (i’m gonna use that emoji a lot for their friendship cus it’s the only one that can depict it well)

- they even did a photoshoot together once and it was LEGENDARY

- there have even been articles saying that they might be dating... 👀 but sadly, no :(

- they help each other when they’re sad

- literally know eXActLy how to cheer each other up 🥺😩 (i’m dEVASTATED THEYRE SO CUTE EVEN THO ITS NOT TRUE )

- *sigh* chae-el forever ✊😔💞

[oneemofungirl]

Haunted Past 06 | Thomas Hunt x Kate Anderson

Pairings: Thomas Hunt x MC(Kate Anderson) , Ethan Blake x Addison Sinclair

Word count: 900+

Summary: Something has Kate on edge, and Thomas finds out after class.

A/N: Happy New Year!!!!! and I have school today TT Let the angst commence! hahaha I’m feeling evil and productive lol. Hope y’all can handle the angst that’s boutta come and don’t worry because it’s gonna be short! Alas enjoy luvs ^^

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School break was up and they had to wake up earlier than usual. Kate as usual had her grumpy fit when Thomas had tried to wake her up. Why was it so awfully hard to wake this little brat? he thought to himself, maybe that’s why she’s so peppy for the rest of the day he concluded.

“Five more minutes~” she pleaded with him.

“That’s what you said ten minutes ago.” He spanked her and she yelped “Eek!” and buried her head deeper in her pillow.

“Wake up before I deduct your marks when you eventually arrive late in class.” She was squirming even more before stopping to finally sit up and look at him.

“Fine~ Daddd~” she made a whiny sound and rubbed her eyes, he patted her hair and kissed her forehead

“Good girl. Now join me for a bath.” she smirked

“Okayy Daddy~~” she wiggled her eyebrows and got up before something strong pulled her back to bed with him

“Keep that up and we’ll both miss school.” he scolded her

“But you’d like that wouldn’t you.” She teased further and bit her lip provocatively

“That’s it, get in the shower now!” he growled and practically dragged a squealing but very wet Kate into the bathroom.

-

Addison, Kate and Ethan went to the café to get their usual coffee and breakfast.

“Oh my gosh, you will not believe what I saw the other day!” Addi started her morning rambles as we went in the café.

As soon as they stepped in, everyone was whispering under their breaths, “Oh-em-gee isn’t that Kate?” “I heard she’s dating Professor Hunt.”  “Oh my god, did you know that she slept with the Professor to get privileges?” “Really??? wow what a slut.”

Blushing under everyone’s gaze and biting back tears, Kate hurried to the counter to make her order.

“Kate, are you okay?” Ethan looked concerned as everyone was still speaking in hushed whispers about her.

“I’m fine, this will go away soon enough.” Her voice cracked slightly, Ethan nodded and Addi smiled sadly at her.

-

Kate arrived late to Thomas’s class like he had predicted.

“Miss Anderson, so nice of you to finally join us.” he made a remark as she went to her seat.

But she didn’t talk back this time, nor did she even flash him her usual glare. She just nodded sullenly and sat down quietly. 

He, of course immediately knew something was wrong, and he made a mental note to make sure she was okay after class.

After the class, Thomas had asked to see her.

“Won’t people get suspicious and stuff?” Kate stated worriedly, she wasn’t going to let herself be bothered with people’s gossip, but she didn’t want to give people a reason to have something to gossip about them anyways.

“They already know about our relationship and besides, I don’t care about what they say.” He lifted his hand to stroke her cheek. She bit her lip and nodded.

“But you look bothered, come to my office, let me help.” He offered as he put the last of his things into his briefcase.

“It’s fine, I don’t want to worry you or anything.” She tried to not make a big deal about it. Although, she found it really sweet that he cared.

“Nonsense. You are clearly on edge about something and I want to help.” he held her hand in his.

“Come.” they both walked to their office which was not that far from class.

-

“Have a seat.” He offered a chair for her and sat on his own large plush office chair.

“Thank you Thomas.”

“What wrong Kate? You’ve been distracted throughout my class and I want to help.” He asked, voice soft and with genuine concern.

“I just… worry about what other people keep saying you know, that I-“ she shuddered before continuing, “-slept with you to get my grades bumped.”

She was shocked as he suddenly slammed his fists on the table.

“Who said that.” His face was turning red, how fucking dare they he thought.

“I mean… kids on campus have been throwing it around an-and-.” Her voice suddenly cracking, lower and more timid than before.

“Kate, do not listen to them. We both know that it isn’t true and the people who spout this nonsense are ignorant fools that have nothing to do with their lives.”

She couldn’t control herself now, tears were spilling before she had a chance to wipe them away.

“No no no I’m sorry… don’t cry…” Thomas made his way over to her and pulled her into his embrace.

“No…*sniff* I’m sorry… I’m just so…insecure...” His heart broke as he held her in his arms and brought his hands up to cup her face.

“You shouldn’t be my dear.” He kissed her softly, good god, he would steal a million stars for her if it were to make her happy.

“But I am… I shouldn’t let these things get to me but they always do.” She was now crying louder and hugging him tightly as if her life had depended on it.

“It’s not your fault love.” He wiped a tear from her cheek and kissed her tenderly again.

“Tell me, what can I do to make you feel better?” His eyes were searching hers.

“Show me you love me Thomas.” Her eyes met his, his name falling out of her lips like a desperate plea and they both knew what was to come as their lips came crashing to each other.

-

Taglist: @hopelessromantic1352 , @lilyofchoices

[cosmictequila]

so @whathozier did a tag game and tagged ‘the usual suspects’ and I took that to be me bc you’ve tagged me in a lot of them but if I was wrong im soRRY

also I would do a read more but I don’t know HOW I’m so sorry

name: katherine

nickname: kay

zodiac: cancer which is honestly true bc I am. emotional

height: uhhhhh 5’6? 5’7??

languages spoken: I took 3 years of spanish and the only thing I remember how to say is I want to jump off a bridge (quiero saltar de un puente) and I got sent to the counselors office for saying it to one of my friends

nationality: i can’t say it - am 🤢 ameri-🤮🤮

favorite season: fall

favorite flower: i have 2, tulips and forget me nots

favorite scent: that smell after you come home from a trip and walk in your room

favorite colors: I always used to say black but honestly it’s purple I mean my hair was purple for 3 years and I’m boutta dye it purple again

favorite animals: foxes!

favorite fictional characters: literally too many to choose

coffee, tea, or hot choc: hot chocolate but I’m coming around to liking tea

hours of sleep: depends on my mental state tbh it can be like 2 or 14

dog or cat: I’ve always had dogs and I lov them but I’ve always wanted a cat

# of blankets slept with: 3-4

dream trip: i’ve always wanted to go to ireland

blog established: uhhh early 2013 I believe

followers: last time I checked it was 520 I think?

random fact: I think I’ve mentioned this before but once I was at the dentist and they were comparing my xrays and were like ‘wtf is that’ and I was like 👀 and it turns out that in the three years between xrays, I had. grown a 33rd tooth, which apparently isn’t super unusual?? but normally people are born with them and it’s wisdom teeth but I legit GREW one and it’s like right in my jaw behind my chin and the dentist was like ‘well what can ya do’ and just LEFT IT

I tag: @raisehell-all-american @vacuouswyvern @crashqueenie you don’t have to do it if you don’t wanna!