#my memory wack

[catreblogsart]

huh. if there was a reason i surely cant find it now

[mxrtified777]

this fucking guy

[a-scary-lack-of-common-sense]

Drawing Woody Pride and Buzz Lightyear entirely from memory after not having watched the movies in over 6 years :D

No reference, no rewatching. I was RAWDOGGING this shit, man ‼️💥💥⁉️💥

Meme references under cut

[pistachions]

It was SO hard to get a decent photo in this lighting but look :)

[edwinisms]

I know how it sounds at first, but I really gotta feel bad for the boys that sacrificed edwin; I mean even the term “sacrificed edwin” paints them in a more sinister light than they really deserve– considering that wasn’t really, actually their intention.

they were bullies, they were homophobic (and/or were self loathing gay boys themselves taking it out on edwin, or were equally likely peer pressured into acting a certain way), they planned something stupid and mean to do to an innocent, anxious boy with the goal of scaring the shit out of him, all because he was effeminate and an easy target. but they didn’t know or expect any of the ritual stuff to be real. they were all laughing and joking during the ritual because it was just that to them– a joke. a cruel joke, but a joke.

teenagers can be mean and stupid and they usually regret it as adults and grow out of it / grow from it. they were stifled the chance to grow out of it, at least while alive. none of those boys deserved to be instakilled and sent to hell; they’re really not that much less deserving than edwin himself. they were all just kids, after all.

[astranauticus]

orv 🤝 asteroid city

stories about stories that left a surprisingly large impact crater in my brain

anyway some more (frankly far too extensive) thoughts under the cut for an au i dont forsee myself drawing for again (cw: mention of suicidal thoughts and lots of talk about death)

for anyone reading this who hasn't watched asteroid city: it's a movie documenting the making of an in universe fictional play called asteroid city written by conrad earp (kdj) directed by schubert green (hsy) lead actor jones hall (yjh) who plays augie, very emotionally repressed guy whose wife (lsh, kinda) just died and is trying to figure out how to tell his children about it. anyway jones shows up at conrad's house for auditions and the two fall in love, then conrad dies from a car crash 6 months into the shows run and jones is left to play a character mourning the death of his wife while irl mourning the death of his lover and it drives him up a wall trying to figure out if he's doing conrad "right" (hence 'i still don't understand the play')

anyway for this au like everything that happens in the movie also happens i think but the character motivations are a little bit different like in the movie conrad earp writes the play before he ever meets jones hall so we don't really know why it's Like That but i think in the au kdj is either like. having suicidal thoughts or just fully believed he wasn't gonna live for very long in the like cptsd symptom kinda way lmao. so like it's not really that he wrote the play to help yjh process his own death (i think if that were the case the message of the play would be way different lmfao) but it's more like he just had death and grief on the brain and was also writing stuff. and like the answer he arrived at was that he didn't actually arrive at anything in the end. sometimes tragedy just happens and there's no meaning to it you just kinda have to live with that. like i know this is not how the process of play production works but if there's one change to the original movie plot in this au i want to make it's that kdj still dies by car accident but before the script is 100% finished or after he's been talking about rewriting the ending or something because i think he also doesn't figure out an answer he's satisfied with in the end about like death and grief and mourning. like you just know that in kdj's ideal world his loved ones wouldn't mourn him at all if he dies because he doesn't want them to be sad because of him and maybe he still hasn't fully 100% internalised that he has people who would care if he dies. anyway i think yjh kinda understands like subliminally that kdj was trying to Say Something with the play he just isn't sure what because he's looking for An Answer like some kind of meaning to everything that's happened but the point is there isn't one and if there is kdj hasn't found it either lmao. and like i think hsy understood immediately like as soon as she heard the news of his death she's figured out what kdjs thought process behind the play was and like she's absolutely not holding it together as well as she appears but she also sees yjh driving himself insane every night trying to find The Meaning or whatever and like whether or not she even agrees with kdj aside this is the only way she can think of to help him get out of that hole bc she can't exactly tell yjh like 'the point is that there is no point you just have to live with The Everything' so she's just trying her best to make him understand on his own. idk i just need someone who's watched asteroid city to see this and tell me if ive gone completely insane LMAO

[still-gathering-roses]

should i take the time as a personal project to painstakingly transfer the hundreds of fics i have bookmarked on my browser over to my ao3 account bookmarks or is that insane person behavior

[redeemed-wren]

Tried to explain River Song's timeline to mum and realised I sounded like a lunatic

[turtlemagnum]

god, i suck at mario 2. i'm disparaging my legacy.... seriously, how the fuck have i beaten the lost levels without save states but can't get past 1-3 in american mario 2???? why am i not instantly good at a game i've never really played, god!!!! my mother would be disappointed in me

post writing the tags turtle here: i started rambling about my childhood made the tags longer than the actual post and don't feel like putting them onto the actual post because that'd be too much work and i'm feeling lazy. read em if you want personal bullshit! or don't. i'm not care

[missanthropicprinciple]

My brain is a bit addled by CPTSD and often my short-term memory just drops like a bad internet connection but I remember random shit from 20-30 years ago. The other day this quotation from an obscure British tv show (never released on DVD and nowhere on the internet beyond one episode) popped into my head and after a few minutes I remembered the entire thing. A character rattles off cricket stats:

"Kenneth, George. Born Leeds 1918. Right hand bat, leg break bowler. Debut 1947, county cup 1949, highest score 206 versus Kent 1951"

[shalegas34]

Spoilers for sleeping girl sidequest below the cut

I patched my game & played this today. It's cool to see a concept i long forgot about come to life in such a creative way haha. Love what the team did with Abyssal Venesi & the castle (though that fucking castle drove me half insane lol). I had my script open the whole time in the hopes it would help me figure out how to progress. Spoiler alert: it did not 😂

Somebody wrote this at the height of exam season while listening to plant life by owl city on repeat and it shows

oh my, what beautiful art!! the jewels on his golden crown. his coy expression. his elegant collection of crying souls. my king! 😭

I dig it. You can't even identify where old mate's face is anymore. Just the way dramsama was destined to be. let those corrupted souls rise up!

So happy this bit was left in - I thought it had been cut bc the quest finished but then I walked out of the house and there he was. goodbye, my king, but never forever...

[poorlydrawnbuzzwole]

(tags via @7catsinamansuite) I would never try to

[sleepgarden]

Hello - I'm a fellow artist and would love to produce my own prints, and was wondering if you could share what printer you use?

Hi there! I have a canon pixma pro 200! I should warn you it’s very expensive, I was lucky that a local store had one with a very steep discount. That said, I’ve had unnaturally awful luck with printers (going through 3 before this one each with weird and unfixable issues) and this one worked perfectly out of the box and, knock on wood, I have never had to play with settings or troubleshoot anything.

Stores will usually have a return policy or offer warranties so honestly I would recommend looking into what’s close to you and doing research on the printers they have in stock. If it turns out the quality isn’t what you want (or if it doesnt work. lol.) you can return it and try another ^^

If you want to try selling your art before investing a lot of money into a printer I know a lot of artists get their work printed by a printing house and shipped to them— I’ve never done this and wouldn’t know where to begin but its worth looking into i think!

Best of luck!!

[todayisafridaynight]

did you ever post your thoughts on shishido on here ??

if i did i dont think i said anything major beyond 'hes neat :)'

[multi-lefaiye]

#cracks knuckles#multi-lefaiye#YEAHHHH#and for fun i'll do some rp blog urls#bleedingovereden. gas-stxtion. troublewithvampires.#this shit's easy

^ this is fake, this was fake right? there's is no way you did that typed with eyes closed, you got it perfect no way (<- not mad) (incredulous, in disbelief)

FJASDKL;FJ no it's real. like i do make typos sometimes ("sometimes") but i don't need to see the keyboard to type

when i was in middle school i was required to take a typing class that involved us memorizing the keyboard layout and it's been embedded into my brain ever since

[idontwannapickausername]

the clown on the dashboard reminds me of that old chain email story where the babysitter is like “can i cover the scary clown statue in the corner?” and the parents are like “we don’t have a clown statue”